#i am certain some will end up on my your top songs 2024

[vvabbitt]

if any of his songs ended up on my spotify wrapped i might freak it

[stereopticons]

Fic Writing Review 2023

Thanks for the tag @hippolotamus!

Rules: Feel free to show whatever stats you have. Only want to show Ao3 stats? Rock on. Want to include some quantitative info instead of stats? Please do this. Want to change how yours is presented? Absolutely do that. Would rather eat glass than do this? Please don’t eat glass but don’t feel like you have to do this either.

Words and Fics

53,271 words published to ao3

an estimated 31,700 unpublished words in WIPs written this year

2 published fandoms (Schitt's Creek and RWRB) and one unpublished (911)

Most recent drop: currently two advent drabble collections: ribbons and bows (SC) and my only wish is one more year (and then i want them all) (RWRB)

Longest (published) fic: we were loud like love (david/patrick, E, 5.1k) (it was a rough year)

Caveat to that is that indie band patrick is currently ~26k and unpublished, all of that was written this year

Top Fics by Kudos

never knew a home until i found your hands (alex/henry, E, 1k)

paint me up (you're my favorite color) (david/patrick, E, 2.5k)

in the long tresses of your hair (i am a babbling brook) (david/patrick, T, 1.3k)

let my love fix you up (david/patrick, T, 1.7k)

tangle and stretch (david/patrick, T, 3.3k)

My fandom fic events in 2023

Raisins in Zhampagne New Years Exchange: the world would make sense again (if i held your hand) (twylexis, T, 2.7k)

Schitt's Creek Rare Fest: your secret's safe with me (stevie/ruth, M, 3.1k)

World BDSM Day Writing Challenge (yes, I'm counting events I made up): catch my breath to breathe your name (david/patrick, E, 300)

Schitt's Creek Passions and Pastimes Fest: crossed words and open hearts (david/patrick, E, 2.6k) and parallax (collab with @indestructibleheart, david/patrick, T, 5k)

Smutsgiving part one and part two

+1-2 fics for Schitt's Creek Frozen Over

Upcoming Events and Projects for 2024

to finish and publish:

certain songs (aka, indie band patrick): David, owner of the recently re-opened Perennial gallery in New York gets dragged by Stevie to a show where the indie band the Creek Waders are performing. He crosses paths with the frontman and guitarist, Patrick, and finds himself intrigued. Mutual pining, David being an idiot, discussions about queer art, Stevie ex machina, etc etc.

gather up the avenues: David and Patrick dated while in New York but broke up, now neither of them can stand to be in the city because of all the memories. Patrick drives back home to Canada, but ends up stopping in a small town with a ridiculous sign, while David flees to the place with the stupid name his dad bought him for his birthday when he was a kid. I think you can see where this is going.

come on, get higher, loosen my lips: five times alex and henry talk on the phone and one time they wake up together (workshopping this description lol). Actually hoping to finish and publish this in 2023 but we'll see how it goes.

I have a lot of other projects I'd like to finish but I'm not going to list them all here. We'll see how this year goes. I also love an event (clearly) so plan to participate in some of those as they come up (hopefully for both SC and RWRB).

Tagging @indestructibleheart @blackandwhiteandrose @kiwiana-writes @rosedavid @mostlyinthemorning @apothecarose @lizzie-bennetdarcy @smblmn @myheartalivewrites @missgeevious

[cryptidsurveys]

Sunday, December 8th, 2024.

What do you like about the house you live in? It's the house I grew up in, so it holds so many memories - some tangible, some intangible, some pleasant and magical, and some downright awful. For better or worse, this place just feels like home. It's really hard to imagine uprooting and living somewhere else. It actually makes me pretty sad to consider it. Structurally speaking, though…it could use some work. The carpets are old, there are renovations that desperately need to be done, etc. I guess the room I like the most would be my bedroom. It just feels quite safe and cozy.

What’s the most cliche song you can think of right now? Maybe certain Christmas songs because 'tis the season.

Name three of your favourite crepe toppings. I think I've only ever had lingonberry crepes - made with some sort of lingonberry jam and possibly cream cheese. As for something savory, I might go for something like ham and cheese.

Do you watch How I Met Your Mother? What did you think of the ending? I haven't.

