#i am fully aware i am late to actually . noticing the poll-

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Bye bye Sebek, :]

(he didn’t stand a chance, poor guy :[  )

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survey #123

What do you like about the house you live in? I mean, the house itself is nice. But I absolutely despise its location, and the fact our landlord is a very long-time family friend (she was actually mine and my older sister's science teacher in high school, and our families really connected when she met me and I shut the disrespectful-ass class the fuck up for not listening to her)... and it just complicates things. Primarily because Tobey is 500% the person who will NEVER let you forget the great kindnesses she does for you; she wants endless recognition for doing good things. She's can also be REMARKABLY rude, just shoving her nose into business that is never hers, fully intent on giving her uneducated opinion (this woman, who has zero kids, literally asked my mom's former co-worker "shouldn't [your LITERAL INFANT son] not be nursing anymore?", and oh my god Ariel almost fucking decked her). Tobey is just A LOT. My whole family - Mom especially - can barely stand her anymore, but it's not like we can do much when she literally owns the house she doesn't charge full rent for, but only because otherwise we'd still be homeless.

Have you ever played paintball? Did you get hit? No, and it absolutely does not look fun.

How do you feel today? Tell me about it. I'm okay now, but it's been a tired day. I was physically unable to sleep 'til past 3 AM this morning because I was experiencing a fully active anxiety attack for over an hour, but it'd been building up for more. I had to miss PT today because it was scheduled early and I texted my mom at like, 2 AM telling her to not wake me up because I needed sleep so fucking badly.

Do you ever use a laptop in bed? Not anymore, because I quite literally lived in bed with laptops for many years approaching my trauma, and it was this behavior that caused my leg muscles to eventually atrophy. Nowadays, the mere idea of chilling in bed for just a little while with it makes me freak out, I just can't let myself.

Are you wearing socks right now? What color are they? No; I actually really, really dislike socks. I will only ever wear them if I put on normal shoes, but I almost solely wear flipflops. It's a sensory thing, I just REALLY hate the feeling of them.

Are your parents still together? If not, do you know why? No. Financial shit, supposedly Dad cheating on Mom with his now-wife and Dad also being suspicious that SHE was cheating (I'm fully aware she didn't), and Mom has said that he was also making certain sexual demands that led to more fighting. Eventually one day while only Dad and I were home (Mom and Nicole were out of town at a dance competition), he packed a suitcase and just left. I still distinctly remember him peeking into my room and asking if I'd be fine alone, and I said yes because I thought he was just going out to do something and be back. For some dumb fucking reason I didn't immediately figure it out when I saw the suitcase.

Have you ever been evicted? Why? Yes, because Mom couldn't keep up with rent.

Would you say you’re an organized person? For the most part, I think. I've absolutely noticed I've been becoming more organized lately, as well as more attentive to tidying stuff up. Which I'm fucking ecstatic about, because I struggle with that stuff.

Have you ever worked as a manager or supervisor? Ha, no.

Do you eat at a table or on the couch? Usually the couch, and depending on what we're having we might take out small foldable tables to sit in front of us. We usually only eat at the table for more formal occasions like Christmas, or if we have certain company.

What was the last thing you voted for? Probably a Tumblr poll, haha.

Do you remember much from high school? My memories of high school are, for the most part, almost scarily vivid. I remember the smallest details. My memories of the years with Jason are specifically so aggressively trained into my brain, and we started dating when I was a sophomore. And guess what, I DON'T remember my freshman year all that well.

What’s the longest you’ve ever stayed awake? Why did you do it? Around three days, because I was manic.

Have you ever been wrongfully accused of something? Yeah, I think most people have at some point. Nothing like, criminal, but other things.

What are the five apps on your phone that you use most often? Instagram, Facebook, Tumblr, Pinterest, and Discord.

Would you change your name if you got married? I do plan on taking Girt's surname if we get married, even though I hate his more than I do mine, haha. I just want to. I feel like I would with any other partner too, of any gender.

Were you in any clubs in high school? Yes: Honors and Art Honors. Uh, maybe one more? I can't remember.

Do you share a bathroom with anyone? Yeah. Mom will usually use the one in her room, but sometimes she'll just use the hall one. The hall one is what everyone else uses that comes here, too.

Have you ever had a panic attack? Ohhhh yes. They are honestly one of THE scariest things you can experience. I'm more prone to anxiety attacks, though.

