#i am going INSANEEEEE i want this so bad

[boyfhee]

IRRESISTIBLE ⌇ PSH

g fluff, est. relationship w kissing, petnames bc im a weak woman, maybe suggestive idk wc 0.5k note calling all the hoonists

you sense it from a mile away, the pleading eyes and needy pout on your boyfriend’s face as he steps out of the bedroom, sauntering towards you lazily with his steps laced with hope and hesitation. 

a sigh falls off your lips as you close the book you’ve been reading, putting it on the table behind you. “don’t you even dare, hoon,”

it’s only been three hours. 

“what?” the couch sinks in a little as he sits opposite to you, pouting even more. it’s been three hours since he woke up, three hours of him following you around, hoping for a kiss. “i can’t believe you’re keeping me from getting my beloved kisses,”

“giving me that face is not going to work,” your words are stern with hints of certainty and rejection, a tone sunghoon doesn’t fancy. and much to your disappointment, your words only make the pout on his face morph into a frown.

“c’mon, just one kiss, please,”

“last time you said that, we ended up making out for thirty minutes and you got late for your schedule,” and ironically enough, it’s the same scenario right how— him asking for a kiss before he leaves for whatever schedules he has for the day. truthfully, kissing him isn’t a problem, the process is. 

it’s the way it feels. 

“i’m a changed man now,” he sounds a little too prideful when he says that, trying his best to convince you, clearly vexed by this whole situation. “stop playing hard to get, sweetheart. i know you want to kiss me too,”

“fine, just five minutes,” is what you both settle on when he nods at your words, leaning in towards you, tracing his thumb over your lips ever so gently. “and keep your tongue to yourself,”

“mhm, whatever you say,” you know he’s going to do it anyway, and you can’t be bothered to comment back. you’re too busy savouring the moment as his lips graze against your jaw, trailing down to your neck before you hear him chuckle softly. “see, i knew you couldn’t wait to kiss me. i look very kissable, i know that,”

and you just roll your eyes, pretending to disagree although the smile on your face says otherwise. he’s irresistible, you know that, he knows that. he feels it in the way your head tilts back, an invitation for him to continue. “bragging about yourself makes you very unkissable, hoon,”

the tip of his nose brushes against your neck, fluttering kisses pressed all the way down to your collarbone. “then, shut me up,” 

and you do, pressing your lips against him; a kiss that deepens when his hands settle on your nape, pulling you closer. you’re reminded again— it’s the process of kissing sunghoon that is the problem. the feeling, his lips on yours, how intoxicatingly sweet it feels and how you end up drowning in the taste, despite all the refusal from just a few minutes ago. 

you feel him smiling against your lips, a sign that the history is repeating itself, because his hand is on your waist, tongue brushing against your lips, his phone is buzzing on the table just a few steps away— probably a call from sunoo. another scheduled attended late, but sunghoon doesn’t care because you’re in his arms, and it’s not long until you finally give in.

just like he wanted. 

[yeostars]

ATEEZ: GOLDEN HOUR PT. 2 ALBUM DISCOGRAPHY IS IMMACULATE, FILLED WITH ABSOLUTE MASTERPIECES.

I need each and every track injected in my veins and I'm being so srs.

lemme yap a lil about my most fav parts from each song bc why not ;))) (I love the ENTIRE song btw, but there are just gonna be some parts that keep playing in my mind over & over again ever since the album has released bc they're SO.DAMN.ADDICTIVE)

1. DEEP DIVE

THE INSANE INSTRUMENTALS OF DEEP DIVE LITERALLY MAKES ME FEEL LIKE I'M A SWIMMER, diving in deep into the ocean & the sound of water resonating in my ears 😭 YUNHO'S line which was revealed in the album showcase live, the one that obviously left hotteoks & atinys w their jaw on the floor ever since. THE WAY HE PRONOUNCES "BODY" AND "TOXIC" IN THOSE LINES. HOLY SHITTTTT, THAT line keeps repeating in my mind with yunho's vocals there 😭 I also really loved when san said "higher hights than deeper lows" 🙏 SO GOOD. Joong and mingi's rap parts here >>>>>>>>

2. ICE ON MY TEETH

I have been TOTALLY obssessed with the entire song itself, even more bc of the insane MV we've got. But what has me totally hooked are the violin instrumentals throughout this entire masterpiece. Ice on my teeth itself is such a new & unique concept, idek how they manage to give us smth new EVERY time - something we can't even predict or expect. AND it has us going nuts everytime & all they deserve is immense appreciation for this level of authenticity.

