#i actually wasnt expecting it to end right there i felt it was ending soon but not THAT soon ashjdfg

[bidokja]

uncanny charm finished last week and im just laying here like....please....side chapters...i miss them sjdhgf

[lilreidgirl]

Everything I wanted

Summary: Reader fantasizes what it would be like to kiss Spenncer, then it actually happens.

Warnings: fem!reader (no use of y/n), daydreaming; kissing, actual kissing, they end up on a bed but like nothing happens, L-word (not lesbian), English is not my first language

WC: ~0.86k

A/N: This is my first fic EVER so please excuse any and all mistakes and oversights :)

“Kissing him is perfect,” flew through her mind, the neurons in her frontal lobe coming together in perfect harmony to make an imaginative picture inside her head.

His large hands; long, slender fingers, gripped her hips. No, he was clutching her face; no, her ass; wait, her waist. He was everywhere. Not at once, no, he took his time truly exploring and enjoying every millimetre of her body.

Their legs were entangled in a havoc of fervour, the couch felt rather cold against the skin of her thighs compared to everywhere the beautiful man over her touched.

No, it was against the granite of the kitchen countertop; no, the warm sheets of the bed.

“God, brain, make up your mind!” Her thoughts complained about themselves, a groan escaping her throat.

Then his lips: soft, pink, and well just so damn kissable and just so damn able to kiss well.

She ran her bottom lip through the gap between her rows of teeth, allowing her tongue to glide over it once the motion was finished.

His lips moved in an enthralling rhythm against hers, doing everything exactly right.

Well obviously, it was her imagination.

But the kiss wasn’t even the most mind consuming part. What made every other simple idea in her brain drown, was really just him. Yes, the kiss, but also the contact, the trust, the pure feelings being spoken through their touching bodies and desperate actions.

The scenario she had landscaped in her head suddenly faded into oblivion when knocks sounded through her hotel room. Without any haste, she stood, the door swinging open once she had reached it.

“Hey,” said the soft masculine voice, the source of the spoken word greeting her with a smile.

“Hey, Spence. What’s up?” She hoped to god, her pace to know the point of his late night visit to her hotel door was, didn’t rub him the wrong way.

Though the worry didnt last long as that didn’t matter now, that wasn’t what she had her utmost focus and concentration on right now.

“Uh-… I was just um...”

He was.

His eyes darted all over her face, studying her dilated eyes, due to the dim light of her room; her rosy cheeks, the blush that took home on her gorgeous face more spread over her cheekbones and nose than usual, he noted. Her teeth engulfed her bottom lip between them as she stared up at him with those wide, expectant eyes that made him want to do nothing more than to make them squeeze shut pleasure.

The words, he thought he could utter, were made to fog in his brain and he wasnt able to fill the void she had created in his head with just her gaze directed at him.

Without any guidance from his now useless genius, his tongue darts out corner of his mouth, trying to replace some of the empty space where she had expected words to come out of.

And oh my, what a substitute for words that action was.

The following moments that passed had an unknown length and tension, the silent seconds immediately forgotten as soon as Spencer stepped forward and gripped the back of her neck, pulling her body close to his, connecting every part  of themselves they could.

Touches left by both were enchanting to the other and themselves. The curiosity and sheer intensity that had been building up over years of working together and supressing their feelings, forced into every movement the two made.

Her imagination had disappointed her in the furthest way possible once she felt the real sensation of how it felt to kiss him, the fantasy not even being an atom in the universe of the passion between the two.

Sure, his hands explored and enjoyed her, his legs danced with hers as they stumbled towards the hotel bed, the kiss was more than just “right”, but what her mind failed to conjure up, were the tremendous and overwhelmingly strong feelings she felt spread everywhere inside of and across her.

Toes on each foot tingled with more and more excitement than the last and her legs mindlessly followed the path he led them both, the only negative emotion in her body at that moment being despair for her old self for not being able to experience this.

“Spence, I-,” she started, mumbling against his lips breathlessly, the lips that then went on to interrupt her.

“I know, angel, I know.”

Those muffled words made her heart skip what felt like a hundred beats and her mind to stutter on any thought it was trying to form.

She wondered if any of this was real. How could it possibly be?

Though her suspicion of nonreality was quickly squashed to a measly old forgotten memory of a thought when her back hit the plush hotel mattress and she found herself staring up at the man she had wanted to be staring up at for years.

“I love you.” Sneaky bastard just wanted to say it first, huh?

“I love you too.” She beamed a painfully big grin.

“God, kissing him is perfect,” flew through her mind, this time though she knew it was true.

[schlattslonghairytoes]

make the cut 🥎

A.P calc teacher schlatt x A.P studio art teacher reader

when the athletics associate at the school you work at asks you to coach the girls softball team, you agree. only to find you share the field with your sometimes favorite coworker.

it had been a few months since schlatts infamous halloween party

and things between you and him were great

well, they were... okay?

you werent even sure anymore, because as much as you were obsessed with this man, and wanted him so bad, he wouldnt make a damn move

you felt like maybe he didnt even like you, but he was also kinda obsessed with you?

it felt like you were making most of the moves, and he "didnt wanna label anything to early" so you were in this weird inbetween stage

a situationship? idk thats what the girls called it

but honestly, it was getting a little boring, he wouldnt take you on dates, or even really make an effort

but the times that were good, outweighed the bad, the nights spent laying bare under the covers, sharing things only soulmates would tell the other

but at the same time he was so emotionally disconnected

it was all beggining to feel more like a task then a blessing

you slowly started to distance yourself after two months, because if he wasnt going to do something soon, omfg you were done waiting

disregarding that burden, something you were actually looking foward to was approaching

softball season!!!

you had played throughout highschool and college, even going as far as playing in division two throughout your college experience

you had applyed for a coaching spot, and you knew you were the most qualified, so the job was rightfully yours

and to add a cherry on top of that, your favorite six girls had told you that they were going to try out for the varsity team!

you knew this would be a good distraction from whatever bull shit Mr. Schlatt was doing

the texting and calling slowed, he stopped visiting your class as much, you kinda just assumed the infatuation phase was over

it was more painful then you let off, i mean you thought there would be a chance you would marry this man.

so a distraction was very well needed, that is, until try-outs began

you walked onto the field the moment school ended, you didnt expect students to get to the field until around four, so you had a soild thirty minutes to plan and set up

you were waiting for your assistant coach to show up, you werent told before hand who it would be, but you really hoped it was a teacher that you got along with

you sat in the dugout, going over drills and planning answers to questions you knew would be asked

when the signature engine sound you had grown so used to, pulled up right next to the field, and a large six foot three, muttonchopped man got out of his car

you felt your sholders involuntarily slouch, and a large sigh escaped your throat.

great, this is just what you needed

what made it even worse was he pulled up in pit vipers and a large toothy grin, one of you were obviosly more happy about this pair up then the other.

"would you look at that, my favorite girl's already here, as usual." he laughed and sat down his baseball bag close to mine

"what are you doing here johnny, why arent you coaching baseball." you said in a unimpressed tone, he raised and eyebrow and laughed

"you dont seem very happy to have me here, i applied to do baseball but they had to many coaches, when they said i could do softball instead i was hesitant, but when they mentioned i would be with you, i took them up on it." his words didnt carry his usual confidence

"did i do something, i mean youre never THIS unhappy to see me" he attempted at a joke but he really seemed crushed

"listen, its just... i mean, well. i dont know, i feel like things between us havent really been going anywhere, it kinda feels like you dont... care? or like me, i dont know, i kinda just thought this thing we had, y'know, run its course?"

every bit of confidence, ego, and happiness left his body the moment you started talking, he was genuinley speechless, you thought he didnt like you anymore?

it was the exact opposite, he actualy convinced himself he liked you TOO much. he went to assure you that wasnt the case, but the approaching loud teenage girl voices shut you both up

"look, it was nice, but maybe were better off as friends, lets just get try-outs started alright?" you smiled softly and walked out to greet all the girls, leaving schlatt with his confused brain

how the fuck was he going to get through the next two hours

no forget that, the next 4 months.

you started tryouts with everyone introducing themselves and sharing how long they have played softball, and what position they usually play if they have

once everyone went, you sent all the girls to do four laps around the field while you and schlatt assessed each one and what position they would start as today

there were 32 girls there and twelve would make varsity and 14 would make JV

but only cutting 8 girls would make you feel so bad, so the ligistics were still being figured out

then you assigned each girl to a position and now it was time for you to hit to each one, schlatt took all the potential pitchers and catchers to the bullpen to start their try-outs

you would bat a ball to each girl, and their job was to field it and accurately and quickly throw it to first base, and if you were hitting to first base, they had to throw it to you.

quite simple.

or thats what you hoped

turns out, playing with d1 and d2 players, is not the exact same as playing with high schoolers

this was going to be an excruciatingly long four months.

[quodekash]

call me johann sebastian cos im bach

PHEEMPHUM ARE SO BABYGIRL I LOVE THEM

HE STIM

GEIRDJG

hes so adorable omg

hes this 🤏 big

FUCK YEAH MY FAVOURITE DUO

HES MY BOY MY LITTLE GUY I LOVE HIM SO MUCH

Im gonna cry I love him so fuking much man

LOOK AT HIM

you dirty fuckin liar

shes truly such a mood this ep, her facial expressions are PEAK

peem is so real for immediately deciding to go to sleep as soon as the semester is over

felt that fr

BBG UR SO OBSESSED WITH HIM, YOU PULLED YOUR PHONE OUT SO FAST

I LOV EHIM SO MUCH HES SO PRETTY HES LIKE A LITTLE BUG

GOEJRBNGDS

BABYGIRL YOURE OBSESSED WITH HIM

my friends to lovers bastards are the greatest

buT NOT AS GREAT AS QTOEY

look at his face

I just love him so fuckin much man

yes. yes I do think that

GONNA FUCKIN SHIT MYSELF

WHAT TH EFUCKKKKK SIR THAT’S BARELY HIS CHEEK

hes kicking and screaming his feet

fuck yes I love me a sleepover

FUCK YEAH WE'RE FINALLY GETTING THE SOUNDWIN MISSING SCENE WE NEVER GOT (where, episode 8 when tinngun leave for fresh air, win rolls over and ends up right next to sound)

HE PULLED HIS FUCKIN BLANKET UP FOR HIM IM GONNA CRY

HE SMILINGGGGGG

bRO

they art shooketh

AND HE JUST APPEARS OUT OF NOWHERE

same

this whole scene is just pure chaos, I love it sm

WAIT WHAT THE FUCK

THEY KNEW EACH OTHER WITHOUT KNOWING EACH OTHER???

HOLY FUCKING SHIT

I WAS ALREADY SO EMOTIONALLY ATTACHED TO THEM

WHYD THEY GIVE THEM THE CUTEST FUCKING BACKSTORY

MILK FRAPPE BOY AND PENCIL PHI 😭😭

👀

do you have something youd like to share with the class, peem?

"sleep like a TOP"?? WHAT THE FUCK DOES THAT MEAN

aight bet, do it again

ayo he actually listened to me, wasnt expecting that

THE FUCKIN DEATH GLARE IS SO FUNNY

HOLY FUCKING SHIT WE GOT THERE QUICKER THAN I EXPECTED

THE SCENE FROM THE PILOT???? WHAT THE FUCK

HOLY FUCKING SHIT

welp. good ep 👍

cant fuckin wait for next week holy fucking shit, we're getting what looks like a qtoey centred ep (and maybe probably a kiss???? holy fucking shit????)

btw next week if that scene goes the way it went in the pilot trailer, you bet your ass another patpran rooftop kiss edit is coming

[jellyarchived]

Hi! May I request the neighbors having a sleepover with y/n who’s scared of thunderstorms and they comfort y/n?