What’s your favourite kind of frosting? It's hard to go wrong with chocolate.

Have you ever taken a painting class? Yes, during my last college attempt. My instructor told me I was really good at it (she said I was one of the class' best, but I think she mighta just been saying that when she learned I might be dropping out), but I definitely begged to differ. I wasn't bad at it, but more than anything I just found painting extremely stressful with how damaging mistakes can be. Yeah, you can wait for something to dry and paint over it, but that doesn't always work and sometimes it's also just very noticeable that you covered something. I felt too much pressure to get everything right. I also HATED that we couldn't like, sketch with a pencil or something first.

Is there a store or restaurant where you’re considered a regular? No.

How old were you when you started wearing a bra, if ever? Oh I don't remember.

What was the last video game you played? Some of the Spyro: Ripto's Rage! remake, quite a while ago. Girt and I have been going back and forth between that and Silent Hill 2, but we haven't played for a lil while. OH, I played World of Warcraft for maybe not even 15 minutes earlier, but that's a computer game. Still a game though, so w/e.

Are there any recipes you really want to try? BROSEPH my sister Misty recently shared a picture + recipe of an alcoholic beverage named after the Aurora Borealis because of the colors and holy FUCKING shit I want to try it. Girt's sister also shares recipes on FB a lot and basically every single one I see I want to try, girl let me move in 😭

Has anyone asked how you feel today? No. Girt pretty much always does at some point, but today's a work day for him so he's busy. He'll be over tonight though.

What’s your favourite cookie? Uh, probably just a soft chocolate chip one.

Do you have a doorbell at your house? Yes.

Have you ever visited someone in a psychiatric home or ward? No, I was always the one being visited. My older sister was in one following an abusive relationship, but I know I never visited. I don't know why... The hospital was far away though, so maybe that. Or I was just scared of mental hospitals because I hadn't been in one yet, but was definitely dealing with mental illness. I would absolutely believe that perhaps I was afraid of it upsetting me too much.

What was the last podcast you listened to? Do you listen to it regularly? I can't remember what it was called, but it was with Girt and basically told true murder mystery stories. The guy was a great storyteller, I was really into it.

When was the last time you threw up? Why were you sick? It's been years since I actually did, back when I was on a medicine my body really didn't agree with, but not even a week ago I think, I woke up feeling sick as hell and when I actually got up, ended up sitting on the bathroom floor in front of the toilet, actively fighting vomiting. Like it was THERE, I just didn't let myself; if I'd accepted "I need to puke" and actually looked at the toilet, I absolutely would've hurled. This happened while I was on my period, and it was THE most aggressively symptomatic period I've had in my *ENTIRE* life, so I blame it entirely on that.

What was the last thing you wrote in a word document? This survey, haha. Because I combine so many, they take a while and I use it to save progress.

Do you know anybody who is gay and married? I'm pretty sure I do? I know he's gay, but I can't remember if he's married... but I think so.

What did you last take painkillers for? A monstrous headache that resulted from extreme stress and anxiety, and then crying too.

Are there any hobbies you want to get back into? ugh I need to start DRAWING again

Have you ever shared a home with a friend? Not legally, but basically, with both Jason (and our two friends that were also a couple) as well as Colleen, each for a few months. I... think, in the apartment w/ Jason case. I really can't remember clearly how long I was there.

Have you ever been on a date with someone you met online? How was it? Well, technically. Sara was an online friend first for a very long time, then we dated long-distance, but we did go on a breakfast date once while I was there.

Do you call it a couch, sofa, lounge or something else entirely? Couch.

When was the last time you used a pair of headphones and what for? Right now; I'm listening to the German version of "Monsoon" by Tokio Hotel. I love the original, but this one is even more beautiful.

