#i am sososo proud of this btw

[beckybarnes]

” the girl will wake and set out on a journey, o’ er the rivers and mountains and lakes, and though her ankles and soles are burning, she longs for adventure, she aches. “

[autisticempathydaemon]

hello! for your redacted matchup!

some basic things about me is that i'm just an intj-t and a reserved person and have a lot of difficulty opening up to someone. i also am the stubborn type, trying to solve my problems alone and head on with no breaks. it does lead to a lot of issues where people think i'm too hyper-independent, but we ball and we vibe!

as for your whimsical questions (that i adore btw):

i adore long video essays on youtube! usually about books, drama and social issues around the world. mainly because it's cool to hear about how different people perceive the same piece of media!

i spent most of my life hating my name, so you'd have to put me on gun point to change it. that being said, there was a point in time i wanted to change to something similar to my current name so people can pronounce it easier.

the recent avior video is definitely one of my top fives now! i also adore sam and aviors' healing videos, vega's first video with warden and all of vincent's videos where he gets to act like a dork.

i hope i don't get crucified for this but i really can't see the appeal in lasko. he's too jittery and jumpy and i'm way too impatient to deal with someone like that. i'd still want him as a friend, thought.

as for who i am attracted too platonically, all of the DAMN boys, milo, asher and vincent! they're all too best friend shaped for me.

oh god, when i get tired, i tend to ramble about how people annoy me. i'll be shit talking people in my sleep and i think that's funny!

my go to gas station is circle k and i'd usually get either coffee or a peach quencher!

my favourite playlist rn is my darlin' playlist because it's filled with nostalgic songs for me! (a lot of 90a and early 2000s rap and rnb)

ooooh, my guilty pleasure media would have to be redacted audios! i'm a very basic person when it comes to my media choices so this is literally the "weirdest" thing i listen too!

thank you sososo much for having this event open! do take your time and don't feel pressured to have all of these done! i love you and i hope you have a good day! 💞💞💞

Your INTJ-T (the Turbulent Architect) nature gives me fun Aaron vibes- not that I’d necessarily pair you with Aaron but that you remind me of him… and you know what you and Aaron could use? A cute, bubbly pizza Guy.

The beauty in yours and Guy’s relationship would be the lovely, charming ways you contrast; where you might be introverted and stubborn, Guy is extroverted and open- maybe a little opposites attract sort of thing? He seems the type who could easily draw you out of your shell and become, if not your rock, your safe, happy space.

Also, I think Guy would be so tickled pink to hear you be sleepy and grumpy and gripe about the people who irritate you. He’d love laying next to you and encouraging your mumbling, probably recording silly, nonsensical snippets of it for when he misses you. Guy’d think it’s so cute and sweet how garrulous you can be when it’s just the two of you, and he’d be so proud that he is granted the privilege of experiencing you that way.

Song:

Some people want diamond rings/ Some just want everything/ But everything means nothing/ If I ain't got you, you, you

You just know, without a doubt, that Guy would be a sucker for a good, nostalgic, shower jam, and is there any better than this? It’s classic, it’s simple, it’s cheesy as hell, and Guy absolutely sings it off-key in the car, knowing you’d never skip the track and throw him off his groove when he’s having fun.

Runner-ups:

Leaning more into comparisons than contrasts, I definitely considered David and Aaron for you. David, who is also independent and stubborn, would make himself very available as a rock and foundation for you; he is incredibly dependable, which is very attractive in a partner. Aaron strikes me as having the same MBTI as you, as being similar in that way that would make you fast friends.