This turned out longer than expected, do forgive for the long reading you have to do!

Thunderstorm, Thunderstorm, go away! | Neighbor who's afraid of thunder

Warnings: //

ʚ — It was a nice day in the neighborhood, spring was around the corner, the sun was shining and nothing was disturbing anybody! So, the best thing to do today was to hang out with your lovely neighbors for today and even have a picnic!

ʚ — It wasnt until you struck up the idea on having a sleepover with them all! Seeing that the day was doing perfectly fine so far, a sleepover was the cherry on top!

ʚ — Now, you must have a really big house to fit all of them in, considering on how tall Poppy and Barnaby are. But hey! You made it work! It wouldn't be very neighborly of you to exclude either of them since they would take up most of the space.

ʚ — The evening went by quick, having played board games with them, acting out a random script Sally came up with, painting with Wally (thats if you know how to paint!), cracking silly jokes with none other than Barnaby and even baking something sweet and delicious with Poppy!

ʚ — Now that it was finally time to get some sweet sleep with your neighbors (which, ended up being silly stories told instead of actually getting rest), it didn't really got noticed by you, or anybody, that the weather was getting rather worse each hour.

ʚ — What started with light slowly turned into heavy rain, thunder emerging from the dark clouds that coverved the dark blue sky, it made you feel more anxious and uneasy rather than comforted by the weather.

ʚ — That, of course, didn't go unnoticed from your fellow neighbors, hearing it right outside in the comforts of your house.

ʚ — Poppy Partridge was the first person to ask if you're alright and commenting something about the bad weather, putting her wing gently on your shoulder with a face of care. Of course, even she was being a bit jumpy herself, but you were the first priority to see if you're doing fine.

ʚ — Julie Joyful joined in next, sitting next to you while seeming concerned for you, too. Soon enough, the other neighbors were coming over to help you out with the awful feeling of fear the weather has given you.

ʚ — Barnaby was making silly jokes, making sure it made you feel better rather than worse (even Howdy who remembered a few jokes), Poppy tried to ease you with simple words of comfort, Eddie...he did forget at first that you had a fear of thunderstorms, who also was trying to comfort you in the same way Poppy has.

ʚ — Frank might not have been the best in comforting people, only telling you that "the weather will soon go away", or "that it'll calm down in a few hours or so". Sally tried, she really did! But not being entirely sure on how to handle the situation was making it rather hard than simple.

ʚ — Julie on the other hand was telling you stories to keep your mind away from the thunder, having a lot of them in store! Even if it happened days ago, or even months!

ʚ — Wally was taking it on a more calmer approach, listening to his neighbors trying their best to comfort you while staring at you. He would try to say something to ease you, comforting you in the best way he could and even hearing you out if you had something to say.

ʚ — Eventually, you all had to go to sleep, nobody wants to walk around feeling cranky all day with the lack of sleep! But, also seeing that the weather wasn't going to get better any time soon, Julie decided it was the best to sleep close to each other! Just in case the weather (somehow) gets worse and with you getting more uneasy.

ʚ — Now with your neighbors sleeping close to you (and Wally's repetitive of "I'm sleeping, I'm sleeping"), you felt better! They tried their best, which was enough for you. Somehow (managing) to ignore the thunderstorm outside, you went to sleep, enjoying the peace and not so quiet sleepover with your neighbors.

ʚ — The day didn't go upside down, even with the horrendous weather that happened. The sleepover was truly the cherry on top!

ᜊ. TAGS: @robotoast03

[gale-gentlepenguin]

Gale Reviews: Elemental

(Get it, cause there is a character named Gale thats an air elemental. Lol. thanks @knightsweeties for the GP)

Now Elemental is the most recent Pixar film and it was marketed Poorly. With the recent mid to bad movies Pixar had been putting out, Disney likely wanted to just let this movie rot.

Is this a pixar flop or is it a Gem put off too soon?

Animation

Plot

The Characters

The Romance

The Lesson

Final Thoughts

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Animation

Look, if there is one thing Pixar does is good animation.

Elemental is a good looking film, there is detail and the way the characters move and interact with the area of Element city is phenomenal. Its clear that the animation team wanted to really show how each elemental worked and went about their day.

My favorite bit of animation had to be when Ember and Wade were in the underwater museum, it was gorgeous and had a beautiful moment.

While it is great, it is also nothing ground breaking. Its a good looking animated film, but compared to the caliber I have seen this year it doesnt stand out as something astounding. But it is still very good animation

9/10

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Plot

Ember is a fire elemental that is being prepared to take over her father's store. But as her first chance to prove herself pops up, she has a fiery outburst and it causes Wade to pop out of the store's pipes.

After chasing him around element city trying to stop him from submitting the citations to have her dad's store closed down, they end up on the same side trying to fix the leak that started it in the first place.

The two, while being opposite elementals, end up gaining a spark for one another. But her being a fire elemental and him being a Water one causes more than just a physical clash, but a cultural clash.

The rest of the film is exploring their relationship and helping Ember realize what she really wants to do with her life.

The film's plot isnt an epic adventure its actually quite grounded in reality. Its a story of a child of Immigrants that feels like she owes her parents for the life she leads and wanting to meet their expectations while also finding out things about herself. The movie also explores themes of racism, culture clash, as well as other themes that make the film more real in ways one wouldnt expect. Honestly handling the racism thing better than Zootopia, especially because there was no bad guy in this, just real life obstacles and dealing with coming of age.

But, the problems around the Film start to crack when the main reason Ember's parents left Fire land makes no f***ing sense. Only their house was destroyed, they had family and friends in fireland that could have helped them, especially because it was only their house!

Also Wade's mention of not getting along with his dad is interesting but without having a single flashback or interaction with the long gone daddy of Wade makes it ring hollow.

Then there is how things in the film wrapped up a bit to quickly in the third act.

Though with those problems aside it is a very heartfelt film.

7/10

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The Characters

Ember: A Fire elemental that had spent her entire life learning and training to be ready to take over her father's store. She is confident, quick thinking, artistic, abrasive and short tempered. Which unfortunately makes it hard for her to deal with customers, her temper. And while initially seen as a negative, Wade's perspective on her anger wasnt negative, he phrased it as a positive, that her emotions were trying to tell her something. Sure enough, he was right and it was that despite living her entire life groomed to take over... she didnt want to take over the store. And hearing about other avenues and jobs made her wonder if maybe there was more to life. She loves her family to the point that she felt obligated to take care of the store. Ember is probably one of the most in depth characters Pixar has ever written and I wish there was even more explored with her.

Wade: A water elemental that is super emotional. He is in many ways the exact opposite of Ember. He is nervous, clumsy, great at communicating, emotionally secure and kind. He is lost and looking for a purpose to drive him, taking different jobs to try and find his path. After meeting Ember and seeing how driven she was he couldnt help but fall in love with her. Ember becomes the focus and drive for him as he wants to be a better person for her. Despite being smitten he is also ready to call her out on her BS, and he wants her to acknowledge her emotions. He wears his heart on his sleeve and when he cares for someone he goes the extra mile.

The rest of the characters are solid. Ember's and Wade's families being rather hilarious in their own way. And of course Clod, the GOAT. Gale is also an interesting character that shows how family memories can help shape us as people.

The characters are solid and I do wish Wade was explored more, I know the movie had only so long.

8/10

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The Romance

I liked it. I think it is very well done and pulls the audience in.

It never feels awkward or weird, it just feels like seeing a relationship that wants to work despite everything going against it. Honestly it is a good allegory for couples with Cultures that are different from one another. The culture shock and how families can initially view your SO as an outsider or have a negative bias against them.

Ember and Wade bring out the best and worst out of eachother and it works because they both care about the other and want the other person to be happy. Its a love that grows and adds so much as each scene adds more.

Now since its a movie it might seem like it happens fast, but it actually is well paced.

And lets be real, you were on board once 'Steal the show' started playing over their dating montage.

9/10

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The Lesson

The movie has several lessons that I think could fill this spot and it tackles each with varying degrees of success.

Loving your parents and understanding that you are not obligated to follow their dreams.

You never know who you will fall for, and even if they seem different they can show you great things

Understanding one's emotions and heart is the first step in pursuing what one wants

There are also talks on how having bias against others is bad, which is true, but I think the 3 listed address more of the core themes of the movie.

They are good lessons and some are done better then others.

7/10

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Final Thoughts.

Its a solid 8/10 for me.

Pixar has been going through a weird period but this film is more in line with their better films.

I cant say I think it is one of their best, but its far from their worst. If this is the direction Pixar wants to go in then I will call it an improvement.

This film is underrated and could use more love

[hanzhen0506]

~’Im Sorry for Letting Go’~

Hello! Its Zhan! It is our amazing leader Shinyu’s turn! This was actually inspired by my own experience as I had to rush myself out of the train today 😮‍💨, I hope you enjoy this!

The night was cold as you huddle close to Shinyu. We were exploring around Japan, and the train station is so crowded, luckily we only brought a bag each so we didnt had to worry about our luggage, but people were walking so fast that they were pushing and bumping everybody. I had no choice but get closer to Shinyu to not be taken away from the crowd. Shinyu held me close and rub my back as we wait for our train to arrive, waiting in line. “I think the train has arrived.” He said tapping on my back as I hum in response. When the train arrive we both got in, luckily a seat was available and Shinyu offered force me to sit there. Shinyu situated himself and stand infront of me holding the railing above with his tall figure. He smiled looking down at me and I smiled back. 

The train was very crowded but the motion of the train felt really relaxing. I relax myself to Shinyu, putting my head on his stomach and closed my eyes, he kiss and stroke my forehead. “Ill tell you when to get out okay? Go rest.” He whispered, it was not long that I fell asleep.

After minutes felt like hours I felt Shinyu tap me. “Lets go,” I hum sleepily and got my stuff ready. The door soon open and many people rush outside, me and Shinyu were far in the back but due to not holding his hands tight, I was pulled back into the train from the people who entered. “Yuya!” I shouted and he too panic but before he could go back the door was shut close. I ran to the nearest window while the train start to move, he mouth the words “next station” and I nodded. This sudden event was shocking to me as I try to calm down my panic breath. 

The door open and I hurriedly walk out of the train. The station was more crowded than before and with my anxiety increasing I ended up sitting close to one of the pillars at the station. I close my ears with my hands as I focus on evening my breath, but without Shinyu around it was harder than expected. “Shinyu..”

A few hours pass and the next train arrive, it was less crowded than before and fast footsteps were getting closer to me. My anxiety increases thinking that a bad person was coming my way but the footsteps stop. “Y/n,” Shinyu said, kneeling down to my level. I opened my eyes and was welcome with his pair of concern eyes. On instinct, I jump towards him hugging him tight stumbling down on the floor. “Hey, hey, its okay, Im here now.”

“I-i was so scared and all of a sudden I had a panic attack and-and I couldn’t calm down and-and-“

“Its alright, I get how you feel, Im sorry for letting go.”

“No- its not your fault, I wasnt holding tight too, its my fault too.”

