#i also have like 20 million other playlists bc i have no chill

[earthtocaptainsky]

Kpop profile tag

I was tagged by @banhmi07 thank you love 💜🥰

Fandoms: the ones I'm active in are mainly EXO-L, ARMY, Stay, Deobi, Fuse, Choice, Aroha, Ahgase, NCTizen, Monbebe, Carats, E.L.F, and Shawol, but I am in many more

Ult bias: Byun Baekhyun, he was the first idol I liked and has been my number 1 ever since. He caught my eye with his humor and ability to make everyone laugh. I really admire how he'll go to great lengths to lighten the mood and make everyone around him happy. His laugh is great and his smile is cute and he makes me happy just seeing him. Plus his voice is incredibly beautiful and I could listen to him sing forever.

Ult group: A.C.E, their music makes me feel alive and really helps during the times I don't feel anything. Their music is empowering to me and it's like going outside and feeling the sun on your face and fresh air in your lungs. Honestly their music has made me see the world in a much brighter and more adventurous way and I really appreciate what they've done for me.

Other groups/soloists: bro it's actually easier to list people I don't listen to lol I am the epitome of multifan, if they are a male kpop group I almost certainly listen to them and if I don't I know what I'm listening to next. I'm a lot pickier with girl groups and I really only like Itzy, Mamamoo, and blackpink, but I do appreciate all the girl groups and I know quite a few of them and their music even though they are not my first choice of music

Biggest wreckers: Idk if i have wreckers so much bc I don't pick favorites in groups? I'm here for the music and the memes mostly so the pretty boys are just a bonus, like a cherry on top of a sundae. I have 5 favorite idols over all which are Baekhyun, YuChan, Yugyeom, Sanha, and N, The Boyz kinda all hang out at 6

Albums I own: Wings, all 3 Love yourself albums, Map of the soul persona and 7, all 3 TXT albums, Thrilla Killa, the first 3 ateez albums, XIX and Blah Blah, Super M (x3), All About Luv, Re:IZ, Call My Name, Present:You, Dye, Without You, City Lights, Candy, Love Shot, Obsession, Power, Eau Dr VIXX, Face Me, Undercover, Undercover: The Mad Squad, She Is, ACE, and Neo Zone The Final Round. When will I be satisfied? Never

Favorite songs: in no particular order

Moon Dance - Nu'est

Euphoria - BTS (super meaningful song for me)

What U Do - EXO

Pretty Boy - Taemin

White T-shirt - Jonghyun

Imagine - CIX (bro I love all their music so much but if I have to pick ONE song)

Callin' - A.C.E

Lullaby - Got7

Take Me Higher - A.C.E

Island - Winner

Bomb Bomb - Kard

Love Me Now - NCT 127

Chained Up - VIXX

Dramarama - Monsta X

Power - EXO

Be Mine - but specifically Oneus' cover

Right Here - The Boyz

Betcha - Baekhyun

Baby - Astro

Very Nice - Seventeen

Dynamite - BTS

Tie - Oh Saebom

Favorite albums: also in no particular order

The Nocturne - Nu'est

Candy - Baekhyun

Map of the soul 7 - BTS

Obsession - EXO

Super M - Super M

XIX - 1the9

Blue Flame - Astro

A.C.E Adventures in Wonderland - A.C.E

Hello chapter 1 and 2 - CIX

Dye - Got7

She Is - Jonghyun

SKZ2020 - Stray Kids (it's got all my favorite songs of theirs)

VIXX Conception Ker - VIXX

The Code - Monsta X

Concerts I've been to: VAV, BTS speak yourself, NCT 127 neo city - the origin, and Super M. I've also 'been to' the beyond live concerts for WayV, NCT 127, and Super Junior and the Monsta X online concert.

