#i am max cozy rn
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his name is doodle, or booble, mostly just boob tho
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J'allais rĆ¢ler because you got out the forbidden nickname (also I thought we agreed YOU were the cute lil' dog I'd carry in my purse, sugarplum)
But now you made me cry with your sweetyness X'D
I mean IRL I'm someone qui rigole beaucoup, who parle bien trop, not a social butterfly, a real mess towards confidence sometimes and never really popular you see? I do have some precious friends now (IRL and online) but j'ai eu mes alone moments :3 So I do not exagerate when I tell those words really mean the world for me
Thanks for being my friend ;w; ā¤ļø
GIRL i warned you i literally SAID i'd reach beyond the screen to hug you if i could but now i'm gonna cryyy YOU ABSOLUTE SWEETHEART WAGHJGGAJGJGSG
and man i feel you :') anyone who has ever said i was good with words is fooling themselves cause i am the most awkward shy nerdy mess with barely 3 friends you'll ever meet irl but just!!! your energy has always been the one i strive to have all the time and it's like!!!!! YOU are the honeypie here missy!!! i would scream it to your ear rn if i could but thank YOU for being my friend you sweet sweet sweet sweet swEET blueberry like stop giving me cavities already<3333333
#ask#REALLY shaking you back and forth and in circles rn like a sac of potatoes you are so KIND#THIS is why i'm like so ??? baffled when anyone says they're intimidated by me like- ...me??? are you sure???#it's always the same response- 'your art is so good!' first off all. uno reverse like hello?? people talk like their art doesn't just KILL#second- wow i'm so glad i can hide uncertainty better in text cause i am an over thinker to the max xD#not with you tho you're literally the same brand of mischievous as me you tiny gremlin >:'D#and YOUR art is made of the softest pelote de laine ever it's so WARM and COZY#smh anyone reading this better go and dunk on her askbox with love cause seriously. LOOK at what she's saying#bean energy right??? right. and no no come BACK here blue i ain't done!!!#i'll carefully wait until i finish my gift for you but just so you know i am still planning revenge for my last bday gifts MISSY#like NO way you're that sweet and get away with me not being your friend like come on blue i am now your pet rock forever<333
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The Yapping Hour Is Upon Us - Part 3
In which you and Max spend the next six months just being obsessed with each other.
Warnings: A little angst, but not 'break up with you' angst, just 'i really fucking miss you' angst so it's okay. And fluff. Tooth achingly sweet fluff. Pairing: Max Verstappen x Podcaster!Reader Word Count: 4.4k plus a shit ton of social media posts. - The Yapping Hour is Upon Us - The Yapping Hour is Upon Us - Part 2 - Master List
(a/n before we begin: Probably one more part to this. Thinking of doing an 'after Max gets you back to the hotel post-race' part to wrap things up nicely if anyone wants to see that.)
Monaco May 2024
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34,028 likes F1GossipOfficial Seems as if our favorite Red Bull driver and sunny little podcaster are getting closer! The pair was spotted around Monaco this week ahead of the Monaco Grand Prix. The pair have been seen publicly a handful of times since Max made an appearance on her podcast The Yapping Hour in late April, most notably at the Miami Grand Prix at the beginning of the month and then the week later in New York City where she is based. Everyone who sent in photos said the pair were super cozy and seemed lost in their own world. user0299 she's only with him for the clout and money. Her little podcast was dying out and she latched onto Max like a leech. >>>user5572 go touch some grass my man. Her podcast is consistently the number 1 listened to show on all platforms all the fucking time. user9938 they are so cute, i can't handle it user4530 I saw them at dinner the other night and oh my GOD. They sat on the same side of the table even though it was just the two of them. He held her hand underneath the table all through dinner and I don't think either of them stopped smiling or looked anywhere else but at each other the entire night. >>>user39948 they are so fucking perfect oml
Canada June 2024 yourpersonalinsta posted
493,928 likes liked by maxverstappen1, landonorris, totowolff, and others yourpersonalinsta Over the moon to have been able to be with you for this win in Canada, Maxie. user299 MAXIE?! I have no one to talk to about this redbullracing our good luck charm strikes again! >>>user456 Red Bull calling her theirs??? Love this for her. maxverstsppen1 thank you for always being in my corner liefje ā¤ļø >>>user394 how am i supposed to be normal after reading this??? user8827 Not Toto in the likes trying to get on her good side so Max signs with Merc in 2026 >>>user778 HAHA can you imagine??
Amalfi Coast August 2024
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987,409 likes liked by yourpersonalinsta, redbullracing, yourdad and others maxverstappen1 summer break with this gorgeous girl user458 they are my royal couple yourpersonalinsta wishing we were back on that boat rn instead of on different continents :( >>>maxverstappen1 just a few more weeks until Singapore, schatje. >>>user4938 this is my roman empire >>>user024 mom and dad are sad so i am sad too
October 2024 Austin, Texas
You hadn't seen Max in over three weeks. Three very, very, very long weeks. And not to be dramatic or anything but you felt like you might actually pass away if the Uber that was currently picking it's way through very heavy Austin traffic drove any slower.
While the sleek Mercedes SUV waited at a red light, your gaze drifted away from the navigation system showing the the heavy traffic all around you towards the busy city streets around you. Whoever had decided to schedule an Eminem concert, a huge college rivalry football game, and a Formula 1 race all in the same city on the same weekend should have their head examined.
Fixated on the crowd on the sidewalk outside, you mull over the last six months of your life. It has certainly been a whirlwind, that was for sure. If someone had told you back in the beginning of May that you'd be on your way to your sixth Grand Prix of the year to watch your boyfriend race in Formula 1, you would have laughed in their faces. Because really, when you sat back and considered it, the fact that you had gone from being a fan of the sport and interviewing Max on a professional level to dating him in under six months was absolutely wild.
While you attended races whenever you could, you found yourself more often than not called to the other side of the world to attend to your flourishing career. In the last six months you had ping ponged around the globe, bouncing between weekends with Max and over scheduled weeks filled with work, interviews, and meetings. Some days you just wished that things were simpler and you could just dedicate yourself to following Max around from city to city but you knew that Susan B Anthony would roll over in her grave if you gave up everything for a man so quickly, even a man as amazing as Max Verstappen.
You brush aside the thought of leaving your work because in the end, all that is is a simple fantasy brought on by you missing the man that has become the center of your universe lately.
After attending the Singapore GP with Max, you had spent a few extra days with him in Asia before needing to fly home. While Max did have nearly an entire month break from racing, he couldn't follow you to New York like he had intended. After coming back from the summer break, Max's luck had started to slip and the car had deteriorated. He hadn't won a race in months, the car was an absolute tractor, and Lando was gaining on him in the Championship. He had needed to spend every extra moment he had in the sims and with the engineering team trying to salvage the season.
While Max had been in Europe, you had been in the US recording episodes with Heidi Klum, Wayne Gretzky, and finally Kylie Kelce. Heidi had been in LA, Wayne in Florida, and Kylie in Philly so you had spent most of the last three weeks on the road. As the SUV inched closer to the COTA track, you realized you couldn't remember the last time you'd set foot in your apartment.
Exhaustion seeps into your bones as the realization washes over you. You loved the life you lived, wouldn't trade it for the world but sometimes, in these quiet moments you wished for a break, a chance to go home, wherever that even was now, and just rest.
Your phone buzzing beside you pulls you back to the present. Ysou struggle to shake off the mind numbing melancholy that's settled over you like a thick woolen blanket before answering the call. "Hi baby." You sigh, knowing who it is without even looking at the caller ID.
"What's wrong?" Max's voice is sharp on the other end, effortlessly reading your tone.
You shake your head, chest tightening with anxiety. "Just..." You search for the right words. "tired is all. I just realized I can't even remember the last time I spent a night in my own bed."
"Oh, schatje." Max sighs, knowing how grueling this schedule is as he lives it as well. "Do you want me to have the jet take you home? It's at the airfield still."
Tears collect in your eyes as your chest squeezes painfully. "No, I just want to see you." You whisper, afraid if you raise your voice you'll start to cry.
"How far are you from the track?"
You pop your head around the SUV's headrest to check the nav system. "Not long. Five minutes. I can see the giant observation tower from here."
"Have the Uber bring you right to the paddock gates. I have a car here and a few hours before any media duties. I'll take you back to the hotel myself and we can take a nap together, okay?"
Your entire body sags with relief at his words. If there was one thing that Max was good at, it was taking care of you. He didn't hem and haw or waver on a plan of action. He saw what you needed and made sure that you were taken care of. The way the burden of everything that you had silently carried for years shifted towards Max the moment you landed in Miami all those months ago was something that would shock you for years to come.
"Okay." You whisper, swiping at a single tear that managed to escape.
You have a few moments to collect yourself before the Uber stops at the entrance to the paddock. From your seat in the back, you spot a familiar blonde head that belonged to your Dutch boyfriend waiting for you. You're suddenly simultaneously bursting with excitement and beside yourself with grief as the anxiety that has gnawed at you over the last 24 hours fully consumes you at the mere sight of Max.
Max has you out of the car and into his arms before you can barely catch your breath. The moment you inhale that uniquely Max scent something inside you shifts and becomes crystal clear. You didn't need Max to have his jet take you home because you already were home. It sounded cliche in your head and it probably was, but you knew there was some truth to it: somewhere over the last six months your home had shifted away from your apartment in New York to wherever Max was.
Max tightens his grip around your waist, settling his chin on your head while you stay buried deep in his neck, you realize that home isn't a place any longer. Home is a person now and Max is that person. You don't have to go home to New York to rest, you just have to be in Max's presence. With him, you are utterly and completely safe and secure. For someone who spends 99% of her time 'on' and performing, being able to come home to Max and just switch it all off, allowing him to lead and take over, is the most powerful form of rest you could have ever dreamt of.
Max nods at the driver as he unloads your luggage, arms still locked tight around you. He can feel you melt into him, like you've been waiting for this moment since the last time you saw him. He knows that for him at least, this is true. Everything else in his life is completley falling apart. The car sucks, they had to ditch the special livery for this weekend becuase the fucking paint had the potential to make the car too heavy and slow. Lando has been on a tear lately, that McLaren a complete rocket ship and the only reason Lando hasn't overtaken him in the championship is thanks to some spectacularly shitty calls from the McLaren pit wall.
The only bright spot in Max's day is you. Your voice, your touch, your face. Any bit of you he gets on a daily basis is what keeps him going right now. As he had stood on the curb just moments before, desperately and not so patiently waiting while watching the black Mercedes SUV creep down the street towards him, it had felt like cruel and unusual punishment after being apart from you for so long.