“Its my fault too, I could have go back but I couldn’t I was so scared for you for the past 40 minutes. The train wasn’t coming so- I hope these could make up for it.” He showed a bag of all of my favourite snacks and a plushie. I teared up and hug him back tight. “Im just glad, im with you right now.” He sigh in relief hugging me back. “Me too darling, me too.” We sat there on the floor hugging each other until its time to go back to the hotel. Throughout the walk, Shinyu held my hand tightly while I lean on him. Not wanting any space left at the moment.

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(Please do not steal my works!)

[volsungar-the-mighty]

I really enjoyed the prompts game! I'm glad you were inspired by it so...

Parrish / Liam

Peter / Nolan

Derek / Theo

Some interesting prompts! Lets see what i can do.

Parrish/Liam

Liam had been gone from Beacon Hills for a few years, off to uni. Separated from his pack, his friends. He'd made plenty of new friends while he was gone, but something had never felt quite right about being gone from home. When he finally returned, of course he got pulled over by the cops, driving a little over the limit. What he wasnt expecting was for the good old Deputy Parrish to be the one to pull him over. Unfortunately (or maybe fortunately?) Liam had started going into heat...which had an interesting effect on the Hellhound. Unable to control himself, Parrish handcuffed Liam and fucked him out in the open, making Liam beg for more, leaving him stuffed with a belly full of cum. Liam decides what better way to spend his return to Beacon Hills then by following the deputy home and riding that beastly cock until he cant think straight.

Peter/Nolan

Peter saw Nolan as an oddity. A hunter who had never killed, someone who both hated and loved werewolves, someone who was too trusting, yet too suspicious of werewolves to ever truly be a part of a pack. Peter decided to take advantage of that, turning Nolan into his little bitch.

It wasnt that difficult, in the end. After everything he'd done, Nolan was still something of an outcast in the McCall pack, always kept at arms length. Peter preyed on that, enticing Nolan over to him with promises of power, with being treated like he really should be, neglecting to mention what that actually meant. When Peter pulled out his cock the first time, Nolan was a little shocked, but Peter promised that werewolf cum had "magical properties" that would make a human stronger, without turning them into a werewolf. Nolan obeyed...and then a few weeks later Peter said he'd heard werewolf cum worked easier when it was fucked into Nolans ass.

What Peter neglected to tell Nolan was that werewolf cum had an addictive quality to it, and each load of cum had Nolan sinking further and further into Peters grasp. Soon, he'd be unable to function without Peter, unable to do anything but suckle on the werewolf's monstrous cock and swallow down any loads the creeper wolf had for him.

Derek/Theo

Derek and Theo had an interesting relationship. Both outcasts of a kind from Scott's pack, they became incredibly close friends. The kind of friends who would go and drink at the bar every night, watch the game together in full on sports regalia. They were the unlikeliest of friends...and yet they were the closest of friends.

Things changed when Theo, ever the rebel, brought home some new weed to smoke, and offered some to Derek. At first the werewolf refused, but the smoke from Theo's joint was making his head foggy, clouding his judgement. Soon he was smoking a joint of his own, the two of them laying on the couch, stroking their cocks in tandem, up and down, up and down. Their balls ached, but every time the two of them reached the edge, they pulled off, those nuts swelling in size a little every time they did.

In the end, the two of them fucked, the smoke from the weed filling their heads and clouding both of their judgements. But no matter how hard they fucked, how hard Theo rode Derek, or how hard Derek threw his ass back on Theo's dick, as soon as they reached the edge the stopped, coming down from the edge before beginning again, edging and gooning for hours on end, unable to stop, unable to do anything else.

[madisonrooney]

two and a half months later and still making myself sick thinking about the legends ceremony /pos. dont see that ending any time soon. anyways.

see like. OBVIOUSLY i knew it was gonna take a toll on me but god...i didn't think it'd be this bad. but i think i'm starting to understand WHY it ended up being so much more intense than i expected.

for one thing, it's the only time ive seen miley and she wasnt like...the only reason i was there. ive seen her in concert twice and went to the launch event for her converse line. she was the main event at all three of those events. i went to the voice 9 times, and no, shes not the only attraction there, but she was the entire reason i went. had she not been a coach, i wouldnt have gone. the whole experience was fun dont get me wrong. i enjoyed the performers, the other coaches, etc. but its still an exhausting process that i wouldnt have gone through if not for her. not to mention shes present p much the entire time.

but in THIS case, its during d23, one of the biggest events of every 2 years of my life since 2013. and at the very END of it. they were like. hey. so you just had three overwhelming, exciting days full of your fandoms (PLUS d23 day at disneyland which was new) lets cap it all off with THIS. not to mention there were other legends i was excited to see too. and mileys part beginning and ending within like ten minutes was admittedly expected, but it still made it all the more difficult to process and wrap my head around.

they also WERENT GOING IN ANY SPECIFIC ORDER SO EVERY TIME SOMEONE WAS DONE I HAD TO MENTALLY PREPARE MYSELF. tbh im glad she was in the middle tho. having her at the beginning wouldve been overwhelming to start and had she been at the end i wouldve been like..stumbling out of the building lmao. the person who got awarded right after her was someone i didnt care too much about so i just got to black out for a bit. i almost needed to go in the hallway to cool down.

but like god. i fully dissociated during the best of both worlds performance like had to remind myself where i was, what i was doing, etc. likely at least partially due to my usual brain fog + sleep deprivation of d23 which almost always brings on dissociation, but also the surreal experience of hearing that song sung in that big of a venue...but also not by miley. (not that lainey wilson wasnt good, i just had to like...wrap my head around that yknow.)

i also ofc had the scare of getting my tix revoked. even once they said i was fine i was constantly paranoid something would happen and i wouldnt get to go. not even in that regard, bc i trusted that they fixed the problem, but that i would get sick or like SOMETHING would happen. and not getting to go wouldve like. destroyed me. in the weeks leading up to it i was literally knocking on wood constantly. like even at work. i was so panicked. i laugh a bit at it looking back but also like this is normal behavior coming from me lmao

i also thought it wouldnt overwhelm me as much as it did given that id seen her 12 times before, which is like...a lot to see this big of a celebrity. and 9 of those times were in a small lowkey setting for 3+ hours. so i thought "oh ive been normal around her before ill be ok :)" not thinking that had been 6+ years ago. the first 12 times i saw her were within just over 4 years, then 6 years went by without me seeing her at all, so that feeling in my brain of just seeing her casually was mostly gone. not to mention how much has happened in the last 6 years, namely quarantine.

i also had never seen her within the context of hannah before. not that she doesnt mean the world to me as herself, but hannah is really what saved me to begin with. so theres that.

anyway. if anything im glad its been more intense than expected bc im actually getting to feel something which i feel like ive been without for a while. and what im feeling is intense love for my favorite person, more intense than ive felt in years, so yah. it feels good.

[pesterloglog]

Davesprite, Jadesprite

Act 5, page 3944-3946

DAVESPRITE: i busted into his palace

DAVESPRITE: to finish the quest

DAVESPRITE: i was expecting him to be asleep and was gonna figure out some way to wake him up

DAVESPRITE: but like last time i saw him

DAVESPRITE: he was already awake to greet me

JADESPRITE: but i thought the denizens were supposed to be asleep?

JADESPRITE: at least until you do the right things on your quest...

DAVESPRITE: they are

DAVESPRITE: as sprites were programmed to know things like that about the game

DAVESPRITE: but i guess not everything

DAVESPRITE: it seems like if you try to go fight them too soon

DAVESPRITE: you find them awake and theyre like

DAVESPRITE: what the fuck are you doing here already

DAVESPRITE: which is what happened last time i saw him

DAVESPRITE: before i became a sprite

DAVESPRITE: and i stupidly tried to fight him which was a bad idea because hes hella strong

DAVESPRITE: and the whole time he was raving about shit

DAVESPRITE: about a stolen sword and missing forge

DAVESPRITE: but i wasnt really listening

DAVESPRITE: if i had i might have understood

DAVESPRITE: he wasnt actually trying to kill me he was giving me the choice

JADESPRITE: what choice

DAVESPRITE: wait i mean The Choice

DAVESPRITE: i always forget i can talk underlined for important shit

JADESPRITE: what did you choose?

DAVESPRITE: i guess i made an unwitting choice

DAVESPRITE: by deciding to flee

DAVESPRITE: i figured he was unbeatable so i decided to get the fuck out of there

DAVESPRITE: so i snapped a quick captcha to get his huge hammers code and then gtfo

JADESPRITE: what happened when you saw him this time?

DAVESPRITE: like i said he was awake again

DAVESPRITE: but this time i wasnt in any condition to fight

DAVESPRITE: so i didnt

DAVESPRITE: and thats what i didnt get

DAVESPRITE: hes this terrible angry monstrous guy but theres no need to fight him

DAVESPRITE: so he looked me up and down all hard

DAVESPRITE: saw the broken sword

DAVESPRITE: and like before gave me the choice

JADESPRITE: you mean Choice!

JADESPRITE: hehehe :p

JADESPRITE: oops

DAVESPRITE: yeah

JADESPRITE: so it was the same choice?

DAVESPRITE: no

DAVESPRITE: it was different

DAVESPRITE: i think it must be always different

DAVESPRITE: depending on the circumstances

DAVESPRITE: i dont know what the choice is when you face him the way youre supposed to

DAVESPRITE: but im showing up as this bleeding bird sprite holding his broken sword

DAVESPRITE: so thats pretty odd situation

JADESPRITE: then what did he make you decide?

DAVESPRITE: he sees i got his sword and its busted and you can tell hes pissed

DAVESPRITE: but like before its like restrained anger

DAVESPRITE: like hes always about to just fucking flip but still keeps it together

DAVESPRITE: so he can tell me

DAVESPRITE: he can repair it

DAVESPRITE: and make the deringer with the forge lit

DAVESPRITE: he says he can repair anything

DAVESPRITE: but only one thing

DAVESPRITE: and i had to choose

DAVESPRITE: so i said ok fix the sword

JADESPRITE: as opposed to what?

DAVESPRITE: meh

DAVESPRITE: doesnt matter really

DAVESPRITE: i just thought making the sword felt like the right thing

JADESPRITE: oh...

DAVESPRITE: so i gave him the sword

DAVESPRITE: but it still wasnt all that simple

DAVESPRITE: he needed lava from the forge to make it

DAVESPRITE: which means echidna had to be awake

DAVESPRITE: our denizens had to have some kind of truce to make it happen

DAVESPRITE: see what i mean about it being complicated

JADESPRITE: yeah ._.

DAVESPRITE: so jade must have done something right

DAVESPRITE: to wake her up and get the forge going

DAVESPRITE: dont know what she did though

JADESPRITE: probably something amazing

JADESPRITE: she is still working so hard to help everyone

JADESPRITE: i guess i used to be that way...

JADESPRITE: but ive completely forgotten how

DAVESPRITE: are you sure

JADESPRITE: whats happening?

DAVESPRITE: reckoning

DAVESPRITE: its getting close to the end

DAVESPRITE: more meteors are getting by the portals

DAVESPRITE: the battlefield will probably be wiped out soon

JADESPRITE: can we do something to stop it?

DAVESPRITE: would there be a point

JADESPRITE: i dont know.....

