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Ep. #14 - “Making Sure I WAS In The Final 3″ - Ting Ting

Going into the finale, Ashley and Amanda figured they had the majority with Linus. The Final 5 immunity challenge was medallion Hunt and Linus was able to win and he, along with Ashley and Amanda, got to go to The Cave one last time. With Ashley’s idol being re-hidden there was a chance one of them would snatch it up but it was never found. Going into the vote, the power of the Legacy Advantage was revealed to Ting Ting as an extra vote that can also be used on a revote in the even of a tie. Ting Ting informed Tommy of this and they knew that they would be able to tie the vote if they weren't able to convince Linus to flip to them. At Tribal Council, The vote did end up being a 3-3 tie between Tommy and Amanda. Going into the revote Ashley decided to flip her vote to Amanda instead of going to rocks and Amanda was sent home. At the Final 4, Ashley was now on the bottom. The new alliance of Tommy, Ting Ting, and Linus planned on taking her out as she was seen as a big threat to win the game. Ashley was able to win the Final Immunity and caused the other three to scramble on what to do at Tribal. In the most heated Tribal of the season, Tommy and Linus argued it out on who should stay. The votes came in with two for Ting Ting and two for Linus but Ashley changed her vote to Linus before the voting time was up and Linus was sent home in a 3-1 vote. Ashley, Ting Ting, and Tommy prepared to plead their case to the Jury on why they should be the Sole Survivor. In a pretty tame Final Tribal, each of the final three made a good case on why they should win and Ting Ting was able to sway a lot of favor towards her. The final vote came in as 4-3-2 for Tommy, Ting Ting, and Ashley respectively and Tommy was declared the winner of Tumblr Survivor Myanmar.

So we FINALLY GOT SAM OUT. GODDAMN IT FINALLY. Anyways, I didn’t NEED to play my idol but I knew I was getting votes… so oh well. I wanted to be safe. I now know I can trust Linus and hopefully our f3 will last til the end. Also lol at Ting Ting kissing my ass rn.

MY SAMANTHUEL IS GONE! Poor King! Robbed AF! However, I told him I had a feeling Linus was flipping because I KNEW it and because Ashley/Amanda weren’t talking to me. At least I made Final 5. All I have left now is my good ole’ ally Ting Ting and it’s just us two vs. the world. I think they’ll probably try and vote me out this upcoming tribal HOWEVER, Ting Ting was left the Legacy advantage which gives her 2 votes at tribal including revote scenarios. So all we need to do is for one of us to get the immunity necklace and win this challenge, if we can do that we can make it past these next tribals until Final 2 or 3 together we can make it to the end and win it. This tribal coming up is the closest I’ve been to the chopping block yet, but I need to continue to play the game because one little move can make a HUGE difference at this point in the game. I just want to get as far as I can at this point and if that means crushing my the rest of them that’s what I’ll do. It’s so surreal this feeling of accomplishment I feel I have achieved, I’ve been able to withstand some pretty rad stuff and make it past ¾ths of the players left in the game. Been through many blindsides on both ends of the deal, many tough challenges, and many frustrating moments this season but it has been so enjoyable, should be fun to see how this all is going to play out.

GNOEGNVORNFOVNRFGONRFGVOBROGRFNOGBOFNVO Frickty Frick! Damn Linus won Individual Immunity and Ashley/Amanda won a trip with him to the cave. Literally the worst thing that could happened happened. I just have to get people super paranoid that I have an idol which I think I did do. Ashley is saying she’ll turn on Amanda and vote her out this tribal and make a Final 3 with Linus, Herself, and Myself which is awesome because then all we have to do is get Ting Ting and Me to vote Amanda this tribal with her Legacy advantage and Ashley won’t risk going to rocks with only 2 people drawing rocks. So Ting Ting and Myself will be able to stick together going into Final 4 but I would also have a Final 3 deal with Linus and Ashley, plus a shot at winning Final 4 Immunity (whether or not it is Final Immunity) and even then I think Ting Ting and I would at least cause a tiebreaker at Final 4 because she is the one true person I believe to be loyal to me. UGH, THIS IS GOING TO BE A MESS!

So this is probably the most stressed I have ever been in my whole entire life. Like god why. Linus and I are trying to pull one over on Tommy rn, who it is rumored has an idol. Apparently Tommy was trying to get him to vote for me yesterday, and was saying he could get back with Amanda and I whenever he wanted to. So kind of trying to get Linus to work with him yet also threatening him. I was like um bitch no. Linus Amanda and I are still tight. So in order to try and throw Tommy off and make him feel a bit more safe, Linus and I had a fake conversation in order for me to be able to send receipts to Tommy of Linus agreeing to the f3. So now Linus and I are going to make it look like we are working with Tommy, or at least convince Tommy so. The only problem is, I think Tommy wants to try and get Amanda out this tribal so I can “prove” I wouldn’t just flip on him at f4. Linus and I don’t want there to be any chance of Amanda leaving, we want to vote Ting and try and make either her or Tommy leave. But the threat of idols at this tribal is still very much alive, especially since this is the last chance Tommy or Ting would have to play one. It may get to the point where Tommy votes Amanda, Linus, Amanda and I vote Ting, and Ting votes Tommy in order to have a tie if idols are played. God this is complicated and I am dying. please just let me live through this tribal.

They could just be busy but Ashley and Linus are being super quiet right now and its making me nervous as fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck

well okay trevor. bring in the self vote punishment i see. anyways so it’s f5 now and i can use my hella amazing legacy advantage brought to you be the beautiful steffen. like this advantage is gonna get me through to f4 coming in so clutch with that extra vote. and literally only tommy knows so i think we’ll be good. I still can’t trust linus at all because he flips so much, like boi change your name to LIEnus. amanda is like barely on so i think she’ll get out this round if ashley flips on her, which she probably will because there’s no way ashley will go to rocks for amanda, she wants to win too badly. so hopefully everything goes ok tonight and tommy and i make it to f2

“My name is Ozymandias; King of kings; Behold my works ye mighty and despair.” -Percy Shelly So this round it’s either Amanda, or Tommy and Im really the swing vote. The problem right now is Im in the middle of two alliances of 2 people, both wanting me to be their third, and quite frankly both of which probably don’t want me at the end. Both alliances have 1 floater and 1 challenge beast. Ultimately I think my decision comes down to I’ve never given Ashley and Amanda a reason to not trust me, and on top of that Ting could genuinly be a big jury threat since she hasnt made anyone mad. On top of that I feel like my odds are better against either Ashley and Amanda as a pair if its a final 3 since they share a voting pool, and in a final 2 I could try and bring Amanda and as I count out votes I like to hope it would be 6-4 in my favour. On top of all this, Im convinced an idol will be coming out tonight, possibly by Tommy. So even if the plan fails Im hoping that this would solidify one ally who we could both depend on each other at final 4 and the other way I dont think I would get that. At this point I just feel like everything is on that brink of crashing and burning for me after everything I’ve spent this whole game building up. I have a serious chance here to win, but I also have a chance to become just a footnote in the Tumblrsurvivor history books.

I hope this shit works and no one has idols or shit so Tommy finally leaves :) As usual I have a bad feeling though so we’ll see. WOOO I LOVE PARANOIA!!!

So… I don’t really know what to say right now. Amanda was just voted out. And I was the deciding factor. Linus, Amanda and I voted Tommy, as we had planned. Ting Ting pulled out an extra vote (WHICH I TOTALLY CALLED). And made us go to a revote between Tommy and Amanda. Ting could use her extra vote on a revote as well. Which, would have made it go to rocks. With literally only Ting Ting and I’s name. I couldn’t take that risk and wrote Amanda’s name literally last second. I can’t believe I did it tbh. f4 is great and all, but fucking up not only an alliance but a friendship might not have been worth it. She seems to understand, and I hope that stays true when it comes to jury time…. if I can make it passed this next vote. Linus and I are still good, he understands why I did it and is certain we can pull through for her. I am hoping to be able to get Ting on our side because then we would just have to get out Tommy and be good for f3. If it came to f2, Linus and I would definitely stick together I think.

Oh so I found this little gem from before this tribal when Linus and I were trying to pull one over on Tommy. [1/11/2017 10:24:29 PM] Tommy Shallow: yeah idk but getting Amanda out this vote then ting ting out next would be more ideal because that way I can ensure u guys wouldn’t take me out at 4 [1/11/2017 10:25:02 PM] Tommy Shallow: because ting ting is a big jury threat she hasn’t pissed anyone off. Let’s see how Ting feels about this, shall we? You piss me off I’ll mess you up my friend. Karma is a bitch.

Final thoughts: If Ashley is the one who flipped the revote i’ll be upset, but i’ll understand tbh cause rocks would have literally been only her and TingTing as options so like I get it. I still love her to death and if she gets to the end she has my vote 100% Tommy- I KNEW I SHOULD HAVE GOTTEN HIS ASS OUT SOONER :) Ting Ting- I knew she would fucking have something this whole game. I’m not shocked at all I just wish it could have been used a week where I WASNT THE VOTE Linus is playing a really fucking good game and if Ashley doesnt get to the end this bitch has my vote I had a really good time playing this game. I went to the cave almost every week? I made a bunch of new friends. I GOT TO ANNOY THE SHIT OUT OF TREVOR AND OWEN ALL THE TIME!!! and on top of all that, I more than doubled my placement i think? Who knows I suck at math but I can’t be mad at that concept. ANYWAYSSSSS shoutout to my number one fan Teddy and also shoutout to Kait cause she loves shoutouts. Time for me to head off to Ponderosa! I hope Trevor will finally give me the chicken i’ve been asking for <3

Lmao this is hillarious. If the two alliances stick together, everyone actually has to actively hope their ally loses the firemaking xD Like, if Ashley loses the firemaking I think I have the votes to win. If I lose a firemaking I think Ashley would win. If Tommy loses firemaking I think Ting wins, and if Ting loses I think tommy wins xD But like, we cant flip on each other either or we lose jury favour Its a game of russian roullette for who the votes are on initially, and than after that its a game of hope the person you voted to keep loses hahaha

How I feel like the jury could potentially look right now (Obviously this is just speculation so I could be way off). Steffen: Ashley Brett: Tommy Keegan: Tommy/Linus Tossup Christian: Linus (Possibly Ashley) Jay: Linus Leah: Ashley Sam:Tommy Amanda: Ashley Then if Tommy gets voted out Brett, Sam and possibly Keegan go over to Ting and Tommy also votes Ting. If Ashley goes her voters switch to me (Other than possibly Steffen, he becomes a 3 way tossup) and she also votes me (Probably), especially if I dont betray her this round. If Ting goes well, no real change other than she votes Tommy, and if I go then Jay and Christian vote Ashley which gives her enough to win.

So Linus and I have pretty much decided to keep Ting around and kick Tommy the hell out. We figure they would be going for the same votes (well sorta). Hopefully through my jury speech and the questions and stuff I can persuade a few votes more my way, if I don’t get backstabbed this round and get sent out. I would scream for literally ever. Because then the Amanda vote would not have been necessary and I could’ve basically just gone to rocks. Ugh. This is stressful. What am I doing with my life. Tbh if I win this game, Connor is getting my buff because I will feel bad that he has never won. Oops.

OMFG TING TING AND I SURVIVED! WE MADE FINAL 4! WE DID THAT! Amanda getting 5th by the legacy is so ironic since she voted in the minority with Gaston who was the 5th voted out and she also played a double vote to get someone out. Plus all the old people are finally out of the game (20s and above) because there was an age curse this season. This is amazing for my game that Ting Ting and I were able to make the Final 4 together, all I have to do is win Final Immunity now and keep light on my feet for anything that shifts out of place in these last few days. When tribal comes around I’m either voting for Linus and Ashley to leave next, at this point Ting Ting and I are going to be sticking it out together because we can’t trust Ashley or Linus. Like Ashley just flipped on her closest ally all game last tribal and Linus has burned us multiple times now and I wouldn’t doubt it if he continues to do so. This game is only going to get more intense now that we are one tribal away from Final Tribal Council.

Hmm, so Amanda really kinda screwed over my plan. Now that the optimal gameplan is for me to cut Ashley, it’s absolutely core that I win final immunity, or at least that Ashley doesn’t win. Tommy is already claiming he wants to go for Ashley, which strategically makes some sense for him if he wants to stay loyal to Ting (And have some chance of winning still. I feel like he and I would be in a closish vote hopefully). The only scenario in which he likely wins though is if Ting goes home, and Im 90% certain he believes that it’s his best move to get rid of Ting, but I still don’t think he’s going to vote her. He is telling me he wants to go for Ashley, which is cool beans by me I suppose, but at this point Ive betrayed him enough times that he could definitely write my name down as a fuck you and I would get the total Johnny Fairplay edit. Ashley is saying she wants to go for Tommy, however if she is smart she will go for me since that would 100% guarentee her victory since with me out of the picture Im almost certain she would get the jury votes of Steffen, Leah, Amanda, Christian and Jay. She seems to think it’s her and Tommy competing for the same votes though, so I really don’t know. The biggest wildcard this round is far and away Ting. She has been so UTR that I can’t tell if she will make the strategic decision to cut Tommy since that is her best chance of the win. On top of that from what I understand Ashley is pushing for Ting to vote out Tommy and sending her logs of times Tommy said he would vote her out, so Im really lost. Pray for me <3

Damn so close in immunity and Ashley won, I really need to get Linus out if I have any chance of getting there or winning the entire game. This really sucks because my game does come down to if I can make it to Final Tribal Council or not, and if I make Final Tribal I will be extremely happy, this honestly sucks so bad for me but I think if I can just pull through and take out Linus it would be a miracle to witness.

