#i am become trash (ooc)

[rcdiostcrs]

i kinda wanna make eleven an actual character...

[anunkindncss]

Guess who threw out their back last night? That is the LAST time I let my nephew convince me I’m not “too old”.

[dreadranger]

tag drop - gen

[tessarionbestgirl]

Aemond and Alicent are getting a lot of hate from TG now, mostly Aegon stans. I agree that the show did Aegon dirty, but same goes for Aemond and Alicent. Bad writing affects them, too. However, some people tend to twist the narrative to show Aegon as the only victim. What's your opinion on this? Does Aemond owe an unyielding loyalty to Aegon? Should Alicent support Aegon more?

I am glad someone ask me this because I have so many thoughts on this subject. So first about Aegon's characterization compared to the book, in the book Aegon goes from a hedonistic character to competent leader and someone that cares about his family to fast. What the show is trying to do in my opinion, is slow his progression, we may get see book Aegon, later, even spoilers going around suggest we may get Criston Cole Kingmaker speech to him after Rook Rest. What is always a important thing because is supposed to be a inverse parallel in arcs compared to Rhaenyra, she starts as the Realm's Delight and then become Maegor with tits.

The rape scene I think was necessary? No, do I think is ooc? Absolutely not. We had a 12 year old girl sucking his dick in the book. The children's fighting ring may have been to much and unnecessary, but is not as like the show as well didn't made Rhaenyra way more stupid compared to her book version by having white babies and trying to pass them as bastards from a black guy.

The show is always going to choose a change for a more dramatic effect, so Aemond betraying Aegon is way more interesting than he just being a loyal dog to him. And it have been set up for this. We have Aegon bullying his ass when they are child, even though for Aegon this was nothing serious, because Aegon lacks knowledge of boundaries, he is the guy that bullies his younger brother, the guy that he masturbates naked from his own bedroom window, he is the guy who rapes a girl because he was too drunk and then tries to brush off, to her mom the same way he tried to brush off the fact he bullied his brother, "it was nothing serious". So of course makes sense a drunk adult Aegon humiliate Aemond in such intimacy moment while none of this friends laugh.

Of course Aemond who has desire for power and reflects this in the same way that Daemon desires to be king, and he truly believe he is more suited to be king, thing he said himself to Cole last season, so of course he would take a opportunity that presents it self with Aegon rush into a battle.

And this also adds to Aemond's arc as king slayer because killing Luke may have been a mistake, but burning his own brother was not. Tg being mad that their expectations of those characters didn't match up, doesn't equal bad writing in my view. But also, this coming from me, I don't like Fire and Blood because is a objectively a bad book and is full of inconsistencies, one of then is the battle Rook Rest, in each the show done better.

So does Aemond owe an unyielding loyalty to Aegon? This is hard question to answer because, I don't consume media like that. For me Aemond own nothing to Aegon, betraying him is not morality right, but is not ooc for those reasons I said previously. Like we have favorite characters on this show but we must have in mind those are very gray characters that can be very terrible people and this is a tragic story. The worse possible outcome of things will happen, for dramatic effect or to add to tragic story even if they have good intentions at first.

Now about Alicent, look I think people when analyzing that scene with her on the room forget all the events that happened to Alicent at this point. Alicent in previous council meetings have asking him to proceed with precaution, he ignore her and is rude to her, showing no respect for her, or for anyone on that table, then when Otto comes with idea for pr move he accepts, but Alicent end part of it, something she didn't want and have to watch her own daughter have a breakdown. Then all her effort goes to the trash because Aegon kill every rat catchers and banishes Otto the only person that not only have Aegon best interest but as well it gives Alicent voice in the council.

Tell me now how she wouldn't be pissed at him for him acting so reckless and not listing anyone while banishing away her father? And maybe in other circumstance she would speak to him in a different way. We saw how in the first small council scene she blames the Lannister for the kid behavior because she knows her own son.

But, here we are seeing a drunk mother that is in a middle of life crises very angry at her son.

