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#can��t help but recognize how kieran is a fantastic unspoken representation of autism#i see a lot of myself in him and the way that he is so isolated and lonely and yet cannot help but perform and find solace in his daily#routines is so heartbreaking in its own way to me. like no matter what you do or where you are you have no choice but to be yourself and fun#nction the only way you know how and it will never not be vastly different from everyone else. and when you’re surrounded by people who DONT#like you and will not accommodate and are not at all willing or curious in understanding WHY you are the way you are you’re left to just ….#live in your own head forever. i’m certain kieran thinks many wonderous things and sees the world in a beautiful light and i know this becau#se i am autistic myself and because of that i see the world in colours that neurotypical people will never comprehend but we’re never allowe#d to see the world through kieran’s eyes. we are never allowed to see where his heart rests or the poetry he waxes or what he believes or wh#at his triggers are or what’s a stim and what’s just habit or anything. anything. the breeze sounds different to him and he can hear birds f#or miles and the sun makes every hair on his arms tingle and that’s why he wears layers everywhere and every green he sees sings a beautiful#song to him and yet we’ll never know. because he is too different even for the van der linde gang. he is incomprehensible to them and he doe#s all of his 4/5 daily tasks over and over and over again and while he would always do them and will always do them because they are innate#to him no one will ever know just what they mean to him. no one will ever know that kieran duffy can distinguish the horses behind him by th#eir breathing cadences behind him as he scrubs the spare saddle with the sun high above his head and he can know when something is wrong bec#ause he can hear it. no one will ever know that he CAN read but the only thing he’s interested in is books about wildlife and horses and fis#h in particular and no one will ever know because he knows no one will ever understand or even care and if they do they’ll be sure to make#it a point to tell him how DIFFERENT he is. and realistically even if the vdl’s DID come around to liking him he STILL would NEVER be unders#tood. i know for certain he would always be described as odd and despite its new affectionate approach he would still be the odd one out wit#h his daily routines and his texture preferences and his inability to make eye contact and his erratic seemingly random triggers and his#anxiety that seems to have a mind of its own. no one would ever know how bright the tree leaves are in his eyes or how every horse smells di#fferent or why sometimes it’s more fun to reel his rod in over and over instead of actually catching a fish. he will always be …. different.#sorry. novel moment. he means a lot to me.#i’m not super happy with how he looks in these but i’m just trying to draw more :’) i always say that but i always mean it too#also if my novel makes no sense then just ignore it. it’s late and my head hurts. i tend to get tangential#rdr2#red dead redemption 2#kieran duffy#image#art#hero draws sometimes
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sneaking around between classes🫶
#a super fast sketch#I miss these two & I missed using my black pencil!!! lately I’ve been doing other art with my blackwing pencil#but there’s something I really love about this other pencil🥰♥️#sorry if it’s not so good I feel rusty😆 plus I am sick today#but these two definitely sneak behind suits of armor…hidden alcoves…just to kiss between classes🫶#hogwarts legacy#hphl#hogwarts legacy fanart#hogwarts legacy mc#hogwarts legacy oc#eloise babbit#sebastian sallow#sebastian sallow x mc#sebastian sallow fanart
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"I'm in this orange-themed room. It's supposed to represent an underground tunnel. I play a recluse in this story. Someone building their own world, digging tunnels, and staying hidden inside them. Going outside can feel a bit scary. Being out in society can give you anxiety and fear, but in your own space you can feel secure and at ease. I've reflected on those feeling, which inspired this song. Nevertheless, society isn't as scary as it seems. There are a lot of amazing things out there and lots of ways to help tackle challenges. That's the message behind this video. Through this music video, i hope to inspire you to step out bravely [into the world]. Don't forget, mansae ('yay')!" - Onew [from '만세' MV behind]
