#i can’t overstate this anon

[twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat]

Would geto hate a clingy and overly affectionate lover? 🥺

nooooo he would love you!!!!! so much!!!!!! i actually think sugu is the jjk character who’d like a clingy lover most of all….. the physical contact is sooo grounding to him and he just thinks you’re such a sweetheart :((( i think he’d love nothing more than to be your personal pillow… backpack…. jungle gym…… he exists to be held by you <333

[yanderambling]

just a lil update for everyone waiting on requests:

i’m always writing for all of your wonderful ideas (i have an obscene amount of drafts mostly full of horny sentence fragments) i just tend to struggle a lot with focusing and energy, but all your creativity and support is so very much appreciated!!! your ideas inspire me so much and keep me motivated to stay chipping away at stories until i create something you may enjoy, and knowing there are people out there who appreciate my writing is such a gift <3

basically, thanks for sticking around, and i promise you’ll see your request up eventually!! and also i really think many of you should maybe possibly consider publishing your own writing because there is SO MUCH talent sitting in my inbox rn (which i'm working to share with the world~) but i’m not complaining <3

[grakkul]

🌺 if you get this, answer with 3 random facts about yourself and send it to the last 7 blogs in your notifications, anonymously or not! Let's get to know the person behind the blog 🌺

Oo this is fun :)) okee

1. I spent over 2 hours explaining the plot of berverly hills chihuahua (just the 1st movie) to some friends 2 days ago

2. Everytime someone asks me the meaning behind my name or why I chose it I say soemhting diffrent

3. I have forced all my friends to watched a 1 hr video analysis of cats the movie musical (by sideways) with me cause I think it’s entire existance is hilarious (it’s kinda gotten out of hand. One of them bought me a cats poster for christmas,,, it’s hanging in my room rn)

[ghostofbambifanfiction]

I’m rereading cyoa and I just can’t overstate how much I love your writing!!! Your characters are so flushed out and they feel like real people. I’ve read slow burn stories that just feel like they’re needlessly drawing out drama to build tension, but every part of Lily and James’s relationship development feels so natural and so fun! You bring up so many details about each and every character that just make them feel so whole!! They have moods and react to things like people who have their own lives and their own interests. Everyone has their own voice and yet they all fit together like real friends and family would. I love every minute of your writing and I reread it all the time- it cheers me up when I’m feeling down and deepens my joy when I’m already having a good day. It’s so comforting to read about characters expressing the same frustrations and hang ups that I see in myself and working on them in a way that feels truthful and nonlinear. Reading your work always makes me feel a bit more human. Anyhow, I hope you’re having a wonderful day and I just wanted to tell you how much I appreciate your writing!!

I love you anon. From the top of my head to the tips of my toes. Thank you for this EARLY CHRISTMAS GIFT, I had a wonderful weekend and this made it even better 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰

[avocado-writing]

I have a Tangerine headcanon that he buys his partner fancy lingerie and then picks the color of his ties to match

anon this inspired me. 18+ bc of sexual references

Tangerine fucking hates timezones; the fact he has to look at an app to try and remember what time it is for you back in England. But he does it anyway, because he knows you leave your phone on vibrate so you can hear when he texts, and he doesn’t want to risk waking you up by doing it at the wrong time. 

He got lucky on this job though. They’re only in Paris, with a one hour time difference. Him and Lemon are stuck in a shitty little hotel - fucking employer couldn’t even be arsed to spring for separate rooms - with a view out on a dilapidated Parisian backstreet. Not all Eiffel Tower and chocolate croissants like when he took you here for your anniversary last year. 

Tangerine checks that Lemon is still in the bathroom before risking firing off a text. He just wants a few minutes alone, is all. Alone with you. Or as close to “alone with you” as being on opposite sides of the Channel allows. 

What are you wearing today?x

The only person he’ll add a kiss onto his messages for. 

He doesn’t need to wait long for a reply. You were clearly waiting for him to ask: what he gets, almost immediately, is a full-body shot from you. 

His mouth goes dry. 

You’re wearing the navy blue set. The bralette with the lace over the top, the floral one, and the little panties with the matching trim. You’ve got one hand bunched in your hair and you’re grinning into the camera for him. 

You look stunning. 

Tangerine swallows thickly. If he had his own fucking room, he’d had the time to deal with the impact your photo is having on him. Take himself in his hand, imagine his palm as the sweet heat of your pussy. He’d be able to enjoy you. 