Ever since the album preview, HONGJOONG'S "I got diamonds at my dentist" has me going particularly insane. Reason? It sounds so damn addictive??? Wooyo, yun and san got the same lyrics/lines in the song i believe and they made it sound so addictive too😩🙏 I also really love jongho's parts in the entire song. Bro ate it up w them golden vocals🙏

3. MAN ON FIRE

so I'll get straight to the point for this ond. The lyrics. THE GOD DAMN LYRICS. the second half of the song is literally them singing over & over again "I need you so bad, want you so bad." LIKE HELLO????? ATEEZ WHAT RHE FUCK

San and hwa's chorus sounds soo powerful, starting with "I got no way" and the "never no way" is soo addictive too. 🔥

MINGI'S RAP HERE IS INSANEEEEE AS HELL. 💥💥💥💥

yeosang's "I'll walk into these flames if it's for you" I HYPERVENTILATED WHEN I HEARD THAT FOR THE FIRST TIME

4. Selfish Waltz

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Sorry but the keyboard smash above by your one & only is valid. BECAUSE THIS IS SELFISH WALTZ WE ARE TALKING ABOUT. DARE I SAY THE BEST B-SIDE OF THE CENTURY BC WTFFFFF? hongjoong you absolute GENIUS, creating this masterpiece 3 years ago, bless you for giving this masterpiece to us at the perfect time🤧

Hwa, yun and yeo's vocals at the very start and the lyrics are sooooo insane😭 smth that i definitely wanted in a song titled "selfish waltz"

UNDOUBTEDLY, MY MOST FAVOURITE PART IS WOOYOUNG'S CHORUS 😭😭😭😭😭😭 it literally might be my most favourite part from all songs of this album combined fr. THE WAY HE SINGS "machi, machi" in the start and the switch between his normal and high pitched vocals. PERFECTION. I am soooo glad wooyo is shining so much in this album w them underrated vocals

ANOTHER PART THAT MADE ME GO BATSHIT CRAZY. the ending chorussss 😭😭😭😭😭😭 the part right after wooyoung and jongho's lines, joong starts his rap at the end after that "love songggg~" AND the part where yunho and jongho's vocals combine beautifully. HEAVENLY ASFFF

5. Enough

For Enough, I'd say that the song as a whole is my absolute fav 💖 I really, really love how majority of the song has English lyrics except for joong and mingi's rap lyrics in kr (which have great meaning too😭)

The lyrics for enough had me switching up from crying to feeling like I'm on top of the world. Idek how to explain it, it's like I'm being comforted and triggered all at once 😭

Seriously tho, the lyrics for this one is something we all needed, it comforted all of us because it's RELATABLE STUFF.

The bridge lyrics: "When there is no one for you, when you just need a friend, when you're just feeling lonely, I'll be there."