Well, it could all be coming to an end for me. As far as I know right now it should be a 2-2 vote between Tommy and I. I told Tommy to his face I was voting for him, but I also told him if he beats me in firemaking that I would vote him to win and hopefully obligate him a little to vote me if I win :P . I also have one last gambit where with the help of Ting Im going to attempt to get Ashley to give up immunity to me. The plan is for me to push hardcore tomorrow that Tommy will landslide if he gets to the end, and Ting is going to act unreasonably paranoid about me getting to the end, but say she thinks that Tommy is the second biggest threat. It’s a long shot, but hey, anything is worth the try. If I do get to the end Im counting votes and theres a chance I could win, but like, it’s hard to say without reading jury minds. Tommy for instance thinks Keegan would vote for Ting over me soley because Ting flipped to save him, and like, it’s true he could vote based on that, but I can’t count my chickens before they hatch. Ashley winning this really hurt me, so rip :( . I think at least this game really showed myself that I could play a strategic game to do well though. On wikia the joke is that all I have going for me is that I can win most flash games and don’t have to think strategically. This game I couldnt count on wins though, I was able to put myself in the majority for every vote except one, always place myself in the swing position, play a Rob Cesternino-esque game and Im proud of that I could be a villain for once, even if I was forced into that position because I couldnt rely on a strong starting tribe alliance to ride out to the end like I usually do since the fans were so bad at challenges and not getting voted out hehehe. Ting has given me what some might say is a not so flattering nickname, but I embrace it fully this game. Long live “Lie-nus”! Wish me luck at tribal as always <3 <3

Well I can’t believe I just won the last immunity challenge. That was one wild freaking ride let me tell ya. I finally didn’t frick up on counting and got to a decent number that I figured could get me into second place, which it did. And I got a decent puzzle time compared to what people were willing to tell me about their times. IDFK how I got the trivia but Connor gave me random facts that morning for me to keep in mind. And then I took notes from the Wikia, must’ve been the right notes I guess because I got most of them right somehow. Now that I have immunity literally everyone is coming to me with new information. I guess Steffen gave the legacy thing to Ting? That is interesting. And Linus created an f3 with Tommy and Ting and basically wanted to get me out, so that is cool. I am trying to figure out which person to get out would be the most strategic for me. Ting- Just a fucking goat but flipped on Keegan vote and played that legacy thing (not much of a good game but whatever.) Steffen will probably vote her which pisses me off but whatever. Tommy- Has fought to be where he is, was supposed to go multiple times but somehow made it through it, thanks to me and Amanda sometimes. Yet a lot of people thought he was annoying. Which is understandable, so idk where his votes stand. Linus- Was my only ally left until I found out he was trying to get me out. He is the only fan standing and definitely fought for his place In the f4. I know for a fact Jay will vote him if she can, and so would Christian probably. Idk what the heck I am gunna do. Stay tuned for some ranting later.

OKAY So you know how I said stay tuned for some ranting? WELL HERE THE FUCK IT IS. Fucking Linus made an f3 with Ting and Tommy, as we all expect from an ass kisser of course. Both Tommy and Ting have told me this so I am not really caring rn because I have freaking immunity. So there little f3 is shattered of course. BUT HOLD UP. HERE COMES THE INTERESTING SHIT. Ting tells me LINUS came up with this GENIUS plan to “get” me to just HAND OVER MY FREAKING IMMUNITY TO HIM. Yeah no, bish. I ain’t doing that. So she sends me some receipts and basically he wanted me to give him my immunity, and then have all three of them vote me out. WHY WOULD ANYONE BE THAT FREAKING STUPID. LIKE HOW COULD YOU THINK I WOULD DO THAT. He can literally go rn. bye bish.

(Last Confessional Continued) I AM CONFRONTING CUZ FRANKLY I DONT GIVE A DAMN. [2:11:51 PM] Linus: We’re still cool on tribal though right, like at worst I should be expecting a firemaking? [2:18:08 PM] Ashley Hudson: Voting Tommy? Yeah of course [2:45:30 PM] Linus: Awesome! Just wanted to be sure so there’s no surprises haha [8:54:08 PM] Ashley Hudson: Well you know what would be a surprise? If I gave you my immunity and then you voted me out. Whew! That would be crazy right? Yeah so incredibly crazy. I hope you can FEEL the sarcasm LEAKING out of my bones rn.

When Ting Ting being a snake actually comes in SO CLUTCH. Sending me recordings of calls and shit. Smh what a little rat I love her.

I am saltier than a goddamn saltine.

Linus is gone, so AWESOME. Now I have to go up against the fucking wonder duo of Ting Ting and Tommy, both of which I want to stab in the eyes with rusty sporks at this point because no matter what I did everyone ELSE would get a jury vote. I will not get a vote from Linus now, as he has said he will probably vote Tommy, and if we sent out Tommy or Ting, they would’ve voted for each other to win SO JUST STICK ME IN THE MIDDLE OF A ROCK AND A FUCKING HARD PLACE WHY DONT YA. I swear this game should be called “Surviving fucked up emotions”

I can not believe Ting Ting and I were able to pull it off, and cause a 3-1 vote getting Linus out. I’m so happy I made the Final 3 and get a chance to plead my case to the jury. Plus that tribal we just had was so fricking crazy, like coco for coco puffs. I popped off on Linus and it was just like a huge mess and all, definitely the craziest live tribal of the season. Now all that’s left is Final Tribal Council and I have to make a good speech that I feel will persuade people to vote me to win this thing. I’m stoked I made it to Final Tribal because I would have never believed I would of gotten to this point ever!

Final Tribal is less than 2 hours away and it’s super scary. This is the last tribal council of the game and it determines who the winner is from the runner-up and second runner-up. I’m so nervous because if I mess up that means all the hard work I did was for nothing. I want to be able to look back on this season and know that I played a good game and kept fighting all the way to the finish. I’m extremely proud of myself of getting to the point of where I’m at now, I’m praying for Final Tribal Council to go smoothly.

What a great time to forget EVERYTHING I HAVE DONE THIS SEASON.

#mustlearntoadapt #confessionals

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Ep. #13- “It Could All Crash Down On Me” - Linus

After Leah was voted out, Ashley and Amanda confronted Tommy about lying to them about the vote. They were told that Leah was seen as a threesome with them and that she must go. The Immunity challenge was endurance and Tommy blew away the competition and won Immunity for the third time. Ashley went to work on trying to get numbers on her side. Sam and Tommy planned to split the vote attempting for a 2-2-2 result with the help of Ting Ting and Linus in case Ashley or Amanda had an idol. Ashley was able to convince Linus to join her and Amanda by promising him a Final 3 deal and Linus decided to flip his vote to Sam. At Tribal Council, Ashley played her Hidden Immunity Idol, cancelling the two votes cast against her, and Sam was sent home in a 3-1-0 vote.

EnDuRaNcE cHaLlEnGe FuCk Me Up!!!!

Okay so I am kinda pissed about this last tribal but I am keeping my head. I am going to admit to Sam I brought his name around and own up to that. But I am not saying I was wrong to. Leah leaving was a strategic move on their end because they though Leah, Amanda and I were some kickass f3. When the truth is that Leah and I barely talked until like last week. And those talks never went farther than It’s Always Sunny in Philadelphia. So nice going idiots. You didn’t affect me at all. I still have an idol. And I am thought to be one of the least likely people to have an idol? That is what Linus says at least, soooo hopefully I can kick someone’s ass this next vote. Because I am pissed.

I hate having to do this, but I am totally throwing Amanda and I’s relationship into the fire right now. I am telling Tommy I trust him more and telling Linus I still really want to work with him, both are semi true. But Amanda is still my ride or die. But I just cant see myself being able to move on so far with someone who only comes on right before tribal just to hear a vote that people are saying and vote with that. What if one day that vote is me? I just don’t know what to do. I think Tommy is buying and I hope to god Linus is. Because it is true, we need to get rid of Sam, and I know they know it. I may sound like Jay right now, but I do have a feeling that Sam is running things in that small four who voted our Leah. I just hope they understand that He will turn on them the second he has the chance.

well fuck me the only way i can win this is if somebody else drops their tile tower

I’m just frustrated because I feel like I stayed up for nothing. I guess my only shot is top 3 and try to get something from the cave. Other than that, I’m actually fucked.

I just dropped my tower again, and I’m a little upset a lot. I was just watching tv too closely and let it go. I actually got to 18 without messing up this time. The max I can do is 53 now, which will not be enough to win. I can try to see if the cave is a possibility, but I’m losing hope very quickly.

as if it wasn’t clear before, I have no shot at winning this thing. Maybe I’ll rally up one just so I don’t get zero as a final score, but I think I’m done with it. It’s just not worth doing anything challenge-wise. I’m going to have to rely on the same foursome to stick together, which means we need to convince Linus that Amanda and Ashley have no interest in taking him to the end, which sounds very sketchy on my part because then, who will I say they want to take to the end? Some kind of plan needs to be formed so that Linus doesn’t flip.

you know, this is a big test. for this entire game, I’ve been trying to play differently. Before, I was somebody that reveled in chaos and was a rogue kind of player. I liked to look out for me, and that was it. Now, I feel like I’ve gotten as far as I have because I’ve been able to offer things to allies and to others I’m supposed to vote with. I interacted with people that I wanted to vote with me MORE than what was necessary. I didn’t drop them after I heard that I was going to be okay. I changed the way that I played this entire game, and I relied more on social harmony than just creating discourse. If I can get past this next vote, then I really do put myself in a good position to make it to the final three (ideally with Tommy and Ting Ting). If I can do this, I think I can really be satisfied that my social game has come full circle, and that is something to really be proud of.

however, being distraught is an understatement. Like always, it’s time to go to work.

So this tribal is going to be interesting. Tommy is immune because he is the only one of the 6 of us who has no life and could stand to send a message EVERY GODDAMN MINUTE. My tower fell after 30 tiles and I decided that I loved myself and stopped. Apparently Amanda didn’t even attempt it, and Ting Ting was kind of in the same boat as myself. With Tommy having immunity, I am hoping he will feel better about voting with Amanda and I again, where he fucking flipped last tribal. If Sam had an idol he definitely would have played it last tribal, sooo hopefully he finds nothing in the cave when he goes and we are still safe tonight to try and take him out. I am NOT taking a fucking leadership position in the vote again because knowing this idiotic tribe they will just want to target me because the are fucking blind to the fact that Sam has them all wrapped around his finger. If I feel as though I am getting votes tonight I am playing my idol, and Amanda and I will personally vote his ass out of here.

i literally just told tommy that dan gheesling is me cousin-in-law and he’s like believing it so basically we’re too loopy from this game.

Final 6 vote is gonna be huge. there’s no way around it. I certainly don’t feel safe, which is why it’s imperative that the same foursome of myself, tommy, ting ting, and linus all stick together again. If we can manage to split the votes between ashley and amanda, then there will be a 2-2-2 vote, and I’m expecting 2 to be against me, so if one of them plays an idol we can still force a revote. if they both play an idol then i’m royally fucked, but if the split can still go down then I’m willing to play it that way. If only I could get Linus to reply to my pm’s though…

it’d be so dope to be in the final 5, with a decent shot at winning it all. aahhh!

“Would you rather be top three or fourth?” -Hayden Moss So I’m the last fan. Wow.. I’m honestly shocked that this somehow happened. I feel like this could all collapse on me though. I am arguably in the best position I’ve been in all game, but grrrr, I feel like it could all crash down on me with one wrong move. Last vote I was kind of on the outside of two groups and chose the side of tommy, Sam and ting. This round though things could get interesting :) . I feel like Tommy, Sam and Ting have a f3, so in considering making this an iconic 3-2-1 :P

So I just made an f3 with Linus, Amanda, and myself. The plan tonight is to take out Sam. Linus says the plan Tommy wants to do is Ting Ting and him voting me, and Sam and Linus voting Amanda. Not only am I pissed at him but I literally just wanna punch him in the face. So basically I sent Linus a message and told him about the f3 Tommy, Amanda and I had had before the whole Leah shit happened. I told him that Tommy left and stopped talking to us like the second we mentioned wanting Sam out and that I was concerned that they had some kind of an f2 going on. Linus agreed and figures that they would want to take Ting to the end rather than him anyways. So he agreed to an f3 with Amanda and I on the grounds that we promise l not to cut him off and vote with Ting if we got to the f4. Amanda and I are of course okay with this, we just want some stability at a tribal that either one of us could leave at. Although tbh I am playing my idol tonight because just in case Linus is a snake, I at least want to be safe. I think I am trusting him, but just to be sure.