Kpop doppelganger: I don't believe that I've been told that I look like any particular idol

I tag @ckyunoirs @bacon-notbaekhyun-jaehyun-mingyu @gateway-mp3 @tytrack @dingdonghun and anyone who wants to do it this was really fun 💜💕

[jucles]

whats crackin kiddos im doc, usin est bc a bitch just graduated high school and is back in ny !! he/him or they/them idrc 

「 LUKE HEMMINGS, CISMALE, TWENTY FOUR, RISE AGAINST. 」┈ did you read that latest viral gossip issue on JULES MOROZOV?  he is the BASSIST in RENEGADE, one of my favorite HARDCORE PUNK groups. they’ve been releasing music for FIVE YEARS now, but viral gossip has only been talking about them for the last MONTH. get this, i think i heard HIS MOTHERS HOSPITAL BILLS ARE BEING SUPPORTED BY NARCOTIC DEALS. they’re known as the COZENER of the music industry, since they have a rep for being DOUGHTY but BRAZEN, but who knows. maybe that will change once they become #1.  

his mother was born in penza, russia but moved to the states a month or two before he was born so he knows none to none about his culture other than little lullabies and slang from his mother.

she made sure to keep her home-country with her though, by naming her only son konstantin much to your boys dismay aksd;ljf he goes by jules though bc whos got the time ://

his mother was diagnosed with a chronic lung disease ( copd ) when he was seventeen & resides in a small hospital under ‘life support’. he visits her weekly and makes sure she’s being tended to by selling narcotics ( or himself ) on the side despite his public career.

the thing that saved him at first was his boys and their band. he wasn't a good bassist at the beginning lmfao he was actually pure shit, but he worked at it bc his mother kept a few instruments his father ( trash ) used when he was in a small group that never really got anywhere but anyways look where we @ now

long story short w all them bills he owes the equivalent of student debt and couldnt rlly think of anything else other than selling on the skreets in order to pay it all off ://

when he's at his second 'job' he usually racks up two hundred a night + depending on what he’s selling & whoever is feeling giving at the moment. when hes rlly desperate he goes lower than what can save him.

appearance wise he’s usually all rumpled up w finger shaped bruises around his throat and hair lookin like a million people ran their fingers thru it. his particular scent is of cigarettes and heavy cologne !!

ink for days. ’elegance’ in small cursive above his left eyebrow. a subtle dagger through a detailed scorpion @ the side of his head which is why he gets undercuts. ‘fuck it’ on his inner right thigh ( nsfw lmfao )

you’d think he’s the type 2 wear black skinnies & cut off shirts but plot twist my kid wears those big ass stone island coats nd annoyingly expensive shades cos y not flaunt the things u worked so h*rd for

his style inspo is drake tbh what a Joke

although he doesn’t have a quick temper he does have a high propensity for fighting. he’s usually the one to start them, but not often the one to finish them

when he’s not lookin for adrenaline to get off to, he’s somewhere in his ugly ass backyard tuning up his bass cos hes a hoe for preparing the day before any set even tho he always shows up late to tha gigs !!

hes not nice but hes not rude either tbh its just honesty is the best policy if he thinks something is boring then [joanne the scammer vc] its over . Thats Cancelled .

deep down ur boy is a clown & p chill apart from the fact that he’ll do anything to gain the upperhand even if it means destroying lives nd being fake about it. <3

this bitch is mean but got a big heart tho but yah this bitch is mean

he lives in a cozy (aka nice word for small nd cheap af) apartment where hes up @ a semi early time (2pm) outside smokin a joint, lit nd droopy eyed wit a dopey smirk just enjoying the scenery nd blasting garbage music from his complex. 

like i was sayin earlier tho he has has cheap bleach blonde hair that im prolly gonna make him shave to a buzzcut tbh. his eyes are a solid hazel and his skin is tanned w dark bags under his lids. sunburnt cheeks bc hes usually out n about … . being a hard worker ((((: . a small but deep scar underneath his right eye. he’s also got a hoop in his cartilage with his septum pierced but he hardly wears that one.

here 4 the drama so lmk if u wanna get rekt n plot w a two faced gemini (((: im currently listening to 20 playlists by rise against bc im fake n have never listened to them in my life so sakfjd  !!

[creideamhgradochas]

Thanks to the lovely @youngmoneymilla for taking the time to answer these! Get to know more about lovely Eliza, go give her a follow and then show her some love!

These questions are from this list. You should check it out, there’s 50 questions all together and they’d be great to ask your favorite fic writer!

1) How old were you when you first starting writing fan-fiction?

13

2) Do you prefer writing OC’s or reader inserts? Explain your answer.

I did love writing OC’s because I have a lot of fun with physical description. However, that was when I wasn’t aware of Reader Inserts since I just recently came back into the fanfic world. Reader Inserts are great because I have to work that much harder on giving them a backstory/personality and not focus at all on physical description. Plus, everyone gets to read the work and hopefully find themselves in it. The only thing I hate is being unable to use a name. I can’t write “Y/N” bc it bugs me haha.

