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‘ sorrow can come to any kingdom no matter how happy. ’
THE WORDS FROM her friend's mouth sting like the prick of a thorn. How could Odette say such a thing to her, who knows that bitter truth better than most ? Arianna knows already how capricious and cruel the whim of fate can be, she does not need another to inform her. It gives her voice, usually so soft, a subtle edge like a hidden blade, as she replies:
❝ Aye, and well I know it. ❞
Sorrow has shadowed Arianna's footsteps from the time she was a child. Mother vanished, father dead, babe after babe gone before they could live, and now, finally, the worst wound: Her only living child snatched from her cradle. She, of all people, needs no tutor in all the various ill luck and misfortunes the world could inflict.
❝ Have you come to lecture me on the cruelties of the universe, sweet friend ? I need no reminders on that count, I assure you. There is proof enough in my own household. ❞ She gestures with a hand towards the door of her chambers --- And, beyond them, the empty nursery across the hall where her daughter ought to sleep.
#♔ ∵ * ∴ 𝐀𝐍𝐒𝐖𝐄𝐑𝐄𝐃 › speak to the queen & the queen will answer#♔ ∵ * ∴ 𝐈𝐍 𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐑𝐀𝐂𝐓𝐄𝐑 › in every woman there is a queen#♔ ∵ * ∴ 𝐕 : 𝐃𝐔𝐑𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐂𝐀𝐍𝐎𝐍 › and then that moment ended#2wanlake#i... have no idea what this is#it just kind of happened#i imagine this happening shortly after the kidnapping hence ari being... a little volatile at the moment#i apologize for her behavior#miscarriage tw //#child loss tw //#kidnapping tw //
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' That's an awfully nice scarf. A bird person, I'm assuming? ' @umbrx liked for a one liner
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desperately need people to understand that alicent is a victim but she’s also an abuser and a perpetrator
that she actively makes choices to harm other women because of jealousy and envy and the greed deep in her bones because submitting to suffering didn’t get her what those women fight to grasp for themselves.
she is absolutely a victim, in show.
that doesn’t change that she abused rhaenyra and her children, her own son, most likely helaena given how she flinches every time her mother touches her, and is actively weaponizing the patriarchy of westeros against other women- rhaenyra primarily, but also mysaria and dyana.
she isn’t the moral, righteous force of good that even she thinks she is, she’s a wounded woman directing all of the rot, pain, and fury inside her at the wrong people and forces.
#anti team green stans#anti team green#anti alicent hightower stans#i don’t wanna say it’s anti alicent bc honestly it’s more ‘accept her for who she is bc she’s so much more complex and interesting when you#but i made this bc someone genuinely tried to say that the reason people hate her is that they don’t see her as a victim#most rational people know show!alicent is a victim#it’s the point that’s she’s an abuser as well#that makes them dislike her#that she’s a hypocrite and a traitor#i don’t even like young alicent bc i don’t at all think she was a good friend to rhaenyra#‘it’s not your place to question the plots of lords and men’ to the named heir#dismisses rhaenyra’s hopes and idealism entirely out of hand#is baffled that rhaenyra is more worried for her fathers happiness and mother’s wellbeing than her position#she knew as early as ep 3 that otto was conspiring against rhaenyra and never told anyone#condemns ‘targaryen customs’ only to wed her daughter to her son even younger than she was when otto dangled her before viserys#acts entitled to rhaenyras secrets whilst condemning and judgemental even though she did not give rhaenyra that same courtesy#made no attempt at apology for the insensitive comment of aegon’s birth#though rhaenyra DID try to apologize for the ‘imprisoned in a castle’ line and tried to comfort her#uses her power as queen to push past the space rhaenyra is trying to create because she feels heartbroken and betrayed#rhaenyra took part in alicent’s culture with prayer at alicent’s urging because she cared about alicent and alicent was trying to help her#alicent is never once shown to return that favor instead condemning it for ‘queerness’ and growing to later#erase and remove all targaryen and valyrian heraldry from the red keep to replace with her own#like alicent is a victim and i DO have empathy for her. but i don’t like her and never will#especially not after the way her stans behave#she deserved better than otto’s machinations and viserys’…. viserysness#but that can also be true whilst i condemn her actions and behaviors
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Catra being anxious and having panic attacks over the bad things she did is actually counter productive to any hypothetical scenario where she is self reflecting and/or receiving constructive criticism.