I hate confessionals. They suck ass. I don’t know what to write and they take a while but WHATEVERRRRRRR. Anyways, Tommy came up with a genius plan for tribal that we split the vote 2-2-2, with 2 on ash, 2 on amanda, and then amanda and ashley vote however they want (probs together) so that if they play an idol it’ll go straight to rocks and then we can put the majority on whoever we want. This vote should go as plan but idk it’s ts and who knows what’s going to happen. Also i hate live tribals they give me so much stress. (@the hosts) like thanks for coming up with creative challenges but stahppppp they take so much timeeeeee <3

Omg I remember the very first time we tried to get Sam to go. It was before merge and he was supposed to be like first out. And Tommy was like “Eh, I think we should keep him instead of Gaston” and gave these really stupid reasons why but everyone went with it. Ugh THESE TWO HAVE BEEN TOGETHER SINCE LIKE THE VERY BEGINNING AND I AM JUST NOW SEEING IT. WE SHOULD HAVE FUCKING KEPT JAY.

YES THE LEAH BLINDSIDE WORKED! I BEAT MY ORIGINAL PLACEMENT! THEN I JUST WON IMMUNITY RIGHT AFTER! HAHA YES! This is starting to work out perfectly! Final 5 and Finale episode here I come. The only problem with this vote coming up is this vote coming up. I’m getting a weird feeling now that something may be off. We planned on a 2-2-2 vote to tie it up. I suggested Me and Ting Ting vote Ashley and Linus and Sam vote Amanda because just in case last second we feel Linus is going to flip Sam can flip and vote Ashley. Ashley is my target this tribal because she’s super smart, sociable, threat in challenges, and a jury threat. If she goes this round I think it almost guarantees me a seat at FTC which is amazing. I just need to keep pushing I’m almost there but I have to keep fighting all the way until the end to get my spot in the Final 2/3. There’s a fire inside me, and I need it to turn into an inferno.

tommy keeps sussing me out like this is our most important tribal of the WHOLE GAME LIKE DONT SAY ASHLEY HAS A PLAN LIKE THAT MAKES ME SQUIRMY we’re planning to split like i just need things to happen the way they’re supposed to and tommy is like implying i should flip but if it blows up then IM FUCKED i don’t wanna lose because of ASHLEY NOT TALKING TO HIM THATS NOT COOL

I just don’t have good experiences with changing votes at the very last point that you can (s/o to Kauai), so like I would absolutely hate to vote myself out again. I can’t do it.

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Ep. #12 - “Get Over Yourselves and Play The Damn Game” - Ashley

Immunity was posted and it was Back and Forth which involves cutting your fellow tribe mates in order to advance. Sam and Ting Ting were both targeted early in the challenge and Ashley went on to win Immunity. After Immunity, Ashley approached her alliance of Amanda and Tommy to vote off Sam with the help of Leah. Little did she know that Tommy was not actually with them and was working both sides and went to Ting Ting and Sam to vote off Leah. The three of them were able to convince Linus to work with them to get majority and took out Leah in a 4-3 vote as they thought Leah, Amanda, and Ashley were a tight threesome. With that, Linus was the only fan remaining.

do these people know nothing about subtlety? at least I won't go on that immunity run like jay said.

So Jay is finally freaking gone. About time. I even got Linus in on the vote somehow. So that is pretty sweet. I am going to try and look into that relationship more because I definitely think something is there. I still have my idol. I was really contemplating using it but at the last second I decided to have some hope for once in my goddamn life. And look where we ended up! I am still alive!

Well I won immunity! This is a really nice feeling. I am guaranteed a spot in the f6. AND I STILL HAVE AN IDOL. I am screaming rn. Like on cloud nine. This shit is great. Hopefully next tribal isn't as freaking frustrating, which of course it shouldn't be; Jay is gone ;) Maybe targeting Sam? Maybe even Ting Ting. Cuz after looking at her moves with our last challenge, she definitely targeted Amanda and I, even before we were ahead of the rest of them, sooo I don't exactly know her business but I sure as hell am gunna get all up in it.

YAY IT WORKED! JAY IS OUT! So now I just really have to rely on Ting Ting and Sam voting with me from here on out. I also have a pretty unique relationship with Linus and an alliance chat with Amanda/Ashley from the Christian vote. So this round I would ideally want out Leah because she's kind of a goat and if she doesn't go soon everyone will want to go to the end with her. Also out of everyone left in the game I feel she is the least likely to talk game with me. Lastly, long term people will want to go to the end with Leah and nobody will be willing to take her out in a few tribals from now so they'll continuously not target her and that can be fatal to my game. Also Amanda is a much bigger target to keep in the game and keeping Amanda in will keep Linus more likely to vote with Ting Ting, Sam, and I which will work to our benefit. My plan for this vote is to talk with Ting Ting and Sam and keep us all together but by doing that we have to keep the secret bond between Sam/I's bond to Ting Ting a secret from everyone else so none of us go and have a majority on the numbers come Final 5. So Ting Ting and I put in a plan that we can get Linus to vote with us by me approaching Linus and myself saying we need to break up the fearsome3some of Ashley/Amanda/Leah. I think this plan has a good chance of working out tbh. Leah going this tribal would be fantastic. If this plan works out Final 6 is Ashley/Amanda/Ting Ting/Sam/Linus/Myself. I would ideally want Ashley out next because she has won 3 individual immunities, has better ties with people than Amanda (especially Linus which is the most concerning), and her smart strategic plays, and social bonds. If we are able to pull of a blindside on her next it'd be great. We'd need myself, Ting Ting, Linus, or Sam to win immunity though. If that plan works out Final 5 is Amanda/Ting Ting/Sam/Linus/Myself would be left and ideally we want Linus to still be against Amanda. We'd need myself, Sam, or Ting Ting to win immunity. Then I think this would be the perfect time to get Amanda to vote for Linus and Linus to vote for Amanda, and cause a 3-2 vote with Linus getting the majority of the votes because he's less of a jury threat than Amanda and way better at comps and I think he can totally rock that Final Immunity if he can get there, if it's a Final 3. If that plan works out the ideal Final 4 is Amanda/Ting Ting/Sam/Myself. This way if we look at the jury Amanda has Steffen, Christian, Leah, Ashley, and possibly Jay which I think Ting Ting and Sam will be able to see by that point and consider Amanda a major jury threat and would win in any Final 3 scenario with us 3 remaining which would give us the reason to give her the boot. We'd just need for Sam, Ting Ting, or Myself to win immunity and cause a 3-1 vote with Amanda leaving which I think is possible. Final 3 I'd ideally want to be sitting next to Sam and Ting Ting whether that it's Final Tribal or the last tribal before a Final 2 because I feel I've made good connections with both of them and been so close to both through out the entire game. If it's a Final Tribal I feel I have an okay shot at winning next to them. Honestly, just getting to the end will make me relieved. For now I just need to continue on my bonds and plans and make sure people don't go after me, turn up the comp skill, and make my way to the end.

Okay so I am immune and we have tribal in 4 hours AND NO ONE HAS SAID A THING. At the point I am just throwing out Sam's name cuz I think it is about time for him to go. I know I probably couldn't beat him in the end and therefore I kinda want him gone. I am taking a leadership role in this vote and I think I will hate myself in the future for it but shit needs to get done. It is like no one has the balls to say anything so they don't hurt anyone's feelings. Like come on. Suck my dick, get over yourselves and play the damn game. Also omg I think I am starting to like Leah because she is fucking insane like me and we are essentially the same human.

Trevor: *Sends confessionals link to tribe chat* Haven't gotten any!!! Me: Bish I literally just sent one.

*lowkey don't care about this tribal cause I know the 7th place chat is lit and I would be content going there lmfao*

Ashley and Tommy like to laugh at me for sleeping too much when they wanna strategize. ITS NOT MY FAULT THEY WAKE UP AT LIKE 7AM I'm basically nocturnal I cant help it. At this point they should call me Sleeping Beauty and call it a day

Okay y'all this Sam vote has been too easy, I am feeling a little sketched but I am immune soooooo. I just don't want someone close to me to leave. I don't quite trust Ting Ting 100% because she targeted Amanda and I in the last challenge, and then Amanda mostly. So I am a little confused as to why. Linus might be close to Sam so we might have just risked Sam finding out. From what people are saying, it seems like the vote would be a 6-1. But is Fucking Sam plays an idol whoever he chooses will be screwed. So I am thinking someone might have to throw out a vote on someone like Ting Ting or Leah just to be safe. But I just have to find someone willing.

okay so ting ting told me that ashley is pushing for my name which doesn't surprise me. she has immunity so she's probably trying to call some big shots. i'm working on linus to try to get him, myself, tommy, and ting ting to vote for leah. if all works and there's no idols, i'll be in the final 6 for the first time ever! but anything can happen, so i'm going to keep doing all the work i can.

"No one mourns the Wicked! No one cries they won't return. No one lays a lily on their grave." -Wicked (2003 musical) So Jay is gone :( . I'm kind of torn on how to feel about this. Sure she was shady as hell to most people in the game and a huge flipper, but like, she was always honest with me about where her head was at. Now on one hand my closest ally is out the door, but on the other I think multiple groups are seeing me as a possible extra number for them. In the Challenge Ashley teamed up with me (She made deals with other people too, but at least I think that means Im not at the top of her hitlist) and she also somewhat tried to revive the "The only goddamn trustworthy people left chat". On the other side I have Tommy who I talked to for over an hour with yesterday in a skype call who wants me to side with him. Right now my play is Im trying to solidify a final 2 deal with Ting possibly. I know shes lied to some people, so Im hoping the trust isn't misplaced on my part, but I think I can play it up like with Jay gone I'm just going to become her extra vote. As it stands I think this round Im siding with Tommy and Sam, and hopefully Ting votes with us. Ashley's saying she hasnt heard anything about the vote at all, which is usually a red flag, but with her you never know since she's said that to me every round until like 2 hours before the vote :/ . I really do feel like there could be a f3 deal with her, Amanda and Leah so I want to get to strike while the iron is hot. The biggest problem with going against them though is that it seems like Tommy, Sam and Ting would most want to target Leah. Getting Leah out is kind of a mixed bag for my game. In one sense, Im pretty sure shes been going for me for a while, and if I make the end I can say that I was the fan who did what none of the others could. Thats also the problem with it though. If I become the last fan standing (Get it, like the famous saying last man standing but with an f instead of an m, Im so funny) then maybe others don't want to take me to the end so much since it possibly increases my shot at the end. On top of that, Leah is clearly been the least influential player so even with her wanting me out there hasn't been a vote cast against me since the Steffen boot.

Alright first, alliances and such: Ok it just makes me laugh so much that no one knows how close Tommy and I are in this game. Like omg. We literally swap info daily about the going ons. Like he's close with Ashley and Amanda and I got Linus it's great. Also Linus is nice and he's in a good strategic position for the remainder of the game. Like if he swaps, then boom there goes a vote. Sam is cool. He's really good at comps so he'll probably get immunity for like the rest of the game if he makes it through this vote. Leah is chill, I definitely think she's more focused on BB which is cool. Ashley and Amanda like don't trust me which i'm like fine whatever. Next, this vote: So basically Tommy, Sam, Linus (hopefully), and I are going for Leah this round because there's that Ashley, Amanda, Leah like final three alliance going on that needs to break up before final 6. Like strategically having three people in the game that are really close is bad because that's basically a majority right there going into f6. Ashley thinks that it's gonna be a 6-1 on Sam and he's leaving but... ;). Anyways, my only goal is to get to f5 to figure out what that legacy advantage is (shoutout to Steffen). Hopefully i can make it there. 2 more tribals. Also the cave can go to hell along with the hosts because they are evil people.

ashley actually thinks imma vote for amanda i cannot wait to SHAKE her geez if this all works it's gonna be amazeballs.

my heart my heart my heart that was so awesome. so awesome. i just i omg that was amazing amazing. ashley left that chat so fast!

yikes ashley like you were pushing for me to leave why am i supposed to tell you things

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Ep. #11- “This Game Is Crackedt” - Sam

After a 10 day break for the holidays, the game started back up again and the players were presented with their next immunity challenge, Tile Flip. In the challenge Tommy claims he threw it to let Sam get the largest section of the grid to himself and Sam won immunity. By this point everyone in the game knew that Jay was the biggest threat but Jay was trying to round people up to take out Tommy. She had some success actually convincing Leah to vote for Tommy. Jay made a mistake though trying to cause paranoia by telling Tommy that Leah brought up his name. This caused Tommy to go back to Leah with this information which made Leah flip out and change her vote to Jay. Jay was sent home in a 7-1 vote.

Well, I've never been on the bottom in an ORG before, so that's a fun development. If nothing else, losing all my allies except for one (Linus, shout out to you for not being a giant bag of small dicks) means I'll get to really flex my game skills. I'm going hard as fuck on the next challenge because if I lose, it's probably the end of me. But if I make it to the end, assholes, then thank you for putting someone who loves me on the jury.

You know what sucks? Still being in the game but feeling like people are already campaigning for your jury vote.

since i promised this I MADE THE CHRISTMAS BREAK!!!! what kind of survivor magic you know as much as playing on the bottom sucked, I needed to figure out how to play the game differently. I used to just have this rogue-esque style of gameplay that never put me on the "bottom" because I was usually just thinking about myself and not my allies. now, I'm back in a majority (that is still very fluid), but I safely feel like I'm no longer at the bottom of a specific group. I feel like I've refined my game and made it more social, and I needed the experience of bottom-feeding to do that. I need momentum for when we come out of the break; it's time for me to start winning this thing.

