#i AM NOT GIVING IN TO DESPAIR UNTIL THE LAST DAMN VOTE HAS BEEN COUNTED

[aniseandspearmint]

HE HASN'T WON YET

THE COUNT IS STILL GOING

THERE ARE A TON MORE VOTES TO BE COUNTED

We are a very very dumb, stupid people

[survivormuxloe]

Episode #5: “sushi + running isn’t the best combo.” - Mo

Sad to Linus quit honestly. Hope he’s alright but yeah that sucks.

So Linus just quit. It’s unfortunate and slightly annoying that we had another’s person quit. Especially since we had players like Jose and Jaylen who actually wanted to play. But then again I’m just trying to get the crown so I can’t really complain when someone else falls. Final 14 so I’m expecting merge to happen in the next 4 tribals.

Alright so hey I'm a bit late but since we last left off we were heading to tribal, at that point I was actually thinking Jose likely had an idol since you know.. throwing two random names 30 minutes before tribal when you know you can't get the numbers is a very idol-ish thing to do. So me and Tobi decided to vote Mo just in case an idol was played and both of them voted together. But actually at the end of the day Jose voted Mo and Mo well he didn't show up LMAO, which was actually bad because then his self vote would make it a 4-4 tie and while I think voting jose out after that would've been achieavable I would rather not give him the chance to fight. Luckily Mo showed up and voted him so that was it and he prob didn't see it coming but hey the lad was took it well so kudos to him.

So right after that the hosts pulled a sneaky on us and the live challenge was actually a swap (bragging rights I predicted it yay...look at me predicting a swap at f15 I'm so smart....)

And for once luck was on my side since I'm still on mercia alongside Felix David and Mo. With Wes joining us from the other tribe. Now I did vote Mo but maybe he doesn't think it was me? I mean tbf after he didn't show up at tribal I scream_messaged him to vote for Jose so who knows. But either way we have the inmense unit of David with us and Wes who I barely know from another org I'm playing at the same time so there's that

And then ofc Felix the crazy german god bless his soul he saved us this week from going to tribal <3

And as I write this Linus has quit the game so I guess that's 2 out of 2 for wins that I really didn't get to enjoy but oh well. At least this gives Michael and Dani a chance over at that tribe now that it is 2-2. As for Tobi well he carried his own new tribe in that challenge so hopefully he can overcome that 4-1 disadvantage in case they go to tribal.

So puzzle challenge, okay let’s get on it. Wanna win it cause my og tribe are such an unknown. I want to work with tobi. But he will do what he needs to do to stay in. So my paranoid ass is conviced that my og tribe ain’t talking to me cause they want me out. Idk I’m being stupid but ahhh.

Here i am, losing the challenge, feeling a little sorry for myself because i'm like ok it's me i'm going. Then BOOM Linus quits and as much as i wanna be like oh buddy no you should stay it might get more fun i also wanna be like lol bye bye because now instead of getting voted out 3-2 me and Dani can now tie the vote should we go back to tribal which is obviously better than nothing. I'm bad at puzzles but im just gonna try my absolute hardest because i refuse to be Denise Stapley and go to every tribal council.

uhm so the immunity challenge is puzzles... great loll im legit so trash at puzzles and if we lose again ik it's gonna be bc of me ): i'm gonna try my best and not flop but i cant even enter the puzzles so idk whats gunna happen

Somehow I obtained 2 idol clues by sheer luck and honestly it's what I deserve in this game. I'm still debating if I even want an idol so I shared my clues with Jones because I wouldn't mind if she had an idol. But anyways there have been 2 quits which sucks but the only benefit is that now I at least will get 14th in this game.

lol we’re gunna lose again. but i aint going home america.. know that!

