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I suddenly remember That you never told us how a meeting between Prime/Archie! Sonic and Fleetway (Amnesiac/Good) Super Sonic would go.
Also I want to read Fleetway Sonic and scourge reactions if They somehow end Up dating (I like Fleetonic and I need something to draw lol)
I imagine any meeting between Prime and Super would likely come after Prime has already had the misfortune of meeting Sonic, and subsequently had at least one (1) argument about Super. If the argument hasn't already happened by the time Prime and Super meet, it's definitely imminent. I imagine Prime would be a lot more forgiving of Super than Sonic is (partly because he just doesn't have the same baggage Sonic does and partly because he's just overall less of a dick) so he'd be sympathetic to his plight. He'd be much quicker to believe Super when he says he doesn't want to be that evil person who hurts and kills people for fun. Sonic would scoff and call him a trusting idiot, but it's not that Prime is oblivious to or ignoring the danger that Super can cause, he just doesn't believe dogpiling the guy about it will actually help his situation
Sonic's reaction to finding out they're dating would just be more "I think you're fucking stupid" or, depending on how not-awful his relationship with Super is, just a quiet scoff. He probably tells Prime that if he's soooo fond of Super, then he can take Super with him back to his dimension, but he's probably also secretly worried about Prime actually following through, because if anything goes wrong, Sonic isn't there to help stop it. Chaos energy in the fleetway dimension is fucky and corrupted; for all his bitching and "don't come crying to me if he tries to kill all your friends", Sonic doesn't actually want another universe to suffer from that corrupted energy. He definitely doesn't want the chaos energy in the prime zone to become corrupted the same way his was, either
I can't imagine Scourge has much emotional attachment to Super to care too much. Like, he sees a part of himself in Super, specifically in how both of their identities used to be tied to Sonic, but he doesn't like that he can relate to Super. He doesn't hate or dislike him, but he definitely doesn't like him, either. He just often ends up being the one Ebony calls for out of everyone else in the freedom fighters because he's the one with the least amount of history with Super, so Super doesn't put him on edge the same way he does everyone else. So if Super started dating Prime, he'd probably just make some snarky comment about weak-hearted goody-two-shoes flocking together
Ultimately, the two of them together will probably mock the relationship. They probably only find out because one of them comes home and immediately starts bitching about how "did you HEAR Super and Prime are dating now???" and then they spend an hour talking shit about them. After all, even if Sonic has warmed up to Super a little, he probably still doesn't trust him or is comfortable being around him, and Scourge is a stubborn fucker who won't change his mind about disliking Prime out of sheer spite, so neither Prime nor Super have much of Sonic and Scourge's respect
#sonic the hedgehog#scourge the hedgehog#fleetway sonic#stc sonic#asks#headcanon#fleetway super sonic#prime sonic#they would not be polite about it because they're fucking rude#prime and super are missing nothing tbh let them live in bliss away from these two assholes (affectionate)#i'd elaborate more on sonic and super's relationship but 1 i'm sadly not that familiar with sonic's characterisation in the archie comics#(yes i could fix this by reading the comics properly no i won't do that. SO many issues of that comic and i am. so lazy)#and 2 i feel like that would probably be a little too off topic for this blog#probably shouldn't spam the ship blog with posts talking about a different ship lol#the amount of times i have to remind myself to stay on topic instead of replying with unrelated shit when i'm answering an ask is unreal lo#i'm so sorry i couldn't make the 'scourge and sonic finding out' part a fic btw#i WANTED to but the writing part of my brain was Not Cooperating#i hope writing what few thoughts i could scrape up as headcanons will suffice instead#either way thank you for the question
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its so hard to watch time pass when things like careers and assignments exist. what do you mean im supposed to take that seriously
#I have an assignment that was due a week ago and I really really dont want to do it. I have to but i dont want to#im probably making it worse because my brain has built a wall around it so now i canât do literally anything else until thats done. but#because I donât want to do it Iâm just kinda stuck. turns out this is what they meant when they said emotional regulation is part of#exec dysfunction.. Iâll have a thought like if I get a little bit of it done now i can get it over with. I can just submit something#and then not even 5 minutes later itll be like ugh but I have to draw all the assets out. I have to write things and make spreads ugh#and its just flopping between those two things. i hate it when ppl are like well how much time do you need to work on one thing#because BOY id love to know too. Iâd love to know exactly when my brain wants to cooperate with me and work around that but I cant#even my period canât decide when it wants to punch me in the stomach. which is kinda funny in the grand scheme of things but still#its so weird im just lying on my bed thinking abt all this like damn.. the time will pass anyways no matter what I decide to do.. damnâŠ.#if I submit that assignment now and take the L I literally wonât die. itâll just be a deduction on an assignment nobody will ask me about#I know this but Iâm still stressing myself about it so my thoughts arenât really connecting to my body. weird#maybe its because Im having a hard time looking forward to things. theres definitely a lot I should be living for but I donât really feel#a strong attachment to it I guess? itâs been like this for a while with holidays and meeting with friends so I just donât#I kinda figured its because im pretty passionless and its more like passing interest. but itâs not very fun when it feels like Iâm going to#be living distraction to distraction for the next 70 years or so lol#idk it kind of feels like slowly bleeding out. which is funny because I actually did experience blood loss this week#had a 30 minute nosebleed and literally could not stand. also it felt like someone was pinching the back of my brain which was interesting#yapping#does this count as vent#vent#Ive just been making an oc carrd and contemplate changing my blog header for the past 3 days honestly
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listen I'm not gonna be a Curly apologist he did Fucked Up as captain but I genuinely recommend ppl watch a playthru that goes thru the game in chronological order. It kinda helps clear up the events and gaps between them, bc even tho u See the times, you still experience it out of order.
The stuff Anya says definitely sets off alarm bells but it doesn't seem like he Fully Understands what she means, and I'm going to be 100% honest I think she was trying to repress it herself. This isn't to say that she is AT ALL "at fault" for what happened after and she should've gotten help even if she wasn't ready to fully discuss the issue but I genuinely think she herself was still coming to terms with things, so she didn't necessarily process the full impact before talking to Curly, and a lot of what happens occurs after they're laid off- like this delves into personal interpretation but I genuinely think Anya only registered Jimmy as a serious danger after his outburst towards Curly. Ofc my interpretation is limited bc of the limited pov in game and not having gone through what she has, but it personally reads more akin to coercion over time than a singular Obviously Violent incident (like. Not to say that Sexual Assault isnt violent in nature, just that coercion often specifically works to obfuscate the fact it is a form of violence.) The layoff is a Massive catalyst for her bc of Jimmy, in that she now has a very clear understanding of his capacity for aggression.
To extrapolate a little from the "Dead Pixel" conversation, she starts by saying she Likes The Screen (even though it's fake). While Curly has his quotes about the pixel "not ruining the illusion" which. Y'know is Symbolic Of His Flaws. She doesn't say the pixel ruins it, just that she can't get it out of her mind.
If we take the pixel to represent her Or jimmy, either way the way she talks about it kind of downplays things, like it's a Minor Thing that's Slightly Upsetting, but she's still okay with the big picture. Idk I could be 100% wrong but that is my take
Besides that, Anya tells curly she's pregnant 2 days before the crash, and it isn't until she outright states it that he starts Putting The Pieces Together. I want to note, he says "I'd do anything" and "this doesn't have to go on our performance evals" 1. Before he knows shes pregnant 2. Under the assumption she might attempt suicide, and I doubt he even thought about her using the gun on anyone else before she brings that up. He says literally before the line where she tells him she's pregnant that "being laid off isnt a reason to hurt [herself]". Like I've seen ppl talk about the performance evaluation thing like it's about her and jimmy, but I think he's referring to (his belief) that she might attempt suicide or similar which might genuinely be a consistent thing he's seen her struggle with, given she's able to go through with it. Also just to note: assuming their society is like ours (hellish) reassuring her he won't blab Abt her mental health is like. Genuine reassurance- lots of mentally ill ppl will Not Open Up bc it could have long term consequences (like. For example. On employment) ANYWAYS I hope it doesn't come off like "Curly never failed Anya" but rather "Curly approached this specific situation without the context of why Anya is panicking and (possibly validly) assuming she's dealing with a very different issue"
Also let me say again the time frame is 2 days. We don't Really see what happens, but we know Anya tells Jimmy without Curly knowing. I genuinely believe he maybe didn't do a Great Job in those two days (the fact he says Anya should've talked to Him before telling Jimmy is uhhh. Mm. 1. Your job to create an environment where she comes to you my man 2. Weird to tell her what she should do with HER OWN PERSONAL INFORMATION) but like.
I get a lot of ppl want immediate consequences but consider that they can't really get rid of Jimmy (co pilot. Which is. Y'know it's Own Problems) but also like. Curly knows Jimmy, and we know that Jimmy tends to lash out. Curly should probably Not Confront Jimmy Unless He Knows Exactly How To Keep Him From Hurting Anya. Like I'm not an expert but this is something genuinely important- when confronting an abuser you NEED to take into account the impact it can have on their victim, and sometimes for the victims safety you need to wait until you have a Solid Plan. It sucks but it's important.
And theres discussion to be had about Curly kinda going along with Jimmy saying "well what if we all died" and like. I do believe he Didn't Realize What Jimmy Said. Like he was just processing/trying to keep the situation under control (and failing because he underestimated how willing Jimmy was to hurt everyone including himself).
Like he's definitely an enabler but I would say his problems are mostly before he understands the gravity of the situation, in that he's friends with Jimmy and assumes the best of a man with abusive tendencies, and fails to create an environment that can keep Anya and the others safe. Like, he definitely doesn't handle in game events perfectly (psych evaluation for one- he does do it instead of Anya which is actually helpful, but he still treats it like. Weirdly.)
Idk I have a lot of thoughts about this game and I don't necessarily want to defend Curly but more like. Anya's situation is very delicate (and light on details) so sometimes the way ppl talk Abt it feels like they aren't actually focused on what she wants and what it means to prioritize her safety y'know?
Edit bc I just now figured out kinda how I want to word it: curly is an enabler and making things worse bc he doesn't put a stop to Jimmy's BS, but in the specific scenario we see in game I think he's trying to use his Skillset of like, people pleasing not for Jimmy's sake but for the crews (like "if I nod my head and say I sympathize he won't lash out and hurt them") which like. There are situations which that is unfortunately the safest option (on an individual level yes, but sometimes it's also necessary to prevent abusers lashing out in response toward ppl who are more vulnerable) but it was the Wrong Choice.
It's like. I think Curly was trying and had good intentions, and understood that he needed to protect the crew, but he didn't have the toolset/experience to realize he can't Just go along with things and that he needs to be able to set hard limits, even for ppl he likes and trusts. Like he failed but the failure was "for want of a nail", where it began way before what we see (for want of an understanding of power dynamics I guess.) Again, don't think this makes curly more forgivable or whatever, I just think he's a good example of trying to make the right choices when you never realized you'd have to make these kinds of decisions and therefore are unprepared and/or unaware
Second edit: personally I don't think you can really incapacitate jimmy without there being serious risk (again he's the copilot) but curly should've given Anya the gun when she told him Abt the pregnancy
#Mouthwashing spoilers#Rape ment#Suicide ment#SA ment#Yeah. Pronouns were kicking m fucking ass in this post. Names also bc I once called curly jimmy#if I write to much my brain stops cooperating with words#Idk. The way she brings up the locks in my mind sounds a little less like#Singular Incident and more. The lack of locks is a Very Important Boundary That's Missing#That feels like it often leads to the erosion of other important boundaries especially when someone abusive#Is specifically pushing those boundaries. Idk again. My take on it#And while Anya says ''i told you'' a part of me thinks she told him like. Y'know vaguely about the situation but probably didn't#Characterize it as assault (bc even if he didn't believe her I don't think he would ask ''who'' if he remembered her telling him#That his friend assaulted her) and was maybe not interpreting it as assault herself bc she was trying to rationalize it#Bc she's in a very isolated situation for over a year in a place where Two Whole Rooms Have Locks.#Realizing she was in the cockpit (has a lock) when Curly is assuming she's suicidal (or at least going to hurt herself)#And then she's in the medbay (has a lock) when she actually. Y'know#Idk I'm fully up to debate this. If someone has good reasoning why curly is actually worse than I think he is I'm all for it#I'm just trying to like. In the context of my beliefs understand the actions he takes and how they fit in within the timeframe#But legit watching a chronological playthrough helps A LOT bc like. Game is super impactful nonlinear#But like. That's not how the characters experienced it and it really fucks with the timeline of events intuitively#Anyway again. If u hate curly that's entirely understandable I just want to try and organize my thoughts while keeping#The timeline and my view of events relatively straight. Feel like there's sometimes a lil too much focus on how the men failed Anya#When we should focus on what Anya's needs and wants are. Which ofc from our POV characters are Hard bc. It's curly and jimmy#But still it's worth trying to understand her better than they do#Game that makes you think so much your brain becomes mouthwash
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last night i actually got back into writing after probably a year? of not having any motivation to and it's so exciting but god i'm so rusty akfjdks
#its a fallout fic obviously dont @ me đ#i think i churned out like 3 pages?? which for me thats actually a lot in one sitting haha#my favorite part of writing though is going back to edit and embellish#i try not to stress about writing the new bits because i constantly go back to edit#like i know towards the end of last night i was running out of juice đ
#im just!! fallout prime has me so motivated ro write again i cant believe it#also because ive been absolutely DEVOURING any and all cooper fic they arent updating quick enough im too impatient#so i was like what do you mean i have to write more if i want more FINE ill do it myself#already mulling ideas and storylines and ocs ahhh#ill never pass up the opportunity to make new ocs ive already made like 4 new fallout ones đ
#picture a tiny hamster bouncing off the walls of their enclosure thats my brain for fallout rn
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Hachi was named for the time of her birth- born precisely at 8:00 am according to the medical staff (as "hachi" is also the pronunciation for the number 8 in Japanese). Hachi's name is written with the katakana ăă. It is worth noting that names written in hiragana or katakana do not hold specific meanings as names written in kanji do; they are purely phonetic.
