#i always know when an anon is you in my inbox 🫵

[jeanmoreaue]

Rank Renee’s best character traits 🫶🙏 (and btw when you post something and ignore my asks an angel cries)

i’m screaming at this you’re like admit publicly that your least favorite aftg character is Renee

i will admit it yes 😭 i don’t care for Renee im sorry i wish she was more developed because i just can’t figure her out and it might be the Neil POV bias (maybe ive been Neiled as tumblr user dayurno said in that one post) but all i have is:

1. kind

2. has cool hair

3. it would be cool if she dated Allison

4. i’m genuinely struggling here im so sorry

[giveafike]

Hi azzie how are you??? When will you post next xxxx

Hii anon!! Sorry guys, I kinda went AWOL for a bit here, I’ve been somewhat swamped 😭 anon are you British? X hehe, just curious bc of the kisses.

I had a dream where I did a get to know me post and then got SWATTED 😭 would we want a get to know Azzie? I don’t think so, but lmk! Send questions if so (don’t SWAT team me 😭)

Writing Updates: trust, I will have Ben Shelton posts and a Jude blurb coming up eventually! If not this week, then next.

I’ve got a (albeit, belated) Halloween party coming up + a lot of work shifts this week + college starts tmr :( but I’ve got a lot of free time if I push out these assignments so..pray for me.

Azzie Updates + ChitChat: First of all I wanna say: tysm for the love on the works this past week!!!!! :,) you’re all so sweet and kind, I always say I love tumblr so much and it’s only bc of people like you guys liking and reblogging and commenting and sending me feedback that makes it such a sweet, fun, great place!

Second off, question! are any of those crazy amazing Ben Shelton TikTok editors with the freaky ass captions on tumblr? Bc I’ve been scrolling through posts all night, literally cackling at those captions and in awe of their editing skills, they need to proofread my writing drafts, they’re the realest mfs here.

I’ve just checked my inbox for the first time in a few days- YOU 🫵 😧 are FREAKYYYY AS FUCK 🫵😧 … HOLYYY SHIT???? Are we all ovulating..? The amount of NSFW requests you people want me to write, and you guys write it so sweetly too it makes me laugh sooo hard “Azzie hey girl! Love you! can you write a blurb about me and Ben and in public and he’s crazy and-” - TOUCH GRASS OH MYYYY GOD! GIRLS! Hahah kidding I’m just as bad……did you guys see that NSFW Ben Shelton tarot reading from @castingspellsanddaisies ? i am actually….feral?.. I can’t stop reading it … my face is WARM thinking about it; wdymm he’s good at it (duh ofc he is)…. Let me test that out…for research and writing purposes, obviously.

Um, anyways.. I underestimated an assignment of mine and I’ve been grinding on that (literally due in 3 hrs…almost done it tho!), I’ve another one due Wednesday + uni starts back tomorrow and I’ve got to go for attendance, so I’m prob pulling an all-nighter tonight 😵‍💫 im SICK of university and im sick of STEM, i deserve to be living the Morgan Riddle life but Ben Shelton edition. Sorry not sorry!

I’ve also been super badly sick, I passed out at work the other day and I’ve got no appetite whatsoever, I had a fever earlier this week - idk what’s going on w me! Autumn-winter always makes me feel like I’m a Victorian child. I feel wayyyy better than how I did a few days ago, but I’ve trying to take it easy and relax a bit, pls forgive me 😓

maybe tmr after I finish all my pending works I’ll write smut in the library…like a freak 💀😭 we’ll see anyways, good chat, back to my assignment I go 😞

[soaps-mohawk]

Hiii!!!!!

I book bind casually and was wondering if, when you finish CRCB, you’d like me to bind you a copy of it. It would be for you only. Personally I think it’s unethical to sell binds of fanfiction, because you’re making money off of someone else’s story, therefore, I don’t sell my binds,I make them for myself and for authors who want copies of their work. I love CRCB, your writing style and world building are amazing.