"The best laid schemes of mice and men often go awry" -Robert Burns Well, that tribal sucked. What's running through my head right now is I must be considered such a non factor in the game to people that they just aren't attempting to play the social game with me. My reason for thinking this is because unless they are actually jury threats somehow, this vote was absolutely moronic for Leah, Amanda (and Ting if she's lying about her reasoning for the vote). The only person this helps at all is Ashley from my perspective, which means either I'm playing with idiots, or my perspective is way off. I feel from a strategy perspective for myself I have to assume the latter. Leah, Amanda and Ting need to get to the end with a goat from what I see, so why cut a goat when the goats could have formed a majority in the alliance once Tommy and Sam are gone? Ting's reasoning is that the vote was already in Christian and she just wanted to be in the majority (which is reasonable, I did the same on the Brett vote), and Ashley claims she heard about the vote 10 minutes before tribal. I am more prone to believe Ting on a logical level, but Ashley's story actually does kind of check out too since she was gone all day. The problem now is figuring out h approach to move forward. I feel like if I play my cards right I can stay safe, but I have to figure out if Amanda and Leah secretly are some social beasts or something and I need to appeal to a strategic mind, or if I need to make a serious call out post in the main chat and maybe wake some people up to their position in the game.

Linus is not funny but I'm not funnIER

i just typed a huge game confession and my internet went out happy 2017... i'll try again tomorrow

oh wow i won something! i'm not really sure how this vote is going to work out; i'm expecting that jay will have something to offer me tomorrow. that, or she'll try to blindside me so that i'm at the point at which i have to win immunity. anyway, it's dope to at least make it back to 7th again. but i'm not done. time to go to work.

okay apparently people are paranoid that tommy is gonna play an idol like I WANNA SEE THE CHAOS

LET ME IN I'M ALL ABOUT THAT SHIT

this game crackedt.

[1/4/2017 10:50:34 PM] Nigel (Linus) Silversides: How are you feeling on the vote? [1/4/2017 10:51:27 PM] Ashley Hudson: Ummmm I am really not sure because I dont really know where anyone's head is at [1/4/2017 10:53:15 PM] Nigel (Linus) Silversides: Yeah, people have been quiet :( . You're kinda the one calling the shots right now though so I was hoping you'd maybe heard something. [1/4/2017 10:53:31 PM] Nigel (Linus) Silversides: (Thats not meant as an attack on you for being in the power position in any way, sorry it was worded badly ahdfjlhads) Well... This is new. A power position?! Me?! How?! I guess people have been assuming Leah, Amanda and I are a thing but I odn't quite see how that would make me in a powerful position. Help.

So Tommy called with Amanda and I and told us that Leah ran to Jay before the last vote and told her that the plan was majority on Christian. Thankfully Leah didn't flip or anything, but just the fact that she told Jay about it before tribal is annoying as heck. Like idek if I can trust her anymore. She is in an alliance chat with Tommy, Amanda, Sam, and myself. So I have been trying to not talk much in the chat and work more with Tommy and Amanda. Amanda and I are tight still, I guess you could call it a F2. My second person I would say is Tommy. I really want to trust Ting Ting but all she is saying to me is that she will go with whatever I say which is kinda sketchy so I will be cautious with that one. For tribal tonight I have no idea what is happening, so that is cool. I think if people play their idols I might too. Might as well be safe rather than sorry. Jay is supposedly trying to pull in the ranks because she thinks that it will be her tonight, so if she does that, and if people fall for it, she could get a group together unfortunately. I however, don't think I will be the initial target they choose. Jay has suggested Amanda before and unfortunately she might again. So we really need to be careful. I can't go losing my biggest ally tonight. But I also need to keep an eye out for myself.

People I trust?: Amanda Tommy People I am unsure about: Sam Leah Ting Ting People I will be looking out for anything, and I mean anything sketchy: Jay Linus Maybe we will see a split vote tonight? Tommy Amanda and I were talking about it. maybe a 4 and 2? Like our most trustworthy people on the 4, and then the 2 could be like Leah and Ting Ting. In case they flip, it would be 4 and 4. However, we may have to make it seem as if Leah and Ting Ting are voting in the majority so they don't feel any urge to switch. So possibly lie to them and say Linus, then have the majority vote Jay? That could be messed up if Ting Ting or Leah flip, and Jay plays an idol... So tbh our ideas have cons and pros and I am not sure what is going to happen tonight.

My kink is being on the bottom, knowing I'm on the bottom, and still having to play nice. Like, I wish people would stop bullshitting me. Don't campaign for my jury vote before you murder me. Assholes. At least if I go tonight, it won't be a blindside.

okay uh now jay is brewing up some bubble bubble toil and trouble shit and saying that ashley is some kind of strategic mastermind?? I agree that ashley is in a good spot but I'm not sure she's the one calling all the shots over there. then again, I could be very wrong. I've been wrong before.

Well this is quite the yikes fest. I literally don't even know how to describe what's hopefully going to happen. So the overall plan is to vote Jay out. So I definitely know that we have me, Tommy, Sam, Amanda, and Ashley which is good enough to have a majority. But let me tell you, there are fireworks. Like it's the 4th of July out here. Bc first, Jay wanted to get me out, because apparently she doesn't trust me anymore, which is totally understandable, but like she thinks that I'm cocky and act above her and like always expect her trust, which I don't. But like sorry i lied to you, i know that sucks, but you've done it to me so... Anyways, everyone's worried I have something from the cave but like all i've gotten is scuba gear WHICH ISN'T EVEN HELPFUL ANYMORE, LIKE THANKS A LOT TREVOR AND OWEN. I just have the stupid legacy advantage which i don't even know what it is yet but like anyway Leah helped to get Jay to not vote me hopefully, so like go her love you. And then Leah and Jay were like let's go vote Tommy. And I was kinda like well shit how about not bc he's like my numero uno. So then Tommy like outed Jay to Leah and then Leah got paranoid so hopefully she changed her vote to Jay. So yeah. Also Linus' name was thrown in there by someone (idk who) so I kinda convinced him to vote Jay to keep himself safe in the upcoming votes. So hopefully all goes well. I mean if she has an idol then we're kinda fucked but you know life also kinda fucks you up too. It's all about the challenge brochachos.(also like i'm the only asian left. plz keep me in. all the asians of the entire world will love you 5ever)

okay so now jay is coming around saying "hey i've only heard linus and ting ting" like WHAT????? you were just taking to me about how you think you're going and ALSO you're pushing for tommy and you aren't even throwing out either name! i feel kinda bad for everyone they seem really like stressed and shit because jay has literally thrown out everyone as a possible target. i'm kinda lucky that i'm immune and i guess it couldn't have come at a better time but ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ i still got the feels

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Back from the break... I threw immunity to Sam so he owes me like A LOT! Like he owes me his life in this game. Amanda/Ashley/Myself talked about a target and we all agreed on Jay and I gave them tea that Jay was after them. So it's been a crazy turn of events Leah tried to vote me out by telling Jay to vote for me then Jay told Linus and Ting Ting. Jay also mentioned Ting Ting's name and I told her. Also Linus was messaging me about hearing my name and it all turned crazy af. Basically I went back to Leah and told her Jay told me that she was after me and Leah went bizerk, Ting Ting ended up helping me by using her paranoia (or so I think) to get Leah to think Jay was after her. Basically this tribal is just a train wreck and the only people I kind of trust are Sam and Ting Ting. If all 3 of us can survive until Final 6 I think we'll be good for a majority of the game if that's what they want to do as well. This game is crazy af and I have a huge possibility of going home tonight.... I really need Jay out this vote so everything falls into place. I'm just hoping nobody plays an idol on her and I hope I don't go home.

okay this is a call out confession trevor these tribal questions have such an ATTITUDE like WHAT??? i'm ready to fight

"Nothing to win and; Nothing left to lose" -U2 Well damn. It looks like the run of Linus may be coming to it's end, or at best I may be losing my number 1 closest ally in the game :( . If I go home, than Ill be disappointed I never made my big callout move, but I gotta go with the info I have and it looks like laying low is my best chance at not going. If Jay goes and is reading this after, know that I'm sorry and this isn't personal in the slightest.

I dont remember the last thing i wrote so i might be backtracking-- - Ashley told me she has an idol - People think me Ash and Leah are a trio...yikes - Me Ash and Tommy actually have a trio chat....and another chat with Sam included lmfao Now to the vote, this shit is confusing as FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK So me Ashley and Tommy want to vote for Jay, and Ting Ting and Leah came to me wanting to vote for Jay but then Ash heard Ting say Tommy and Jay wants Tommy and IDK WHATS GOING ON ugh i'm so confused I have a really bad feeling that a ton of powers and shit are gonna get played and i'm gonna end up going home. I know Ashley's most likely playing her idol cause she's nervous and that might spark shit and UGH. MY ASS IS PROB GONNA LEAVE CAUSE OF THE CAVE AND I DIDN'T EVEN GET MY DAMN CHICKEN. Im gonna die. I have a gut feeling. Its the same feeling I had the week Steffen left and its not a good feeling.

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Ep. #10 - “I’m Trying To Redeem Myself” - Jay

After Tribal, the girls alliance went into a frenzy trying to figure out who flipped their vote. Leah told the alliance that she voted for Keegan instead of Sam by accident but no one really believed her and assumed she was the one to flip. Ashley and Amanda also thought the person who flipped could have been Jay but no one was really thinking it was the person who actually flipped in Ting Ting. The Immunity challenge was announced as Touchy Subjects. Jay knew her head was one the chopping block as she is a huge threat in the game so she decided to use her challenge advantage she found in The Cave to help make sure she won, which she did. A plan was devised to vote out Sam in case Tommy had an idol but Ashley and Amanda decided to team up with Tommy and Sam to take out Jay's pawn, Christian. Christian was sent home in a 6-3 vote.

So that tribal was interesting. Keegan went home finally. HOWEVER someone flipped their vote. Causing us to go to a tie breaker. We know for a fact that Sam flipped and voted Christian. Yet someone else must've as well. The plan was Ting Ting, Jay, Amanda, Sam and I vote Keegan. And in case of an idol Linus, Amanda and Leah would vote Sam. This was going to work great until we ended up only having 2 votes Sam. So immediately we though Leah did it, yet right after the vote she came to people claiming she had read our plan wrong and felt really really bad. At this point I am not sure what I believe. It could've been Jay again for all I know. Basically all I know is that Tommy better not win the next challenge, if he doesnt he is gone buddy.

Brett? When you read this once the season ends, I'll still feel the same way. You can choke. "[10:07:41 PM] Christian Coleman: i almost died [10:08:00 PM] Brett Hawkins: You probably should have." Cute! I don't know why you have to be so bitter. You got played. I got people to flip to save me, along with the big help of Ashley and Jay. I love those two! Now I'm thinking I have to get the idea about getting one of them out within the next two tribals out of my head. They're both dangerous. But Jay has proved to me over and over that she is 110% with me, and I don't think I can do that to her. After tonight's tribal, which left me shook, the only people I can say I fully trust without a doubt is Ashley, Jay, and Linus. I made it to F9. What a look honestly. This is such a surreal feeling. I made it to single digits!!!!!! It might be early, but FTC is right.....there.....it's a while away, but it's still....right.....there.....staring me in the face. If I make it to F6? WHEW.

What the fuck. What the fuck. What the fuck. What the fuck. Goddamn it. Fuck. Fuck fuck fuck. Fuck this entire game I'm fucking tired. Of course someone flipped. No shit, it's Survivor. But Sam flipped. Sam, who is a good friend, who I've known, who I hosted, who I've trusted with my life over and over. He flipped on me. And I saw it coming. I knew he would flip eventually because he's smart and wily and resourceful. But someone else in the girl's alliance had to flip too, so now there are only four people in the game I know I can trust - Linus, Ashley, Christian, and Amanda. Everyone else is pretty much dead to me. Plus, thanks hosts, this round is a sadistic repeat of my boot in Transylvania. Ninth place and touchy subjects, the very challenge that tanked my game. I played my advantage from the cave to try to give myself a prayer of getting immunity and advancing my placement. All I want is to make it through this one.