Note: I am having a fantastic day, thank you ❣️ I hope you are as well and that this, god willing, made it just a touch better 💖

Want a match-up of your own? Read this post, and tell me about yourself! 💌

[espresso-lessdepresso]

HEYYYYY GIRL!!!!! its me anon sofi after SO LONG, I’ve already finished my first semester so I just started winter vacations yeyy (bc here in Argentina is winter and super cold lmao) sososo I’m going to catch up with everything you’ve written and cheer you on. Let me tell this month was SO stressful, with finals and all, but thank god I got the best grades (your girl is smart, got a total of 9,5 this semester（＾ν＾) ). Still, im very tired BUT I got the best writer in the world in front of me who put out a fic while I was gone, which means I’m gonna get relaxed and read it cause I know it’s going to be the very best ever. Now lets stop talking about me and TELL ME ABOUT YOU!!!! How’s your day?? How are you?? What are you up to??? Have you listened to a new song or discovered a new artist??? Watched a good movie recently?? Tell me everything and anything. I’ll read allll of it, even if it’s 15k words, I’ll take my time and read every single letter. You’re amazing and it makes so happy seeing so content and energetic, you have no idea. Remember to take care of yourself, stay safe and ilysmmmmm. Sending you goodie vibes all the way from here to wherever you are (⌒▽⌒) ♡

Helloooo anon soffiiii ⸜(｡˃ ᵕ ˂ )⸝

This is going to be a bit of a long one~

 It has indeed been a very long time since we last talked!!! [though much to my fault I've not been good at answering at the moment] I hope your vacations go well and that you’ve got some fun plans for the winter [which I should add is the best season in my opinion]. I'm a big soup enjoyer so I hope you get some good soup in your system to keep you warm. 

I have not written much since my ‘return’ [if can even call it that], but I hope you enjoy it. There is a very late Valentine’s Day post with schlatt, a part two of the Charlie fic and two Ted headcanons [head canons, me doing hcs? crazy. maybe I might get into it].

Im assuming that the 9.5 is out of a whole marking of 10? I’m thoroughly impressed just have to say, you are indeed a very smart girl, especially in college since many [including me] are just trying to get by with passing grades. It’s nice to see when someone works hard and gets the fruit of their labour- you did amazing, proud of you dude ☆ദി ᷇ᵕ ᷆ )☆

As for me, I find myself still getting back into writing, like im walking up a steep hill to get back to where I used to be. I don’t know, I feel like I’m not writing the same as I used to but maybe that’s all in my head. Fun fact, I often read a lot before I write- sure I may only read horror, but it helps get the brain juices flowing. I’ve been pretty occupied with personal stuff and college and my brain not braining, which isn’t super fun to talk about so I’ll just skip that. Other than that, I’ve been playing quite a few games when I’m in the need to procrastinate. My goodness- I’ve had sessions where I play for 8-ish hours straight of Terraria or Stardew Valley. It’s not the healthiest, I know, my discord buddies have given me earfuls and many scolding as if I were a little child because of this (ᐡ ᐧ ﻌ ᐧ ᐡ) But in my defence, it’s so easy for me to play for hours because I have some Jaiden or Schlatt vod playing on another screen so the vibes of that gaming sessions are immaculate. I sit on the chair with my little blanket, water and a snack, one earphone playing the game sounds and the other is playing the vod, the lights are dim and everything is so cozy. 

Oh, I’ve also been drinking these days. I never thought of touching alcohol in my entire life but here I am. I’ve been occasionally drinking some whiskey, which is considered a big boy drink for someone like me, a noob. But that is the only alcohol I can get my hands on. My mother does not know of my drinking and is promptly against it so I have been very careful with how much I drink. I do not condone drinking btw. I simply feel very silly when I do. Here is a little breakdown of how drinking affects me. When I’m two shots in, I start feeling it pretty quick. I drink between 5 to 10 shots and the way it affects me is by giving me a debuff of movement accuracy. Being a very articulate person, I have not been slurring when drunk. But I am walking a little silly lol, and swaying a little. Does this make me a lightweight? I have no frame of reference. But yeah, I think that was the most interesting and/or significant thing I’ve done.