And now? Now you were back in his arms and he drew in the longest breath he could, taking in the scent of your perfume and laundry soap that he had missed so keenly while he'd been working, and he simply couldn't get enough.
Max pulls away slightly, so he can see your pretty face but what he sees in your eyes nearly breaks him. Pain and longing hang heavy in your eyes and there is nothing Max wouldn't do to make all of that go away for you. Fingers tip your chin up towards him so he can finally get his lips on yours, a soft sigh escaping your mouth when he makes that first contact.
You swear it's like a cool drink of water in the middle of a humid heatwave in July, the way Max kisses you with such relief and passion and affection. Like he's trying to tell you through his kiss how much he adores you, how much he's missed you, how much he craves you.
"I love you." Are the first words he says to you and your breath catches in your throat. It isn't the first time he's said those words, Max had said them first all those months back when he brought you home to Monaco. It had been quick, probably too quick by the world's standards, but it just clicked between the two of you and the words had tumbled out of Max like it was the most natural thing in the world. The reason the words had your breath catching in your chest was because of the ferocity behind them, like he could tell how bone tired you were from all the travel over the last few months and he was desperate to remind you why you were doing all of this. Why the two of you were doing all of this together and apart. It was for moments like this, moments where you were attached to each other in the middle of the busy paddock parking lot like no one else existed.
"I love you too, Max." You whisper, dusting your lips over the stubble that was scattered over his jaw. "Can we go take a nap now? I'm so tired."
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348,209 likes liked by kyliekelce, maxverstappen1, assistantshannon, and others yourpersonalinsta home is wherever you are (tagged: maxverstappen1) user098 mad max is no more, there is only soft cuddly boyfie max user0399 this is the cutest thing i've ever seen user000 god i am so single maxverstappen1 love you baby >>>danielricciardo SIMP >>>maxverstappen1 absolutely >>>user9938 it kills me that he is loves her so boldly and loudly. girl hit the mfing jackpot. (liked by author)
It's not your alarm that fully wakes you up on Friday morning. It isn't Max's either. But as you try to untangle your limbs from Max's and search for the source of the ringing, you can't help but curse whoever is interrupting the slow sleepy cuddles that had been progressing into something more heated for the past 20 minutes.
You nearly spit you're so mad when you see the caller ID.
"John." You growl, sitting up in bed as Max settles himself back against the mountain of pillows beside you. "It is 8 in the morning on a Friday the day after I saw my boyfriend for the first time in over three weeks. I swear on all things good and holy, this had better be good."
John, to his credit, didn't even scoff at the threat. He'd been your business manager for going on four years now and was used to your early morning attitudes.
"She said yes."
You sit up, back going ramrod straight as the three words clang through you. "What?" You hiss.
Beside you, Max struggles to sit up too, alarm coursing through him at the panic in your voice.
"Tree just called me five minutes ago. Said that Kylie had sent her the episode and wouldn't stop gushing about how amazing you were and how you were the perfect person to do this interview on the end of the tour and everything. Tree said Taylor watched your episode with Michelle and Queen Maxima too, said they were the best interviews she's ever seen. Everything is a go."
Your entire world tilts as what John is telling you fully sinks in. "Taylor Swift's agreed to come on the show?" You voice is weak, heavy under the weight of the news John is telling you. Your hands tremble at the thought of what this means for you. For your career.
Beside you, Max sucks in a breath at your sentence, fully aware of how big of a moment this is for you. Pride soars through him as he watches literal sunshine dance across your face, your smile as bright as the Texas morning light. "Schatje." He whispers, pulling your free hand towards his lips. Your eyes dart over to him and you grin at him, kicking your feet a little, completely unable to hide your excitement.
"She also said yes to your suggestion of a behind the scenes vlog on your channel ahead of the release of the episode. Thought the idea was marketing gold. You've got full access to everything for the entire week."
Before you had landed Kylie Kelce on the show, you and John had made a silly, pie in the sky request to Tree Paine not even thinking that it would go anywhere. When Kylie had agreed to do an episode, a request that had actually been made to her people months before John had contacted Tree, the idea of maybe, just maybe you might be able to land Taylor after had grown a bit. You hadn't told anyone of the request, not even Max, because you didn't want to be embarrassed if it didn't work out.
"There's only one problem." Your heart stops and you grip at Max's hand for support. You knew there had to be a catch. "They want you in Toronto by Sunday."
"Wh-what?" Your stomach plummets through the floor. You had just gotten to Austin last night and now you were going to have to leave again? You were supposed to spend the entire triple header with Max. Three weeks of solid time with him had been the only thing getting you through the previous three week separation. You two had even planned to go visit your parents in Michigan between Austin and Mexico later next week.
"The first concert is Monday and Tree wants you to get as much content as you can and has asked you be there at 9am Monday morning."
You head spins. "Oh-okay." There's a giant Max shaped hole in your heart at what you have to agree to, simply exhausted by the fact that you're going to have to pick up and leave again so soon. "Okay. We'll figure it out."
"Do you want me to have Shannon make flight arrangements?"
You glance over at Max, who senses your apprehension. "Let me talk through it with Max and see what we can figure out. I'll call you in a few hours, okay?"
"Sounds good. Congratulations, kiddo. This is huge."
You smile despite yourself, excitement and anxiety winding their way through your chest making it a little hard to breathe. "Bye John."
You gently place your phone back on the bedside table before turning to Max, bracing yourself for the good and bad news you have to deliver.
"The beginning of that call looked phenomenal but now you look like you're going to be sick." Max observes, pulling you into his lap.
You shudder against when his lips graze your neck, dropping a kiss to his forehead. "Taylor Swift agreed to come on the show and to let me do a weeks worth of behind the scenes of her Toronto shows."
"Baby, that is amazing. This is going to be huge for you and the show!"
You nod, a bit dazed by all of this information you have to process. "But they want me there by Sunday night so I can start first thing Monday." Sadness edges into your voice, the dread of having to leave Max again begins to sink in fully.
"When should Greg have the jet ready to take off then? You'll probably want to leave before the end of the race to beat traffic, yeah? Although I suppose we could find you a helicopter to take you from the track to the airport."
You stare at Max like he's grown three heads. His voice is so nonchalant despite him suggesting he rent you a helicopter that all you can do is blink at him for a few moments. "Just...just like that? You're on board with it? You're not upset?"
Max scoffs, pulling you closer so he can rest his head on your shoulder. His arms go tighter around your waist as he gives you a kiss on the cheek. "Why would I be upset? I'll do anything I can to help you live out this dream, schatje. You know that. This is the biggest thing to happen to your career since you had F1 racing legend Max Verstappen as a guest."
The giggle that tumbles out of you has the tension in the room popping like a soap bubble. "You're ridiculous."
"And yet, you're still here." Max finds your lips then, the kiss full of reassurance and confidence. Of course he was disappointed you were going to be leaving in 2 days and he wasn't sure when you'd be back with him but this opportunity was too good to miss. "I'd never forgive myself if you missed spending a week doing what you love with one of your favorite artists because of me. Of course I'll miss you but you need to do this. So tell me, when should I have the jet ready to get you to Toronto?"
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story replies: user8882 ARE YOU THERE FOR ERAS TOUR??? user029 what are you up to ma'am??? user837 wait. first kylie's on the show and now you're in Toronto the same week as Taylor. ARE WE GETTING A TAYLOR EPISODE OH MY GOD.
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876,029 likes liked by maxverstappen1, taylorswift, alexandrasaintmleux, and others theyappinghour Toronto, you were stunning! Can anyone guess who our next guest on the show is going to be??? Behind the scenes vlog dropping next week ahead of a very very special two part episode set to drop later this month. user928 oh my god, everyone stay calm, it's happening. user020 IS THIS FOR REAL??? I will never recover maxverstappen1 so proud of you my love >>>yourpersonalinsta couldn't do it without you, maxie >>>user928 if there's one thing Max is going to be, it's the first one in the likes and comments on anything his girl does. (liked by yourpersonalinsta) >>>user0298 may this kind of love find me one day
Excerpt from Episode 59 of The Yapping Hour featuring Taylor Swift:
You: Speaking of what you do in your down time, can we talk about how supportive you are of your boyfriend and show up for him despite the Brad's and Chad's hating every second of it?
Taylor: It's so silly to me, how much everyone hates it. When I show up at the game, I'm just like every other significant other. I'm not there to take the spotlight away from anyone, I just want to watch my man play!
You: Oh my God, I totally get it. It's so strange to me the way some fans can't handle someone like you who has a whole other identity outside of who you're dating, showing up to support the person you love.
Taylor: It's like, relax! I'm just here to watch my boyfriend catch a ball!
You: Right? Just let me enjoy watching 20 cars drive around in circles in peace please!
Taylor: You two are so cute though. Trav was watching the race in Monaco a few months back, right after he invested in Alpine, and there was that one shot of you and Max after the end of the race in his garage and you were giving him a hug. I love how loudly you love him and how public he is about you. It's refreshing.
You: Oh gosh, thank you. Yes, he is so supportive of everything I do, just like Travis is. It's such a comfort, isn't it? *Taylor nods* He actually stayed in Austin an extra day so I could use his jet to come up here.
Taylor: Trav was supposed to go to that race but got caught up in training stuff. It looked like so much fun.
You: Have you ever been to a race? Either of you?
Taylor: I haven't but Travis went to the Las Vegas race last year. Said it was the one of the biggest parties he'd ever been to.
You: You'll have to come this year then! It's in a few weeks!
Taylor: I'll talk to Trav and see if we can make it happen.
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1,039,928 likes liked by maxverstappen1, taylorswift, kikagomes, and others theyappinghour What an absolute whirlwind of a week and a half. Spending time with your favorite artist, seeing her in her element, and then spending a few hours talking about everything from what it's like to live such a public life to how important it is to have a supportive significant other. I simply can't wait to share the behind the scenes vlog dropping at the end of this week and then the episode later this month. Taylor, you are a dream of a human being and we are so happy to have had this opportunity. Can't wait to see you and Travis at a race! taylorswift You are such a sweetheart! So glad we got to spend time together this past week! Can't wait to hear the episode my love! kikagomes how does it feel to live my dreammmm bestie??? >>>yourpersonalinsta kiks omg i will never recover from this!! maxverstappen1 Proud of you, as always lifeje. >>>yourpersonalinsta can't wait to see you so so so soon baby
"And he doesn't expect a thing?" You glance up at the ticket counter where the airline employee has begun to call first class. You stand, phone still pressed to your ear, pulling your carry on behind you.
