#i am going mad lol
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it wouldn't even matter if he did "shit on you behind your back" when you "never say anything back." the thing it absolutely boils down to is that you knew him when he was a minor and he has come forward saying that because of your influence and power, he felt uncomfortable around you. any POSSIBLE comeback other than an apology ends there. slur or no slur, any other response to that is bad. or, is it just that someone underage you've hurt in the past telling the truth about you only scares you when you know they have the public influence to protect themself?
#never mind the fact that the podcast was like a month ago. maybe more#bro really dickrides xqc that hard??#listen. real talk. I am not saying that dream groomed tommyinnit before it even gets misconstrued as anything close to that.#bc I feel like someone will willfully misread this post to that angle#im just saying that going after Tommy specifically when the extent of his shittalking was saying he was scared of you as a kid#isn't a good look. if this was really the point he wanted to make he would've made it about jack#who shittalked him the most.#so he has to be full of shit. because its clearly not about what he's making it about.#he's seeing Tommy go after big creators and getting scared about what he might say next.#why he decided to initiate that and shoot himself in the foot is beyond me bc now Tommy is going to retaliate#and its probably going to get pretty ugly.#yeah yeah blah blah relevancy publicity stunt I know. but Tommy specifically is such a fucking choice.#I know hes one of the most famous dsmp members so it makes sense but I just. I dont know.#there's something else going on.#sorry I got mad again lol#discourse#dream situation#mcyt
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“There’s something burning in the empty room inside of my head”
#malevolent#malevolent fanart#john doe malevolent#john malevolent#Arthur Lester#arthur lester malevolent#malevolent podcast#malevolent sillies#my posts of madness#I am very happy with this :))#I love them and I love the crane wives so I’m just going to keep doing this lol#I wanted my own malevolent art for my wall and so I paint#also the new episode was perfect and also made me so sad#so I had to cope with making art of them#as one does
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edited the new artwork of totk ganondorf too so heres both :)
(remember, this is not saying 'fixing it' or 'i replace canon', just a fun lil edit)
here are the canon ones for comparison
i think the first one is purely and illustration, the second one feels like it was the actual model painted over due to the subtle difference in design and dynamic
#ganondoodles#totk#totk ganondorf#ganondorf#edit#also hi tumblr#i put the same disclaimer on it over on twitter and yet still ppl get mad at me#someone even went and was like “hes green lol go cope” and i#i am annoyed by now yes#but its not bc hes green#(or technically yellowish greenish grey)#its bc of PPL LIKE YOU WHO WONT STOP SPAMMING MY MENTIONS
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Concept: After the one two punch of Tain’s death scene and the official augment reveal, Garak and Julian Do Not talk about it directly for a long long time, but Julian does pointedly assign Frankenstein for their homoerotic book club lunch after Dr. Bashir I Presume. Garak is…Untroubled.
(“Monstrous fathers create monstrous sons all the time without ever resorting to anything so dramatic or crude as lightning rods and graverobbing, my dear Doctor. Why, in some families it’s practically a tradition. A family trade, honed to perfection over the span of generations.”
“Yeah?”
“Could anything but such an iterative process explain the existence of Skrain Dukat, do you think?”
“Hah! You know what, you may have a point.”)
It’s about. The mutual ‘We may both have been made into different kinds of monsters at the hands of our fathers and yeah I guess that kind of sucks. But at least at the end of the day neither of us is Gul Dukat’ emotional security of it all
#garashir#star trek#star trek ds9#ds9#julian bashir#elim garak#gul dukat#I know I made a post with a very similar joke recently but frankly I am suffering the mortifying ordeal of having to watch dukat speak#I must channel my burning hatred into dunking on him or else go mad#his one redeeming feature as a character IS that it's hilarious every time he shows up I suppose lol
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uh guys
#i am experiencing a descent into madness weeeeeeeeeee#we are now a s2 spoilers blog!!!#i will keep tagging it but also#you know how these descents into madness go#i don't do meta posting so if anyone wants to talk i have thoughts... .. they are caged atm... ..but dms will be opened..#arcane s2#arcane s2 spoilers#arcane spoilers#arcane season 2#arcane season 2 spoilers#arcane season two#vi arcane#arcane league of legends#violet arcane#arcane lol#arcane fanart#vi fanart#vi league of legends#arcane
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AUEGH
#ruby rose#rwby#obligatory tiny distressed ruby#my art#HELLO I HAVE OFFICALLY FINISHED YET AGAIN ANOTHER ONE OF MY SEMESTERS#and holy shit it was the most awful by far#i felt like absolute shit the entire sem and was behind in literally all of my classes#it was so shit that i actually skipped a class because of the stress of being behind on work. which i had never done before.#i am a criminal now lmao i feel so bad#also a little mad at myself because i know i could've done better. i've been doing the bare minimum and cutting corners#which was very noticeable lol#im gonna actually split my upcoming semester this time my ass and health cannot do this anymore#BUT ANYWAY I FINISHED MY SEMESTER RAAAAAAAAGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH#COUGHS OUT BLOOD AND SINKS BACK INTO EARTH'S CORE AND EVAPORATES#IM DONE!!!#also my eyes are really red now for some reason#probably from the lack of sleep or the long hours staring at my bloody laptop idk#probably both#yeah i should go sleep now lol bye#ranting in the tags because i don't know how to talk like a normal person lmao#sorry if you read all this nonsense jkdhkfsdhfkhd#but i should be more active around here again!