While it's not uncommon for given names to be written in the phonetic-based katakana or hiragana rather than kanji, and while Hachi has no issue with the name or the set of characters selected on its own, it occasionally becomes a point of insecurity for her when contrasted to her sister Emi's name, which is written in kanji--specifically, the kanji æ”çŸ (æ” meaning "blessing, favour, benefit" and çŸ meaning "beautiful, pretty").
For Emi's name to so deliberately note her as beautiful blessing while Hachi's name is much more simply based off of the time of her birth, well, it's prime fodder for (over?)thinking when Hachi gets caught up in trying to analyze it.
#my brain has not cooperated for ic replies this weekend (sorry to those waiting;;) but i at least finally got around to writing this out#headcanons.#i saw the name hachi spelled with the 'ć
«' (8) kanji. but it looks like this one is used for boys?#or at least it seems like it would be unorthodox to name a girl hachi using that standalone kanji...? i am not an expert though#ive seen the fem. name hachISE use the 'ć
«' kanji in it (ć
«æ)#but idk if this kanji would only rlly be used as part of a fem. ver of hachi where there was smth added at the end like w/ hachise#anyways. i've read that 8 is seen as lucky in japan because the kanji ć
« widens/flares out at the bottom#which evokes the idea of growth/prosperity/good fortune...?#so those times i reference old classmates jokingly thinking hachi is lucky bc of her name it's coming from that lol#and in the end i opted for the phonetic katakana option ăă rather than using any of the fem. kanji options i saw for the name hachi#bc i really did want 8 to be the primary 'source' of the naming decision.#GOD i am hoping this all tracks. i tried to cross-reference and check this against multiple sites/sources where i could.#but this is not a language that i write/speak so at the end of the day i'm no expert.#TRAGICALLY funny that hachi's mom was like 'the one who looks like me? a beautiful gift. :) the one who doesn't? ummmm eight.'
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((if my brain wasn't completely shut off right now I would love to ramble about how absolutely debilitating Carter's fear of abandonment is, but alas my brain is. not wanting to cooperate
#((me: I'm gonna get so much writing done today#my brain: *mii channel music*))#ground control (ooc)#((but seriously I was thinking about the hc I posted a few days ago about the letters Carter would write then burn#and there's *so much* she wants to tell Tony in person and not just through her letters#and the majority of her reluctance stems from the fact she's *terrified* he'll leave her too#logically she *knows* he never would and knows he would move heaven and earth to help her with *anything*#and her fear of abandonment started with her mother so she can never get closure for Maya leaving to begin with#but then harshly encouraged by Obadiah who outright told her she wasn't wanted#and while she also knows believing something *Obie* of all people told her is absolutely laughable considering#everything he had done and how much she utterly despises him now#there's still a part of her that *believes* it and that lack of closure does nothing to help#which feeds into her fear of abandonment and being unwanted and those fears just.#absolutely hinders her confidence and ability to confide in others and I just#sdfghgsdfhj I know there's so much I could dive into about this but my brain is refusing to cooperate and I really do need to go to bed#because I gotta open to do a cycle count which I'm already stressed about ahah#but I will;;;; try to approach this another time because I want to so badly and I honestly just.#need Carter to TALK about her problems for ONCE))
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i love writing but im burdened by a chronic state of "He Would Not Fucking Say That" where i need to keep things as close to character as possible and it makes pre-canon content so difficult sometimes. especially when a character's only been around for like. a small part of the series to begin with like i need to build an entire case file on him first.
#im almost 4k into my Goromi fic and im suddenly rethinking almost everything I've written bc i just *had* to make a Goromi origins fic#and for me that's ~1 year before the events of y0. so I've got Goromi and Sagawa interactions going on and im constantly rewriting parts#because as much as i like the idea of Sagawa's smug ass being in it i cannot write him to save my life for some reason.#ive played y0 like 3 times; ive read other people's fics with Sagawa in them; but i cannot get this old man to cooperate with me#the smart option would be to cut him out and replace him with another character but i like the underlying drama of him Knowing#like. Goromi is freedom for Majima but she's still trapped in the same cage as he is and Sagawa won't let her forget it.#which then will get contrasted by the immense freedom she has to flourish and do whatever she wants in the 2000s.#does that make sense? do you see my vision?#i just cant get this smarmy old fuck to sound natural. mainly because even *im* like how tf would he react in these scenarios??#sigh. oh well#maybe i should keep slowcooking this fic in my brain for a bit and work on my kazumaji one instead#came up with the dialogue for another chapter of it yesterday anyways. i should just ride out that inspiration#rgg#luka rambles
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Reading While Cockwarming Them
Warnings: MDNI, PIV, general sex, teasing, some name calling and sadism in Geto's part. A/n: Found an old WIP that I half wrote then gave up on because I couldn't find the inspiration. I'm glad I got back into it because I almost feel like my JJK writing has become rusty nowadays, and I'm thrilled to find some ideas that might still feel new.
The book is open on the bed, right under your pretty, flushed face as you kneel on all fours, Satoruâs cock nestled comfortably in your slick pussy.Â
Your mouth is moving, and you see the little black characters on the page, but your speech is slurred and syrupy as you try to form intelligible sounds.Â
âTheâŠhe-he-roâŠisnâŠwaysâŠtoâŠâ
âWhatâs that baby?â Satoru taunts as he slides out of your drooling cunt, all patience and sweet smiles. He feels how your walls clench in protest as you try to keep him in, his tip almost out of your tight, wet, hole.
âToru pleaseâŠâ you whine, knowing his enticing length was right there, but he was getting off on seeing you swallow your words. Determination that had been ample in hand at the beginning of this session had now gone flying out the window. You just had to insist that Satoru couldnât fuck you dumb with his cock, denying his claims, and now youâre forced to swallow your pride as you realize you canât focus on a damn thing. The letters all look like squiggles to you and your tongue refuses to cooperate, only allowing you to pant and babble nonsense.
âYouâre the one that said you would read me a bedtime story.â He arches his hips away from you as he feels you lift your ass, hoping to slip him back in. âAnd so far I canât understand a word youâre saying. Iâm hoping this helps.â
You moan in frustration and try to focus your hazed mind on the print. âThe hero isnât always right. As told in the story weâre about to embark on-â Your breath hitches as Satoru glides back into your warmth as you started to read. The hot length of his cock spreads you apart so invitingly messing with your head.
âOh donât feel like you have to stop on my account sweetheart. Keep going. Just testing how deep I need to go before you start going dumb again.â Not very deep based on his observations. Heâs barely halfway sheathed and your speech had already become halting and incorrigible. He slips out slightly and you clear your throat trying to not to sob and admit defeat.Â
âOur story takes place in a time of old and ooohhhâŠâ The sensual groan leaves you unrestrained as he pushes further in.
âHmm so about three fourths of the way,â Satoru muses, looking at how much of him was buried inside you. âKeep reading. Trying to fine tune this pussy. I was promised a bedtime story.â
He starts to thrust slowly, letting you feel each inch of him as he withdraws before sliding back in, never bottoming out and leaving you aching with the knowledge that you're only half full. You're not even trying to focus on the words now, just moaning and knowing you'll likely have to let him win if you wanted anything tonight.Â
âSatoru pleaseâŠâ You whine as he starts to drag his fingers along your moist slit, finding your bud and circling it expertly.Â
âAw. No bedtime story for me tonight?â he asks mockingly as he draws out a moan from you. You shake your head and he grins triumphantly. âNext time then. We'll train your pussy to not disconnect from your brain.â
Kento canât stand the thought of not having physical intimacy. Cockwarming was his way of reconnecting, of being able to touch you, feel your soft skin and the warmth of your body, even if he was too tired for sex.Â
The bed is so inviting, and your back rests against his chest as his cock pulses with life inside you. Warm sheets are wrapped around your bodies as you sit on his thighs with a book on your lap. Kento's chin rests on your shoulder as you read, his eyes tracking the words as the story flows from your lips, his breath tickling your neck. The atmosphere in the room is almost balmy as his hands massage yours, fingers molding to the spaces in between. Your pussy occasionally clenches around his velvety cock, enjoying the way he filled and stretched the space inside.Â
âAre you paying attention?â You tease and pat his cheek to draw his attention back to the story. His large hands had started to wander from yours and were flirting with your ribcage, cradling your breasts in his palms and squeezing enticingly. After a long day, the massage felt more relaxing than arousing and you indulge him for a moment before asking again. âKentoâŠthe story.â
âI am paying attention darling. It looks like our protagonist accidentally discovered something he wasnât supposed to.â He thumbs your nipples, which had already pebbled from the squeezing, through the sheets and you throw your head back onto his shoulder, biting your lip and letting out a hushed sigh. Your juices had steadily dripped from your core and were pooling at the base of his cock, leaving a ring of wetness on his hard shaft.
âAre you sleepy?â Kentoâs lips ghost the shell of your ear and you mumble a tired yes. His chuckle resonates in your ear, deep and rich, and he takes the book away and places it on the nightstand. âItâs all right,â he reassures you as he starts to lay you both down on the bed. âWe can find out what happens tomorrow.â He rearranges the sheets while you settle your head down comfortably on the pillow. Sleep overtakes you quickly but you can feel Kento pressing little kisses down your neck.
âDo you mindâŠ?â He whispers, and your half-awake brain manages to slur a yes. You knew what he was asking, and you honestly didnât mind. His snug cock thrusts ever so sweetly inside you as he tries not to rouse you too much from sleep, breathing steadily into your hair as he tries to orgasm.
The slick heat from being inside you for so long helps in his efforts, lazily stroking your inner walls at an unhurried pace. Your languid body barely stirs as he sets up a deliciously slow pace, quiet squelches issuing from your pussy as he rocks his hips against your ass. He bites his lip as he nears his climax, letting out a muffled groan as his hot cum is released into your warm canal.Â
âDarlingâŠfocusâŠâ His clever fingers which were playing with your pulsing clit halt, and his cock, snug in your pussy, remains there, barely providing any friction. You whine and look at him pleadingly but he tuts at you, waving the little study booklet in front of your face. âCan you repeat what I was saying?â
Why had you agreed to let him help you study for the bar? Your lawyer boyfriend, so sinfully handsome and smart, was obviously worried about your progress. He accused you of getting too distracted, and the solution was to force you to study with nothing but distractions, hoping to improve your recall abilities.Â
What he hadnât specified was that it would involve sitting on your bed with his cock stuffed in your pussy while you straddled him, repeating little vocabulary definitions and basic terms of law. Your poor, sloppy, pussy couldnât stop dribbling, spilling all over him, as you tried to recall the words.
He smirks at your hazy expression, seeing your mind trying to gather itself back into a cohesive state. âWell?â he prompts you again. âCan you explain the concept of intent for this?â
âAhâŠâ your mind is fuzzy as your walls clench around his cock, still hard inside you. How long had he been doing this? âMmmâŠintentâŠmatters becauseâŠâ Because why? Why did it matter? All that mattered was fucking. Fucking him, riding him, getting filled to the brim with his seed.Â
âTsk. Oh honey. You're never going to pass the bar at this rate.â His hands firmly hook themselves underneath your fleshy thighs. âNow repeat after me.â
He begins to pick up your frame, easing you off his cock before loosening his hands and letting you fall back into his throbbing erection with force, your ass cheeks slapping his thighs as you slide down all the way to his base.Â
"It. matters. because. The. Mental. state. Of. a. client. Affects. Our. Ability. To. Prove their. Innocence.â
Each word is punctuated with his hands picking you up and letting you slide, the sound of your ass pounding back into his lap echoing through the room. Each time, the bulbous, mushroom head of his cock kisses your cervix and you swear you're seeing stars each time. You sob each time, your cunt squelching as it takes him all the way in, desperate for an orgasm that wasn't likely to happen.Â
âHiro⊠Please⊠Need to cum⊠study laterâŠâ
âYou'll never improve if you can't study through the distractions.â His eyes are hooded and dark, barely able to restrain himself from wanting to fuck your brains out until you're spilling all over his thighs. Oh the sight of you, struggling to remember basic words, thoughts too occupied with his cock to remember even the most basic concepts relating to your job.Â
âTell ya what. I'll give you a scenario. If you can explain intent based on that I'll give you an orgasm. How's that?â
You look at him hopefully, still shivering from the intensity of his last movements, and nod.Â
âExplain the intent behind a young woman who invites her boyfriend over to help her study for the bar but decides to answer the door in just her underwear.â
Oh the bastard. Feeling your patience snap you admit your motive.