"Nope!" On the other end, Max's PR manager Sophie giggles conspiratorially. "He was just complaining to GP ten minutes ago how he couldn't believe they didn't have more flights from Sao Paulo to Paris. He said he was considering upgrading his jet to one with longer range so he could fly private next time."
You roll your eyes but chuckle. If you were a drama queen, your boyfriend could be the drama king to match sometimes. Although you didn't blame him to be quite honest. After leaving Austin mid way through the race, you had missed the Mexico race entirely. The plan had been for you to fly down to Brazil for the Sao Paulo race but editing and press had taken much longer than you had anticipated so now it was Saturday night and you were boarding a 9 hour flight from New York to the South American country.
Only, Max didn't know that. Max thought you were getting on a flight to Nice via Paris before driving to Monaco where he'd meet you sometime late Monday night or early Tuesday morning. Joke was on him though, you had finished everything up and had called Sophie for help to get you down to Brazil just in time for Sunday's race.
"He's such a baby." You murmur as the flight attendant leads you to your seat.
"He is beside himself missing you." Sophie says and you can hear the smile in her voice. "Just make sure I'm around when he sees you for the firs time, okay? He's going to lose it."
Laughing, you hoist your suitcase into the overhead bin before settling down in the luxurious lie flat seat that will be your bed for the next nine hours. If everything goes right, you'll land in Brazil just as the postponed qualifying is finishing up and will be able to watch the entire race in person.
"Thank you for helping coordinate this, Soph. I really appreciate it."
"Anything to get Max out of this slump he's in!" She replies brightly.
A few minutes later, you hang up the phone and type out a quick text letting Max know you're boarding the flight. Luckily, the flight from New York to Paris is roughly the same time as the flight to Sao Paulo so he doesn't bat an eye when you tell him you'll be unreachable, only telling you that the doorman to his building is expecting you and to make yourself at home in his apartment in Monaco when you get there before he does.
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It is absolutely raining cats and dogs when the car Sophie hired pulls into the track after what feels like a lifetime of travel. Right after they served dinner on your flight, you took a sleeping pill and passed out for the duration of the flight, only waking up once the pilot turned on the overhead lights, signaling your arrival.
A quick text to Sophie alerts her to your arrival and she says she'll come and meet you outside the paddock with an extra umbrella. The driver that picked you up from the airport will take your luggage to the hotel where Max and the team are staying. When the car stops in front of the paddock gates, you spot Sophie immediately.
"Soph!!" You shout the moment you stumble out of the car, limbs a little stiff from the long car ride. Sao Paulo traffic is a beast in the best of weather but in a downpour like this? Nightmarish.
Sophie opens her arms to embrace you, "Oh I am so glad you're here. He is an absolute nightmare right now."
You grimace, knowing exactly why. He'd be starting P17 in a few hours. Between the team having got caught behind a red flag during Q2 and his 5 place grid penalty, it was a nightmare scenario for Max. All of this was compounded by Lando's win in the sprint yesterday and the fact that he was starting on pole today.
"Alright then, lets go. Maybe I can talk him down off a ledge before the race starts."
Sophie grins because she knows you'll be able to do just that. If there was anyone who could calm Mad Max down and bring him back to earth after the kind of morning the team had had today, it was you.
As you weave your way through the crowded paddock, the heavy rain simply not a deterrent to anyone at the track today, Max is in the garage considering the merits of scratching his eyeballs out so that he doesn't have to run this fucking race today. Everything is wrong. The car is terrible. Still. The FIA seemed to have a hard on for fucking up his weekend. Lando was on poll. And worst of all, he really fucking missed you. There was still several days between him and being reunited with you but if he could have just walked right out of the paddock and onto a plane to get to wherever you were in that moment, he would have. The only thing that seemed to settle him during these times lately was your steady presence in the garage. He didn't even need you to say anything, just knowing that you were around, within arms length if he needed you, did something to calm him like nothing else could.
He's talking to GP, actually, he's grumbling at GP when a familiar flash of hair and bright smile catches his eyes. Perfect, he thinks miserably, now I'm imagining her in the garage. I've gone full unhinged obsessed boyfriend, haven't I?
Imagine his shock when he actually hears your voice. "Max." You call out softly, hands clasped in front of you as you wait at the edge of the garage beside Sophie.
Max simply blinks a few times, as if he's trying to figure out if he's hallucinating or if you're really standing in front of him. His heart hammers in his chest when everything finally clicks into place. GP doesn't even bat an eye when Max walks away from him, mid sentence, before crossing the garage in a few short strides.
Max isn't usually one for intense public displays of affection, especailly in the garage and neither are you. There's a level of professionalism he likes to maintain while racing and you have always respected that but when Max sees you standing in front of him, practically drowning in one of his sweatshirts, hair wet and messy from walking through the paddock in the rain, he can't stop himself from scooping you up in his arms. Burying his head in your neck, he inhales deeply. So deeply that his lungs pinch with pain from the way he's trying to commit the way you smell to memory.
"You're here." He murmurs, voice thick and heavy with emotion. "What are you doing here? I thought you were going to meet me in Monaco?"
Max sets you down, not really wanting you out of his arms but wanting to move you to a quieter part of the garage. Behind you, Sophie, GP and the rest of the team discreetly shuffle away to give you two a bit of privacy.
"I knew how hard the last two races were for you and I just..." Pausing, you have to wait for a moment for your hands to stop shaking. You've been running on sheer adrenaline and caffeine for what feels like the last three weeks now and the emotion of the moment catches up to you. "I just wanted to be here for you."
Max lowers his lips to yours, covering them in a kiss that is all longing and white hot heat. He keeps the kiss just this side of tame enough for the garage, not wanting to draw the ire of Christian but he had needed to taste you then. His hand comes up to cup your face while the other slips around your waist, pulling you in closer to his body. He's slightly damp from how wet it's been this morning but none of that matters now that you're back in his arms.
"I missed you so much." He murmurs, blue eyes practially sparkling down at you, he's so happy. It's been weeks since he's felt like this. Settled. Like he can take on the world. For the first time in what feels like forever, Max has a sense of determination that wraps itself around him. Like the championship isn't all but lost to Lando. Like the car isn't going to be terrible today, even though he might not even finish in the points. Like everything he's gone through the past few months on the track is all about to end because you're finally here and if anyone can bring the team luck, it's you.
"I love you." You whisper into his chest. "Now, let's go show the world why you're about to become a 4 time world champion, yeah?"
And that's exactly what he does.
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938,398 likes liked by redbullracing, taylorswift, yourdad and others yourpersonalinsta we are SO back, baby!!! What started out as a nightmare of a day turned into a generational drive for the history books. P17 to P1 and I cannot believe I was there to witness it. Max, I am proud of you beyond words. You and the entire team deserve this win today. I love you to the moon and back, Maxie. (tagged: maxverstappen1) taylorswift what a race! Trav and I caught most of it before the game today. Congratulations!!! >>>yourpersonalinsta hope to see you in Vegas in a couple of weeks! >>>user928 oh my god, new bestie duo unlocked!? maxverstappen1 words fail to describe how much I love you baby. Thank you for always being in my corner and never giving up on me, even when I want to give up on myself. Love you to the ends of time, schatje >>>user928 i am SOBBING. Boyfriend Max is my favorite Max.
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this is the final part of maroon
ā®āĖ when carlos breaks readerās heart, lando is ready to mend it
ā®āĖ ex carlos sainz x singer!reader | bestfriend lando norris x singer!reader | boyfriend lando norris x singer!reader
ā®āĖ tofi talks: final part!! not very happy about this one but ive been really busy x
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f1gossip: After a few weird comments on IG by Lando apparently he did score a date! YN and Lando were spotted today in Monaco having fun with some friends. As many of you have already seen they seemed pretty cozy together š A mutual friend (private acc) posted the last picture on his story.
We donāt have pictures but a trusted source told as she saw them a few nights ago in a VERY expensive restaurant in Monaco.
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user1: this is everything i dreamed of in the last 5 years
user2: they look so happy together :(
user3: wasnāt she dating carlos like 3 months ago?
user4: slut
user5: am i the only one that finds CRAZY that she is suddenly dating lando after ending a 3 year relationship with his best friend? lol
user4: paddock bunny behavior
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yourusername: thank you thank you thank you for the love on my new album!!! š§š»āāļø i worked so hard on it and seeing your reactions, analysis, and just comments in general fills my with joy.
thank you landonorris for your support while writing good riddance, i love you š¤
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landonorris: i love being your muse!
oscarpiastri: here he goesā¦
landonorris: you know i think we should tell people which songs are about me
landonorris: dress, invisible string, new yearās dayā¦ļæ¼yourusername: omg SHUT UP
landonorris: i love you iām really super proud of you!
user1: lol lando
user2: i love the album so much! love the transition between songs and the story that it tells. amazing job!
yourusername: thank you!!! means a lot š¤
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lilymhe: yes
landonorris: iām so lucky to be loved by you. i love you
yourusername: mwaaaaah
alexalbon: FINALLY
oscarpiastri: peace š¤š»
lilymhe: iām crying in my car rn
user1: drops an album, a surprise song and then THIS šš¼
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landonorris: she wrote a few songs about me and now iām stuck in a relationship with her ig
(just kidding i cried while listening to her album and had to beg on my knees for a date, you are the love of my life)
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yourusername: you can have all the love songs you want š¤
yourusername: pookie I LOVE YOUUUU
landonorris: ill cry again stop
danielricciardo: congrats guys! finally happened š
maxverstappen1: Please send me a thank you gift
user1: how is this on you maxverstappen1: I told him to ask her out š landonorris: yeah yeah, thank you max š
user2: i thought that after she broke up with carlos we wouldnt have to see her annoying ass again š
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yourusername: forever isnāt so scary with you :)
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What is soft launch? (Carlos Sainz)
Part two
Summary: Max Verstappenās ex girlfriend moves on with none other than Ferrariās Carlos Sainz and theyāve managed to keep their relationship under wraps until now. | part three |
Type: insta au
Face claim: Cindy Kimberly
Pairing: Carlos Sainz x fem!reader x ex!Max Verstappen
Warning: fluff, salty max, romantic carlos hehe
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CarlosSainz55 best summer break yet š
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LandoNorris you included our golf date š
CarlosSainz55 date???
LandoNorris thatās exactly what I said š
DanielRicciardo and I wasnāt included in this date, why??? šŖ
LandoNorris weāre keeping it lowkey for now
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CarlosSainz55 I miss you more amor, see you soon.