So the words she would soft spoken to him in other circumstance she says more flatly , with no filter. But none of them are untrue, when she compared him to his father, people don't realize she is not saying Viserys was a good king, and Aegon is trash. She saying that Viserys used to listen to people around him when comes to the best interest of the realm. What Aegon does not.

When she says him to do nothing, people forget she also said he should learn first with all of them in the table. She is basically saying "be more humble and before giving your opinion or do something stupid, learn from others" but Aegon doesn't listen that, what he listens because of his own insecurities and trauma is " my mom find me useless and I have to prove myself because I'm not a fraud."

And you can not blame Alicent for Aegon internalized logic. Is sad he feels this way. But I am already spoken on how they showed Aegon have the same education than Aemond, but he didn't take that seriously, all this in S1 with that training scene, and this lead him to be the terrible leader that he is now and his own insecurities.

Should Alicent support Aegon more? Maybe she should be a more loving mother, but we can't forget her motherhood is a direct response of who she is as person and she is a very flawed individual as anyone and she can have bad days as anyone.

[redemptivexheroics]

Does anyone feel like I'm procrastinating and not actually doing anything? Just lost a follower because, apparently, I turned into a trash blog, and the way they worded it said that my blog has become heavily OOC-based. I feel like someone was trying to guilt trip me into cranking out replies. Am I annoying you guys by not doing RP stuff?

[chrispypapas]

Chris, I need to know what you think would happen in a Xander spin-off. Because, unless I am remembering wrong, Xander was one hell of a tool.

im kissing you on the lips for asking me about btvs

season 3 ep 13 'the zeppo' is a Xander POV episode of btvs and tbh that's one of my favorite episodes of btvs. its the gang leaving Xander out of the apocalypse of the week due to him being "too weak", just for Xander to get involved in his own dangerous adventure where a group of zombies try to get him to join their gang. i think a Xander series would have been better than the angel series bc the Angel series did not know what its purpose was. its such a bad show. the only saving grace of that show is Cordelia is there, and when she leaves the show it becomes complete trash. Cordelia needed to be there to balance out the stupid shit Angel is doing. If you like the Angel series I'm so incredibly happy for you and my opinion on it should not diminish how you feel about it. I'm just some guy lol i think a POV from the 'normie' of the group would have been more interesting in terms of story telling. You would be able to put yourself in Xander's shoes and it could have been following the aftermath of season 7 of btvs; where everyone who could ever be the slayer was awakened thanks to willow unlocking everyone's potential. btvs continued its story through the comics after the show ended and the plot of the comics was Buffy running a slayer organization where ander worked as support for slayers out on missions (ala Kazuhira Miller in MGS peacewalker and MGSV). now i enter my unhinged rambling of Xander's character

Alexander LaVelle "Xander" Harris has many, as you put it, "one hell of a tool" moments in the show that I'm going to get into. A lot of them I can see as "this is a teenage boy saying stupid teenage boy shit" but a lot of it is also unwarranted and inherently selfish. Early series "tool" moments are

Xander's attitude towards Buffy for not returning his feelings and his haterid of Buffy having feelings for Angel (Season 1)

Xander blaming Buffy for Ms Calendar being killed by Angel (Season 2)

Xander exploding at Buffy for leaving Sunnydale after Joyce (Buffys mom) told her she better never return to their house after Buffy told her mom that shes the slayer (Season 3)

Xander being upset with Willow and Buffy for going to college (Season 4)

Xander yelling at Buffy for letting Riley (a good guy in his own words) "get away" when Riley gives Buffy an ultimatum (Season 5)

when Xander says hes disgusted by Buffy and can't even look at her after finding out she's been sleeping with Spike (Season 6)

and finally when Xander thought Buffy was being a terrible leader in season 7 bc she had to be a commander of an army of potential slayers (Season 7)

However on the flip side, Xander has multiple moments of being incredibly loyal and willing to do anything in his power for his friends, and that he really is the heart of the group reminding everyone of their humanity. Xander, much like the rest of the Buffy cast, is a complex character who has good and bad qualities and I think it's important to take the good with the bad. I don't agree with most things he says/does, but I also recognize that inherently he is a good person. Wanting the best for those around him even if his perception of what "the best" for his friends isn't necessarily what they "need".

