#i can play some tales of besteria

[pixelatedlenses]

Sunday’s relaxation plan is already in place: I’m going to do some UV Resin molding. I really want to make myself a gemstone note stand out of pastel crystal shapes, and I just got in a new mold, and want to spend an hour or two just making stuff to relax.

[xmirakell-moved]

I have had the week from hell...

Work is stressing me out. I feel like my job is being taken over, have been told over and over that the work I have done for five years has been poor/wrong. I really can’t handle it at all. My panic attacks are triggering without any warnings atm and my mood in general is just low.

And now somehow my B-12 issues has been cured! So much for having an auto immune issue? I don’t feel like myself. I feel so tired all the darn time and I am aware that while I was getting those injections it helped a lot...

I’m just...I’m stressed. I can’t even find the energy to write much. I’ve been playing tales of besteria in order to keep me a little bit distracted but God’s... I feel so bleh atm.

I do not like being told that I’ve been doing things wrong for all these years. I do not like not knowing as to why my body likes to decide the randomly fall apart.

Made an appointment for Monday. I really hope some answers can be given cause I really just feel like I’m going insane...

[princerazzie]

so its labor day today. i was like i can kick back relax drink some whiskey lemonade relax and not drive. my sister is like EYYY LETS GO OUT TO EAT AND YOU CAN DRIVE. im like fuck fuck WHY I JUST WANTED TO DRINK AND PLAY TALES OF BESTERIA

she decided to drive us hopefully because if not im gonna cancel