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F1Wags Y/N was seen leaving Carlos Sainz home with not one, but two (!!) bouquets of flowers seemingly from the Spaniard. This comes after the two have been frequenting the same places recently. Y/N and Max Verstappen broke up more than 2 years ago and itās the first time thereās been rumors of her being linked with anybody else since. In contrast, Max moved on to Kelly Piquet only a month after their breakup. Are we getting our favorite wag back? š¤
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Username THE grid rizz
Username Am I the only one who really wants them to be a couple?
Username she couldnāt find someone else?
Username im on my knees
Username didnāt think weād get Y/N as a wag againš
Username imagine Max right now š¤£š¤£
Username karma really came to bite him and I OOPš³
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F1Wags Y/N and Carlos Sainz were spotted kissing and getting cozy only a day after she was photographed leaving his home. Weāve got our favorite girl back, but now in Ferrari š“
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Username can you blame her?
Username if I looked like her Iād be through half the grid already š®āšØ
Username she really waited so long, she deserves this
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Username these races are gonna be so awkward š«¢
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Username not ashamed to say thatās my Ferrari girl!
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Username sir have you forgotten youāve got a girlfriend?
LandoNorris Take this down mate. Iām about to call you
MaxVerstappen1 This is so fucked up
LandoNorris sheās just moved on is all
MaxVerstappen1 but with Carlos out of all people?
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CarlosSainz55 One whole year with you mi princesa šø Iām happy to have spent this last year just us two without being under the microscope of the whole world and though things are now different, Iām glad I get to experience this life with you. I love you ā¤ļøāš„
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YourUsername Happy one year to us mi amor. Grateful for you alwaysš
CarlosSainz55 mi princesa
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Charlottesiine you guys are so great togetherā¤ļø
Yourbff thanks for always filling her home with flowers, you really make her the happiest š„¹
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YourUsername heās still yours too Lando!
LandoNorris I knew youād still share himš
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Username Max must be on the floor rn
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YourUsername hard launching on our one yearā¤ļøāš„ Grateful for you. I adore how you always show your love for me, we really give each other our all everyday no matter where in the world we are. Iām glad I get to experience this life with you (and PiƱon!) I love you mi amor š„°š„°
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CarlosSainz55 I know what a soft and hard launch means now š³ I love you mi princesa and so does piƱon.
YourUsername with the amount of treats I give him he better love me š¶ te amo ā„ļø
Yourbff my favorites!
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LandoNorris but carlando still lives on š®āšØ
YourUsername Iāll never stand in the way š«”
LandoNorris this is the hardest launch Iāve seen
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tuesday again 3/19/2024
boy hope i never run out of zelda games to play or my mental health is going to Tank. there are very vague endgame stuff spoilers (not where zelda is, but some of the time fuckery) but i am going to spoil a bit of the rito sage quest. nothing is rot-13'ed. i feel like that's a fair compromise since this game has been out for about a year? please let me know YOUR opinions on recent game spoilers
listening
Thanks A Lot But No Thanks from the 1955 musical It's Always Fair Weather, sung by Dolores Grey. this was Dolores Grey propaganda in the @hotvintagepoll. i love a sugar baby song and this is sort of an. anti-sugar-baby song? a satitrical sugar baby song? she thanks suitors for increasingly improbable gifts (the state of Maine, et al) before killing them??
the PIPES on this woman!!! the comedic timing!!! she pulls out a gun and shoots suitors dead while thanking them for an autographed picture of john wayne!!! she pulls a big lever and they all fall under the stage!!! ive been having kind of a Time in the depths of unemployment and this made me genuinely laugh (not one short sharp bark of laughter, full on cackling).
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thanks for the darling uranium mine indeed
reading
the moonstone by wilkie collins (and philip). this has been my falling asleep reading book. this is decidedly not a cozy mystery but the stakes are not like. so high i have to keep reading through the night to find out what happens. i'm having a good time with it, currently about halfway and still very irritated with rachel, the main character right now. i have not revised my "spoiled brat" opinion and i look forward to seeing if i ever revise it.
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The Three Musketeers (2011, dir. Paul W.S. Anderson). thank you mackintosh (this is a discard from my hometown library and no one needs to know where that is thanks). it's pretty widely available on free platforms rn which is how you know it's good. it's not Good is the thing but it is extremely fun. it is straight up the three musketeers but with an airship. milla jovovich jumps off an airship into the channel. milla jovovich does some assassins creed shit. luke evans does some assassins creed shit. there is an airship fight and an airship chase. it is So cheesy and unfortunately never got another sequel. it also inexplicably has some of the finest cinematic swordfighting since the golden age of hollywood.
this was a really successful impromptu movie night pick for a more widely varied gang than usual, including some teens. my bestie also enjoyed it, which i am So pleased by bc she has extremely exacting movie taste. this cast is so stacked for no good reason: orlando bloom, luke evans, christoph waltz, mads mikkelsen, matthew macfayden...
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i have a post in my head about breath of the wild and tears of the kingdom and their dialogue with each other about loss and grief, but i think that's going to have to wait until i have a little bit more brainpower. perhaps i can talk a little bit about how they make me feel about loss and grief, and how i was upset for zelda and her hundred-year siege in the last one but i am so so so desperately sad for zelda in tears of the kingdom.
i played through breath of the wild with a constant background sense of loss and grief. this is only partially due to the real-life severe depression and joblessness. i think this is a personal brain thing and not a game thing, but i did feel guilty when fucking around in breath of the wild and not actively doing main quests to save zelda. like i would look at the castle off in the distance and feel kind of bad. the champions (and zelda!) telling link as soon as physically possible that it wasn't his fault made me cry in real life every time. i get it's like a month max of in-universe time between games, but it still feels like he has once again missed SO much. i think this is sort of a larger symptom of depression in that i look at [REDACTED] in tears of the kingdom and get a bit hopeless about [REDACTED] and it's like. well i might as well go pick golden apples and not do main quests. time is meaningless.
i am really glad they kept the shrine of resurrection on the plateau in tears of the kingdom. if that hadn't been there i the player would have felt very unmoored. i cannot begin to think how unreal and depersonalized it would have made link feel.
enough of that! the hero's path function is so funny. there are such huge swathes of the map i looked at and said No Thanks! Not Yet!
my depths map is even funnier. eight lightroots so far. no thank you! too scary still! i thought until VERY RECENTLY that all the caves and wells led to the depths and was avoiding them. mistake! cool shit in caves and wells! some horrible boys as well but they are vastly outnumbered by the cool shit.
the rito sage quest fucked SO severely. i had so much fucking fun with that boss fight even though it took me a real life two hours to get up to the arena with the puzzles to unlock the boss fight. i also surprised myself and did not have to look up how to beat any of the puzzles or the boss! just entered a state of flow and looked up and it was three hours later! i know a lot of people are very grumpy about how this was not a totally new game with a totally new map, but i have nothing but praise for the mechanics in this completely new section. knocked my socks off. made me think but wasn't too frustrating. made me use all my powers and all my weapon types. it was simply a great deal of almost frictionless fun! some over the top sick as shit stuff that is the whole point of video games as a medium imo
unlocked all the geoglyphs and i am Upset. i am UPSET.
and now for some horse talk (TM): i kept the very first horse i caught out of nostalgia even though these stats are not very good. i think the naming scheme for this game will be H (the last game was C). the breath of the wild giant ganon horse is so funny. you can't do shit with this horse. you can't change the mane. you can't change the tack. you can't increase his stats. he's just There. Large.
tangential horse talk: why is this lynel in the wetlands. his feathering and fetlocks are going to rot off. he is going to founder
some places ASCEND works where i didn't expect it to: tree. water you can stand in.
i stumbled across the last power completely accidentally while trying to deliver some eyes to a mysterious god and this was so fucking funny. i DID throw this guy down a big pit in the last game and he never came back. i forgot about that.
also people were fucking gaga for rauru but why didn't i see people talking about either of these two last summer on this, the -girl affix site and the scruffy shredded boy site
some other bits and bobs:
i was so annoyed patricia was part of the compendium in the last game i fucking got her this time ok
very hashtag relatable languages moment
unrelated to either of those things, i have done the gerudo sage quest except for the boss battle and i missed two huge swathes of hashtag tunnel gameplay (going to find riju through the tunnels. simply went overland) and getting to the central temple chamber (simply used ascend). whoops
there's a little tower concept art piece in purah's room in the ancient lab! that's a fun little touch i really love, it really helps differentiate the games and show changes in the overworld between games in a very cheap and east way for the devs
bc i play these games like dressup simulators, i also want to note that misko's tents are also really fun, they really feel like they're from a much earlier era and i'm stumbling across an untouched archaeological site
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garden update: growing along okay, it has been so so so wet lately and i should have bitten the bullet and bought the big expensive bag of perlite, the drainage is not terrific. i should elevate all the planters and that would help a bit too. tomatoes are bit leggy, i moved them out of the partial shade on the end of the balcony and in front of the window. i am a bit concerned about them getting scorched, but again it's been so wet lately they need all the help they can get. i feel like they're established enough to be pruned a bit to make them bushier but i am Afraid. there are worse things in life than leggy tomatoes
the pic on the left below: these bush beans are looking a bit strange as well. the four shorter ones came up, promptly withered their cotyledons, and i thought they died until they popped out their first true leaves. the larger ones i think may have some kind of mosaic virus but it's a little early to tell. these are bins that haven't been used outside (they stored clothes in for the move) and new dirt from home depot. either the dirt or the seed stock itself may have been infected? very strange. the cucumbers in the bin in the back (hidden by the beans) are also taking forever to get going. at least the sweet peas are doing fine. the spinach i planted in that back bin withered where the stems met the soil and died. i think it was simply to early and too damp for them.
anyway on the right pic above: these normie peas and normie climbing beans seem to be doing fine. that's dill in the gray pot and basil in the bucket, they also seem to be doing fine. just sort of a perplexing corner on the other side of the balcony.
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helloo! volt here again to send u some emojis from the misceverse ask game & ask u some more misceverse questions if u don't mind :33
first; š, š¾, š¶āš«ļø, š, š¼, š¦ (that much cuz i'd love to hear u yap abt urself !!)
second; u were talking about your heat, but i was thinking like "humans don't have the hormones to do that... right?" and now i'm a little confused, are you pretending to have a heat? or do yo u do some specific things or what do you ... do ? sorry if this seem ignorant or hard to understand or something, i just really wanna understand bc i idon't get it but idk how to convey my question.