What sort of games do you like to play? My absolute favorite is horror games, especially those that are psychological horror, and NEVER shit that is just solely a jumpscare fest. Put some SUBSTANCE into your horror games, man, versus just triggering a natural body reaction to surprise. I also adore games set in a completely fantasy universe; the bigger and more complete the world, + the more unique it is, the better (I think Elden Ring is the best example of this that I've EVER encountered, FromSoft knows how to fuckin do it). I love nostalgia games too, specifically Spyro (honestly, almost ANY game with a big dragon focus are automatic wins for me, haha), and I've invested an insane amount of time (literally over a full year of collective playtime, seeing it makes me want to unalive lmfao) into World of Warcraft, which is an MMORPG. It's the only MMO I've played though BECAUSE of how severely I was once addicted to it; I'm afraid to try any other ones because I never want to relive how dependent I once was on a game. I only got better when I had no choice but to stop for over a year, maybe even near two; even when I first started playing it again, I had anxiety attacks every night for a good few days because I was so scared it was going to happen again, but thank GOD it didn't. I still play it a lot, just because I have such an empty schedule and it's a strong way to kill time, but I'm able to have days where I'm like "eh I don't wanna log on" so don't, and I'm also keen to do other things if something more exciting is presented to me, especially if it involves family or friends. That once wasn't the case.

Have you ever been to a baby shower? What was the baby’s name? Yeah; my sister had one for all of her kids (which she didn't want, but was encouraged by others for various reasons): Aubree, Ryder, and Emerson. I know I also attended my former dance teacher's for her second child, Caydance (yes she literally spelled it that way because of "dance" lmfao), and MAYBE her first, Colton, but I don't remember it. Then there was Jenn's, Jason's brother's wife, for their first son I'm still fucking devastated I never got to meet and love, Dominic. I was lucky I even got to go to it, because Jason and I had already broken up very recently. That day was honestly awful because I learned he was already talking to another girl <333333 I think that's everyone's I've been to.

What mode of transport did you take to high school? Mom drove us.

Name a personality trait of yours that you like. I cherish and am very thankful that I'm deeply empathetic.

Name something about your physical attraction that you dislike. More than anything else, my weight. I don't inherently think fat people are ugly, at all, but of COURSE I think so for myself.

What gifts do you usually receive at Easter? Just some candies from Mom. I'm sure she'll get a Voltage for me too, because of how I've been avoiding soda but always miss it.

Who was the last person you sent an email to? It was just a link for my mom to look at.

Are there any posters in your bedroom? Yes, but I'm probably taking them all down (maybe I'll keep the meerkat one up) when I FINALLY redecorate my room to a more minimal, nature theme. Before that happens though, I honestly need more decor to prevent my room from being depressingly blank.

Do you know anyone who is an actor? Pretty sure no? I feel like I know at LEAST one person who's been in a small project or something, but definitely no bigger actors.

How many weddings have you been to? Bobby (brother) and his ex-wife Scarlet's, Randi (another - and my favorite - dance teacher) & Shane's, Jonathan & Jenn's, and uh... I feel like that's it? At least, as far as attending on a personal level. I did take pictures of my sister's friend Meg's wedding, as well as this random bitch named Shonda's who never paid me more than the $15 sitting fee (and I shot the whole-ass wedding process from preparation to finish while dying of dehydration in the summer hell-heat and did entirely thorough postproduction, YES I'm still fucking salty), as well as Bethany & Spencer's, a brilliant couple who's had me take a lot of pictures. Besides Ashley, they were THE most supportive people of getting my name out there as a photographer, and they actually learned about me through Ash.

Do you watch YouTube? What channels do you like? LITERALLY constantly, haha. I'm either watching something on the side or have music on. These days I've been most into watching Game Grumps, John Wolfe, WoolieVS, jacksepticeye, and Gab Smolders, but I enjoy SO many more.

What’s your alcohol of choice? Fruity, sweet stuff, like sangrias. There can't be a strong alcohol concentration, because that taste is total shit.

Have you ever used a public pay phone? No.

Do you have a Twitter account? It EXISTS, but is only ever used for like, giveaway stuff if there's one shown on a different social platform that I'm VERY into. That kinda stuff doesn't even happen once a year, probably.

What’s the longest you’ve been without showering? As someone who struggles with this, especially before I had a shower chair, I'm not comfortable sharing this.

Name one of your guilty pleasure songs. Y'all I fuckin love "Flesh" by Simon Curtis 😭😭😭 and honestly a lot of Hot songs slowed down w/ reverb help me PLEASE

Have you ever made an item of clothing? No.

What was the last topic you read about? Various social justice statistics.