So I’m nervous my time might cost us the challenge but do you know what I’m not nervous about.... going home bc I have Dani loyal to me and me to her and also mr Scott and myself have established a f2 alliance named “crumpets and bagpipes” (name subject to change) so yeah hopefully I’m going nowhere hehe

SO IDK HOW I DO IT but people just kind of give me clues and answers to their idol puzzles. SURE I asked Scooty how he was doing for his results, but I never even asked Madison about her clues and she's just kind of,,,,giving them to me? and I love it <3 <3 <3 WELL ACTUALLY I TAKE IT BACK. I LOVED IT UNTIL I FOUND OUT THE FUCKING IDOL WAS TAKEN ALREADY. I was searching the playroom today and WHAT DO YOU KNOW "there was something there but it was taken" and I want to actually PERISH LIKE HOLY FUCK I WAS ACTUALLY!! SOOOOOOO CLOSE!!1!11 but yeah hopefully Linus didn't have it and quit with it I'll actually beat his entire ass

So like... after my amazing comeback last immunity challenge,, WHICH BY THE WAY FUCKIN WAS FOR NOTHING BECAUSE LINUS QUIT LIKE WHY DIDNT HE QUIT BEFORE THE DAMN CHALLENGE AND NOW I OUTED MYSELF AS A CHALLENGE THREAT... stupid..,, we flopped in this one like... madison and jones flopped hard kdjhflksdjfhs like did they even try.. now im in a peculiar situation.. the great thing is that rhys and ryan actually asked me to be a part of a three man alliance (im obv at the bottom) and like im definitely using this to my advantage and hopefully get out of this tribal!! im expecting at least one vote from madison which is natural but like im gonna fight tooth and nail to get out of this!! idc who i have to throw utb to get by but i'll do whatever it takes

HELL YEAH TO MERCIA FOR WINNING ANOTHER IMMUNITY. It feels so good to have come clutch again, especially after a scare from Mo, who didn't do the right puzzle. -.- ugh that pissed me off so much, especially with so little time left to do it. But Ahrre and I DESTROYED everyone else who did the hard puzzle so I can't complain.

Also, a new development. Ahrre and Felix seem to trust me SO much that they wanna share their idol guesses with me, which is fine with me considering I trust them the most on this new tribe. I feel it, omg I feel like I'm SO close to getting that idol and if I find it, it puts me in a huge power position. So I need to find it before these guys.

This was probably the most stressful round for me. So let’s go through the series of unfortunate events

1. I misread the post and I was doing the easy puzzle the entire time when I thought I was doing the hard puzzle. I took a picture on my phone with my score and my name in the search bar.

2. I hangout with my friend, we go get sushi and I buy some macaroons and then we chill in a Starbucks while we play Pokemon Go.

3. I submit my photo at 5:45 PM 15 minutes before the dead line only to get told that not only would the photo not of counted because I didn’t have the date and time in the photo. But I was also doing the wrong puzzle.

4. My scrawny out of shape ass sprints home and it was the kind of thing where like I was coughing because I ran too much.

5. Now I have to do the more difficult puzzle in 20 minutes. I didn’t get the chance to practice before hand, I feel like shit, I’m still coughing and I think I’m going to puke because sushi + running isn’t the best combo.

6. I don’t submit on time, and not only that I don’t abstain on time either. So I get a strike. The amount of fucking despair and sadness I felt as I was rushing through the puzzle only to realize I was too late even after getting granted an extension. It was so awful.

Well, sad linus left but the good news is we won immunity by three minutes! Michaels time was a MESS because we could’ve gotten first if he did better but that’s alright we got second so that’s good. I like my remaining tribe mates so I hope things stay good ❤️

Aye so we've won another challenge after the swap yay! it's almost as if my shitty luck was detrimental during luck based challenges. wh would've thought...

Now we won even though Mo didn't submit and his time was more than the rest of the tribe combined lol but it's ok cause we won anyways, albeit David got a bit pissy about it and Mo told me about it but eh hopefully it's nothing.