(man- english can be hard sometimes)
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hellooo! please donāt worry at all, i know it can be confusing bc itās different for everyoneā like, my way of being an omega might not look the same as someone elseās and thatās okay! iāll answer the game questions first and then get into the biology/personal idenity section ;3
š ; do you have a mate(s)? if so, whatās your mateās dynamic and scent? yes, i do have a mate! weāve been together for three years, and bonded for probably two and a half of them. (if you want me to go into bonding i can!!) heās a beta and his scent is mint and chocolate (sooo yummy hehe)
š¾ ; do you have any friends who are misce? i mean, not really? nobody iād really call friend rn (more like acquaintance!!) online, and defo nobody irl ;( hoping to make some here tho!! :33
be warned, u said i could yap so i have hehe!! but i put it under the cut to keep it short for everyone else <3
š¶āš«ļø ; are you open to being misce in real life? or do you prefer to keep your misce identity online? as of rn, definitely online. i donāt really act much differently online as i do irl, like i think that as a person i have (as cringe as this sounds) a very āstereotypical omegaā personality in that iām pretty submissive and have people pleasing tendencies. but i donāt use misce terminology outside of the internet and my house :,)
š ; what would you like to see more of in the misce community? weeeell i havenāt really been in it for very long, but i would love to just see more of everyone! like this has been such a great experience for me so far and i want to share that with ppl who are similar :33
š¼ ; do you regress? does being misce influence your regression? um iām not sure! iām still exploring regression, but i think iām mostly just a very needy submissive rather than a regressor. like, my mate does take on a caregiving role and i am kinda helpless when iām subbed out, but iām not really sure youād count that as regression as i know itās not sexual for most people!! i tend to think of it more as being really in my omega (if that makes literally any sense??) rather than regressing!
š¦ ; do you have any misce needs/urges? hehehe yes absolutely! i love to nest, and my whole apartment is cozy to the max bc itās basically one big nest. i love my friends and my mate, and i love to nurture the bonds between us (although i wouldnāt say weāre a pack, i still love them all). i think that a lot of my mannerisms are pretty misce omega, and as iām about to go into in a lot more details, i have a fairly regular heat cycle. tbh i feel like thereās so much more to that answer that iām not saying (bc uāre right, english is hard), but thatās all i can think of off the top of my head! :33
okay!! now onto my personal misceverse (this might all be so tmi but i have no fear and unlimited characters)
so iām afab, and i have a pretty regular human horomone/menstruale cycle. in the human horomone cycle, similar to cycles in misceverse/omegaverse, thereās a phase called āovulationā that lasts about a week and is when a person is most fertile. irl the person would get kinda horny (usually, itās different for everyone) bc their body is prepping them for, ya know, procreation.
in omegaverse, this is turned up to the max. if u look at literally any omegaverse content youāll see right away that itās hornier than horny. like, week long sex fest horny. debilitatingly insatiable sex drive that leaves u house bound for days horny.
soooo, thatās kinda what itās like for me. iāve always been a very hormonal person anyway, and iām also neurodivergent and i think (canāt confirm) that it makes me extra sensitive to, like, everything, including my horomones. heats for me are just (kinda painful) super horny times where iām very easily overwhelmed and need the isolation of my home, my nest, until it ends and my horomones settle again. this is defo tmi but sometimes my mate (who is the love of my life and also a beta) canāt keep up with the omega-in-heat energy and has to tap out, and weāve jokingly talked about opening up our relationship just for heats :,)
in terms of horomones/pheromones (which are a huge part of misce/omegaverse), humans irl actually do have pheromones that attract potential partners, and they are stronger during ovulation. in omegaverse, this is much much more obvious, given that everyone has a signiture scent in a way that humans outside of misceverse/omegaverse donāt! but yeah they are a real thing, and i use a lot of perfume/scented moistures/oils daily to enchance mine. my mate always say i sell delicous so i must be doing smth right hehehe ;3
OMG okay i have no idea if uāre still reading (i donāt blame u if u arent!!), but i hope that all makes sense ! truly, my yapping abilities know no bounds. anyway, i hope that was at least a little bit interesting and if u have any more questions pls ask!! <33
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GAME SESSION 4 RECAP
iāve had a very emotionally draining day even before playing this so weāll see what awaits me beyond the start screen this time HAHA
as always, spoilers for both games and the hbo series below!! (this one is L O N G)
i want to play today but iām also going through it so weāll see how this plays out lmao
hours played: 8 or 9 hours?? somewhere around there idk when i started
KICKIN IT OFF:
so iām kinda scared bc joel and ellie are in the same clothes that theyāre in during the winter section which iāve seen some clips of. which means hurt/sick joel soon? and uhhh DAVID. so yknow. kinda nervous about that.
excited to see nolan and troy in another project together tho. a dynamic duo in the gaming industry truly.
omg this section is called go big horns. CUTE
i donāt remember what i did last haha but iām in a dorm hall? weāll see what happens
OH iām supposed to get a gate open. slay
i love when joel gets on the horse he says āscoot.ā LIKE HE DID W SARAH ON THE COUCHš„²š
god i wish fall would fucking GET HERE
sorry the jacket on joel looks so cozy
iām so on edge rn itās too quiet
uh ooohhhh muthafuckin spores
i knew it was too quiet iām so scared bro
if thereās a bloater here i will exit the game LMAO
okay in this one room thereās a melee weapon, a bomb, and arrows. not liking the looks of this so far
do i really have to drop down tho?? do i??
FUCKIN HELL I DONāT LIKE THIS AT ALL
iām gonna try to coax my dog to sit in here w me HAHAHA
okay well theyāre both not having it
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I FUCKING HEAR A BLOATER UR JOKING
i threw a bottle down the hall and was SPAMMING square to open this door holy fuck
that was so close i was literally like āpleasepleasepleasepleasepleaseā holy fuck dude
i feel like every infected known to man is gonna seep through the walls of this campus when i turn this generator on
i was wondering if joel went to college
him being more open w ellieš„ŗ
āok.ā ātoo much?ā ātoo much.ā iām gonna fucking cry again. i love seeing the more sensitive side of joel, because he clearly is quite sensitive. he doesnāt like bringing up sarah that often, he doesnāt want to talk about what happened with his wife. heās clearly still affected by these things. heās just had to shove those feelings down and become hardened by the apocalypse. he still cares under his grizzled and weathered surface.š„ŗ
i also love the development of how ellie respects his boundaries and doesnāt push too much further into his past after the ranch house conversation. after he says itās too much, she doesnāt say anything else. GOD the writing is so so good
OMG WAIT i forgot to mention the duct tape on joelās boots like forever ago. i like that they added that detail in the show too :)
if anything happens to callus while iām in here, i will simply cry
ācāmon kiddo, give me your handā š„ŗ
dude bros iām so scared for when joel is gonna get hurt bc i most definitely remember it being near brick buildings? and all of these buildings fall into that category? and joel is in the same clothes? i am uhh how you sayā¦SCARED
max health letās gooooooo
so whoever is here has definitely been watching us. they made a sound RIGHT upstairs and they cleared out that fast?? theyāve absolutely been watching us and iām scared that they heard ellie say that we have the cure to mankindš«
sure are a lot of bottles and bricks up here š
dog break bc they needed to get some energy out
BACK TO THE GAME
BRO THATāS SO SCARY THAT PEOPLE CAN MOVE THIS FAST
so weāre not gonna investigate that??
just pushinā on?? this is not looking good bros
yoooooo this xray looks DOPE
i really donāt wanna open this door
IT WAS MONKEYS THE TIME
THE MONKEYS ARE A FALSE ALARM I KNOW IT DEEP IN MY BONES WHY ELSE WOULD THERE BE 500 BRICKS AND BOTTLES
THEY INJECTED THE MONKEYS????
broooooo
uh oh cutscene i am scared
to utah!! right?
why did he stop? joel please not now
uh oh spaghetti-oās!
do i have to go back the way i came???? that was SO FAR BRO
fuuuuck
OH NO JOEL PLZ NOT OVER THE RAILS PLEASE
ELLIE??? NO HELP??? WH-?????
oh fuck goddamnit the railing BROKE
IMPALED????????? WHAT????????
FUCKING IMPALED?????
IāM GONNA START CRYING NO
THE STRUGGLED BREATHS??
HIM REACHING OUT TO ELLIE??????
STILL PROTECTING HER AS HEāS LITERALLY IMPALED STOP
THE TEARING SOUNDS???
JOEL YELLING???
IāM GONNA CRY BRO
STOP I HATE THIS
ELLIE IS SO SCARED
UUUUGH DUDE
SAYING HEāS FINE?? TO NOT SCARE HER?? OR TO TRICK HIS OWN BRAIN?? PROBABLY BOTH?
i know heās gonna be okay but i am still very much in distress
his hands are COVERED in blood :(
this hurts my soul
oh my god sheās covered in blood too :((
ELLIEāS BEING SUCH A HELP ASSURING HIM I-
he doesnāt wanna put his weight on her and slow them down further :(
āthen fucking walkā LMAO
the trail of blood š„²
HER HELPING HIM I CANāT DO THIS
HEY FUCKER LET GO OF THE HORSE
omg ellie is badass bro
i mean i knew that already but goddamn sheās really steppin up
oh my god please donāt fall of the horse joel
ā¦he fell off the fucking horse
HE LOOKS SO PALE :(
IāM GETTING FLASHBACKS TO HER SAYING GET UP TO HIM š
WINTER?? we mustāve been in mid-late november just now then
THE ICONIC RABBIT
SLAY ELLIE
this feels so fucking weird playing ellie
i bet anyone playing this without spoilers for the first time was panicking thinking joel was dead
oh it takes her a hot minute to climb
DETAILS
gotta take that into account tho iām so used to big grumpy texas man
āwhat is this place?ā GIRL DONāT GO
NOLAN NORTH IS IN THERE
talking to herself in reassurance :(
took a food break
OH MY GOD OKAY UHHHH WAS NOT EXPECTING DAVID THIS EARLY
YES ELLIE
ellie i donāt think they have antibiotics
i fucking love ellie dude
āiāve had some practiceā i love how even when itās ellieās thereās essences of joel here
like he literally taught her how to use the rifleš„²
bro am i playing COD zombies or??
i do not trust david at all. i know heās helping me to build trust but heāll totally fuck me over later
i only trust joel to boost me bro
BLOATER??
i just started nailing that motherfucker with molotovs and bombs. that seems to work well :)
DO NOT touch ellie bro
āwe make a pretty good teamā donāt get ahead of yourself here dAvId. iāve known you for like 10 minutes
I REMEMBER SEEING MOCAP VIDEO OF THIS SCENE
crazy man traveling with a little girl? uh sir, i donāt know if youāve noticed, but there is no man with ellie. and she covered up saying she has a group as well.
what man? ellie is alone. LEAVE HER ALONE DAVID.