Me when Tommy and Keegan weren't actually even bluffing when they said they got someone to flip holy fuck xD. If they wanted to turn me they did a really poor job of it not letting me in on any details or anything. The truth is though I never would have flipped that round. Do I feel like my alliance has its best interests at heart? Probably not, but I'm pretty sure Tommy or Sam would both beat me at the end, and I'm pretty sure they don't currently have the intention of bringing me there anyways haha. My plan that I'm banking on right now is that Sam and Tommy will go, leaving Leah or whoever it was that didn't vote Sam to be the last remaining member of the minority (I wanted to be in that position, but oh well :P ) and putting all my eggs into an Ashley and Jay civil war. In which we can take the two out in relitively quick succession (maybe leave one as a meat shield, but that's risky because I need the jury to perceive me as someone who was working to get rid of them both and if I wait too long it looks like someone else's move). I feel like I'll have a real case to make if I'm sitting next to people who aren't those two. Right now I'm trying to make some last minute connections to Ting and Leah, since to make my move against Ashley and Jay I will need some people who I could work with and realistically have a chance at beating in the end, but they have to be people who are still playing to win and willing to make the move, and I think I see that in both of them. End note: lmao at Jay saying that she hates touchy subjects because it fucked her over last time when people said she was the biggest villain and most likely o win if she gets to the end, but saying she thinks that won't be her downfall this time because she has played utr and no one will put her for those answers xD

Ponderosa Diaries STEFFEN and I don't agree on anything. Nonetheless, we attend tribal council to hear what we have to hear. The only tribal question that was worth noting was CHRISTIAN's response to being a useless goat. There she acknowledges I attempted a hello with her and simply forgot to answer back. And I can't believe that she thinks it has any potential of working out for her! As a player, don't you sit there and think... "Okay, there's twelve people. I haven't said a damn thing to 25% of them. Maybe I should reach out?" It's absolutely moronic. Cirie really shouldn't be her avatar. She should have Dan Lembo from Nicaragua. Except he had a personality at least. LEAH at least chose a proper avatar for herself--Phillip Sheppard is perfect for her. The votes come back and it's...a tie?! I took a break from a holiday party to attend tribal and it took longer because of the tie, but it was so juicy. I was proud my boy KEEGAN was able to at least manage a tie against awful CHRISTIAN with two booboo votes fro SAM. Unfortuately, Keegs left in the revote and my best friend is now with me in Ponderosa. I'm happy that I have someone cool to hang out with because of how annoying STEFFEN is, but I'm devastated because I really wanted KEEGAN to win. When KEEGAN arrived, he informed me that it was actually JAY & LINUS that had flipped on me last vote and not SAM & TOMMY. I'm floored! I really would have thought that if two people were to flip on me, SAM & TOMMY would be the two most likely to vote as one unit. I had no idea that LINUS was such a follower to JAY. I'm not bitter at all about my placement--I'm bitter with KEEGAN's and my eliminations, the mutants are officially running the game and it only seems like a matter of time before the rest of the men are eliminated. There are so many implications to this flip that eliminated me: My elimination cast SAM & TOMMY as major outsiders. That's probably what led SAM to act out of desperation and work against KEEGAN. I'm really disappointed that even in the face of a tie vote that SAM wouldn't take the opportunity to gamble for control of the game again. KEEGAN was much more likely to take him further than CHRISTIAN. At this point, TOMMY seems utterly screwed if he can't win out. I feel bad that I doubted his loyalty to me. SAM I don't feel so bad about because he kept his cards particularly close to his chest even when working in tandem with me. My elimination made JAY look headstrong with her own fate, but also she appears to be absolutely flailing her way through the game as I can't imagine AMANDA, ASHLEY, CHRISTIAN, and TING TING will forget she was the vote that eliminated their dear STEFFEN. She seems cornered either way. She'll either be 5th-7th place with those girls or she'd have been 5th-7th place with my alliance, so I completely understand her decision to flip. KEEGAN says she claims she had to vote me out because she really didn't want to hurt CHRISTIAN. The fan portion of our alliance was definitely tossing around LEAH, ASHLEY, and AMANDA as other alternatives and JAY had every opportunity to put in her two cents to preserve both her relationship with CHRISTIAN and her alliance agreement. She certainly had no problem eliminating CHRISTIAN's ally STEFFEN, now did she? My elimination made LINUS look like the biggest follower ever--that's probably my largest disappointment; I had a lot of faith in LINUS and he folded so quickly and so easily just to make it a few more days. In what situation does he see himself progressing further with the ladies and a boss in JAY? It doesn't make sense. He really should have fought to be heard. If LINUS and JAY are working as a unit as LINUS perceives, why did he bend so immediately to her whim? Why wouldn't he fight for what clearly is the better move for him? The thing that makes me laugh, however, is I'm pretty sure these ladies are patting themselves on the back as a proverbial Black Widow Brigade, 2.0, but it really couldn't be further from the truth. I would name their alliance "The Roaches." With the exception of TING TING, these girls have really mundane personalities and are destined for ORG immortality and real life mediocrity and severe self-esteem issues. Store Manager at Joann Fabrics is likely the peak career position this crew is working with. Sorry about it. It's challenge time and it's the game I most wanted to participate in this season--the hurt the shit out of your feelings questionnaire! Let's venture down this rabbit hole for a bit! I think for sure I would have received "Who do you never want to talk to again after the season?" because I'm not one of the mutants as well as "Who has the biggest ego?" because no one that's a college student should have a large ego unless they attend an Ivy League college or are a professional athlete. Have you seen most of these people? We have neither here. As possibly the only college graduate that made the merge with a full-time career, I automatically have a larger ego than most of these goobers. That comes with the territory. 1.Who is playing the best game? It should be: AMANDA It will be: AMANDA 2. Who is being dragged to the end as a goat? It should be: CHRISTIAN It will be: CHRISTIAN Who do you never want to talk to again after the season? It should be: LEAH It will be: TOMMY Who would you trust with your life? It should be: TING TING It will be: AMANDA Who would you most want to be stranded on an island with? It should be: LINUS It will be: AMANDA Who will win if they make it to the end? It should be: AMANDA It will be: AMANDA Who is most likely to have something from The Cave? It should be: AMANDA It will be: AMANDA Who is most likely to make it on the show Survivor? It should be: TOMMY It will be: TING TING? No clue. But more than likely they'll vote for one of the girls that physically would be unable to hold up on Survivor. Who is the most annoying? It should be: ASHLEY It will be: TOMMY Who has the best shot at going on an immunity run? It should be: TOMMY It will be: TOMMY Who is most likely the next to be voted out? It should be: TOMMY It will be: TOMMY Who has the biggest ego? It should be: TOMMY It will be: TOMMY Who is most likely to flip? It should be: JAY It will be: LINUS Who does not deserve to still be here? It should be: CHRISTIAN It will be: TOMMY Who will be the most bitter juror? It should be: TOMMY It will be: TOMMY Who is most likely to blindside you? It should be: JAY It will be: LINUS? No idea. This question is one of the most interesting for sure. Who is the villain of the season? It should be: LEAH It will be: TOMMY Who is the hero of the season? It should be: TING TING It will be: AMANDA Who is the most honest? It should be: TING TING It will be: AMANDA Who would you like to see win? It should be: TOMMY It will be: AMANDA I can't wait to see how this pans out. Hopefully it's revealing enough to impact some minds. At least I have a partner in crime in jury now. KEEGAN and I mostly just talk amongst the two of us and we leave STEFFEN to his own devices for the most part. Hopefully STEFFEN can get a friend on Friday to commiserate with as we head into the holiday break. Here's hoping!

Holy shit! How did I forget?! I also wanted to mention that I finally had an interaction with CHRISTIAN at Tribal Council! Now I know jury isn't supposed to interact with the players still in the game--we are meant to observe, but I really couldn't help myself given how smug and unjustly awful CHRISTIAN was after she managed to survive. CHRISTIAN: "I almost died." ME: "You probably should have." CHRISTIAN: "Cute." I got a word out of the girl! I'm so blessed! I really just wanted to stick it to her because 1) she makes it so easy to, and 2) she has no business still being in the game. Cheers to her and LEAH though. You rock your best goat games, ladies.

So apparently I have a lesser chance of going home than I thought, and I think touchy subjects will help with that. Right now I have the chat with Amanda/Ashley and they think we r exclusive on getting out Jay and her crew, but I also just had a convo with Jay today kinda making up and she kinda gave me some signs she may wanna make a deal with me because of what she was saying that she is a round to round player and I did admit to her that I did throw her name out there last round. The girls may still not know that Ting Ting was the one that actually flipped and think it's Leah who flipped or they can be playing us. I basically said to everyone I think its me going, I kinda accepted my fate (at least that's what I said because I'm still in it to win it huns) however if anyone wants to bring me into a deal I'm all down for that because I don't wanna go home yet, also I'm not really giving any signs on whether or not I have stuff from the cave. I'm also hoping the calls I'm doing are really starting to work in my favor with people and strategizing because they can't pull out receipts. I'll try to keep this updated.

UTR Qween Linus Silversides takes home 0 answers in the challenge :^ )

THIS! BITCH! ISN'T! REPEATING! HER! PLACEMENT!

Well everyone, Amanda now knows that I have an idol. We called last night and talked about like everything from musicals to Miranda Sings and tbh I am in love with her. This f2 is flawless and I am screaming. Her Tommy and I were hoping to get Jay out this round but obviously that can't happen because of her freaking immunity. So now Amanda and I are stuck with Tommy and we are trying to figure out a plan to get someone else to go. After this tribal, of we make a big move though, I just really want to know that I will still be in some kind of majority. Amanda and I have our work cut out for us. Tommy has proven to be loyal and Jay has proven to be a pain in my ass. Soooooo we dont know who to get rid of next. May be Linus, maybe Christian. We are trying to get Dam to vote with us so basically whatever name he throws out we will probably end up doing.

MAKIN MOVES MAKIN MOVES

LADIES YOU CANNOT TRUST THAT SNAKE MUTHAFUCKA LINUS HE MADE THAT LAST VOTE STICKY moving on we're gonna vote christian for a third time so hopefully it'll work. amanda and leah and ashley are woke that she's way too close to jay. she'll relay anything back to jay and honestly we do not need to give jay a 2-person advantage like that! she's playing way too good of a game and has a grasp on everyone! even me! anyway imma go eliza orlins on her ass maybe this cockroach under my refrigerator will die. sometimes god is good.

Okay, so I might be okay after touchy subjects even though I tied and came in second place and still in a horrible position. I approached Ashley and Amanda to turn it around and try to convince them that Jay would soon take over the game if we don't take out one of her numbers soon. Also my connection with Ting Ting is still hidden, and if we survive this I'll have two really strong connections, one with Sam and another with Ting Ting which is really good going into Final 8. I think people are afraid that I took the hidden immunity idol and are really scared I'll play it on myself this tribal which I don't have, ha! SHOOK. The plan to flip the vote is going really well because I exposed Jay to Amanda and I think she really wants to make a move against her. I really hope this works, it seems the target on my back is getting smaller and smaller for this vote. I'm praying this move works and then I'm back in the game after this. Can't believe I'm gonna be writing Christian's name down for the 4th time in a row. This Meme Queen gotta go. Hopefully she's able to spread her lovely memes in jury and keep my good buddies Keegan, Brett, and Steffen good company during this winter break.

I hate playing dumb! Honestly like Jay keeps saying "i've only heard tommy" like i KNOW u coming after me you're the only reason i've gotten votes since the merge! Anyway I will be THRILLED if I make the winter break and then it's a whole new ball game after that. y'all better look out cause imma be *WELL RESTED* and all of a sudden start coming for everyone's weaves

Okay so I'm watching this documentary called Jesus Camp about Evangelical kids' Bible camps and being washed down the murky, conservative river of my childhood but Trevor wants me to make a confession, so dagnabit I'm gonna do it. For my dad. Basically, yet again, I'm gunning for Sam. We're trying to make it seem like the vote is for Tommy in case Tommy has an idol and wants to throw it away tonight, but I have a bad feeling that something's gonna go wrong. Touchy subjects tanked my last game because everyone realized how threatening of a game I was playing, and I'm not really sure how to overcome that now that I've gotten pretty much all the same titles in every ORG I've ever played. I'm trying to redeem myself (shout out to the Jesus documentary) but I'm not entirely sure how to overcome the sins of the past, if you will. I just can't help feeling like something's about to sink the SS Jay.

Well, it's been fun idk what's gonna happen now. Hopefully the vote for christian goes well and there aren't any twists and turns. the cave still sucks ass and it can go blow itself up. the hosts suck but you know that's life. people need to snap back so i can keep up my streaks like fo real

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Ep. #9 - “Liars and Snakes” - Keegan

Returning from Tribal Council, where Brett was blindsided, Keegan and Tommy were left on the bottom. The Immunity challenge was announced it would be Crack the Code. Tommy ended up solving his code in an impressive 3 guesses and won Immunity for the second straight round. In The Cave, Ashley was able to find the Hidden Immunity Idol and Jay found a challenge advantage. The girls alliance started planning a split vote, with the help of Linus and Sam, to take out Keegan with the plan being to split the votes 5-3-2 with 5 on Keegan, 3 on Sam, and 2 from the minority on Christian. Sam and Ting Ting had other plans though. They wanted to use this split vote to their advantage and team up with Tommy and Keegan to take out Christian bringing the vote to 4-3-3 and theoretically send Christian home. Their plan would have succeeded but Leah accidentally voted for Keegan instead of Sam like she was supposed to. The vote ended up with a tie of 4-4-2 between Keegan and Christian with Keegan being sent home on the live revote.

There’s some snakes in this game.

LOOK WHAT WE JUST PULLED OFF. Saved Christian AND got rid of freaking Brett. This is great. Keegan going around saying we got some snakes… yeah you, buddy. Byeeeeee

hmmmmmmmm there’s some fishy business in the leftover ladies. not so leftover anymore huh. time to #staywoke

stop talking keegan like sometimes the vote doesn’t go your way

ANYWAY i am READY for this challenge i’m gonna get it DONE.