Name some of your favourite sitcoms. That '70s Show is #1, but other notable ones I enjoy are The Nanny, The Golden Girls, The Munsters, The Addams Family, The Beverly Hillbillies, and I Love Lucy. Most of those I was kinda raised with by watching with my mom. <3

Who is the 7th contact in your phone and how did you meet them? [TW: RAPE] Katie. She's my mom's oldest child. I can't remember how old I was when I actually met her though; Mom had to pretty much give Katie up for adoption because she was alone and couldn't care for her (after being kicked out of her home because she was literally drugged and date-raped out of wedlock, her mom was fuckin' peachy), and it was only later in life when Katie was an adult that I met her. I don't remember it at all, though.

What shirt do you wear the most? If they're clean, my go-to tank tops are generally either of my candy skull ones; I'm almost always in tank tops because that's what I sleep in. If we're talking NORMAL shirts, definitely my "equal in our bones" Cloak one.

Has anyone ever come out to you? Yes, an old school friend. I don't remember her name anymore.

Have you ever been part of a bridal or groom’s party? My sister's, yes. Idk if this counts as being in their party, but at Jonathan & Jenn's wedding, I was seated at the main table with Jonathan's family, beside Jason. Actually this reminded me, the picture that was used for their mother's obituary was a shot from the wedding, of her smiling and dancing, and you can see me seated there in the background. Seeing that picture on Facebook basically stabbed me in the fucking heart, like it physically hurt, because it reminded me that I was once there in her life, but wasn't any longer. I think I'm going to die grieving the fact I never got to tell her goodbye.

Are there any rooms in your house that don’t have windows? Yes, both bathrooms.

What’s your go-to order from KFC? I don't go there.

What was the last album you listened to in full? Uh I'm not sure, but probably one of Rammstein's when I decided to go through their entire discography lmfao

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Post-Election Stress?

By: Ysabelle Jayco

As we can all remember, Adamson University openly endorses the Robredo-Pangilinan tandem for the 2022 election. The Saint Vincent building was lit in pink, representing the institution’s solid support to the opposition tandem. Adamsonians who also attended the UAAP game wearing pink together with other institutions proves how many of us crave better governance. Last May 12, the AdU president, Fr. Marcelo Manimtim, announced that AdU would have academic ease. “To give our students the time to address post-election stress and take the time to reflect on their election experience, the Administration is declaring an academic post-election break,” as per the statement on Adamson University’s official page.

Photo from Adamson University’s Official Facebook Page

If we could all notice, the campaign period wasn’t the usual campaign we’ve seen in the past few elections because many Filipino people led this year’s campaign. House to house and rallies were the main course of action to attract more voters. Last March,e AdU-Pulitieka had its mock election where the Robredo-Pangilinan and its Senatorial slates were leading its polls.

Not just the Adamsonian community wasn’t the only University to shed its support for our VP Leni because we cannot deny the fact that the Office of the Vice President was the most productive when it comes to pandemic responses despite having a limited budget. VP Leni’s office earned Commission on Audit’s highest audit rating for three years.

“In our opinion, the accompanying financial statements present fairly, in all material respects, the financial position of OVP as of December 31, 2020, and its financial performance, statement of cash flows, statement of changes in net assets/equity, statement of comparison of budget and actual amounts for the year then ended, and notes to the financial statements, including a summary of significant accounting policies by International Public Sector Accounting Standards (IPSASs),” the report said.

This kind of recognition is one of the great things why VP Leni was supported by many Filipino people who crave better governance. This kind of recognition from COA means her office proves that VP Leni gives importance to the reciprocation of the taxes we pay and the government's response to the issues that needed to be settled, rather than the culture that we got used in Philippine politics wherein officials of the government and its allies use the people’s fund to gain their wealth and greed.

We are all tired of this mundane life in this country, and we cannot blame the people for feeling frustrated and anguish after witnessing how the opposition camp won a landslide. Robredo ranked at a very distant range in the recent elections garnering 14.8 million votes trailing behind the late dictator’s son Ferdinand “Bongbong” Marcos Jr., who is now unfortunately declared presumptive president after getting 31.1 million votes.

Post-election stress is normal, especially if you are one of the many Filipinos who are fully aware of how bad our government has been in the following administrations. As a young adult being a few steps away from the professional work, primarily as a communication student who aspires to be a journalist someday, I am scared and exhausted just by thinking how hard it can be for many of us who wants to be in a better Philippines.

I wasn't born in the ’70s, but I feel like everything’s a déjà vu from the Marcos administration, where greed and power are only to the mighty and wealthy 1% of our population while the rest live in hunger and poverty. It is valid to feel neglected, but it shouldn’t just stop in the elections. The fight that we all started during the campaign must continue. We must not stop radicalizing the people, especially the youth, who are the real saviors of our country. We must protect our history and disintegrate its revisionism.

