#i am preparingfor the ren faire tho
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i cant wait to take my first aerial silks class
#.txt#its in late august#but like im just rly excited#partially bc i hope i enjoy it so i can have a new hobby#and if i enjoy it nd get a new hobby then hopfully i will b cured of my depression#dkjghfkjhg kidding#but i do hope it does actually make my life feel a bit more purposful tbh bc rn i feel like im just wandering in life existing#i did used 2 feel like i had purpose when i cosplayed nd went to cons nd stuff but covid too tht away#i am preparingfor the ren faire tho#nd tho im not going to cons this year#i might go next year#i just miss cons so much#all my joy comes from creative outlets like cosplaying or drawing#nd during this pandemic i have barely done either#i kinda stopped cosplaying partially bc no motivation but mostly bc my dads rly mean to me abt my hobbies nd has sucked the joy out of#everything i do nd plus hes home all day so its hard to cosplay when he couild barge in any moment#he hates my hobbies nd sometimes im convinced he just hates everything i do tht isnt academic#whatever this isnt abt him this is abt me hopfully finding joy again KJGKDFHG
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