Her potentially having crippling anxiety over being an asshole in the past PREVENTS and/or DELAYS any changes she might potentially make.
Making this character spiral over moral dilemmas does not inherently mean she’s actively working to change her ways. Her being afraid of facing her badness does not make her good; it simply means she has anxieties toward constructive criticism/dialogue.
#in response to the dumb fuck fan comics I see about Catra having panic attacks over and over#yeah like. I get th sentiment. but really that’s not how that works#well. it DOES. but if the audience of the popular fanon POV of Catra’s character is supposed to be sympathetic#why make her a wet soggy cat (metaphorically)#why make her the sad pitiful one#if she’s making changes in her life and her behavior… wouldn’t that be… impowering ?#wouldn’t she feel happier?#she wouldn’t even need to be coddled by Adora (and company).#she’d accept the bad things she’s done and would apologize with no tears none of this wet cat bullshit attitude#actually… fuck it I’ll just write something where she does exactly that#mariposa rants#what I told you guys… that making a huge self pity party for yourself… after doing some shitty thing#is actually incredibly selfish … and silly….#(ex. bojack horseman. like. literally the entire show.)#eww mariposa ranting about bojack horseman#<<< (new tag cause I’m not down with this point)#basically. feel bad for a minute. then spend the next hour working on yourself. journaling. self therapy. actual therapy. meditate. pray.#whatever the fuck dude
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okay can someone back me up here. is it out of line for my coworker to be complaining to other people that she can't use the r slur around me and then saying "it's just because her niece is autistic" like....idk it really feels like there was ill intent because why is she bringing that up in a conversation about her use of the r slur? and honestly idgaf if she thinks i'm just virtue signaling but i do care that she's bringing my two and a half year old niece into this weird beef she has with me
#rotten behavior if you ask me. and honestly even if she apologized (which she won't)#i wouldn't forgive her. i'm kind of praying on her downfall actually
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imagine you’re Conrad Fisher, your dad is an asshole and a cheater, and he has unrealistic expectations of you, but you still look up to him, you still want to make him proud, you have a little brother who looks up to you and you feel obligated to take care of him, you started college, exams are coming up, you have anxiety and panic attacks because on top of all this YOUR MOTHER is dying of cancer and you can’t do anything and you hate the world and no one gets you and Belly’s biggest problem is that you couldn’t be happy at her stupid prom, the one you basically begged to not have to go to and then she breaks up with you and somehow you’re the bad guy 🤡
#scuderia-talks#not f1 related#started reading the books and omg she is insufferable#i have to remind myself that she’s like 16/17 but that is not an excuse at this point cause what the actual fuck??#no one understands him like she does but the plot twist is she actually doesn’t get him AT ALL#and it’s like she’s aware of her own bad behavior but does nothing change it and never apologized#the summer i turned pretty#anti belly conklin#i need her to leave the Fisher boys alone omg
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you ever just. become overwhelmed by a sudden out-of-nowhere wave of tenderness and affection and longing for reconnection directed towards someone to whom you no longer speak for Very Good Reasons
#‘out of nowhere’ she says like she hasn’t been doing a lot of reading/thinking recently about various tragic messy breakups#and the later regrets of the parties involved#anyway. tell me not to text her#it’s been over two years since the last time we talked… absolutely no reason to break that streak now. lord give me strength#she was really fucking mean to me! like objectively intentionally unwarrantedly cruel! it ruined an entire year of my life#and fundamentally changed me as a person on a deep level! there’s a lot of things i used to like about myself that i don’t think i’m ever#going to get back#and yet every once in a while we have to do the whole ‘maybe i could make things right’ song and dance 😔#the thing is most of the time i’m not even really angry with her anymore like enough time has passed since all the shit went down that#really i just sort of look at her behavior and feel sad. both because of the impact on me but also because of the ‘that’s really how you#felt you needed to act towards someone who cared about you? you couldn’t have just expressed your feelings in an honest and productive way#instead of just lashing out in the cruelest possible way and ruining the entire relationship beyond hope of repair?’#and i feel bad and sorry that it went that way and honestly i kind of pity her and hope she’s gotten some of her shit worked out#so i’m not like. actively pissed off at her anymore. but also i can’t think about her without thinking about the worst year of my life so 🙃#i don’t actually feel that trying to reopen that door would be very healthy for me at least#we did try a Reconciliation of sorts a couple of months after the initial falling-out and while it was kind of helpful for me in that she#like. apologized lmao. and affirmed that i wasn’t crazy and she did in fact On Purpose say the most hurtful things she possibly could have#said to me given the information she had at her disposal. and that i really had not done anything to her that could warrant that. etc.#it also left a sour enough taste in my mouth that i just don’t see a future where the two of us spending time together is enjoyable for me#and yet… the regret will always live inside me i think. maybe if i were a stronger person…#caseyposting
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You ever want to leave a fandom because you feel like one of the worst people in it and you know you probably stop obsessing over it?? Nope, just me? Aight ima head out (goodnight chat, don’t die, peace out)
#And you can’t leave said fandom because you made your entire online persona based around it#hmmm I wonder what junocore is talking about now…not in her name or anything…#this is an apology to the cccc/chonny jash fanbase and I’d say chonny himself but that’s infringing on the bad behaviors that#Im talking about in this post so….