Talking about david I decided not to sit around all day even if we're not going to tribal. Since I'm lucky to stay in the same camp I was before the swap I might as well try and find that damn idol if it hasn't been found already. So I decided to coordinate idol guesses with him and Felix which payed out because when we won the reward today he shared it with me (or at least a part of it unless he's lying) and he made a chat with me and felix so I guess now we're in an alliance, so there's that.

As for the other tribes well I hope Tobi can pull something out of the bag and not die this week, maybe he can get madison who has been pretty lackluster at challenges but either way I'm not gonna be holding my breath.

so today Rhys n I made an alliance with Tobi so that's a thing... and then later in the day we ended up losing immunity -___- which is ass because someone literally striked and got 45mins for a puzzle we still lost jalfkdjf like wig ok! I hope this alliance sticks but idk i gotta see what the waters feel like tomorrow... thank rihanna i have an idol it makes me feel like i have some security in this game hehe

Do you hear that? The birds are singing, the sky is blue and the sun is bright because YA BOI FINALLY WON IMMUNITY. Ugh I love winning immunity I’d scream if I had to go back there it’s ugly

Okay. So here is the tea. We lost.

I have an alliance between me Ryan and tobi. So fingers crossed that’s all good, and Madisin should be an easy boot.

However, I feel uneasy as when I woke up I had no messages from anyone on my tribe about tribal. Which is scary as I thought people would’ve been trying to push for w certain person making sure it wasn’t them. Apparently not, or maybe it’s me?. I know I’m a paranoid mess but I’m like 40% worried.

Okay this is post swap and this is a kind of sort of bad, I was swapped into a tribe were I believe I am only member of my og tribe, but we seem compontent at challenges (at least the rest of them do). Plus one person (Ahrre) I kind of sorta know so hopefully I can make something work and get past this.

Lewis quitting sucked since I actually knew him from an alias game a long time ago.

Let me know if you need a longer confessional.

hmm Madison is definitely the obvious choice to vote out from Sweyn rn... she's exuded the bare minimum of activity and i dont think we've had a genuine conversation in pm's or at all thus far; plus she did the worst in the challenge. I know from Scott that Jones got close with Madison on og Sweyn so that is something on my mind, but I think she would be ok letting her go ultimately; not too sure but I'm talking to her now so we'll see. If our tribe loses again it's gonna be ugly because i would hate to vote Jones out, she's a queen

Hey guys, its me... Hannah Baker. We had a tribe swap last round and I was shook at it being 3-2 with me being in a minority technically if we’re talking number wise. But, Scott said something interesting to me, saying that he thinks its funny that I would go home over Michael which is kind of reassuring. We lost the challenge and Linus decided to quit and I was like ok mood??? We won the challenge after thank god and I won’t be going to yet another fucking tribal. I really like Michael and Scott and I think if we were to lose again, we could vote out Malik. I’m hoping I can make the merge here but I guess we’ll see. Xoxo

god.. pls vote out madison u fucking fucks LMAOAOAOAOOA. liek im good terms with everyone on that tribe so its rly ugly that theyre going to tribal.. but uhm. hopefully its madison that goes bc i dont want to talk to her or wes at merge loll

like i can be social. dont get me wrong.. but like i cant do it with awkward unsocial people.. communication is a two way street after all

Madison is voted out 4-1.

[survivormyanmar-blog]