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I love 2p japan
CHINA: 日本さえ恋がしたいということ、考えられないことではないねぇ。(It’s not unthinkable that even Japan would want love, right?)
JAPAN: 闭嘴。(Shut up.)
#hetalia#hws china#hws japan#aph china#aph japan#2ptalia#2p hetalia#china speaking in japanese just to make japan mad so japan responds in chinese just to retaliate LOL#as always please let me know if theres any errors with the translations! with regards to japanese esp since i always want to improve it.#i am totally lost with chinese however so i am forced to rely on short simple phrases that are easily verified... such as shut up.#and its always so fun to read about other languages. like apparently italians dont use many acronyms#and korean has a tendency to just drop pronouns and make you infer the subject... according to my bro who is studying it currently.#ENOUGH ABOUT REAL COUNTRIES LETS TALK ABOUT HETALIA !!!#with regards to china... i really want to make him kind of floaty strange offputting... hes so old and hes seen so much...#a mix between 'ive seen so much it doesnt matter' and 'you never really go numb'...#but hes also silly and a little volatile...#yeah hes smiling but inside hes [GLASS SHATTERING SFX] What was that..#china isnt well elaborated upon even in canon so im excited to put him thru the wringer here...#he should constantly have a smile and dead eyes. ouo <-- like this#hes so old you guys hes so tired.#anonymous#2p china#2p japan#ask
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a person that literally did nothing wrong: Ugh can people actually revisit the source material and stop dragging down [insert a character who just happens to be cis male and white while not being conventionally attractive]? I can't even enjoy fanart of him without your alls hate, your reasons to hate on him are double standards at least, blatant deliberate misinterpretation at worst!
y'all fucking ghouls: Boohoo weirdos in the fandom feel like oppressed just because not EVERYONE likes their heavily problematic guy 😭😭😭 Imagine getting so mad on the behalf of CIS WHITE MALE whose race or gender don't even have shit to do with his story or personality but we need to latch onto as many identity checkboxes as possible to claim higher moral superiority in the discussion lmaaaaao. It's funny how you rush to defend CIS WHITE MALE while you completely neglect blatant misogyny towards female characters that happens only on another website anyways but I am scared that if I don't publicly question the morality of my opponents I'll have to admit they make some good points!!! Good to know where your values stand, as usual weirdos expose themselves so we can block them! Sorry that not everyone wants to woobify a CIS👏 WHITE 👏 MALE👏. And even IF bastardization of his character has no basis in canon anyways consider that many of us had negative or even traumatic experiences by CIS WHITE MALES in real life and we go through misogyny daily just like you do since you're also not-male and queer but singling out "bad apples" from OUR!!! pure identity with right values is okay. Maybe we deserve to have an outlet in the fandom and project onto this character at the expense of actual character's personality and comfort of his fans??? We just want to be happy and have fun ffs 🤦♂️
#^^^ this is what every hater of gehrman godrick and similar characters is like lol#fandomry rambles#shitposting#what if I told you that identity checkboxes don't effect how you still need to-#-actually give thought to characters instead of getting mad at fandom bastardization?#I am ESPECIALLY annoyed with the whole schooling part#'hey we go through misogyny 🥺' consider that your opponent isn't a fucking dumbass#and ALSO lives in the real world amongst humans?#yet they still want to discuss their blorbos online instead of watching just-#-them used as punching bags?#maybe some of us want to discuss the CHARACTER and not our ex/father/
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I think it's very important that we bring back this inherent understanding that actors are also just some fucking guys (gender neutral)
