#i am......... t i r e d.
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YAY IM SO EXCITED TO MOST LIKELY HAVE TO MOVE ALL OF MY BELONGINGS 2 MORE TIMES MINIMUM IN THE VERY NEAR FUTURE, AND THEN AGAIN EARLY NEXT YEAR AFTER-
*counts*
AFTER 11 MOVES IN THE LAST DECADE. FUCK.
#im about to pack half my remaining shit to go take to goodwill i think#i am so fucking done with transporting everything place to place when i cant even fucking access any of it#im tired im tired im tired#and i *think* thats all of them#not counting shifts back to be home in between school years just the amount of different dorm rooms held while there. which was 7#and then everything else#the background check for my last job took SO FUCKING LONG because they wanted the last 10 years of places lived documented#i am......... t i r e d.#and i might kill our landlord#i dont want to exist. why is it so hard to just Have somewhere to exist..
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Your possessive/obsessive Wally reminds me of the song “Smoke and Mirrors” by Jayn! I think he’d gladly kill someone to have Howdy to himself
Don’t know much obsession/possessive songs, but I do think Mob!Wally would be “the red means I love you”-
as for normal Wally? I feel he’s a lil more “Stalkers Tango” or maybe even a “The tailor shop in Enbizaka” (though it’s a different culture and timeline all together JDHHDHDDHE- vibesl still there)
also Frank screams a lil bit of “my unhealthy obsession”-
cw more obsessive behavior, syringe
Ai adventures with yours truly: day 90- We are not gunna talk about the “uno reverse” arc, or the “tea shop” arc-
#Also sorry for lack of art of yesterday and today- I am not feeling very well atm#Hopefully later I’ll be a bit better#But for now take some mid life crisis doodles of me just trying to get angst MDHHFHHDDJJD#ALSO WHY DID THE AI DO THAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAT IM T R A U M A T I Z E D. D D D D#I swear the days are getting worse and worse howdy whAT HAPPENED TO U DAWGGGGGGGGG WHERE DID THE SCRUNGLY SCRIMBLO GOOOOOOOOO#Welcome home#welcome home howdy#welcome home wally#wally darling#howdy pillar#wallypillar#cw obsession#Bleh bleh I need to drink more fluids#AND U TOO I SEE YOU NOT DRINKING W A T. E R#SPECIALLY U M O N IF YOU ARE READING THIS#Welcome home mob au
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#*giggles*#(but like m y s t e r i o u s l y)#i totally did not post this two hours ago then deleted it after like 11 seconds because i saw a random pixel i didn't like#aaaanyway#yes hi i have 75 different artstyles#yall ever just draw one thing and then you're like “hmmmmmmmm what if i drew another one..........”#then proceed to suffer trying to make the styles match#i am very inconsistent#also my relationship with lineart is complicated#i stop doing it for 6 months then come back like h i#then ditch it again#no but look how r o u n d i made aziraphale look tho#just l o o k a t h i m#imma squish him#and he'll make that pufffff noise like one of those soft squishy fidget toys#*sobs*#ilovehimsomuch#good omens#ineffable husbands#aziraphale#crowley#aziracrow
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I've had a pretty busy week, but I've also been accumulating more hours in the Aasimar Barbie Dressup Simulator BG3 modding toolkit. And you all get to hear about it. Rejoice! It's that thing where to get good at something you just need to get really obsessed with endlessly redoing one blorbo in it.
(I was trying to have a conversation in Discord about this but my messages kept getting flagged... hence the post hoc moon pasties on some of these, sorry. I tried to be funny with it.)
I've actually redone and spruced up all my textures so now they're much more high res and not annoyingly muddy anymore.
I've also done a ton of streamlining, hoping to remove as many steps and prerequisites/dependencies as possible. No more mucking about with body tattoos and endless interfering layers and neck seam nonsense - I have one proper Larian Virtual Texture for the body and one mask for the metallic "non-skin" colour of the kintsugi. Now all that gets adjusted is a single parameter, applied to the "Nightsong" skin colour preset - which means no more struggling to match her unique marble-pale skin tone with "close enough" character creation options, either!
