#i DONT CARE ANYMORE

[piratedllama-art]

Self Storage [prints]

Painted in procreate

Time taken: 55 hours

[mar-im-o]

pro endo in the sense that I've studied psychopathology and am well aware that we're all just making up the categories of disorders for insurance purposes and like idk man maybe people can be plural for other reasons I genuinely don't care.

Like yes sure my plurality is trauma-based but I don't give a shit of someone else's isn't it doesn't affect me.

[yellowcarnationed]

his old fit

by the way you can reblog. you should. you can also click on my blog or something. if i made one picture you like, how are you so sure you got everything you wanted out of me? whats stopping me from doing it again? how are you gonna know if i do? so might as well follow me? i know i sound like a desperate bitch but i dont mean just me. this "scrolling, liking, moving on" thing seems ridiculous. ive just been in my head a lot. OKAY?

[wh0r3zzz]

I'm so tired of feeling like this.

[mikqchoux]

i know the greatness lies in you.

[sillycharlie]

tygers fan baby her names madison :p

[druizard]

Actual Golden Retriever Mix Husband: Gale Dekarios

[enterprise420patriots]

'Cause I remember all the times I tried so hard And you laughed in my face 'cause you held the cards I don't care anymore

And I really ain't bothered what you think of me 'Cause all I want of you is just to let me be I don't care anymore Do you hear, I don't care no more

(I don't care anymore by Phil Collins)

[coffeexxcigarettes]

Inhuman

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How can one choke on an emotion,

Especially one without a name?

Chewing empathy and spitting out glass,

Coughing up blood and laughter-

What even is the price of connection?

And why is it everything?

x

[scoopac]

I have like 4 and a half hours left to finish my writing project i've been PUTTING OFF FOR A YEAR by now Someone please yell at me to finish it, I can't let it stay untouched longer

[vpyre-hornyposting]

I’m bricked tf up rn

[nerdby]

It's so exhausting being angry all the time. Like why -- why would you do this to yourself? What does it accomplish? What do you accomplish by ceaselessly bitching on the internet about things you make ZERO EFFORT to try and change?

Oh, the government sucks? Then shut the fuck up and go vote. In every election -- ALL OF THE ELECTIONS. Because not voting accomplishes NOTHING and you know that. That means YOURE part of the problem -- YOU are complacent in letting our country and our government go all to Hell. Because you do nothing to try and change shit.

You accomplish nothing by just bitching about shit on the internet. Except for making everyone else just as fucking miserable as you are.

Is that what you want? To live in a fascist shit hole where everyone is miserable?

Then shut the fuck up and GO VOTE.

Stop being selfish and stubborn, and focusing on your white guilt and your bullshit ideologies. Because you are helping NO ONE by not voting or voting for Trump. Not the Palestinians or the Ukrainians or the people in The Congo or your BIPOC and queer friends.

If anything you're making things worse because you are actively putting them in danger for YOUR OWN PEACE OF MIND.

It's all about you and what YOU can live with.

You are missing out on the bigger fucking picture: Your conscious is NOT the most important thing here. You have fucking survivors' guilt -- GET THERAPY.

And if you're a former leftist or former Democrat who feels betrayed by Biden or who the fuck ever then guess what:

GO FUCKING VOTE!!!

Because local and statewide elections have more of an effect on your personal lives than the presidential election does. Almost all of your problems have NOTHING to do with the president and EVERYTHING to do with your LOCAL POLITICIANS.

And I really didn't mean for this to turn into a rant post, but I just cannot with these fucking dumbasses who think they're somehow making a HUGE difference -- performing some powerful fucking act of rebellion by pretending that the fucking electoral college isn't a thing and that Jill Stein somehow has a shot at winning or by not voting at all. You're not being a fucking rebel.

YOU'RE MAKING THINGS WORSE.

[wh0r3zzz]

I'm such a selfish person I need to be put down.

[the-flooded-mind]

inro post:

hello! we are the flooded mind!, we are alexs ( @alex-is-gay0v0 ) mind, we have phone god (who has their own blog under @phonegod ), error, hope, aurorah, alex ( @alex-is-gay0v0 ), yumei, blue october, rosella and [unnamed.]

bio:

(phone god, yumei, blue october, [unnamed] and alex dont have one, i mean alex has one but it might be triggering and is being remade)

error is phone gods brother, they never talk but they know each other exist, error was in foster care cause of his horns and tail, so the first time phone and error met phone god turned him into a glitch, and despite them never talking error lives in alexs head, he is also is alexs anxiety and depression.

not much is known about hope, but what is known is she and auorah are related, we dont know how but they are, hope was experimented on and is now a goat/angel hybrid, she also has alexs eyes but they glow gold, we sometimes wonder if hope is related to alex, hope is alexs hope and happiness.

again, not much is known about aurorah, she unlike hope was self experimented instead of by lab, she wanted to be special like hope since she remembered hope as the favorite child, (think of peter parker from spiderman across the spiderverse in universe Earth-65/gwen stacys best friend)but aurorah alexs anger and sadness.

rosella suffers from memory loss but does remember a few things, she does remember that she likes puppet alot and kins her however, error and phone god were in the void and found her having a anxiety attack, she sees herself as herself but prefers being called puppet/marionette/charlie/charlotte, her shortened names are rose/rosey/rosell. Rosella is alexs fight or flight.

colors/emoji’s:

purple/☎️: phone god, blue/✝️: error, orange/🍊: hope red/👻: auorah, black/♦️: alex, blue/🔆: yumei, blue/🔷: blue october, green/🌹: rosella, pink/📺: [unnamed.]

pronouns:

phone god:he/they/its.

error:it/its

aurorah:they/them.

hope:she/her.

alex: he/they

yumei: she/they

blue october: they/it

rosella: it/its

[unnamed]: she/it

⚠️CHARACTERS MIGHT BE ADDED AND INTRO POST WILL BE EDITED⚠️

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[crybabychim]

switching between coming back or deactivating every other day. yes we have two very different emotions here

[batshikns]

okay it's offical im no longer paying attention to the manga. bsd will remain in my happy little fantasy and no one will force me to face reality.