#shinee#onew#lee jinki#dailyshinee#kpopccc#smsource#speakofgifs#ksoloists#malegroupsnet#i LOVE the idea behind this song and mv <33 it's a message rly worth sharing (especially something to reflect on in my own life i tend to b#a recluse). I'm super glad he's come to love the world and not fear it and he's so clearly happy with his life. legit cannot put into words#how over the moon i am about that <3#also a little secret: i had a version of this posted with him popping out of the chimney - that was the original concept lol going from#underground to pop out the chimney but... i looked back at it a lil while later :')) it was so phallic im so sorry to anyone who saw that i#promise i didn't notice at first i swear it omg. so here's the rated Everyone version that isn't stupid to look at (rip) :)#lastly shout out to the magic of editing: look at him giving himself a 'lil cheer for a moonwalk well done it's killing me this is so funny
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tfw the creator of one of your new favorite games of all time sees and comments on your video of you playing aforementioned new favorite game of all time. (I am freaking out /pos)
#isat#in stars and time#asterkatt#this was such a jumpscare#in a good way#anyways in stars and time is genuinely one of the best games I've ever played I cannot believe I finished it#prologue soon I promise#I know id5 (is that how people type it help I'm so scared of saying something wrong) is on this platform.#I am not expecting them to see this but if you do um. hi. this made my week#picture me doing that one isa sprite#with the keyboard smash#I hope this doesn't come across like bragging I'm just so giddy about it like what do you mean a person I think is super cool knows I exist#aslkdjflkdsjflkdsjflkj#SHOOT I JUST REALIZED I FORGOT TO ADD THE STEAM PAGE TO THE DESCRIPTION OF THE VIDEO#doing that now whoops#im so behind in responding to comments send help
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This came to me in an early morning queer haze
Kissing my medics good morning (I am your husband heavy and I love you)
#tf2#team fortress 2#heavymedic#i know its super annoying for everyone when the sole medic on the team keeps pocketing heavies so as a heavy main i will say this.#to the medics in the chat: i dont expect you to pocket me and in fact you shouldn't. i suck. but! if you would it would be cool and gay and#and i will kiss you abd love you and give you yummy food and protect you like my life depends on it i will be your meat shield because you#are amazing incredible for picking medic despite the horrors. i will do everything in my power to help u. but don't pocket me i suck#i meant for that to be more meaningful and like giving advice but it got gay. but i meant all of it#when i see a medic healing me i immediately switch to shield mode my life is no longer mine i exist to protect the beautiful man behind me#thank you medics👍🏽 if u play medic i hope you have a wonderful day today everyday 👍🏽👍🏽👍🏽❤️❤️#edit: i am gayer for heavy than i am for medic- but since i main heavy i am automatically attracted to medic and so this shitpost was born#so many people that play medic are apparently gay for heavy...... i feel so seen and understood
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WATCHED IN 2023: Their goal is to accumulate great personal wealth. It can only be achieved by injury to others. They can cause suffering, sickness, and even the death of those who, for whatever reason, offended them.
SUSPIRIA (1977) DIR. DARIO ARGENTO
#GOD I LOVE WHEN FILMS ARE SO VIVID IN COLOR !!!!#i am super behind on this project. i have seen EIGHTY FOUR movies that i haven't made posts for yet. help.#grr gifs look horrible in mobile :(#suspiria#suspiria 1977#suspiria (1977)#dario argento#*gifs#watched in 2023#人#jessica harper#stefania casini#alida valli#films#filmedit#tw death#horror#filmgifs
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I haven't seen anyone else comment on it just but I just needed to point out...
I LOVED how Celia was very obviously not JUST a fan of critical role, but a fan of Brennan and Dimension20. I loved watching her react to all the CR lore stuff that we loved. But there was just a super quick one off D20 joke she made in the last episode. That I think was to easy to miss. But amidst the drama was that little bit of levity I needed tbh.
"Hey girlie~!" to the moonweaver statue just fucking WRECKED me
#cr spoilers#dimension20#exu divergence#Rhea'nia summoning the ghost of Kristin in this applebees tonight#there were so many amazing heartwrenching and moving moments to this#i am super not surprised that it got missed#but i meant a lot to me#i mean i say its a spoiler mostly cause its a thing that happened in an ep still behind a paywall#but i do not think there is any way that spoils anything tbh
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Robot Mimi!