As one of the students who supported the pink movement, I feel genuinely happy and safe knowing that our institutions protect their students and democracy. Validating the students mourning for this year’s election proves that the Adamson University stands with us.

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Plans for the future (Ramble)

Right, so, two posts relating to Pride, one of them composed, the other one me being a total unfiltered butthole. I was going to touch upon this in the former post, but then considered that I wanted to have more room to talk about it in its own post instead. I got one more thing to say kinda/sorta related to Pride, but after that I’m moving onto new things. Let’s talk future fanfics!

Kind of like how I made an Explicit spin-off taking place during chapter 3 showing Nick and Judy having sex the night before she proposed to him, I want to do another spin-off showing them consummating their marriage after the end of the final chapter. I don’t get the chance to do this often, but I do like the idea of making a lengthy SFW story, but then making side-stories taking place within the same plot which is basically showing what I can’t show in the SFW story itself. It’s not gonna be that long, just some good old fashioned marital sex between newlyweds, but hopefully it’ll be a nice read if you’re like me and never get tired of mushy romantic wildehopps sex. I’ve already started working on the first draft, and knowing my rate of working and getting it proofread and revised to the final version, I’ll probably have it published... I dunno, the 25th, maybe? School starts on the 28th for me, so I’m making it my goal to have that published before school carries out its plan to stop me from having as much fun as possible.

After that, I’m more than ready to start work on the winner of the strawpoll I posted months ago, the winner of that being... wait, hold on, what? 

Last time I checked, the threesome with Nick, Judy and Mrs. Wilde was in the lead. Now it’s Nick, Judy and their son James, the hybrid OC child of theirs. Did not expect that one. o.o Being truthful guys, I don’t think now’s a good time for me to make that story. I’ve only featured James in two stories, and I don’t want to sound like I’m berating myself, but I feel like he doesn’t have much personality past “he’s their child, that’s his character”. I want to make at least ONE story where he’s the main character, so I can have a chance to give him more of a personality, show his strengths and weaknesses, how he interacts with the rest of the world aside from his parents, make him feel like he has some depth and range. After I develop him a little more, then I’ll come back to the idea of him having a delicious incestuous romp with his parents, but for now, I’m gonna have to prolong that. Sorry guys; I really should have thought of that beforehand and not even made it a poll choice. You can crucify me for that if you want. >.> That aside, I think I’ll go ahead and proceed with the runner-up, the threesome with Mrs. Wilde. A number of people have been asking for a sequel to Just Like Your Father, and I think it’s way overdue. Unfortunately by the time I get to work on that, school will have started, so it’ll take me even longer to complete it and get it published. I want to say that if I get it started the first weekend of school starting, then maybe I’ll be able to get it finished around... October? Either the middle or the end of that month, IDK. But yeah, I will definitely try my hardest to make that a thing. 

Aside from that story, I’ve got more outlines in my gdocs list than is probably healthy (you’ve seen me reblog the post about how authors like to come up with ideas more than actually working on them and publishing them; I wouldn’t say I like it better but it certainly seems to work out that way regardless). Let’s just check and see how many stories I have in my queue... wow, a whopping 29 outlines for fanfic ideas, and now all of them are Zootopia related (I’ll get to that later). I may have a problem on my hands. .__. It pretty much goes without saying that it’s very very VERY unlikely that I’ll ever get to finishing all 29 stories even though I’ve got them all planned out and ready to begin construction whenever I want to do so. With my rate of completion being one month at the shortest and four months (or never) at the longest, then that’s looking like... 2 1/2 years to 9 years writing out all those stories, and the idea of me writing fanfics for another decade while trying to push for a career to support myself and pay back my student loans is just unrealistic. However, I do want to see how many of these I can bring to the public in the next year or two, so whatever, we’ll just have to see what happens. 

On the subject of my gargantuan story queue, I’ve played around with the idea of doing a Christmas themed story for Zootopia. Thing is, if I were to do it, I’d have to start work on it like, before the end of October. I’ve learned through experience that posting stories near holidays tends to have the reception be dead on arrival, so it would have to hit the front page of AO3 and ff.net probably within the first or second week of December for anyone to find time to read it at all. 

