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what-the-fuck-god · 2 months

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i’m at barnes and noble rn and i am 👌 this close to just buying a copy of the book of bill and returning the one i preordered bc it’s no longer arriving on time 🧍

#i am going mildly insane #knawing at the bars of my enclosure #bill cipher #book of bill #the book of bill

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codgod-moved · 2 years

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VOTE JIMMY

#.png #jimmy solidarity #empires smp #mcytblr sexyman #AND IF ANY OF MY FRIENDS SEE THIS UM. AVERT YOUR GAZE #fuck how do i tag this #listen he’s MOSTLY covered up do i even need a tag #it is 5am and i am feeling mildly insane it’s FINE everything is FINE #suggestive #okay yeah that works let’s go with that #and i realise this is not my doll jimmy design but ummmmmm screw you i can do what i want

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perelka-l · 1 year

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Kittie and doggie violence :3c

#It makes no sense have mercy I'm going through autumn mood dip sobbbbbb #Rocket executive archer #Executive archer #Island kahuna Nanu #Background Giovanni for great justice #It absolutely is shippy if they are just permanently annoying each other on every single level #If you put them on any spectrum at all they are the opposites #Watch me and my fail art #Kinda disasters lol #Gio is here for popcorn and sights #I am only mildly insane about them these days pls don't mind #Weapons make no sense nothing makes sense it's all just vibes #I just was like OH NO EMPTY SPACE and I panicked pls mercy wwww

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kon-konk · 5 months

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Oh my gods the way I would let this dude ruin my life.

Why is this opener what got me? There's even a part further in this story that should have gotten me even more

#pei plays tokyo debunker #I'm feral for him in the same way I'm feral for rinne from enstars. like i am looking disrespectfully #hi I'm trying to contain myself but i am going mildly insane from the uterus affliction #i would say I'll calm down in a few days but i make no guarantees

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hauntedtotem · 11 months

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ppl when they find out teenagers act like teenagers 😱

#I don't rly want to get into it but I've seen two separate callouts today and #1st was ''this person made a 'not like other girls' meme where the 2 chrcters kissed?? Thts so rude to the person tht made the characters😤#And the othr was ''this 17 yr old is expressing emotions an acting like a teenager?? She even has fictional crushes even tho she's a minor?#Meanwhile the person mad that the teenager has crushes literally posts about being into shotacon and lolicon?? Like.#You can't be consuming sexualized content of minor characters while calling a real minor a horrible person for having a sexuality.#I am. going insane #This isn't like. An official statement about what side I'm on or anything because I don't know any of these ppl involved and idc #But i will say beefing with a child always looks a lil pathetic to me. 'she was mildly rude to me and called an actor hot once' okay????#chill out <3 touch grass <3 #I know I made a post about this b4.. smthng smthing adults have to be the responsible party by choosing not to engage in drama w kids #If you really care so much about them being a minor online and whats appropriate for them why are you publicly fighting them #Like. That's not rly appropriate behavior on your part either #Don't take this rant as a sign to drag me in btw I am not affiliated with any party here and I don't care to be #I just cannot believe this fandom continues to produce the dumbest callouts every couple months #//shade

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classicjdiesandgoestohell · 1 month

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i love having a normal sleep schedule it's only been like 6 days but im starting to get naturally tired around 10 pm which is awesome.

#my sleep schedule has been. insane #not even a “go to bed at 6 am wake up at 2 pm” type deal but a I genuinely don't know when ill sleep next deal #and its made it very hard to get stuff done. because im so tired all the time and only awake for like 4-7 hours at a time #but alas.#normality.......#i was also in the habit of only going to bed when my body was physically so tired i couldn't keep going anymore #and mild tiredness meant nothing #now i can sleep when im mildly tired ^_^#lucky strike

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crying-corner-sys · 2 months

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sometimes i see people talking about schizophrenic coded characters and i just have to go ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. oh you dont get it. Okay. Cool.

