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im doing this to your spine rn
THATS NOT A ROLLING PIN THATS THE OPPOSITE OF WHAT I ASKED FOR
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were you born in toronto or did you become torontese later in life?
Well, toronto-ish, but nah I've lived in the same town (the town over from where I was born) my whole life (minus school) and the same house for all but the first 6 months haha
#if you're trying to sus out my astrological signs just lemme know#altho i guess youd have to be more specific than that anyway but whatever u know what i mean#if youre trying to steal my identity also hmu tbh#you can have it#we can tag team life#if youre genuinely curious and making small take: hey! thanks :)#i appreciate u regardless#oh also the demonym is torontonian but it still doesnt matter cus im still just from the very corner of the gta#and cant rightly be called anything as recognizable as that#except by other canadians#who will correctly point out that torontonian is an attitude
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INHERITANCE 🌙
#sin scribbles#bloodborne#choir bloodborne#(sprinkles this on the dash)#(oh hradi my beloved)#(Woah look at that its a full Sin Bingo card we got skulls wolves smoke AND antlers!!!)#(u can tell i have been missing drawing my favourite Relaxing Smoke motifs huh 😂)#(genuinely i may as well do a piece like this for all my hunters bc thats just my brand at this point)#(the blue eyed scourge beasts are my best friends i slay very many of them for chonks)#(rain vc: brother hradi is chain smoking bone marrow ash in the grand cathedral again please stop him)#(hradi is not the first of laurence's fanboys for sure but laurence would probably not appreciate him regardless 😂)
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Y'know what? Fuck it (gives u guys a list of poc artists to listen to cause the white ppl on the music side of tumblr have been embarassing me)
List is under the cut, and warning bc I made it very long
Rock:
Los Abuelos De La Nada
Gesu No Kiwami Otobe
Chuck Berry
Ben E. King
Los Prisoneros
Ahmed Fakroun (ok this one's french art rock but in my book it still counts)
Burnout Syndromes (been fucking w them since I got into Haikyuu lmao)
Infinity Song (their hater song genuinely gets me every time LMAO)
People in the Box
N.E.R.D (my god if u don't know them.. idk dude my brother has been obsessed w them for forever so i just was not getting away regardless lol)
Punk/Punk Rock (& other punk subgenres):
Nova Twins (u must listen to them it's just the way it's gotta be guys)
Rina Sawayama (her hatred of Matty Healy is so attractive. i cannot believe i found her two years ago cause i still remember i would not shut up when i first heard her music it was so good)
BABYMETAL (the way their band name just straight up screams at people gets me every time lmaooo)
Indie:
The Younger Lovers
Mashrou Leila
Stella Jang
Shak SYrn (Jenni is on repeat in my room at any given moment)
Steve Lacy (if u listen to more than just Bad Habit u will find an actuall amazing discography)
Jenny Nuo (i have been OBSESSED w her music since like 2021 ish and it is a crime she hasn't blown up more imo)
Nujabes
Hemlocke Springs (oooo i hate that she does not get more love!!! synth pop and alt indie is such a fun niche like!!!)
Lyn Lapid (in my head she's huge but i have recently learned that artists i think r super popular may be unknown to an entire genre of ppl soo)
Megagonefree (found them on ig and omg!! PLS go check them out genuinely)
boa (i am once again shaming u if u don't know them)
Wallice
JAZZ (in all caps bc I fucking LOVE jazz no it's not dead go listen to jazz rn motherfuckers):
Idris Muhammad
Esperanza Spalding
Joanna Wang (ok she does pop and folk music too but idk she felt most appropriate here)
SAMARA JOY (put. some. respect. on. her. name. i would actually go to war for her i am not kidding. also this is in all caps bc MY MOM GOT TO SEE HER LIVE??? AND SHE DIDN'T EVEN KNOW WHO SHE WAS PLS I WAS SO MAD OMGGG but i've been promised tickets next time so we're good)
Sade (my og one and only)
Funk:
Fadoul
George Clinton (i mean he's just a classic yknow)
Parliament (Give Up the Funk can make me dance like no other i swear)
Stevie Wonder (i mean.. like if we're on the topic of classics anyway then...)