Ep. #14 - “Making Sure I WAS In The Final 3″ - Ting Ting

Going into the finale, Ashley and Amanda figured they had the majority with Linus.  The Final 5 immunity challenge was medallion Hunt and Linus was able to win and he, along with Ashley and Amanda, got to go to The Cave one last time.  With Ashley’s idol being re-hidden there was a chance one of them would snatch it up but it was never found.  Going into the vote, the power of the Legacy Advantage was revealed to Ting Ting as an extra vote that can also be used on a revote in the even of a tie.  Ting Ting informed Tommy of this and they knew that they would be able to tie the vote if they weren't able to convince Linus to flip to them.  At Tribal Council, The vote did end up being a 3-3 tie between Tommy and Amanda.  Going into the revote Ashley decided to flip her vote to Amanda instead of going to rocks and Amanda was sent home.  At the Final 4, Ashley was now on the bottom.  The new alliance of Tommy, Ting Ting, and Linus planned on taking her out as she was seen as a big threat to win the game.  Ashley was able to win the Final Immunity and caused the other three to scramble on what to do at Tribal.  In the most heated Tribal of the season, Tommy and Linus argued it out on who should stay.  The votes came in with two for Ting Ting and two for Linus but Ashley changed her vote to Linus before the voting time was up and Linus was sent home in a 3-1 vote.  Ashley, Ting Ting, and Tommy prepared to plead their case to the Jury on why they should be the Sole Survivor.  In a pretty tame Final Tribal, each of the final three made a good case on why they should win and Ting Ting was able to sway a lot of favor towards her.  The final vote came in as 4-3-2 for Tommy, Ting Ting, and Ashley respectively and Tommy was declared the winner of Tumblr Survivor Myanmar.

So we FINALLY GOT SAM OUT. GODDAMN IT FINALLY. Anyways, I didn’t NEED to play my idol but I knew I was getting votes… so oh well. I wanted to be safe. I now know I can trust Linus and hopefully our f3 will last til the end. Also lol at Ting Ting kissing my ass rn.

MY SAMANTHUEL IS GONE! Poor King! Robbed AF! However, I told him I had a feeling Linus was flipping because I KNEW it and because Ashley/Amanda weren’t talking to me. At least I made Final 5. All I have left now is my good ole’ ally Ting Ting and it’s just us two vs. the world. I think they’ll probably try and vote me out this upcoming tribal HOWEVER, Ting Ting was left the Legacy advantage which gives her 2 votes at tribal including revote scenarios. So all we need to do is for one of us to get the immunity necklace and win this challenge, if we can do that we can make it past these next tribals until Final 2 or 3 together we can make it to the end and win it. This tribal coming up is the closest I’ve been to the chopping block yet, but I need to continue to play the game because one little move can make a HUGE difference at this point in the game. I just want to get as far as I can at this point and if that means crushing my the rest of them that’s what I’ll do. It’s so surreal this feeling of accomplishment I feel I have achieved, I’ve been able to withstand some pretty rad stuff and make it past ¾ths of the players left in the game. Been through many blindsides on both ends of the deal, many tough challenges, and many frustrating moments this season but it has been so enjoyable, should be fun to see how this all is going to play out.  

GNOEGNVORNFOVNRFGONRFGVOBROGRFNOGBOFNVO Frickty Frick! Damn Linus won Individual Immunity and Ashley/Amanda won a trip with him to the cave. Literally the worst thing that could happened happened. I just have to get people super paranoid that I have an idol which I think I did do. Ashley is saying she’ll turn on Amanda and vote her out this tribal and make a Final 3 with Linus, Herself, and Myself which is awesome because then all we have to do is get Ting Ting and Me to vote Amanda this tribal with her Legacy advantage and Ashley won’t risk going to rocks with only 2 people drawing rocks. So Ting Ting and Myself will be able to stick together going into Final 4 but I would also have a Final 3 deal with Linus and Ashley, plus a shot at winning Final 4 Immunity (whether or not it is Final Immunity) and even then I think Ting Ting and I would at least cause a tiebreaker at Final 4 because she is the one true person I believe to be loyal to me. UGH, THIS IS GOING TO BE A MESS!