#tom posts #idont. sigh #iwould talk about this for agesss. but like. Damn Guys #crazy world we live in . said as a person who is fucking . im schizophrenic !!!! im crazy !!! im insane !!!! ihave these characters and i g #ohhhhhhhhhh. ojthey are like me. in the worst waays and in the best ways.theyre like me. and sometimes seeing things that go #“oh playing those sterotypes isnt good ” WHATEVER IM HAVING FUN IM WITH MY TOYS #IM WITH MY TOYS !!!! he can do it im holdin ghtis character in my hands . forever #anyways. yeah. saw a good post. but it mildly upset me #whatever. so many meta posts upset me . But its Okat because i am 1 day old and know nothing. about the world #hashtag fun!#maybe in like 4 years ill be like ohhhhhh . I was wrong. but NOT RIGHT NOW #RIGHT NOW IM LIKE RUAHGHGHGHHGHG . goodjob on the meta analysis. However. Please Do Not Imply The Character NEEDS TO BE CHANGED #PLEASE KEEPHIM LIKE THIS. OR MAKE HIM BETTER REP. DONT JUST KILL THIS PART OFHIM #swageve.r Goodnight !#was gonna post this on main as a personpost . but then i look at the length of these tags and go ohhhh #something wrong with meeeee

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autism-activated · 1 year

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Have I ever mentioned how much I fucking love trains. I love trains trains are the best form of public transit to ever exist. I wish we had more trains.

#rode the train today I'm going mildly insane #being on the train is an Event for me. like a headphones off book down I am mentally logging every little detail type event #i love public transit #varian originals

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suddenrundown · 11 months

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considering faking my death to get out of this project. would still like to get a passing grade for it.

#googles how to get good grades even though you have died #ok this is about be a rant in a half and way too much info so excuse me but #ive been hyperfixating on our flag like crazy all month long #and i knew that and knew that i was going overboard #and i said all last weekend that i was feeling insane about it #but i didnt realize why until last night when i watched eps 6 & 7 and got mildly disappointed by what happened #because up until that point i was just having so much fun so that one small moment of not having fun #felt like a balloon had suddenly been popped and i was like OH FUCK! I HAVE TO DO THIS PROJECT!!!#like girl the reason we were hyperfixating that hard to such insane levels that we made a theory post about when ed and stede would fuck #was because we were avoiding doing/thinking about the project #and now ive just been sitting here still stuck and worried about this damn thing like holy shit when/how am i going to do this???#like holy shit did you know i was insane because i was stressed? i didnt!!#i have not stopped thinking about our flag all month and i just did not have time for all that!#AHHHH #anyway like......help i have to fake my death #personal

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devotedlystrangewizard · 8 months

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larian dropped the ball SO hard by not going into the romanced karlach - durge - gortash dynamic what the fuck

#ramblings #she gets to be like 'hey what the hell man' beyond a single line but only with lower approval im guessing #you can be in a romance with karlach. enter into a pact with gortash after he tells you how much he missed you.#and nothings different from the regular 'why did you side w gortash'#i GET that if she likes the durge she trusts them more or some such but. like. come ON #and if you go in without her theres just NOTHING #you can basically marry him and shes just. mildly upset with you #idk if theres special dialogue upstairs once ur going for his stone/visiting him with orins stone #but im guessing there isnt. if there isnt even dialogue immediately after the reveal.#im not blaming everyones favorite white boy but also i am the imbalance between companions is INSANE

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lesbiansanemi · 5 months

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I have started to accept I am a bit more (re a lot more) psychologically unstable than I thought for a long time and man…. I’m tired of it