āyouāre just a kid.ā with YOUR RIFLE pointed at YOUR FACE bro shut the hell up
oh wellā¦ now thatās not fair james can fuck off
are we sure this is medicine??? this could be fucking poison dawg
āi can protect youā nah iām good thereās a grumpy texas man waiting for me
bro theyāre gonna follow ellie and sheās gonna lead them right to joel and shitās gonna go down i feel it in my bones
JOELLLLLLL
heās looking worse for wear
my heart w this music UGH
STOP. HIM SHIVERING AND HER CHECKING HIS TEMP ON HIS HEAD
AND THEN LAYING NEXT TO HIM
AND HEāS LOOKING OVER AT HER
šššššššš
THEYāVE COME SO FARRRRRRR
what THE FUCK did i say
GODDAMNIT
YEA THEY TRACKED YOU
KINDA EASY TO DO THAT IN THE SNOW
ELLIE IāM NOT MAD AT YOU IāM JUST STRESSED
HER KEEPING HIM UPDATED EVEN THOUGH HE MIGHT BE SO OUT OF IT I CANNOT
THE WAY HE STIRRED WHEN SHE SAID SHE WAS GONNA DRAW THEM AWAY HE WANTS TO GET UP AND FIGHT FOR HERRRRRRRR AAAHHHHHHH
NOOO CALLUS NO BRO NOOOOOOO
IāM HAVING RDR2 FLASHBACKS
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
WHY DO I STILL GET ATTACHED WHEN I KNOW WHATāS GONNA HAPPEN EVERY. FUCKING. TIME
okay stealth with ellie is kinda fun
the bow is the way to go apparently lmao
iām so pissed i missed possible loot bc i decided to go the way that looked like it had loot. FUCK
SECRET TUNNELLLLLLL! SECRET TUNNEL! THROUGH THE MOUNTAIN! haha
sheās so worried about joelš„ŗ
me too tho i get it
the way that iām naming every voice actor of these npcās the whole time iāve been playing this gameš
iām like āoh my god yuri! laur! travis! nolan!ā i do this with every game tho LMAO
the fucking music in the background is hauntingly beautiful
this lodge goes hard dude i wanna live here
ELLIE
FUUUUCK DAVID DUDE
EEEEEEWWWWWWWWWWWW
THE SOUND EFFECTS OF THE CUTTING BLEH
āitās deerā BULLSHIT GUY I JUST SAW A MOTHERFUCKER CHOPPING UP A WHOLE P E R S O N
āyouāre a fucking animalā *continues to eat like an animal*
this is something that i do think about when it comes to apocalypse situations like how fast would some people resort toā¦ other forms of sustenanceā¦
dude nolan killed it being creepy as fuck haha
how long until he snaps dude iām scared. heās too calm
āand youāre specialā NOOOOOOOOOOooooooooOOOOOOOPE
YAāLL HAVE FUN
IāM NOT GONNA DO THAT HAHA
why tf is she letting him touch her hand bro i wouldāve broken his goddamn fingers by now
wait she has to be acting so theyāll let her go nvm sheās clever lmao
OH MY GOD I SWEAR I DIDNāT KNOW SHE FUCKING BREAKS HIS FINGER
HOLY SHIT YEEES
ātell them that ellie is the little girl that broke your fucking finger.ā OH MY GOD?? F E R A L
āhow did you put it? hmm? tiny pieces?ā ITāS THE LINE!! AH
also G R O S S
JOOOEEEELLLLLL
joel ur gonna rip those fuckin stitches man
woooaaah the controller light went from green to yellow? OHHHHH ITāS BASED ON MY HEALTH
why did that take me so long to notice? LMAOOOOO
the way that iām walking slow as if thatāll put him through less painš
i take back what i said before about being able to hear him breathe bc this is so fucking sad hearing him grunting and struggling and shivering
i audibly shushed joel when he yelled for ellie like it was gonna do anything HAHA
having an injury in the cold fucking suuuuucks dude ur so sensitive to the weather
JESUS TAPDANCING CHRIST. even when joel is in extreme pain heās taking not one, but TWO hostages. and theyāre not overpowering him. jesus
ļæ¼HOLY FUCK JOEL. HE IS IN SO MUCH PAIN. AND JUST WAILIN ON THESE GUYS
jesus fucking christ
āfocus right here.ā
i- this is doing something to meš«¢
ANYWAYYYY
PUTTING THE KNIFE IN HIS MOUTH AND MAKING HIM MARK THE MAP IN HIS OWN BLOOD IS C O L D AS HELL
āand it better be the same spot your buddy points toā OH MY GOD JOEL
āthatās alright. i believe him.ā
iām sittin here like š³š«¢š®
bro do not FUCK with joel miller goddamn
ellie you better wake the fuck up the terminator is coming to pick you up
oh shit oh fuck oh shit
YEA FUCK YOU DAVID LOOK AT HER ARM FUCKER
SLAAYYYYY ELLIE
oh this is a blizzard alright
sorry my midwesterner came out there for a sec
dude nolan is scary in this role heās doin great
iām waiting to hear joel absolutely fucking shit up in the distance
hearing ellie shiver :(
DUDE BURNING BUILDING BOSS FIGHT? slay
DAVID IS SO SCARY
JOOOOOEEEELLLLLL
iām the one that will be fucking shit up? EXCELLENTš¹
THEREāS LIKE 12 GUYS FOR ME TO HANDLE?? I HAD LIKE 5 or 6 FOR ELLIE TOTAL GODDAMN
ellieās bag!!
when he walks into the butcher and sees whatās hanging then is like āi gotta find her. i gotta find herā in a slightly panicked tone? NO ONE TALK TO ME
oh shit indeed joel
ELLIE WAKE UUUUP I DONāT LIKE THIS ELLIE WAKE UUUUUUPPPP
iām waiting for joel to come in and fuck shit up part 2 electric boogaloo
david is pathetic bro fighting a 14 yr old. watching her crawl for a weapon desperately, only to laugh and kick her when she gets close
holy fuck dude. no one talk to me. no one perceive me rn.
the first time heās called her babygirlš
oh my god. iām fucking C R Y I N G rn
super traumatic things happen right before the seasons change i should know this by now
weāre in spring now oh boy
AHH THE OUTFITS!!! THE ONES THAT PEDRO AND BELLA WERE WEARING ON SET!!! AHHH
āletās go kiddoā i- i need a minute after what just went down dude
i feel like i should stop now but i know iām close to the ending
weāve made it to utah!
āiām gonna teach you how to play guitarā ššššššššššš
ellieās spacing out bc sheās scared :(
this is so crazy bc this literally looks like pedro and bella from behind
i love the fits that are goin on these might be my favorite so far
the rv :(
iām literally crying just thinking about how full circle it is that joel lost his daughter, but has now gained a daughter. he tried so hard to fight it off. he even told her straight to her face that heās not her father. now jump to him calling her babygirl and kiddo, and how theyāre just chatting away about ellieās dreams. how joelās voice sounds warmer and softer, and so does ellieās. i canāt fuckin do this bro
also not only the evolution from the beginning where he was like ugh a childš, but just from wyoming to now is so fucking wholesome. āi sure as hell aināt your dad.ā to now??? FUCK dude. iām emotional
iām not jazzed about being back in a city
if he calls her kiddo or babygirl one more time it will be my undoing
WAIT GIRAFFE SOON??? I FUCKIN HOPE SO
joel checking on her and not wanting to push her so heās just like āitās fineā so she doesnāt feel like she needs to be as talkative as she usually isš„²
my heartā¦ HURTS bro
BZKSBSKDVSKSVDLWVDOEGSKSV THIS HURTS BRO HE WAS READY TO BOOST HER AND HE JUST SAW THAT SHE WAS STILL THERE AND SPACED OUT AGAIN AND I-ššššššššš
I AM A GLASS CASE OF EMOTION RIGHT NOW
STOP HE GOT SO SCARED
GIRAFFE TIME???
āwhat in the sam hell?ā ASDFGHKLBDKS
GIRAFFE TIME!!!!!š„³š„³š„³šŗš»šŗš»šŗš»
THEREāS TWO???
THE MUSIC? STOP IT
THEREāS THREE?!!
ādonāt scare itā āi wonāt, i wonātā IN THE SOFTEST VOICE I- MMMMMMMMM
WHY AM I CRYING ABOUT 2 PEOPLE PETTING A GIRAFFE
WAIT I KNOW THIS SONG
VANISHING GRACE!
ellie instantly perked up. itās like a father and daughter at the zooš„¹ sheās like āhurry up! come on!ā I CANNOT TAKE THIS
EIGHT GIRAFFES???
is a heart to heart about to happen bc i canāt take it rn iām a mess
āis it everything you were hopinā for?ā āitās got itās ups and downs. canāt deny the view thoughāš
i hope the game knows that i will literally fucking stand here for eternity. and this is what joel and ellie are gonna do for the rest of their lives. giraffe watch. no more trauma. just giraffes bein dudes.
and this is all before the ending??? CURSE YOU NAUGHTY DOG
i donāt want to progress bc theyāre both so content and peaceful rn. UGH iām sorry yaāll we have to continue. JOEL. ELLIE. IāM SORRY
oh god i wasnāt expecting a cutscene am i about to get my heart broken? again?
āwe donāt have to do thisā ONE LINE IN AND IāM ALREADY UUUGH
they donāt want to let go of each otherā¦ bc they need each other at this point.