3) What is your favorite genre to write for?

Ummm Angst probably? I’m a huge horror fan so, I’m trying to incorporate that into more work.

4) If you had to delete one of your stories and never speak of it again, which would it be and why?

“It Would Have Made it True” just because I didn’t really connect with it that much and the ending was rushed.

5) When is your preferred time to write? 

11 am to 10 pm haha. I’m an asshole and write a lot during my job.

6) Where do you take your inspiration from? 

I have about a million fics bookmarked from over the years, literally fics from when I was in high school to now. They’re so gorgeously written and they inspire me to write. I pretty much only read non-fiction outside of fanfic so, that doesn’t really work.

7) What’s your favorite scene that you’ve written?

Bathtub/Bedroom scene in the second part of “Bungalows and Baths”

8) Have you ever amended a story due to criticisms you’ve received after posting it?

Yep. In one fic, I included a descriptive characteristic for the reader that implied she was white. It hadn’t even occurred to me but, I immediately fixed it when someone pointed it out.

9) Who is your favorite character to write for? Why? 

Tossup between Bucky and Steve. Bucky has the very obvious trauma and grief that’s interesting to write about but, Steve has a lot of buried darkness that’s subtle and extremely intriguing.

10) Who is your least favorite character to write for? Why?

Maybe Bruce? I don’t care that much for his character (despite the fact I love Hulk)

11) How do you come up with the titles for your stories? 

A lot of the time, it’s a line that’s said throughout the narrative. However, I have a word doc filled with random quotes I like and I usually throw something together. I always think up the title at the end and it’s always an afterthought. Titles blow.

12) What do you think is the best idea you’ve had for a story so far?

I am currently writing a Bucky x Reader fic (TRYING TO AT LEAST) that is going to take the team to New Orleans. It’s going to involve vampires since I wrote a novella about vampires back in high school and want to re-explore that mythology. However, there is going to be a lot of twists and it won’t be an AU, it’s just introducing the possibility of vampires in the MC universe. The reader and Bucky will both be struggling with the idea of themselves as monsters and trying to help themselves through that. It’s going to be a lot of voodoo and magic and angsty “will they, won’t they”. I’m going off on a tangent now but, that’s the gist. I have not written an actual series in a long time so, this would be my first one.

13) Do you have any abandoned WIP’s? What made you abandon them?

There are many half-filled one- page word docs on my desktop that are rotting away as we speak. I just get bored or think of something else.

14) Are there any stories that you’ve written that you’d really love to do a sequel to?

I’d love to do more fics with the same reader from Bungalows and Baths.

15) Are there any stories that you wished you’d ended differently?

Lol I’m actually annoyed with how I ended 6 Times right now. Not sure why.

16) Tell me about another writer(s) who you admire? What is it about them that you admire?

Omg I admire so many but, here are a few.

@bitsandbobsandstuff – obviously for her “Safe with Me” piece which is fantastic, emotional and well-paced. Pacing/keeping the reader on their toes is the hardest thing for me in a series and so, I really admire her ability to do that. I also LOVED her “A Million Invisible Threads” piece because it’s such a gorgeous character study on the Winter Soldier

@a-splash-of-stucky  – She’s the Queen of Angst duh and a GORGEOUS writer. I love her stuff. A Messed Up Place left me weak.

@imhereforbvcky – Her “Mirror for the Sun” fic inspired me to start writing from Bucky’s POV actually. She’s just a beautiful writer.

@tilltheendwilliwrite – I love everything she writes. I love all the mythology she brings to her fics while still staying within the Avengers universe. Her smut is on another level, too. I find myself rereading her stuff again and again.

17) Do you have a story that you look back on and cringe when you reread it?

Here and there. There are definitely moments in a fic where I think why did I keep that. It’s usually because I ended it too quickly or just wanted it over.

18) Do you prefer listening to music when you’re writing or do you need silence? 

I love music when I write fics. It’s all movie scores. I have a spotify playlist for it.

19) Have you ever cried whilst writing a story?

I’ve cried (ish) when writing anything that has to do with alcohol/substance abuse. I’ve been in and out of AA for the past two years and have finally started recovery again. I also have depression so, writing about that can leave me raw. Writing truly always helps though.

20) Which part of your fics have been the hardest to write?