BTVS is a hard series to defend. A lot of the actions of the characters are uncomfortable due to the creator of the IP, but when you create a piece of media those characters start to also belong to the fans. A lot of what Joss Whedon wrote for the characters at times felt incredibly OOC and just "we're going to torture the afab characters bc I hate women" kind of writing, but it's important to remember that there were other writers on the show and how actors wanted to portray their characters too.

That being said, I like Xander, and I like a lot of what others have done to explore his character bc im gay and like to analyze media. I think a spin off buddy cop Xander and Spike show would have been leagues better than Angel. One of the spin off Buffy comics I really like have Xander and Spike being friends from the beginning and exploring more of what their dynamic could be. I think it's an interesting alternative universe from Buffy canon and its work checking out <3

anyway ty for reading i hope ur having a good day xoxo

[ao3feed-brucewayne]

Trash of Gotham (Rewrite)

read it on AO3 at https://ift.tt/miC8uVh by Fishhfood Cale would love to curse the God of Death right now. Was becoming a slacker too much to ask for? Apparently, It is. As much as I loved reading comics when I was Kim Rok Soo, Why the fuck. Would I want to be here? To make his situation more difficult the white radish is here and planning something. Could this get any worse? ** Aka Cale & The Fam in Batman Comics with some added romance **Rewrite of my first version of this not stolen** Words: 905, Chapters: 1/?, Language: English Series: Part 1 of Kiyo’s crossovers Fandoms: 백작가의 망나니가 되었다 - 유려한 | Lout of Count's Family | Trash of the Count's Family - Yulyeohan, DCU, Batman - All Media Types Rating: Not Rated Warnings: Major Character Death Categories: M/M Characters: Bruce Wayne, Cale Henituse | Kim Rok Soo, White Star | Cale Barrow, Batfamily Members, Ra's al Ghul, Talia al Ghul, Gotham City Residents, Ron Molan Relationships: Cale Henituse | Kim Rok Soo/Bruce Wayne, Cale Henituse | Kim Rok Soo & Everyone, Cale Henituse | Kim Rok Soo & Batfamily, Roan Miru & Batfamily, Cale Henituse | Kim Rok Soo & Hong & On, Hong & Batfamily, On & Batfamily, Everyone & Everyone Additional Tags: Rewrite of the first attempt bc i hated it and it was too ooc, Everyone Loves Cale Henituse | Kim Rok Soo, Cale Henituse | Kim Rok Soo Needs a Hug, Protective Batfamily (DCU), Domestic Batfamily (DCU), Batfamily has issues but they love eachother, Everyone Needs A Hug, Does it count as Major character death if its Jason…, Lazarus Pit Side Effects (DCU), Good Parent Cale Henituse | Kim Rok Soo, Roan and the kids are in this story they come later, Someone help me with ron’s personality pls…, Why Did I Write This?, I dont know to much abt batman i got my knowledge from fanfics, Ron was a assassin for League of assassins, This Is STUPID, Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Tags Are Hard, cale is pretty tell me otherwise, slowburn? idk if i know how to write slowburn but ill try, Light Angst, bc cale is only there temperally.., Or Is he?, who knows i certainly dont, i wrote this at 1 am read it on AO3 at https://ift.tt/miC8uVh

[sabers-and-other-ocs]

SHIPPING INFO

tagged by @voxuli

answer the following for your muse(s) so people know how shipping works on your blog.

what’s your OTP for your muse(s)?

Hm I don't really have any OTPs for my muses and some are verse dependent such as Violet and chaos in their Owl House verse though they aren't very chaotic (ironically) in their Hellverse at this time, I guess Crow and Storm are but they're written that way and both are also capable of poly

what are you willing to RP when it comes to shipping?