JADESPRITE: i like it here though

JADESPRITE: i felt like i was drawn to come here when i wasnt sure where to go

DAVESPRITE: yeah me too

JADESPRITE: the meteors

JADESPRITE: and all the fire...

JADESPRITE: it reminds me of when i died

JADESPRITE: and i was trying to wake john up

JADESPRITE: i was scared then too

JADESPRITE: but i didnt let the fear stop me from trying to save him

DAVESPRITE: what would you want to do

DAVESPRITE: if you werent scared

JADESPRITE: i have no idea

JADESPRITE: i guess try to help

JADESPRITE: what is there to do?

DAVESPRITE: well

DAVESPRITE: i was going to bring this sword to dave

JADESPRITE: oh noo

JADESPRITE: does that mean youre going to leave?

DAVESPRITE: no

DAVESPRITE: i was gonna say

DAVESPRITE: im not in any shape for more adventuring

DAVESPRITE: i figure this is probably my last stop

JADESPRITE: :(

DAVESPRITE: but maybe this is a way you can help

JADESPRITE: you mean...

JADESPRITE: that i should give him the sword?

DAVESPRITE: if you want

JADESPRITE: but i dont want to leave you here either

DAVESPRITE: maybe you dont have to actually go anywhere

DAVESPRITE: you oughta have a lot of special powers remember

DAVESPRITE: because of ascending to doghood

JADESPRITE: oh yeah!

DAVESPRITE: try doing your spacey thing

DAVESPRITE: i mean not to sound condescending or anything but its got to be like borderline omnipotence pretty much

DAVESPRITE: just put your mind to it

JADESPRITE: alright, i will try.....

[kumenits-ocs]

Nephiros wasnt actually born into the cult, as shred of Bhaal himself he wasn't even born at all. He doesn't remember much of his early years asides from being raised by a kind and sweet foster family. He murdered that family when he was about 7 years old with his first real dark urge, it had been building for a while but no one knew what it would lead up to or just exactly what little Nephy was capable of.

Sceleritas Fel appeared to him that night, urging him to hide in the sewers from the guards who would surely arrest him for being a murderous bhaalspawn. He happened to enter around the area where the temple was located and Sceleritas led him there, explaining it'd be his new home and that he'd be there to serve and guide him. At the time it was empty and desolate, it hadn't been in use since Sarevok's time on the Iron Throne.

The temple is where Nephy really got in touch with Bhaal and started to build up the cult with the help of Scleritas and soon with Helena too. She would teach him lots about manipulating cult members, luring in victims, and whatnot. Helena was effectively in charge with Nephy until she had Orin, the power balance in the cult shifted towards Nephy.

Orin would grow up around Nephy in the cult and they had a very "only I get to pick on my sibling!" sorta vibe together, just with a lot more stabbing and poisoning than your average sibling duo. It's like when a pair of lion cubs playfight to hone their combat and hunting techniques while having fun at the same time. It's also where their ideological differences in regards to murder began: Nephiros being fast and efficient with his kills while Orin valued the beauty and savoured the fear. Bhaal was far from shy about favouring Nephy and that began to gnaw at Orin.

When Bhaal gave orders to Helena to murder Orin and become his Chosen it was Nephy who warned her but while she was busy defending herself Nephy was preoccupied with acquiring his own target Bhaal picked for him, Orin survived the murder attempt from her mother without any help from Nephy which also wound up securing his place as Bhaal's Chosen instead of her, she felt like she had been robbed of the opportunity. That's what caused the growing rift between then to split into such a massive chasm, Orin never shared her feelings about it though.

She stalked Nephiros to the point where she was practically his shadow rather than living in his shadow, probing for weakness and a time to strike. She spied a glaring weakness when Nephy's best friend from childhood returned from his time living in the hells, it was Gortash. The two of them picked up right where they had left off which infuriated Orin to no end. What sort of self respecting bhaalspawn feels love and compassion towards another? Most certainly not Bhaal's very own Chosen! Watching those two grow closer and closer made her blood boil and she would use that vulnerability against her brother and she had the perfect opportunity to do so.

Gortash had asked Nephiros to meet him alone in the mind flayer colony, obviously to do things other than venerate Bhaal, so Orin used her shapeshifter followers to distract and delay Gortash while she took his form to meet with Nephiros instead. Nephiros initially thought "Gortash" was only playing when he brandished a knife to his throat and that's when Orin revealed herself. They had a brutal fight but she had the headstart while disguised as Gortash.

Orin knew the real Gortash would come around and find his beloved Nephiros on death's doorstep and/or if he was able to recover on his own it would spell the end for her. She left Nephy with a tadpole gift as she sealed him in a pod so she could return later to finish what she started in her own time and savour every moment of it.

She wasn't expecting Nephy to be so durable though. He managed to headbutt his way through the glass of the pod which is where Kressa found him and from there he'd be involved with the in-game events. Now he searches for his temple to reclaim his cult and eviscerate her, she wants nothing more than to lure him home to finish the job on her own terms.

idont care if your durge was having crazy eroguro sex with gorty can you get them to put some pants on and tell me about their sibling relationship with orin. please.

[simpforhoon]

my beautiful person. (p.sh) *ೃ༄

Pairing: soft dom! bad boy!sunghoon x female reader

Genre: Smut, fluff, very slight angst (oral, f receiving, marking, protected sex, use of pet names,)

Word Count: 3k (probably my longest one yet)

Warnings: implication that reader is being bullied, insecurities.

a/n : this is totally not based off that one ask I got hahhahhaha, no but fr I loved it so much and I just had to write this,,,, and just wanted to add, that it is implied that reader is slightly chubby and that’s okay, cause all bodies are beautiful. I love you all sm, mwah<3333 this is set in high school, but all characters are of legal age here! also this isnt proof read oops, and reposted again

synopsis: you were having second thoughts about yourself, and sunghoon wasnt having any of that.

you and sunghoon had been dating for around 6 months now, and to say that the whole school was stunned when you revealed your relationship would be an understatement. no one had expected sunghoon, the school’s notorious so called “bad boy” to date you, the quiet student who sat at the back of the class. you weren’t very studious, but you liked spending time at the library, and your idea of a good weekend was curling up next to the fire with a cup of steaming hot chocolate. sunghoon, on the other hand was the total opposite of you. he would be out at parties almost every weekend with his best friends jay and jake. known for fucking around with multiple girls, he was unattainable. until he met you.

initially, you had rejected all his advances, not wanting to get involved with him, but he grew on you and soon, the two of you started dating. dating him came with its pros and cons. he bought you flowers every week, took you out for drives on his bike late at night, bought you all these cute little gifts, and he never forgot to remind you of just how infatuated he was with you. and of course they had to be cons to dating someone as “popular” as sunghoon. namely, the gaggle of fan girls who tended to follow him wherever he went. when they found out, the hate notes and rumours began. post its stuck to your locker every day, rumours circling around that sunghoon just wanted you for the sex, why he chose you out of all the other students in school, and of course they took a toll on you.

you never told sunghoon though, he always showed up late for school, only staying till the end of the day to drop you home, which ended up in him never finding out about the rumours and notes.

and now we come to the day it all went to shit. you’d arrived to school on time as usual, walking through the hallways, people whispering about whatever new rumour someone had spread about you that day. the only difference today, was a certain park sunghoon leaning against your locker, a single rose in his left hand, frowning at a bunch of post it’s that adorned your locker. realising that he must have come early to school to surprise you, you hurriedly made your way to your locker before quickly ripping the notes off of it. “baby why-” sunghoon began, as you cut him off before he could say anything more “I dont want to talk about it hoon”. you muttered, as you quickly grabbed your books and ran to class.

sunghoon whipped his head around when he felt a tap on his shoulder, only to be met with the smirking face of jeon yeseul, the schools “queen bee”. she was essentially the head of the sunghoon fan club and she’d been after him for years now. no one was angrier than her when the two of you started dating. “whatever you’re gonna say, I dont want to hear it. just leave me and my girlfriend alone” he said throughout gritted teeth as he rushed to the classroom to find you before class started, leaving yeseul in shock, as everyone in the hallway snickered at the little show.

sunghoon took his seat next to you in class, albeit a little too late to talk to you, as the teacher walked in almost right after he did, looking surprised at the fact that sunghoon was actually attending her class. “how nice of you to finally grace us with your presence mr. park” she said, raising an eyebrow and smiling as sunghoon rolled his eyes. his hand found yours under the desk, squeezing it lightly, almost as if he was reassuring you. the class flew by in silence between tbe both of you, his hand never leaving yours even for a second, his worried eyes drifting to your figure hunched over the desk every two minutes. the shrill bell rang as everyone in class gathered their books for the next class. but before you could go to your next class, sunghoon was dragging you away and down the stairs to the back entrance of the school where he had parked his bike.

“hoon what the fuck?? I have class now you know” you said as you stared up at him with fiery eyes. he looked back at you with the exact same expression, one that might have had most people cowering in fear, but not you. “when were you going to tell me about these” he spat out as he pulled a bunch of notes from the pocket of his black jeans, waving them in front of your face. the look in his eyes softened as he saw the way you looked uneasy at the mention of those notes. going off to throw them in the bin, he came back and sighed as he took your hand in his and said softly, “baby you know how much I love you right? please, please don’t listen to whatever those disgusting people are saying, you’re so so beautiful and you’re so perfect for me, and who ever can’t see that can go to hell” reaching up to cup one of your cheeks in his hand. that was all it took for you to crack, small tears welling up in your eyes. he smiled at you, before pulling you into a hug and whispering, “please don’t shut me out, I dont care about what all those rotten people say, all i need is you okay?” “okay” you whispered, your voice slightly hoarse.

he wiped away your tears and handed you a helmet and smirking. “hoon, no we have class” you said trying to walk back to the school building, before he grabbed your waist and hoisted you into his bike, putting the helmet on your head. “not anymore” he said adjusting the straps on it, “you and I are going to go on a long ride before I take you home and help you get ready for the party today”. he finished adjusting the helmet on tour head before tapping it lightly and moving to get his own. “party?? I dont remember agreeing to this” he turned around and smiled at you pulling on his gloves “I just want to show everyone how hot my girlfriend is, now hold on tight princess” and within seconds, the two of you were speeding out of the campus as you squealed and screamed at him for going so fast. all he did was chuckle before going even faster, ignoring your pleas as his heart almost beat out of his chest at the feeling of your arms wrapped so tightly around him. he had never been so glad for the helmet that hid his rosy cheeks. the two of you ended up going all over the city, before getting lunch at a diner and then heading to sunghoons house to pick out his outfit before he took you back to your house to put together your outfit.

you fell face first on your bed, whining about having to dress up and socialise. “but hoooooon, I won’t even know anyone there” you said, rolling up and down your bed as he rummaged around your closet. you looked up when you heard him let out a whistle, only to find him holding up a see through package inside which sat the cute white lacy lingerie set you ordered for yourself a few days ago. you got it on impulse, not knowing if it would actually look good on you, and you didnt have the courage to try it on yet. he smirked as he saw the flustered expression on your face as you scrambled up to try and snatch the package put of his hands. but he stood up and held it above his head, a smile gracing his sharp features as you attempted to jump up and pry it out of his hands. “when were you going to show this to me?” he said cheekily, laughing at the embarrassed mess you’d become.