But he doesn’t, so he can’t, so instead he has to make do with sending you a single worded reply -

Gorgeous x 

- before he reaches into his suitcase. He brings so many ties for this reason. They’re not as bold and overstated as Lemon’s, but that doesn’t mean they’re not as diligently picked out. 

He grabs the thin navy one and ties it around his neck. A little piece of you with him, in a way, until he gets back home to you. He checks himself over in the mirror and begins to count the hours until he’s on the flight back home. 

He can’t wait. 

[rileyslibrary]

Hello! I was the anon who requested the Log Cabin fix and I honestly can not overstate how thankful I am for this piece- it’s such an emotional gut punch but paints a vivid scene with so much soul

Here are some horribly rushed sketches based off of the piece, and I hope you have all the chocolate you want :D

I‘m trying to recall what I’ve done to deserve such amazing people like you, and I can’t think of anything other than cleaning empty packages before recycling them and returning borrowed books to their owners.

Do you have any idea how incredible these sketches are? Well, if you don’t, let me be the one to break it to you: they are stunning.

Thank you so, so much. You’ve illustrated that scene so vividly that I feel your request wasn’t just something you thought would be cool for me to write, but it touches something deeper within you. I think I see you.

I wanted to continue the log cabin story, but that Makarov reveal trailer killed my creativity and will to write something full-length. Thank you for bringing it back to me, with little sparks, just that torch in the story.

I need to get back to writing, don’t I?

[olderthannetfic]

https://www.tumblr.com/blog/view/olderthannetfic/769292802835234816

Same anon, obv! I feel the need to say, based on the direction of the comments, that I just don’t have any interest in reading romantasy, or really fantasy in general. Outside of fic I basically only read literary fiction, alt comics, and essays (I am insufferable). I was using ‘shit’ not as a quality indicator but ‘stuff’ equivalent, but I can see where my general bitchy tone could make that unclear. Ik there’s excellent fantasy out there, I’m sure earthsea is great. I hope it is bc I got my dad a copy for xmas. But like, even slop is good, if it does it for you (See: beauty killer).

I like HP because of the stated reasons, period, and not its competence as a fantasy series. Whether other series do or don’t compete doesn’t really make a dif. I do enjoy the setting and like to see it and the magic system played with in fanfiction, but only because I’ve known and cared about those things since I was 9, and, I can’t overstate this enough, my blorbos are there. Books for adults are not tonally comparable imo (nor are they, obviously, nostalgic).

I have been in smaller fandoms before, but the size is a huge appeal. I do participate in the creation part of fandom, but I think it’s unreasonable to expect that everyone would, readers are important! I came into all of this as a reader first. As someone who likes to sort their toys instead of play with them, I love how much fic and history there is to mine. I have briefly gotten into other fandoms, completely inorganically, and it’s frankly not the same. I think blorbos just rise from the muck, I don’t think they can be extruded.

Bedazzling ‘Jealous Heifer’ on a t shirt now, thank you for the idea [commenter who’s url I forgot]

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[notjustjavierpena]

Hi, can I ask you why you specifically chose Frankie x disabled!reader?

Hiya Anon, what a great question! 

I have a few reasons why I chose Frankie Morales. I’ll try listing them without turning my answer into a whole thesis on the importance of using your experiences to normalize certain things that are somewhat taboo. I started out thinking that my choice of character was random but as I started writing, a few things became evident:

I have little to no relationship with writing Frankie which allowed me to have a blank canvas and therefore not be influenced by previous reader and Frankie dynamics.

From what I know about Frankie, he has an open, boyish, and down-to-earth attitude. He is often portrayed in fanfiction as serious when need be, kind-hearted, and emotionally intelligent which are traits that I would feel comfortable with if I were to be intimate with a stranger I meet at a bar (spoiler alert). He seems like the kind of character who takes things as they come - without the womanizing demeanor that Javier has and the tall and brooding attitude that Joel sports - and is an open communicator.

A few days ago, I jokingly made a post about not seeing myself represented in mainstream self-insert and that Joel should carry me in his big and strong arms. In all honesty, not seeing disabled readers does not bother me much but it might be a result of not even getting the bare minimum in general media either. The post resulted in a few fics being gifted to me. I love that. It’s a beautiful thing that we want to do these stories for each other. 