âClearly she wanted to get fucked nice and good but her boyfriend is a naive moron who really thought she wanted to go over flashcards.âÂ
âYouâve got the flash part down spectacularly darling.â Hiromi fondles your nipples and you whine, your cunt clenching around him like a vice.Â
âHiro pleaseâŠâ
âI suppose I could count that as an acceptable answer. Nice work.â He spanks your ass in appreciation. âAdmission of guilt always helps. Now show me how you plan to alleviate it.â
Your boyfriend was mean. You hadnât really noticed it until just now. He was more of the type to tease you than anything else. Until you had suggested reading to him while sitting on his cock.Â
For some reason, you had assumed he was going to be sweet about it. You hadnât anticipated how hard he would make this for you. Your lips tremble and youâre a quivering mess as you hold up the book with shaky hands. Tears streak your cheeks as you try again, feeling Suguruâs thumb relentlessly playing with your clit, depriving you of just enough stimulation to keep you focused.Â
âT-t-t-the for-forest i-is theâŠâ You wet your lips trying to concentrate. âThe fas-test way to theâŠhi-hi-hidden-â
âToo slow.â You squeal as Geto spanks your already swollen clit, the sting bringing back clarity to your senses. âI thought you were better than this. Are you so fucked out on my cock that youâre taking an hour to read a sentence?â The harsh slap of his hand on your wet folds makes them pulse and you squirm, and you close your legs to avoid the reprimand.
âTsk. You really are a dumb whore right now.â A cry leaves your lips as he harshly pinches your nipple, twisting it cruelly. âWho told you to close your legs? You seemed pretty confident when spreading them open for me earlier.â Sniffing, you reluctantly part your legs and then let out a noise of discomfort as he slaps the little bud again.Â
âSuguruâŠâ you whimper pathetically only to have him roughly rub your clit again.
âSuguru.â He mimics in a high-pitched mocking tone. âWhat, you thought I would sit here all night while you take your sweet time? You havenât even finished a page yet. Your cunt is going to be as empty as your brain if you donât get it together.â
You whine and try again. âThe solderâŠwanted to raid the amry⊠to get a sard- OUCH!â Suguru gave you a truly hard whack that sent you reeling, a confusing haze of pain and pleasure running through your body like an electric shock.
âWhat was that? Are you sure thatâs even a word?â Slap. âSolder?â Slap. âAmry?â Slap. âSard?â Slap. âThe words are soldier, armory, and sword you stupid slut.â Each spank to your clit is punctuated with a yelp of pain from you.Â
âSuguru! Iâm sorry please-!âÂ
He pulls the book from your grip and tosses it aside. âThis is why little whores shouldnât try to brag about talents they donât possess. Now why donât you showcase the only real skill you have and cum on my cock like the desperate little cocksleeve you know you are?â
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A pillar, familiar
[Part 1] -> [Part 2]
Summary: Jayce returns.
Word count: 1k
Tags: SFW, hurt/comfort, angst, established relationship, Jayce being the worldâs wettest dirtiest saddest guy, and being plagued by The Visions
Notes: Just a little drabble to tide over the fact that I desperately need to hold him but my brain refuses to write anything longer until I am provided context for what heâs been through.
Everything rings, frays around the edges. Fractals in his vision â a disconnect from his body, a forceful rebirth as different forms of him seem to conjoin themselves back into a disjointed, damaged whole. A whole that will not last, cannot last, damaged to its core, rusted in the cogs of its barely moving mechanism.
Jayce has learned far before however long he has spent out of this world that there is one thing to make his brain cooperate, and that still holds true. In spite of every other rule â of the universe, of himself â that has been shattered and cuts into his brain with the aftermath of his resurrection.
He needs a singular point of focus.
And Viktor, Viktor could, should be that. He needs to, he needs to, he needs to. He canât fail, he wonât, butâŠ
If the world has waited this long for him to be spit out unstrung and wrong, it can wait a moment longer. It can wait until he stumbles down dimly lit streets, it can wait until he trips over himself, heaving, nails digging into the wood of the still familiar door.
He pleads you havenât changed â but does not expect it to be an answered prayer.
Jayce pounds his weary fist against the door, until it shakes so thoroughly the hinges protest.
The door opens and he is greeted with the curse of his own making pointed at him â all blue lenses raised, gem humming, barrel staring back.
ââŠJayce?â
And then itâs your eyes that stare him down instead, and the buzzing, the fractals, the zaps â quiet. Oh, so quiet.
âOh my god.â
He lets himself stumble into your arms, disgusting and filthy and weary to the marrow of his broken fucking bones.
âJayce,â you choke out again, arms around his frame, pulling him close, squeezing him so tight it hurts good. A reminder of a constant, a pillar, familiar. You start to sob. He wonders if heâs still capable of reciprocating. His old self, the self youâd loved, would have been bawling. âOh, Jayce,â you croak, all of you shaking with the vehemence of your cries. âI thought you were⊠Jayce, whereâ? How?â
Familiar fingers thread through his hair the way they used to. Lips to his filthy cheek where they used to fit just right above the stubble of his five oâclock shadow, bottom lip now presses to his thick beard.
âIâm sorry.â Everything else is much too complicated, or too insignificant to put into words. âI-Iâm so, so sorry.â
You pull him closer.
âItâs okay.â Your voice ripples down his spine in a soothing wave, every one of his aching muscles sags as if on command, and Jayce goes limp. His knee â the fucked up one â creaks, pops, gives. Forced into it just the way he had been after⊠after Salo, he kneels, and you kneel with him, brace his weight.
In the quiet of the night, you savor it, savor each other, for a long moment. Jayce swears he can hear the street lamps buzzing when your breath begins to settle, and something about it stings his brain like a needle.
You notice â you must have, because one hand comes up to cradle his face.
âLetâs get you inside,â you tell him, palm sliding from his middle to below his elbow, supporting him on his shaky way up. âIâll run you a bath, I have some leftovers youâll love, I still have your tea, Jayce, anything you want. Anything you need.â
And that sounds like everything he could ever want, or need.
But itâs not something he can afford.
âI want⊠to kiss you, please.â His voice finally comes out as broken as the rest of him feels when he pleads for it, man starved. Something in the edge of his vision pulses, darkens, he has to, he has to.
âAnything you need,â you echo your previous words, and he does need it. Both hands on his cheeks again, cradling him the way they used to when you would smile at him and call him puppy in the warmth of your kitchen on early mornings.
He puts his hands over your own and dreams of it as soft as his mind will let him.
âCome here, puppy.â
Jayce knows patience intimately. An ever present companion throughout his academic journey, as much of a partner as Viktor once was on his job.
And he kills it with the same heavy hands and heart that he will kill Viktor with.
His teeth hurt from how he hurls himself at you, into you, lips smashing like the crackle of lighting, he wants, he wants. He holds you like he wishes he could have before; before the voices and the visions and the pain and the aching fatigue, he kisses you like itâs air. Digs his tongue into your mouth to sample what is the first â and might be the last â taste in a long, awful time. You suck on his tongue and locks it up somewhere in the unfamiliar twists and turns of his altered mind and prays itâll keep.
Youâre the only one whoâs waited.
âCome on in,â your voice is breathy when you pull away, the words hit his lips before they reach his ears. He envies how little you know. âItâs okay, itâs all gonna be okay.â Hands on the nape of his neck, he feels small. Not the puny kind, not like prey, but protected. âOh, Jayce, Iâll take care of you.â
And Jayce Talis can still cry after all.
He clings to your shoulders, a crumbling, pathetic version of the man you once loved, and he sobs, makes an even more unloveable display of himself.
How he pities you for being still so eagerly up to the monstrous task.
âI c-canât,â he sobs. âI canât. I have⊠a promise to keep.â
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WHAT GOOD IS SORRY?
ex husband!leon x f!reader
word count: 3.3k summary: why does one wound those they love so deeply? masterlist | taglist | ko-fi
18+ MDNI. mentions of divorce, cheating/infidelity, awkward leon stuff, guilt, yearning, leon and reader have a child together â and i named her denise for whatever reason, getting stood up by a date, drunk texting, kissing, oral(r!receiving), fingering, unprotected sex, bittersweet ending(?) i guess.
a/n: old wip,, this was supposed to be super gut wrenching and angsty but for some reason, my brain didnât want to cooperate and decided that this would be the ending. also, iâve been contemplating whether to address this or not and even tho its not a big issue, PLEASE interact with my posts. itâs the only way iâm able to know that you guys actually like the stuff i write, and ever since iâve started writing on here 7 months ago, iâve been noticing a decrease in interactions. im honestly losing motivation to write because i truly donât know if people actually read my shit and like it. anyway, enjoy my mediocre writing ^___^
leon regrets everything heâs done up to this point. running into ada on a mission, going to the bar with her afterwards, and the kiss. the stupid kiss that eventually led up to this.
the divorce.
it all felt wrong, so wrong. yet here he was, driving his car to your doorstep, his stomach in knots despite having done this several times before.
for the sake of your daughter, the two of you had decided that shared custody would be the best option.
he stands at the door, hesitating before knocking, his knuckles hovering anxiously. clearing his throat, he gently raps his knuckles against the door, hoping for an answer. he's already second-guessing himself, wondering if he should have texted or called first.
your door eventually opens, and he's met with a familiar face. you.
you greet him with a civil smile, pressing a kiss into your daughterâs hair before ushering her inside.
he fidgets, adjusting the brim of his leather jacket nervously as he takes in the sight of you.
you reach to shut the door, catching a glimpse of him awkwardly hovering over you porch.
âyou okay?â
he tries to find his voice. "yeah, i just, uh... i was just thinking..â
he looks down at his feet, kicking the ground with the side of his scuffed boot, as if trying to buy some time or maybe just willing the floor to swallow him up. when he speaks, his voice is low and sheepish. âwhen i wasâ last night, i thought⊠uh, do- do you remember when.. shit. are you free this weekend?â
âwhat?â you muse at his question. âleon, i really donât wanna have this conversation with you again,â
he winces at the rebuff, shoving his hands in his jacket pockets as a defensive measure.
leonâs adamâs apple bobs up and down as he swallows hard, his ears burning at your words. he looks anywhere but at you, his eyes darting over the porch railing, the foliage, the sky â anywhere but your eyes. oh, those eyes he adored so much.
"no, wait, hear me out,â
"listen..." he takes a deep breath, steeling himself for whatever fallout this might bring, knowing he's already on shaky ground. âi just wanna talk.. to you.â
he shifts his weight, glancing up at the roof of the house as if the heavens themselves could offer a solution. when he does meet your gaze again, his eyes are pleading, his jaw clenched with a mix of anxiety and something akin to desperation.
âiâm sorry, leon. iâm busy,â
he scoffs and his face scrunches up, a pained grimace contorting his features as he cuts you off. âcâmon, please?â he's standing too close now, invading the personal space he once knew so well. âi.. i know it isnât what we do anymore butââ
âno, seriously. i literally canât. i have something up.â
âoh.â he deflates slightly at your dismissal, shoulders slumping in defeat. a soft, regretful sigh escapes his parted lips, and his eyes drop, gaze wandering aimlessly. "can- can you can you cancel? is it really important? what about on sunday-? iâm sure we can..â
âleon.â it's not a question this time, you stare at him with the tiniest hint of pity. âi have a date.â
ouch. he freezes, his chest constricting as if he's been punched. a date? the words echo in his mind, each syllable like a dagger to his pride, his ego, his everything. a muscle in his jaw twitches, his hands clenching and unclenching in his pockets. leon swallows hard, his throat suddenly parched.
"oh," he repeats, the sound barely above a whisper. he takes a shaky breath, trying to calm the storm brewing inside him.
he rubs a hand over the back of his neck, jaw working in agitation as he grapples with the blow of your words. a snarky retort rises in his throat, a cutting remark to deflect the sting, but it withers on his tongue, a futile attempt at salvaging pride he knows is misplaced.
leon swallows hard, his mouth opening and closing a few times before he finally finds his voice, laced with a wry bitterness. âyeah, no worries.. guess that's that," a bitter, hollow chuckle escapes him as he shifts his weight. his tone is flippant, trying to mask the sting of rejection, but the defeat is palpable as he turns to leave. he starts down the porch steps, his boots thudding against the wooden slats.
you finally close the door on him, standing by the door, hand on the knob, unease prickling along you skin like a thousand tiny needles, each one stinging with the weight of guilt. you sigh, rubbing the bridge of her nose as she tries to process her feelings. guilt, regret, a twinge longing â it's all so confusing, so messy.
the weight of his pleading eyes, the desperation in his tone â he had no right acting like a dejected puppy after he cheated on you.
you shake your head, face between your hands. he made his choices, just as you had, and now it was time to move on. you squared your shoulders, took a deep breath, and stepped away from the door, determined to let go of the ghost of what was and focus on the life you were building. for you, and your daughter.
but itâs not really easy.
not when youâre sitting alone at a restaurant, waiting for a date that never bothered to show.
your phone buzzes and you hold your breath. hoping for some sort of confirmation, but it's quickly snuffed out.