“never.” you said, stretching out your hand to try and take it from him. sure, the two of you had gotten pretty far in your relationship, but not as far as to have sex. it wasnt like you didn’t want to, you were always afraid he wouldn’t like you, or that he would compare you to some of the more skinnier girls he’d been with. your ex had done the same thing, eventually leaving you for someone else, leaving you with a bunch of insecurities and low self esteem. you were glad to say that you’d built yourself back up, but that same jealous feeling always came back whenever you looked through magazines with all their skinny models, or even the girls at your school.

sunghoon’s gaze faltered the moment you said that, replaced with a look of confusion and a hint of sadness, as he instantly sat you down on your bed and looked you straight in the eye. “but why?” he asked, and you shrugged, not wanting to tell him how you felt, thinking he would find it silly and laugh at you. instead you looked down at your fingers, playing around with them as sunghoon cupped your jaw, forcing you to look up at him. he sighed, before saying, “ I know what you’re thinking of, and how many times do I have to tell you sweetheart? I love you so so much. you’re so beautiful and you’re so fucking sexy. i know some people have said some undermining things about you, but ignore them. in my eyes, you’re the most beautiful person in the world, okay? and better yet, you’re my beautiful person”. you couldnt help the smile that crept up your face at his words, inevitably making him smile too and you pulled him in for a kiss.

“thank you”. “now, will you try this on for me?” he said, the soft smile he had on replaced with a smirk. you rolled your eyes at him, muttering a “fine” before taking the package and walking to the bathroom. the material was soft against your fingers as you slipped off your clothes and undergarments before pulling on the delicate lingerie. sighing at yourself in the mirror, you mentally counted to three and prepared yourself before walking out of the bathroom. “babe?” you called out to sunghoon, and my oh my was he stunned. the moment he saw you, his eyes went wide as he looked you up and down, licking his lips before smiling. getting off the bed, he lead you to the full length mirror in your room, making you stand in front of it as his hands caressed each and every one of your curves.

“you look so pretty baby” he whispered as he pressed wet open mouthed kisses over the expanse of your neck, finding your sweet spot almost instantly as you let out a moan at his actions. quickly spinning the two of you around, he sat down on the bed and pulled you into his lap before resuming his trail down your neck. his found their way to your ass, squeezing the supple flesh, eliciting another moan from you before moving away from your now marked up neck to look at you. “I’m basically half naked and you’re fully clothed, this is so unfair hoon” you said, pushing off the leather jacket he had chosen to wear. he chuckled before pulling you even closer by your waist and mumbling a “patience doll” and attaching his soft lips to yours.

your skin felt so soft under his hands and he couldnt help but try and reach every single part of you, running his hands over every curve and dip, imprinting them in his memory. he pulled his shirt over his head, groaning as you instantly attached your lips to his neck, wanting to mark him up as well. getting off his lap slightly, to allow him to take off his jeans, you let him push you down into your bed. you couldn’t be more thankful that your parents were out of town at this moment as sunghoon slotted his lips with yours.

both of you were naked in almost no time, and sunghoon wasted no time in pressing kisses to every part of your body, mumbling things like “beautiful” and “gorgeous” every now and then. he reached down to take one of your nipples into his mouth, earning a moan from you, as his other hand found your other nipple, squeezing and tugging at it. your back arched off the bed, your crotch pressed up against his as you ground down onto him. he went lower and lower and he was soon face to face with your dripping cunt, not wasting a single moment in diving in, eating you out like a starved man. not even two minutes in, you could feel an unfamiliar knot build up in your stomach before you were gasping. “hoon, I’m close I cant-” not even giving you time to finish your sentence, he pulled away, leaving you breathless. “I want you to cum on my cock” he said, reaching over the bed and pulling out his wallet and a condom packet from it, earning him a weird look from you. “have you been carrying that all this time?”, he shrugged, “never knew when were gonna have sex babe, it’s good to be prepared” reaching up to line himself with your entrance, he intertwined your hands. “it’s your first time right? I’ll be gentle okay? take a deep breath for me love”. he reached down to kiss you as he pushed himself in slowly so as to not cause you too much pain. you groaned at the unfamiliar feeling as sunghoon bottomed himself out inside you.

he was no small man and he was quite a lot to get used to. getting a nod from you, he slowly began thrusting, the pain slowly morphing into pleasure, your eyes rolling to the back of your head as his thrusts got faster. “shit hoon, you feel so- so good” you managed to get out as he pushed one of his hands to rub your clit. a number of praises fell from his mouth with each thrust, trying to be as gentle as possible, but at the same time not being able to control himself. “you take me in so well sweetheart, you were made for me, gonna make sure you never think about anyone but me” he said, leaning down to kiss you.

his thrusts got sloppier as he felt you clench around him, a sign that both of you were close. “hoon I’m close, I’m gonna cum, holy shit” you said as he pushed your leg up, thrusting deeper into you. “that’s it sweetheart, cum for me, cum all over my cock” he said and that was all it took for you to unravel cumming all over his cock, as he followed soon after, emptying himself into the condom. he pulled out of you slowly, tossing the condom aside and running to grab a cloth from your bathroom, and gently cleaning you up.

“you up for a shower or do you wanna watch a movie and sleep?” he asked you, brushing a few sweaty strands off your face. “I think a movie sounds good right now” you smiled up at him. grabbing your laptop, he pulled a blanket over tbe two of you, pulling you up to cuddle him as he played a random movie. “what about that party you wanted to go to?” you asked and he smiled down at you “fuck it” he said, stroking your hair. “hoon?” “hm?” “thank you” you whispered. “ for what love?” “everything.” smiling, he played the movie, and soon the two of you were asleep in each others arms.

heyyy, thank you for reading, I hope you liked it!! dont forget to stay hydrated and dont skip your meals!!!!

[sweet-seishu]

always yours

alternate ending

masterlist

a/n: if i don't post this now i never will so, here's for anyone who was team rin😚 its badly edited and tbh im not that happy with this but, idk how to fix it to make it better

"Yeah, dad I've been fine. The house is fine to." You chuckled, trying to look for something to watch, while flicking your eyes to the window, watching the rain fall outside.

"I'm just sorry I couldn't be there, I get home in a few days though, we can go and do something for dinner."

"That sounds fun! You can tell me all about your trip." You smiled.

"And you can tell me how it was being back home for a while."

"I will." You said softly, you turned your head when you heard a knock on the door. "Dad I think my pizza showed up, so I'll see you when you get home okay?"

"Alright sweetheart, I'll see you soon. I love you."

"Love you to! Have a safe trip back!" You said before hanging up, leaving your phone on the couch before walking to the door.

When you opened it you weren't expecting to see Rindou holding your pizza in his hands.

"Wha- Rin? What are you doing here?" You opened the door wider, motioning for him to come in. His hair was wet from the rain, as was his jacket, which he was quick to discard, he placed the pizza box on the table before turning to you.

"Look, I had something to say to you that day you left, and I had something to say to you when we broke up, and I need to say it." He told you, walking up to you to hold your hands in his.

"What are you talking about?" You asked.

"Alright, I know we only had a fling, and it was great, but I just- I want more with you."

"Rin-"

"I fell in love with you, and I've been in love with you since we were together. Y/n, even when we were apart, barely spoke, and didn't see eachother much, you were the only one that was ever on my mind."

To say you were stunned would be an understatement. You had no idea he felt like this.

"I know you have your thing with Hanma, but I at least need to try."

You didn't know what to say, completely lost with how to feel in this moment.

"I know it's a shock, and I know your probably confused, but fuck y/n, you're everything I've ever wanted in a woman, and you're the only girl I've ever wanted a future with."

"Rindou I-"

"I don't want to make you feel obligated to love me back, I don't want you to feel pressured by me being here, but I needed to tell you, needed to let you know how I feel. I love the way you crinkle your nose in the morning before you wake up, I love the way you're always willing to help someone, I love the way you smile at me, the way you laugh at the smallest little jokes, how you put Ran in his place, how y-"

You kissed him. Cutting him off with your lips while you let go of his hands to run them through his hair. He groaned at the contact, his head spinning as he kissed you back.

When you pulled away you were both breathless, panting as you tried to gather your thoughts.

You did love Hanma, that wasnt a question, but now that you were here with Rindou, you were starting to realize that maybe you were just holding onto old feelings.

Maybe you didn't love Hanma the way you thought you did..

Rindou was always there for you, even though you avoided him in school. But when you met him years later, you realized he was actually a great guy. He was a great guy who treated you right, and always made you smile.

Popular to contrary belief, Rindou was actually very gentle. He was always one to put you before himself, giving you everything he possibly could just so he could see you happy. But all you needed was him to make you smile, just being around him made you feel lighter.

Maybe he was what you needed. Maybe he was the right one for you.

"Rin..." You said softly, smiling to yourself. "I can't- I can't say I love you right now, because honestly I'm very confused, but I think.. I think I want to try with you. The fact that you came here for me.. it says so much."

"I left the other day.... when we were texting.. I- I needed to tell you my feelings, and I wasn't going to do it over a text. I truly do love you pretty, I'd wait forever and a day just to be with you. So take your time, I don't want to you rush."

You kissed him again, both of you smiling through it. You pecked his lips one more time before pulling away.

"Wanna watch movies and eat pizza with me?" You asked.

"Whatever you want pretty." Rindou smiled.

•••••

You smiled when you saw your friends at the airport again, letting go of Rindou's hand to run to them.

You jumped into Chifuyu's arms, holding him tightly as he chuckled.

"Please don’t leave again." He told you. "We can't deal with that."

"I won't." You mumbled. "Promise."

"Yeah, it really sucks when you're not here." Mitsuya told you as you moved to hug him. "I missed having you as my roomie."

"Well if you'll take me back I'd love to be your roomie again." You told him. He smiled, kissing your forehead before letting you move to Baji.

He pulled you into a bear hug, nearly suffocating you as you laughed.

"Leave again and I'll kick your ass." He mumbled into your neck.

"I won't Kei, I promise." You told him.

"Thank you Rindou, for bringing her back." Chifuyu said. "I don't know what we would have done if you didn't."

"Happy to help." Rindou smiled.

"Can we go home Kashi?" You asked.

"Let's go home."

•••••

"Hey Shuji." You smiled, hugging him quickly before sitting back down in the booth of the cafe.

"Gotta admit, I'm a little nervous." Hanma told you.

"Me to." You said softly.

"So how have you been?" He asked.

"Okay." You smiled. "Getting settled again is kind of a pain, but Kashi is helping me out."

"You're back living with him?"

"Yeah." You smiled. "He's a good roommate."

"That's great. I'm uh- I'm glad your home..."

"I am to."

It was silent for a bit, neither of you really knowing what to say to eachother.

It was awkward now, mainly because you knew you'd be hurting him, and it left your stomach churning.

Hanma took a breath, his eyes meeting yours.

"Look y/n- I am so sorry for what I did. I shouldn't have ended it like that, I was being petty and jealous, only because I saw you with Rindou." Hanma told you. "I made mistake with you and I'm sorry. I really want to fix things, I want to be with you, and I'd be forever grateful if you gave me that chance..."

"It's okay. I forgive you for what you did.." You told him. "But shuji I- I don't think we should be together."

"Oh."

"Listen. I love you, I always will, but I think I was just holding onto the love we had before... I didn't think to consider that there may be someone else out there for me..."

"You mean Rindou." Hanma stated, looking down at his hands, his eyes stinging.

"Yeah.." You told him.

"I see."