So this is probably the most stressed I have ever been in my whole entire life. Like god why. Linus and I are trying to pull one over on Tommy rn, who it is rumored has an idol. Apparently Tommy was trying to get him to vote for me yesterday, and was saying he could get back with Amanda and I whenever he wanted to. So kind of trying to get Linus to work with him yet also threatening him. I was like um bitch no. Linus Amanda and I are still tight. So in order to try and throw Tommy off and make him feel a bit more safe, Linus and I had a fake conversation in order for me to be able to send receipts to Tommy of Linus agreeing to the f3. So now Linus and I are going to make it look like we are working with Tommy, or at least convince Tommy so. The only problem is, I think Tommy wants to try and get Amanda out this tribal so I can “prove” I wouldn’t just flip on him at f4. Linus and I don’t want there to be any chance of Amanda leaving, we want to vote Ting and try and make either her or Tommy leave. But the threat of idols at this tribal is still very much alive, especially since this is the last chance Tommy or Ting would have to play one. It may get to the point where Tommy votes Amanda, Linus, Amanda and I vote Ting, and Ting votes Tommy in order to have a tie if idols are played. God this is complicated and I am dying. please just let me live through this tribal.

They could just be busy but Ashley and Linus are being super quiet right now and its making me nervous as fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck

well okay trevor. bring in the self vote punishment i see. anyways so it’s f5 now and i can use my hella amazing legacy advantage brought to you be the beautiful steffen. like this advantage is gonna get me through to f4 coming in so clutch with that extra vote. and literally only tommy knows so i think we’ll be good. I still can’t trust linus at all because he flips so much, like boi change your name to LIEnus. amanda is like barely on so i think she’ll get out this round if ashley flips on her, which she probably will because there’s no way ashley will go to rocks for amanda, she wants to win too badly. so hopefully everything goes ok tonight and tommy and i make it to f2

“My name is Ozymandias; King of kings; Behold my works ye mighty and despair.” -Percy Shelly So this  round it’s either Amanda, or Tommy and Im really the swing vote. The problem right now is Im in the middle of two alliances of 2 people, both wanting me to be their third, and quite frankly  both of which  probably don’t want me at the end. Both alliances have 1 floater and 1 challenge beast. Ultimately I think my  decision comes down to I’ve never given Ashley and Amanda a reason to not trust me, and on top of that Ting could genuinly be a big jury threat since she hasnt made anyone mad.  On top of that  I feel like my odds are better against either Ashley and Amanda as a pair if its a final 3 since they share a voting pool, and in a final 2 I could try and bring Amanda  and as I count out votes I like to hope it would be 6-4 in my favour. On top of all this, Im convinced an idol will be coming out tonight, possibly by Tommy. So even if the plan fails Im hoping that this would solidify one ally who we could both depend on each other at final 4 and the other way I dont think I would get that. At this point I just feel like everything is on that brink of crashing and burning for me after everything I’ve spent this whole game building up. I have a serious chance here to win, but I also have a chance to become just a footnote in the Tumblrsurvivor history books.

I hope this shit works and no one has idols or shit so Tommy finally leaves :) As usual I have a bad feeling though so we’ll see. WOOO I LOVE PARANOIA!!!

So… I don’t really know what to say right now. Amanda was just voted out. And I was the deciding factor. Linus, Amanda and I voted Tommy, as we had planned. Ting Ting pulled out an extra vote (WHICH I TOTALLY CALLED). And made us go to a revote between Tommy and Amanda. Ting could use her extra vote on a revote as well. Which, would have made it go to rocks. With literally only Ting Ting and I’s name. I couldn’t take that risk and wrote Amanda’s name literally last second. I can’t believe I did it tbh. f4 is great and all, but fucking up not only an alliance but a friendship might not have been worth it. She seems to understand, and I hope that stays true when it comes to jury time…. if I can make it passed this next vote. Linus and I are still good, he understands why I did it and is certain we can pull through for her. I am hoping to be able to get Ting on our side because then we would just have to get out Tommy and be good for f3. If it came to f2, Linus and I would definitely stick together I think.