WELL DAMN, GUESS WHO'S CRYING WATERFALLS NOW 😭😭😭😭😭

ALSOOO, ever since the album preview was released, I was so hooked onto the "GOD! DANG! Hold on to your ground" part by wooyo and san. It makes the song sound POWERFUL. 🔥🙏

In conclusion: each and every track deserves world-wide recognition and for achieving that goal, tinys, let's streammmm and make this a hell of an era for ATEEZ and us, both. Our 8 precious gems deserve all the love, appreciation and support for this fantastic album 💘

[eurydicees]

ok so i love the “we are the protagonists of the world” an ABNORMAL amount but the fukurodani-mujinazaka game has so many other BANGER lines that i think we forget in the face of that one. like. that whole game makes me so fucking insane. i want to unpack the whole thing so so so bad but i am so tired all the time.

but like. some other insaneeeee lines:

“don’t let them break you bokuto.” (kuroo, chp. 330)

“the idle fleeting thought that he was a star crossed my mind.” (akaashi about bokuto, chp. 331)

“bokuto is the kind of person that compels you to give it your all, because you know he’s giving it his all” (akaashi, chp. 331)

then the full context of the protagonists line, which i think gets forgotten a lot and it deserves BETTER: “no matter what other people may say, we are the protagonists of the world. but it wasn’t like i chose to go to fukurodani with great ambition in my heart. i am glad i could be at fukurodani.” (akaashi, chp. 331)

“how laughably presumptuous of myself. as if someone like me could sway the game…with a star before my eyes, all there is left for me to do is to ‘play as i have always done, and deliver.’ …the only things you can control are your own thoughts and actions.” (akaashi, chp. 333)

“the whole world is on my side!” (bokuto, chp. 334)

“to be able to enjoy oneself, is what it truly means, to be the strongest.” (kiryuu, chp. 334)

“i don’t have an iota of confidence in myself. but, i have confidence in the fact that i’ve been blessed by good teammates.” (kiryuu, chp. 334)

“it’s painful. i’m scared. i’m afraid of losing. and other people’s opinions of me—i don’t have the time to be thinking of such things. it takes everything i have just to keep up with this man. it takes everything i have to play volleyball.” (kiryuu about bokuto, chp. 335)

“it’s not easy to give your 100 percent during a a game. but akaashi? from you…i want your 120 percent.” (bokuto, chp. 336)

anyways i’m normal about this game i’m so normal about it i read it a normal amount of times per month and i am soooooo okay and fine about all of this and if it doesn’t get animated i will be a regular amount of upset about it

[starjxsung]

hihi angel<3 im soooo glad ateez was as good as expected!! it sucks so much that you couldn’t get merch, i hope you can today!! i feel sooo bad about seonghwa too, it must be so hard to perform whilst having a situation like that one. i hope he’s alright in general and that they aren’t forcing him to overwork himself </3 manifesting so much merch for you today!

i’m so so sorry to hear that your sister is having a really really hard time and can’t go to the shows </3 i wish her the best and hope that her internship owns up and contacts her bc that’s beyond fucked. i’m going to be @ lolla all four days and am staying there for a week. if you feel unsafe or just feel alone or whatever, you can dm me and we can meet up😅

jisung chest tattoo was not on my 2024 bingo card but it’s so insane and i love him. i think it’s super sweet that it’s a family tattoo as well! he once said that he wanted a matching tat with his dad so it’s so cutie! i already saw so many people saying that when he reveals it they’re going to get it too so y’know i hope he doesn’t🥲

btw i have sinned and preordered one version of each ate album a few days ago🥲 but i just had to. i told my mom that i had sinned and she was just like “if it’s bc of that, you sin so much”💀

i hope you have so much fun tonight!!! also the pics are 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥 your outfit is so pretty!!! truly a fashion icon! and the pjs😭 and the concert pics!! like, ateez marry me pls. they all looked so good!!! yeosang my beloved!

ily so much darling!! take so much care in LA! have so much fun!! can’t wait to hear about the concert (and merch haul?👀)!!