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Funniest shit ive seen from an arcane blog was them getting mad at caitlyn and vi for being shipped when caitlyn is bad to her, then immediately shipping ambessa and vi… ambessa, aka the one that murders children and thinks all people from zaun should die. Cant make this shit up
#arcane#arcane spoilers#dont get me wrong. caitlyn is a shitter in act 1 to vi#how the other acts handle her will determine how i feel about her#i hope its grief. i hope its to show how horrible grief is#because her behavior somewhat resembles vis when she lost her family.#and how vi was to powder#but idk.#caitlyn fucks up but calling it abuse is pushing it. she lashes out after her mom dies#if caitlyn refuses to properly apologize and make amends#yeah i wont be fond of her#but hopefully she does#and like. yeah vis character is goin g through it#is it pathetic? yeah a little. but she was in jail for 6 years and starved of human contact#it isnt unbelievable that shed latch onto the first person that showed her any affection#shes still young like. thats what being in your 20s is like#fuck ambessa btw#the hypocrisy to hate caitlyn while loving ambessa??? tf
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yesterday a guy with a thick German accent opened business accounts for selling nuts online. he complained a lot about the debit card daily spending limit (2 thousand) and was like "what if I want to buy 3k worth of nuts three times in a week, I have to let you guys know each time to get the limit raised?” and it was 5:30pm by this point, so I said to him "how many nuts are you buying, man?" and he backed off. that's right.
#the next person i helped had watched this whole thing unfold#i apologized to her saying that wasnt my normal behavior and she was like no.... you were great
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Sister Iris Fey Hawthorne of Hazakura Temple is so so autistic no I do not take constructive criticism
#mel's musings#iris hawthorne#iris fey#iris of hazakura temple#aa#currently working on an iris characterization reference sheet#and yeah it's a super self-indulgent headcanon. but the more i write down#the more i realize how SO many of her traits and mannerisms are reflective of autistic trauma#from the shyness to the self-hatred to the constant apologizing for everything that goes even slightly wrong? Y'ALL#and her line to phoenix bragging about how she knows how to use a computer and cell phone? VERY sheltered autism behavior#no fucking wonder i latched onto her like i did she's so me#can't wait for aa7 when they bring her back and make her diego's weirdgirl (hey capcom. fucking HIRE ME bc i need this)#local woman going feral over sister iris ace attorney for the 261478th time. more at 11
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Ondine has been clean+sober+hasn’t experienced a severe ED relapse for decades. However, it wasn’t really a choice that she made; Fineas and Vox just sort of forced her to stop once she arrived in Hell. The accountability is good for her, but the root causes weren’t ever addressed. She’d probably be at elevated risk of a relapse if she lost that support structure.
Yet another couple of reasons why being around Valentino makes her extremely uncomfortable.
#in her main verse where she lived to old age#she recovered without anyone forcing her#and worked through/on the issues that her addictions stemmed from#in hell she’s clean because her family wants her to be and she doesn’t have enough freedom to relapse without somebody knowing#oc posting#redlady speaks#(I’ve never had substance issues/an ED so apologies if there’s anything insensitive in here#I’m basing this off my own experiences with maladaptive behaviors#I need really firm accountability/structure otherwise I start making the same bad choices again)
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Since it looks like I won't get Cradle's bio done for a bit, here's the short summaries of her details for each of her (currently) 3 verses.