It would be a lie if I said half of me writing this one now is not wanting to do even better. It is a very vulnerable position to put especially wheelchair users in to describe their sex lives when you are an able-bodied person. I still don’t know how comfortable I am at times with able-bodied people writing disabled characters because I fear they won’t put in the effort, time, and research. 

Able-bodied people will never understand how intimate and sexy our sex lives are. Being close to a person who you trust is always beautiful but it is quite special for us. I will have to trust you 100% to be intimate with you because I have so limited mobility; I need readjusting along with my long and slow kisses. We can’t get away from you, and isn’t that equally gorgeous and terrifying? And who else could portray that better if not us?

However, despite it all, it also feels frustrating to know that I get three fics to see myself in (some written by me!) and others start non-confrontational wars that flood my dashboard about physical descriptors (e.g. leaning up for a kiss) when I cannot even walk. Perhaps that is overstating it, and obviously, everyone can feel upset in their own way about anything, but if I want entertainment tailored to me, I cannot and if I want a shred of an audience, I need to exclude myself (and I honestly don’t mind).

Anyway… Frankie simply makes me feel safest.

[mistletouchunderthetree]

sometimes i - well i don’t forget, per se, but for lack of better wording - forget that cancer is a Very Serious Topic and i’ll drop little tidbits and realize my mistake as i see the mostly shocked and sometimes horrified look on their faces and i really need to be better about it in my day to day life.

However! i will not be doing this - again, for lack of better word - censoring on my blog so if you follow me hopefully you looked at my pinned post in which i warn about this but if you didn’t here’s your warning that i talk openly and frequently about cancer because, well, when you have it it kind of takes over most aspects of your life and this is my safe space to talk about it however i want. i also want to make it clear that i am stage 4, which in my case means it is terminal, which means i will be on treatment until i die. at this point i am “stable”, as in the nodules in my lungs are being kept at bay by the chemo im on, and this is the best we can hope for at this moment. this can be a difficult concept for people to understand and accept but it is the reality i live with and if its too much it is certainly understandable if you need to unfollow me. i try my best to tag even the slightest mention for blacklisting purposes but i don’t blame anyone for needing to unfollow. keep yourself safe and curate your own tumblr experience!

i also want to express sooooo much love and gratitude to the people here who are always so supportive. i can’t overstate how much yall mean to me. and im always open to discussion and conversation about it - i don’t want anyone to have questions they feel like they can’t ask bc it feels too prying or they don’t want to burden me with it. as long as you’re caring there is no wrong way to be a friend to a person with cancer (or at least this person in particular). for instance my bestie likes to know the dirty details of my treatment bc she’s a pharmacist and understanding that aspect makes her feel better, and i have another that just feels like knowing everything that’s going on is helpful for her anxiety around the situation so she asks questions when i give her updates. i have another that wants updates on the major stuff but keeps it at that bc it’s easier for her to deal with it that way, and then i have other friends in between those extremes. even if you feel more comfortable asking on anon that’s fine. anyway, sorry to write a novel! just wanted to be clear to any newer followers i have! ❤️

[chaifootsteps]

I despise viv, not just because of all the harm I’ve seen her do, but because she reminds me so much of an ex friend. The manipulation, guilt tripping, absolute refusal to take any sort of accountability, taking all criticism whatsoever as an attack, discarding people when they upset her even a little, even just some of the ways she talks, it’s all so familiar, and it is impossible for me to overstate how fucking infuriating it is seeing someone like this with such a massive platform, it’s all so familiar to me. Ex-friend had a very small platform and my friends and I managed to chase them out of our community, but not a single day goes by where I am not furious and hurt over it still, and it’s been months with no contact, or hearing of them. I can’t imagine how viv’s victims must feel. I fucking despise her and I can’t wait until her stupid little internet empire crumbles.

Hang in there, Anon. Time makes fools of us all but people like Vivzie the most.

[twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat]

really random and probably very out of place but…….. hypothetically……… if reader was invited to a bachelor/bachelorette party on another country for let’s say a week or so, how would geto react?? like, i know he would accompany reader to the airport and he’d be super supportive, but would he miss them? 🤨🤨 would he turn into a sad and nostalgic and soggy cat……….. a little yearner even though it’s only a week………

HE WOULD . HE WOULD . HE WOULD. I CANNOT OVERSTATE HOW MUCH HE WOULD DO JUST THAT.

anon this ask set every neuron in my brain on fire i’ve been WAITING to talk abt loserboy loverboy sugu……. because that is exactly what he is. he’s a loser. a lover. he loves you so much. he’s so good at hiding it, so good at keeping up a cool guy image, but deep down he’s a soggy little wet cat who just wants to play with your hair and have you play with his 😔😔 i think that once you’ve completely wormed your way into his heart he never wants to be away from you…. he loves just existing with you at home the most . that’s where he feels most at peace. most himself . :(((((( sniffle….

so when you go overseas…. i doooo think he sort of dies a little. very much turns into a little yearner!!! our little sad soggy cat!!!!! he WANTS to be normal about it so badly because . he knows it shouldn’t be a big deal if you’re away for a week or two. it shouldn’t be. and he desperately wants to pretend that he’s okay because satoru and shoko keep calling him codependent and he wants to prove them wrong. but i think he lasts like…. a couple days before his distractions stop working and he notices that everything just feels kind of wrong. like. where is his little baby!!!!!! where is his little baby who plays with his hair and eats his breakfast and smiles at him so sweetly :(((( he just feels sooo bored and so lonely and so mopey and after a while he gets bad at hiding it. satoru and shoko can’t bring him anywhere because eventually he WILL sigh longingly and go “i wish y/n was here.” sad little baby boy. 

when you’re talking on the phone i think he tries his best not to let you in on it though….. he just wants you to have fun where you are. he doesn’t want to be selfish and whine for you to come back :((((( even though that’s all he desperately needs…. i think he’s patient enough to just . wait . but he misses you. i don’t think he sleeps or eats very well when you’re not around either… but he really, really tries!!! and i do think he reaches a functional state eventually . especially if you remind him to take care of himself extra while you’re away :3 then he’s like . oh well. i guess i Have to. since they asked so nicely. say what you will but i think he’s whipped..

and when you come back……. yeah. you’re not leaving the house again anytime soon :33 he WILL keep you hostage in his lap on the couch and he will feed you a nice warm handmade meal. kisses your head every two seconds. cradles you soooo close . he needs to recharge!!!!!

[celestie0]

Hi Ellie, i want to take accountability as an anon for sending one of those types of asks you were referring to, actually it was the last one you responded to. I apologise deeply and I don’t want to be defensive but to be clear, i wasn’t criticising i thought it had become some kind of trend within us to dog on the ex wife character since i remember once you responded to an ask saying something like “i feel sick to my stomach” I just assumed you were in on it but that was a long time ago I should have realised how it would of made you feel along with all the other asks. Apart from that I was only curious and since you were answering other questions I thought it might be okay to ask but I’m sorry for overwhelming you. Oh dear actually I just went back and it would appear that exact ask you were referring to as an example… I sent that as well back then. I’m SO sorry Ellie I didn’t mean it like that, your right about the maturity difference and back then that was just my genuine reaction to the plot line I didn’t mean it in offence to you but that was such a stupid thing to say. But I’m being honest when I say that since then after you responded to that I did understand your point and that it was wrong of me to react that way and with this recent teaser for the story I didn’t care for it like that rather I was excited for the drama and was just spectating other people’s reactions, then I decided to send that ask out of curiosity and I had a gut feeling I should delete that last sentence but I ended up pressing send. For both asks I couldn’t be more sorry, i absolutely love your writing and I admire you so so much you have no idea. I never ever wanted to belittle your authorial choices or make you feel such a way but there’s no excuse because that’s how it was perceived. What came off as entitled was probably intended out of a closeness that I felt to you which is weird anyway, either way I crossed the line and like you said that behaviour did not entail author/reader etiquette. But wallahi (istg) I feel so sorry and I want to kiss you on both cheeks, hold your shoulders and tell you ihm is PERFECT just the way it is. Your stories were experimental for me from the beginning (out of my comfort zone, not the usual type of stories I read) and now they mean SO much to me I have changed so many views and preferences because of that influence and I can’t overstate how much I wholly love everything about your works and also this blog page in general. Im so ashamed that my unthoughfulness has had such an adverse impact on you and if it makes you feel more comfortable I definitely will not interact going forward I will adhere to your boundaries and I assure you every boundary you’ve set has always been with good reason and you have nothing to doubt about yourself. You do not have to feel obligated to respond to this but I hope you can forgive me even if we are strangers I have caused you to feel the complete opposite that I want to make you feel, I’ve only ever wanted to uplift you and make you aware of how truly talented and amazing you are. Im looking forward to everything you have in store for all your stories and to grow and learn and adapt to every turn your writing takes because I know for a fact that it will ultimately be a wonderful experience. Sending all my love, appreciation and apologies if they are acceptable