Michael Jackson/The Jackson 5 (moreso his earlier stuff if my memory isn't lying to me.. look it's been a second since i listened to mj IM SORRY i am a busy person ok TT)
R&B:
Valerie June
Maxine Nightingale (if u don't listen to her... how do u have fun? actual question i put her on every time i need to feel happy atp)
Boney. M (technically they're reggae but they also count as R&B so idk.. i'm just putting them here if anyone wants me to move them later i will)
Amahla (Ca Suffit was so good and got me to check out the rest of her music, YOU SHOULD TOO!!)
Mary J Blige (not to judge but like... if u don't know THE queen then idk how to help you tbh)
SZA (wouldn't be a list without her in it tbh. i'm in love w her not even joking abt that)
Kali Uchis (to this day i cannot believe i saw her live i'm truly never getting a better moment than that omggg i have such a big crush on her anyway)
Aupinard (if ever u need to just vibe, this is the man u go to.)
Wejdene (TU PARLES AVEC UNE ANISSA MA MOI J'APPELLE WEJDENE- she's been my day 1 since i was like thirteen i can't even lie)
Annisse (just found out she only has like ~500 listeners on spotify??? apparently i'm one of them tho lmao so yeah go get that number up guys i love her too much for this disrespect)
Sister Sledge
Cheryl Lynn
Reggae:
Daddy Yankee (he's an honourable mention cause i couldn't not lmao)
Skindred (they're a reggae/metal fusion band and i will shut up abt them when i'm dead bc Nobody rewired my brain chemistry!!)
Manu Chao
Toquinho (i was so convinced this man was bossa nova but apparently he is reggae and i need to do some music theory review)
Folk:
Sushi Soucy (oh the things I Deserve to Bleed had me going thru in 2020/2021)
Miriam Makeba (Pata Pata should be enough to get anyone listening to her, just saying)
Lead Belly (do urself a favour and do some research on this man, i'm not kidding even if u don't like folk music u should know abt him- ESPECIALLY if u like Nirvana that'll make sense later trust)
Pop:
Corinne Bailey Rae (she has so much good music that gets ignored bc of Put Your Records On so.. yeah go listen to Black Rainbows she's only gotten better as time goes on lol)
Dru (he is for any person who likes ke$ha. i'm so serious he is early 2000s in a bottle and i love his music ur rlly missing out if u ignore him)
Monique Hasbun (found her recently! she's a Palestinian, Mexican and Salvadorian artist who plays around with Latin pop and does a lot of fusion music. she's dope go listen to her fr)
Mohammad Assaf (he made the Palestine song that's been going around ig a lot, but his other stuff is great as well. he's another Palestinian artist, so once again, go check him out!!)
Pinkpanthress (i LOVE her she's so much fun to just vibe to and idk how anyone couldn't have heard of her atp but then again this is the sight that didn't know who drake was so... sigh. go listen to her if u don't already!!)