Have you ever played paintball? Did you get hit? Naw. I kind of want to try it, though. Brings me back to my YOUTH and playing "Rock Wars" at the park. Not with full on rocks, but with the pebbly sand from the play area. We'd haul some sand up to the equipment platforms and break into two teams. One team would stay down below and the other would man the structure, and then we'd just…throw rocks at each other, lmao. Not a single cell phone in sight, just people living in the moment. ;D

Right now, are you too hot, too cold or just right? I'm just about right. Maybe a little too warm, but it's not uncomfortable.

What was your favourite fairy tale when you were a kid? I don't know if it counts as a fairy tale, but this children's book called Young Guinevere. The artwork was absolutely beautiful. Also, for a similar reason, while not a traditional fairy tale, a book called Dinosaur Dream. Just beautifully illustrated.

How do you feel today? Tell me about it. Fairly decent. I filled out some more paperwork for social security yesterday and I'm just thinking about what will happen if it's declined this time around. Kind of thinking it will be, but who knows. I'm not super worried because I do think I'm at a point where I could work at least part time at the animal shelter (enough to earn what I would have received in disability payments), but it's going to be such a big step. A step I need to take eventually. Just need an opening!

Also, there might be a respiratory illness making its way through cattery. I think the last time this happened in a major way was back in 2020 or early 2021. They had to close down to the public for a few weeks while it cleared up. Since I was more of a casual volunteer at that time, I wasn't allowed to go in. This time, though, I'm going to be there through it all. I'm really only worried about three of our kitties - who, unfortunately, happen to be sneezy already. One is elderly and has kidney disease (it seems to be hitting her hard), then another cat with liver disease (he seems okay, but we do have to keep an eye on him due to his weakened immune system), and a third who is also elderly and happens to be a tripod (he's in pretty good shape, all things considered, but I do worry about him), so I'm just hoping everyone will come through alright.

Oh, and my stomach is doing somewhat better today. I realized while scrolling back through some recent surveys that it's been going on longer than last Tuesday. I was already complaining about it then, saying that things had been messed up for a few days already, so…anyway. Thankful to not have a serious bubble gut, although I am still trying to be conscious of what I eat so as not to set it off again.

What’s the weather like today? It started off mostly sunny and calm. It's currently mostly cloudy, breezy, and 67*F. We're supposed to get some snow tomorrow afternoon, though! <3

Do you ever use a laptop in bed? I haven't had a laptop for several years now, but I used to do that frequently. Still do the same with my phone and listening to YouTube.

What were you doing in 2014? Uh…not much. I remember almost nothing from 2014 aside from working a few hours a week at PDI. My dad and I might have gone on a few hiking / camping trips, but even that was starting to fizzle out. Got back in contact with my sibling, but I think that lasted all of one visit before things went to shit again.

Are you wearing socks right now? What colour are they? Yeah. They're white and gray.

What time are you taking this survey? 1:45pm.

Have you ever eaten Caribbean food? No.

Do you need to make any purchases soon, big or small? Just grocery shopping and maybe purchasing a few wish list items for the kitties at the shelter.

What was the first movie you saw at the cinema? How old were you? Pretty sure my parents took me with them to see a Star Wars film when I was just a baby / toddler. Obviously, only very vague memories there. As for the first film geared toward children, I'm not sure, but maybe something like Aladdin or The Lion King.

Do you feel hopeful for the future? A mix of hopeful and hopeless. I'm just trying not to overthink it.

Where did you last fly to on a plane? To / from California for a family vacation + my dad's best friend's wedding when I was 11.

If you were going on a daytime date tomorrow, what would you wear? Lol I haven't been on a date in yeeears. I can't even imagine. But if you can't handle me in my animal shelter attire, then you don't deserve me in my birthday suit. ;D

Are your parents still together? If not, do you know why? They aren't. There are a lot of reasons why.

Have you ever been evicted? Why? No.

Would you say you’re an organised person? I'm somewhere in the middle.

Have you ever worked as a manager or supervisor? No.

Do you eat at a table or on the couch? I mostly eat at my computer desk, occasionally at the kitchen table.

Tell me something good about the last week of your life. Idk. It's not like it's been a bad week or anything (aside from not feeling well), but nothing stands out as a bright spot… Ooh, maybe a kitty being moved from ISO into cattery. She's an absolutely adorable UNIT. Pictured above, but you can't really tell what a chonker she is.

When was the last time you heard a siren? What kind? Not sure.

Do you like jogging? No.

What brand is your TV? Panasonic.

What was the last thing you voted for? Presidential election.

Do you remember much from high school? The memories aren't as vivid as they used to be and some of the years are a bit jumbled up, but I still remember a good amount.