âhey, sorry i couldnât make it. something important came upâ the simple text reads. the same stupid excuse. every. single. time. your heart sinks, a dull ache forming in the pit of your stomach.
a bitter, derisive chuckle escapes your lips. serves you right. you knew he was trouble from the start. yet, your heart aches, a dull throb of pain and disappointment. you feel so foolish, sitting there, waiting for someone who never shows. though, it isn't really new.
now you lay in your bed, having already kicked off your heels and changed out of the uncomfortably tight dress you wore.
you pull the blankets up to your chin, suddenly feeling cold. you toss and turn, brooding and wallowing in misery, and it seemed like youâve been doing it for hours till youâre startled out of your fitful doze by the buzz of your phone.
it's a text from leon, of course it is. itâs another one of his âwhere are u? i miss uâ âcanât stop thinking about you. please let me c uâ meltdowns.
he's drunk again, you can tell by the sloppy caps and the desperate pleas. every time he has a rough night, he always thinks coming over will magically fix everything. and you always refuse, knowing heâs only drunk and alone. but tonight, you feel particularly lonely.
your thumb hovers over the keyboard, and before you know it, you're typing. âcome over.â you hesitate, then send the message.
by then, heâs already halfway out the door, stumbling out and nearly falling as he trips over his own feet in his haste. he takes the stairs two at a time, a goofy, shit-eating grin plastered on his face. when he reaches your door, he pounds on it with a fist. his breath comes out in short puffs as he waits, anticipation making his heart race.
click.
the door creaks open a fraction and his eyes lock onto you, looking all soft and domestic in a robe. leon's breath catches in his throat as his eyes drink you in.
he tumbles in, arms outstretched as if he's about to catch something. he's immediately in your space, arms around you in a tight, needy embrace. his face buries itself in the crook of your neck, breathless with relief and something else, something suspiciously like love.
âleonââ he smashes his mouth against yours, tongue pushing past your lips, the taste of beer and regret in his breath. his hands roam, sliding up your back, gripping your hair, fingers splayed wide as if to assure himself you're real. a low, desperate sound escapes him, half-groan, half-moan as his body presses against yours. he's desperate, sloppy, but undeniably passionate. when he finally breaks for air, he rests his forehead against yours, eyes glassy with drink and longing.
âmissed you sâ much, baby,â he presses a kiss to your neck, tongue tracing the pulse point with a reverence that borders worship.
âlet me make it up to you, please,â he looks up at you with those big, puppy-dog eyes, an expression so pathetic itâs comical. yet, the desperation behind them makes it anything but.
his hands skim down your sides to your hips, fingers digging in as if to keep you anchored to him. his face buried in the crook of your neck as his hands knead the meat of your ass, claws digging in through the fabric of your robe. his breath hitches as he nuzzles into you, inhaling deeply as if committing you to memory.
he trails a string of open-mouthed kisses down your neck, pausing to nibble on your collarbone before continuing his journey south. his hands never stop moving, roaming over your body with an insatiable hunger.
you let out a soft whimper, arching into his touch. "bedroom," you breathe out, and he happily obliges.
once inside, he kicks the door shut behind him and spins you around, backing you up against the bed. he begins to undo your robe with shaking fingers, your heavy breathing and the rustling of silk the only sounds in the charged silence between you. when the robe falls open, he pushes it off your shoulders, letting it pool at your feet.
the thin, sheer fabric of your nightgown offers little resistance as he practically rips it off you. a shaky breath escapes his parted lips as he reaches for you again, fingers grazing your skin as if he's not quite trusting his own touch.
he guides you to the bed, pushing you to sit on the edge. he immediately drops to his knees before you, face between your legs.
âthese âre pretty,â he slurs out, before he fucking tears your underwear off.
âleon!â
he chuckles at your reaction, a low, rumbling sound in the back of his throat. âsorry,â he murmurs against your inner thigh, his hot breath causing goosebumps to rise in its wake. âgonna buy you new ones,â
his stubble scrapes against your sensitive skin as he slowly trails open-mouthed kisses up your thigh, savoring every inch of you that youâre willing to give him.
he buries his face between your legs, licking and sucking with a single-minded devotion that makes your toes curl and eyes roll back in your head. his scruffy cheeks hollow as he sucks a hickey into the soft flesh of your inner thigh.
god, itâs been so long. the feelings practically foreign.
his tongue begins to lash at your slit, long and flat, with a dexterity that belies his level of inebriation.
âyou still mine?â he huffs. ââcourse you are, âm the only one that can get ya this wet,â
slurp, smack, suck, repeat.
his tongue is relentless, probing your entrance, swirling around your clit with increasing fervor. he's sloppy, uncoordinated, but it only serves to heighten the intensity of it all. every time he pulls back, you can hear his heavy breathing, feel the vibrations of his moans against your most intimate flesh. your fingers thread into his hair, tugging him closer as your back arches off the bed. a keening whimper escapes you, the sound muffled by your clenched teeth as you struggle to maintain some semblance of control.
âfuck, leonââ your words trail off into incoherent mumbles as he drives you closer to the edge, tongue darting in and out with a pace thatâll make a grown woman go crazy. âd-denise, were gonna wake her up,â
a low growl rumbles in his chest as he responds to your whine. there's a hint of accusation in his gaze, but it quickly morphs into a look of raw, desperate need. âdonât matter,â he's relentless, persistent, refusing to back down even as you tremble and writhe beneath him.
he grunts, his attention snapping back to you, blue eyes squinting as he looks up from between your thighs. his tongue is a damn metronome, lapping and smacking with a relentless rhythm that has you chasing the edge of oblivion.
it's like every drunken fantasy he's ever had is being poured out onto you. messy, uncoordinated, desperate. and youâre eating it up. âgonna make you forget all about that stupid date," he mutters through slurred words. "âm the only man who can make you feel this good,"
he's not wrong. the way he's attacking you with his tongue, it's like he's trying to prove a fucking point.
"leon, please," you gasp out, and he takes it as an invitation to continue. your entire body is wound up tight, a taut string ready to snap. he slips a finger in, then two, curling them just right so that theyâre pressing against that spongy spot that has you seeing stars.
your legs wrap around his head, fingers threading into his hair as you pull him in as close as humanly possible. his name is a chant on your lips, a prayer to the gods of pleasure. "leon, leon, leon,". denise could come in right now and catch you like this â legs splayed, back arched, eyes squeezed shut in bliss. he's that good. or maybe that bad. you dont know. and you donât care to find out.
"yeah, just like that," he praises, voice a low, gravelly growl. "love my fingers in this greedy little cunt, don't you?"
your thighs clench around his head, heels digging into his back as you ride out the pleasure. "gonna cum, leon, pleaseââ yours words trail off into a wail, a keen of pure, unadulterated euphoria.
your back arches, toes curl, and your fingers dig into his hair, holding him to you as the wave crashes over you. he tugs you down to the edge of the bed, practically burying his face in your groin. he laps at your slit, in and out, in and out, until the last bit of resistance melts away.
he lifts his face from between your legs, eyes hazy and unfocused as he fumbles to unbuckle his pants. once he has it off, he's back, pushing your legs apart as he kneels between them. the thick of his length throbs against your lower belly, and you can feel his racing heartbeat through every inch of him that's in contact with you.
he notches the head of his cock at your entrance, pressing in just enough to make you feel the pressure, gathering your juices before giving a long, slow stroke up and down, coating himself in you. he's throbbing, pulsing with need, and you can practically taste the desperation in your mouth.
he presses in, just the tip at first, then a bit more. slow, shallow strokes, in and out. his hips rock against yours, the motion slow and languid. one of his hands cups your cheek, thumb brushing over your closed eyelids to check if he was dreaming. the other hand palms the small of your back, fingers digging in as if to anchor himself. your legs wrap around his waist, ankles locking behind his back as he slowly sinks into you.
he's quiet for a moment, just holding you, his heart racing in his chest as if he's trying to communicate something without using words. his hips move, the action slow and lazy, as if he's trying to spoon you into submission.
he pulls out, just to the tip, before pushing back in. the motion is slow, sensual, a deliberate teasing that has you whining and writhing beneath him.
sweat beads on his brow, tracing down the lines of his face, but he doesn't slow. if anything, he's driven by a desperate need to make up for lost time, to prove himself worthy of you. your back arches, hands scrabbling for purchase on the sheets as he pistons in and out, the force of his thrusts rocking your entire body. he's not gentle, not soft, but rough and demanding, just like he always used to be when he was trying to stake his claim.
he nips at your earlobe, his teeth grazing the sensitive flesh before he sooths it with his tongue. âfuck, feels so good,â he gasps out, his words punctuated by the slap of skin against skin. âcan't believe i ever let you go.â
"leon," you whimper, the name a plea, a prayer. his lips find yours in a sloppy, frantic kiss. he's drinking you in, devouring your mouth, your moans, your gasps, trying to consume every ounce of you.
he's sweating, hair a mess, face scrunched up in concentration, but those blue eyes remain locked on yours.
you're lost in the sensation, every nerve ending on high alert, screaming for friction, for relief, for release. "leon, leon, gonna cum," you pant, your voice raw, your throat dry. "please, iâ" but your pleas are swallowed by his next thrust, his cock dragging against your sensitive walls.
he leans forward, his forehead pressing against yours, noses nearly touching. his hot breath mingles with yours, the scent of his beer-soaked breath and the musk of his arousal mingling together in the most intoxicating way. "love you," he suddenly whispers, the words a quiet, a desperate confession that hangs in the air between you.
âlove you, love you, fuckââ
the way your walls squeeze him when you cum drags his own orgasm from him. for a long moment, he stays frozen, buried to the hilt, his chest heaving against yours as he tries to catch his breath.
the heat of your body seeps into his skin, chasing away the chill of the night air. he collapses against you, a boneless heap of satisfied male. his cock throbs, pulses, and drips onto the bed between your legs as he tries to catch his breath. the room is silent, save for your joint heavy breathing, and the occasional groan as his softening length slips out of you. eventually, he rolls off, lying on his back beside you, one big hand coming to rest on your stomach, thumb stroking in a slow, idle pattern. his eyes are hazy, unfocused, but they find yours and hold. a small, sheepish smile tugs at his lips.
"sorry," he slurs out, the word garbled and slightly off-kilter. "i shoulda been better, shouldâve tried harder, i... iâm gonna make things right, i swear,"
he peppers your neck with soft kisses, his stubble rasping against your tender flesh. he's warm, solid, and comforting. gentle and tender, a stark contrast to the desperation that drove him mere moments ago.
he's not reaching for grand gestures or flowery declarations. he's asking for something simple, intimate, and achingly human. a chance to hold you, to sleep beside you, to maybe, begin to rebuild something from the rubble of what once was.
and for a moment, you let yourself believe that heâll be different this time. that he's not just trying to relive past glories, but genuinely wants to make amends, to start anew.
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Pretty Thing - Cooper Howard (Ghoul) x Reader
Summary: Youâre a shiny, pretty prize worth more caps than can be counted on ten hands altogether. Thereâs something special about you, and the Ghoul is determined to figure out just what it is.
Notes: Iâve been wanting to write for this cowboy for days now and Iâve finally come around to it. Cowboys are my specialty lately <3. Lmk if u love this and Iâll write more (feel free to leave me lots of comments and interactions, I love those!!)
A03 | masterlist | next chap
pretty thingâŠ
âWell lookie here, seems you vaulties ainât as perfect as you promise to be, huh?â
A furrow of chocolate brows, offense and confusion from sweet Lucy MacLean. This vault promised development in weaponry that the new world had never seen before. It was a thing of storybooks, the kind of thing her dad told her right before her head hit the pillow.
Now, here she was; and it wasnât a caged weapon she was staring at⊠no, but rather a caged person.
âThis violates all of our policiesâŠâ she muttered softly, worry stitched in her soft features as she looked on at the mangled cowboy beside her.
âTsk tsk, sweetheart. You oughta be more careful with trustinâ these shit-eating freaks. Ainât you learned your lesson first time round?â
Lucy sighed, falling to her knees and grazing a warm hand against the metal. She looked on at you with pity. Weak, hazy you.
How did you end up in this predicament? You didnât know. You didnât remember.
It was as if the entirety of everything youâd ever known was only stitched within your brain in jagged, disorderly flashes. This had to be one too. A flash.
A vault dweller and a ghoul, side by side.
It was most certainly a flash.
âWhat do we do, coop?â The brunette wondered, doe eyes gazing up at the mangled creature. He only smirked.
âWe split. You find your precious tin-man you canât stop yappinâ bout⊠and Iâll snatch up this dyinâ cargo. Comprende?â
Lucy had come to trust him, and maybe it was a stupid thing to do. Reality was, though, heâd kept her alive this far. Maybe she owed it to him to follow orders. With a huff, she partedâ and then?
It was just you and the ghoul.
Heavy footsteps circled your metal cage, like shark to labored minnow. You were far too exhausted to pick up those pretty eyes of yours from the ground they gazed at.
Chains wrapped round your wrists and ankles, cold metal burned against your spine and cheek. There were two ghouls in your peripheral vision, and each one was the same amount of horrifying.
The footsteps halted, and suddenly the mangled, noseless blur was clear as day before you. Kneeled to your level, observantâ cold.
âWell wellâ look at you, huh? Pretty thing. Now I understand takinâ precautions but damn, sweetie. Thatâs a lotta chains, hm? Whatâs so scary boutâ you?â He whispered the last part, thread laced finger lifting to slowly push a loose locket of hair from your dampened face through the cage.
You blinked, forcing your gaze upward so to try and meet his eyes. It was exhausting.
He observed you like you were a foreign object, a diamond in the radiated rough.
âIâd wager to say that youâre just the weapon we was lookinâ for, ainât you?â
God, he didnât know just how right he was.