SMUT. Jesus Christ. I struggle so hard with making smut sound hot, as well as lyrical so, it can fit with the narrative. I don’t want to reuse anything I’ve used in other fics before or repeat words but, it’s SO hard (pardon the pun). I always forget what position they’re in and where the body parts need to go. It’s legitimately why I have yet to write a Stucky x Reader fic. I can’t introduce another person into my difficult SMUT journey.

21) Do you make a general outline for your stories or do you just go with the flow? 

I usually have a general idea and I’ll have a very vague outline going. I just write everything out like word vomit and go back and edit.

22) What is something you wished you’d known before you started posting fan-fiction? 

That some of the best stories I’ve read aren’t necessarily the ones with the most likes or comments. I stumble upon stuff and wonder “HOW DOES THIS NOT HAVE 2K LIKES”.

23) Do you have a story that you feel doesn’t get as much love as you’d like?

That’s tough. Maybe the stuff I wrote in the beginning where I didn’t have many followers. I loved the concept of “You Don’t Mean for it to Happen” but, sometimes I want to rewrite the whole thing. I put a lot of myself into “I Think of You All the Time” but, I feel like that got some good traction. IDK.  Bungalows and Baths got a crazy amount of love. Did not expect that but, v grateful.

24) In contrast to 23 is there a story which gets lots of love which you kinda eye roll at? 

Nope. I appreciate any love haha.

25) Are any of your characters based on real people?

Well, I think it goes without saying that every reader character has a little bit of the author in there. I think I pull from some of my friends but, not really.

26) What’s the biggest compliment you’ve gotten? 

Someone once said that their soul was marked by “Bungalows and Baths” which was amazing haha.

27) What’s the harshest criticism you’ve gotten?

I haven’t really gotten criticism other than that time I screwed up on including a feature for a white reader. I felt terrible about that.

28) Do you share your story ideas with anyone else or do you keep them close to your chest?

Not really. I don’t have people to share them with haha.

29) Do people know you write fan-fiction?

My best friend knows but, she doesn’t read fanfic. Shockingly, my mom and sister know but, I told them that they could never read them. I just share reviews with them. My mom likes to know that I’m staying creative.

30) What’s you favorite minor character you’ve written? 

Oh jeez idk if I have one. Natasha isn’t considered a minor character but, she usually plays a side character in my stories and she’s fun to write for.

31) What spurs you on during the writing process?

Once I get started, I’m usually good at keeping it going. Music helps.

32) What’s your favorite trope to write?

Probably slow burn romance or one of the lovers is injured/captured. I also am a huge sucker for love triangles because I’m greedy AF.

33) Can you remember the first fic you read? What was it about?

Lawl this might not have been the first one but, I read a Lizzie Mcguire SMUT piece when I was maybe in 6th grade and was severely chilled to the bone. I was trash even at 12.

34) If you could write only angst, fluff or smut for the rest of your writing life, which would it be and why?

Angst. I always write better when I’m emotionally distraught and tortured. Although as I get older, I realize this isn’t fabulous for my own mental health.

[meepface]

i’m kind of having a panic attack about school starting tomorrow so i am just trying to distract myself feel free to ignore me

(1) Do You Sleep With Your Closet Doors Open Or Closed? 

closed 

(2) Do You Have Freckles? 

i used to have a lot as a kid but they kinda went away but you can still sorta see them. when i’m out in the sun a lot though they come out and it makes me so happy i wish they would stay like that

(3) Can You Whistle? 

not very well

(4) Last Song You Listened To. 

Most Girls by Hailee Steinfeld, honestly this song is such a bop n it makes me !!!!!!!

(5) What Is Your Favourite Colour? 

cerulean blue and yellow

(6) Relationship Status. 

taken !!

(7) What Is The Temperature Right Now? 

78F !! it’s nice n cool, thanks Harvey

(8) Did You Wake Up Cranky? 

probably

(9) How Many Followers? 

3,933

(10) Zodiac Sign. 

aries

(11) What Is Your Eye Colour? 

green

(12) Take A Vitamin Daily? 

no

(13) Do You Sing In The Shower? 

no but i dance sometimes lol

(14) What Books Are You Reading? 

furiously happy by jenny lawson lmao i keep forgetting im reading it though so i haven’t gotten very far

(15) Grab The Book Nearest To You, Turn To Page 64, Give Me Line 14. 