What’s the longest you’ve ever stayed awake? Why did you do it? Idk.

Do you live in the state/province/territory you were born in? No. I was born in Louisiana and currently live in Colorado.

What do you want to eat right now? Kind of craving cashew chicken, steamed rice, and cream cheese wontons, but idk if my stomach would tolerate it. In fact, I'm almost certain it wouldn't.

What are the five apps on your phone that you use most often? YouTube, Instagram, and GroupMe are pretty much the only apps I use.

What’s one of the most useless things you’ve ever purchased? Idk.

[nellielsss]

𓆩☠︎︎𓆪 𝐁𝐥𝐨𝐠 𝐈𝐧𝐟𝐨

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╰┈➤ Blog info...

Who do you write for? As mentioned above, I write for transfem readers primarily. If my posts ever open up for requests, I will include other gender identities, but due to my current schedule & attention span issues, I won't be taking any. Additionally, a lot of the reader's personality is derived from my own, which includes habits and speaking mannerisms so some of my readers might not align with your own personality type.

Who do you write about? Characters that I'm obsessing over/am into at the moment. I also pair them w/ a trans reader, but unless a fic's focused on a transgender issue, or if it's smut, then reader can either be a cis of trans female.

What is the point of this blog? To write my own fanfiction and also hone my writing skills. I've scoured Tumblr, Wattpad and AO3, and have yet to find the fics that I feel represent me. Readers are almost always cis females, gender neutral, or trans men (and even those are hard to come by). I wanted to get my own ideas out there while also hopefully satisfying other trans women who like the stuff that I like and face the same problems that I have.

Types of fics: fluff, NSFW, angst, you name it, I'll probably write it eventually. I'll also include songfics since I'm a huge music lover. Please be aware that angst stories will exclusively include happy endings for the reader (I'm tired of the baby mama, side-hoe content... we need to stand up at some point or another).

Topics covered: anything to do with the transfem experience, as well as general relationship stuff that isn't exclusive to genders with my own twist added to them. I will not cover topics that I do not feel I have knowledge on or personal experience of such as periods, pregnancies, or certain mental disorders. I flat out will not write sexual assault, dub-con, stepcest, incest, or anything gross like scat, vomit, or any other kind of bodily fluids. I will write certain forms of age gaps, but I won't write blatantly depraved power dynamics such as teacher/student. The most you’ll see is 25 yo. reader with a 35-38 yo. character.

╰┈➤ Personal info...

General about me's: I'm an architectural engineering student| pisces sun, gemini moon, aries rising | ENTJ 8w7 | mother of 3 cats | uruguayan & mexican (some of my fics might feature some spanish!) | this is an NSFW heavy blog!!

Music favs: Beyoncé (duh), Mariah Carey, Madonna, Shakira, and Ariana grande. You'll find a lot of my fics are based on songs 𓆩ᥫ᭡𓆪

Favorite Media: B'day (the album), Sex and the City, Buffy the Vampire Slayer, Charlie's Angels, Kill Bill (I adore Lucy Liu)

Fandoms/favorite anime: Jujutsu Kaisen, Demon Slayer, Black Clover, Black Lagoon, Love is War, Madoka Magica, Higurashi: When They Cry, Free! Iwatobi Swim Club; I primarily watch anime that feature a badass female character, violence, or really hot guys.

╰┈➤ Top 10 Obsessions/self-ships

In order of importance...

Yami Sukehiro; ship name: Paulami

Toji Fushiguro; ship name: Tojila

Grimmjow Jaegerjaquez; ship name: Paulajow

Satoru Gojo; ship name: Paulatoru

Kento Nanami; ship name: Nanaula

Uzui Tengen; ship name: Tenpaula

Loid Forger; ship name: Pauloid

Makoto Tachibana; ship name: Paulakoto

Choso Kamo; ship name: Pauloso

Guren Ichinose; ship name: Paularen

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[purplesurveys]

1859

Have you ever read the Hunger Games series? Haven't. I watched the first movie because it was on cable TV allllll the time, but that's it. That's not to say I found it annoying though – I loved the movie and watched it til the end every time it was on! just not enough to want to read the books and watch the rest of the movies I guess.

When was the last time you ran into something? Can't remember. This doesn't really happen to me a lot.

Do you enjoy dressing up? It's fun to do when it's from time to time. I cannot imagine having to do it everyday though...seems exhausting and I would assume a money-drainer since I'd then need to buy new outfits every time lol.

