#i also get rwndom moods of sggression and i fucking hate it
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#been so depressed im so tired#vent dont dm or reply#today might be the only somewhat good day i had minus the times a friend dragged me into calls to play sims#but besides that i been sleeping nonstop#i didnt even know halloween was next week i have no xostume i dont hsve the money#best friend cant go anyways so i didnt rly care#i tried mske myself talk to more than two people but so hard#its so so hard when j feel like a bother#i also get rwndom moods of sggression and i fucking hate it#i set my phone down when i get in them though so doing better with rhat#anywyas its almost 3am i should try snd sleeo before 5am again#why do i stay up late anyways#im alone#why dont i hst sleel#probably cause i sleep durjnf the day LOL#my family memebr is in jail for 19 years#i miss my cat that died two years ago im so pathetic#fankly member in jail i dont even xare for them and i dont even know if i believe them or what idk#cant rly talk about it here but idk how to feel#like am i sad? am i mad? do i not care? i jsut feel numb#and i get going people isnt botherinf them but everyone else has soemthing foing on so its like i stsy seay#and i deleted hellopet i thought it would help me change my ciews on someone but it hasnt#i cancelled halloween plans#i fell so behind on my etsy and resin im so sad#but i csnt even do that i struggle making more or keeping the ones i already have so LOL#im also tired of people lying ro me im so fucking tired of it#i wish it was actually easy to ask someone hang out with me#but i think of the times it went to shit when i try streamin a gamand get ditched#also i wish i wasnt so fucking nervous to stream stuff or watch yourube videos with people like obly person im bot is my best friend but he#idk he always just ask me also to strean games so i know he enjos it and hsving fun
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