"Shuji I'm sorry, I don't want this to ruin our relationship as friends. I don't want to lose you, you're too important to me." You told him, reaching to grab his hand. "But I think we just outgrew eachother... I'm happy we tried, and I'm forever grateful for what we had but-"

"Baby it's okay." Hanma told you. "I kind of did this to myself honestly. But now that you say all that, I think I know what you mean. I think I may have been holding on to old feelings to, and I didn't really want to let myself experience other people as much."

"I'm so sorry." You said, tears welling up in your eyes.

"Don't be, you have absolutely nothing to apologize for. I love you, you know that. Honestly I may need some time away for a bit, but I'm always going to come back to you okay? You weren't just my girlfriend, you were my bestfriend to, and I'd like to still have you as that."

"Bestfriends." You smiled. "I like that."

You both smiled at eachother, talking for another hour about everything and you felt so much lighter.

•••••• (timeskip)

"Can't believe you're leaving me." Mitsuya pouted.

"Come on Kashi, you're still going to see me." You told him, moving another box into Rindou's penthouse.

"I know but not everyday.." Mitsuya sighed.

"Kashi, Rin and I have been together for a year and a half now, you knew this was going to happen."

"Yeah, yeah, leave your best friend for the boy toy I get."

You smacked him on the back of his head, making him chuckle.

"Mitsuya still pouting?" Baji asked, walking in with Chifuyu and Ran behind him, boxes in hand as they went to set them down.

"Of course he's pouting, he's losing the best roomie." You told them.

"I will admit, my little brother definitely got lucky with you." Ran said.

You hear Rindou walked out of your shared room, making you smile as you looked at him.

"I think most of your clothes are put away." He smiled.

"Jokes on you, there's 3 more boxes." Chifuyu told him.

Rindou groaned walking towards you and grabbing your face. "I love you pretty, but my god why do you have so many clothes, my closet is huge and yet, it's almost full."

You only rolled your eyes, trying not to smile.

"I like clothes okay? Leave me alone."

Rindou only laughed, kissing your forehead before going to grab another box of clothes.

"Well we need to head out love, I have to be at the studio early tomorrow." Mitsuya told you.

"And we need to meet Kazu at the shop to take inventory." Baji piped in.

You smiled at the three boys. "I love you guys, thank you for helping me."

"No problem, you ever need anything else just let us know okay?" Chifuyu smiled.

You hugged all three, leaving kisses on their cheeks before they left.

"I'm going to head out to. Mainly because I don't want to see you and Rin being all cute and disgusting." Ran smiled.

You rolled your eyes, holding back a laugh. "Thank you for your help Ran."

"Anytime doll, just make sure you take care of him."

"I will."

Ran pulled you into his arms, kissing the top of your head before heading out.

You walked into the bedroom, watching as Rindou continued to hang up your clothes.

"Rin come on, let's lay down, we can finish tomorrow." You told him.

"Thank god." Rindou said, walking over to sit on the bed. He quickly pulled you onto his lap, your legs on either side of his waist.

You ran your fingers through his soft purple locks, leaning in to kiss him softly. He groaned, his arms going around you to pull you closer.

When you pulled away he smiled. "You live here now."

"I do." You said softly. "I really couldn't be happier right now Rin. I love you."

"I love you to." He told you. "But I do think I can make you even happier."

"Oh?" You giggled. "You have given me everything Rin, more than I deserve, what could you possi-"

"Marry me y/n." He said softly, cutting you off.

"I- what? Rin come on you can't be se-"

"I'm serious y/n. Marry me."

You sat in his lap completely caught off guard. Was he for real?

"Rindou you don't even have a ri-"

Of course.

He held a small box in the palm of his hand, it was open, showing a beautiful silver ring with a diamond right in the middle. Your eyes started to sting, as the tears started to build up.

"So, as you can see, I'm very serious. Y/n, I really can't see my life without you in it, I don't want a future if you're not by my side. Marry me.."

"Rin.." You cried, a smile on your face as you looked back into his purple eyes.

You swear you saw your whole future when you looked at him. So much joy had filled your heart you were sure it would explode.

"Yes." You sniffled. "Rindou I'll marry you."

He smiled, taking the ring out of the box with shaky hands, tears in his own eyes as he slipped it onto your finger. He kissed you passionately, making you completely dizzy as you both smiled against eachothers lips.

The proposal wasn't anything extravagant. No fancy restaurant, no fancy outfits, just you and Rindou in sweats, just being with eachother.

It was perfect.

He was perfect.

And you realized in that moment, even with all the ups and downs you went through to get here-

Did your life turn out how you think it would?

No.

It was better.

tags: @rome-alone @hanmascult @blvebcrry @makimakimi @akimochi10 @shizunxie @the2ndl @gulfkfl @the-psyco-simp @alenadotcom

[quodekash]

im already about to cry and the episode hasn't even started yet, so that's a nice sign that'll probably foreshadow how tonight is gonna go

PLS I LOVE HER SO MUCH

SHE ACTUALLY LISTENS AND TALKS TO KANGHAN

SHE IS MY GODDESS

MY QUEEN

MY MILF

9GO3U4ERHDSGN9P8IO4EURBDGN980OEUVDS

I KNEW SHE WAS CAPTAINING THE SHIP BUT HOLY FRICK NUGGETS

GUEOJRKBGNUOERJDFBGEUOR

IM SOBBING SO HARD RN

lmao nice joke

based on this scene being right at the start here, this episode is definitely gonna be the one where he properly realises his feelings for sailom (if he hasn't realised them already, which I dont think he has. he hasn't accepted it, at least)

AND BASED ON THAT LOGIC, generally the way these writers and directors etc base these ones, they fully lean into the fell first / fell harder dynamic, and almost immediately after the second person realises, they kiss

SO im very much hoping for a kiss at the end of this episode (but it also might not be til next episode)

WE'RE WHAT, ONE MINUTE INTO THE EPISODE?? AND WE'RE ALREADY GETTING TO THE INTIMATE STARES????

OH BOY IM SCARED FOR THE REST OF THE EPISODE

I THINK MY GAY LITTLE HEART MIGHT ACTUALLY EXPLODE

oh yup, oh yup, we've got the heartbeat sound in the background. kang's feelings are coming to lightttt (PLEASE LET THEM KISS TODAY)

AAA

IM SO EXCITED FOR WHATS GONNA HAPPEN BC OF THIS

my theory that they're gonna run away during school hours is still going strong

NOOOOO THE SCENE WAS SO NICE AND HAPPY AND FLUFFY WHY ARE YOU HERE TO RUIN IT YOU BASTARD???

yup okay so that theory is definitely right

(the theory that saifah's gonna like steal from kang's house, and his dad is gonna get shot in the process. not my own theory, it's from @ respectthepetty and it's such a good theory, I love it so much)

OML THIS IS SO FUNNY

I CANT WAIT FOR MORE BATHROOM SHENANIGANS, THIS IS GONNA BE WONDERFUL

awh is he lonely?

he needs a hug

from kang

all through the night

it'll be insane if they do tho, its literally night one, there's no way

I TAKE IT BACK, APPARENTLY IM WRONG????

OKAY NVM APPARENTLY I WASNT WRONG

im half convinced kang is gonna walk in or smth tho

YALL IM SCREAMING, HE FULL-ASS JUST HEEHEED

THEY ARE FRIENDS

AAAA THE LYRICS

I JUST LOVE THEM SO MUCH

THEYRE SO PLAYFUL WITH EACH OTHER

WHAT THE HELL

what I wouldn't give to be that driver rn

THE ARM OVER THE SHOULDER???????

THEYRE LITERALLY SO IN LOVE?????????

OMG

PIMFAH

MY WIFE

I rly wish that screenshot was better but the wifi is being stupid for no reason (which isn't surprising since this is Australia and we have the shittest wifi there is)

anyway IM SO SURE JUNE IS GONNA SHOW UP TODAY

GIVE👏US👏LESBIANS👏

DID I NOT SAY IT?

I WAS RIGHT YALL

AAAAAAAAAAA

LITERALLY IMMEDIATE

AS SOON AS THE OTHER MAJOR FEMALE CHARACTER WAS INTRODUCED, B O O M, LESBIANS

I VERY MUCH APPRECIATE THIS

although I wasn't expecting it to be teacher/student

she is just a trainee teacher, but its still a bit ick

idk tho

I guess we'll see what they do with it

gay panic in real time

ooh yes ive been waiting for the familial need for an heir thing to crop up, yesyesyes

making me think of drarry now

OKAY SO MAYBE I WAS WRONG

MAYBE HE DOES LIKE HER

but the things I said are still true

the evidence we've gotten before just now havent really felt solid enough to argue that kang likes pimfah

but now... I guess I have to agree

pimfah knows/suspects/ships it and no one can convince me otherwise

IM WHEEZE-LAUGHING THIS IS HILARIOUS

THE MUSIC PLAYING IN THE BACKGROUND?????

I CANT RN

SO THIS IS DEFINITELY A DREAM SEQUENCE, RIGHT?

I wasn't expecting imaginary scenes from this series but I deeply appreciate it

I CANT STOP LAUGHING

THIS IS SO EMBARRASSING, SAILOM

YOU SHOULD BE EMBARRASSED

BUT ITS ALSO SUCH A MOOD

also I like kang's shoes

Y E S

I WAS HOPING FOR OPEN HOUSE VIEWJUNE

again, I wasn't expecting it to be teacher/student, but anyway

OH YOU LESBIANN

G3I4ORENHGKLS

I would do the same tho

June is so pretty

and so is view

and so is chimon

and so is Perth

(and so is satang)

(no I will not shut up about my satang and perth siblings agenda, its too good to keep to myself)

NO IM OUT OF IMAGES

on the bright side, it took a lot longer to run out today than it did last week

[beann-e]

Haikyu! boys reacting to their s/o flinching during an argument

Karasuno boys reacting to their s/o flinching

Tsukishima

“ what’s the problem are you serious are you not even understanding why we’re here in the first place“

“ oh I understand—really but I just don’t care “ he moved to think before speaking

“ I actually don’t think i’ve ever had one of those cares when I hear you talk “

you fumed “ i’m so so sick of this Tsukishima i’m so sick of everything having sarcasm in it —you can’t be serious for two seconds “

he moved to throw up a peace sign before his fingers dropped one by one “ is that two seconds — i’m not sure if you meant literally because according to you I look like a grade school swim team member who doesn’t know basic communication skills”

you felt your throat beginning to hurt you’d been screaming with him for hours over his comments he’d made about the cake you ate earlier

as soon as you sat down on the couch he spoke telling you

‘ babe maybe you should’ve saved that cake for later I can feel the extra weight weighing down mine and your side of the couch ‘

“ I can’t be serious no you can’t be serious — you fucking told me that your sorry i’m so skinny that my legs look like toothpicks in the shorts that you bought me “ he screamed

“ you bought them on purpose they were a size large you know i’m a size small you just wanted to be fucking funny “

you scoffed as you two were now standing in the kitchen while he was cooking dinner. His body turning to look down on you.

you could never say tsukishima got mad at you he never did he would just get really annoyed and make more sarcastic comments then he did in his free time but right now you couldn’t figure out what was so different about him

About his voice

About his body that was making him seem like the boss at the end of a video game you just couldn’t beat

“ i’m just really tired of everything being turned into a slick comment with you tsukki and then you can’t even say a shitty sorry you just look at me like i’m crazy “

he sighed as he looked away “ look baby— “ he pushed up his glasses that were threatening to fall