-🐈‍⬛

HI BAEEEEE <3

I did indeed get merch and the line was 5 HOURS. I kid you not, I stood outside in 102° weather with no sunscreen, no food, no water and barely used my phone for FIVE HOURSSSS 😦 they also managed to sell out of the only two things I went there for by the time I got to the front. But I did snag a Seonghwa jersey, Yunho picket, and keychains for my sister & friend !! And some freebies from all the cute atinys I met so wasn’t all bad 🫶

ALSO YES let’s meet up at some point !!!!! I’m trying to convince my older sister to come w me but as of now I think I’ll just be in Chicago & at lolla by myself for the most part. Which is scary as fuck 😀 solo travel era….. if I die please know I loved u so much

Jisung chest tattoo lives in my mind rent free 24/7 since I found out about it IM GOJNG INSANE….. I also hope he doesn’t reveal it bc I’ve been seeing people say the same thing and that’s soooo……. 😐 people who copy tattoos suck frfr

ALSO YIPPEEEEEE LET ME KNOW WHO YOUR PULLS AREEEE I caved and went to target for some yesterday even though I have 2 on the way and I pulled Jilix/Jeongin I just keep winningggg 🤞😋 I rly want Jisung’s lip card everyone manifest one for me 🙏

I ALMOST missed my flight back from LA (literally had to be at the airport at 4am and the bag drop line was insane) but I’m back safe and the concert was fucking insaneeeee !! Outfit & merch haul 👼❤️

I love u so so much bby !!!! I can’t believe Lolla’s next !🫶🤞💓🙏❤️👼🙂‍↕️

[pseudophan]

demi is so talented but everytime i see a headline about them that mentions the whole um extraterrestrial conspiracy theory shit they have going on i am just like… demi…

not even just that, like that's insane but also basically everything they've said recently is..... so stupid...... i want to support them so bad but i cant cause literally all their claims are insaneeeee

[stingray-stories]

Day 62 8/28/2021

Hi again! Today was also very chill. This week overall hasn’t been too crazy which was nice because of all the transitions with the new crew.

-Dana wasn’t feeling great in the morning so I worked in the dry lab. I responded to some emails and continued tackling that beast of a spreadsheet. Then Dana came back from her rest and we planned our next week out and got our calendar nice and organized

-Lunch was insaneeeee! Dan, one of new cooks, made hummus and naan. Like come onnnnnnnn are you kidding me. And Chris, also a cook, made all of us the best grilled cheese sandwiches ever! It was soooooo good oh my goodness. And for dessert Dan made oatmeal, coconut, chocolate chip, raisin cookies. They are insaneeeee! Wow we are eating good!

-In the afternoon, Dana and I headed back to our mosquito trap to collect the catch. We biked there on North beach road which is always an adventure. Not only do you have to dodge crabs, fallen nuts and seeds, but there are also mud patches that you have to go full speed into so you don’t get stuck. It’s always very fun

-After that, we headed to the lab and put our catch in the freezer to look at another day. We also preserved the mosquitoes we found in the other trap and entered in some data

-Then we headed out to sea to join the Cocos on the COTs (Crown of Thorn Sea Star survey) at Western Terrace. It was very windy and stormy again but the visibility was incredible! I saw some new fishies and getting a lot better at IDing them. There are just sooo many species here. Particularly wrasses and parrotfish which look different depending on their stage and whether their male or female. I don’t know if I’ll get good enough to tell them apart but it’s still fun to try!

Some new fish I saw were Meyers Butterflyfish, Reticulated Butterflyfish, Tear drop Butterflyfish, and Spot Banded Butterflyfish. I am sure I have seen these before but this time I knew what they were called! I also saw a very big black tip shark that got very close and a small sea turtle. Towards the end of the snorkel, I was heading back to the boat and dove down to check out a fish when I spotted a teeny tiny octopus!!!! I flipped out and got so excited. It was halfway out of its hole when I saw it’s white head and eyeballs. When I went back down to see it again it came out of its hole and then went into another one. It all happened soooo fast but it was a very tiny little one. I dove down to get some pictures. I felt bad because it was really wedged in its hiding spot but we all wanted to see and try to document it so I hope we did frighten it too much. What a crazy cool snorkel

-After that I had a nice warm shower and then went to dinner. I wasn’t too hungry but had some yummy rice and veggies

-Then we all headed to North beach for a bon fire, music, and beers. The stars were amazing and it was a great way to end the day!

-Goodnight!