#i always attributed the decline in quality to 2018 when i was so burnt out i lost significant ability to perform IADLs
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#actually looking back through my ao3 my real dissatisfaction with my writing really only started in 2021#after a couple of years of almost exclusively co-writing#i always attributed the decline in quality to 2018 when i was so burnt out i lost significant ability to perform IADLs#but it was definitely c. late 2021 and early 2022#when i could sense the decline in my writing skill and enjoyment and so took multiple breaks from co-writing to write solo again#it's weird i co-wrote (and did written roleplays) SO MUCH as a teenager and in my early 20s#and never developed this massive block when i wrote solo back then#maybe it was partially the pandemic#i know my inability to go out in the world has significantly impacted my connection to like... reality and The Real World and Society#i don't talk to people anymore -- everyone's schedules got so messed up that even my friends who i spoke to regularly#when Work Hours were a thing for me all faded a lot#like we're still friends but i don't speak to anyone but my partner regularly#it's so lonely?#anyway i think i made the right choice when i started exclusively writing solo again but i sure miss the excitement and drive of co-writing#idk maybe i just need a boost#mutuals who want to co-write a SDT fic with me hit me up#seriously#disability#liminal scrawlings
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