I’m not liking my chances anymore. With Jay and Linus (supposedly) flipping, that leaves Tommy, Sam and myself on the outs. Wow. Liars and snakes.

I’m so disappointed in Linus. Jay is still a lying skeeze but she wasn’t always on my side so whatever I guess. Linus flipping made me lose every bit of respect I had for him.

you know this is just a time where a winner shows what they’re made of. i’m just gonna have to put my head down and be more social.

If Jay wanted to flip, I don’t get why she’d take Linus with her? Like it was fine numbers wise for one person to do that. Maybe I’m underestimating Jay and Linus’s relationship. Maybe I’ll need to get rid of it sooner.

Okay, hold up. CAN WE DISCUSS HOW TOMMY IS GOING TO GET IMMUNITY YET A FUCKING GAIN? Literally all that boy is good at is getting lucky. I am so annoyed. I took 15 freaking moves to get those colors in order and he comes hopping up in my PMs like “ Oh I did it in 4, Trevor and Owen freaked out” YEAH CUZ YOU GOT LUCKY BETCH. Literally if we have an immunity that actually has to do with skills coming up he is going down. Because sweetie, yo luck about to run out.

Well, today sucks. As expected, I woke up with people being pissed at me. Keegan and Tommy are giving me the third degree about flipping and Sam is either ignoring me or not on. Not entirely sure. Hopefully I’ll be able to patch things up and keep my game moving forward. Only two more votes until I’ll have advanced my placement. I just want to survive until then.

I can’t trust any of these snake mothafuckas NOBODY LIKES SUSHI?! uh uh. not on my watch. guess it’s just me and ting ting against the world right now.

Well I just found an immunity idol everyone…. This is rather exciting. Last time I had one of these I never got to use it. I am hoping to literally not tell anyone and keep it to myself. When my gut tells me I will use it. I just hope I dont fuck this up.

Me when Tommy got 4 moves and i had 6: http://68.media.tumblr.com/bc124db1202342df51aada860dbc837a/tumblr_o2ckgbOV6I1uwwhj6o2_400.gif

Oh shit waddup I got an advantage in the cave. I’m hoping the ‘oh shit waddup’ meme will be dead by the time everyone’s reading this, but just remember that it’s still relevant now and I have an advantage. It’s just a generic challenge advantage, but I’m hoping it’ll help me survive next tribal and advance my placement in the game. I’m kind of nervous at this point because nobody has said anything about the vote to me, but it’s only, like 10:00am my time, so maybe it’s okay. Paranoia is just my only way to live.

okay so it might be time for myself and tommy to part ways, but he doesn’t need to know that yet. it’s just a very big gamble to take because i might swing over with the girls to take out keegan as a set-up for tommy next round. but at the same time, if it’s a flashy move, then tommy might be on to us and do all he can to keep his ass off the block because I know that he’s a savvy player. if i stay with tommy he’s just going to make the target on me bigger, as he’s stuck up for me more than once and people might get sus about it. i said earlier that i needed to play the game fore me and now it’s my chance.

That’s right, another confession .8 seconds later. Sam came to me this morning because a couple of the girls were, in his words, 'sussed out’ that him and Tommy were getting close and he basically threw Tommy under the bus as hard as a person can physically be thrown under a bus. He said that his relationship with Tommy was totally one-sided and proceeded to lay out Tommy’s entire plan to get me back for voting out Brett last round. He wants to make me paranoid enough to flip on the girl’s alliance and piss them off, then get me next round. Which would be the same placement as I got in Transylvania. Dick move, Tommy. I’m not going to be a ninth place flop again. Fuck that and fuck you. I’m hoping that by the time episodes are getting released, we’ll be alright and at least on speaking terms because this is just a game, but for now I’m here to fucking win it and nobody is standing in my way.

Ok let’s just talk about the girls alliance for a sec because it’s going to blow soon and i don’t want to be caught in the aftermath of it. Like these girls are good at the game, most of them are actual favs, which makes me super nervous. and this vote is either going to be a total flip/ blindside or it’s going to go badly and this game will be fucked. Amanda: ok literally haven’t talked to her that much so i’m not sure how much i can trust her right now. like with the steffen vote it got super flipped and she had a part in that. Ashley: idk about her right now. tbh i haven’t talked with her a bunch since the steffen vote but i feel like i can trust her. a lot of people apparently think that i’m funneling info to her (which i’m not) so like wtf… Christian: sorry but she needs to go. this sounds bitchy but i know that she cheated and i just feel uncomfortable with her still in the game. and truthfully i haven’t talked with her like at all so there’s basically no trust there Jay: i trust her enough right now. which is something. i hope that she doesn’t totally blindside me but we’ll see Keegan: ok i feel really bad for keegan. like his closest ally was voted out and i frankly don’t know either him or brett so it’s difficult for me to vote for him. tommy, keegan, and i are trying to flip the vote this tribal to actually keep this game somewhat fair and fun to play. Leah: truthfully i haven’t talked to her a bunch but the time i did she was hilarious and i want some trust there but idk Linus: ok linus. his decision making skills are a little off. like can he not see that the all girls alliance is targeting guys. he is probably going to voted out soon if he doesn’t wake up like seriously. Sam: i know you’re saving yourself but seriously…. ^^^ look at what i wrote for linus Tommy: let’s make it to the end. Owen: fuck the cave Trevor: fuck you and the cave

I’m about 95% sure I’m the vote tonight. Ting Ting told me that Linus and Sam have jumped ship and that I’m the target. She said she’d maybe work with me and flip the vote, but im not getting my hopes up. Tommy and I are doing everything we can to shift the votes onto someone else. He’s my closest ally now, and the only person I fully trust.

Last tribal I deadass thought I was gone. But when Amanda messaged me and let me know that my name was going around for the vote that night, and then the girls decided to band together with Linus and I ended up staying 7-4? Whew. When the votes were read and Brett left? https://68.media.tumblr.com/7eff5ed231e3df9d02c9b91e458b220b/tumblr_oiib4pQ8wh1ulaj3eo1_400.gif

Side note: never should have called me a goat, because now I have a fire lit under my ass. :) I’m woke and playing the game like I said I would. Lay low and seem nonthreatening then at merge start making moves. Tommy messaged me today for the first time in over a month, and we’ve been having a really nice convo. But why now? Why not try to message me before you decided to write my name down last tribal. Funny thing is, I’m actually glad he decided to come to me first and not me coming to him. It would look better towards the girls alliance, making it seem like he’s messaging me in case he doesn’t win immunity the next round and just to save his ass in general. Because honestly, I kind of need Tommy in this game. I want to make a move(yes I would actually flip on the girls alliance, because there are a couple threats *cough* Jay *cough* Ashley), and I can use Tommy as a number to take one or both of them out. I’m thinking next tribal or the tribal after. Stay tuned. ;) https://68.media.tumblr.com/538035f57e848c860abf66afdadf716e/tumblr_oiib4pQ8wh1ulaj3eo2_r1_400.gif

Tommy, Sam, Ting Ting, Linus and myself might be working together. We might be tying the vote. I really hope I can count on everyone and that this plan works out. I need some kind of plan to work out, statistically it has to happen, right?

I’ve been wrong on so many things today. The girls are splitting the votes, 5 for me, 3 for Sam. However, Sam and Ting Ting, who both have said they’d vote with, are supposed to be writing my name down. If they both keep their word, Christian will be voted out instead. I hope this plan works. I’m not ready to go yet.

I’M AN EMOTIONAL BEAN. I’m a wreck, I’m on the bottom. I literally cried on call with Sam and then Linus. I just feel really tired it has been a stressful day and I don’t feel like talking much. I’m just taking a backseat on this and relaxing with my second immunity necklace <3. I’m gonna just pray.

okay so here’s what happened today i woke up i ate breakfast i talked to jay about securing my spot, went very well i called tommy to kind of put him off, but i really wanted to gun for him the next vote i went to practice I WENT TO THE BEACH i ate 2 hot dogs and 3 cheeseburgers while talking to a crackedt keegan about a plan, when i really wanted to vote for him i came back from the beach i called with tommy and found out he was upset because some of the girls were calling him annoying (which actually fuckin sucks by the way like even if you don’t wanna play with someone lay off the personal stuff) ting ting tells me she wants to flip the vote TING TING WANTS TO FLIP THE VOTE?! so yeah. she actually does, and since the girls are planning to split, it could end up being a 4-3-3 vote for christian. and in that case, jay gets #shook and the girls alliance could be on its way to crumbling. the best part is i’m still in the game, and so is tommy. if it works, though. i need for this to work like there is so so so so so much riding on this please make it work

Calmish round. We are splitting the vote. Sam is jumping. (Important notes that dont really need a writeup and are self explanitory) I’ve actually realized I may just be in about the perfect position (Hopefully haha). Basically Im on the outside of the majority alliance, but Im in the affiliate position where they arent going to vote me out since Im voting with them. An alliance always turns on its self before cutting everybody on the outside, which means if I lay low I should be relatively safe until the girls alliance cannibalizes, and at that point I will have some control in the game ^_^. Tommy and Keegan tried to flip me back over, which would have been something to consider but their story of how the vote would work was completely ridiculous and basically boiled down to “just vote with us…. It will work out…. Trust… We cant tell you how but it will work…” Ooops :P . As always wish my luck at tribal, and hopefully Im not a complete moron in the assumption that eventually the girls alliance will turn on itself and if they do and I do get the the end, Ill be able to make a serious case of a utr game :D .

Keegan came to me wanting me to flip and vote Jay and its SOOOOOO tempting omg but i cant do it this week. I lowkey hope he somehow stays and Sam leaves and then we can vote out Jay next week or the week after cause honestly at that point id prob be down. I just cant this week the numbers would be off too much. But she def needs to leave soon

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Ep. #8 - “THEY HAD IT COMING” - Ashley

After being blindsided at Tribal Council, Ashley and Amanda started to plot their revenge. With a new majority alliance of Jay and all of the men on the tribe formed (“Leftover Cuties”), Ashley and Amanda and their duo alliance “THEY HAVE IT COMING” came up with the idea of forming an all girls alliance. After Tommy won Immunity, Brett and Tommy led the plan with the Leftover Cuties to take out Christian because they didn’t want an inactive player to be able to stay. When Ashley and Amanda found out about this plan they told Christian and Ting Ting and were also able to rope in Leah in a plan to take out Brett. With Jay being the last addition to the newly formed all female alliance called “KICK THE GUYS’ ASSES”, Jay had to decide if she wanted to stay with the men or join the women. She ended up choosing the women and convincing Linus to come along with her and Brett was blindsided in a 7-4 vote.

a messy, messy, messy vote. I need to start stepping up my game. I’m serious; it’s kinda getting down to it. I need to be a little more strategically sound and not have random slip ups. I believe I’m in a good spot right now, but I need to keep pushing. I need to make moves!!!!

however, I am happy that other people want to play hard, too. It’s not just me that wants to go against people and make blindisides.

What an eventful night. First, Steffen is voted off. Which is amazing. Gotta give huge props to Jay, Sam and Linus for pulling off a beautiful blindside. Hopefully this marks the start of a wonderful alliance. Brett, Linus, Jay, Sam, Tommy and myself for final 6? Maybe. With a group of 6 against a group of 5, it’s looking promising. Anything can happen though. And then, the immunity challenge which Tommy won in about four seconds. Not really but damn did he finish fast. I guess the good thing is he’s on my side, so there isn’t much to worry about. As well, Ashley has been messaging me saying she doesn’t trust anyone, feels betrayed, doesn’t know what to do, etc. I don’t blame her, she was just on the wrong side of a massive blindside but all I can do is smile and sympathize with her. She could have worked with me earlier in the game but she chose not to. She dug her own grave and I’m not digging her out.

OKAY HERE WE GO. Who the HELL would just go around and spread literal shit all over the walls? Brett. Who is so tied up in this game that he can probably see his own asshole? Brett. Who is going to totally have it coming when he is voted out? Brett. Like come on dude, receipts are a thing. Smarten the hell up and make a call once in a while. In other news I am annoyed and shook that my buddy Steffen is gone. I am soooo pissed about Jay betraying us like that. It is clear to see that she will do ANYTHING to get where she wants. If that includes being so shoved up Sam’s ass and seeing his legit left ventricle, so be it. So now Amanda and I need to pull in the ranks for this next vote. Brett, Jay, or Sam need to fucking go. I don’t care who I have to take down along the way, they are leaving.