āit canāt be for nothingā THERE IT IS
uh ooohhhhh joelās feeling differently mefinks
i want to hug both of them so fucking tight dudebros. so fucking tight.
i think i am gonna stop here bc i am tired and in pain from this fucking chair haha
yea this one was super ultra mega long. iām sorry. i just got a lot to say and analyze sometimes yknow?? lots of story this time! maybe thatās why itās longer haha
i just know that i am literally never going to be the same after playing this game. iām so fucking happy that i finally did.
we finish(?) tomorrow! and iāll probably do a seperate post from the next recap about what i thought of the game as a whole, and oh boy is that gonna be long too haha
but yea iām so fucking excited but also scared to finish this!! until tomorrow!!š¤
#the last of us spoilers#the last of us#tlou spoilers#tlou#joel miller#ellie williams#joel and ellie#mads plays the last of us!šæ
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the kinks, madonna, and jimi hendrix
The Kinks: 3 of your favorite blogs @max-kuehn and @spookygirlfriend are some great friends of mine with good blogs! and then for a third blog.. @kingrimbaud is my top fav blog according to tumblr rn so Iāll go with them :)
Madonna: Describe your crush um... if I am being real with you chief I am gonna go with a c*leb crush since like the ppl in my everyday life that I crushed on I have not seen in months bc I am in my hometown instead of uni. anyways itās pretty obvious who it is and I am lowkey ashamed but he has nice eyelashes, lips, and green eyes and had this kinda androgynous vibe when they were younger so yeah.. also same birthday and our names rhymeĀ
Jimi Hendrix: Name 8 things that make you happy
animals, music, my friends (especially steph and flo who I mentioned above :ā) ), ppl laughing at my jokes/thinking I am funny, when ppl send me stuff that made them think of me, my pets, hot showers, and being cozy in bed!
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Hii!!!! Can I please have a match up?? I am a 19 year old girl whoās straight, a infp and has adhd. Iām 5ā9 and I prefer guys taller than me :) Iām in school rn for pastry and Iām training to be a pastry chef! I have long brown hair that falls to my mid back, glasses, blue eyes, and pale. Iām very girly and also kinda innocent but Iām trying not to be. I personally like guys that are more aggressive than me and tend to be dominant. Iām polite to a fault and Iāll try to absolutely never make a scene. But when I see someone being mean to others I do get quite mad. My interests/hobbies would be baking, reading, singing, painting and writing. I read a lot and I seem to always be zoned out. I am really funny, I know my own style and Iām kind. I have a hard time with criticism, I procrastinate and I donāt like conflict. Iām a total winter gal and youāll always find me in a sweater bc I have millions. My whole asthetic is pink, white, cozy, blankets and just warm. I really hope this is ok!
Iām matching you up with Tetsutetsu!
This guy will be THE MOST agressive cheerleader youāll ever meet. You wanna become a pastry chef? THATS SO FUCKING METAL HE SUPPORTS IT TO THE MAX CAN YOU TEACH HIM A FEW THINGS ONE DAY- Tetsutetsu is all for it. In fact, heās all for everything you do, boy thinks youāre the best thing on this earth. And lol thereās no need to make a scene when you have him around; heāll make enough scenes for the two of you, but theyāre never BAD bad, heās just very loud and people usually shut up when thereās a loud person around. He usually makes scenes about you; like how much he likes/loves you, how he thinks something (everything) you did was so cool, how he thinks that heās, you TOTALLY rock that dress and if you donāt have the means to buy it heāll go broke and buy it for you.
And your cozy aesthetic?? He finds it SO cute?? First time he walks into your room and he sees the white and pink fuzzy blankets and carpets he thinks he ascended to heaven but then he remembers that theory he had on you being an angel and now heās 100% convinced, thereās nothing you can do to tell him otherwise. Will clutch his chest and show a weird ass pained expression while he swoons over how cute you are to him.
Songs!!!
- Ice, Nito (Tetsutetsu usually hates music thatās on the calmer side but for you?? For anything that resembles your aesthetic? Youāll be surprised what he can bear)
- Hooked on a Feeling, Blue Swede (HEHEH ITS A MEME BUT TETSUTETSU DOESNT KNOW IT HE REALLY LIKES THE SONG AND DOESNT UNDERSTAND WHY YOU SNICKER EVERY TIME IT PLAYS)
- Hold the Line, Toto
- Sound and Vision, David Bowie
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Hi š for the system asks how about š¤«: Any Funny System Stories? š„°: Any Wholesome System Stories? šØ: Any Hobbies That Everyone In The System Enjoys? - c (The Union)
(Some of this is text convos iāve had with ex-best mates and some is nsfw cuz funny stories for us generally are rude in nature lol nothing too explicit just weird flirting really)Ā
we used to make lissie and max dance together and lissie is like "hes an arse but i like to dance so okay" and max is like "fuck off" he dances with her anyway. so like yeah. then we are listening to music and we're like "Dance with lissie" and hes like "no" and so lissie is like "just go back to your lonely tower then, you downer" and hes like "Fine, i will. I will go.. all alone... to my bedroom" like thats hmmm. so once hes gone, lilly is like "Thats an open invitation to you to come to his room to bone" and lissie is like "lol no... wait... is it??" and doll face is like "oh definitely Ā " and so we send lissie off to find out whether it was in invitation to bone or not. and in our front room we have screens. a main one for the outerworld and some other ones for different rooms in the inner world castle. and so i tap the screen cuz its a little sketchy to use. but anyway, lissie had been upstairs for a while so were worried he killed her Ā but we see what went on. Lissie went to his room and knocked on the door and he answers. and hes like "I thought you told me to go away." and shes like "Yeah but i didnt think you would and then lilly said you gave me an invitation to join you and bone so.. i just..." and hes like "You came to take me up on my offer to bone?" smirk and shes like "Ugh no. you're an arse and youre rude and obnoxious" and hes like "Oh please go on, im very flattered rn" and shes like "it wasnt a compliment. ugh i hate you." and he like " actually you dont. you like me " and shes like "what no ew" and hes like "You do. i can see it and i understand why. They are all the same downstairs and im not like them" and shes like "Woah, dont you dare say they. they are all individuals" and hes like "Yes. but theyve all got strong morals and good hearts. and youre bored. so you like me" and shes like "ill kick your ass okay. those things are good things to have. youre a jerk" and by now shes like gradually moved closer to be 'intimidating'? and hes like "oh really?" smirkyness and shes like "Yea. youre just so mean and arrogant and you are such a bad person, you need to be--" and hes like "Say it, baby. i dare you." and shes like "..Punished.." and then bam hes practically throwing her on the bed and like ......... so thats when i turned that screen off. so like hilarious in hindsight but at the time. shooketh.
Doll face and lilly integrated (merged into 1 chick) which makes sense because doll face is too emotionally stable but impulsive and lilly is too emotionally unstable but logical. they didnt choose it and it is fairly easy now. or easier. doll face (loved them so much but ) was wayyy too impulsive. always making decisions for the worse but were fun which would have been fine if they actually cared but they didnt. thats okay. they were young. and lilly was lonely and needed to care a little less about her past. and idk. but its deffo for the better. yeah they were family basically anyway so i think shes really happy about it tho sometimes they do look in a mirror like "Wow. now ive got no dick and some small tits". i mean lmao. she really does focus on the small boobs thing. and we're like "they are average š " and shes like "No. easy for u to say tit-anosaurus rex"
Also, Nate almost called one of our ex-best mates mumās a milf.Ā
(ugh going through old messages to mates to see if i can find more funny stories ad accidentally came across trauma ewwww miss me with that shit)
Wholesome... hmmm. we have plenty of sorta funny, interesting stories. Oh actually yes. I know. Okay, so i sorta just am always stalking around the inner world so i see almost everything. But this starts in our front room (like our fronting room but our living room, its genius ik)Ā we were listening to music (or Nate was) and Fox decided to come dance in the fronting room to the bops and me and Lilly saw them dancing very saucily together š ya know. So we laughed and left. So we're listening to music on the way home and Lilly, Fox and Nate are in the room. And its all chill and then Nate starts flirting with Fox and Fox is all blushing and looking down like "Idk what to do rn" and Lilly and I are laughing and then Fox slightly reciprocated (as a joke probably...) And now Nate jas him basically pinned against a wall. Not physically just like with his intense eye contact. š its hilarious. Lilly is threatening to go get Lissie because she was like "You two dicks aren't going near each other." And Nates like "What gives you the right to declare where my cock goes?" š like wow. And Lilly was like "Oh I'm just going to go get Lissie then" and Nate was like "No no. Don't do that." Cuz Lissie really has the right šš. Nate asked Fox to kiss him and Fox said "No..." š savage but then you make my balls so blue from heathers came on and I'm dead. Fox: Sorry. Its not you. I just can't.. Nate: Okay. You don't have to. Lilly and me: *Sad eye contact cuz we know why Fox doesn't want to kiss anyone* Fox: *Kisses Nate on the cheek* Nate: *Blushes adorably- breaking his bad ass persona* Nate: you know not all sexual stuff involves kissing. Uh. If you don't want it to. Fox: *giggles quietly like a lil twink* I don't want any sex though. As pretty as you are, I just don't want that. Nate: *is absolutely crushed* Yeah. Okay. But I need some cock so imma head out and try to gain some pride. Lilly: I've not built the village in this innerworld yet so.. Idk where you're heading out to. Nate: *sighs so deeply* I'll be in my room then. Stay out. Fox: Sorry. I didn't mean to egg him on at first only to deny him. I just thought it would be fun and then I thought even if it did lead to sex then it wouldn't matter because I don't mind and then I remembered that I did mind and I don't want that. Lilly: *hugs Fox* that's alright. He'll get over it. He's tried it on with all of us atleast once and we're all women. I would've saved Fox from Nate only He didn't look like he wanted to be saved. at this point in time, our innerworld was still being built by lilly so we all were sleeping in one room, with the littles. and i witnessed the sweetest thing. So I was doing the final checks to make sure everyone was in bed and since Nate doesn't want to sleep with the Littles anymore (they can be slightly irritating) I had to go find his room. He's in a tower room. Its not got a bed and it's freezing but hey no loud children. And as I'm about to turn the corner I see Fox knocking on his door after clearly being there for a while debating whether or not to because Nate told us to stay out. Quickly Nate opens the door and immediately as he sees fox, puts his hand on Fox's arm gently (how sweet. Hes not usually gentle) and Fox is all: I'm sorry. I just couldn't kiss you. Just recently with the bad things and the kissing involved in the bad thing. And Nates all: its okay. I shouldn't have put pressure on you like that. I'm so sorry. I understand. And he's hugging him. Like and kissing his head and hes like "Is that alright?" And fox is like "Yeah. Its nice." And squeezes the hug tighter. So sweet