“Sometimes she wondered if the shape of his eyes effected how he saw things” - this sounds bad out of context

(16) Favourite Anime?

rwby

(17) Last Person You Cried In Front Of? 

caitlin

(18) Do You Collect Anything? 

hats, i used to collect stuffed animals, bouncy balls and littlest petshops when i was a kid though lmao

(19) What Did You Have For Lunch? 

chicken bites from whataburger

(20) Do You Dance In The Car? 

definitely

(21) Favourite Animal?

i like grizzly bears and bunnies

(22) Do You Watch The Olympics? 

yes my family and i get into them usually

(23) What Time Do You Usually Go To Bed? 

lately like 1:30 AM but hopefully earlier tonight since i have school in the morning lmao kms

(24) Are You Wearing Makeup Right Now? 

yeah i need to take this shit off i am ready for beddd

(25) Do You Prefer To Swim In A Pool Or The Ocean? 

pool

(26) Favourite Tumblr Blog? 

slimetony

(27) Bottled Water Or Tap Water? 

bottled

(28) What Makes You Happy? 

i’ve been really into watching slam poetry videos lately

(29) Post A Gif Of What You’re Currently Feeling Right Now. 

(30) Do You Study Better With Or Without Music? 

depends on my mood but usually without or if it’s chill songs that i’ve heard one million times before so i can just tune em out

(31) Dogs Or Cats? 

dogs

(32) If You Were A Crayon What Colour Would You Be? 

a bright obnoxious yellow

(33) PlayStation Or Xbox. 

xbox

(34) Would You Swim In The Lake Or Ocean? 

yeah i’d swim in both, i enjoy lakes a lil more than the ocean though

(35) Do You Believe In Magic? 

no

(36) What Colour Shirt Are You Wearing? 

a light gray sweater

(37) Can You Curl Your Tongue? 

no but i can make it do that clover thing

(38) Do You Save Money Or Spend It? 

save unless i’m really sad and have free time bc in that case i buy myself $70 of new clothes to make myself temporarily feel better

(39) Is There Anything Pink Within 10 Feet Of You? 

a coloring book w a pink cover

(40) Do You Have Any Obsessions Right Now? 

wouldn’t say obsession but i’ve been really into blackbear’s music, the my favorite murder podcast, videos of people exploring abandoned places and hi-chew candies lately

(41) Have You Ever Caught A Butterfly? 

yes i caught a monarch one time when i was little and i accidentally touched its wing and my mom told me if i touch their wings they could die and i cried about it

(42) Are You Easily Influenced By Other People? 

yeah lol i try not to be but i definitely have no idea how to be my own person at all whatsoever. no clue who i am

(43) Do You Have Strange Dreams? 

i had one where i was shot in the back of my workplace and died kinda recently and it really freaked me out bc i’ve never had a dream that i died in so i’ve been doin a lot of research about the meaning of dreams lately lmao

(44) Do You Like Going On Airplanes? 

i enjoy airports and being on planes but not after the initial excitement is over and then you have to wait for like 5 hours 

(45) Name One Movie That Made You Cry. 

i cried like a baby when i watched hachiko

(46) Peanuts Or Sunflower Seeds? 

sunflower seeds for sure

(47) If I Handed You A Concert Ticket Right Now, Who Would You Want The Performer To Be? 

blackbear

(48) Are You A Picky Eater? 

nah i don’t think i’m that picky, i will try just about everything

(49) Are You A Heavy Sleeper? 

i want to say no but i have slept through a fire alarm before so idk. it takes me forever to fall asleep though it’s the worst

(50) Do You Fear Thunder / Lightning? 

not at all

(51) Do You Like To Read / Write? 

i love writing even though i don’t think i’m all that good and i used to love to read but now i just have depression

(52) Do You Like Your Music Loud? 

yes unless i’m feelin overwhelmed then i like a nice soft playlist of chill music. i’m listening to the lumineers’ cleopatra album real softly right now and it’s so nice

(53) Would You Rather Carve Pumpkins Or Wrap Presents? 

i’m bad at both but probably carve a pumpkin

(54) Put Your Music On Shuffle, What Is The First Song That Came Up? 

destroyer // saint motel

(55) What Season Are You In Right Now? (Weather)

summer

(56) What Are You Craving Right Now? 

takis lmao idk why i’ve been intensely craving those lately bc they always make me so sick but they’re sooooo good

(57) Post A Screenshot Of Your Tumblr Feed. 