Do you live in the city or a rural area? Technically counts as a province since it's outside Metro Manila, but it's not rural to the point that we'd, like, have no malls or have highways that are only 1 lane each way, which is the case for many provinces here. We still have all the amenities of a city.

Would you say you have a sense of style? Sure, but my style comes in two alter egos – I have a mood that's more preppy (halter tops, flowy short-sleeved crop tops, high-waist jeans etc), but some days I'll feel like dressing more street (XL shirts, baggy jeans, 90s-style sneakers).

What’s your biggest fear? The people closest to me dying. I'm not scared of me dying, and it's really always been more of having to learn to live life without certain people.

Have you ever been bitten by a wild animal? Nah. I've been bitten by Cooper once but that's it.

Are you close to any of your cousins? I'm very close to my eldest cousin on my mom's side; we're more like siblings than cousins at this point.

Have you ever been lost in the woods? Nope.

Where did you last travel? Our last quick vacation as a family was in Tanay for one night, then we transferred to Quezon Province for the second night.

Do you enjoy driving? If there's zero traffic, driving can be very relaxing and actually fun. Unfortunately that only happens either 1) on Sunday mornings, or 2) between 1-4 AM so I rarely get to experience it.

What song did you last listen to? To Find You from the movie Sing Street.

If you have a job, how often do you work? 8 hours a day, Mon to Fri. I prioritize work-life balance now so I don't allow myself to work weekends unless it's an absolute emergency.

What time do you normally go to sleep at night? Anywhere from 12-2 AM.

Do you watch a lot of movies? Not anymore. Somebody ruined that for me, but it's fine; I've found my peace with losing my love for movies.

Do you like Tom Petty? Not particularly.

Would you rather have snow or rain? I'm not really qualified to choose between these two.

Do you own a lot of sweaters? Nope.

Have you ever tried rock-climbing? I've never tried it before, but would like to even just once!

Ever ridden in a police car? Nope.

Favorite decade of music? I don't have one and I kind of just like bits of music from each decade.

Have any of your best friends been your best friend longer than a year? Angela will be my best friend for 19 years this 2024.

Ever witnessed a murder? Nope.

Do you care what people think of you? For the most part, no not really. I make myself likable as much as I can but if someone doesn't think nicely of me, I don't make it my problem anymore.

Does your room have a ceiling fan? It does not. I would prefer not to own one because I have a loft bed, and it would be nice to not have to worry about my head being chopped off hah.

Would you consider yourself poised? Tbh not really, I am pretty uptight and can get rattled easily hah.

Have you ever tried blogging? I did, but I was garbage at maintaining my Blogspots from before. This kind of microblogging works best for me.

Favorite television channel? I stopped having favorite channels a long time ago.

Have you ever lied under oath? No, but that's also because I've never needed to be in that situation.

What are your religious views? I don't have any; I ditched Christianity when I was 10 and have had zero regrets since.

Are you a romantic person? I am if with a partner, but I've chosen to be single so I haven't needed to whip out that side of me in years now.

When did you last change your bed sheets? A few weeks ago.

Would you consider yourself a flirt? Nah.

At what age do you plan to be married? I am no longer planning for that.

Do you eat a lot of junk food? Eh, I like to keep my diet balanced. Like yeah I have like burgers and a bunch of oily things 1-2 times a week, but I also have ~cleaner meals like salad wraps and stuff to make up for it. Middle-class Filipinos are always just one emergency away from getting bankrupt, so I'd rather play it safe especially now that I'm getting older.

When did you last go on vacation? I think our last family trip was in December, if I'm not mistaken.

Are you resilient? More than I would like to have been to begin with. People shouldn't always need to be resilient, and I have long taken issue with this concept. It makes bigger forces have an excuse to treat hardworking people like shit.

Have you ever failed a subject before? Yes, lots of times. I was never good in chemistry and advanced math, so that's why I had to work double time for the subjects I was good at to pull my averages up haha.

If so, what was the class? Oh, those two ^ then. Advanced math meaning geometry, calculus, and trig. I was never any good in physics too but I managed to play it safe for the most part, playing around the 80s in my exams.

Do you wear more bright or dull colors? More dull and neutral. Bright draws attention, and I don't want that.

Do you know anyone who has attempted suicide? Sure.

What’s your favorite quote? "If you really love to be loved, I think it'd be good to show those who love you how much you've changed." I've lived by this advice every day ever since I heard it.