It's always a pleasure hearing from you, our interactions are nothing less than sweet and its always welcomed. I hope you enjoy your vacation. Remember to take care of yourself and stay safe as well! Sending all the good vibes back to you ♡♡♡ ٩(ˊᗜˋ*)و ♡♡♡



[This is an answer to an old ask, written 8th April ( ˊᵕˋ ; ) I did not send it back then bc my brain was, unfortunately, giving me a hard time] 

I hope you're doing well. I read your post asks (which was so so long ago im so sorry) and I hope you've found a new apartment. Since you mentioned Argentina's summer being so suffocatingly hot, you should be drinking ample amounts of water throughout the day. Where I live, it gets ridiculously dry and hot during the summer, so I keep quite a few bottles of water near my desk. Being in college myself, third year for me, trying to stay on top of all my classes is difficult but so rewarding at the same time. Almost too many people have said this but it's true, time management is everything. And of course, giving yourself breaks is important as well to not burn yourself out. You have truly been so sweet to me, even when I have failed to write and post anything for months, so I thank you very much. It is hard to come by such kindness on the internet.

[elleloquently]

elle! hi baby づ｡◕‿◕｡)づ

(this is virtual hugs and kisses btw)

i’m so happy to see that you’re back, and i loveeeee your most recent post. so beautifully written, and sososo cute but also so relatable and realistic… just perfect.

i know exactly what you mean about being nervous to post your writing and running to close the app as soon as you do lol. it does feel very vulnerable, and sometimes discouraging when you don’t get the response you hoped for…

i just wanna let you know that you’re doing great. like seriously. i’m not just saying that. your writing style is so elegant and distinct… i’ll have you known, your writing for kang sae-byeok (like back in late 2021 when squid game had just came out) was what i aspired for my writing to feel like when others read it. fun. relatable. relaxing and also exciting. moving enough to make you audibly gasp or laugh out loud. like a little escape at my fingertips.

pls pls pls keep. writing. even if you don’t post it. but when you do post it, remember to stay true to your style and the things that make you proud of your writing. regardless of how much interaction it gets.

okay i’ll stop now. love ya <3

(p.s, you should definitely turn your college!ellie au into a series!)

i am going to cry in a good way i cannot fathom that these words i am reading are about my???? writing????!!!!!!

you are a genuine angel. thankyouthankyouthankyou a million times, thank you. i need to like actually print this out and put it on an inspo board lmaoo you are so very lovely!!!!

this means so much coming from you, i adore everything you write SO much (and cannot wait to hopefully read more???) so this is like the highest praise seriously!!! i will definitely be coming back to this whenever i'm feeling discouraged! thank you so much for reading my words and for always being absolutely so sweet and kind <3 <3 <3

ur the best ily i can't even truly express how much this means to me omg

(i am already working on part 2 eep!) AH! <3

[husbandhoshi]

ahh i'm indian :3

i'm doing good, having midlife crisis the usual hdjdkd, and thank you <3 i always look forward to weekends bc i love watching movies, sending you good day wishes <3

also, you write so well i've been following you and reading your fics since idek when, i've read eat play love so many times it's become my comfort fic atp 🥺🤍 im cheol, wonu, joshu biased btw

- 🌽 anon

HELP not the usual midlife crisis 😭 it rlly do be like that 😭

and i love movies!! i’ve actually been rlly into movie trivia these days too so i’ve been trying to brush up on my repertoire. once my exam is over id love to FINALLY watch poor things and killers of a flower moon :)

tysm for the kind words 🥹🥹🥹 truly i am sososo proud of finishing that and that it turned out so well. it brings so much joy to my heart that you enjoy it too!!

[adhdmegalodon]

peep my dude (sturgeon) this is for my AP art btw!!! i'm very proud of it, it's the only fully fine liner piece that i've actually done and i am sososo happy with it :3

[theloveinkimkai]

Surprise! Your bias asked you out on a date! The only thing is, he wants you to match 8 of your mutuals with the rest of exo for a group date. @ the mutuals you're choosing for each member (not your bias) and explain why you chose them.