If there was one certain thing you could remember clear as day, laced through the flashes, it was your powers. Each and every one of them, laying dormant now.
You were far too poked and prodded, too drained to even think of lifting a finger.
âBeen doinâ this for centuries, pretty thing. Centuries and I ainât ever seen this kinda experimentation on a little fawn. Hm. Guess you was just unlucky.â His breath was warm as it hit your face. Musing and eyeing your exhausted, slumped figure. Observant, taking his time. Your keepers would be coming soonâ he didnât seem worried.
âTell you what. You look like you gonâ make me lots of money. So youâre cominâ with me. Donât you worry, I prefer ropes steadâ of chains, sweetie. Youâll be nice nâ comfortable.â
The more he spoke, the farther away he sounded. You were aware he was a ghoul, that much was certain. Yet even so, no part of his voice, no part of his fading threats were even a little bit startling. No.
His voice was a soft yet strong southern drawl and godâ it was far more comforting than the chains and cement floor youâd always known. Perhaps thatâs why you let the exhaustion overtake you. Perhaps thatâs why you closed your eyes.
Did it matter why? No. All that mattered was that you did.
The rest was a blur. The last thing you remember? Frayed ropes being wrapped round you tight as you were freed from your chains. Mangled, coat covered arms lifting you from the cement and golden teeth pressed against your aching ear to whisper:
âCâmon now, pretty thingâŠâ
Then?
SlumberâŠ
Âżto be continued?
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Do Your Research
This phrase is regularly thrown around writeblr and for good reason. It's important to research what you are writing about to know what to include, what can be fudged, and how to depict whatever you're writing. I see "do your research" most thrown around by well-meaning and highly traditionally educated writers. It's solid advice, after all!
But how do you research?
For those writers who don't already have the research skills necessary to write something comfortably already downloaded into your brain, I put this guide together for you.
Where do I even start?
It's a daunting task, research. But the best place to start is with the most basic, stupidest question you can think of. I'm going to talk about something that I already know a lot about: fighting.
When researching fight scenes, a great way to start is to look up what different weapons are. There are tons out there! So ask the stupid questions. What is a sword? What is a gun? How heavy are they?
Google and Wikipedia can help you a lot with these basic-level questions. They aren't great sources for academic articles, but remember, this is fiction. It doesn't need to be perfect, and it doesn't need to be 100% accurate if you don't want it to be. But knowing what is true to life will help you write well. Just like knowing the rules of writing will help you break them.
You may find in your basic research sweep that you have a lot more specific questions. Write them all down. It doesn't matter if they seem obvious. Write them down because they will be useful later.
How To Use Wikipedia Correctly
Wikipedia is a testament to cooperative human knowledge. It's also easy to edit by anonymous users, which means there is a lot of room for inaccuracies and misleading information. Wikipedia is usually pretty good about flagging when a source is needed or when misleading language is obvious, but Wikipedia itself isn't always the most accurate or in-depth source.
Wikipedia is, however, an excellent collection of sources. When I'm researching a subject that I know nothing about, say Norse mythology, a good starting point is the Wikipedia page for Odin. You'll get a little background on Odin's name and Germanic roots, a little backstory on some of the stories, where they appear, and how they are told.
When you read one of the sentences, and it sparks a new question, write the question down, and then click on the superscript number. This will take you directly to the linked source for the stated fact. Click through to that source. Now you have the source where the claim was made. This source may not be a primary source, but a secondary source can still lead you to new discoveries and details that will help you.
By "source-hopping," you can find your way across the internet to different pieces of information more reliably. This information may repeat itself, but you will also find new sources and new avenues of information that can be just as useful.
You mean I don't need a library?
Use your library. Libraries in many parts of the US are free to join, and they have a wealth of information that can be easily downloaded online or accessed via hardcopy books.
You don't, however, need to read every source in the library for any given topic, and you certainly don't need to read the whole book. Academic books are different from fiction. Often their chapters are divided by topic and concept and not by chronological events like a history textbook.
For example, one of my favorite academic books about legislative policy and how policy is passed in the US, by John Kingdon, discusses multiple concepts. These concepts build off one another, but ultimately if you want to know about one specific concept, you can skip to that chapter. This is common in sociological academic books as well.
Going off of my Norse Mythology example in the last section, a book detailing the Norse deities and the stories connected to them will include chapters on each member of the major pantheon. But if I only care about Odin, I can focus on just the chapters about Odin.
Academic Articles and How To Read Them
I know you all know how to read. But learning how to read academic articles and books is a skill unto itself. It's one I didn't quite fully grasp until grad school. Learn to skim. When looking at articles published in journals that include original research, they tend to follow a set structure, and the order in which you read them is not obvious. At all.
Start with the abstract. This is a summary of the paper that will include, in about half a page to a page, the research question, hypothesis, methods/analysis, and conclusions. This abstract will help you determine if the answer to your question is even in this article. Are they asking the right question?
Next, read the research question and hypothesis. The hypothesis will include details about the theory and why the researcher thinks what they think. The literature review will go into much more depth about theories, what other people have done and said, and how that ties into the research of the present article. You don't need to read that just yet.
Skim the methods and analysis section. Look at every data table and graph included and try to find patterns yourself. You don't need to read every word of this section, especially if you don't understand a lot of the words and jargon used. Some key points to consider are: qualitative vs. quantitative data, sample size, confounding factors, and results.
(Some definitions for those of you who are unfamiliar with these terms. Qualitative data is data that cannot be quantified into a number. These are usually stories and anecdotes. Quantitative data is data that can be transferred into a numerical representation. You can't graph qualitative data (directly), but you can graph quantitative data. Sample size is the number of people or things counted (n when used in academic articles). Your sample size can indicate how generalizable your conclusions are. So pay attention. Did the author interview 300 subjects? Or 30? There will be a difference. A confounding factor is a factor that may affect the working theory. An example of a theory would be "increasing LGBTQ resources in a neighborhood would decrease LGBTQ hate crimes in that area." A confounding factor would be "increased reporting of hate crimes in the area." The theory, including the confounding factor, would look like "increasing LGBTQ resources in a neighborhood would increase the reporting of hate crimes in the area, which increases the number of hate crimes measured in that area." The confounding factor changes the outcome because it is a factor not considered in the original theory. When looking at research, see if you can think of anything that may change the theory based on how that factor interacts with the broader concept. Finally, the results are different from the conclusions. The results tell you what the methods spit out. Analysis tells you what the results say, and conclusions tell you what generalizations can be made based on the analysis.)
Next, read the conclusion section. This section will tell you what general conclusions can be made from the information found in the paper. This will tell you what the author found in their research.
Finally, once you've done all that, go back to the literature review section. You don't have to read it necessarily, but reading it will give you an idea of what is in each sourced paper. Take note of the authors and papers sourced in the literature review and repeat the process on those papers. You will get a wide variety of expert opinions on whatever concept or niche you're researching.
Starting to notice a pattern?
My research methods may not necessarily work for everybody, but they are pretty standard practice. You may notice that throughout this guide, I've told you to "source-hop" or follow the sources cited in whatever source you find first. This is incredibly important. You need to know who people are citing when they make claims.
This guide focused on secondary sources for most of the guide. Primary sources are slightly different. Primary sources require understanding the person who created the source, who they were, and their motivations. You also may need to do a little digging into what certain words or phrases meant at the time it was written based on what you are researching. The Prose Edda, for example, is a telling of the Norse mythology stories written by an Icelandic historian in the 13th century. If you do not speak the language spoken in Iceland in 1232, you probably won't be able to read anything close to the original document. In fact, the document was lost for about 300 years. Now there are translations, and those translations are as close to the primary source you can get on Norse Mythology. But even then, you are reading through several veils of translation. Take these things into account when analyzing primary documents.
Research Takes Practice
You won't get everything you need to know immediately. And researching subjects you have no background knowledge of can be daunting, confusing, and frustrating. It takes practice. I learned how to research through higher formal education. But you don't need a degree to write, so why should you need a degree to collect information? I genuinely hope this guide helps others peel away some of the confusion and frustration so they can collect knowledge as voraciously as I do.
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Someone said that if this was just a Netflix show he would have ate her out at the ending of EP 2. And let's just say that's what inspired this.
Anyway, hello đđŸ Yes I am shamelessly joining everyone in the excitement for this show. Did I start the show at 11pm? Yes. Did I then proceed to immediately start writing this at 2am? Yes. And you know what? I have no regrets (it's now basically 5am).
This is obviously an interpretation in an alternate timeline/universe. Dont get your panties in a bunch. Also my writing is not perfect. This ended up being longer than anticipated but apparently thats my m.o. I rarely get inspired to write so I wanted to just get it all out. Enjoy!
The glass shattered as it hit the floor.
Hee Joo could hear her heartbeat in her ears. Her hands were clammy and she felt out of breath.
How could she be so silly? How had she walked into this mess? 'A fire .. my god' she thought. 'Was he hurt?' What if at this very moment he was in the hospital? She'd known since last night something was wrong. She'd felt it in her gut. That was why she had waited for him. Only exhaustion had allowed her to sleep. Now hours later she wished she had done something, anything. But what could she have done? Everyone saw her as useless. What could she do now? She needed to-
Her thoughts were interrupted by the beeping of the door lock. 'He's here!?' She thought in equal parts shock and relief.
The news in the background continued as he came into view. She was expecting him to be disheveled but she still was not prepared.
His shirt had soot and dirt. His hair looked as though he had been running his hand through it all night. His eyes were red rimmed from lack of sleep. But more than that, they were filled with emotion. She had never seen him.. so affected.
He stalked toward her. Instinctively she stepped back only to come in contact with the table. She almost gasped when his hands found her waist and lifted her to the table. He must have lost his mind last night. In all their years of marriage she could count on one hand the number of times he'd touched her this way.
Her breath was caught in her throat. She stared at him stunned.
"Lately, nothing makes sense" Sa Eon said.
"There can't be a Hong Hee Joo I don't know about."
Hee Joo's brain was not working. She couldn't think straight with him this close. What did he mean?
"I need to find out" he continued, eyes shifting to her skirt "which one is the real one".
She knew. She knew before he moved what he was going to do.
"Right now, you're my only lead. So cooperate."
He reached for her skirt. Lifting it two inches before instinct had her stopping him.
He was really going to do it! Oh my, why had she gotten herself into this situation? How would she keep him from doing this now? When he was so determined. And why was she..getting turned on. Maybe it was how close he was to her. Maybe it was because it had been years since she had been with someone. But she knew the truth was it was his eyes. The way they seemed to be staring into her soul. The way they were showing so many emotions. Anger, confusion, frustration ...lust.
Was she imagining that last one?
"Do you want to take it off, or should I?". He had fisted her skirt. She stared at him chest rising and falling as though all the oxygen was gone from the room.
She didn't know what came over her. Before she could think about it her hand continued where he had left off.
His eyes never left hers the entire time. While a moment ago he was almost desperate, now it seemed as though he had all the time in the world.
She lifted it just enough to reveal what she knew he wanted to see. The material bunching in her lap but still covering her under garment. Slowly his eyes shifted down. Where ever his eyes touched felt like fire on her skin. She saw the moment he found her mole. His jaw clenched and when she looked down his hand which had fallen beside her leg on the table was balled into a fist.
He exhaled loudly "I see.. so this is the real Hee Joo." His hand lifted. Finger tracing a circle around the mold. She felt that movement deep, her stomach clenching.
She hadn't realized she was holding her breath until his commanding voice said "Breathe". Before she could think she breathe in and out in a huff . God why did she always listen to everything he said?
As she continued to breathe the circles seemed to be getting larger. Covering more area on her thigh. Was she dreaming? She must be because he reached to lift the skirt higher revealing more and more skin. This is exactly what dream Sa Eon would do. Only in her dreams, dreams buried deep down could this be happening.
He only stopped once her centre was exposed. The skin tone underwear was now clearly visible to him. She watched him as his eyes feasted on her. She saw him swallow and he murmured something that even her fine tuned ears did not pick up.
When he reached for her she came back to herself and grabbed his wrist. His eyes found hers. Searching. She must have been doing a terrible job of hiding how much this was affecting her because whatever he saw in her eyes had him smirking and then he leaned forward and captured her mouth.
She gasped into the kiss. Then it was a flash of tongues and breathe. Her mind was spiraling not able to keep up or put into perspective what was happening. Sa Eon kissed exactly how she expected him to. He directed and she was more than happy to follow his lead. One of his hands found her jaw and he maneuvered her head to deepen the kiss. Her hands found their way around his neck and into his already messy hair. This man was talented. He kissed her as though he was thirsty and she was the last drink of water on earth. He kissed her as though he had been wanting to do this for the last three years. He kissed her as though she was his.
When she broke the kiss, breathing heavy he simply shifted to her neck, her clavicle. The low vee of her shirt allowing him access. Her head fell back as she gave him more room.
Suddenly she felt his fingers on the outer edge of her panties. At the same moment his mouth was doing magical things to a particularly sensitive spot on her neck. She shifted on the table humming as his fingers made their way to her entrance.
"I haven't heard this much sound from you in a long time" he paused whatever he was doing to her neck to say. "Maybe I should have done this sooner".
His finger was now working circles around her clit. Rather than go back to kissing her neck his eyes found hers as she slowly began to lose herself to the sensations. They were having a conversation without words. When his finger entered her she gasped and closed her eyes.