Would you consider yourself mature? Sure. I still like to be petty sometimes but that's reserved for a handful of very specific situations haha.

How many clocks are in your house? Two.

Do you play any sports? Table tennis.

What is your biggest life regret? Fighting to keep a relationship up longer than it should have. So many opportunities wasted...

Have you ever been injured in a car accident? Fortunately, no.

If you could be anywhere in the world right now, where would you be? I've been getting hit with ads from Sundowners Zambales and ngl, it'd be great to be back there right now lol. It's beachside, it's quiet, VERY remote...it's the vibe I definitely need right now.

Have you ever had highlights in your hair? I haven't. I prefer getting my entire head dyed.

Favorite fast food restaurant? KFC. The problem with that is that they also have the most unsanitary restaurants :( (floor always feels – not even slippery, more of...oily?, tables always smell like wet, old towels; glasses don't always look well-washed) but ugh their chicken is so good and the Fun Shots are great and the Twister is fun to eat and they also have the best fries...it's a love-hate relationship always with KFC hah.

In what country were you born? Philippines.

Are your eyes more than one color? Nope.

Have you ever caught something on fire? Nah, I stay away from fire because this is exactly the thing I want to avoid doing.

What would you consider your biggest flaw? When I prioritize myself, I can sometimes go overboard and have borderline narcissistic tendencies.

What do you think your best quality is? I'm *very* passionate about things and people I care for.

Do you enjoy listening to others’ problems? Not in particular, I'd say? I appreciate if they trust me enough to tell me about their challenges, but it can also be pressuring. Like if they ask for advice, there's that pressure to make sure whatever comes out of my mouth is correct, or that I'm reacting appropriately.

Do you keep any plants in your house? Well, my mom does. I don't really like plants.

What is your mother’s occupation? She's a secretary in the F&B department of one of the premier hotels in the country.

Do any of your friends like your musical style? Sure. I know a bunch of people who are into K-pop.

What are you most looking forward to? My dad coming home in two weeks. Jin coming back in a month + our Vietnam trip too!

What was your favorite television show as a child? Spongebob.

Are you afraid of insects? Yes.

Are you cold-natured? I can be, especially when not in the mood.

How old were you when you got your first pet? I was around 5 or 6 when we were first allowed to take care of goldfish.

Did you / do you enjoy high school? I liked some bits, hated others (mostly the teachers).

What would you say was your favorite age? The years I was 16 (2014) and 23 (2021).

What annoys you most about social networking? The constant bickering, aka TWITTER. I have used that garbage site 200% less because all that's left there now are stan accounts who should be imprisoned with all the hate speech and death threats they spew. TOUCH GRASS

Are you the center of attention most of the time? No, and I stay away from it most of the time.

What are you currently reading? Not reading anything but the next on my list is The Midnight Library.

When did you last go to the library? Yeesh. Five years ago.

Are you ill at the moment? Yeah, I've been a bit panicky with my health recently... I had food poisoning but the side effects have been lasting a week when my past experiences have only lasted 24 hours at most, so I've been on edge. I'm still not feeling 100% confident that everything is back to normal now so I'd still consider myself ill.

Do people tease you about anything? No, not really.

How late did you stay up last night and why? 3 AM. I was playing Rhythm Hive and was working towards a goal I told myself I needed to achieve before turning in, so that's why I ended up staying up that late haha.

Have you ever written poetry? Yes. I've been revisiting it recently. All of it is trash but it's for my eyes only so it's whatevs.

Curtains or shades? Shades.

How many people have you spoken to in the last hour? Zero.

Do you tend to text a lot? Not really. I just have days where I text more than usual, but it's not consistent.

Ever lost a great best friend? Sure.

What is your favorite kind of flower? Peonies.

Do you own any guns? Never.

What would you say is your favorite book of all-time? I don't have one yet.

Do you think you’re living a good life? I am definitely more fortunate than the average Filipino.

What’s your least favorite part of the day? 5 PM - 7 PM feels loneliest for me for some reason, especially on Sundays.

Are you an over-achiever? I am a perfectionist, but I wouldn't call myself an overachiever.

Have you ever won an award for a speech? Nah.

Do you tend to curse a lot? Yes.

Have you ever played on the Ouija board? No but would love to try it for the shits and giggles.

Do you sleepwalk? I've done it once or twice as a kid, but it never happened again.

Have you ever slept on the floor before? Yes.

Are you a fan of public displays of affection? It's fine, but it becomes annoying when you start getting in the way.