Unrelated to Zootopia, some of you might have noticed that I posted an MLP clopfic about a month ago. Yeah. Daybreaker episode really hit the right buttons for me, couldn’t fight the urge to write something related to it. I’m still not fully back on the MLP viewing train, but a few episode premises have tempted me to watch them, and I’ve been pleasantly surprised to see the quality lived up to the hype. I do have a number of MLP outlines that I made a while ago and have been gathering dust for the past two years, but depending on my mood and if people want them badly enough, I might be tempted to dig a few of them up and give another look at them. Other than that outlines I’ve abandoned from long ago, I went ahead and wrote up one for a sequel to Burning Desire just because I was bored, so if people want to read more Evil Celestia bondage, I could probably do that. Might make another strawpoll for MLP stories specifically, IDK, we’ll see. 

Other than Zootopia and MLP, I’m curious: are people interested in me writing stories for other series? I’ve got a few outlines that I wrote up for Undertale back when they hype was in full swing (before Zootopia took over my life) and while I’m not as crazy about it as I used to be, I’m still somewhat interested in bringing them to public light. Aside from that, I’ve got a Gravity Falls outline that takes place years after the ending of the series (which I might hold onto, just in the event that there’s some big event that concerns the series taking place in the future and it revives the fandom). Plus, while I’m not super into Pokemon, I’ve been curious about doing some male/male Mewtwo/Lucario erotica, which would require me to watch both movies and read up on the lore of the characters so I don’t end up writing a story without knowing what I’m talking about.  Oh and weird one that occurred to me about a week ago: would anyone be interested in a Leggy Lamb story? I know that’s kind of out of left field, and pretty late to the game since she gained meme status a few years ago, but I haven’t seen anyone else do it before, so IDK. Would anyone give a crap if I wrote something focusing on her?  Aside from stories based on copyrighted properties owned by mega corporations, I’ve also considered writing stories about OC’s of furry artists that I’m a fan of. Not sure if anyone who follows me is aware of @atrolux‘s OC characters Kyra and Amon, but I’ve been kicking around the idea of writing a story about how they first met (the artist himself is busy drawing up a comic about their first time having sex, but I was planning on writing about the few days before that, during the time that they’re still getting to know each other before things get lewd between them). If I was going to do it, I’d most likely wait until he’s finished with the comic and published the entire thing, but I’m just putting that out there to see if anyone following me is interested in such a thing.  I’ve also thought of doing a story about a certain brother and sister belonging to a very talented and very well known artist in the furry community, but I ain’t saying no names because I haven’t talked to him at all, so I don’t want to open my big mouth without getting his thoughts on it first (if he even acknowledges my request at all when I send it). 

Also, I don’t want to make it a big deal, because my life isn’t in danger or anything, but I have since the beginning of the year found out that I’ve got some repressed anxiety making things a little difficult for me, like messing with my sleeping habits and making it hard for me to keep food down. I don’t know if it’s school, loans, the state of the country, me constantly pushing myself to keep up a consistent writing pattern or all of it (probably all of it), but yeah, it’s having some very undesirable effects on me. I’m taking medication for it and exercising more which helps out a bit, but just be aware that I am having to pace myself so that I don’t overwork myself into a panic attack. I do enjoy writing and getting a response from people, but it is pretty exhausting to keep this up.  And while I’m on the subject: I know that a lot of followers like to do the whole “holy crap, you’re alive!?” thing after an author has been inactive for a while, and they don’t mean anything malicious by it, but... ugh.  Look, there’s two types of fanfic writers. The first is those who fart out stories in a few days, don’t read them once or even have someone else read them, and post them on a weekly basis just so their name keeps popping up on the front page of whatever site they’re posting on. The second type are those who actually give a damn about their stories, spend as much time as they need to tell it right, then spend even more time rereading it, fixing errors, having someone else read it, fixing the errors THEY point out, and then posting it once its been made as good as humanly possible. That is a LONG PROCESS. I care about my stories, I want them to be as good as I can make them, because I don’t want them to fall into the stereotype of “typical badly written fanfic”. There’s already too much of that, and neither I nor you deserve to be given more of that trash. So I know that some of you are joking when you say things like “holy crap, I thought you were dead”, but it’s really annoying. Give me some time to actually make my work quality, will ya? 

so there you have it, that’s what’s sitting on my plate for the next little while: A buttload of stories, agonizing school and loans, and anxiety problems. FUN!  Once I’ve had some time to finish this wedding consummation story and officially break ground on Mrs. Wilde’s sequel, I’ll think about putting some strawpolls up to see what other stories people want to see from me. Thanks for being patient with me y’all. 