Aliyah's Interlude (BROOO if u haven't heard of her actually go listen rn i'm so serious she is so good i can'ttttt ok bye)
Veondre (had a collab w Aliyah on It Girl and is gonna be releasing her own music very soon! she's trans too so go give her some love)
Shalco (wasn't sure whether to put him here or in hip hop, but his stuff is very very good either way)
Ado (she's j-pop but it's a form of pop so into the pop category she goes)
Moon (she's got two songs out rn, Moonlight and Seoul City Drift, and both r going on loop in my head at all times)
Jay Chou (call me a basic bitch idc he's good ok)
Atarashii Gakko! (i wouldn't say they're j-pop, but google did, so i'm just going w it lol)
flowerovlove (just trust me on this one)
El Tio Gamboin (Los Gatitos is such a cute song)
Grace Chang (see note for Jay Chou)
King Gnu (for all my j-pop lovers... come get ur man)
Salsa:
Lalo Rodriguez (included this genre specifically so i could mention him)
Adalberto Santiago
Roberto Roena (he's a classic i can't lie)
Hector Lavoe (i think he might be the most popular one in this genre lol)
City Pop (this is its own genre bc i literally did a presentation in high school abt it and i'll be damned if i don't flex my knowledge now):
Mariya Takeuchi
Miki Matsubara (my QUEEN my everything my-)
Anri
Taeko Onuki (one of my most listened to artists last yr for a Reason)
Kaoru Akimoto
Kingo Hamada
Jun Togawa
Bossa Nova:
Joao Gilberto (ooo he gets me every time i fucking love this man)
Elizeth Cardoso
Johnny Alf (forgot this man the first time around my bad BUT he's called the father of bossa nova for a reason so)
Hip Hop:
Flyana Boss (they're sooooo good i actually can't gush enough i have never felt so girlypop listening to music before go listen to them!! found the duo through ig so yeah if u want go follow them on there too to show support)
Lil Uzi Vert (for any emo lovers, go check out his song Werewolf with Bring Me the Horizon it is SO GOOD)
Samyra (she's slowly curing my body dysmorphia lol)
Yame (there's an accent on the e but idk how to do that on tumblr. anyway my ass loves french rap and before him i was stuck with klub des loosers so he saved my faith in the genre i can't even lie)
Lay Bankz (u cannot be chronically online and not have heard Ick yet, but i'm repping her regardless bc SHE'S SO GOOD)
A Boogie Wit Da Hoodie (HEAR ME OUT-)
Kaliii (Area Codes was one of my most listened to songs last year... as it should be tbh)
Miguel (he does R&B too i just first listened to him bc of his collab w J.Cole sooo)
Tyler the Creator (putting him on here just to brag abt getting to see him in concert lmao)
XXXTentacion (he has been mourned and talked abt an insane amount, but he deserves it i'm not even gonna joke on this one. his artistry is insane and he deserves some love if u haven't listened to him yet)
Kendrick Lamar (i mean i've been reblogging stuff abt him enough. Mr. Morale was actually the album that made me start Listening listening to him and i'm honestly glad it was bc that album is still my favourite to this day if i'm being totally honest)
Renaissauce (criminally and i do mean CRIMINALLY underrated)
#ok i'm stopping here bc i'm a little scared that tumblr is gonna crash on me soon#but u guys get the point#if anyone wants an extension of this list w more genres i would be happy to provide btw#this felt so chaotic to make but it was rlly fun to go through my spotify and actually check the artists i listen to#idk sometimes u just have to remind yourself that you do in fact have good music sometimes lol#music#kendrick lamar#tyler the creator#kali uchis#samara joy#music recs#was contractually obligated to make this after seeing how white some ppl's playlists r apparently#and like guys... you've got no excuse if my white ass can find time to appreciate music#plus these artists r all amazing on their own anyway so check them out regardless#also i'm so sorry to my moots for not shutting up abt music lately#apparently i had a lot of feelings abt it that i have not been getting of my chest so#i'll be back to posting the norm soon (although what even is the norm for me lol)
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Yadda yadda yadda jinx is generally seen as a loose canon, does whatever she wants type of character, totally unpredictable. When in actuality, up until the last few episodes all of her choices and actions r motivated by wanting to please someone else. Hell. Even in the last couple episodes, the very Last thing we see her doing is ENTIRELY MOTIVATED by devotion and love and grief for silco, she’s taking out her frustration at herself and the world, and also honoring his wishes and dreams. By shooting a fucking bomb at piltover, she’s ensuring his life wasn’t in vain, she’s honoring him. In that moment
Her entire, self!!! is centered around love and loyalty. Is centered around other people, She’s motivated by an insatiable urge to prove herself, to be useful to those she loves, to show that she can help them and be there for them and be WORTHY of there love. That they haven’t made a mistake in loving her. To prove that she can be as pivotal to them as they r for her. She goes to the ends of the fucking earth to do this. And it ends. Terribly.