nothing nsfw tonight

(58) What Is Your Gender? 

female

(59) Coffee Or Tea? 

coffee

(60) Do You Have Any Homework Right Now? If So, What Is It About? 

school hasn’t even started for me but i still had homework today lmao i finished it a few hours ago but it was a quick quiz over the syllabus for history. if you did it before the class met you got 1 point added to your overall grade at the end of the semester and i’m bad at history so you know i was all over that

(61) What Is Your Sexuality? 

bi but probably gay i really don’t know i never experimented quite enough

(62) Do You Make Your Bed In The Morning? 

no i don’t believe in that

(63) Favourite Pokemon? 

espeon

(64) Favourite Social Media? 

instagram

(65) What’s Your Opinion On Instagram Stories? 

they’re fine i just always forget to watch them or use them. i like the boomerangs though

(66) Do You Get Homesick? 

i mostly just miss having time by myself in my room to just chill

67) Are You A Virgin? 

no

(68) What Shampoo And Conditioner Are You Using Right Now?

idk pantene something and it smells so good

(69) If You Were Far From Home And Needed To Sleep For The Night, Would You Choose To Rent A Crappy Motel Room For $60 Or Sleep In Your Car For Free? 

probably the motel, i’d feel safer

(70) Are Both Of Your Blood Parents Still In Your Life? 

yes

(71) Whats The Next Movie You Want To See In Theaters? 

It!!! i wanna see it with my brother realllll bad

(72) Do You Miss Your Ex? 

not oooooone bit

(73) What Is Your Favourite Quote Right Now?

"look. life is bad. evryones sad. we're all gona die. but i alredy bought this inflatable boumcy castle so r u gona take ur shoes off or wat"

(74) What Eye Colour Do You Find Sexiest? 

i mean i wouldn’t say sexiest i think that depends on the person but i feel like brown eyes are jus like, deeper u know. i love em

(75) Did You Like Swinging As A Child? Do You Still Get Excited When You See A Swing Set? 

yes yes

(76) What Was The Last Thing You Ate? 

some lays limon chips bc i didn’t eat enough dinner

(77) What Games Do You Have On Your Phone? 

flow, gin rummy (my personal fave), 1010, gardenscapes, tiny tower, tripeaks, snake vs block, ballz, adcap and this morning i downloaded dumb ways to die and roll the ball bc i am bored w the games i have and wanted to play smth else

78) Would You Give A Homeless Person CPR If They Were Dying? Why Or Why Not? 

i would if i knew CPR but i do not so i would try to find someone that does so i don’t waste time trying and doing it wrong

(79) Been On The Computer For 5 Hours Straight? 

yeah probably but i don’t do that so much anymore

(80) Stalked Someone On A Social Network? 

not like stalk in the bad way but i’ve checked up on people and i’ve done some digging before

(81) Do You Like Meeting New People? 

it makes me anxious but i really like meeting new people 

(82) Do You Wear Rings? If You Do, Take A Picture Of Them. 

i just wear this one!! it’s my gf and i’s promise ring, she got em for us as our 1 year anniversary gift and i wear it every day

(83) Do You Sleep With Your Bedroom Door Open Or Closed? 

closed !!! 

(84) What Are Three Things You Did Today? 

1. i had lunch with my girlfriend 2. i picked my brother up from school and we talked shit 3. i had a full blown panic attack about school being tomorrow

(85) What Do You Wear To Bed? 

usually just underwear but if i’m cold i’ll wear a big t-shirt too

(86) List All Of Your Different Beauty Products You Have Right Now. 

(87) Are You A Day Or Night Person? 

night

(88) List All Of Your Video Games On Your Phone, Console Etc. 

answered the phone on already but i have sooo many games bc my brother plays a lot of videogames lmao but i have an xbox 360, an xbox one, a playstation 2, and a wii and i have a ton of games for each of those that we’ve collected overtime lmao, plus some for our old PC and i also have access to everything my brother buys on steam. out of all that i only really play call of duty, LA noire, GTA V, just dance, harvest moon for wii ?? that’s it lol, i’ve been meaning to play life is strange and gone home and the wolf among us though

(89) Tell Me About A Dream That You Had And When It Happened. 

had a really bad nightmare recently that someone was robbing my workplace and killed my best friend, Caitlin and my brother in front of me and then we went on business as usual like nothing happened and it was so scarring i honestly only think about that when i think about my dreams anymore