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cafesimming replied to your photo “¦ [hack] [Farha]: [SHRIEK] [Missy]: Shit–   [hack] [hack] [hack] ...”

oh my god

jackssims replied to your photo “¦ [hack] [Farha]: [SHRIEK] [Missy]: Shit– [hack] [hack] [hack] ...”

Oh no  😭

@cookiehorse​ replied to your photo “¦ [hack] [Farha]: [SHRIEK] [Missy]: Shit– [hack] [hack] [hack] ...”

BRUTAL

@avtvmnsalad​ replied to your photo “¦ [hack] [Farha]: [SHRIEK] [Missy]: Shit–   [hack] [hack] [hack] ...”

HOLY FUCK

see, the thing to remember here is that missy collins is not the most physically strong individual and that nobody in the sims 3 community has ever thought “hmm what if i made an accessory butcher knife” so the same knives i always use had to do

@asimlishpixel​ replied to your photo “¦ [hack] [Farha]: [SHRIEK] [Missy]: Shit–   [hack] [hack] [hack] ...”

the good thing is, i didn't need my heart anyways

i am So Sorry

borderlinedub replied to your photoset “[Cordelia]: Missy, I-I’m not the– I’m not– [Missy]: I know....”

WHAT WERE YOU GOING TO SAY RAFFERTY

probably just “i’m not the murderer” here

cafesimming replied to your photoset “[Asha]: So– So maybe I did do it! Maybe I am the murderer! But,...”

I KNEW IT!!!!!!!

congratulations on your Correct Votes

jackssims replied to your photoset “[Cordelia]: Missy, I-I’m not the– I’m not– [Missy]: I know....”

I REGRET MY VOTES

Fear Not! i actually tested in a sixty four file what would happen if cordelia got accused and asha got least voted in the last poll (put everyone in the file, set everyone’s LTR w/ missy to what it was in the actual file, ran accusation interactions on cordelia and least vote interactions on asha) to see if i had to plan the Bad End too and cordelia would’ve won either way

jackssims replied to your photoset “[Asha]: So– So maybe I did do it! Maybe I am the murderer! But,...”

GODDAMN IT ASHA WHAT IN THE FUCK

But, dammit, it’s not like she came in wanting to kill anyone!

@mercuryreblogs​ reblogged your photoset and added:

asha!!!

i...... am very, very sorry

jackssims replied to your photoset “[Cheyenne]: Hey, what’d I miss? [Missy]: Fuck off! [Asha]: [shrug] Got...”

DON'T LOOK SO AMUSED CHEYENNE

Don’t Be Too Cheery Cheyenne You Never Know What Could Happen

jackssims replied to your photo “[SLA [Missy]: gch– Get off– [Cheyenne]: You know I’m only using...”

FUCK OFF CHEYENNE MAY THE TRAGEDY CONSUME YOU WHOLE

i’d ask whether chey’s actual death counted but the fact that the “[SLAM]” in this post is rendered as just “[SLA” in the link is pissing me off like how does that even happen

jackssims replied to your photo “[Gretta]: [abruptly stops crying] I might’ve helped her motivation,...”

Then kill her Asha, we're waiting

shhhhhh it needs to be The Right Moment

jackssims replied to your photoset “[Cheyenne]: …Look, she just likes you better because you don’t really...”

Greta, Cheyenne has a point: you don't have a purpose Not saying I'm agreeing with Cheyenne in anyway, that's just a valid argument

yknow? if she was just doing this for funsies, that’d still be her purpose: funsies

borderlinedub replied to your photoset “[Cheyenne]: …Look, she just likes you better because you don’t really...”

I've just realized that Asha is incredibly nonchalant about all of this

this exact argument has probably gone down at least 5 times in group texts and asha was Sick Of It

borderlinedub replied to your photo “[Cheyenne]: Wha– hey!! [THUD]”

crack her skull open gretta

she could if she wanted to

jackssims replied to your photo “[Cheyenne]: Wha– hey!! [THUD]”

I'm rooting for Gretta in this fight tbh

if you weren’t, you’d be Fucked, seeing as gretta is much, much stronger than cheyenne

jackssims replied to your photoset “[Gretta]: ‘Cause I don’t think you want to challenge me to a fight,...”