I prefer building up relationships as far as romantic/sexual shipping goes, I'm all for plotting it out ooc but prefer to have at least some interaction basis, at present I prefer using fade to black when it comes to sex. I also don't do huge age gaps or incest but otherwise I'm willing to try a lot of different types of shipping and relationships/interactions whether they lead to romance or not

how large does the age gap have to be to make it uncomfortable?

Verse and muse depending I don't really do large age gaps, with Hell verses it is different that is where it becomes more experience related but for other verses i stick around 10 years as my preferred high end of an age gap until they're at least 35 then it would be more dependent on how the interactions are and how we as muns want to handle it

are you selective when shipping?

Yes and no, since this blog is all OC's I prefer to at least discuss shipping and how we would go about it ooc but I generally prefer to write chemistry or plot it out. I can be shipping trash, but like to have certain things established often through natural progression

how far do steamy moments have to go before they’re considered NSFW?

Mostly when the clothes come off, or at least getting descriptive about it that's about when I use fade to black

Who are other muses you ship your muse with?

Most ships I have are with Violet, Storm and Crow in their Owl House verse, at the moment I don't have any ships for their Hell verse or any in mind for anyone else as I'm still building up their characters and meeting people, but I'll have my Neon Demon joining the roster soon so maybe they'll end up finding someone?

does one have to ask to ship with you?

In a way yes, though mostly because I am just anxious about shipping, as much as i like doing shipping through chemistry progression i often get overly anxious about if someone actually would want to ship with any of my muses (especially my OC ones) so it really helps me out when someone is straightforward and tells me outright that they are interested in shipping

how often do you like to ship?

I'm generally up for it anytime so long as plot/chemistry is good or interesting (because toxic ships are interesting to explore too) but i love exploring all kinds of relationships so even if romance doesn't get involved i still have fun

are you multiship?

yes

are you ship obsessed or ship more-or-less?

if both of us are on board with the ship and we're enjoying the plot/chemistry then i absolutely can get obsessed

what is your favorite ship in your current fandom?

Hm, Huskerdust definitely became one that I fell in love with unexpectedly, my twin loved it from before the show started but I didn't have an opinion until the show began and was just like "okay yeah I get it now" but there are many I have interest in seeing explored further especially some of the rarepairs

finally, how does one ship with you?

Definitely just telling me ooc if you become interested in shipping, otherwise I tend to let things progress naturally to see where it goes

Tagging: anyone and everyone

[s1ngedwings]

❝ ―  𝐂𝐀𝐒𝐓  𝐎𝐔𝐓  𝐎𝐅  𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐕𝐄𝐍  𝐀𝐍𝐃  𝐓𝐇𝐑𝐎𝐖𝐍  𝐓𝐎  𝐓𝐇𝐄  𝐖𝐎𝐋𝐕𝐄𝐒  𝐎𝐅  𝐇𝐄𝐋𝐋      how  does  an  angel  adjust  to  a  newfound  anger?  where  your  screams  seem  to  pierce  the  heavens  and  causes  them  to  𝚚  𝚞  𝚊  𝚔  𝚎?  where  murder  becomes  second  nature  and  you  r̲i̲p̲  ̲t̲h̲e̲  ̲w̲i̲n̲g̲s̲  clean  from  your  (  former  )  fellow  angels'  back?  does  one  ever  adjust  to  this  incredible  anger?

[  .  .  .  ]  how  it  takes  time,  but  eventually  the  anger  fades.  your  death  is  your  rebirth.  learning  the  life  you  live  is  not  the  one  you  want  𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫.  you're  tired  of  the  anger.  so  your  second  life  is  to  try  again.  there's  no  way  to  wash  yourself  clean  of  your  s̵i̵n̵s̵,  but  you  can  learn  to  not  commit  them  AGAIN.  history  will  not  repeat  itself.