hmmmm okkkkaaayyyy!!! Looks fun to do hehe

Minseokkkiieeeee! You are gonna have a date with @xiuminscheeks!!! And i know, i know that you love all and can’t choose Ine, but its time for me to choose for you, man!! YOUR TIME IS READY OKAY? well the reason is that i have always associated you with Xiumin, like the caring and funny person you are! I dont know, i just feel that you and Minseok would be the perfect couple ever!!! JUST SAYIIIIINGGG! You would take care of each other sososo much! Live a happy life together now, hope the date makes your relationship stronger hehehe 😏💓

Junmyeon! Im gonna take @miramizar for him! Well the reason is pretty easy, she is such a perfect human being and he deserve a person like her. She is an innocent angel, like he is. She can be kinda dorky sometimes - as he is too ahahahah So if she wants to go with him, then ofc i choose her as his partner!!! Wish you two all the luck!! 💞

Yixing —–> @nut4zyx! Your one of the kindest person alive here. You always support me no matter what, and i think you suit him perfectly. Lay is such a kindhearted person who cares about each member sosososooo much! Im sad that he isn’t here right now, but this date: i mean you two fits perfectly okay?? i have no more words, i just have the feeling okay ahaha😂 Love you so much!! 

Baekhyunnie,  you are gonna have a date with…. @cherrybaeks, tadaaa! I choose you two because i know that you love him so much, and i think you deserve you bias. You are a kind person, and i think you fit Baek because your funny too! you can complete each other!! I hope you two will get really close now at our date here hihi! Your a wonderful person, you know that right?? He would love you, just saying! 💞

Aaaah, dear Chenichen, ,my lovely Jongdae…you already know who you are gonna go on a date with right??  Its so obvious that you two are in love okay?? why do i even have to tag you Joanna in this?? We all know you two lovebirds okay?? @loey-chenosaurs..you already knew that i would tag you because you already know that i think you two are the best  for each other lol You fit each other. You are funny to talk with, such a nice friend and you are always by your friends side. You see, you and Jondae is such a perfect couple. He is almost too nice, and always care the most about his members. You care so much about others too that i mean…your are such a wonderful person T.T Wish you all the luck in the future with your future husband 😏 ( I’m sorry Jhope, but this is an EXO question, so bear with it…hehe😁)

Dear Chanyeol…your date today is @co-kai-ne 😊 Because when i see her post up things on her blog, i truly sees how she feels about you. I think you deserve a lovely girl like her. I dont know her so well yet, but i am pretty good at seeing the passionate of love in her things. I think you two would be perfect. She loves you so much, and i think you would love her so much back!!😊Have a wonderful date with this wonderful partner  ( this kinda sounds so cheesy, but i really think so, and i love your blog so much btw 💖)

Kyungsoo –> your date is @sekaisoosgirl 💖 I have the feeling that she would take care of you as much as she can!! She is on of the most amazing and cutest person i have met in my life. And she really cares for how you feels and supporting you in everything you do. I think that such a woman can fit kyungsoo perfectly!!! They would be so cute together and goishisfgs idont know what to say anymore, but your partner D.O…is a wonderful person, so take care of the moment now💗 You would be the cutest couple eveeeerrrrr just sayyyyyinngggg 

Lastly our Maknae Sehun!!  My thoughts is that your partner is gonna be @sekaicheesecake!!  She is a very funny person and very mystical, like you. I mean, she likes to tease people..like you do hehe i think you two would match one another perfectly! Im not kidding, really think you two would! And, she is VERY loyal too, like you haha You would take good care of one another!! You have a wonderful date SEHUN, be proud and be happy about it ❤️😚

FINALLY done!! pfeeeew, it took awhile haha but i was fun!! Thanks for sending me this anon 💞 Love you sososo much!! 

[madridandsophia]

23 de septiembre - School

Hello again everybody!!!