~ regretful anon

hi love! sorry i won’t be spending time addressing everything in this ask bc i don’t have the capacity but i did read it all the way through n i appreciate you for apologizing!

i’m so happy you enjoy my stories even though they’re out of your comfort zone! that means a lot to me. i see where you’re coming from, and although it’s true those asks were hurtful, i see that you didn’t mean any harmful intentions by it and that’s actually really relieving to hear and has brought me comfort! so thank you for sharing this w me. no hard feelings but yes i think we can absolutely learn from this

[alex-the-bard]

dont be anxious, you can’t control anything, so why be worried about it!

anon thank you but i don't think i can overstate exactly how little that helps

[suiana]

I know that one anon isn’t going to make you feel better about but I still want to say this, even if you can’t be the first choice friend to those you know in real life you are the first choice blog and I would say friend to many of us on tumblr including me.

I know calling you our friend might be overstating this relationship(platonicly I mean) but with how fun and kind your interactions with your anons (including me for a brief 2 messages) it is easy to think of you that way.

You have been my first choice blog to go to for a while, I’ve lost interest in many blogs for many different reasons, too much info added to a character, not doing the character I came for anymore, growing out of a fandom they wrote about, but your blog has never ceased to make me smile. When you do write it’s amazing, when it’s just you talking to us it’s often time’s incredibly funny! I like you and your blog so much that I made myself an anon of it (I didn’t say much cause I got embarrassed and worried I was going to be annoying)

We care about you so much and want you to be as happy as you possibly can!

-Neutral Girl Anon

HELP???

this made my heart swell with joy

i am going to remember this for life

u have made such a big impact on me with this one ask

[vampire-nyx]

Hi hi, it's the bunny anon again!! who's your favorite/favorites from slenderverse? personally I like HABIT, Evan , Firebrand and Noah!! and there was one time I actually made a cool AHS x Slenderverse crossover fic but it was unfortunately deleted :( -🐇

EASILY habit, EMH changed who I was as a person, I literally bought the shirt he wears just. To wear it. All the time, not even as a cosplay. I think habit and evan were some of the first characters I ever seriously kinned. I got into emh just after it had already ended and I remember being Furious I wasn’t online when the trials of habit were happening because I wanted to have participated HDKDH like I really genuinely can’t overstate how much I was Obsessed with habit, I had his monologues and dialogue Memorized, I rewatched all the videos that included him what must have been upwards of 50 times each, he was and is an incredibly special character to me, as a short evil new englander myself

I ended up watching tribetwelve JUST because habit was in it (but of course I then very much enjoyed tt on its own, and was devastated when the creator was a piece of shit)

Oh also edit after posting: there is also a habit fictive in my system HKDH I think we have Evan as well

[jechristine]

Only asking out of curiosity, but as someone who's been a fan of Z for a long time (and I'm talking when she was on social media 24/7 and constantly replying to her fans that she would never be in a public relationship lol) has she ever had trouble keeping her name in headlines? Her star only seems to be increasing every year. She's been helmed an "it girl" or a Hollywood darling at the very least since before her 21st birthday. Not to mention the millions of endorsements she does throughout the year. Do you think it may be a good thing or a bad thing if she is truly using her relationship to keep herself relevant? Since that could potentially have harmful effects such as the cringey questions that come up in her interviews unrelated to her relationship and more. It just seems like a strange but career decision for her if true.

Hey, Anon. I think you are overstating my position from last night. Of course Zendaya is and has been culturally relevant with or without Tom Holland (and vice versa). When I talked about getting headlines, I meant that literally. Like, moving from being a handful of celebrities that we check in on to being the person on the front page of websites during such and such month or week. That’s why she (and all of them) does magazine covers the month they have a new project coming out; that’s the whole point of press tours. I know you know that!

Since 2021 at least, I think it’s undeniable that both Zendaya and Tom have catapaulted to the very top of cultural relevance excitement. They get insane amounts of literal headlines when they’re together. It’s magazine covers++++++ Whether Zendaya (or Tom) would get those on her own is a question we can’t really answer.

And I don’t think Zendaya is using her relationship for attention in quite that direct a way. I think it’s being used and she’s sometimes okay with that.