She puts the people she loves on pedestals and supplicates at there feet, she has no motivations most of the show outside of making the people she loves happy… she yearns for connection and love and safety. For a home that will never leave her behind, or crumble under her feet, (an indestructible home, That she can’t destroy just by being her…)
Which is why.. it’s so. Interesting and intriguing. How now, she has no one on that pedestal to worship, no one to drag sacrifices and offerings to the feet of, no one to spiral around and build herself off of. She is a person so *affected* by her relationships w others, but there is no relationship now, no one is stepping up to the plate to love her. She’s too much. For anyone. The one person who seemed to have unlimited patience for her is dead, because of her. and maybe vi could still love her.. but. She’s already soured that relationship. Already broken that one too. Broken all her favorite toys that made her so happy. That were there for her. And scared all the rest away. (There is a limit to what vi can support and forgive to reconnect w her sister. And I believe terrorism is crossing that limit ghgh)
And maybe, jinx is cutting that part of herself out on purpose. To be stronger, she’s realized she just. Isn’t made for love. That she ruins it all in the end. That it just makes everything worse. Messier. More complicated. She’s better off on her own, but for what PURPOSE! Who will she be now! What choices will she make!?! Almost all of her actions in the show were for others, what is driving her now, now that she has this gaping void at the center of her being. Where love used to be… what kind of person will she become, Without a guide to follow… a sun to orbit around. it’s sad honestly ghghg-!!! like yeah it’s not healthy that she is this way but there’s no THERAPY IN ARCANE. THIS IS THE WAY SHE IS! And now. She’s alone… it’s rough. But also intriguing…!! And I honestly have no clue how she’s gonna act in season 2,,, or what sorta shit she’s gonna get up to. but I’m excited.
#arcane#jinx#arcane jinx#jinx arcane#pepper words#sorry for waxing philosophical about jinx’s mental state I just. WANTED TO#she is so tragic to me…#and I see a lot of myself in her. albeit. like. since there’s no therapy she’s just deteriorated#but. idk. seeing a character like hers portrayed in fiction. and so accurately and like.. painfully#it’s cathartic#??? and I wanted to talk about her lol. leave me alone#ok now I gotta get ready for work lol#sOMEBODY GET THIS GIRL SOME THERAPY#but also DONT. cuz it’s cathartic to see the worst thoughts tendencies and feelings of myself come to life so unapologetically in her#like… it’s. nice to see somebody go apeshit like this. when ur own brain and desire to live a normal happy life prevents u from going#apeshit urself.. jinx is raw and unfiltered pain and misery being taken out on the world and I love that about her… but#I also want her to be happy.. and. I don’t. actually think going apeshit will make her happy… in the end ghghg-#but I will still always support her going apeshit regardless. like u go girl! this might end up fucking u up worse then u already were#but if u wanna do something fucking do it girl! don’t let shit like laws or morals hold u back..#edit: I WANT to edit the bit about supplicatting cuz it was mostly jus me trying to be wordy but.#so I realized I was projecting too hard lol. jinx is willing to snap and go against and put pressure on her fav ppl#mostly for possessive reasons ghgg- but! yeah that parts kinda innacurate for her#other bits of this might be innacurate too! this is just me thinking out loud lol I don’t claim to be a jinx expert.#merely a jinx appreciator…
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still can't believe even when arcane S2 decided to take the implication route to most of its story They still decide, in crucial dialogues, where they can acknowledge everything straight up, call everything for what it is, their grudges, a character death, literally anything explicitly happening, the perfect, reasonable place to explain any of these implications and they STILL have them IMPLY the things they want to SAYYYYYY . Instead of just SAYING IT STRAIGHT UPPPPP dawg I'm crying huhHSHAHA huhuh 😭😭😭😭
#in another circumstance their lines could be bangers!#but half of the time it's like. WHAT ARE YOU SAYING#this includes ekko's line when he saves jinx me thinks. Vi's meltdown. caitlyn's speech to jinx . Silco's cycle stuff#They're good lines but ud have to appreciate them under microscopes#like good lines take a couple of rewatches to appreciate#and it's fine. that's fine !!! but there's a degree to it for it to not be .. a lil undecipherable#arcane bypassed it 😔 which is unfortunate bc they know how not to do that#ie season 1#and noooooowww.. ERMMM 🥹#i love u arcane regardless but S2 was still very umm to me#Arcane critical#Arcane#arcane season 2
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2024-25 SKETCH COMMS OPEN
*please don’t tag as donations, boost, or mutual aid.*
HI GUYS!! its been a while but im in need of some help to try and stay afloat for the season and maybe sometime after.