YES YES YES YES YES!!!!! My biggest threat went home! (Steffen) NOW I WON THE FIRST INDIVIDUAL IMMUNITY! It feels amazing and I just feel glorious. I’m super duper happy right now and can’t contain my excitement. With the individual immunity around my neck I feel like I want to take out someone this round that I feel otherwise will stick around for a while and negatively affect my game. This way I take the biggest chance with immunity around my neck so if someone goes it isn’t me. I can’t believe everything is falling into place! Of the eleven of us left I feel close to Jay, Sam, Brett, Linus, and Ting Ting the most. Followed by Keegen. That means my target this tribal is between Leah, Ashley, Amanda, and Christian. Leah is really into being a “free agent” plus her original tribe as a fan already makes her a target. Ashley/Amanda were totally blindsided and probably want to get Jay/Sam back which I understand but we have the numbers right now and I want to make sure Jay/Sam stay in my side so keeping Ashley/Amanda in another round is good for my game because it will keep them preoccupied. This leaves Christian who hasn’t spoken a single word to me in pms. Girl you didn’t come to play survivor if you don’t even talk to your tribemates in pms. I don’t want people dragging her to the end because she’s a goat. My plan for this round is to take her out because I don’t feel comfortable with her around. Then after this round I’ll go back to being my sweet old self a letting the “bigger” players such and Jay/Sam who think they are leading this 100% take care of Ashley/Amanda for the following rounds. That’s my plans for now.

And now The merry murderess of the Myanmar Camp in her rendition of….. The Cell Block Tango. Fuck! Loner! Squish! Uh uh, Base Camp, Linus! Fuck! Loner! Squish! Uh uh, Base Camp, Linus! Fuck! Loner! Squish! Uh uh, Base Camp, Linus! They have it coming, They have it coming They only have themselves to blame If you’d have been there, if you’d have seen it I betcha you would have done the same Fuck! Loner! Squish! Uh Uh, Base Camp, Linus! You know how people have these little habits That get you down? Like Sam Sam liked to mess things up, no, not mess, fuck So I come online this one night and there’s Sam Sittin’ at the bar messin’, no, not messin’, fuckin’ So, I said to him, I said “Sam, you fuck things up one more time” and he did… So I took the shotgun off the wall And I fired two warning shots INTO HIS HEAD He had it coming, he had it coming He only had himself to blame I met Jay Berghuis from Who Knows city about two weeks ago And she told me she was a loner and we hit it off right away So, we started working together She’d make the plans, She’d tell everyone, I’d make sure people saw them through, we’d bask in our greatness. Then I found out, Loner, she told me LONER MY ASS Not only was she aligned, oh no, he had connections to everyone. One of those Mormons, you know So after tribal one night, when she came back to me I fixed her tea as usual You know, some gals just can’t hold their arsenic. She had it coming, she had it coming She took a friendship in its prime And then she used it and she abused it It was a murder but not a crime Now, I’m standing by the fire Carvin’ up the fish for dinner And in storms my acquaintance Keegan in a jealous rage “You were working with Nehe!” He says, he was crazy and he kept screamin’ “You were working with Nehe!” …….Then he ran into my knife He ran into my knife TEN TIMES If you’d have been there, if you’d have seen it I betcha you would have done the same My friend, Tommy and I had this double act And my buddy, Brett worked along with us For the last number in our act We voted out the naïve one One two three four five, splits, spread eagles Flip flops, back flips, votes right after the other Well, this one night we were at camp The three of us, we were in this shelter of leaves ricin’ and havin’ a few laughs and we ran out of water So I went out to get some I come back, open the door There’s Tommy and Brett Doing number seventeen, The Spread Eagle (Get it? Cuz he is so shoved up his ass) Well, I was in such a state of shock, I completely blacked out I can’t remember a thing, it wasn’t until later When I was washing the blood off my hands I even knew they were on jury They had it coming, they had it coming They had it coming all along I didn’t do it, but if I’d done it How could you tell me that I was wrong? I loved Nigel Linus more than I could possibly say, He was a real artistic guy, sensitive, a painter But he was always trying to find a scape goat He’d go out every night looking for one And on the way, he found immunity, Jay, and Samuel I guess you can say we broke up because of artistic differences He saw himself as alive and I saw him torched The dirty bum, bum, bum, bum, bum The dirty bum, bum, bum, bum, bum They had it comin’, they had it comin’ They had it comin’ all along ‘Cause if they used us and they abused us How could they tell us that we were wrong? They have it coming, they have it coming They only have themselves to blame If you’d have been there, if you’d have seen it I betcha you would have done the same You fuck things up one more time Loner my ass Ten times Number seventeen, the spread eagle Artistic differences I BETCHA YOU WOULD HAVE DONE THE SAME

Steffen left messages to Leah and Ting Ting to keep an eye out for the three that got him out, so hopefully Amanda and I can use this to our advantage to get them close with us and be votes for us. I swear to god if this doesn’t work I am going to scream.

Ashley: I love playing with ashley. She’s such a nice human bean and just a wonderful person. But i feel like she’s not as active as the rest of us and she doesn’t really participate in challenges so idk if she’s a threat…but you know who knows Brett: Seems chill. He’s a fan. haha fans make cool wind. chilly Christian: well. Jay: slightly more well than christian. steffen told me to be wary of her, linus, and sam bc apparently they’re all snakes but i like jay and hope we can work together and she won’t stab me in the back lol. love being paranoid Keegan: tbh i kinda forgot who you were. sorry. i’m really tired rn and the hosts are making me write this. still love you boo. but yeah you seem like a fun person but i would work on those painting skills. Leah: i wish i talked to you more often but you aren’t really chatting that much so it’s kinda the same as ashley. i don’t really know what to make of that. Linus: linus is really cool and it’s awesome that i actually got a chance to get to know him and become friends with him. Sam: YES SAM! WAY TO MAKE IT THROUGH TRIBAL! seamus and i were watching the tribal and we both cheered so yay! way to go. hopefully we’ll make it through life and stuff Tommy: damn that immunity challenge tho. way to goooooooo. cool eyes brochacho. Trevor: he seems nicer and i think it’s bc he read my last confessional. he’s still v lazy tho so overall still not a fan Owen: well. yikes. all i have to say.

On 12/16/16, at 11:46 PM, Trevor (FvF5 Host) wrote: > My fave favs! ^^JUST SO IN THE FUTURE THE REST OF YOU SHITHEADS KNOW ME AND ASHLEY ARE TREVORS FAVORITES me after this tribal: http://img.thesun.co.uk/aidemitlum/archive/01871/Britney__1871745a.jpg What i wanted to do at tribal: https://s-media-cache-ak0.pinimg.com/originals/0d/33/42/0d334211f007132e349423053db6fc7a.gif Me and Ashley are Britney, Jay is Ariana: http://sugarscape.cdnds.net/14/49/1417781776-arian19.png to sum it up: http://38.media.tumblr.com/6e5aa91901c65e583adb267f7ce7c108/tumblr_ncdrx5Qt3R1s2ynnio1_400.gif

It’s 5:31am, my boyfriend is snoring so loud I can’t sleep, and I’m officially considering myself the cracked queen of fvf 5. Ashley is pissed at me, which is lowkey surprising, and Amanda doesn’t actually seem to be, which is also lowkey surprising. It seems like literally everyone else is happy about the move we decided to make, so I think I definitely have people to work with going forward. Linus said he found my puzzle and won’t take me out, so I definitely trust him more and more every day. I just don’t want to make the same mistakes I did in Transylvania and let the people who are on the outs with me rise to power to snatch me.

I’m Hali on the beach right now: http://images.yuku.com.s3.amazonaws.com/image/gif/92c3990c0213481abc09dec938801451_r.gif

So Amanda, Leah and I still haven’t heard anything for this tribal. But everything usually happens the day of anyways. I am hoping Jay believes me when I say that I still trust her and am willing to work with her. Because depending on who she comes to me wanting out, I will cut her if I have to. I am hoping we can wrangle Christian and Ting Ting into our alliance so we at least have a solid five. If we can get Jay to vote with us this tribal we could get someone big(ish) out like Sam or Linus. Maybe even Brett. We will just have to see I guess.

I’ll be happy if I never see the words “icon” or “shook” after this game is over. I’m also over “queen.” That is all.

I wasted an idol lol.

hello everyone! I’m coming at you live from the USA’s limp dick–Florida! anyway back to game. On last vote, it was awesome that we were able to get Steffen out on only three votes because it would have been a lot more difficult to get all of that later. It certainly makes the game “easier” for a little bit; I’m not getting complacent, though. we’re voting christian tonight so unless she has something up her ass (and honestly more power to her), the vote should be pretty easy tonight. People are still a little wary of Amanda and Ashley, but I think it’s better to save them for later. Anyway I’m eating shake shack soon so bless up mofos.

The Outcast alliance, consisting of Brett, Linus, Jay, Sam, Tommy and myself are targeting Christian. Good plan, but Ashley was either told of the plan or just coincidentally guessed the vote, since she told Tommy she was voting Christian. We’re sticking with the plan, Jay and Tommy specifically said there’s no sense in worrying and I agree. I think it’s unlikely Christian has an idol. But we’ll see. As long as the vote isn’t me, I’m happy

Someone information has come to light. Apparently there’s talks of a girls alliance forming. The rest of the girls are trying to sway Jay to their side. Kinda last minute, they’re just struggling to find some way to get a majority. I trust enough in Jay that she will stick with us

All girls alliance! Fuck yes. Look at me attempting to save my ass. This is pretty great and I am hoping the vote for Brett tonight actually works. His ass needs to go. He keeps thinking he is in control and every time he speaks in the tribe chat I want to pull out my eyeballs. Like tbh. He is spreading too much crap and I don’t need the whole world knowing about Amanda and I.

Well, I’m at a crossroads. I have a six person majority alliance with all the guys on the tribe and another separate six person majority alliance with the girls on the tribe. The guys are targeting Christian and the girls are targeting Brett, so I could go either way at this point. I don’t want to wake up with half of the tribe hating me tomorrow, so I may just throw my vote toward someone random and force a revote and then potentially rocks. This is the scariest position I’ve ever been in on tumblr survivor. I hate that this is the vote that going to define my game and I barely even had a choice in being shoved in the middle. Tomorrow, everything is going to be different with people I’ve been working with for a long time, regardless of which way I go. This is a lot. A lot. Linus has kind of become my #1 ally in the game since it seems like Tommy may have a bigger mouth and more connections than I thought, so I’ve been telling him pretty much everything and he’s comfortable flipping on Brett with me. Ugh. Ugh. Ugh. Stay tuned, buckaroos.

I sure am glad we don’t play this game on like messenger or something. I seem to lie about reading messages a lot 😅😂

So, last minute on the vote today it’s brought to light that a girls alliance wants to vote out Brett instead of Christian. Jay came to me to say that she felt like it may be in her best interest to make the jump. I really don’t feel the most comfortable with jumping on board with a womans alliance, especially since last time I checked I am very much not a woman. However, Jay is my closest ally far and away, and I think she already kind of had her mind set on this jump, so my options were to keep her as an ally and maybe find some new friends, or vote in the minority and lose her trust, so the choice seemed obvious. The truth is my current alliance is sinking, and boy do I not want to swim. So, with that, oh great king of Mata, I bid you ado.

so i finally found the perfect gif for me when steffen got voted out: http://wwwimage.cbsstatic.com/thumbnails/photos/files/asset/10/00/43/94/fbb11cd670f6f1e8_survivor_33_hannah_cant_even.gif BUT YOU KNOW WHAT https://49.media.tumblr.com/6d3fbe5cd1f6e6ad5bf57ac766bf44eb/tumblr_nmiv55gTcN1qhktavo1_250.gif Ashley and I pulled our asses up and got ourselves working and got a group together of all the girls and the plan is to vote for Brett. I hope this goes as planned cause this would totally flip the game and itd be iconic. As usual though i dont feel safe until tribals done so WE’LL SEE http://49.media.tumblr.com/0a76f378bc9b81ab8012f9ba6558f009/tumblr_nkeojciu3U1sqbiv1o7_400.gif