𝑠1𝑛𝘨𝑒𝘥𝑤𝘪𝑛𝘨𝑠   ―    independent  fandomless  fallen  seraphim  /  devil  oc   who's  part  of  a  band  just  for  fun.   worshipped  by  astral! triggering  material  ahead

⛧  .  *  .   –   the  ingredients  for  his  summoning:  becoming  𝚋𝚕𝚊𝚜𝚙𝚑𝚎𝚖𝚘𝚞𝚜  and  being  justified,  being  equal  parts  𝐃𝐄𝐕𝐈𝐋  and  equal  parts  𝐴𝑁𝐺𝐸𝐿,  wounds  that  are  healed  but  scars  remain,  becoming  friends  with  those  who  were  once  your  𝗲𝗻𝗲𝗺𝗶𝗲𝘀,  death  equals  rebirth,  having  fun  making  people  angry  with  your  "satanic"  music  (  it's  not  satanic,  it's  just  𝒅𝒆𝒗𝒊𝒍𝒊𝒔𝒉 ).

¹  doc.    ²   interest   tracker.

𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘷𝘪𝘭𝘺 𝘢𝘧𝘧𝘪𝘭𝘪𝘢𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩:  𝙺𝙾𝙽𝙺𝚄𝚄𝚁𝙸𝚃𝙾.

𝘣𝘭𝘰𝘨𝘳𝘰𝘭𝘭 : bloodyvain , sh4pechange , ofcr4nes , etern4lsun , hemat1c

                                 RULES  BENEATH  THE  CUT

ONE.   THIS  BLOG  IS  18+  AND  THIS  IS  YOUR  WARNING.  There will be mentions of  murder,  torture,  abuse, and other triggering topics. Triggers  are  tagged  as __  //.  I  don't  have  any  specific  triggers,  but  if  you  do,  please  let  me  know. Lastly,  on  the  topic  of  smut.  It  won't  be  under  readmore  unless  my  partner  does  it  first.  Also  I  won't  hold  off  my  smut  stuff  for  Sunday  and  will  post  stuff  like  that  on  main.  Whenever  I'm  in  the  mood  for  it,  it'll  happen.

TWO.   Honestly,  I'm  all  kinds  of  shipping  trash.  If  there's  a  chance  you  ship,  I  probably  ship  it  too!  I'm  a  fan  of  all  kind  of  ships  as  well.  Romantic,  platonic,  antagonistic,  and  everything  else  in  between.

THREE.   I  am  mutuals  only  and  that's  how  I'll  stick  for  my  own  comfort.  I  follow  whoever  I  want  and  I  wish  for  that  to  be  respected.  Don't  ask  me  why  I  didn't  follow  you  back.  Don't  follow,  unfollow,  follow  again  in  order  for  me  to  follow  you  back.  If  I  didn't  follow  you  back,  that's  that.  Don't  make  me  have  to  block  you,  and  I  hate  having  to  block  people.  Mutuals  are  free  to  send  in  inbox  memes  that  focus  on  interactions  between  muses  and  continue  them  from  that  ask  post!  Non-mutuals  are  free  to  send  in  ooc  questions  and  headcanon  things.  Mutuals  are  also  free  to  ask  for  my  discord  and  talk  to  me  in  the  IMs.  Mutuals  are  also  free  to  reblog  musings  posts  and  graphics  things  I  may  post!

FOUR.   I  make  every  single  graphic  on  this  blog.  The  icon  borders,  the  PSD,  and  everything  else.  Don't  steal  my  stuff,  thanks. I've  recently  been  experimenting  with  formatting.  I've  been  having  fun  bolding,  italicizing,  underlining,  and  using  colored  font.  I  also  double  space  and  haven't  been  using  small  font.  So  if  none  of  that  sounds  interesting  to  you,  I  would  recommend  not  following.