Gretta is a Mastermind for one of the Killing Games confirmed

all im gonna say is ProjMutual is no one’s Summer Plans, it’s more of a winter thing canonically

jackssims replied to your photoset “[Gretta]: So, what, Cordelia’s the winner, then? Aw, man! But… my...”

OH MY GOD I JUST REALIZED HER TIE IS WHITE AND BLACK

I WAS HOPING SOMEONE NOTICED

jackssims replied to your photoset “[Gretta]: So, what, Cordelia’s the winner, then? Aw, man! But… my...”

Upon the re-read, I now see Gretta is talking about Camisade, and calm tf down Despair Girl

gretta is a huge mmbc fandom member and has written bad fanfic about mmbc contestants (and occasionally hosts)

(she’s fully aware her writing sucks, she continues writing bad mmbc fanfic for fun)

jackssims replied to your photoset “[Jasmyn]: Gretta, I don’t know where you’re going, I don’t know what...”

If Jasmyn dies in the next post I'm gonna scream

jackssims replied to your photoset

JASMYN ISN'T DEAD BUT I'M SCREAMING FOR DIFFERENT REASONS

:3c

jackssims replied to your photoset “[Gretta]: [putting backpack back on] But unfortunately, I still gotta...”

Deadass thought Gretta was going to shoot Jasmyn

WOULDN’T THAT BE SOMETHIN’

jackssims replied to your photo “[Gretta]: Alright, seriously gotta run now! Don’t be afraid to kill!...”

Gretta what kind of double negative advice is that

do do drugs, then

borderlinedub replied to your photoset “[Off-Screen Stranger]: Uh, hey! Excuse me, uh… do you need somewhere...”

bitter af

my plans had jasmyn looking more dazed & hopeless than angry but i Always have at least 1 pose where the expression is off in some way

borderlinedub replied to your photoset “[Asha]: TOUCH HER AND YOU’RE DEAD, CHEYENNE! [Missy]: Asha, what the...”

asha punts ian like a football. Punt

the Constant Throwing Each Other Around in this finale continues

jackssims replied to your photoset “[Asha]: TOUCH HER AND YOU’RE DEAD, CHEYENNE! [Missy]: Asha, what the...”

GIVE HER HELL ASHA

jackssims replied to your photoset “¦ … … … [Asha]: …I’m not trying to win at all anymore. I’ll go make...”

YESSS

Temporarily Rooting for the Murderer

jackssims replied to your photoset “[Asha]: [SHRIEK] [THUD] [thud] [thud] [thud] … [Missy]: Ian, we’ve...”

Damn Missy

cafesimming replied to your photoset “[Asha]: [SHRIEK] [THUD] [thud] [thud] [thud] … [Missy]: Ian, we’ve...”

WELL

avtvmnsalad replied to your photoset “[Asha]: [SHRIEK] [THUD] [thud] [thud] [thud] … [Missy]: Ian, we’ve...”

JESUS BYE

fun fact: missy being the one to kill the murderer was something i had planned since, like, 2015

jackssims replied to your photoset “[Missy]: –mmm– [sniff] fuck– [breaking into sobs] [Cordelia]: I-It’s…...”

My heart 💘🤚🏼

😢

cafesimming replied to your post “EPISODE END: “Loose Ends” (episode 22)”

this episode canonically happened on my birthday and im not sure how to feel about that

happy birthday u got.... whatever this was

avtvmnsalad replied to your photo “Collins BC Episode 22 - Loose Ends Farewell. -Ian”

HOOOOOOOOOOOGGGHIOI

It’s Time

avtvmnsalad replied to your photoset “[Missy]: Farha… Farha, I’m so fucking sorry… [Farha]: Don’t be…...”

jesus christ i'm crying in the club

i have caused two people to say this phrase because of this scene and i am So Sorry

avtvmnsalad replied to your photoset “[Missy]: [softly] Are you comfortable under here? Would you prefer...”

wtf i'm choked up

I AM SO SORRY

jackssims replied to your post “Tying Loose Ends”

I wanna ask about that bad end, but that's probably very upsetting if Ian is the only survivor

this reply is somewhat obsolete because i gave the bad end already but im replying anyway because completion