Oh so I found this little gem from before this tribal when Linus and I were trying to pull one over on Tommy. [1/11/2017 10:24:29 PM] Tommy Shallow: yeah idk but getting Amanda out this vote then ting ting out next would be more ideal because that way I can ensure u guys wouldn’t take me out at 4 [1/11/2017 10:25:02 PM] Tommy Shallow: because ting ting is a big jury threat she hasn’t pissed anyone off. Let’s see how Ting feels about this, shall we? You piss me off I’ll mess you up my friend. Karma is a bitch.

Final thoughts: If Ashley is the one who flipped the revote i’ll be upset, but i’ll understand tbh cause rocks would have literally been only her and TingTing as options so like I get it. I still love her to death and if she gets to the end she has my vote 100% Tommy- I KNEW I SHOULD HAVE GOTTEN HIS ASS OUT SOONER :) Ting Ting- I knew she would fucking have something this whole game. I’m not shocked at all I just wish it could have been used a week where I WASNT THE VOTE Linus is playing a really fucking good game and if Ashley doesnt get to the end this bitch has my vote I had a really good time playing this game. I went to the cave almost every week? I made a bunch of new friends. I GOT TO ANNOY THE SHIT OUT OF TREVOR AND OWEN ALL THE TIME!!! and on top of all that, I more than doubled my placement i think? Who knows I suck at math but I can’t be mad at that concept.  ANYWAYSSSSS shoutout to my number one fan Teddy and also shoutout to Kait cause she loves shoutouts. Time for me to head off to Ponderosa!  I hope Trevor will finally give me the chicken i’ve been asking for <3

Lmao this is hillarious. If the two alliances stick together, everyone actually has to actively hope their ally loses the firemaking xD Like, if Ashley loses the firemaking I think I have the votes to win. If I lose a firemaking I think Ashley would win. If Tommy loses firemaking I think Ting wins, and if Ting loses I think tommy wins xD But like, we cant flip on each other either or we lose jury favour Its a game of russian roullette for who the votes are on initially, and than after that its a game of hope the person you voted to keep loses hahaha

How I feel like the jury could potentially look right now (Obviously this is just speculation so I could be way off). Steffen: Ashley Brett: Tommy Keegan: Tommy/Linus Tossup Christian: Linus (Possibly Ashley) Jay: Linus Leah: Ashley Sam:Tommy Amanda: Ashley Then if Tommy gets voted out Brett, Sam and possibly Keegan go over to Ting and Tommy also votes Ting. If Ashley goes her voters switch to me (Other than possibly Steffen, he becomes a 3 way tossup) and she also votes me (Probably), especially if I dont betray her this round. If Ting goes well, no real change other than she votes Tommy, and if I go then Jay and Christian vote Ashley which gives her enough to win.

So Linus and I have pretty much decided to keep Ting around and kick Tommy the hell out. We figure they would be going for the same votes (well sorta). Hopefully through my jury speech and the questions and stuff I can persuade a few votes more my way, if I don’t get backstabbed this round and get sent out. I would scream for literally ever. Because then the Amanda vote would not have been necessary and I could’ve basically just gone to rocks. Ugh. This is stressful. What am I doing with my life. Tbh if I win this game, Connor is getting my buff because I will feel bad that he has never won. Oops.

OMFG TING TING AND I SURVIVED! WE MADE FINAL 4! WE DID THAT! Amanda getting 5th by the legacy is so ironic since she voted in the minority with Gaston who was the 5th voted out and she also played a double vote to get someone out. Plus all the old people are finally out of the game (20s and above) because there was an age curse this season. This is amazing for my game that Ting Ting and I were able to make the Final 4 together, all I have to do is win Final Immunity now and keep light on my feet for anything that shifts out of place in these last few days. When tribal comes around I’m either voting for Linus and Ashley to leave next, at this point Ting Ting and I are going to be sticking it out together because we can’t trust Ashley or Linus. Like Ashley just flipped on her closest ally all game last tribal and Linus has burned us multiple times now and I wouldn’t doubt it if he continues to do so. This game is only going to get more intense now that we are one tribal away from Final Tribal Council.  