[sh4pechange]

❝   ―   corey  had  gotten  used  to  ignoring  willy's  voice,  especially  after  the  dj  dedicated  an  entire  week  to  discussing  the  𝚌𝚘𝚛𝚎𝚢  𝚌𝚞𝚗𝚗𝚒𝚗𝚐𝚑𝚊𝚖  𝚌𝚊𝚜𝚎  during  the  previous  halloween  season.  .  .

"  We  all  know  what  happened  that  night  was no  accident.  .  .  'cause  we  know  that  c̲o̲r̲e̲y̲  ̲c̲u̲n̲n̲i̲n̲g̲h̲a̲m̲ locked  that  little  child  in  the  attic  and  𝒕𝒆𝒓𝒓𝒐𝒓𝒊𝒛𝒆𝒅  him  while  his  evil  cult  hid  in  their  ˥˥ƎH  cave  and  offered  the  boy  up  to  their  𝙳𝙰𝚁𝙺  𝙻𝙾𝚁𝙳. That's  what  we  know!  "

𝒔𝒉4𝒑𝒆𝒄𝒉𝒂𝒏𝒈𝒆 ―   independent  𝘤𝘰𝘳𝘦𝘺  𝘤𝘶𝘯𝘯𝘯𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘩𝘢𝘮  from  𝘩𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘰𝘸𝘦𝘦𝘯  𝘦𝘯𝘥𝘴.  takes  from  both  movie  and  official  novel  with  heavy  headcanon  influence!  evil  embraced  by  astral!    triggering   material   ahead

⛧  .  *  .   –   hear  the  rumors  about:  being  a  social  𝐨u𝐭c𝐚s𝐭,  an  overbearing  mother  that  watches  your  every  move,  the  G̵U̵I̵L̵T̵  that  eats  you  a  l  i  v  e  every  day,  becoming  the  ɹǝʇsuoɯ  everyone  says  you  are,  obsessive  romance,  evil  never  dies,  just  changes  shape.  

¹  doc.    ²   interest   tracker.

𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘷𝘪𝘭𝘺 𝘢𝘧𝘧𝘪𝘭𝘪𝘢𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩:  𝙺𝙾𝙽𝙺𝚄𝚄𝚁𝙸𝚃𝙾.

𝘣𝘭𝘰𝘨𝘳𝘰𝘭𝘭 : bloodyvain , hemat1c , ofcr4nes , etern4lsun , s1ngedwings

                     RULES  BENEATH  THE  CUT

ONE.   THIS  BLOG  IS  18+  AND  THIS  IS  YOUR  WARNING.  Depending on the verse, Corey is a KILLER.  Murder,  torture,  mutilation,  blood,  gore,  and  the  like  will  be  present  on  this  blog.  I  will  tag  anything  visually  that  includes  things  like  that,  but  with  writing  it  depends  on  how  graphic  it  is.  Triggers  are  tagged  as __  //.  I  don't  have  any  specific  triggers,  but  if  you  do,  please  let  me  know. Lastly,  on  the  topic  of  smut.  It  won't  be  under  readmore  unless  my  partner  does  it  first.  Also  I  won't  hold  off  my  smut  stuff  for  Sunday  and  will  post  stuff  like  that  on  main.  Whenever  I'm  in  the  mood  for  it,  it'll  happen.

TWO.   Honestly,  I'm  all  kinds  of  shipping  trash.  If  there's  a  chance  you  ship,  I  probably  ship  it  too!  I'm  a  fan  of  all  kind  of  ships  as  well.  Romantic,  platonic,  antagonistic,  and  everything  else  in  between. But  do  keep  in  mind  that  some  ships  can  be  quite  unhealthy after Corey's interaction with Michael. Corey is obsessive and possessive and ready to be violent if needed. Not to mention he's very manipulative. Yeah, unhealthy all around depending on the verse.