If you would like a copy I can dm you closer to the end of the story and we can have an in depth conversation about it, and if you don’t that’s ok too just thought i’d ask. :))

Thank you for sharing your writing with all of us.

Hi anon

I never quite know how to answer these...I've gotten a few of them since I started writing this fic and I always sit and debate what to say and sometimes I've just not answered because it's kind of a complex situation.

I don't want to say a yes with an asterisk because someone might try to twist it and take it as they can sell my fics (which I also do not support and if anyone tries it I will find them 🫵) and of course I have to trust that you're not going to turn around and do that (not saying that you're not trustworthy because I'm pretty sure if someone was going to do that, they wouldn't be in my inbox asking permission), but I also don't know you.

DM me closer to the end of the fic so I have some time to think about it.

[kuromi-hoemie]

I saw your post about wanting to torture someone with tickles. Hope I'm not stepping over the line to say hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii about it

you're not but i was talking about irl 🫡

also bc i don't really talk about it ig, the secret to whether I'm receptive/flirty/etc with you (generally, not you specifically, this is a turn and talk at the audience moment) is i will leave you little earnest love notes in the tags of your selfies when i reblog them.

don't post face? ❌ not interested

do but i never interact? ❌ not interested

like... a girl just likes to be open about what she's thinking and i love giving compliments just bc and do it all the time both on and offline, so there's def not any expectations w my tags, but they can also be taken as a tiny bow of courtship u can choose to act on or not 🙇🏾‍♀️

i know other ppl are very into anons or just hitting it off with anybody or whatever but i think that like. For Me, the ideal interaction is we both rb each other with some nice tags - showing and reciprocating in a very non-committal/no expectations kinda way, and after seeing that it's mutual then sure go for it 👍🏾

i love sharing audio sometimes and tbh might start moving nudes/lewds back to more private channels bc i forgot How Many People you have to block after posting them lmaoo.

🫵🏾 but i do appreciate tags being left for me and tbh sometimes i miss that accounts that usually post their body also Do share their face and they're very hot and i feel very silly for missing it ಠ⁠ᴥ⁠ಠ ♡⁠ hi oomfies sorry for being late to the party but it's good to be here.

anyways. i like this more subtle/non-committal kind of acknowledgement first, bc if i get asks or DMs i either have to ignore it or tell people I'm not attracted to them which is always really awkward 😶‍🌫️ especially for people I've never even talked to before, or people who take the tiniest bit of very simple acknowledgement and flood my DMs over everything.

which again, compliments are fine, but like.. a Talk To Me mindset bundled with it is imposing u guys 👉🏾👈🏾 just bc someone is cute doesn't mean they have to talk to u, just bc they say thank u to an unsolicited DM doesn't mean they want u to send a dozen more. without even getting a response to any of them too.... 🥸

I'm just kinda here to have fun and i like sharing myself and my thoughts to different degrees but none of it is rly an open invitation or a request. just keep it in the tags pls. tags r what usually pique my interest anyhow!! i like people who got something to say 🙇🏾‍♀️

i want to reemphasize this is a very general message and not at u specifically, there r other asks in my inbox and other persistent ppl who have been blocked over spamming my DMs, and this feels too nuanced and specific to add to my already long and kind of annoyed sounding (bc it is 💀) pinned. so yeah!!!!! i did get a lot of new followers recently so it's a good time for a periodic reminder

[eightmakesonebraincell]

I’m sorry I never responded to you answering my ask about best friends to lovers Sannie, I wasn’t sure if I should or not haha

But thank you so much for answering! It made my day 🫶🏻

no that's okay!! there's no obligation to but i can defs say on behalf of writers that it's always appreciated and a lovely surprise bc when asks are anon, we have no way of knowing whether anon has actually read it or not :'))

you're very welcome though and thank you 🫵 for taking the time to slide back into my inbox to let me know you liked it 🫶🫶🫶