Thanks for the quick outfit loan, Karlach, it's great to see everything is showing up as expected with regards to gaps in clothing, too.
Also fun, when you load equipment visuals, you can apply the "Nightsong" armour colour preset to them, which is like applying a dye in-game (so colours change depending on the material they represent - leather, metal, fabric, so on). And so you get all the outfits in Aylin's personal colour scheme. Pretty cool! So here's, say, Avernus biker Aylin. Or Selûnite robe Aylin.
Same goes for any of the racial underwear options (this is half-orc and dragonborn). (This is also me showing off the textures again shhhhh.)
So much blue! I know this is the result of her armour having this particular blue defined as the main "fabric" colour for those three fancy belt favour/banner things she has, but I like to think Aylin just has a favourite colour that she prefers with the same intensity she does everything else in life.
In any case, I'll see about packaging this up and reuploading pretty soon!
#R E S P L E N D E N T#bg3#baldur's gate 3#dame aylin#mods#aylin kintsugi mod#listen she invited us all to bask in her glow... who am i to argue
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Peepaw throwing it back once again 🍑
Sources: Tumblr | Instagram
#i am but a simple creature#i see till twerk i make a gif set#peepaw's at it again#double cheeked up on a thursday afternoon#the D U M P E R#T H I C C#till lindemann#ramm gifs#rammstein#userdavecumstaine
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What started as "I wanna draw many baby Webber's" ended up in a play date for single)? parents and their kids
Why are Triumphant and Victorian fighting??? uhhh, it's sort of based an old drawing I never finished of the skins, I'll post it later To be fair, T. Webber is just curious. Never seen another baby, let alone another half spider one
Anyway, that was in my head this weekend
#Am I going to draw every Webber skin as baby and adult??#challenge me and I'll freaking do it. I d a r e y o u. D O I T ! !#dst wilson#dst webber#dst baby webber#dst#dont starve together#dont starve#roseate skins#victorian skins#triumphant skins#also. I enjoyed doing the lines?? AND I LIKE THEM?? That never happens#maybe that's the result of my... burn out)???
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FINALLY made a (full) costume again! This time Ela from Cirque du soleil's Volta. This is just a quick testrun before wearing it next week.
Next up homelander (and some smaller projects). B)
#Cirque du soleil#cosplay#cirque du soleil cosplay#costume maker#Cirque du soleil volta#the boys#Volta#i have only tried rollerskating abt three times now and i am t e r r i f i e d lmao#anyway. i love the colourful costumes in this show and Ela's is just rad#it's been a rough few years but i am desperate to get back into having more energy for projects (or just. art in general) like this again#*I also already made homie's cape. oh lawd he coming#me
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rushed ass drawing of feels bc my fucking gOD MY POOR BOY
angry rant under cut
so, recently on twitter a new sonic ship has been created: prototype sonadow or terifeels (terios x feels). and, tbh, i really like the concept but. jesus fucking christ.
the way people have interpretated terios and feels' relationship has me sick. basicaly, their characters have been reduced to "reserved protective dom" and "pure naive sub" respectively, which is gross as shit to say the least. they are CHILDREN, yet people keep sexualizing them, especially feels' cuteness and childlike behavior.
this ship has potential, i just wish the right people got to mine it.
it's ok if you like their "protective x pure" dynamic, just don't be a pedo about it.
