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coolcoelacanth · 4 months
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day 3 of my indentured servitude: already getting annoyed at my temporary coworkers and having to stand next to them for 8 hrs a day. theyre both middle aged women, one of which has more attitude than the other. like godddddddd idk why its so normalized for people to be rude for no reason why does nobody have manners. they're not horrible, but its just like little passive aggressive comments all day and im like 😑 girl im not even getting paid and i don't want to be here. im literally so overly polite to them all the time too bc thats just who i am as a person like idk how people can be sassy to people who literally have not wronged them.
#personal#it's not that bad i just had a bad day today#and i havent had a day off since thursday and its now wednesday#and i still have to work two more 10 hr unpaid shifts until my 1 day off#killing myself#i wish this wasnt a serious job so i could microdose to make it more bearable#but i am definitely not taking that risk#lord have mercy on my tired flat footeded soul#im literally standing the whole day w my flat ass feet#i went to an orthopedic dr once for a running injury back when i did cross country#they looked at my feet and went oh my god you have extremely flat feet#i was like oh i didnt realize it was that bad LOL#so im standing all day on my malformed feet literally jumping from foot to foot bc of the pain#i need new sneakers if i dont want my feet to fall off#then the one pharmacist has arthritis i later learned and i had asked to sit down earlier in the day bc of my flat feet#so then i felt like an idiot bc she literally has arthritis and is standing#but also like girl why tf are you standing all day if you have arthritis#we should both be sitting lmao#but then the other pharmacist came in for the day and immediately took ky terminal so i just put the chair away and stood anyway lmao awkwa#and literally why are people so obsessed w drive thru pharmacies it literally makes it take 10x longer than just coming inside#its not that hard to park a car and walk inside 10 feet like what#just a tag rant of an accumulation of why i am in a bad mood today#i am also so tired bc i have a circadian rhythm disorder#i need to start taking my stimulant again but i also dont want to bc it makes me too awake and i also love coffee and want to drink it#but i feel like im on meth if i take my stimulant and drink coffee#i need to ask my lady to lower the dose#but it definitely helps bc otherwise i literally feel like i could fall asleep at any moment its great#and my eyes literally burn from keeping them open#i love my body failing me#i also love having a job that pushes my body to its limits
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bonesandthebees · 1 year
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Actually being more awake on 6 hours would make sense because a sleep cycle is 1h30 (and your wake up after each one but don’t remember in the morning) so any multiple of that tends would have you be more awake then 8. I tend to do for 7h30.
Though when you wake up during your sleep cycle also makes a difference. You naturally wake up at the end, which is the best way to wake up. And if you consistently wake up and go to sleep at the same time it regulates your melatonin-cortisol cycle a lot better which makes it so you’re well-rested (though consistently applying that can be a Bitch).
Anyway, my point was that if your alarm wakes you up in the middle of a sleep cycle you will be more tired during that day.
Sorry for the info dump.
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oh yeah that's all very true! I took a course on the biology behind circadian rhythms in uni so I remember learning about that stuff
I always try to wake up naturally bc I can definitely feel the difference when my alarm wakes me up in the middle of a sleep cycle. I feel so dead and don't know what year it is if I get woken up in the middle of REM sleep lol. it's just frustrating when my body decides to naturally wake me up after like 4 and a half hours when I could sleep for 6 or 7 hours
at the very least I tend to go to bed around the same time every night?? roughly around 1-1:30 am these days so at least I'm consistent about it
circadian rhythms are very interesting though. my mom isn't diagnosed with this but I'm very convinced she has a circadian rhythm disorder that shifts her rhythm back a few hours bc she goes to bed and wakes up so early (like, she goes to sleep around 8-9pm, sometimes even 7pm, and wakes up at like 4-5ish (sometimes 3) naturally. she doesn't do this on purpose it's just what her body wants her to do). there have been many times where i'm going to sleep right when she wakes up
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