When did you last attend a yard sale? Over a decade ago would be a safe guess.

Do you wish your life were simpler or more interesting? Neither. I feel like at this point of my life I've hit the perfect balance of simple yet fun from time to time; and I've also learned to stop comparing my life to those of others, especially if their lives seem more eventful than mine. If that's what they're happy with, so be it – I am also just as content with keeping my life more lowkey now.

What goals do you wish to accomplish tomorrow? Just survive the day without a client complaint, which is really the goal every work day.

When is your birthday? April 21.

Which is worse: going blind or deaf? I couldn't say, but also I feel like it's a bit inconsiderate to be like "oh having this disability would be SO AWFUL wow my life would be OVER" so casually when people with these disabilities very much exist and are living their lives every single day and I imagine them having to experience people going "man if *I* was blind I would just fucking DIE" has got to suck < Very well said. I'm in no place to assume and make comparisons.

What was the best part of today? We went out to celebrate Mother's Day and I took my family to lunch out in Barcino + I surprised my mom and grandma with roses :) I already gave my mom a pre-Mother's Day gift by getting her a shit ton of curtains a week ago lol, so I was telling both myself + my family that I might not be able to have anything planned for Mother's Day itself because I wanted to save...

Until I thought, screw it. It's my mom's day, and this only happens once a year, and money will always come back. So out to lunch we went and she got the flowers she wanted to get too.

Do you attempt to stay away from drama? Yeah. Such a waste of time. My instant reaction to drama is to resolve it, if ever I am involved.

What liquid did you last drink? Peanut butter latte.

Do you ever prefer to be alone? That is my preference these days, yes.

Have you ever had a deadly animal as a pet? Nope.

Favorite Disney movies? Toy Story 1-4 and Tangled.

Have you ever been to the beach? Many times.

If you have, how many times have you been? More times than I can count.

What was your dream occupation at age ten? I wanted to be a writer.

Are you terrified at the idea of weight-gain? No.

Do you drink a lot of water? Yes.

Does your room have carpet or hard-wood floors? Hardwood. Carpet flooring is not a practice here, unless you're in a hotel.

Do you take naps daily? Nope.

Who were you named after? My name was only inspired/lifted from someone, but I wouldn't say I was named after that person specifically – my parents knew next to nothing about said someone haha. Anyway, that person would be the singer Robyn.

Do you plan on traveling this spring or summer? We don't have your four seasons but anyway yes we have a Vietnam trip slated for June, whatever season that falls under.

Do you know anyone who is colorblind? As far as I know, no.

Have you ever been a teacher’s pet? No.

What is your absolute favorite hobby? Going to museums and watching documentaries.

How many times a day do you brush your teeth? Two.

Ever been to a tanning bed before? Nope. Don't need to.

Are you satisfied with your financial stability? I am, but it could still be better.

Who is your favorite actor / actress? Kate Winslet.

Are your nails painted? Nope.

What’s the meanest thing you’ve ever said to someone? I'm honestly not sure. I've had very mean things said to me so I've used those moments to vow to never do the same to anyone. I'm definitely very careful with the words I say, and I've even been told at work that even when I mean to be pissed, I still sound motherly lol.

Do you ever accidentally talk to inanimate objects? Yeah, especially the classic saying sorry to tables and mannequins when I walk into them haha.

What’s your favorite flavor of ice cream? OH I had this peanut butter frozen pie at a restaurant I went to recently and it was the Greatest Thing on Earth. My standard for ice cream is now ruined because of it hahah.

Have you ever kissed someone of the same gender? Yes.

Do you receive any hate mail? No, lmao.

Have you ever sent a letter in the mail? I don't think I have.

If you could, would you have a pen pal? Nope.

What color are the pants you’re wearing? White.

Have you ever had a stalker? No.

What is your life philosophy? This is directly lifted from the Genius explanation of TXT's Skipping Stones: "It is about the shift to self-acceptance when one day you will no longer be tough on yourself and instead meet yourself where you’re at."

I felt very overwhelmed when I first came across it, because it was the first time I realized that this kind of thinking resonates with me now. I was so used to hating myself and being disappointed with the person that I was, being disappointed with the progress I (thought I) was barely making – that I didn't even realize that I was slowly letting go of those tendencies and was actually unconsciously being softer with myself now. Encountering those words made me realize I am now okay with whoever I am and whatever I have achieved, and that I can just go from here.

Who last sent you a goodnight text message? Nobody.