THREE.   I  am  mutuals  only  and  that's  how  I'll  stick  for  my  own  comfort.  I  follow  whoever  I  want  and  I  wish  for  that  to  be  respected.  Don't  ask  me  why  I  didn't  follow  you  back.  Don't  follow,  unfollow,  follow  again  in  order  for  me  to  follow  you  back.  If  I  didn't  follow  you  back,  that's  that.  Don't  make  me  have  to  block  you,  and  I  hate  having  to  block  people.  Mutuals  are  free  to  send  in  inbox  memes  that  focus  on  interactions  between  muses  and  continue  them  from  that  ask  post!  Non-mutuals  are  free  to  send  in  ooc  questions  and  headcanon  things.  Mutuals  are  also  free  to  ask  for  my  discord  and  talk  to  me  in  the  IMs.  Mutuals  are  also  free  to  reblog  musings  posts  and  graphics  things  I  may  post!

FOUR.   I  make  every  single  graphic  on  this  blog.  The  icon  borders,  the  PSD,  and  everything  else.  Don't  steal  my  stuff,  thanks. I've  recently  been  experimenting  with  formatting.  I've  been  having  fun  bolding,  italicizing,  underlining,  and  using  colored  font.  I  also  double  space  and  haven't  been  using  small  font.  So  if  none  of  that  sounds  interesting  to  you,  I  would  recommend  not  following.

[anunkindncss]

just one note, don't you think your first and third point contradict each other ? nobody owes anyone an explanation for being blocked, if someone blocks you because they don't 'like the vibe,' then that's that. in a corner where we all write with each other, if you don't see yourself interacting with an individual, why not soft block ( or even hard block ) and then both parties move on ?

someone blocking another person is them quietly curating their own space, nobody is entitled to knowing another person, even on a social platform.

Listen. I feel this one deep in my bones, and I’m wrapping you in a blanket of rage, understanding, and feral love as I say this:

I get it. God, do I get it.

Sudden silence, unexplained blocking, and OOC abandonment with no warning? That shit hurts. Especially when it comes from people you trusted. People who felt like friends. People who acted like everything was fine… until they vanished without a word and left you to spiral through the wreckage trying to figure out what the hell you did wrong.

It’s not just frustrating. It’s deeply, emotionally destabilizing.

You deserve communication. You deserve kindness. You deserve clarity and safety and space to exist as your full, human self—quirks, misunderstandings, growing edges and all.

And while no one is required to give you closure, especially in cases of genuine harm or safety issues… basic human decency says: if it’s safe to do so, you talk before you cut someone out. You give them a chance. A heads up. A moment to reflect. Especially if they didn’t even realize something was wrong. Because silence? It’s not just protection—it can be punishment. And for people who never meant harm, that silence becomes a weapon that cuts way deeper than you meant it to.

If you’re reading this and you’re someone who blocks without a word, especially after forming bonds? I’m not saying you’re evil. But I am saying your actions have consequences, and some of us don’t bounce back from confusion and rejection so easily. Especially when we’re already battling our own wiring, our own fears, our own patterns of self-doubt. If you’re truly trying to protect yourself, I support you. But please ask yourself if silence is the kindest choice… or just the easiest.

You didn’t deserve the spiral.

You didn’t deserve to be ghosted by people who once called you a friend.

And I hope you know: you’re not broken for caring. You’re not wrong for being confused. And you are not alone.

This community needs more honesty. More softness. More people who will say, “Hey, this rubbed me wrong—can we talk?” before it gets to a point of total shutdown.

If no one else will say it, I will: I’m sorry that happened to you. You deserved better.

🖤

—Trash Dad (in your corner, always)

[iamjustbread]

(I go insane rambling about Izuku and how I want him to clean the beach in my fic. Don't mind need this to reread later for forwarding the plot.)

I've ran into a fucking road-block in my writing FUCK. I can't even ignore it or- wait I could just skip that detail, but no it wouldn't feel right.

Like- Izuku isn't being trained by all might, but I still want him to like clean the beach. So like sure he can organise it all and just run around on the beach. But there's the point of not trespassing and transporting the trash. Trespassing is easy to skip, ya know rebel shit by doing stuff anyway and just run whenever cops come, but where to put the trash? Izuku COULD put it in a street corner/just by the road of the beach, but like is that at all satisfing?