SOO I started school last week…… but this past week was my first full week of “real” school. Before I get into the details about my first school experience, I will briefly tell you the schedule. Everyday I leave my house around 8:25 with Marcos and my host mother. Walking to school takes around 5 minutes, where I then say goodbye, as Marcos heads to the primary school and Belen to her job. In the morning, I have 3 classes, each about one hour. After that, we get “recreo” or 30 minutes of “recess” as a break. Proceeding the break is another 2 classes before I go home for lunch. Our break for lunch is a little less than 2 hours, so I get to go home for lunch and eat with my host family. I absolutely LOVE being able to go home for a little and take a break from school. After lunch I have to return to the school for 2 afternoon classes (except for Fridays). I joined the basketball team at school (even though i am awful), but it was a good chance to stay active and meet more people. Sooo I also have practice 3 days a week after school as well. After all of that, I usually come home to do homework. Each day of the week I have a different schedule of my classes. Another thing is that you stay with one class for all your subjects (except one), which is a loootttt different from North Penn. Btw fun fact (not really): guess who has to swim again this year…. :’’’’((( tears.

Anyway, I am going to be honest about school. It has been sososo difficult. This week has been an emotional rollercoaster ride. Sometimes feeling like I want to cry and give up, but other times feeling very happy and proud of myself. School is DEFINETELY different from hearing my family speak in Spanish. My family knows to talk to be slow and use simple language that I understand, but in school, teachers talk at 1216826 MPH using complex vocabulary and verbiage. It is so frustrating sitting there and not knowing what to write in my notes or what to study for my exam. Some classmates and teachers have been helpful in explaining the things I do not get, but some don’t really care that I am struggling. I make sure I write down what I can in Spanish and if I don’t understand what is written, I translate it when I get home. Simple homework takes me forever to do as well. I have to translate the text or question, find my answer, then re-translate everything. Honestly, it is exhausting and by the end of the day I find myself holding back tears. It has been a little difficult making friends as well. Everyone has been nice to me because I am the “american girl”, but the language barrier makes it difficult to find good friends for me. I cannot always understand what people are saying to me. Sometimes they say it too fast and if they see I don’t understand, they automatically say it in English instead of maybe repeating it slower. Also the accent here is different than what we are taught at North Penn so sometimes a friend will say something I know, but I wont recognize it because it is pronounced differently here. Speaking has been my biggest issue. We are never taught how to speak the languages we learn at North Penn, so coming here, I am unable to talk much in Spanish. Not being able to communicate back to friends or family has been tough. However, I have mastered the ”Si” *while nodding and smiling*. Hopefully, I will see improvement soon!

Despite all of the difficulties, I already see myself learning more and more every day. I pick up new words and phrases all the time, whether is has been at home or in the classroom. I knew it was going to be be difficult in the first couple months, but I need to stay strong, be patient with myself, and not get so discouraged. A wise quote from Eve Steele once said, “you have an amazing family who has your back, support in over 3 different countries and a whole 10 months to learn and make friend.” This experience is going to be difficult and full of up-and downs, but when I look back on it in 10 months, it will be an experience I will never forget!

Hopefully my next blog post will have some good news on improvement :)

Until thennnn, xoxoxo

[jikooksgirl]

♧

under read more bc you literally mean the world to me bitch my fingers hurt skjanjdk i love you🤧💞💕❤💖🌈💝

You’re my: bitch what are you not to me?? for real you really mean so much to me i could cry jknjsdna you’re my partner in crime, the person w whom i talk every day and i could never get bored or tired of it, like tbh i could not get through a whole day without talking to you it would be so weird sakjdnd, my bub, one of the people i love and care about the most in this world, the best hobi/jimin/yoongi biased and bts stan, one of my best friends, my kinky soulmate skjakdn, my jk stan in denial, one of the most important people in my life laura i love you so much im really sobbing here why am i so cheesy😩💘💝💗💓💞How I met you: it was a long time ago asjnsd we’ve been mutuals for a long time now back when you were jm95z, i really dont remember who followed who first but it’s one of the best things that had ever happened to me?? btw idk why you followed me being chimchimshi bc i know how you are like sjkadn maybe you kept looking if i ever made the comment about him having no jams XD and you saw i wasn’t like that? or idk sjandj but thanks bub🤧💗 anyways then we started tagging each other and well everything ended up in this beautiful friendship :’) 