#i was looking forward to a fun week in the Hannibal fandom with the recent cons#but alas. idk why i'm surprised at all. i'm not really. i'm mostly disappointed#why are y'all taking everything at face value and generally just... put their opinions above everyone else's#they're also just some guys that happened to play these characters a decade ago#am i defending middle-aged white men right now? maybe. why? idk either. i'm annoyed lol#but i really think some of y'all need to remember that they're also just some random dudes that *you* happen to look up to#hugh dancy#mads mikkelsen#nbc hannibal#not saying that they (and especially Hugh) don't tend to say dumb shit sometimes but damn#lighten up a little and ignore it. it's never that deep i promise#and don't come at me with Hugh's apparently misinformed comments about Will as an autistic guy#i'm aware but also he didn't say what y'all are talking about he did due to people's post#but i'll stop there before i go on an even longer rant#i didn't even wanna make a post like that but i've been getting so fucking annoyed that this will give me some peace lol
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#me thinking edvin actually did something bad seeing ppls comments but he's just living his life and did nothing lol#people really always find things to complain about and then wonder that he posts and interacts less with us#congrats you're part of the problem#how dare he attend a fashion event with his gf and experiment with fashion at said fashion event#how dare he didn't post a picture where he's smiling that must mean he's super mean now#you gotta smile and always be grateful to your fans even when they act shitty and you don't actually owe them anything#no matter if he's proven time and time again that he cares so much and is the sweetest loving person#i honestly am living for his 'rebellious' giving no fucks phase and i hope he really doesn't fucking care what ppl are saying#i hope he keeps living his life that gets people mad and posts whatever he wants you go boy! don't let em stop you!#personal#edvin ryding
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Guilty Challenge but he also got stuck
#haha radio silence only to come back with Genshin oop#Hi I love Itto#He's rly rly fun to draw and im mad at myself for not drawing enough of him#I've been going through months of burnout and demotivation when it's come to art due to various things happening in life#only now am I feeling the desire to draw again#idk or maybe it's also coping with my last sem of school lol#Anyway I wanna draw things tht interest me again#It'll be nice to get back into the ease of uploading too...but man social media's daunting and tiring hghfgf#man does drawing Itto's canon body bnring me joy#his canon body that clearly not been nuked in game#canon buff idiot that's canon to me and you cant tell me otherwise#im not in denial shut#genshin impact#arataki itto#guilty challenge#redraw#10 points and a head pat to those who know where the 2nd pose comes from#taemin guilty
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I get why “everyone is a little [ND neurotype here]” is frustrating when it gets used to trivialize the marginalization that ND people face, but the idea that everyone falls somewhere along the spectrum of traits that make up these neurotypes (which is what people mean when they say it) is true, & i think we lose something when we write this idea off completely bc we’ve dealt with NTs misusing it
like, we know from a neurological standpoint that “neurotypical” & “neurodivergent” & any given ND identity are not inherent, objective, immutable categories that physically exist on their own. yes, the neurological makeup of our brains (which we have come up with these words to describe), those are a physical fact, but the categories themselves—where we say “on one side of this line you are ‘typical’ and on the other side you are ‘divergent’”—that is a social construct. what we are actually describing with these labels are different clusters of traits, none of which are strictly binary, and all of which everyone does fall somewhere along the spectrum of.
“everyone is a little autistic” may not be true in the sense that not everyone meets the diagnostic criteria of autism or is meaningfully disabled by the traits they do have, but what is meant by it—that a lot of people who do not have autism per se still do have some degree of some of the traits present in autism—is true, and I think it’s an important thing for us to recognize that & not kneejerk react to & dismiss it entirely.