#sth#sonic fanart#sonic the hedgehog#feels the rabbit#ughh i had to get that out of my chest anYWAY what do u think about the background??#i tried something new with the leters and shit#also i gave the drawing an rgb type of effect that i dont like but cant fix :))#i thought it could make the drawing more interesting since. yk. its kinda bad#in my defense i finished it at 4 am and i was t i r e d#also also i gave him yellow eyes!!¡!#i couldnt make any other color work with his color palette#nov.aart#nov.junk
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❝ I can keep going. ❞
@danversiism / @transistorized
( personals DNI . )
#casually roasts her bestie and a handful of their friends for no reason#also obsessed with#''i am so real you don't even know''#''spider-woman keeping it real''#😭 shut up#( c h . s t u d y . )#( c o m i c s . )#( v i s a g e . )#( j e s s i c a & c a r o l // d a n v e r s i i s m . )#( c a r o l d a n v e r s . )
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me: why have I had an ongoing headache for 3 days
also me: unclenches my jaw that I've been clenching for 72 hours
me: ah
#I am s t r e s s e d about this job I applied for on friday. it's perfect. literally perfect.#if I don't get it I don't know how I will end up coping with that lol#why am I not good enough la la la la la
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man. you ever write a single line that carries so many meanings and each one differs depending on how you perceive these characters' relationship and you have to fight yourself to not over-explain it otherwise it loses the impact like. i gotta trust my readers I GOTTA TRUST MY READERS
#texts.#'I loved Henry. That's why he's dead.' DO YOU UNDERSTAND WHAT HE'S SAYING???? DO YOU U N D E R S T A N D WHAT THIS MEANS FOR RICKY?!#i am going insane over this 98 THOUSAND words to reach this very point!!!! and now here i am how am i supposed to go on#ACFD chatter#fic: driving through tunnels
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Digimon Adventure/02/tri. ~ Japanese Original Version + (Adoptee) Izumi Koushiro{u}'s (Adoptive) Parents + Mrs. Izumi (Focus)/(Best Of)
"...And the 'People I LOVE {/Care for} Most'
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god(?) said i shall have a badly drawn hastur as my profile picture
#seriously tho#ive been having the same thought upon waking up for the past 4 days#i wake up and my brain immidiately goes “you should have a poorly drawn hastur as your pfp”#then i forget about it for the rest of the day#then next morning it happens again#l i t e r a l l y h a p p e n e d f o u r t i m e s#if this isnt some sort of divine entity speaking to me then idk what it is#will it finally stop#now that i have completed the task#morning update: it did stop i am free now
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im so glad spotify doesn't include local files in wrapped because i could not handle the whiplash of seeing the terrible influence song at the top
#titspoilers#WHATS THEORY WHATS REAL AND WHATS JSUT FICTION#IS IT QUEERBAITING OR HOMOEROTIC FRICTION#ENDLESS GREED OR RUTHELESS AMBITION#COMMISSIONS ASKING FOR THE NAKED DEPICTION#IS IT THEM OR IS IT ME AM I DEDICATED OR FUCKING CRAZY TOO MUCH TOO YOUNG TOO FAST IT CHANGED ME#BUT NOW ITS TERMINAL THIS SHIT CANT FAZE ME#T E R R I B L E SAY IT TO MY FACE YOU WANT TO INFLUENCE ME CONTENT CONSUME YOU SAY ITS CRAZY#BUT I D G A F BECAUSE IT SAVED ME
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I'm still here and alive btw. I'm just taking a small break, cause I'm stressed about looking for jobs.
(I'm waiting for a result of job interview, so hopefully I will have one next week. Pray for me if you believe in that)
In the mean time, remember I love this dude called Minho ♥
#maja talks#when i say i am stressed i mean i am S T R E S S E D#and anxious cause that's how my brain works lol
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Okay. So. I am Not Unemployed. I think. I still need to figure out all the little details… But as far as I know, I still have my job. I don’t know for how long. But I’ve been informed they need help doing up the yard (painting, cleaning, etc) so, yeah. I still have a job. For now.
Crazy-Horse has decided to become attached to Pixie again, so there is much Screaming and Drama. Also Pixie is crippled. I don’t know if she’ll ever recover.
Our oven decided to break today. It will be two months until we move into our new house. We can’t afford another one. I guess we’ll be boiling everything from now on, since the hob still works.
Anyway. I am so tired and so so so glad tomorrow is Sunday. I’m really anxious and unsure about a lot of things right now but at least I get to sleep in tomorrow, right?
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