#I was in a relatively good mood today #work hasn’t been too bad and I get two days off starting tomorrow #(it’s rare for me to get consecutive days so I’m excited!)#plus my time off request for a weekend in may got approved and I’m super excited for the plans that are happening on that weekend #and then my roommate messaged me bitching about my cat and now I’m spiraling #hate everything hate myself anxiety levels skyrocketed feeling the intense need to upend/annihilate my entire life and start from scratch #questioning anyone who has ever said they care about me etc etc etc and it’s like wow! because of one vague text message!#this is not a normal response haha! and now that I’m aware of that #I’ve become a lot more intensely aware that these insane mood drops actually happen quite frequently for me #issue is to do anything about this I need to see a psychologist (which I’m trying to work on anyways)#but the only diagnosis I have is for adhd and idk how to go into psychiatric care like #PLEASE PUT ME ON MEDS PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PUT ME ON DRUGS AND I DONT MEAN LIKE 10 MILIGRAMS OF PROZAC TYPE SHIT #GIVE ME MOOD STABILIZERS OR AN ANTIPSYCHOTIC OR SOMETHING I AM BEGGINGGGGG I CANT FUNCTION LIKE THIS ANYMORE #I’m also mildly concerned (being afab) that if I go in pursing certain diagnoses I’ll get slapped with a bpd diagnosis #(and obviously I don’t mean that in the sense of bpd bad or I could NEVER have bpd or anything like that)#(I just mean I really don’t think I have bpd and I don’t want to be approached from the angle of needing treatment for that cuz I don’t #think it will help. if I have ANY cluster b disorder it’s def aspd lol. lmao.)#but. yeahhhhhhhhh. I’m tired of this and I’m tired of having no treatment and being in medicated #I’m tired of pretending I can function like this forever cuz obviously I can’t lol #and eventually (probably soon) it’s gonna burn me out and I’m gonna crash so hard and uh. bad things are gonna happen 😭#kaz rambles

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odetolovers · 1 year

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i’m losing it

#Guys. Guys.#i refuse to uhaul this relationship bc i Rly want it to work #but she is just. genuinely incredible #i am going to fall so hard my feelings for her are already so strong and so are hers :(#she’s genuinely everything i cdve ever wished for in a person & soon to be partner if all goes well and makes me feel so safe #i feel lucky as hell & every time we text or call or hang out together i feel so at peace #thank u universe bc how the hell did i stumble across this #also she went to my college so we wouldve crossed paths probably hundreds of times and never knew #now here we are nearly 5 years later and the timing of absolutely everything cd not be more perfect #it’s just wild. theres so many insane coincidences #and ill never get over her matching my energy shes just like me fr <- both mildly insane and obsessed w each other #we keep hallucinating each others perfume man 😭 im so done for #valentina talks #Sorry guys once we get over the honeymoon period ill probs talk less abt her (lying)#ive never been so sure abt anything like i am abt her and it’s so effortless and easy to be honest and we’re both whores for communication #like when i say the energy is matched it’s Matched. it feels so healing 😭#im obsessed but i also know its early days so im not saying it’s gonna remain this good but like. i feel weirdly confident in it. idk im #trusting my gut tbh. things only fuck up when i Dont trust my gut sdgsjfhs #my lover

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assarivanguard · 6 months

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im biting at the walls of my cage trying to find lgbt/sapphic bdsm spaces, websites, groups, anything and its like pulling teeth because the search results are all porn because thats all lesbianism is, apparently

#Genuinely Losing the Plot.#I Am Going Mildly Insane.#HHHHHHHHHHHHH

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adozentothedawn · 2 years

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I like the idea of Vincent being Sephiroth's real father.

I like the idea even better that no one really knows, but Sephiroth decides he much rather has a (self assigned) cringe fail Turk as a dad than Hojo.

#i am rewatching dirge of cerberus cutscenes #and i finished reading a longfic so good i think i'll just reread it #vincent bane of my brain valentine indeed #but just in general i love fics where the soldier trio are mildly realistic people #pre crisis core time travel fics my beloved #seph just hanging around roasting genesis #and then learning a bunch of shit without going insane #i love those so hard #another one i would die for Veld and Vincent fics #i need them to hug #so badly #yeah anyway i'm going back current obsession fanfic

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caffeiiine · 9 months

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wooo loudness i hate this

#for context in the room i’m in it is so loud there kids yelling and music playong #the fact i have my own playlist running is the only thing keeping me sane #sodaramblestoomuch #i am good and alr though just going mildly insane due to volume

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youngpettyqueen · 1 year

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I could work on any single one of my WIPs or I could write yet another thing for Period of Adjustment

#mash #fic bitching #thinking about what led up to Charles being the one to help Hawkeye out with his black eye #going mildly insane #I literally have a PoA WIP in the works why am I like this #this episode puts rot into my brain.

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