#i DONT need this FUCKIG ceramic baby and this fucking ceramic cross and all this shit

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and the thing that really pisses me off with these cross necklaces and these stupid fucking ceramic baby things with my baptism date or my communion date on the back of them is that like.

my mom hasnt gone to church since i was 8. nearly 10 years. she hasnt done confession in over 30 years. in practice? she’s a bad christian. she’s a christian by faith only (nevermind the fact she’s a conservative republican and has no compassion for human life which like goes against what jesus taught so she’s not even really christian in faith either LOL)

but GOD forbid i tell her i want to throw this ceramic baby with the date of my baptism written in sharpie on the back of it out. GOD forbid i tell her im throwing out all my cross necklaces (except the one high quality gift one bc i feel guilty abt throwing out such a nice gift that i never even wore once. i’ll throw it out in five years from now)

she’ll tell me its sacreligious, like How Dare I Say That, like im a Bad Christian and a Bad Person for doing it

LIKE its so fuckinng performative. its a fucking CERAMIC BABY i dont GOD DAMN care about this. i have 0 sentimental attachment to it i just know that its been clogging up space in my room for as long as i can remember. but obviously this fake need to be a Good Christian outrules the fact that these things serve no purpose and just take up room that like I NEED to have a tidy room which she’s always bugging me about for years -_-