Do you own any clothes that are your favorite color? A few, but tbh purple is not my best color so I don't plan to have a lot of purple pieces.

Have you ever been in a hot tub before? I don't think so.

What’s your favorite comedy movie? White Chicks.

In which year were you born? 1998.

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Stella Law of Attraction Script Stories 55

Stella Law of Attraction Script Stories 55

December 30, 2017

Start time 1251 pm

Completion time 111pm

I Call Upon What I Imagine To Be The Influence of Benevolent Spirits From the Heavenly Realms, my higher self, and my celestial spirit ally team for creativity in both my writings and all other areas of my life both present and future

Stella Law of Attraction Script Stories 55

 I Stella Carrier am happy to report that both myself and my sweet husband Rusty Ridler have experience massive success beyond our wildest dreams at our University of Maryland College Park food service jobs. I am happy for this blessing as I got to intuitively and logically pick up that several/most of my coworkers and the customers that I Stella Carrier interacted with have been pleased and satisfied with my customer service and job creativity/job performance as a food services. Additionally, I Stella Carrier succeeded in saving at least over 800 dollars after taxes by November 1, 2017 and I am thriving in a volunteer opportunity that is helping me to spiritually thrive and professionally evolve in multiple ways.

Memoirs of A Heaven Afterlife Communication Part 23

November 10 2100

Dear Stella Carrier this communication comes from your future higher self who is standing inside a beautiful mansion with a celestial dining room and celestial replica of the Goring in London England. I have actually been asked to help someone who passed over and is tasked with organizing various aspects of a living space that she manifested temporarily for the time being before she moves on to other activities related to her spiritual progress similar to what is referenced in a Lazaris book that you have seen before. She was a visitor to this hotel while she was alive and modeled certain features of what I am helping her with after this. You are carefully deciding between how many miles you are going to walk consistently daily each week for your weight loss goals and I advise you to give it at least 9 more hours to decide as you are going to know more by then. I also conclude our session with love until tomorrow with the following guidances until tomorrow in your time;

Savings target of at least 750 to 800 dollars after taxes for essential reasons by November 1 2017 or sooner and to analyze before November 3rd 2017 time period

Round table idea work log modeled after the movie scene where the character of Jeff Bridges organizes and speaks with the other characters played by Colin Firth, Channing Tatum, Halle Berry etc expand more on it creatively tomorrow

Start organzing, metaphorically packing up to prepare for new apartment in College Park Maryland

 Resources

Savings target of at least 750 to 800 dollars before November 3rd payday

Round table idea work log

Start organzing, metaphorically packing up to prepare for new apartment in College Park Maryland

30 Food Court Copycat Recipes That Don’t Require a Trip to the Mall

 https://www.msn.com/en-us/foodanddrink/recipes/30-food-court-copycat-recipes-that-don%E2%80%99t-require-a-trip-to-the-mall/ss-AAslT3E

I admit that the Golden Spa Door Resort in San Marcos California is definitely one of the travel recommendations that catches my attention especially for creative storytelling ideas.

Recharge and Relax: Our Favorite Healthy Hotels and Resorts

By Michelle Foley

https://www.popsugar.com/fitness/Best-Fitness-Health-Hotels-Resorts-23150601

Yes I know that I am a grown and happily married woman married to an amazing man commenting on this link pertaining to My Little Pony The Movie coming out October 5. However, this film whether I see it at the movies or as a film rental catches my attention because it appears to be both a creative and sunny type of film. Additionally, I just heard a song by Sia this morning via local radio and this My Little Pony film looks like it may help me glean some ideas as an aspiring writer/author/storyteller for both children’s and adult stories (obviously I intend to have the stories  to be created differently depending on the target age group).

Meet Sia's character Songbird Serenade in a clip from 'My Little Pony: The Movie' (exclusive)

By Yahoo movies editorial

https://www.yahoo.com/entertainment/meet-sias-character-songbird-serenade-clip-little-pony-movie-exclusive-160150940.html

This Daily Mail UK article also gives me storytelling and creativity ideas especially with the reference to the hotels and the picture of the Goring dining room.