“ i’m really sorry for all the mean , awful , accurate , things I said “

your body went hot as you screamed “ THATS NOT A FUCKING SORRY “

“ well why the hell would you think you’d get one from me “

he screamed at you backing you up eyes still downcast on you

“ you —annoying —child —every fucking five seconds your complaining about something now it’s how I talk ? before it was how I don’t show you enough physical affection in public are you serious “

you heart quickened as his body jerked at you almost threatening you “ what else do you want from me huh “

“ want me to fuckin—“

you closed your eyes and your body moved on instinct to cover your face body sinking into itself in a hole before standing up trying to protect yourself as the loud clack went through the house

Your breathing fast as you had all the worse possibilities move through your head that was rattling along with your body in fear

“ aw damn — their cracked anyways we gotta figu—“

his voice stopped as he came face to face with your covered body “ a-are you dancing or something why the fuck are you —“

then his thoughts clicked as his blurry eyes ran over the way your arms were above your head and body tucked in as if trying to limit the pain you would feel wherever he touched you

“uh “ he coughed as you relaxed looking at the male with wide eyes as you spoke

“ no I didn’t —I didn’t think “

“ um — so i’m not gonna take offense and instead i’m just gonna “

he moved to sit his glasses on the table before his hand grabbed your head forcefully and pushed you into his stone cold chest your body flaring up and shaking

“ yeah you totally did —I wasn’t sure because I can’t see but yeah you did “

“ I - — I didn’t mean to —it was just so loud I thought — and you were yelling “

“ I would never hit you — I would never ever hit you with anything except my beautiful words “

you pushed out of his chest with a small smile trying to seem upset “ your still joking after something like that “

“ well i’m not a soft person what do you expect I mean I feel bad really bad but — “

“ I know I know — it’s better to make jokes than make it sad and make the both of us feel uncomfortable “

he moved his head down to kiss you softly “ I promise you it was just my glasses falling I would never hurt you y/n no matter if we fight or not “

he scoffed “ I love you and all that other crap blah blah “

you ran away with your hands to your ears “ no no I feel like you just put a curse on me — you’ve hugged me , kissed me , apologized and told me you love me all at one time I have to call yams and get an exorcist over here “

he scoffed “ just call Hinata his non stop talking could pass as an exorcism “

you smiled as he whispered small apologies in your ear all night the both of cringing when he would say them knowing he hated you feeling that way but also hating how the word sorry rolled off his tounge

Hinata

“ Great king that Great King this — I must beat The king — I have to beat this person and that person your always beating someone Hinata “

you cried as you stood fighting with him in the gym as he had sweat running down his forehead

you’d originally came here to watch him play a game between a team he had yet to beat that he told you they’d practiced for months to win.

Only for them to lose In a straight set of 2 that caused him to stay after and continue to practice in the same spot all night

You being the loving s/o you were decided to stay with him

only for him to take your kindness for granted and practice at the gym until 3 in the morning letting you wake up to the constant thump of the ball against the wall and your body shivering on the bench while he wore his jacket

“ DID YOU EVEN NOTICE I FELL ASLEEP “

“ of course I did “

“ then why didn’t you give me your jacket —babe I woke up freezing “

“ because I wanted it too— if I gave you my jacket what would I wear was I suppose to freeze “

you knew all rationality was thrown out the window when Hinata lost a match and right now that’s exactly what was happening

“ you can’t keep expecting me to put you first — it’s stupid “

he raised his voice “ the only thing i’ll put first is this ball in my hands and you may come in third to my team other than that — I don’t know what you want from me “

“ I want you to understand i’m here too —not just that lifeless ball Hinata “

he screeched at your words “ it’s not fucking lifeless”

“ I worked hard for this I worked hard for everything when I pick up that ball I put my energy into it when I —“

his hand outstretched as you sunk to the floor ears covered as you ducked into your knees hearing the loud smack moved to every corner of the room

“ that’s me putting life into the bal—baby where’d you go—if this is you telling me to stop—ok I get it I need to calm down “

he looked around the gym eyes finally searching the floor for the ball he’d thrown until they landed on your huddled figure

“ babe what —why are you on the floor come on its dirty get off “ you shook at his voice

“ w—why are you so scared I don’t understand come on stand up y/n “

you tried to calm down your body knowing you couldn’t tell him what just happened you knew Hinata wasnt innocent but you still didn’t want to break his heart not tonight not more than it already was argument or not

you moved to stand up as he grabbed the ball and threw it harshly to the wall for a second time

your body reacting out of control as it thought back to that moment of fear you had seeing him that angry at you and the same noise that followed after

“ y/n-chan did you just—“ his eyes creased “ baby why did you “

he said quietly thinking “ baby who hurt you “

his voice was concerned as he raced to you who shook a bit at his changing emotions taking a shaky step back to get away from him his eyes falling as he finally realized softly speaking

“ o-oh I hurt you “

he sat thinking as he pulled your arms from your face slowly “ I—i’m so sorry I don’t —it was the ball really it was the ball it went woosh and so I went weee to go get it I swear “

you straightened up cursing your body for reacting the way it did “ I didn’t mean to scare you that way I just —I was upset over a match and wanted to prove a point “

he moved to hug you tightly “ I’m so greatful for you and so lucky to have someone who would even stay with me for over 7 hours in a gym hearing nothing but loud noises and echoes —someone who’d fall asleep on the cold floor because they love me so much “

he hugged you tighter kissing your head repeatedly whispering the same line over and over “ i’d never hit you —i’d never hate you or be mad at you “

your tense nerves leaving as you sighed out wrapping your arms around his body “ I —I know and i’m sorry “

“ nothing to be sorry for I do need to put you first and I will from now on —I will “

he pulled you back as he spoke “ i’ll start putting you first and taking your needs into account and you start speaking up and saying no to me instead of doing everything I do or want you to do “

he smiled as he held his pinkie out “ promise baby? “

you shook your head in a yes smiling up at him “ promise “

[fckwritersblock]

More Than Therapy

Bucky x black!reader

Warning: sooooo there is smut ahead. Okay like, not complete filth but it’s there! Who even knows what this is, but enjoy it!

Pic below from post by @afriendlyblackhottie

(Unedited.)

“Look, I’m not saying that she’s not a great therapist, I’m just think that she’s not your style.”

Bucky didn’t hide his eye roll.

For the past 2 weeks, Sam had been trying to convince him he needed a second option. Ever since he had his own encounter with Bucky’s therapist, which consisted of being forcefully included in one of their sessions, he could see it wasn’t really helping Bucky at all. Not that Sam was an expert or anything, he just knew his.....friend.

“Alright Sam, fine.” Bucky sighed tossing the wrench to the side. “So what. I kick my therapist to curb, then what? You got some kind of recommendation or something?”

Sam just smirked before turning and making his way off the boat.

“Actually I do.”

Now here Bucky was, waiting on another person to come and try to break down all his walls and get in his head and help him with through his ‘issues’.

“Waste of time.” He mumbled to his self.

However, when she walked in the door, that thought quickly left.

“I’m Y/n.”

“James”

“It’s nice to meet you James.”

For the first time in a very long time Bucky felt comfortable almost immediately. The conversation didn’t feel forced, he didn’t feel pressured, it was just easy. Y/n didn’t push and pry. She simply let him answer the way he want and what he wanted. She let him sort of control the conversation. It was refreshing.

From then on, he saw her twice a week. Their first two weeks together was just them getting to know one another. Establishing trust on Buckys end. He appreciated that for once the woman so much pressure for him to be OK so soon. Finally, after about a month or so, they were doing a little exercises here and there to work through his trauma. The first assignment, it was actually pretty similar to the last psychiatrist he had seen. To get out and make at least one friend. Find an activity or something that he enjoys.

“So have you been getting out like we discussed?”

“Yeah I’ve gone out.” He nodded carelessly with a grin as he sat across the table from her.

Y/n raised an eyebrow. “To places besides the bar.”

“Yes.”

“Liar.” She said and it was her turn to grin as she held her hand out.

He sighed and rolled his eyes, handing over his phone. Bucky watched her click a few buttons knowing she was checking his contacts. This was like Deja vu.

“You have the same amount of numbers in your phone as last week Barnes.”

“Not true Doc, I have you.” He smiled sheepishly.

“I hardly count Barnes.” A small smile graced her face nonetheless.

She was quiet for a moment and he took that opportunity to study her. In deep thought. Y/n had a tell. She’d bite the corner of her bottom lip on the right side every time she was trying to figure something out. Usually before she came up with his homework before the next session.

“I have a thought but you’re not gonna like it.” She began after while.

“Lay it on Doc.”

“I don’t feel like you are actively trying to be a part of society. What you’ve been doing, trying to right your wrongs of the other guy...” she drifted for a moment. “It’s futile. You don’t need to do that. That-“

Y/n paused taking a deep breath.

“That’s not you.” She spoke softly.

“But that is me! I am winter soldier!” He yelled on his feet quickly.

Anger. He was familiar with the feeling. Angry was something he just couldn’t seem to stop feeling. Even if he didn’t show it, it was like he was angry all the time. However feeling it with her was unfamiliar. And he could feel the inner turmoil of him taking his frustrations out on her as he tried to push that anger back down.

“Were.” Y/n stated with finality, voice strong. “You were the winter Solider. And that wasn’t you. That’s just a couple of dark chapters in the book of your life. That’s it.

“You don’t know m-“

“But that is not you.” She repeated a little louder commanding forcing him to look her dead in the eyes. “That’s not who you are, James. And while I may not have known you pre-hydra, or during, but I’m knowing you now. And that’s just not you.”

Y/n leaned back in her chair.

“I know that here, Bucky.” She grinned a little placing her hand over her heart and tapped twice. “And deep down, so do you.”

“. You, James Buchanan Barnes, you are not the bad guy.

The anger he had been feeling had subsided and I was replaced with something that was completely unfamiliar to him. Something he longed for couldn’t quite the grass. Something that he didn’t even realize was in within his reach until noon.. The feeling, regardless of how unfamiliar it was with something Bucky didn’t think he wanted to go away.

The silence between them was comfortable. Y/n could tell that he was processing her words. It was a good thing, she could because he was no longer good tense and his stance was relaxed instead of defensive.

“You know what? We’re finished for today. I’ll see you tomorrow.” She declared.

“What?” Bucky snapped out of his tranced and frowned. “Doc, come on. I shouldn’t be seeing you til Thursday.”

“Yeah tomorrow,” she nodded with a smile. “I want to try something different.”

The next day but he showed up at their usual time, 11 AM. When he stopped at a reception to ask for Dr. Y/n they informed him she was out for the day. He frowned and turned to leave only to find her approaching him from the elevator.

“Hey! You ready to go?” Y/n offered a gentle smile.

“I thought we were-“ he asked went fo point back toward her office but she stopped him.

“We are. We’re just doing things differently today.” She informed him, before nodding her head toward the elevator. “Let’s go.”

Their day together was eventful to say the least. Their first stop was her favorite coffee spot. It was actually a little hole in the wall called Hippies Brew in the downtown area. A cool modern place full of friendly and eccentric individuals. It was comfortable. Homey. It wasnt one she’d typically recommend clients, but she would recommend it to friends. After that they were too the aquarium followed by the park where they sat on a park bench for lunch. Lunch being tacos from the El Gordo’s taco truck parked near by. Well a lot of the time at the park or spit in silence, it was still comfortable as a people watched together. While Bucky hated to admit it, this is the first time he really just felt at peace. There was no one looking over him with some unrealistic expectation of him to be Steve, and become so hero he wasn’t. There was no pressure to get his shit together right then and there. He was just simply allowed to be Bucky. Unapologetically.

