#i been so suicidal lately i wanna be desd in thr ground snd its esp bad today
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So tired of existing i must say
#dont wqnna thro this on anyonss dash so ill talk in tags#i been so suicidal lately i wanna be desd in thr ground snd its esp bad today#and im rlly rlly annoyed with a few ppl rn im so bothered but im not someone who is just rude as hell to ppl#and im scared of voicing my feelings because i hate conflict#but these feelings are so heavy and i can feel myself cracking like i might say something bad eventually#also......one thing.....that reallt bothers me....are ppl who think if u dont talk abt something.....then thst means it isnt rela#like yes i havent talked about how much i wanna kill myself because im not. like that especially when i know its gonna start something#so many times ive voiced somethign only to be talked over or had someone else talk about how much worse they are...1 as if u could actually#know rhe extent of what i deal with and 2 as if its a competition#so lame..and i wanna talk but i dont#its like gah i want to get my feelinfs out but also i need to keep these inside..#😑#i wanna go to bed but i dont want to wake up#i dont wanna deal with another day
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