im offering up sketch comms again but not strictly tied to the season this time. There has been some incidents at work that have happened resulting in me taking a massive hit to my hours for the next year and foreseeable future and no real promise of a wage increase to make up for it. From 40 down to 27.5 at the most after the holidays. Im also gonna be doing it a little differently this time by offering one fully colored sketch slot amongst the 5 regular sketch slots. Priority goes to the regular sketches and then the bigger fuller piece, if that slot gets taken. After that ill take a short break, resuming soon after.
My prices havent changed since the last time; just a new addition to the list.
If there are any questions do not hesitate to dm me but any actual serious requests please send to my business email located on my carrd!
ALSO, if u cannot commission i do take tips on kofi as well!
#commisions open#2024 comms#please share it around if u cant comm but i appreciate it a lot regardless!!
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Doyou take requests?
I answered this before, and the answer is that it depends on the request. If the idea is enough to get my interest piqued or when I'm in the mood to, then I'll draw X] I mostly accept fanart-related ones...
(NOV ONLY) For those who want quick doodles for any fandoms, you can support my Ko-fi !
#messyr#i still appreciate everyones support regardless! loveloveloveloveloveyouuuu#if u want me to draw ur oc- then its a 1% chance unless i'm interacting
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tumblr refusing to upload pics of me flexing is pureeee dykephobia. the world NEEDS to know how crazy my pump was yesterday its critical people will die if they cant see my forearm definition!!!!
#i dont have anything else going for me rn except my arms let me have this 😭😭 my vanity will wither away...... i need compliments to live#well u guys will just have to imagine it. stupid ass webbed site#i havent been climbing as frequently lately due to my various ailments... but its nice to still be pretty fucking strong regardless#like. having whatever wrong with my insides makes me feel so alienated from my own body. but being physical helps me feel grounded#at least i can appreciate myself if no one else will amen#.diaries#imagine how wild my arms would be if i went on t. ahaahaha. anyway
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#just a little update!!#i was able to return to china and visit japan as well during summer#so I decided to pick up kazuma's photobook while I was at tower records :DD#I might be even more inactive bc this is the year where I need to Lock In Or My Future Is Fucked but I'll try to post as much as I can!!#regardless I appreciate all of the support bc everytime I see a notif I just want to hit the ❤❤❤ beam <3#anywhomst.#casts a curse that makes u speak in brainrot#the rampage from exile tribe#rmpg#kazuma kawamura
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unfortunately i have felt incredibly better mentally since i stopped putting out fic
#it’s just like the indifference sometimes. the being worried scared anxious About the indifference#so while i love thr writing part genuinely for a while there i would feel wretched after posting#like regardless of whether by my metric it was a ‘successful’ fic#need to get back the joy before i dive back into any of it#i forever appreciate anyone who was ever kind to me about it tho#i think the reason it can be so painful is that the high of nice comments is SO high yknow#anyway#u can sneef this & move on girl(gn)
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me when my mom sees me as the man im always telling people i am even when i look like a girl