(90) Favourite Soda Drink? 

coke

(91) What Sounds Are Your Favourite? 

i like real ambient upbeat music that you’d listen to on like a road trip or smth

(92) Do You Wear Jeans Or Sweats More? 

jeans but only bc my favorite pair of sweats got bleach all over em and i keep forgetting to go buy some new ones

(93) How Do You Look Right Now? 

like an undercooked fish fillet

(94) Ever Had Any Suicidal Thoughts? 

oooooooo boy have i

(95) Name Something That Relaxes You. 

soft music, driving, my girlfriend when she talks real gently to me n rubs my back

(96) What Tattoo Do You Want? 

right now i am tryin to decide if i wanna get a big ol B&W half-sleeve of sunflowers on my right arm

(97) Favourite YouTuber? 

still love grace helbig a lot bc she’s funny n i have a crush on her but i’ve been binging elijah and christine so much lately

(98) Post A Picture Of Yourself. 

this was me yesterday when i let my hair do it’s natural thing and i looked like a lion. i was into it though

(99) Do You Have Any Illnesses? 

my brain is not a good one but thas ok it happens

(100) Favourite Place To Relax? 

my room or my car

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posting here on this bc yeaaaaa

w my boi bc i can lol

When you and your f/o sleep together, what position do you two sleep in?

probably snuggled up, or at least it starts like that? i guess after the stuff(tm) im very soft and gentle w him, kissing wrists and any other area that might hurt. surprisingly hes a very calm sleeper and usually we dont move around too much. whats that line in ghostbusters 2 about choking on her hair asleep- thats me w my boi, since im the big spoon and have to deal w a veritable river of pink. but its totes worth it and revenge for my own mess of hair lol

Does your f/o ever tease you about things? Alternatively, do you every tease your f/o about things?

oh gosh we are the teasiest to each other. though we kinda got to an agreement theres certain things we dont tease each other about, like my back problems and insecurity about myself (which he wouldnt want to do anyways) and me w calling his works and stuff ‘dumbass’ or such (which i wouldnt want to do either). but everything else is fair game, sometimes my teasing devolves into “damnit why are you so pretty” and he counters to my flusteredness

What song best fits the relationship between you and your f/o?

eye of the tiger just kidding idk really? maybe sometime ive gotta make a playlist?

Do you and your f/o ever go stargazing?

oh gosh would i love to. i can see two situations- the two of us (maybe w the whole crew) on the mansions roof, im terrible at it but am having a ton of fun, baja blast sama probably helps everyone w the basics mom too oops but eventually everyone goes off in groups to let them both have some time together, eventually we decide to not try to figure it out and just enjoy watching the sky. the other option is between seasons i take him to griffith bc i need. and its nostalgic and kinda sad but at the end we look at the stars from it

If you and your f/o won a million dollars in the lottery, what would you two do with it?

i give it all to kanae for the rent they all have missed lol. but theres like 20 bucks (or 2,000 yen) left over so i buy everyone dinner or something? he gets to pick it out after a bit of grumbling

Do you and your f/o have any inside jokes?

omg i feel like we would. tigers is a big one, which gets me suuuper flustered. probably some joke the kids where i teach say about the two of us, idk i dont know kids much but i can imagine a comment about how our hair looks like a berry chocolate ice cream which would be rlly cute

How would you react if your f/o dabbed? Alternatively, how would your f/o react if you dabbed?

we are the dab couple 2k17. i feel like itd be one of the others who dabs, accidentally, at first but we both adapt dabs like no ones hecking business

Would you and your f/o ever go cryptid hunting together?

he is the cryptid ok. cryptid hunting would just me being like “my bf ran off and became a cryptid i need to make sure hes not sick and getting enough to eat.” maybe during the mid seasons we go to sh and its less cryptid hunting and more me fawning over all the horseman stuff and eagerly relating the story of losh to him. idk im too chicken to actually try chasing ghosts or something, but i guess also wanna give em their space if they want? idk

Who would you and your f/o go on double dates with?

oh gosh all my friends and their baes from the series. also that one ot3 bc i love it so much, which is less of a double date and more of me being the shittiest wingwoman for my bf, avocadbro, and cool coffee uncle

What’s something you and your f/o disagree on?