The “average person” isn’t strictly real. The archetypal Neurotypical™️ does not exist as a physical person. No matter what the standard is, everyone diverges from it to some degree or another. So yes, “everyone is a little neurodivergent”.
i get the usefulness of labels, i get feeling protective of them, and i get why this phrase may rub some ND people the wrong way, but this understanding of neurological makeup—as something that universally exists on a spectrum where everyone is a little of everything and we recognize that the dividing lines are made up and just a matter of degrees—is a way more accurate way of thinking about neurology than the binary “you either are [label] or not [label]” way of thinking about it, so I think our time would be far better spent saying “yes and” to NTs when they say this than throwing it out entirely bc they misunderstand the implications of what they’re saying
#i am simultaneously expecting ppl to not understand or be mad about this take#& going to be rly annoyed if anyone makes it my problem lol#discourse is the mind killer#actually autistic
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What happens when you win the debate on who's the most oppressed group in the transgender community. What happens then. What could be accomplished by finding the one group that is the single most downtrodden demographic that suffers at the hands of every other community and putting them up on the 'most oppressed' throne with a 'most oppressed' trophy that could not be accomplished if we listened and paid attention to individual and group needs and worked to address them without the need to determine 'who has it worst', or worse, 'who actually belongs to the most oppressed group'.
#spitblaze says things#there are times when certain groups will. in fact. be targeted harder than others and its important to uplift and rally around them#and this can be accomplished without turning the whole thing into a pissing contest#i am deliberately keeping this vague because who I'M mad at are the people who think the binarist infighting is any sort of helpful#and if you get into fights over 'okay but x group IS more oppressed' in the notes i will block you#also. btw. the trans community is not a binary of 'my group' and 'everyone else'. its not separate circles#its a big weird messy venn diagram full of people who dont just belong in one circle but might belong in several or all or none of them#any attempt you are going to make at strict categorization WILL fail because language is a very poor tool for determining the definitions#of things as weird and nebulous as 'gender'#sorry lol i have been trying to formulate this post for like an hour after i saw that our-transgender-experiences post#it is not the most perfect and beautiful and nuanced and kind compassionate post ever made. it is a vent post#if you want to read 'stop doing lateral aggression to figure out who has it worst' uncharitably that's on you.#SPITBLAZE SMASH
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here's how mewgore can still win
#mind you this is not the stupid thing this was just me insane the other day. then i finished it up last night lol#i don't actually think mewgore is going to go anywhere (much like her crush on undyne in ut) but i'll accept a boon when i am given one#sooooooo fucking excited to see where her and mettaton go. i love you trans people#hh art#asgore dreemurr#mad mew mew#mewgore#undertale#deltarune#ut#ghosts
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Them but as that one cupid yuri
Solo pieces :]
#I KNOW I said I was going to bed but look#I wouldn’t be able to sleep without getting this idea out first soooo yeah#sleep deprived for them I guess lol#my hero academia#mha#bnha#doubldeckkr doodlz#mha fanart#bnha fanart#himiko toga#ochako uraraka#here togachako nation you can have this 🤲#togachako#love bullet#I haven’t checked it out yet but I REALLY like the colored pieces#of art I’ve seen for the series#I haven’t made a colored piece in ages either this was mad satisfying#RIP TO THE BLICKIES BRO I AM NOT AN ARTILLERY GUY
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I just think Toei gives Vegeta a lot of shit for a guy who's maintained his rank within the top ten most powerful beings in the mortal realm since he was like five years old.
#and he did it without dragon balls OR senzu beans OR magic chi unlocks OR otherworldly help he's just been grinding for 30 years#every time I see a fan like 'vegeta's so weak bro lol' i'm like?? Hm?? Where??#I will never forgive toei for writing him the way they do in the movies but even with their ass character choices like#He's still Consistently The Fuck Out Here#When he tells Kiwi that he's actively choosing to be on the front lines instead of kicking back like he could be with his status as a lord#and then the payoff in Super when they're like 'damn vegeta must be a prodigy' Pybara is like 'yeah that's because he works his ass off'#the way I yelled!! And it's true of Goku too!!#I had to explain to a friend the other day too that Bardock's wish re: his boys doesn't remove all the grinding Goku's done over his life#It helped him survive and meet people the same way it did Raditz but Goku's still been training every single day. all his life.#The reason Raditz lost is because he didn't train his tail like Nappa and Vegeta did -- he knew it was a problem with a solution#and never addressed the problem. Goku consistently dug his heels in and worked to overcome any weakness he discovered in his body#no opportunity is going to help you if you don't put the work in. that's why Vegeta's arc is so good. He puts the work in on all fronts.#and why I am constantly mad at Toei for writing his relationships the way they do because it is so deeply inconsistent with his themes#anyway here's another essay in the tags aksldjaskjld
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