Hmm, so Amanda really kinda screwed over my plan. Now that the optimal gameplan is for me  to cut Ashley, it’s absolutely core that I win final immunity, or at least that Ashley doesn’t win. Tommy is already claiming he wants to go for Ashley, which strategically makes some sense for him if he wants  to stay loyal to Ting (And have some chance of winning still. I feel like he and I would be in a closish vote hopefully). The only scenario in which he likely wins though is if Ting goes home, and Im 90% certain he believes that it’s his best move to get rid of Ting, but I still don’t think he’s going to  vote her. He is telling me he wants to go for Ashley, which is cool beans by me I suppose, but at this point  Ive betrayed him enough times that he could definitely write my name down as a fuck you and I would get the total Johnny Fairplay edit. Ashley  is saying  she wants to go for Tommy, however if she is smart she will go for me since that would 100% guarentee her victory since with me out of the picture Im almost certain she would get the jury votes of Steffen, Leah, Amanda, Christian and Jay. She seems to think it’s her and Tommy competing for the same votes though, so I really don’t know. The biggest wildcard this round is far and away Ting. She has been so UTR that I can’t tell if she will make the strategic decision to cut Tommy since that is her best chance of the win. On top of that from what I  understand  Ashley is  pushing for Ting to vote out Tommy and sending her logs of times Tommy said he would vote her out, so Im really lost. Pray for me <3

Damn so close in immunity and Ashley won, I really need to get Linus out if I have any chance of getting there or winning the entire game. This really sucks because my game does come down to if I can make it to Final Tribal Council or not, and if I make Final Tribal I will be extremely happy, this honestly sucks so bad for me but I think if I can just pull through and take out Linus it would be a miracle to witness.  

Well, it could all be coming to an end for me. As far as I know right now it should be a 2-2 vote between Tommy and I. I told Tommy to his face I was voting for him, but I also told him if he beats me in firemaking that I would vote him to win and hopefully obligate him a little to vote me if I win :P . I also have one last gambit where with the help of Ting Im going to attempt to get Ashley to give up immunity to me. The plan is for me to push hardcore tomorrow that Tommy will landslide if he gets to the end, and Ting is going to act unreasonably paranoid about me getting to the end, but say she thinks that Tommy is the second biggest threat. It’s a long shot, but  hey, anything is worth the try. If I do get  to the end Im counting votes and theres a chance I could win, but  like, it’s hard to say without reading  jury minds. Tommy for instance thinks Keegan would vote for Ting over me soley because Ting flipped to save him, and like, it’s true he could vote based on that, but I can’t count my chickens before they hatch. Ashley winning this really hurt me, so rip :( . I think at least this game really showed myself that I could play a strategic game to do well though. On wikia the joke is that all I have going for me is that I can win most flash games and don’t have to think strategically. This game I couldnt count on wins though, I was able to put myself in the majority for every vote except one, always place myself in the swing position, play a Rob Cesternino-esque game and Im proud of that I could be a villain for once, even if I was forced into that position because I couldnt rely on a strong starting tribe alliance to ride out to the end like I usually do since the fans were so bad at challenges and not getting voted out hehehe. Ting has given me what some might say is  a not so flattering nickname, but I embrace it fully this game. Long live “Lie-nus”! Wish me luck at tribal as always <3 <3