Why I follow you: listen!!! why wouldn’t i be following you like ansjd im not even joking when i say that i really check your blog every day like, first you have a++++++++ content w a lot of bts and a sexy aesthetic that describes you well, and it’s so funny how you can go from being a hard stan to a soft stan in just secs sjdnjkad and i love your text posts and tags you’re always so so funny!! and tbh i know you have opinions about a lot of things so you shouldn’t be afraid to expose them bub, honestly what is the point of this site if we’ll always be scared of what people says about OUR OWN blog?? i love knowing your opinions about things tbh💗Your blog is: one of my absolute faves i would really kill for your blog like sjandj im not joking i really go there often, and you’re just so talented and skilled like i could never have the patience and the ability to make such good gifs or memes as you do laura😩 never be shy about asking me to support them ok!! and tbh you know what i love the most about your blog? is how much EQUAL LOVE you show for the boys like, they really mean the world to you and THEY ALL are so important to you and you love them so much, honestly if every army was like you this fandom would be so different and so much better, im such a hoe for every bts member receiving equal love, attention and support and im so glad there’s someone like you they’re so lucky to have you they deserve it💞💕💖💌 Your URL is: FACTS!!! SCIENCE!!! TEA!!! shut up skldkdajfn it really is the most iconic url in this whole site and whoever is against it can choke bc OUR BOYS ARE ICONIC KINGS AND LEGENDS AND THATS A WHOLE FACT AND A STATIC!!! tbh who did you kill to have it sjndj but it couldn’t suit you more i truly feel like a fake stan when i know that such an amazing and dedicated stan like you exist, you deserve this url so much bby💞💕❤ Your icon is: a focused cute handsome baby sjadnjkand he looks sososo gorgeous and cute and those eyebrows and forehead?? i need a moment he needs to stay where he is🤧A random fact I know about you: ksjnadj well…i think i have too much tea about you but…let’s just say hobi really has you on his palm like..you’re a whole freak for that boy and he really could get it anywhere at anytime😈 also jeon gets on your nerves on a daily basis and you just want to protect him and punch him in the face at the same time sjadndfGeneral opinion: i truly love you so so so much laura, im really so happy to have you in my life like i would really be so depressed the whole day if it wasn’t for you skjanjn and i just love how we can talk about anything and it wouldn’t be boring, how we spam each other w our biggest weaknesses and how i can be myself and totally real w you and you never judge me. i think you already know even the parts of my personality that im not really proud to show kansdj but you still think im funny or you find it ok and im so grateful to have found such a supportive and accepting friend like you. pls know that im always here for you and you can trust me and talk to me about anything. i love you and i just really hope we get to meet one day and we can go to a bts concert together w the girlies bc if there’s someone who deserves to see bts irl, is you, me and bts would die for you we love you sm🤧💓💗💞💕💖🌈💝🌻🌹 A random thought I have: when will you accept you’re a jk stan too?? im really just counting the days for you to do it tbh sndnsfj your reactions to anything he does screams ‘jk biased’ right away so,,,come starve w me😈❤ also i really hope you can d*m hobs some day you truly deserve it sm girl🤧🌹   

[littlebird006]

Good lord that chapter had me so hype! I was sososo nervous during the fight! The suspense was REAL. And so many cute moments too! Like Harry telling James to tell B she looks beautiful 😍 And B wearing Harry's colours 😍 (Do you think he noticed btw?) And "hey champ" 😍😍😍 Aslo the pinkie like when she first stayed over!!! And the moment in bed in the morning was So Them and perfect. I'm so proud of Harry! Do you think they'll talk about his emotions during/after the fight? It seemed like alot

Messenger Boy James was one of my favourite moments!! Harry definitely noticed that Beth was wearing his colours and I forgot to put it in the chapter (like the absolute idiot that I am). Harry will talk more about the fight in the next chapter; it was just too much too soon to put it in this chapter. Thank you!!