Decided to draw another one 🥰
I might draw all of team Bleck if I am not too busy!
(Also if I can think of poses for the rest of the gang!)
#spm#super paper mario#Spm Mimi#Super paper mario Mimi#my art#Usually I draw her more spider like#but I remembered the cogs on her side sprite and thought it would be fun to draw her fully as a robot!#She has a little camera behind her eye#I kind of forgot her lore haha#I am very out of the loop with the spm lore oops
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HO HO HO, MERRY CHRISTMASSSSS AND HAPPY HOLIDAYS!!! @froppu I am your secret santa! I hope you have a very whimsical and joyous day! <333

OH! I ALMOST FORGOT! Quick! Draw me a mustache! The nutcracker has a mustache in the movie! This needs to be PERFECT!
I quite like having a scepter, but it's a bit small for me... Do you think one of the children would like it after we're done? Or maybe we can make a bigger one, just for keeps..?
After a night of binging many Christmas movies together to get into the holiday spirit, Sun and Moon surprisingly shared the same sentiment; they loved the Nutcracker! Specifically the Barbie version, as they found the characters so fun and endearing!
That andddd while the elegance of the original was endearing, their attention spans seemed to be too shot to sit through the whole thing. Sun blamed it on their code being constantly changed, while Moon insisted it was just part of working in childcare. Needless to say they were very happy to hear you brought multiple versions.
Finding out through the usual post-movie "review" that it was not only your favorite Christmas movie, but also a movie many of the kids may know, they immediately wanted to get all dressed up and put on a short play based off it for Christmas Day! They can't wait to see everyone's faces, and yours too of course; now all they need is their favorite assistant to help them get all set up. <3
vvv Close Ups and Yapping for Frop! vvv
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Helloooo!!! I hope you enjoyed the art! <3
I hope the sona turned out well, I am not the best at drawing people and so I tend to draw pretty cartoony when it comes to them, so I leaned into my cartoonier style for this one! They're very cute and I love the DCA themed sleeves. And the bows!!! Ah the bows are wonderful, I had to keep them on the costumes, they're just so iconic! (Also I love your moon design, idk what it is but you drew him so cute in the ref, his colors are refreshing, and I feel like he's secretly a sweetheart uaghhhh)
I couldn't help myself but make the image based off of the Barbie Nutcracker the moment I saw it was your favorite Christmas film, as I love that movie too! (Making this also reminded me how I had a crush on the Nutcracker when I was younger too, so thanks lol /pos)
While the DCA being separate animatronics aren't cannon, I wanted to do this idea anyway, so!!! Two boyos!!! Looking amazing in some nutcracker outfits ✨✨✨
Moon as the Rat King and Sun as the Nutcracker respectively :3
Have an amazing day Frop! And enjoy your holidays!!! I hope you receive a many a gifts. <333
#Merry Christmas and Happy holidays!!!#DCABeeTeamSS24#This was very fun to make :3#I wish I could have done more for the background#I am just super bad at backgrounds and unfortunately I had to finish 5 days earlier because of life reasons#So I had to rely on good ol' curtains drawn to finish at a decent time#There is legit an image of the daycare behind that curtain though lololol#Regardless I hope you enjoy <333#dca fandom#dca community#dca art#fnaf sun#fnaf moon#moondrop#sundrop#fnaf dca#fnaf daycare attendant#sona#other's sona#dca fanart#dca gift art#My art#LD art
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January 8, 2015: A man after my own heart-- Dan cleans his room at 1 AM! 🛏️🧹
#dan#daniel howell#dan howell#danisnotonfire#y:2015#via:twitter#10yearsofdnp#i desperately need to clean my apartment but i just have not felt up to it#it's HARD when you work full time man#speaking of i am actually making this post at work since i'm busy tonight hehehe#in fact when this is posted i will be in my dance class! super excited but also super nervous about feeling awkward but it's fineeee#also ignore the timestamps - they're always gonna be 6 hours behind since i'm in CST lol
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you're doing great and you are loved!! <3