Beautiful bedrooms, perfect pints and delightful dining: The AA names the UK's best hotels, pubs and restaurants in its 2017 Hospitality Awards by James Draper For Mailonline

· The 20th annual ceremony took place in London's Grosvenor House Hotel and is deemed the gold-standard

· The Gainsborough Bath Spa was named England's top hotel, while The Goring was hailed London's ultimate

· Meanwhile, The Freemasons at Wiswell, Clitheroe, was ranked as the best dining experience in all of England

· Edinburgh's The Dining Room named Scotland's top eatery, while Aboyne's Douneside House the best hotel

· Other prestigious accolades were presented for eco-friendliness, extensive wine lists and chef excellence Read more: http://www.dailymail.co.uk/travel/travel_news/article-4909302/The-winners-AA-Hospitality-Awards-2017-revealed.html#ixzz4tnzXeTFy  Follow us: @MailOnline on Twitter | DailyMail on Facebook Read more: http://www.dailymail.co.uk/travel/travel_news/article-4909302/The-winners-AA-Hospitality-Awards-2017-revealed.html#ixzz4tnzKxp9B  Follow us: @MailOnline on Twitter | DailyMail on Facebook

http://www.dailymail.co.uk/travel/travel_news/article-4909302/The-winners-AA-Hospitality-Awards-2017-revealed.html

 part 3 resources

I understand that I already posted these yet I admit that I am following my intuition and logic to post these again in both the career stories and scripts for towards the end affirmations and resources

Affirmations

Each Day I am in the process of improving upon creating heaven on earth for myself and my husband in all areas of my life both present and future as well as for the highest and greatest good for everyone involved.

I Stella Carrier am in the process of balancing my earthly concerns with areas pertaining to my celestial/spiritual growth as they intersect with my pursuit and intent to tap into the essence of wisdom and my genius abilities in all areas of my life both present and future.

I Stella Carrier enjoy the blessings of my imaginative abilities, intuition, creativity, and my gift of resourcefulness all increasing each day in all areas of my life both present and future.Affirmations I am creating heaven on earth. I am learning to be in the right place at the right time at all times. I am learning to live all areas of my life in alignment with my divine life purpose for both the present and future My psychic/intuitive abilities, creativity/imaginative abilities, and my ability to tap into my wisdom are expanding each and every day. https://www.orindaben.com/pages/rooms/affirmations_room/ I am a healer through my words, thoughts, and deeds. I am aware of the messages my guide is sending me. I receive impressions from my soul and higher self. I am magnetic to my higher good and it is magnetic to me.

Celestial Intuitive Insights

Goal; aim for 6 miles per day and writing 5 times a week time limit one hour and 30 minutes, resource gathering 15 minutes max- one hour and 45 minutes max minimum half hour and minimum 2 minute resource blogging, eat first and then write,  writing twice a week away from blog, public blog writing at least 4 times a week and maximum of 7 times a week

 Schedule them persistence is imaginative and intuitive key

Other things for me to keep in mind

Eat first thing in the morning ideally at home

Male playlist-akon beautiful

Carry pictures of my body inspirations around

Using the career process book my friend gave me

Year 2024 or later

Classroom party setting

Allow delay or writing today but create tomorrow the following writings

What I did do right

Intuitive insights

Sleeptime inspired/waking life storytelling ideas

https://www.fantasynamegenerators.com/20th-century-english-names.php

Profile

fantasy name generator

https://www.fantasynamegenerators.com/20th-century-english-names.php

 5 Scripting

4 Aimee gates

3 A day in the life of-5 profiles

8 times higher self-future afterlife a month

Vital Intuitive Insight

Divide into travel to future heaven worlds for career guidance and future earth

Current earth life-relocation/travel edition plus communication with celestial spirit ally team

Sleeptime dream entry career diary, future higher self in already created script entries and new ones on my off days at least once a week aim to do daily, Weight loss richer life edition career life before and career life afterwards,

Montgomery County Agricultural Fair Gaithersburg Maryland

http://mcagfair.com/

Neptune Festival Virginia Beach Virginia

https://www.neptunefestival.com/

save at least 25 percent

Resources Part Four Songs For Me To Keep in Mind

Sources I prefer to keep secret

Babycakes by 3 of a Kind

Sugar by Maroon 5

Paradise by Coldplay

Shape of You by Ed Sheeran-local Washington D.C. radio

Amazon music storytelling playlist shuffle mode from 457 songs

Side to Side by Arianna Grande feat. Nicki Minaj

Dancing In The by Bruce Springsteen

Song 2 by Blur

Absolutely by Ra Ra Riot

Mmm Yeah by Austin Mahone feat. Pitbull

Sussudio by Phil Collins

Make It With You by Bread

See You Again by Miley Cyrus

Anything Goes by Florida Georgia Line

Big Log by Robert Plant (2006 Remastered Edition)