[cloudcountry]

ASHJDAJSHWAAA THANK YOU FOR LIKING MY STUFF SO MUCH,, 🤧 AND YOU THINK I’M ADMIRABLE?? NO U 🫵 /pos /gen

KJFCGDF YES MUSICAL DUELS SOUND SO COOL BUT KINDA HILARIOUS AT THE SAME TIME,, But this actually brought a small idea to mind!! What if Beethoven and Mozart did a piano duel,, I think it’d be really cool to watch! It’d be two musical geniuses going at each other- Mozart, on one hand, is undoubtedly a music prodigy and genius, and wrote what’s estimated to be over 800 works. However, Beethoven is a master at improvisation, and he’s no slouch, either. And he’s got that perfect pitch 👌  Mozart began composing at five. Beethoven started playing publicly at seven. So I’m just imaging these two going absolutely ham on the keys,, Beethoven would find it an honour to duel against him, ngl

And unfortunately Auburn, I did it again,, I made an impulsive decision. I decided to make Picrews of Beethoven 🧍‍♂️ 

Not that many though!! Although, I did make a small compilation of different Picrews of him that I wanted to share,, 👉 👈  (Also, I'm so sorry, but you're going to have to copy and paste the links if you want to see them,, Since I'm anonymous, links don't work- I'm hoping they work though!!)

https://i.postimg.cc/G3xgBVsN/241783-5r-TPl-J0n.png (First ever Picrew of Beethoven!)

https://i.postimg.cc/wB7TFf4p/404676-JWIe4-Rww.png (Trying to brush up his appearance 1/2)

https://i.postimg.cc/NG5CYWLX/625876-Pcdx7-O9k.png (Trying to brush up his appearance 2/2)

https://i.postimg.cc/90VBG7mv/1727751-r-I0-Ximtw.png (Hair down and no glasses)

https://i.postimg.cc/hjRvj8MR/514716-s-ATJKGUh.png (MC and Beethoven)

https://i.postimg.cc/k4CM9JXn/1906920-n-A3m-ZL2-G.png (I tried making him smile for once, cause he’s always usually frowning,,)

https://i.postimg.cc/SNmrR3xV/186583-RMCYjo-IY.png (Also tried a hand at making a Child Beethoven- he turned out way cuter than I expected!)

https://i.postimg.cc/tTDbjFM5/1855819-e55-Nxnez.png (My most favorite Picrew of Beethoven to be honest,, >v<)

Oh, and I just found out a not-that-fun fact,, So, you know Beethoven’s dad? I found one more reason to beat him up- So, Beethoven was born on December 1770. However, his father made him think that he was actually born in 1772, making Beethoven believe that he was younger than he actually was. When Beethoven’s first public performance happened, he was seven and a half years old, but his father announced to the public he was his “little son of six years.” (Six years old was actually when Mozart debuted for Empress Maria Theresia, and he wanted his son to be recognised as a child prodigy like him.) He wanted to make his son to be more in demand in the music circle. And Beethoven himself thought he was born in 1772 for a good portion of his life, too! He believed his father’s lie, and it was only when he was confronted by official papers by did he discover the truth. 

So, not only was he very abusive, Beethoven’s father lied about his age, both in public and even to his own son,, And he didn’t even tell the truth, either!