"Look at me" he said. Her eyes fluttered open to find his lit and studying her. He began to move his finger in and out. She bit her lip and her head fell back.
"Look at me" he reiterated. And his commanding tone coupled with a second finger joining the first had her head snapping back up.
"You will watch."
Suddenly his fingers left her and in a swift move he grabbed the waistband of her panties and ripped. Then before she could recover from that his hands moved her thighs further apart and his mouth found her, his tongue hot on her most private place. She was so stunned she didn't have a moment to feel exposed. Then sensation began traveling through her body.
She was getting more and more wet as he continued. His tongue feasting on her sensitive clit then moving to her entrance. The more wet she got the more he lapped, groaning and tightening his grip on her waist. Her thighs began to tremble and with each lap of his tongue she fell a little further under his spell. When his tongue entered her, her hands gave out and she fell to her elbows. Her eyes almost closed until she remembered what he had said. When she looked down she found him watching her as his tongue continued to torture her. She couldn't believe this was happening. How had they got here? Watching her watch him seemed to do something to him, as his onslaught became more ferocious she could only hold on for the ride.
He knew everything about her. He made it his job. Nothing could put all his skills to better use than his wife. And maybe that is why finding out he may not know her like he thought he did these last few days was driving him crazy.
All he could think about was her safety. But more than anything he was angry. Angry that this stranger who had no right to had seen her. Taken her hostage! Had her photo to leer over! It made him feral.
All he had wanted to do after last night's events was set eyes on her. Make sure she was safe. But when he'd seen her all his plans flew out the window. Suddenly he needed to know, was she his Hee Joo?
Now with his head between her thighs, her hand fisting his hair and those breathy noices she was making (which were quickly becoming one of his favorite sounds) he knew she was.
He loved her taste and the more wet she got, the happier he was. He watched as her eyes glazed over as she gave in to everything he was giving her. She began to shift her hips now, unconsciously chasing her orgasm. What she didn't know is he would give her anything she wanted.
Now as he watched her, her eyes seemed to be begging him, a tiny furrow in her brows and he was more than willing to oblige. He shifted, his mouth again finding her clit while his fingers entered her again. He pulled, hard with his mouth and thrust his fingers at the same time. Her thighs tightened around his head. He sweeped his tongue from her clit to her entrance a satisfied groan low in his throat. That also seemed to have an effect on her. He picked up the pace his eyes finding her again. Not wanting to miss a moment of her pleasure. He felt and heard the moment she came. Her core quivered and released a rush of moisture. At the same time she gasped loudly and bucked her hips. He knew it was with difficulty that she kept her eyes trained on him. He could swear he saw them get two shades darker.
For several moments she didn't breathe, suspended in the pleasure her body was giving her. He continued his onslaught until she came down. The hand in his hair going slack and a rush of breath finally expended from her. She seemed to sag onto the table. As much as she could anyway as she tried to keep her eyes on him.
He kissed her one last time reverently. When he glanced up he could see the panic and confusion beginning on her face. Her hands went up to cover her face and she laid on the table.
He adjusted her skirt back down to cover her. "Get cleaned up" he said. Knowing if he even tried to talk about or explain this it would go in one ear and out the other.
"I'm going to take a shower; then I'll make you breakfast and we can talk".
She was shaking her head before he was finished. Her fingers shifting so she could peek through.
He left her like that, making his way to his room to shower. He knew she was even now probably trying to find a way to get out of speaking to him. But make no mistake, he had gotten a taste and he was far from satisfied.
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Home With You; Cooper Adams
You have a hard time with your job. Not because Riley isnât a good kid, but because her father is so goddamn hotâa DILF, if you will.
#sorry if this is ass
Youâre a broke college student, so naturally, you take up babysitting for Mr. Adamsââwho insists you call him Cooperâlittle girl.
Riley is a sweet girl, plus sheâs easy to watch and get along with. At times it feels like youâre scamming Mr. Adams, Cooper, just because you actually really like and enjoy Riley, plus he pays you ridiculously.
Sometimes you try to refuse some of the moneyânot all, youâve still got books to pay forâbut he doesnât let you.
He works weird hours as a firefighter, so itâs usually late when he comes home to Riley asleep and you either sleeping on the couch, watching TV, or doing homework, as you are now.
Itâs about midnight when Cooper opens the door, finding you at the table typing away at your laptop. At the sound of the door, your head whips up and the miserable expression youâd had previously is replaced with a soft smile and Cooper hangs up his keys meticulously before making his way to you, âHey.â He greets, shoving his hands in his pockets as he stands over you. âHow was she?â
âGood, MisteâŠ,uh, Cooperâ,â You correct your mistake, and something akin to amusement flickers in his expression, ââlike always. We worked on that math she was having trouble on, I think sheâs almost got it down. How was work?â
âAh, the usual. Mostly paperwork.â He answers, eyes not leaving yours, which makes you swallow and you wanna shy away, but you donât. âWhat about you, howâs your homework? You didnât look too happy when I walked in.â
You let out a breathy chuckle, embarrassed that heâd noticed your misery in working on a paper. âRight, yeah, Iâm just not having a good time writing my paper. Just a little stressed sâall.â He nods at this, and then seems to be thinking about what heâs going to say next.
âIt, uh, it isnât that boy is it?â Cooper inquires and you immediately break eye contact at his words. Fuck, you totally forgot you mentioned him. âHeâs not causing you any stress, is he?â
Itâs so embarrassing for your hot boss to ask you about some boy youâd stupidly told him about when heâd asked what had been going in your life a week previously. Sheepishly, you pick at your sweater. âNot really.â You shrug, and at your vagueness, he waits for you to continue. âI stopped seeing him. He wasnâtâit didnât work out.â By now your face is hot in humiliation at confiding in him about some guy you talked to in order to get over your attraction to Cooper, which hadnât worked and instead made it worse.
âI see.â Cooper says, and he seems to tower over you even more in the moment. âWhat happened?â He puts a hand on your shoulder and your eyes linger on it. You canât help but notice how large his hand is on your shoulder, and his fingersââSorry,â he apologizes sheepishly at your silence, assuming it was a sensitive subject. âI shouldnât have asked.â
Your eyes widen at this, âOh no, itâs fine, really!â You jumble out and his embarrassed look shifts to a relieved expression. âHe was just kinda on a different page than I was, I guess.â You stumble a bit when he begins to rub his hand on your shoulder, âW-wanted more from me thanâŠI was willing to give.â You mumble the last part sheepishly, and Cooperâs expression is unreadable at your words. His lips are pursed and his eyes seem darker than they usually are.
âBoys your age, they donât know what theyâre doing.â He finally speaks after a moment of eye contact you find to be a little too intimate with his hand on your shoulder, and instinctively you press your thighs together. âNot with girls like you.â
Your breath catches at that, and your brain stops functioning before you snort. âAnd guys your age do?â The moment those words tumble out your mouth, your eyes widen in realization of what you said, mouth parting to excuse yourself, but you canât seem to find the words.
Cooper stops rubbing your shoulder, hand stilling. âMen my age do, yeah.â Youâre looking at him through your lashes, dazed at this point as his eyes bore into you. His hand trails up your shoulder, brushing your neck, before he tucks a strand of hair behind your ear. His eyes are searching your own for any signs of rejection as his hand gently cups your face.
Your own hands find solace in your lap as your thighs squeeze as hard as they can against each other, and you shift a bit uncomfortably at the pressure between them. âMr. AdamsâŠâ
âHow many times do I have to tell you to call me Cooper?â He asks in a voice barely above a whisper before his hand picks up again, fingers lightly tracing your jawline before his thumb finds its place on your bottom lip, swiping it, before pushing gently against your mouth. Your lips part in compliance, and his thumb presses itself into your mouth, to which you suck lightly. His lips quirk up, âYouâre always so eager to please, arenât you?â
As if youâd just gained consciousness at his teasing, your eyes widen, and you release his thumb from your mouth before standing up abruptly. âI shouldnât have done that. Iâm so sorry.â You refuse to look at him, face hot and tears beginning to form as you back yourself into the wall. âThis is so unprofessional, please, Mr. Adams Iâ,â
âCome on, look at meâplease, sweetheart?â You obediently look up at him to see him smiling gently as he steps closer. âDonât be sorry.â Cooper whispers, towering over you before cupping your cheeks with both hands, then wiping away the runaway tears. âSay the word and Iâll stop.â He tells you before leaning in, lips meeting yours in a gentle, chaste kiss that you donât immediately respond to as your brain processes whatïżœïżœïżœs going on. Every sense of yours is on fire before you finally kiss back eagerly, hands gripping onto hisâvery broadâshoulders for support.
âCooper,â you breathe out, eyes blown out as you search his own dilated eyes. His hands trail down your face, then lightly ghost over your chest, then find their place on your waist. Once again, you find yourself squeezing your thighs together to help relieve yourself of the pressure, which Cooper observes and finds endearingly pathetic. âKiss me again.â A plead, at best.
He obliges you, but this time the kiss is more hungry as his body presses harder into your own, cornering you against the wall.
You pull away for a moment to breathe before he presses his lips to yours again, deepening the kiss when he tilts his head, and you desperately kiss back, moaning lightly when tongue gets added to the mix. Your hips buck up into his, meeting a certain hardness clothed by his jeans, earning another whine from you.
When he begins to pull away, you get bold this time, biting his lip lightly, before looking up through your lashes with those doe eyes of yours. His hands tighten on your hips, fingers digging in deliciously, sure to leave light marks and the thought makes you shiver.
As you ponder the bruises youâre sure youâll find the next morning, he hoists you up, and you instinctively wrap your arms around his neck while your legs wrap around his waist. You knew he was strong, but Jesus, to experience it this way was..wellâŠhot, to say the least.
He presses a teasing kiss to your lips before trailing his lips down, then pressing into your chin, then your neck. First, he kisses a spot on your neck, then he sinks his teeth in lightly, causing you to gasp and your hips to buck up unsuccessfully in his hold.
His lips suction over the spot heâd bit, then his tongue presses flat against the same spot, and he continues this all over the map of your neck. âI..you canât..Iâm gonna have marks all over me..â You barely get out, voice weak in protestâyou and he both know you donât actually care.
âGood.â He mutters against your skin, nipping briefly before pulling away. âI want that boy to see themâfuck, you donât knowâ,â he pauses and sets you down before nudging your legs open with his knee, then presses his leg against your center, earning a strangled noise from you, ââhow I felt when you told me about him.â
Your breath catches at this. He was jealous. He was jealous of that guy you briefly even mentioned to him the week before. His thigh nudges you, and you gasp before allowing yourself relief by grinding down in response, lightly moaning. âI was only trying to get over you.â You reveal to him, and Cooper looks pleased with what you said, eyes glinting. âHe tried to fuck me, but he wasnât y-you.â His leg presses harder into you. âWhen he kissed me, you were all I thought about.â
âI should have taken care of you sooner.â Cooper licks his lips, keeping one hand gripped on your hip and he guides it against his thigh, and the other finds its place on your neck, before gripping your face to force you to look at him when you begin to shy away, getting embarrassed at your own grinding. âSo eager, getting off on my thigh like this.â
You shudder before nodding frantically, cheeks slightly mushed together in his grip. âPlease, Cooper,â You beg, âplease itâs not enough.â At this point youâre close to tears at the stimulation thatâs just enough to relieve a bit of the throbbing between your legs, but not enough to actually get off.
âWhat do you want?â Heâs cruel and he knows it, a sick smirk etching itself onto his face as he revels in your squirming. You canât even get out a sentence, growing more flustered and desperate the more friction you get. âCome on, sweetheart. You can use your words canât you?â
âYour fingers, anything, please!â You squeak out, tears almost brimming, âPlease just touch me, sir.â Itâs an accident that you say that, your brainâs too foggy to really think about what youâre saying, but nonetheless his breathing gets uneven and his fingers twitch against your face.
âSay it again.â He drawls in a voice just barely above a whisper as his hand trails from your face to the bottom of your sweater. His fingers lightly trace the waistband of your jeans, lightly brushing your bare hipbone before trailing up your stomach, then cupping your breast over the flowery bra you have on. He relishes in the light whine that you let out.
âSir, please..â you supply before pushing your hips up, and he finally obliges you, a hand reaching down your pants at first, teasing you over your panties before he undoes the button of your jeans, pulling them just barely past your thighs. You look down, embarrassed that you have on some unsexy pair of panties. You really wish youâd worn your lace panties, not the pair that read out Thursday.
âItâs not Thursday.â He chuckles, amused at your choice of panties. Youâre not as amused, just desperate as you whine at his teasing, hands gripping his shirt tightly.
âJust touâ!â Your complaint is cut off when he brushes his finger over your clit over the cotton of your panties. Heâs still teasing, and as your about to whine again, he reaches his hand under the Thursday panties, his middle finger beginning to rub over your clit. You let out a slightly loud whine and his unoccupied hand covers your mouth.
âCanât be too loud, sweetheart.â He mutters, eyes fixated onto your own as your eyebrows pinch together and your eyelids flutter. âSo sensitive.â
You nod keenly, a silent beg. With one hand, he pulls down your panties before pushing the pointer finger of his hand covering your mouth against your lips in a shushing motion, then he kneels down, his face level with your lower region.
Youâre looking down at him in shock before his mouth latches onto your cunt, sucking your clit into his mouth and his hands grip onto your thighs, spreading them further.