#if u read ranma as transfem i respect u immensely just disregard this post#but so much of what bro goes through is just so transmasc to me#i end up seeing ranma as more. genderfluid and maining he/him prns no matter how he looks by the end of the series but#i just feel like the whole situation with his mom is. so transmasc simply cos as ranko#nodoka would insist ranma be more ladylike. and this is the only time where ranma isn't gonna insist#''I'M A GUY'' because doing so would reveal he's a ''failure'' to his mother#but the sequence of hiding and dodging his mom as she slowly suspects what exactly the connection between#ranko and ranma is? it hits me man idk it hits hard#cos there is this expectation on ranma's end that as long as he's cursed his mom will kill him#and the death is even symbolic to me in a way not only literal but ''ill be dead to her. she will not accept me and love me''#but SHE DOES. SHE DOES is the thing. this child is a man REGARDLESS.........#idk man say what u will about nodoka but i really do appreciate her presence in the story w/o her I wouldn't be able to read it#ranma 1/2
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Hi everyone who is here because im sexy :3 just an fyi this is just sorta my catch all side blog and im bad about tags ^^" #yapping is where all of my thoughts/vents go and what takes up 90% of this blog. Everything else is pretty obviously tagged if you want those muted too (#my art #my poetry etc). Thank u for being here and i hope u enjoy my other stuff as well :D
#yapping#hi -waves so fast-#being real tho i do appreciate the attention ive been getting as of late :3 but yeah yes this is mostly my loser yearning .secret. blog#so a lot of what i post is just sorta for me but! thank u guys for being cool and nice about it regardless hehe
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having been to vomas & comiket & now oe2 im wondering like. even if i dont have that big of an audience i wonder if anyone would be interested in my art as keychains or stickers or pins. shikishi too i love doing shikishi but those are one of kind by nature.
#id have to look into a lot of things. regardless if irl or online.#im really against doing commissions. thats an absolute last resort for me#but if i could draw whatever i want & people still want it. that seems more fun#not. aru sekai art. ik thats all i do but thats not up to me to sell. those are just some random persons ocs.#im not against drawing the isotopes or vsynth in general more. i love them lots. & fan works of those are a lot more acceptable#idk i usually just accept people look at my art for 15 seconds & move on with their life.#so if people came up to me like hey i want a trinket with ur art on it. that would mean a lot i think.#ive already seen friends i gave stickers & keychains using them & it still blows my mind?? u like them??? u USE them?????#u look at them lots??????? wild#with the exception of the tenshi arts on the keychain on my phone & my phone bg even /i/ barely look at my art once its done#so i dont expect others to. so when they do its like. you what (appreciative)#anyway. contemplating this again.
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mo bc thats so crazy to me . befriending people online. like its such a special connection to have.anyways thank u 4 giving me something to cherish . hearts love hamster pic
#i tbink i take it for granted too often . and i want to appreciate what i have more#like todofam dsc going .SHURTTT UPPPP ITS GOING TO BE FIVE YEARS OLD THIS YEAR#NO WAYYYYthats like unfathomable to me . so much time#anyways . peace and love . u guys mean tha whole world 2 me ..#and to everyone i met thru art or f*ndom or literally whagever . its just cool that this is smth that happens#sounds so fake deep but i promise u im like.having trouble processing rn how sweet it js that ppl can connect regardless of where u are etc#anyways !
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i love u guys so much i hope u all know that <3
#i'm okay don't worry i just. this is a long overdue feeling your emotions thing <3#i really wouldn't have made it through the last 3 years without this community i deeply appreciate all of you#i really do remember everyone who interacts w my posts regularly i do notice when you guys change ur pfps and ur urls-#-regardless of if ur a mutual or not and i know all of ur tagging systems hehe <3#sometimes i can predict exactly who tagged what without even seeing the url and i hope u know u all make my day so much better <3#ok now i'm going to log out for a bit (by that i mean like. a couple of hours max fjfjdkdk)#please don't worry about me or send me asks about this i promise i'm fine really <3
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