(I won’t lie, this could actually be one of the foundations on why Beethoven hates dishonesty and lies,, Because the thing that made his music career catch attention was based on a lie, and he himself believed that lie for a good while,,)

Jackdaw Anon 🐦

WE CAN BOTH BE ADMIRABLE THEN!!! BECAUSE YOREU SO COOL AND I GET SO !!! HAPPY !!!! WHEN I SEE YOU IN MY INBOX WHA!!!! JUMPING UP AND DOWN RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

i would pay real money to see them fight each otehr on the piano. it would be amazing and i think i would laugh really hard if beethoven started shaking at the end because he just technically performed with mozart and thats his IDOL SOBBING

ALSO WHAT DO YOU MEAN UNFORTUNATELY!??!!? PLS WE LOVE IKEVAMO BEETHOVEN HERE

pls i was oohing and ahhing at those picrews my whole look-through THEYRE ALL SO GOOD SHAKING YOU AROUND VIOLENTLY

his dad is sucha BITCH and like?? SEVEN IS STILL A CHILD. THATS AMAZING. AT SEVEN??? I WAS TRIPPING OVE RMY SHOELACES AND GETTING SCARPED UP AND SWALLOWINGR OCKS WHEN I WAS SEVEN CMON MAN. i can see that beinga source of trauma fo rhim yea,,,, its like he didnt even know himself :(((

[tirasamu]

this is only for my anon 🫵🏻🤍 no peeking

i nearly cried seeing ur name in my notifs again sweet girl oh my gosh !! i’m so beyond happy to hear from u and the fact u found me on this new blog too, the stars rlly did align !! i hope u don’t think i’ve been upset with u all this time, but i’ve always been worried so i’m so happy to hear ur alright. i’m not going to reply to ur ask directly bc i want to selfishly keep it where i can read it again

u don’t have to apologize for anything i promise, i know how life can be sometimes. more than anything i’m so happy ur okay !! i could never move past u, there’s a little piece of my heart that will forever hold space for u, even when i’m old and offline

i hope the fact u’ve been thinking ab me means u’ve been getting all of the love + good things i’ve wished ur way <33 i think ab u so often too, and i still consider u a best friend. i feel like there’s just those kinds of people u meet and feel connected to immediately yk? u’ll always be one of those people for me, even talking like this it feels so easy !! being able to provide u comfort at any point was something i’d do all over again, and i promise u did the same for me many times so please don’t feel guilty for anything. u did so much for me, a lot more than u probably realize :<

but i don’t want this to be the end !! my inbox will forever be open for u to stay anonymous if u’d prefer, but my messages on here and my discord (dazaiurl) are always open for u too. i love you with my whole heart, pls don’t be scared to talk to me or reach back out ok? i’ll be here waiting !! <33 we have a couple years to catch up on !!

love maiwi :) 🥝🤍

[codes]

Hi Matthew! Sorry, this is just a random feeling that I felt like sharing for some reason.

I always wanted to interact with you more but even right now just the thought of it already makes me so anxious I'm lowkey nauseous. Idk, I think I find you too cool and I'm just too socially anxious for things like this.

That's it, that's the feeling www I don't know why I felt like sharing this

Just in case, I'm sorry if this brothered you or made you feel uncomfortable in any way, if you feel like it you're totally free to ignore this!!

Wish you a good day/week!! All the best in life and stay cool, Matthew!! <3

anon I need you to look at me, I need you to hold my hands and look at me.

Do it even if ur scared, and I’m not even playing around. Send me asks even if you’re so nervous that u start pacing the room.

I don’t know who you are but I can guarantee ur a lot braver than u give urself credit for, ur even interacting with me right now in a big anon ask!! Not everyone would have the courage to write all of that and send it without knowing how I’d react. I also deal with anxiety a lot but what rlly helps is remembering that the worst thing that could happen is that I get no reply, that’s it. A lot of things in life are like that since intimidating events are always worse in our imagination leading up to them.

You didn’t bother me in any way and i seriously doubt u would since ur so respectful in this anon ask so don’t use that as an excuse to not interact with me in the future 🫵 I’m serious. Personally, the more often that I do something that I think is scary, the less anxious I am when I have to do it again. I won’t ever be mad at someone who just wants to talk so you can use my inbox for whatever and whenever. It’ll get easier eventually, as most things are in life.

Tell me about any random things that pops into ur head, I’ll always respond eventually when I have the chance. Love you very much and I also hope you’re having a good day 💙