Your hand flies over your mouth and you close your eyes tightly as your hips begin to buck into his face. One hand stays on your hip, keeping you in place while the other trails lower, his thumb tracing the slit of your cunt before a finger enters you, stretching you deliciously.
âJesus,â he mutters as his mouth detaches from you for a moment while his finger pumps, easily hitting that sweet spot in you, âso fuckinâ tight.â
His tongue laps over you as a second digit enters you, setting itself at a ruthless pace hitting that spongy spot inside of you. Itâs almost too much and you attempt to squeeze your legs shut, but his hand tightly gripping your thigh prevents your legs from closing. It wonât be long before you cum and he knows that, slowing for a moment to hear you whine before picking it up again.
âMr. Adams, please, sirâoh, God.â your voice comes out as quiet as you can make it, âWanna cum.â You warble out and your legs begin to give, âPlease, please..â
In response to your pleads, he curls his fingers against your g-spot, making you whine out into the palm of one of your hands while the other rakes through his hair and tugs. His mouth is still latched onto your cunt, tongue beginning to press flat against your clit.
You let out one last muffled moan before coming, legs once again attempting to shut as he works you through your orgasm, fingers moving at a faster pace and somehow reaching deeper than you believed to be possible.
His tongue also picks up, and you begin to twitch and whine at the overstimulation. âItâs too much,â you pant out between your fingers, but he doesnât let upâeven at the rough tugging of his hair. âI canât, Cooper, please..!â
At this, he finally lets up, fingers slipping out of you and mouth detaching. Youâre still panting and at this point you feel boneless, taking your hand from his hair and steadying yourself against the wall instead.
Cooper rises to your height and without warning sticks his sticky fingers into your mouth, making you taste yourself as your whimper around his fingers, obediently sucking. He wears that cruel smile again before stroking your head with his unoccupied hand. âYou should stay the night. Itâs too late to drive.â
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hey i have a request! can you do theo/mattheo with a dyslexic reader? like how they would help you and how they would help your mind clearđ„. thanks if you do, if you donât no biggie!
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THEODORE was always observant, noticing things about you that others often overlooked. when you first confided in him about your dyslexia, it wasnât because he asked directly, but rather because heâd noticed how you hesitated whenever you had to read aloud in class, or how your notes were sometimes a jumble of letters and words that didnât quite fit together.
âitâs not that i canât read,â youâd explained one evening in the library, your voice low, barely above a whisper. âit just . . . gets all mixed up sometimes. itâs like my brain sees the letters, but they donât always make sense.â
he didnât respond immediately, which at first made you anxious, but when you finally gathered the courage to look at him, you found no judgment in his eyes â only understanding. theo was silent for a moment, processing what youâd shared. then, he nodded slowly, as if heâd just pieced together a part of the puzzle that was you.
âhow can i help?â he asked simply, his voice gentle, as though he were afraid of overwhelming you.
from that day on, theo made it his mission to support you in ways that felt natural and unforced. when it came to reading, he never pushed you to do it aloud, but instead, offered to read to you, his voice calm and steady, making the words on the page come alive. whenever you wanted to try reading something yourself, he would sit beside you, patient and attentive, ready to help if you stumbled over a word or lost your place.
he even started writing notes in simpler, clearer handwriting, knowing that the usual cursive or fast scrawl many students used could be harder for you to decipher. his notes were always clean and organized, with extra spaces between lines to make it easier for your eyes to follow.
theo also helped you find strategies to cope with the difficulties. he suggested using colored overlays for your textbooks, something heâd read about somewhere. at first, you were skeptical, but when you tried it, the colors helped the letters stay in place, making it easier for your brain to process the information. he never made a big deal about it, just handed you the overlays one day without a word, and when you thanked him later, he just shrugged and smiled as if it was nothing.
when studying felt overwhelming, heâd suggest taking a break, pulling out a book of poetry or short stories that he knew you liked. he would read to you in that soft, calming tone of his, the words flowing easily from his lips, allowing you to focus on the rhythm and sound of the language rather than the struggle of reading it yourself.
MATTHEO knew you were bright, your mind sharp as a blade, but he also saw the frustration lining your eyes whenever you were handed a text-heavy assignment. youâd never mentioned it to him personally, preferring to deal with it on your own.
you sat in the quiet corner of the library and the weight of your frustration was palpable. the words on the page were a blur, a tangled mess of letters that refused to cooperate no matter how hard you tried. the more you stared, the more your mind seemed to rebel.
your boyfriend, sitting across from you, noticed the tension in your shoulders and the way your fingers gripped the edge of the table. heâd been watching you for a while, recognizing the signs of your struggle. without a word, he reached over and gently covered your hand with his, his touch warm and grounding.
"youâre doing it again," he said softly, his voice cutting through the fog in your mind.
you looked up at him, your eyes tired and defeated. "doing what?"
"trying to force it," he replied, his thumb tracing a small circle on the back of your hand. "you're not giving yourself a chance to breathe."
you sighed, pulling your hand away to rub your temples. "it just feels like i should be able to do this, you know? like, everyone else can read without it being such a hassle."
"everyone else isn't you," mattheo pointed out, his tone calm but firm. "and thatâs not a bad thing."
"i know," you muttered, glancing down at the book in front of you. "but it doesn't make it any less frustrating."
he leaned back in his chair, studying you with those intense, thoughtful eyes of his. "what if we try something different?" he suggested. "take it one step at a time, like weâve been doing."
you met his gaze, searching for any hint of pity or condescension, but found none. all you saw was his steady resolve, his quiet determination to help you however he could.
"i just feel like iâm wasting your time," you admitted, the words slipping out before you could stop them. "like, you shouldnât have to â"
"hey," mattheo interrupted, his voice gentle but insistent. "youâre not wasting my time. if anything, iâm glad i can be here for you. weâre in this together, remember?"
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KNOCK KNOCK, GUESS WHO! ౚà§ă
€suguru geto.
synopsis / premise â±ă
€when things in your life go well for a long time, there will undeniably be a problem knocking on your door. this time, the issue is your ex-boyfriend, wanted by the jujutsu society â who is very angry with you, even after he stole your money. || PART ONE (previous)
featuring â±ă
€suguru geto (jjk0 / 2017 version) x FEM reader.
warnings â±ă
€ NSFW âĄïž ă
€porn with very little plot ! toxic behavior ! suguru (GENOCIDAL man) ! unprotected sex (wrap it up) + unrealistic portraits of sex ! creampie ! reader and gojo are not in a relationship, but mutually interested in each other ! coercion / dub-con (both consent but just to be safe) ! genocide / death mentions (geto) ! stalking and breaking in ! bondage + choking ! spanking ! edging ! obsessed suguru agenda ! delusional suguru (you will see) ! seduction !
honorary mentions (inspirations, please read) â±ă
€this ask, by anon! all credits to them, i was not planning a part two, haha. whoever you are, i hope you enjoy it.
authorâs note â±ă
€so, today i was sitting down and thinking âim going to finish that yuta draft and probably start the sukuna draft for the event, since heâs winning the pollâ. guess which of these two things I did? exactly. none. so, here is more suguru geto for you. i apologize in advance â i am not good at writing seduction. this is a bit rushed lol. repost because i can't see my post in tags
THERE IS NOTHING SCARIER than discovering that the person you love most is hiding a dark secret. it could be a lover, a second family, a dark past or a real, rotting present. thatâs the feeling you get: everything is rotten. the walls around you and the space are shaped into a molten mist that rots as time passes, as you read the letter that someone slipped under your door.
the highly wanted criminal, suguru geto, was seen in your apartment two weeks ago, as shown in the photos below. we ask for your full and complete cooperation in the investigation, and soon some sorcerers will need to interrogate you. expect their visit at any time and answer the door when the time comes.ă
ۉ the higher-ups from jujutsu society.
oh, hell. no. this cannot be happening.
as the procedure says, you burn the letter and get rid of the ashes.
although your situation is absolutely desperate, the secrecy of jujutsu comes before your disastrous love life. you turn to look for your cell phone, and the delay hurts your bones.
it seems like the object disappears when you need it most. when you find the damn phone, you donât even hesitate. as you type the number that, at this point, your head knows by heart, your hands shake. this cannot be true. they are lying, they are trying to deceive me and defame suguru. but why? why would society need to do this?
of course, mentally, you suppress yourself. and a rational part of your brain â the part that isnât driven by the love you feel for a man whoâs been with you a long time â slowly realizes that this is the truth.
thatâs why the disappearances in the middle of the night, the slight disregard for non-sorcerers touching you or him. the preference for privacy and not allowing you to post photos of the two of you together. he doesnât have social media, he said. it feels very public. what a lie, he was actually a wanted criminal and cult leader.
no one answers the call, and you press the button once again. and again. and again. by the sixth time, youâre not sure if your hands are shaking with fear, disgust, or hate.
your money. your savings, built up after you left the witch life behind. a small guarantee of your future, a future you planned to have with suguru. a future stolen and lost, by the same man who once stole her heart. beautiful black hair and purple eyes really make a girl forget to pay attention to the red flags.
you leave voicemail after voicemail, until the box is full. then, messages. text after text while your fingertips digit furiously. it didnât take long for you to realize that a response from him would be even worse, so your last messages were simple, direct. do not talk to me anymore. donât ever appear in front of me again. and donât you dare involve me in your affairs, you bastard.
pressing the send button through tears was one of the hardest things youâve ever done in your life. and so, blocking the number seemed like the most sensible solution. itâs not like he would respond, even if you gave the number to the investigators â your exact intention.
so everything went as it should. 39 missed calls, 104 unanswered messages that changed her perspective of him forever, along with a letter that turned to ash, like a caterpillar turning into a butterfly. your life took a new direction, an unpredictable metamorphosis that made you move to another address after the entire legal process on your part was concluded. you didnât know, and you had no involvement, as hard as it was to believe. and then the sorcerers left you alone, and this was your second new start to normal life.
lonely and with a betrayed heart, in a new apartment far from your ex. unloading the last box does not bring the relief of releasing a chain, but the pain. the pain of losing something. as if the chain had tied itself to one of your ribs and ripped it away, taking a part of you.
but the tears dry. time passes. the pain diminishes, and the space that takes it in the heart is hatred. you become your priority again, and in time, you rise again only to fall again. one last effort, a call to a certain sorcerer you once knew, satoru gojo. this was his noahâs ark, his last hope before resorting to more desperate methods.
he answered. and since then, a lot has changed.
itâs been almost ten months since suguru stole your money and trampled on your love and dignity. almost ten months in which you had your heart broken, and you slowly put the pieces back together. now, your latest relationship â itâs not really a relationship.
six weeks ago, you and satoru had sex in your apartment for the first time. since then, he has been very helpful in all aspects of your life and visits you regularly. he takes you on dates and even carried you when his feet got sore from walking. it sounds crazy, feeling so comfortable with someone after just six weeks, but thatâs what happens.
gojo is more than an arrogant boy who uses humor in every situation he sees, he has a heart, and a very generous one at that. despite his insistence, the credit card that was entrusted to you is rarely used (and you managed to convince him to change the password, too). his intention was to ask for help, not to become a parasite that will take as much from him as he can. not when heâs a much better person than you expected. a kind of clumsy white knight, in a cute and a bit of a loser way at the same time.
so, of course, the dates have become routine now. cinemas, walks in the park, roller skating, going for ice cream. these experiences stand out in your memories, as sweet as scenes from clichĂ©d romance films. kisses in the rain, desperate hands pushing you into the apartment â maybe this time, you might be able to tease him a little, make him lose it and have you right there, in a dark corner? the idea is exciting, dangerous, and so stupid it makes your heart flutter.
he still owes you a new bed, though. you keep fucking on your couch because you two broke your single bed the last time you did it.
checking yourself in the mirror before a date is, naturally, what everyone does. the red dress that adorns her body is a little short, the kind of thing you see on a seductive movie character. but satoru asked for this tiny â as tiny as the dress, in his words â favor and promised anything you wanted later if you wore that and hung on his arm all night. even when heâs being a pervert, heâs just a guy whoâs whipped for you.
the idea makes you take a step back. satoru canât be in love with you. yeah, okay. he does cute things often. he takes you on dates almost every week. heâs always trying to make you laugh and has already learned most of your quirks, likes and dislikes. he remembers you throughout the day, at random intervals, and buys you things so casually that you had to beg him to stop and not max out his card bill â he just laughed and said it was all cheap anyway. heirsâŠ
but he canât be in love. itâs all new, recent. perfect, but maybe itâs just hidden by the love fog at the beginning of a relationship. it has already blinded you to bad signals once, and you internally wonder if you are using gojo.
of course, part of you has already thought about it. having sex with your exâs best friend and solve your financial problems. two birds, one stone. but satoru is everything suguru is not â true. intense and real, without a mask of sweet truth that covered a rotten truth.
honestly, you donât want to think about it too much right now. this is a conversation that should be between you and satoru, not between you and your intrusive, insecure thoughts. he deserves to know the truth and he deserves to know that youâre just as interested as he is â not on the money, but on him.
a text message makes you smile right after spraying a sweet perfume on your neck. the screen lights up with that contact that has now become your favorite.
toru <3; ă
€ already in the dress? photos or else ill die (seriously)
a small laugh escapes your throat, and you immediately prepare to take a photo. stepping back a little and posing in front of the mirror, you could swear you heard something near your apartment door while simultaneously hearing the soft click of your cell phone.
one pose to show the front, and one for the back, with a soft, evil smile. satoru isnât your boyfriend, but with his attitude, he could very well be. he looks at you as if you were the only woman in the world, and as if he wanted you forever. itâs beautiful. itâs such a beautiful emotion to see in those blue eyes that you canât wait for the next time you look.
after texting back, asking what time the movie starts, your eyebrows come together in a frown. omnisity takes over the environment quickly, and you swear your heart stops beating.
this energyâ it cannot be.