Happy Valentine's day, my darling gamers and meow meows :3
#super quick and easy lil guy#but vday is my favourite holiday for art#so i HAD to do something#anyways back to kitty token reqs for donors :') i am so behind and i'm very sorry for that :')))#sleep token#sleep token fanart#sleep token vessel#vessel sleep token#worshitposting#elkk.art#cat nap#kitty token#valentine's day
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Floating kisses
close up under cut

#mp100#mob psycho 100#terumob#shigeo kageyama#teruki hanazawa#this has been cooking for months and I am never gonna be super happy with it so off into the world it goes#also posting on a friday evening is a surefire way for this to get as little traction as possible because that is how posting schedules wor#so uh yeah gonna have to taper my expectations with this one#there was supposed to be a whole forest in bloom behind them but I just gave up on that so....#this is what we got!#anyway#have some terumob kisses before bed#kisses#my art#aura#kageyama shigeo#hanazawa teruki#yes shigeo is wearing cute socks with clouds on it#not sure why my close up is so kuch more saturdated#it’s the same file#soooo shrugs
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“Kinger why does everyone keep abstracting?”
“It’s cause of those damn phones!” -kinger probably
#art#tadc#the amazing digital circus#dad kinger#kinger#kinger supremacy#tadc kinger#i really like kinger he’s my favorite character#tadc pomni#pomni#tadc episode 3#it’s kinger saying a buncha dad shit and now I’m obsessed lol#I think Jax might be showing zooble his ankles behind the scenes#I am making an au for tadc now and I’m super excited cause I have a fantabulous idea
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Aradia August Day 12: Fashion
#vaguely edwardian inspired. I was sorta thinking about Chanel but quickly got distracted lmao#I also super didn't know what to do with the background & I think you can tell#anyway. I am no longer a day behind :)#aradiaaugust#aradia megido#hs#homestuck#my art#day 12
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Popping back on Tumblr for a hot sec because no one irl that I know can appreciate this but...
MY PROF WORKS FOR MARVEL AS A CONSULTANT FOR ALL THEIR SCIENCE-Y SERUMS!!
She literally told us that she helped to develop what the super soldier serum would be if it actually existed and how it would impact a literal human being to make it more realistic. She also said she developed other things for Agents of S.H.I.E.L.D. and other Marvel works??? But didn't go into detail about all that stuff. I am just LOSING my mind!!
She's going to San Diego Comic Con, Dragon Con, and a few other big cons this year (and goes to them a lot) as a Marvel affiliate scientist and speaks at panels on the works she's done for them
And she just causally dropped this in class and now I am losing my mind
#marvel#super soldier serum#agents of shield#mcu#marvel mcu#I have been gone for forever from tumblr#partially because of her class cause its a ton of work#but none of my friends irl really appreciate fandom#and so here this goes#science#because i can not believe#that my#professor#just causally#consults with marvel#like literally insane#steve rogers#captain america#the science behind marvel I guess#i am definitely going to go to her office hours and ask more questions
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All the buffs they've added to the cooking mods is hilarious to me. Like it's for sure super fun and exciting. But imagine the world cracking apart at the seams and from the moment you wake up you are immediately pounced on by "DAD! DAD! LOOK WHAT I CAN DO!" *places brick oven*
I just imagine Chayanne has been surrounding his dads' beds with various plates of food. Cuz you KNOW he's a stress cooker.
And Talullah's like "bro that's a loose popsicle on the floor Missa's gonna slip and die"
#qsmp#qsmp chayanne#qsmp tallulah#qsmp death family#qsmp philza#qsmp missa#those two are kinda vague mentions i know but it feels weird to NOT tag them with their babies lol#i still am like super fucking behind on prison vods and shit#wanted to watch ALL the philza vods ive missed in their entirety but i might have to skip to the lore bits and do the rest later#god bless jetmoh videos as well. the only way ill be able to catch up at all with other perspectives atm
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