#i already lost my mind over this yesterday but if I gotta suffer then I'm taking you all with me ����

[lifemod17]

SIR THIS IS A WENDY'S DURING 'CHERRY WINE'

Why you gotta do that for, Andrew?!?

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Glasgow Green || 07/10/2024

[yukiette]

Kiyot but now I'm craving sum onigiris lol 🍙

Since One Piece anime is getting super duper interesting rn imo, I decided to finally read Law's LN! ✨️

Though, I'm relying on various translations so I do hope I can get what's going on somehow. 💀

But really, one of my favourite arc is Law's past. Definitely one that you gotta rewatch every once and then. Just like Inuyasha Kikyo's past, Hunter x Hunter arcs b4 Chimera Ant, Might Guy vs Madara.. ANY FAN OSO?!?!

Rosinante deserved better.. *sighs* 💨

Do tasukete n sen sos for my glass heart onegaishimasu. 😔💔

• Story Start/SS •

I don't even know how far this neighboring town he spoke about..

I have walked nor eaten yet for 3 days straight.

I no longer can feel my limbs, my body feels deadweight.

I'm beyond exhausted that I feel like I could give in to the drowsiness anytime.

Not to mention the freezing weather.

At this rate hypothermia will kills me before the disease takes my life.

Maybe if I just give in now it'd be easier... Such thought crossed my mind but I quickly brushed it off.

..

Not a chance.

Cora-san desperately fought for my sake to the point of losing his own life as a result.

Even most sincere apology wouldn't cut it the slightest.

I took a scalpel from my waist pouch,

"Agh!ー" I grunted in pain when I stabbed my left arm with the familiar silver blade that has already tainted red with my blood.

"Okay... With this.. The thought of sleeping in the middle of nowhere won't even cross my mind."

As the blood continues to drip, dyeing the ground scarlet.

I stanched my wounds with bandage and started to tread on again.

If by any chance I get attacked by wild boar or wolf in this pitiful state of mine, it'd surely be the end for me..

..

No, I musn't think about pointless thoughts.

I should just think about reaching the town, The town that Cora-san and I supposed to promise rendezvous at.

• Story Ends/SE • (I jus gon translate some.)

I've also rewatched his backstory yesterday huhu, sure hits hard.

And noticed some stuffs I didn't b4, like young X Drake and Law mentioned "Water" being his true name or something.

Like everyone beside Law doesn't have that extra part of name, which piques my interest.

And as Rosinante have said, he have this devil luck keeping him alive. (Which the "D")

But looking at his state right now, people with "D" do still suffers a lot and could lose their dear ones easily. 😔

• SS •

"..Huh? I see lights over there.."

I focused my sight on that direction.

I tried and gave my best as I feel light of hope kindled once again inside of me.

"..It's.. It's unmistakeable the lights of town!"

A sudden wave of relief and elation washes over me,

In a mere moment I could feel the torturous trudges became a lot lighter and felt surge of power.

[If I reach the town, there'll be food!]

[I could eat warm soup, rest in warm futon, too!]

I ran to that hope I've longed of.

..

I finally arrived at the entrance and there stood a huge sign that says "Welcome to Pleasure Town."

[I'm not sure if this neighbouring town Cora-san mentioned but... one way or another, this all I could find.]

[I wasn't able to see it from a distance before but there's quite number of people here, as well.]

[If I just ask them.. I'm sure someone will be willing to offer me a shelter..!]

I quickly ran towards the crowds of people with those hopes in mind.

..

..

Suddenly I halted.

I just stood there breaking in cold sweat.

Recalling how I always been treated because of my illness.

Hated,

Avoided,

Shunned,

Estranged,

Tormented,

Truly none other than inhumane life form that humanity wants to get rid of.

I stopped trusting. I stopped believing.

All I wanted was to wreck and destroy the world as much as possible before I die ever since I lost everything and seen living hell.

The next thing I knew,

Despair was the only feeling left inside me.

But..

Cora-san was different.

He cried for my sake,

Whilst crying he called my name in that heartbreaking voice.

I always thought that this world is a living hell, a world that must be eradicated.

But yet, slowly with the familiar warmth that I've thought to never experience again,

The hell that always've been reflected in my eyes begun to fade.

And I started to see the faint yet evident speck of hope.

I gave another chance to believe and trust in someone.

I've decided to but I still can't take another step closer.

Haunted and oppresed by past memories,

Just by thinking entering a town that's full of people makes me shiver with fear.

[What if I'm persecuted, again?]

[It might be much more worse than before.]

Negative thoughts flows in me like a river.

However, I don't know why I took a step closer to that town.

Closer and closer.. Until I reached the town.

Then, there was a person passing by near me and I quickly called out to them.

"E-Excuse me!"

"Huh? Your face.." The woman trailed off.

[...!]

Found out. She founds out I have Amber Lead disease.

That look.

That look of disgust.

That look that telling me that I'm not qualified to life.

"Ah, waitー!"

Ignoring what she had to say I ran away from the town.

I don't even have the courage to converse with people. What a coward I am.

Cora-san, even though I know there's people like you outside there,

It seems that I have yet to come put trust in people.

• SE •

K seriously idk why i translated everything again bruh.

Honestly I thought he's more unemotional kind of character before. By reading like up to 3 chapters.. I sure was dead wrong, lol.

I don't feel like I conveyed the story like Japanese version did but I hope at least it's uhh decent, grammar mistakes is inevitable too gg 😔💀.

Sankyuu to Oda-san for making story in his POV, uwu!! 💕

*Probs this will be pt. 1 of ch.1 i'm lazeh thou aghh sowweh*

Welp, kiwotsukete, sankyuu n mata otanoshimini! 🌸