âhi princess. missed me?â
the whisper in your ear is so sudden that you immediately turn your face to look. a hand grabs your chin and forces your head to turn back to the mirror, and you gasp, immediately struggling.
suguru geto, on the flesh, the greatest traitor to have walked the earth since judas. traitor to the jujutsu society, criminal and mass murderer, and of course â your ex-boyfriend. right behind you, and forcing you to stare at the mirror as his free hand snatches your phone away.
you hit him with your elbow, but he barely moves. humming, as if he is amused. as if you are some game. getoâs hips press forward against yours, and he efficiently traps you between the sink and him.
this cannot be happening.
what suguru doesnât find amusing, though, is your text messages with satoru. long or short, little flirtations or obvious nudes, these messages are simply something that makes him turn his nose up in disgust. how dare him. how dare satoru take the one thing suguru truly loved that way?
âget off me.â you murmur, your eyes widening. like any sorcerer, you know the basics of defending yourself, but panic runs through your veins like poison. your muscles feel like solid stone, and you canât stop your breath from hitching when his hand stops cupping your cheek to grab you by the throat.
heâs a criminal who definitely must have had his share of fights. you are a sorceress who has not been in the field for almost ten years. in a real fight? he could drown you in that sink and satoru would only find out hours later.
satoru. the thought makes you immediately ramble.
âdonât you dare lay a hand on me. satoru willââ he squeezes your neck softly, a silent message for you to keep your mouth shut. suguru sighs, annoyed he needs to explain it to you, word by word. he really, really likes you, but heâs not in the mood after all these games.
this small action â squeezing your neck gently â makes you remember old times. old times, not good days. because, although they were good, the memory was effectively corrupted when he left you, almost a year ago.
âsatoru will not do a thing. he doesnât know iâm here, and he wonât know.â a break. âyet.â
your eyebrows shoot up, before your face contorts into confusion. what does he mean, yet? if anyone knows heâs here, he will be executed. why would he risk it, just to see you? is he here to kill you?
the thought brings visible panics into your eyes â the wonderful, pretty eyes you have. the window to your soul. your soul and body, which suguru would like to possess again.
again, what a ridiculous term. he never stopped owning it, in the first place.
maybe if you buy time, satoru will come see whatâs taking so long. he will help. youâll be safe.
but the date is only thirty minutes, and for satoru to come in person, you would have to wait another forty. one hour and ten minutes with your genocidal ex-boyfriend. wow. this must be some kind of twisted lottery of fate, where winning makes you unlucky.
you force your voice to remain calm, composed. he does not deserve the satisfaction of your fear.
âwhy are you here?â
âoh, look at her.â he mocks, as if youâre not even just there, listening. âasking why iâm here as if she has no idea.â
âi donât.â you grit your teeth. âthis is why people ask, imbecile. they want answersâ ugh.â he squeezes your neck again, making you grow quiet until he relaxes.
âdarling.â suguru smiles softly, but some veins are popping up on his hand. he is absolutely pissed, using that sweet voice to smooth you. âyou know why iâm here. donât play dumb. youâ let satoru touch you.â
his tone is still soft, affectionate as the boyfriend you once called yours. but beneath the sweetness, there is an anger, a possession. like an animal whose territory has been pierced.
âdid you think I wouldnât find out?â he leans in, his hot breath making shivers run down your spine violently. âyou underestimate me, my love. iâm a bit offended. coming from you, i expected so much more.â
his hand snakes all over your body, and close as he is, youâre sure he can hear your erratic heartbeat. thump-thump. thump-thump. thump-thump.
like the engine of a machine, accelerated to its limits. if your organs are your gears, you believe you are malfunctioning right now. a poorly functioning machine due to information overload.
itâs a lot to handle. his hands are warm as they gently pull your dress up, groaning. âi barely had to move it away. what, you enjoy dressing like a slut for satoru?â
it seems like your voice only works normally, as it should, when you feel your panties being pulled down, gasping. âsuguru, no! you canât!â
âoh, i canât? why? câmon, darling, just the tip.â he throws your phone away â the sound the device makes when it breaks against the wall is blood-curdling. he wraps both his arms around your waist, pressing his hips to yours. âpretty please?â
you grit your teeth. why the hell is this attractive? perhaps itâs because you barely heard geto beg before. but, no. you canât. satoru, your satoru, heâs waiting for you â instead, you have your freak ex humping slowly against you. no way, is he wearing buddhist attire? like a monk or something. but these thoughts donât matter. his words take you out of your head.
âi saw everything that day, you know. and a little before, and after that. getting all cozy with satoru, because iâm not here? you offend me, sweetheart. iâm a bit hurt.â
âoh, iâm not hearing this.â you curl your hands into fists, slamming them on his arms. ânot after you lied about who you are, stole my damn money, and left! fuck you, geto! fuck. you.â
he smirks against your ear, grabbing your wrists and pulling your arms behind your back. you groaned, and he quickly decided to hit two birds with one stone.
tugging at the clothing strip that holds his robes together, he rips it off and uses it to tie your hands together as you squirm. he gives it a little tug, confirming itâs not too tight, and throws his clothings to the other side of the room.
âi know i havenât been here.â he pauses, and you can watch him through the mirror as he forces you a bit down. âand iâm sorry. i wanted to tell you, i did. but i couldnât. i know what you would think, andâ i couldnât lose you.â
itâs like a sincere admission, but youâre not foolish enough to feel sorry. not for him, definitely. throwing salt at the wound is your strategy right now.
âyou lost me anyway. yâknow, satoru really has a way with backshots thatââ your words are cut off by a gasp, when he rips your panties off you and holds you down by the back of your neck. your back does a pretty arch for him like that, but suguru is not nearly amused enough.
âdonât be a brat. i made mistakes, but you, too. whoring yourself for my best friend? are you kidding me, love?â
âiâm not your love, donât call me that.â he grabs you by the hair, tugging your head back up to look at his eyes through his reflection.
a pause, and suguru decided against what he was going to originally say, softening his grip on you.
âi missed you. i did. canât i show it to you? just a little, baby, please?â he presses his hips into yours a bit more gently, and you can feel it.
his rock-hard erection, rubbing softly against your warm pussy. it makes you shiver and hum against your will. a part of you misses it. nothing wrong with satoru â heâs a great learner for an inexperienced guy â but geto knows just how to blow your back and be soft at the same time. an art satoru hasnât mastered yet.
the idea of doing this to that white haired man who is so good to you â it brings tears to your face. how dare you want to say yes? but also, how could you say no when suguruâs head is rubbing deliciously against your entrance?
you close your eyes in defeat, not able to look at yourself.
âbe quick. and donât ever ask me anything again. you get thisâ and you disappear from my sight. forever.â
a deal with the devil. sacrifice something and gain something. your body for peace.
he chuckles, throwing his head back with a smirk. âoh, you and i both know thatâs not happening, sweetheart. iâll be here, forever.â he slips his hands down your waist, grabbing it gently and pushing his cock in.
the feeling isâ exquisite. geto could try all he wanted, search in all the world, but he never could find someone like you. your body is almost poisonous â intoxicating is the right word. he just bottomed out and heâs already mixing his thoughts. thatâs the effect you have on him.
suguruâs hips start moving at a restless pace, not giving you time to breathe or a warning. he canât waste time with words, not now. not after being pulled away from you, his beloved, for ten torturous months. just when he was planning to come back and convince you to join his cult â or just grab you and lock you up, whatever â, he found you riding his best friend. sinking down satoruâs cock and making him cream all inside you.
the idea makes him huff, thrusting harder.
and you, under him? with your wrists tied up? well, youâre a mess. youâll have to try bondage with satoru later, itâll surely make his cock explode. your eyes widen, and you babble something â whatâs wrong with your head? why are you thinking about satoru, then, suguru, then satoru again?
oh, lord above, maybe both at the same time? itâs a fantasy that makes you blush more than what youâre doing right now.
suguru guides your head up again, holding your neck gently.
âwhat are you thinking about, love? you keepââ he grunts. âclenching down on me.â
ânothing,â you stammer out. okay, there is something seriously wrong with you for enjoying this so much. a moan escapes you before you can stop it. ânnghâ satoru!â
his eyes widen at the same time as yours. if your hands werenât tied up, you would have brought one up to your mouth. the squeezing on your neck is firm, enough to not cut air circulation, but present. surely. the whisper of your name echoes through the bathroom.
âwhat did you just say?â
he looms over you, blushed cheeks and vulnerable expressions changing all the time, staring at your dumb little face in the mirror. suguru has a soft frown on his face, his eyes wide in horror, and his lips are slightly parted. but thereâs a dark shadow oozing off him, a rage that cannot be contained.
heâs hurt. heâs mad.
you try to justify it quickly, to do damage control. âsuguru! i saidâ i said suguru!â
but itâs a little too late for that, and lies only make it worse. he pins you down harder, his hips moving back at a ruthless pace this time. harder, faster â no mercy or trace of the sweet man who used to make love with you as if you were made of glass.
now, he fucks you as if he hates you, he hates your guts.
your moans and whines are muffled by the obscene sounds escaping where your hips meet. plap plap plap, mixed with a softly, slightly wet whisper of some sort. suguru lets go of your waist and brings his hand up.
you gasp when it hits the back of your thigh in a loud smack!
he forces you to look up, breathless as he murmurs.
âstart counting.â he groans, harshly. and he smacks you again, right on the ass. heâs hitting so hard that you believe his intention is leaving a red mark â a present for satoru to look at later. and youâre right. his friend knows no boundaries and keeps taking what is his. what choice does he has, unless to mark you up?
smack.
you shiver, trying to squirm away and kick before he pins you down again.
âbehave, brat. now start counting.â
smack.
âoneââ you moan when his heat hits your sweet spot, huffing. smack. âtwo.â
âgood girl.â smack. smack. smack. âhow many is that, princess, mm? ohh, thatâs the good pussy i missed so much. soâ tight.â
ângh! three! four! fâfive?â
âis that a question, or are you answering me, my love?â
he chuckles meanly, thrusting into you again. you both grunt â near the edge already.
âsuguru.â you throw your head back, whimpering. âiâmâ iâm gonnaââ
âohh, youâre going to cum? that fast, honey? satoru hasnât been good enough to you, i see.â he thrusts harder, laughing meanly at the way your eyes widen and tear up. âaww, he canât treat you like you want. he fucks you like a good girl, i bet. but you want to be fucked like a slut.â
he leans down, peppering your neck with kisses and hearing your deep breaths. âitâs okay. iâm close, too. you have this effect on me, my love.â he grunts again, grabbing your hips. âthrow that ass back on me, baby, yeah? yeah, juuuust like that.â
he grabs your chin, forcing you to look up as he presses his lips to yours in a upside down kiss. it would be romantic if it werenât so possessive, visceral, crude. carnal. desperate.
when your lips part, he grunts and sighs softly, while youâre moaning loudly. nearly at the same time, your orgasms hit you both with everything.
suguruâs thrusts become messy, sloppy, and his skin feels a bit sticky against yours as he fucks himself using your pussy, pushing in ropes of cum to paint your insides.
you let your head fall forward when itâs your turn, squirming and whimpering softly. his forehead would have hit the sink if he werenât holding you up. some more seconds, to dry out both of your highs. slowly, gently, he pulls out of you, watching the fat drops oozing out of your used hole.
suguru smirks as he undoes your restraints, kissing the back of your neck tenderly and adjusting your dress.
âdonât forget who has you first, mkay? i left a little gift for you and satoru here.â he sighs, sounding a bit sad. âiâll have to go again, iâm sorry. but iâll be back soon. donât miss me too much. just leave your window unlocked, and iâll be here again.â he grabs your face to turn it again, brushing his lips against yours. âunlocking them is a chore.â
geto leans back, and you shiver, confused. the sound of clothes being adjusted and thrown back into a body makes you turn your head moments after you heard it, still a bit too slow.
and he is gone. as you fix yourself up on your feet, you shiver as the realization hits you hard as a stone. no, no. satoru. no.
you stumble to the corner of the bathroom, picking up your phone. the screen is broken, but a call icon appears. you accept immediately, nearly sobbing.
âhey, senpai,â the nickname is soft coming from his lips. a small joke, playing with an honorific that he does not use with figures he should use. âyouâreâ a bit late. did something came up, or?â
âsatoru.â you sob, and even through the screen, you can feel him tense up. his voice becomes more serious.
âwhat happened? are you okay? where are you? iâm on my way.â the scraping of a chair can be heard in the background of the call.
âiâmâ my apartment. i have something to tell you. we need to talk, seriously, weââ
you shiver, and for some reason, you can picture your ex perfectly â walking proudly, with his nose up, the wind making his black hair flow behind him and cruel, purple eyes accompanied by a soft smirk.
âi made a mistake.â
ENGLISH IS NOT MY FIRST LANGUAGE, I APOLOGIZE FOR ANY MISTAKES.ă
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