Well I can’t believe I just won the last immunity challenge. That was one wild freaking ride let me tell ya. I finally didn’t frick up on counting and got to a decent number that I figured could get me into second place, which it did. And I got a decent puzzle time compared to what people were willing to tell me about their times. IDFK how I got the trivia but Connor gave me random facts that morning for me to keep in mind. And then I took notes from the Wikia, must’ve been the right notes I guess because I got most of them right somehow. Now that I have immunity literally everyone is coming to me with new information. I guess Steffen gave the legacy thing to Ting? That is interesting. And Linus created an f3 with Tommy and Ting and basically wanted to get me out, so that is cool. I am trying to figure out which person to get out would be the most strategic for me. Ting- Just a fucking goat but flipped on Keegan vote and played that legacy thing (not much of a good game but whatever.) Steffen will probably vote her which pisses me off but whatever. Tommy- Has fought to be where he is, was supposed to go multiple times but somehow made it through it, thanks to me and Amanda sometimes. Yet a lot of people thought he was annoying. Which is understandable, so idk where his votes stand. Linus- Was my only ally left until I found out he was trying to get me out. He is the only fan standing and definitely fought for his place In the f4. I know for a fact Jay will vote him if she can, and so would Christian probably. Idk what the heck I am gunna do. Stay tuned for some ranting later.   

OKAY So you know how I said stay tuned for some ranting? WELL HERE THE FUCK IT IS. Fucking Linus made an f3 with Ting and Tommy, as we all expect from an ass kisser of course. Both Tommy and Ting have told me this so I am not really caring rn because I have freaking immunity. So there little f3 is shattered of course. BUT HOLD UP. HERE COMES THE INTERESTING SHIT. Ting tells me LINUS came up with this GENIUS plan to “get” me to just HAND OVER MY FREAKING IMMUNITY TO HIM. Yeah no, bish. I ain’t doing that. So she sends me some receipts and basically he wanted me to give him my immunity, and then have all three of them vote me out. WHY WOULD ANYONE BE THAT FREAKING STUPID. LIKE HOW COULD YOU THINK I WOULD DO THAT. He can literally go rn. bye bish.

(Last Confessional Continued) I AM CONFRONTING CUZ FRANKLY I DONT GIVE A DAMN. [2:11:51 PM]        Linus: We’re still cool on tribal though right, like at worst I should be expecting a firemaking? [2:18:08 PM]       Ashley Hudson: Voting Tommy? Yeah of course [2:45:30 PM]       Linus: Awesome! Just wanted to be sure so there’s no surprises haha [8:54:08 PM]       Ashley Hudson: Well you know what would be a surprise? If I gave you my immunity and then you voted me out. Whew! That would be crazy right? Yeah so incredibly crazy. I hope you can FEEL the sarcasm LEAKING out of my bones rn.

When Ting Ting being a snake actually comes in SO CLUTCH. Sending me recordings of calls and shit. Smh what a little rat I love her.

I am saltier than a goddamn saltine.

Linus is gone, so AWESOME. Now I have to go up against the fucking wonder duo of Ting Ting and Tommy, both of which I want to stab in the eyes with rusty sporks at this point because no matter what I did everyone ELSE would get a jury vote. I will not get  a vote from Linus now, as he has said he will probably vote Tommy, and if we sent out Tommy or Ting, they would’ve voted for each other to win SO JUST STICK ME IN THE MIDDLE OF A ROCK AND A FUCKING HARD PLACE WHY DONT YA. I swear this game should be called “Surviving fucked up emotions”  

I can not believe Ting Ting and I were able to pull it off, and cause a 3-1 vote getting Linus out. I’m so happy I made the Final 3 and get a chance to plead my case to the jury. Plus that tribal we just had was so fricking crazy, like coco for coco puffs. I popped off on Linus and it was just like a huge mess and all, definitely the craziest live tribal of the season. Now all that’s left is Final Tribal Council and I have to make a good speech that I feel will persuade people to vote me to win this thing. I’m stoked I made it to Final Tribal because I would have never believed I would of gotten to this point ever!

Final Tribal is less than 2 hours away and it’s super scary. This is the last tribal council of the game and it determines who the winner is from the runner-up and second runner-up. I’m so nervous because if I mess up that means all the hard work I did was for nothing. I want to be able to look back on this season and know that I played a good game and kept fighting all the way to the finish. I’m extremely proud of myself of getting to the point of where I’m at now, I’m praying for Final Tribal Council to go smoothly.

What a great time to forget EVERYTHING I HAVE DONE THIS SEASON.