honestly. And then Nates like "I know I'm really sexual and that makes you uncomfortable a lot but you know I would never want you to do anything you didn't want to." And fox is all like "I'm just so scared that I'm never going to be able to kiss anyone ever again because I can't get over that time and I really want to forget it." And Nates hugging him really tight and cuz he's taller, he can rest his chin on Fox's head. And im still watching cuz I'm weird and entranced by these confessions. And then Nates like "Do you want to come in?" And Fox is like "No Littles tonight?" And Nates smiling nicely and is like "No I get nightmares and I don't wanna wake them up. And theyre annoying as heck." And fox is like "I know what you mean. Yeah I'll come in." And Nate leads Fox in by his hips gently. *fox and lissie talking bout feelings* Lissie: what's wrong, my sweet? Who hurt you? Fox: *Wiping tears away* no one really. I'm fine. I don't even know why I'm crying. Lissie: Its okay to be sad sometimes. Fox: I'm not sad. I'm nothing. Just numbness. Lissie: that's worse than being sad. Tell me, sweetie. What happened. Fox: I asked Nate to be my boyfriend. I mean, I was kissing him and I didn't get any flashbacks even when I was overthinking and remembering. Nothing and it was so relieving. And I asked him. And he said he had to go for a walk. Lissie: Oh darling. It'll be okay. He loves you. Fox: Does he now? sigh I just love him so much. I love him more than you approve of. I love him so much I don't know what to do. But in not what he needs. He wants physical love and even so, he cant handle commitment. And I know that you don't want us together so you'll get your wish but I need him. Ive never been so relaxed and happy. Lissie: That's true. I've never seen you so happy as recently. I'm glad Nate could bring that to you but I don't approve, no. But if you're going to be together, I will support it. I will encourage happiness, that's a promise I can keep. I'm not disapproving to make it impossible for you to be together, in only disapproving so you have to prove to me that you two can make it. If you two make each other happy, I will be there for you no matter what. Fox: Thank you..... They spoke more but I didn't listen. After strictly avoiding Nate for three days, Fox finally has the courage to face up to him. As the group exit the cozy dining room, Fox weakly holds on to Nate's elbow. Obeying, Nate stares at the ground, clenching his jaw. "I'll start, I suppose." Fox forces out, false confidence strengthening the statement. "I-I'm really sorry that I asked you out. Of course, you wouldn't say yes. That's fine. Completely fine. And I'm really sorry that I made you uncomfortable with me. I really do like you though. Like love really. And even though you don't feel the same... I can't just be your friend. We can keep trying but it will just make us both miserable. We're just lucky the others are giving us time to figure it out instead of just getting rid of us for being dramatic." Fox rants, Ā getting out of breath and manic toward the end. "I have never heard you say so many words. Are you okay?" Nate smiles charmingly, concerned. "No." Fox answers honestly, a tremble in his voice. Suddenly, Fox is embraced by warm, strong arms. Wriggling further into Nate's warmth, Fox breathes in the boyish scent of Nate. All sharp and smooth. The arms tighten around Fox's shoulders. "I love you too. You know this. I'm sorry that I've been... Not great recently. I just thought we could both use some space. The village... It's the next thing to be built. But I-I don't just want it there for sex. I wouldn't do that to you. I just like the people they're interesting and good friends. You're the one I want. They're nothing compared to the beautiful complexities of you. I hope you'll accept my request to be your boyfriend." Nate excruciatingly slowly spills his soul, hands rubbing the back of Fox's neck how he likes it. Fox freezes, slowly pulling away after a few moments. "You... I'm sorry, what?" Fox whispers, teary eyed. "Please let me be your boyfriend. I'll beg on my knees, I swear. I'm so sorry. I've never been so lonely as I've been without you. Please come back to me." Nate practically sobs, hands reaching up to cover his face. "You actually want to be my boyfriend? What? No... That can't be right... Right? What?" Fox, ever the articulate bean, mutters, completely confused and shocked. "Yes. I want to be your boyfriend. I won't have sex with anyone and I won't hug or touch anyone else I swear. I miss you so much. I hate everyone else so much. I need you." Nate falls to his knees, taking Fox's hand in his and pressed his lips to the soft skin as he rambles, tears falling down his face. "You absolute idiot. You moron. You complete fool." Fox sighs, rambling random tiny insults, before falling to his knees and taking Nate's face in his hands. "I'm so totally in love with you." Fox mumbles, pressing his forehead to Nate's. a couple weeks later: they sang a love song together. š© I literally cried. Nate on his guitar and Fox singing. Ive never seen him so relaxed and happy. Ahhh. I wanna cry I'm so excited. ššš these boys will be the death of me. theyre both the biggest drama queens and they so gay.
im so sorry that was so long but their relationship created so much drama between us bc we didnt know if it would work out and theyre the most wholesome boys, except nate but well he has his moments. softest boiis uwu.Ā
Everyone in the system likes to sing and play games and read. Fox mainly likes to write and stuff but Evan is also knows for her nice stories on wattpad lmao. We arent very active, so we dont do much sport but we do like badminton and we used to do a running club. Evan likes baking, where it stressed me tf out. i cant even crack an egg right. only Evan draws really. Our main hobbies are minecraft, eating unhealthy foods and sleeping :)Ā
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I was tagged by @defenji ty Jason ily ur best cowboy š¤
Nicknames: Abbie >:^)
Zodiac Sign: Scorpio
Height: I think 5'6???
Hogwarts House: Ravenclaw
Last Thing I Googled: Peter Max and Lady Bird Lake Austin TX
Favorite Musicians: so many... rn I really like FĆ¼r and Summer Salt but I've always been a huge fan of David Bowie, Talking Heads, and The Cure!!!
Song Stuck In My Head rn: Country Roads but the Mario version
Following: I think around 50?
Followers: 175!
Do I Get Asks? Not anymore
Lucky Numbers: 2 and 3
Amount of Sleep: I need at least 8 hrs, on average I get 6, but I have slept 12 hrs straight b4
What I Am Wearing: The Cure t-shirt, socks, and undies bc my wonderful gf is ironing my pants for me :^) ā¤
Dream Job: Illustrator for publishing!! And I also want to get into wildlife rehabilitation for like squirrels and opossums (main goal is a small farm! rescues only!)
Dream Trip: Scotland for sure!!! Switzerland, Greece, and Denmark closely follow
Instruments: Clarinet, Guitar, and Ukelele!
Languages: English
Favorite Songs: Sound and Vision and Lady Grinning Soul by David Bowie, And She Was by Talking Heads and Sweet to Me by Summer Salt to name a few!
Random Fact: I like to buy old black and white family photos from antique stores, but specifically the "mistake" pictures when people are laughing or moving and also pictures of peoples pets
Aesthetic: Farmcore all the way babey, love me some textiles and weaving as well. Mushrooms, moss, cats, farm animals, big snowy mountains and lots of trees!!! Cozy!!!
Ty for tagging me Jason! Hope you got all the info you wanted out of me >:^)
I tag anyone who sees this and wants to do it! Go wild! š°šš
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Tagged by @yikesalertā, thank u!!
nickname:Ā duck, ducko, cassĀ
name:Ā cassie
star sign:Ā leo sun, pisces moon, sag rising
gender: lmao uhhhh fem i guess
current time: 1:37 am, mountain time
favourite artist: mcr is my #1 rn, but right after is twenty one pilots, PUP,Ā and watsky :)
song stuck in my head:Ā early sunsets over monroeville- mcr. (it often plays on loop in my brain when im not playing any other music lmao)
last movie i saw: UHHHHHH i think it was harry potter & the half-blood prince?? i was having a harry potter marathon w my family yesterday and thatās where we stopped lmao
last thing i googled:Ā āwhat is the purpose for the switch on electric guitarsā lmao i was confirming what i thought it was for when i was talking abt guitar stuff in the @current-mcr-newsā discord server
other blogs: @galaxy-frankā (frank iero related things) @douubtmeā (top related shit so i donāt flood this one with it), and @r-d-starkā (for mcu shit bc i dont want to flood that here either, its not v active though)
do i get asks:Ā no :( the last time i got one was a bot like a year ago ://
reason for url:Ā my name + my nickname bc it is me, i kinda wanna change it to something mcr related but idk i like it & its what i use on every other form of social media
following: 973 (i need to purge all the inactive ones though)
average sleep: hhhhahah like 4-12 hrs depending on what i have to do the next day
dream job:Ā full-time potter or anything art related tbh, i really wanna get into album art design tooĀ im tryna come up with an album cover for a project im working on but we haven't started on the actual music part yet
dream trip: france and/or italy; ideally iād like to spend like a month there n bring my dog max with me bc he likes road trips as much asĀ IĀ do :)
currently wearing:Ā an old patd shirt n flannel pj pants bc im cozy and quarantined
favorite food: sushi!! (specifically any roll without shrimp lmao) (and a bowl of miso soup)
instruments: ukulele, lil bit of violin in hs, & currentlyĀ in the process of learning guitar!
favorite song:Ā right now its between early sunsets over monroeville & 24k lush by fiatfv :)
& i tag anyone who wants to do it i guess, its a good way to take up time while weāre all in quarantine dhfkjshdfdskfj
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thank you so much!! š My mood goes down so much when my phone screen cracks, so I totally get it (that's why I have an otterbox even though it's super bulky :/) I hope my little gift cheered you up just a bit!! I wish I could do more :( Ah, sorry, I mean to type B for that instead of J! Same about the phone games though (pls help lol) really like your answer to L, that's deep :') aaa I'm so glad you're on tumblr, Mom Sunny!! ššš same about Z, dishonestly makes me so š« šø
ofc hun!!!Ā ā£ā£šš i was contemplating whether to get an otterbox but i did think it was pretty bulky :(( but at least you have super protection!! and honestly no one really pays attention like the only time they do is the first time they see it so its all good!! aa it really did the trick it was so so cute and youāve already done beyond than what i expected (nothing at all!!) so this is super super nice!!!! AAA YOUāRE SO SWEET I LOVE YOU I AM GLAD IM ON TUMBLR TOO!!!Ā ššš ugh i knowww people gotta stop doing it thereās really no good outcome so why bother?? here is B!!!
Ā b: Describe your ideal home/living space. Is it similar to where you live now?
somewhere cozy, very homely to suit my very homebody self!!! very comfortable!! a lot of pillows bc,,, i love soft pillows :ā)) at least a 2 story house, 3 or even 4 max!! i would want a walk in closet at some point in my life LOL it just looks so nice in the princess diaries!!! i would also want a bathroom in each bedroom!! there would probably be like 3-4 bedrooms?? i would want at least a queen size bed bc i rOLL AROUND A LOT AND I LOVE THE SPACE LOL the bed is gonna be the most comfortable softest bed ever!!! i value sleep!!!! i would also want a family room!! maybe marble floors?? or wooden??? idk?? also super comfy sofas and couches!!! and more pillows!!! and theres probably more stuff but this is all im coming up w on the spot and im too lazy to think about more!! as for rn, i do not live anywhere close to this LOL unfortunately :ā((( one day,,,, one day i will,,,,
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