In her home verse, Punishing: Gray Raven, she's relatively unchanged from canon. Other than a bit more defining beyond the sparse information of her, she is still very much That Cradle. She's more reserved but still friendly, she'll talk to basically anyone or everyone, and she's very focused on her goal.
Despite initially seeming benevolent, she ultimately wants to use anyone and everyone she can to get to her ultimate goal - and she's careful about it. Even if you find her suspicious, she has a knack for getting you to conclude that trusting her is the best choice available to you, even if you have a certain dislike of her. She still needs a "Curse Queller."
Sometimes the world must burn for its own salvation, and if you take her hand - then in time, you too will see her reasoning as gospel.
(Ignore that she is the daughter of the very threat that would see the world in ruins, just trust her bro.)
In her Project Moon verse, she is the "daughter" of an existential threat that is comparative to The Light itself, given physical form within the City. As "Cradle" in this world, she wanders around the world in a human form to learn everything she can about it. Ultimately her "Father" seeks to consume the world for its own benefit, but Cradle sees instead an opportunity for something else.
In this setting, she takes up the role of "Curse Queller" personally, and is looking for a way to kill her "Father" and save the world from its destruction at either her "Father's" hands - or its own hands - by any means necessary. If she must tear the entire world apart and rebuild it for such salvation, she is not above such extremes in order to "preserve" what exists.
In her Honkai: Star Rail verse, she is similarly a "daughter" to another great being - in this case the reclusive Aeon of Despair. She is born directly from this Aeon, and as such is an Emanator of Despair that is quite powerful, but she rarely ever uses her strength.
In this world, there is no need for a "Curse Queller," as the threat of her "Father" is much less immediate. Of course, she still has the ultimate intention of usurping her "Father" and killing it, to take its place as the Aeon of her Path.
In this setting, due to how much of a not-immediate issue her mission is, she is much more leisurely and relaxed - taking much more time to regularly interact with others while hiding her true nature. Oftentimes she will meddle with others out of an interest in learning about "human nature" and similar things, ranging from messing with someone just because to actual straight-up horror movie behavior.
#frayed strands of fate .. ooc#Hey! I would appreciate if y'all's read this for verses pertinent to you and let me know about your thoughts!#Cradle is kinda weird to translate to other settings from PGR but I have fun with her#Also I would like to formally apologize to Dr. Ratio for her behavior last night#She just thinks the funny masked man is interesting to mess with.#He will be seeing more of her again.
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Blah blah mommy issues what’s new
Part of the reason my insomnia is so bad is that I keep having vivid nightmares about Christmas.
Which sounds dramatic. But the last time we were all in California my mother kicked a hole in the wall and I paid a few hundred dollars to send my sister back early because she and my mom were fighting so much. And that before they decided to get divorced and without the stress of Christmas.
My little sister and my mom can’t have a single conversation without arguing and I’ve basically handled all this by not talking to her, which she is pissed about, but tbh I’m not much better about holding my temper. And my middle sister, the only one who can manage not get into explosive arguments, isn’t coming until 3 days after us 🥶
Thank the fucking lord weed is legal there it might actually be the only thing to get us through.
#the worse thing with that argument btw was that my sister and I apologized to mom before we left. for the crime of?? being yelled at ig#she has yet to apologize for any of her behavior
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@tenebriism : " You're staring... what have I done this time to irritate you? " Meebo to Edna. c;
At his tone, she stares even longer, squinting to build up suspense.
❛ ............ ❜
The silence drags on, and then finally, she says dully, ❛ I wanted to sit there, but I can see you're obviously not going to do the gentlemanly thing by giving it to me. ❜ What a shame too, because there's a nice cushion where he's seated, and his books are littered on the other seats. Maybe Sorey brought those for him to read? Instead, Edna decidedly claims the only free chair available, propping her umbrella against the table and boredly eyeing the books with disinterest. ❛ So, what geeky thing are you researching this time, Meebo? I can tell your head was in the Land of Geekdom again. ❜
#tenebriism#°˖✧❀ ❛ turtlez mail. ┊ asks. ❀✧˖°#°˖✧❀ ❛ bring brother back... ┊ in game verse. ❀✧˖°#AAAA MEEBO !!! my favorite victim-- i mean manservant !#i was excited when i got this omg lkjhgf#i would normally apologize for her behavior but this is their thing anyway LOL#tysm for sending !! ;-; 💗
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