i feel like he has a really lax attitude towards how his historical self is remembered by people today where as im really fking pissed when ppl make up shit. like hes like “yo chill” and im like “you take back those things you said you *censored* *redacted*!” its my beserk button when someone talks shit about what theyd like to be real when its not. though he mentions “what if tmf was real” to get me to lighten up. then we spend the day watching 90s science documentaries about egyptian mummies or something

What’s a movie you and your f/o like to watch together?

i feel like we might enjoy watching horror vore musicals together, like lsoh, sweeney todd, maybe rhps? if he ends up watching zombie flicks i pull myself together for his sake, maybe we compromise and watch anime gore and horror? get ready for a very cuddly and scared me. i feel like id bring cliche stuff from my childhood, like videos of dinosaurs and old disney stuff

Do either of you want matching tattoos? If so, what would you get?

i feel like its not likely wed get permanent tattoos but i can imagine us getting those little temp tattoos and like putting matching ones on maybe face or hands? like probably something lisa frank style bright pink or somethin

Which one of you spends the most money on the other?

i feel like solely for the fact that hes broke af i usually spend money on him, but like the sweet idiot he is he spends his money immediately to get weird shit for me. like even in this reincarnation hes got terrible spending habits. luckily hes a charismatic flirt and usually can convince ppl to help

Do you and your f/o like to dance together?

oh gosh yes. he indulges my dorky af self and helps me through waltzes. its cliche and romantic and ridiculous but also adorable. maybe at some point weve tried playing a violin duet while dancing together

What animal can you and your f/o agree on being the cutest?

tigers no just kidding. i feel like id bring him some dinosaur books and wed go through reading them and finding his fave dino. he makes jokes about me liking sauropods bc im short af. i make jokes about voring him. tho tbh i love all the animals at the mansion, i feel like he likes animals like deer and bugs, but im really happy about what he likes too

When (if) you and your f/o live together, what thing do you always have to have in the house?

probably instruments? music? tho usually i get it at least from him humming something, and vice versa. also hair conditioner probably, and hair brushes. one time my brovacado hides all the brushes as a prank (which i encourage him to do) its like the worst but afterwards the two of them are on better terms so ill sacrifice a messy hair day for that

Who’s the best at comforting the other when they’re afraid?

i try my best tbh ;w; id say we both do a decent job. uncertainty leaves me an anxious crying mess and though he doesnt get it much (uncertainty is this boys lifeblood) he comforts me until the anxiety has subsided. sometimes he’ll have nightmares, the worst when remembering his past and i always wish i could do more but just hold him. though sometimes im a wimp and the reason im scared is bc we just saw like knk or something and i dont wanna get attacked by ghosts or somethin

Do you and your f/o play video games together? If so, what games?

if it exists in verse i play fgo and constantly show him moz there to tease him? but tbh i like both of em. “trust no one not even yourself” tho i call on him for help during hard rhythm games. he might not be the same dude but hes still got rhythm ayyyyy

Who gets scared and calls the other to kill a spider?

id say neither, he loves bugs and im a big softy who doesnt like to hurt things, so either of us would probably pick it up on a paper and put it outside. wait thats just me, hed pick it up in a bug catcher or something and hurry over to show it to me

Do you two like pineapple on pizza or no?

i feel like hed like everything pizza maybe? like the most american ish pizza. i like that type too but also the classic italian and the kinda weird corn mayo japanese pizza. we both are ok w pineapple but its not a fave

Do you and your f/o ever dream about each other?

i like to think a lil bit. its not like shared dreams of memories its more like “i dreamt of you and the others fighting tentacle churro monsters“ or something

How did you two meet?

well idk in the au my self insert goes to the mansion and probably meets them all initially, keeps telling herself not to get attached since shell eventually betray them all

When did you two start falling in love?

probably the time we met in the garden, ive always had a maaaassive admiration for the whole bunch of them. that and when someone said they are different from the historical vers. bc before that i was mad at myself for crushing on a married man, and constance is so good i didnt want to do anything bad. id say it was less falling in love and more “our friend mentioned some unintentionally kinky stuff and now im reeeally flustered”

Who says “I love you” first?

probably him? i have a hard time saying it, esp in english. since its hamamatsu i can probably say it in japanese or something to that notion. he says it in german and i melt probably. it was a joke at first like that japanese aishiteru game but both of us got too flustered at it.

When confronted with a dangerous situation, who jumps in front of the other to protect them?

id say it depends, both of us are likely to do that. if someones picking on him or targeting him id jump in front, if the reverse he would.