“Walk with me?” He asked.

Y/n raised an eyebrow, surprised he initiated doing something together, but agreed with a smile.

Soon enough they easily fell into conversation of as they began to walk the lake.

Before they knew it, the sun was beginning to set. Their time together lasted longer than Y/n planned but either was it was nice. She enjoyed today, as did he. Bucky’s offered to walk her back to her car, savoring their last few moments together.

“Are you sure I can’t give you a ride home?” Y/n asked as they got closer to her car in the now empty lot.

“Yeah, Doc, lm sure.” He smiled back at her, her smile and laugh being infectious. “I like walking. It gives me time to think. it’s peaceful. Kind of like today.”

Y/n’s smile widened at his confession. So her idea did work. He was making progress.

“ That’s what you deserve James peace. I can’t promise every day is gonna be like this.” She turned away approaching the driver side door. “I mean, it is life there are going to be some bad days. But you do deserve some peace. Some happiness.

She turned to see that he was a lot closer than she thought saying that he was preparing to open the door for her. She swallowed, suddenly feel in the air around them shift. As she ran her tongue over her lips, Bucky’s eyes zeroed in on the action.

“You just have to let yourself have it.” She said softly.

It was in that exact moment where James decided he was going to do just that; let himself have happiness. And without thinking, he leaned forward and connected his lips with her.

He pulled away almost as soon as it happened eyes wide.

“James…” y/n finger tips traced her lips as she stared at him.

“I am, i, I don’t know-“ Bucky stuttered.

He went to take a step back but was stopped. This time it was her who initiated the kiss.

What started off as gentle, turned into her fisting a handful of his shirt put him closer with his hands wrapped around her waist. The heat that washed over them both, was like a moth to a flame. The passion poured into the kiss from both ends quickly consuming them both. The two fighting for a dominance, it wasn’t until they both harshly pushed against her car setting the alarm off that they snapped out of it.

“Oh my God. I’m so sorry wh-“ Y/n’s eyes were wide as she looked around anxiously.

Bucky could sense her panicking.

“y/n-“

“ I am so sorry. That was highly inappropriate of me-“

“Breathe for me doll-“ he reached for her but she pulled her hand away shaking her head vigorously.

“I can’t, we can’t, I have never.” She took a deep breath, her next words still coming out shaky. “I’m so sorry. To take a vantage of you like that-“

“I was the one who-“ he attempted once more to no avail.

“I have to go. I’m sorry. Please forgive me.” She rushed out, flinging her door open and getting in the car.

All Bucky could do was watch as she wasted no time peeling out of the parking lot.

That was the last he had seen or heard of her. It had been almost two weeks and she had canceled both his weekly sessions and hadn’t answered any of his calls or returned any of the messages he left both at the office and on her cell phone.

And boy, was he stressed about it.

He had never felt that kind of passion before. To be honest it was something he didn’t think he was capable of feeling. He had been consumed by anger for so long, he wanted to cling onto whatever else, anything else. Bucky would be lying to himself if he said he didn’t feel the chemistry between them. He came to the conclusion he’d been falling for her for a while, and was clearly in denial until that day they spent the day together. It’s not like he was trying to fall for his therapist. But now that he had...Ge had to at least try. Make sure what he was feeling wasn’t one sided.That spark. It was a feeling, a high he had never felt. One he knew he’d forever be chasing and he wanted it again and again and again. So when the third week approached he decided to take matters into his own hands.

A knock her door tore her away from Grey’s Anatomy.

“Coming!”

Pulling her dress down, she went and answered the door.

“Bucky.” She said his name breathlessly.

“Y/n.” He breathed out, happy to be in her presence even though it hurt slightly to hear her suddenly calling him Bucky.

He quite liked when she called him James. He liked the way she said his name.

“What are you-, how.” She tried to control her breathing. “You can’t be here.”

“I need you,” he signed. “To hear me out.”

“Bucky-“

“James.” He corrected her. “Look, I know this totally inappropriate but I-“

James paused taking in her appearance, noticing the purple bruising around her lower right eye above her cheekbone.

“Who?” He questioned through gritted teeth.

“Huh?”

He huffed pushing past her and moving in and around the apartment as if someone would come out and confess. He turned toward her a wild look in his eye.

“Give me. A name, Y/n.”

“James....” she signed.

While he knew she was talking seeing as her lips were moving, It was like he could hear her but he wasn’t hearing her. Bucky couldn’t focus on anything other than a bruise on the side of Y/n’s beautiful face. It had been along time since Bucky had thought of actually hurting somebody, save for John Walker last week which was another story entirely, whoever did this to her face though, he wanted to hurt them bad and he was going to enjoy it. His eyes traveled down toward her lips and he still couldn’t hear her. All he could hear was his fist repeated smashing into said individuals face. Over, and over, over-

“James!”

The sound of her voice finally resonated and he finally focused on her words.

“Come back to me James.” Her voice was gently. Inviting.

Everything he noticed both her hands on the side of his face, her thumb rubbing soothingly.

“It’s fine.” She said slowly removing her hands away as she explained. “There’s no need to hunt anyone down. Just a regular 50150 patient and things got out of hand. It happens.”

“No one should touch you.” He stated with seriousness.

Y/n stared at him for a moment, the right side of her lip pulled between her teeth, eyes pooling with something he hadn’t seen in her before. She shrugged nonchalantly.

“I kind of like it when you touch me.”

Her voice was barely above a whisper but he heard her loud and clear.

Just like before, it started off with light kisses, which soon turned into a bit of teasing, a little lip nipping, before things got extremely heated. Both his shirt had been discarded while the straps of her dress were pulled down revealing her black Savage Fenty bra. They had somehow moved from the living room to the kitchen island. Bucky stood between her legs one hand tangled in her braids while her hands held the sides of her face, gently caressing the stubble. Her legs were wrapped around his middles as she began grinding her hips into him. He pulled her closer, the both of them on a high from the friction. Bucky’s metal hand traveled up her bare back giving her goosebumps. They broke apart for air and as soon as Y/n had enough oxygen in her lungs, she went back to licking, kissing and sucking on his neck.

"Shit, Y/n.” Bucky unconsciously tilted his head back giving her better access, his hands palming her ass as his hips bucked into her.

"James." Y/n pulled back panting, lips swollen. " I want you. Now."

Bucky made quick work of removing her panties that coated in her juices , and in return y/n quickly unbuckled his pants using her feet to aid her in pushing them down.

“Shit.” He groaned immediately as she whimpered slightly at the feel of him sliding into her.

Her arms were wound around his neck while his hand gripped the top of her ass to keep her in place as he begin to slowly thrust in and out of her.

Bucky was on a high. He couldn’t remember the last time he felt this level of intimacy. Euphoria. He was sure this feeling should be illegal.

The way she were wrapped around him, he knew if he didn’t take it semi slow he wasn’t going to last.

“James,” she moaned, clawing at his back, walls clenching.

He wasn’t sure what sounded sweeter; her moaning or his name leaving her lips.

“Doll?” He responded, kissing the at the base of her neck.

I’m clos-“ Y/n sucked in a breath of air. “Right there.”

“There?” He asked spreading her ass cheeks apart so he could go deeper.

“Yes! Right there!”

It was a bit sloppy from there as Bucky shifted for a better angle. Her ass halfway off the table as he picked up the pace bit her her closer to the edge. He was bouncing her up and down on his shaft effortlessly. Her arms wrapped right around his neck, kiss sloppy as she bit her lip to keep her moans at bay.

“No,” he breathed out, reaching up with one hand forcing her to kissing him, her moans filling his mouth instead. “I want to hear you.”

“James, I’m-“

“I know.”

The sight of Y/n coming undone before him was a glorious one . He couldn’t wait to make her cum again.

Once she came down from her orgasm, she placed her lips back on his, tightening her legs around him once more. He shifted their position a bit and begin again when suddenly the front door opened and in walked Sam.

“Oh shit!” Bucky pulled out of her and struggled to pull up his pants and turned to shield her half naked frame.

“Sam!” Y/n squealed pulling her dress up to her chest as best she could.

“What in the entire fuck!” Sam screamed while covering his eyes.

“What the hell are you doing here?!” Y/n yelled.

“You told me toy were off!”

“I’m am off!”

“Well I thought I’d bring you dinner! I didn’t know id find this!” Sam said exasperatedly.

Y/n and Bucky were decent informing Sam he no longer had to cover his eyes. Immediately he pointed an accusatory finger at Bucky.

“You! What the fuck did I tell you about my sister?”

Bucky stared at him confused.

“You said not to flirt with your sister.” He repeated Sam’s words. “Sarah’s not..”

He then turned toward Y/n, things finally clicking.

“You’re Sam’s sister.” Bucky concluded.

“Baby sister.” Sam. added.

“I’m grown as hell Samuel!” Y/n fussed.

“Really bruh, my baby sister?!”

“Well how i suppose to know you only refer to her as baby!”

“Once again! I’m grown as fuck-“ she stopped hearing the front door creek open again.

“Who’s that?!” The woman’s eyes were wide with horror as she whispered.

“The boys!” Sam exclaimed in a whisper.

“Why didn’t you say they were here-“ she began frantically washing her hands.

“I’m sorry I was a little fuckin preoccupied with the fact my sister is fucking an assassin-

“Former assassin!” Bucky corrected.

“Hey TT!” Sarah’s boys greeted simultaneously with smiles as they bent the corner.

“Hey my babies!” Y/n instantly put a smile on her face pulling them each into her arms.

“Hey Bucky!” Cass waved

“Hey Bucky!” AJ addressed the solider as well before turning back toward his brother, “Cass , come on.”

“Wait let me put the pizza on the counter-“

“No!” The three adults exclaimed together.

“No boo, I’ll take it.” Y/n smiled again at her nephew taking the pizza.

“why don’t yall go in the living room and get the game set up?” Sam suggested.

“Yes! Let’s take the pizza in there while they bleach the kitchen?” Y/n hinted at the men while telling the kids to follow her.

“Oh yeah! TT, Uncle Sam got us two new video games!”,AJ informed her. “He also said we can watch a scary movie tonight since moms not here.

“Yeah! Andddd, he said we can door dash ice cream!” Cass added as the two kids followed their aunt into the living room.

Though he was silent, throughout the entire interaction but he couldn’t help but want you living room interact with the two kids. Back in the day, if you would’ve asked him if he believed in love at first site he would’ve said no. But he was pretty sure he was in love with Y/n already.

Once out of sight, Bucky took that opportunity to speak after a beat.

“Have I ever told you I’m glad you treat your nephew’s so well, Sam?” He asked after clearing his throat.

Sam sighed, and pinched the bridge of his nose.

“Yeah? Why’s that?” Bucky turned to him with a huge grin on his face.

“Cuz I’m gonna give you another one.”

Slowly Sam began to laugh, albeit one full of sarcasm, Bucky joined in sincerely. They laughed together for a moment before Sam ceased, his face expressionless.

“Bucky?”

“Yeah Sam?”

“I’m going to kill you.”