I was thinking of having Izuku talk with people on a nearby market and them giving like reasons to clean but also why they haven't cleaned, I wanted to add like a detail where one of them would give a number of a company that could like, be payed to come by once in a while by Izuku (he got a job alr and gets mooons) but it feels so left feild for the show at all. The market was inspired by me reading and loving Be The Actor (amazing webcomic) but there the main character's mom actually work at the street market so it makes sense he would be able to get help from them and such. In My Hero tho Izuku mostly just hangs around people his age and pro-heros (which makes sense, hero in training ya know) so it wouldn't fit his character at all to get the number of a construction company to just, help him with trucks to clean a beach. Or even talk to people in the market just, chatting about the beach nearby that is overflown by trash.

No it is waaaay too OOC isn't...

FIUCK

Maybe he just leaves in on the street by the beach. But wouldn't then the trash collectors call like, Idk the police or something to see who is putting so much trash there and why? Cause it will stink up the place and it would go against like laws for keeping sidewalks clean no? After a bit of the police searching you wouldn't be able to hide from it anymore, Izuku would just be arrested and then be told off to not do it anymore or he'd get a more serious consequences than a warning. Maybe it would be intresting to have 14 year old Izuku arrested, but how would be train at all afterwards? Should he just go to training in his room? but like that'll STINK the place UP and I think Inko would be like "PLEASE just go to a gym, I will go with you if I have to" cause, isn't there like age-restrictions on gyms anyway? That's what I'm already working in my mind, but no offence to Inko but she doesn't look like someone who would gym and could probably have really frail bones. It feels so weird to add just a random character into the mix of everything just to get the plot forward, but maybe that's what I have to do? Uuuuugh I don't want too it feels so lazyyy. It, no it wouldn't fix my problems at all.

Alright, thinking cap time

What I have already changed is that Izuku has a podcasts/livestream where he talks about any and all quirks he stumbles upon in his everyday like. What also happens is that Izuku doesn't want to give up on his dream about becoming a hero after the sludge incidence, but All Might doesn't catch up to give him One for All neither.

Those are the core things I changed, and I would LIKE for the rest of the fanfic to be the consequences of changing those core details (with outline from a specific movie but that's irrelevant rn).

But, do I give him the core detail he was in like, Idk martial arts as well before? FUCK NO, sounds boring as hell. At that point I am just adding shit to canon because I am creating too many road blocks that I find unbreakable. ... a detail like martial arts is a fic on it's own don't @ me.

NOW, in reality I just want to have him somewhat muscled up for the UA entrence exam, I feel like it could give him some courage and he might be able to ace his written exam with some (author) strings being pulled. So, how do I do that without it feeling and reading as lazy? I added the thingy of him asking his chat in an not so subtle way (sending himself a dono like he is a quirk user who wants more strength for his quirk) with him and chat chatting about how to train at home. With that he starts going on runs every day, getting a power gripper thing, a weight or two and *trying* to go to a gym but failing (I wrote for social anxiety reasons but Imma change to age restriction).

Fuck how do I do this. Shit I need to go to bed.

IM COMING BACK FOR YOU TEXT

[soulesplinters]

haha what if i did a slight redesign of soules outfit where everything is exactly the same except their jacket is poofier and varsity styled

haha just kidding... unless..?

[lcgioned]

ayyy i might be back sooner than i thought. yay self isolation! 

[spectrum-skull]

Just another quick update...will try to be back, but it may be a little slow...I miss the Rainboo, so I really kind of want to get the event over and done with so I can get my Good Boi back here. We’ll see how that works out later.

For now...I lurk...

[kaediisarchive]

Halfway through the show but my watching buddy (my dad ofc) is tired so we’re just gonna watch the rest tomorrow. So I’ll be here to do drafts and stuff for a bit before I go to bed myself <3