#i am in painnn or idk actually idk if this counts as pain or not i rly dont wanna call it pain if it isnt
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vakta · 2 years ago
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i don't want to study uuhh
#im on the train rn and i dont rly like studying on the train#and im tiredd#tomorrow is my chem exam and i still gotta study a little#today was my mini literature exam thingy which was more like just discussing stuff it wasnt a real exam#but it made me tired so :/#and my stomach feels rly weird too idk whats up with that it feels like as if i ate lactose but i didnt :(#i want to eat :( but it isnt my usual snack time yet which is not a problem actually but my stomach rly is a problem#why is it doing this to me rn :(#so so sad..#also i want to get off this train i dont wanna be here#i wanna go home but i can only go home tomorrow#um um anyways i will start studying at 5 pm#so i have 6 minutes until then good#im gonna just look outside the window#i am in painnn or idk actually idk if this counts as pain or not i rly dont wanna call it pain if it isnt#like rn im aware of it all the time and its rly unpleasant but idk if i can actually call it pain yk#and its rly rly bad bc unpleasant things can be bad too not only pain can feel very bad#so idk how to express this bc its BAD so i dont wanna just be like 'its weird' bc that doesnt sound as bad as it feels#uuh idk idk i dont want to be here#also its past 5 pm now lol 🤡#stomach sensations can go fuck themeselves#actually no ik they are helpful to healthy people#but to me they are just not good#not good no no not at all#you can see im kinda not rly at my best condition rn i mean i think i make even less sense than usually#i wont even reread this before posting im sorry#vakta long posts
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