Brett, The Day After I am very proud of how I played this game. I certainly have things that I feel I could have done better at and moments that might have led to my downfall, but all in all, I did way better than I thought I was going to. I really thought my game was over the second ADRIAN got voted out from AMANDA’s vote advantage, so the fact that I was able to last one more week after that was such a gift. It’s a really fun game and I’m very grateful that I got the opportunity to play it. The plan was to get rid of CHRISTIAN. I felt it was a good move so that no one would be tempted to take her as a goat as well as having it be a respect move for everyone actually playing the game. People tell me CHRISTIAN’s a nice person. I wouldn’t know. She’s completely inconsequential to this game. I really hope she makes the finals now because it will really help me narrow down who to vote for. I’m not quite sure what happened, which is kind of wonderful when you think about it. I figured the other side would pick me as a target. I felt like I had 5 votes coming my way, especially after the other side tried to recruit JAY in the LAZIEST attempt at women’s alliance I’ve ever seen. Unfortunately, two members from my alliance–I’m assuming SAM and TOMMY, but can’t be sure–flipped and voted me out. I don’t have any ill will towards anyone that flipped on me, even if it was KEEGAN or LINUS or JAY. I think most of everyone in there could recognize I was a formidable player and that I should be dealt with sooner rather than later. I actually think that’s my largest game flaw–I made no attempt to dumb myself down. I’m very well written (and humble to boot) and I like to have intellectual conversations about the nature of the game to other people. I think these people liked those conversations, but knew they couldn’t let me anywhere near a jury or near the position to overthrow their grander schemes. I really felt like 6th place was the best I was going to do. I’m thrilled to at least have made the jury. That’s kind of cool. And now the minimal amount of stress I had about this game is now reduced to absolutely nothing. That’s not so bad either. I originally signed up for this game because the last one I played was 7-8 years ago. I was a teenager then. I was a lot more anxious then. I think when you’re younger, you’re more likely to do well because the pool of players is mostly around your age, but it’s an advantage to play when you’re older (unless you’re CAROLINE or MARANDA) because you have so much more going on for you and it’s not the end of the world if something doesn’t go your way. I was more successful in my placement(s) as a teenager, but I feel like my gameplay is stronger now, oddly enough–even sitting here at 11th Place. It’s easier to seem non-threatening when you’re still a child, more or less! Going into jury, I really got along with STEFFEN well and so I was looking forward to spending more time with him. To my surprise, STEFFEN is obnoxious if he’s not “ON” in the game. He’s warm and charismatic to get himself further in the game, but now that he’s out, he has no fucks to give and he’s just saying one irritating thing after another. Oh and there’s nothing WORSE than when someone gripes about twists and how if the hand had been dealt differently, he would have survived and it’s just like: WELCOME TO SURVIVOR. That’s literally how this game works. I’m sure ADRIAN is thinking “If only the swap came one vote later.” I’m sure NEHE & KRYSTEN are thinking “If only both tribes didn’t have to go to tribal council that night I got sent home.” That’s just how it is. You can’t get mad at something that was pre-meditated months ago. He just seems really immature. We are, of course, both rooting for different people to succeed. We can agree to disagree on that. He just comes off as kind of a loser to me now. But that’s the case with most of these players, so he shouldn’t feel singled out. There are nine players left in the game and one CPU level 1 that no one wants to eliminate for some reason. Let’s break them down, shall we? AMANDA is a good player. I would definitely consider voting for her to win if she makes it to the end. She’s been mostly smart with very few missteps. And she’s been alright to talk to. ASHLEY is an average player drowning in her own immaturity. I can’t see myself voting for her to win this game at all and it really just comes down to the temper tantrum she threw when STEFFEN was voted out. “If anyone wants to let me know what just happened, I’ll be online.” How infuriating. Get off your lazy, bitter ass and go talk to people instead of sitting around feeling sorry for yourself! Also, I don’t know why players do this, but it’s beyond annoying when people feign this “Oh I’m so worried it’s going to be me! I don’t know what to do!” Just stop. You’re embarrassing everyone. Go away. JAY is a sweet, sweet girl. And I think she’s playing as well as she can with the hand she’s been dealt. I don’t think she’ll make it to the end, but I commend her for killing it this far. KEEGAN is such a wonderful person. It would take a miracle for me to not vote for him if he made it to the end. I’m worried that I’ll be seeing him next based on the current situation, but I know that he has the strategic chops and challenge prowess to knock everyone else out of the game if he focuses and makes very calculated, purposeful moves. I have so much faith in him. I really want him to win this. LEAH is easily the largest disappointment in my Survivor: Myanmar experience. She’s not playing a good game at all. She just had a massive advantage when the game began of having pre-existing relationships with STEFFEN and AMANDA that presented a pretty uneven playing field, if you ask me. It really jeopardized the authenticity of this whole season to have a “fan” that’s good friends with two of the “favorites.” Had she not had those pre-existing relationships, she wouldn’t have gravitated towards those two naturally, not when they’re on the other tribe originally and not when she wouldn’t have even met AMANDA until the merge. If she gets to the end, it’ll be very hard for me to vote for her as well because she started the game with a rather large handicap. If you set the game on EASY mode, I’m not going to appreciate it when you sit next to two people who had a more difficult road to travel at the finale. My biggest mistake in this game is that I had a major hunch at the very beginning of the game that LEAH was going to work with the favorites because of how many people in the community were well wishing her pre-game. I voiced my concerns to KEEGAN and several others. It fell on deaf ears more or less, but it’s ultimately my fault. When CARLOS was voted out, I could have used social capital to get rid of LEAH and I didn’t because NEHE was a ticking time bomb that favored LEAH and I didn’t want to stick my neck out too far as a leader. Whatever place LEAH ends up finishing, she really shouldn’t be proud. If it’s ASHLEY, CHRISTIAN, and LEAH in the final three, ASHLEY gets my vote 100%. LINUS is a sweetie. And he has so much potential. I really hope that he can rise above his current predicament and cause a major upset. I know he’ll be an asset to KEEGAN and perhaps they’ll find an idol in the coming rounds. For being a teenager, LINUS was very easy to communicate with and has intelligence far beyond his years. I’m excited to see how he plays from here. SAM is one to watch out for. If my gut is correct, he’s engineered the demise of the first two members of the jury. STEFFEN doesn’t have any respect for it because STEFFEN plays a million ORGs at once and has no awareness, but I appreciate SAM’s go-for-it gameplay underneath his calm and mild exterior. He could win this, but I hope he doesn’t Aubry Bracco it–he’s not really seen as this major player among the rest of Toga Tata. He’s a bit too far behind the scenes. I see him, but does anyone else? TING TING is adorable and she’s really done no wrong this far into the game. We never talked strategy, but neither of us really had a use for the other, so it’s understandable. I think she’s becoming a real contender as the days pass by! TOMMY is such a roller coaster of a player. He has personality quirks that made for a very poor first impression with me. When I needed to work with him, however, I found that he can actually be very endearing, too. He’s not all mess and he has some tremendous ideas. I think he was the one who seemed the most conflicted about whether to vote me out or not. I hope he doesn’t regret it coming up. In fact, I’m most intrigued to discover the fates of SAM and TOMMY because their games are the most adventurous of the bunch. A lot of players don’t care for TOMMY at all. If he’s in the finals with anyone that isn’t KEEGAN, I’ll more than likely vote for him to win. I’m wishing him luck. So that’s it! Now I’m in jury with STEFFEN and while I really hope that someone cooler comes to Ponderosa for me to interact with, I would love for it to be AMANDA, ASHLEY, CHRISTIAN, or LEAH. That would be phenomenal. I’ll find out tomorrow evening, it seems. And lastly, to anyone who reads my confessionals and is upset that I referred to you as annoying or “Cookie Monster” or anything else, you really shouldn’t put much stock in my words at all. I don’t know you–and if I’ve used such words about you, I probably don’t want to know you. After this game, I’ll probably leave with one friend or two and not want to deal with the rest of you again. It’s not game bitterness. It’s just that in my daily life, I tend to avoid Disney freaks and people who live in their mother’s basement watching Big Brother live feeds whose greatest life decision is what flavor Big Gulp to get from 7-Eleven. I wish everyone that played this game happiness–I just truly believe for most that that happiness does not include me as a fixture in their life. My happiness certainly doesn’t include them. I don’t expect this to make me popular with the “VL,” but I was never really concerned with being anyone other than myself. The end.

#mustlearntoadapt #confessionals

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Ep. #7 - “Who Knows What's Going on Anymore, Because I Don't Know What The Fuck Is Going On. I Never Have, I Never Will, Because I Will Always Be In The Minority. Whatever.” - Leah

The tribes merged and were given the day off to get to know each other. Their first challenge was a reward challenge and the tribe was split into 2 teams of 6. The reward ended up being Immunity and the winning team would not attend Tribal. With only 6 people going to Tribal, 5 faves and 1 fan, the scrambling began. Linus had showed everyone his Hidden Immunity Idol at the previous tribal council and was almost guaranteed to play it here. The alliance of Steffen, Amanda, and Ashley still decided they should split the votes between Linus and Sam. Jay and Sam had other plans though and used Linus to help take out Steffen in a 3-1-0 vote with Linus playing his idol and cancelling out two votes against him. Steffen became the first member of the jury and passed the Legacy Advantage along to Ting Ting.

YES it’s a strategy for me to dumbly banter on tribe calls. If I can do anything to keep myself safe imma do it

GUESS WHICH BITCH IS READY TO BE QUEEN OF PONDEROSA

Wow a lot happened tonight. Starting with Togye tribal, Nehe is gone. Which was actually the result of Brett being brilliant. He essentially told Tommy that Nehe was being a snake and everyone ended up switching their votes to Nehe as a result (except me, cause I’m stupid and had no idea what was happening). Whether or not Nehe was always the target remains to be seen but Brett saved both of us. I owe him my life in this game. I’m not sure where I stand with Tommy, Sam, Ashley or Amanda so I’ll have to do a bit of damage control. Next, seeing Krysten being voted off Mata was a bit heart breaking. She was part of the Official Five alliance made on Day 1! That alliance was systematically picked off these last three votes leaving just Brett and myself. I was really hoping Krysten would survive until the merge. I trusted her more than Leah and Linus. On a super negative note, its now 8 faves vs 4 fans. So we’ve got a lot of digging and clawing to find a way into a solid place in this game. It’s certainly possible, Brett has a working relationship with Tommy and Sam (he saved Tommy, who was the intended vote instead of Nehe) and I’ve got sort of a relationship with Ashley (and to a lesser extent Amanda). Things might turn out well but it will take some effort.

If our tribe name truly ends up being Toga Tata, I will systematically vote out everyone who pulled for it, starting with Brett and ending with Steffen because we’re allies.

Day 15 HOLY SHIT THAT WAS AMAZING. If I leave on Day 18 or whenever, it officially doesn’t matter. With three hours before tribal, I did some serious shaking to get NEHE tossed the fuck out of this game. I have a lot to thank TOMMY for as well. He did some excellent work with the ladies and they never suspected the information came from me–they bought that NEHE did all the blabbing. And SAM was great, too. I don’t know why KEEGAN still voted for TOMMY. I told him it was NEHE all the way, but he was really adamant at the end that the girls were going to vote TOMMY out, it seems. I’m just glad he didn’t get me to change my vote because 4-3 would have meant game over for both of us. No girls, no glory. But this move to eliminate NEHE, 5-2 (I’d have loved 6-1, but won’t be greedy), was a ball that I started rolling and managed not to fuck up so that it actually happened! I got to keep my ride or die KEEGAN in and get a move on my resume! The merge has gone down and now I’m feeling less pressure. Twelve people can be very overwhelming, but with 8 Favorites and 4 Fans, I have no high expectations about my winning chances at all. It doesn’t mean I’m not going to try to get as far as I can though! There’s a palpable divide between SAM/TOMMY & AMANDA/ASHLEY. My plan is to get the fans I trust (KEEGAN & LINUS–who has an idol, by the way!) on board so we become a Party of 5. TOMMY wants to work with JAY and together we make 6! I think we can go after LEAH, another fan who I don’t trust even a little bit–this round so that the Favorites don’t suspect anything. Maybe even unanimously can her. And that would allow a new six of myself, JAY, KEEGAN, LINUS, SAM and TOMMY to steamroll CHRISTIAN, TING TING, ASHLEY, and AMANDA (STEFFEN, too, but I like the guy, so I’d keep him around a bit!). ASHLEY has tried to cover her tracks so laughably. Either AMANDA or she did admit in their vote that they were in a secret alliance with NEHE! That was so bad of whichever one of them to do! Every action done by NEHE, ASHLEY, and AMANDA in the last 24 hours has validated every claim I made to SAM and TOMMY and now I really feel like they know that they can trust me, TOMMY especially. I have yet to tell TOMMY one thing that hasn’t ended up proven true. I think that will be very valuable. The reward challenge takes place today and the teams are split 50-50, so it really doesn’t matter who wins to me, but I’d rather KEEGAN and TOMMY go to the cave, so I really hope we win.

Okay, so much has happened since I last made a confessional. So apparently on the switched Togye tribe I was the target of a blindside with Keegan, Nehemiah, Ashley, and Amanda voting for me because of a secret alliance between Nehemiah, Ashley, and Amanda. Nehemiah told Brett so Brett would vote me out, however since I made effort after the Adrian vote to get to know Brett we have bonded really well and he told me about everything. So I had to defuse the situation so said Nehemiah was the one who exposed the secret alliance of himself/Amanda/Ashley to me. Which caused Amanda/Ashley to get p.o.ed and I was able to convince them to vote out Nehemiah. It worked, and I was the supposed blindside plan as I got 2 votes at tribal but everything turned out fine. I narrowly escaped what woulda been the end of my game. Then Krysten left on the other tribe during the second part of the double tribal. Now it’s Final 12 and we recently merged. 8 Favorites and 4 Fans left in the game but I feel as though it is time to switch it up and no longer go by tribal lines. It’s the merge and now it’s every man and woman for themselves. There are only 2 or 3 seats at Final Tribal so you have to be willing to make moves and get to the end without being taken out. Honestly after everything that happened last tribal I feel as though I’m near the bottom of the favorites, so no I’m not afraid to go work with the fans. They could be useful numbers! One thing I noticed which is really triggering is that Steffen is friends with everyone. This annoys me to no end because everyone wants to play with Steffen when in reality it’s not like everyone in the tribe is going to go to the end with Steffen. He needs to be taken out because people are so blinded and mystified by him. Jay and I are the only ones who have really been talking about some sort of rebellion against the favs but she wants to take out Amanda, which I personally believe is the wrong move. We have to take out Steffen, because if Amanda goes he’ll easily find someone else to replace her spot but this time make sure there isn’t a fighting chance that the minority can fight back. While if we take out Steffen now it might disband that entire alliance and leave all of em’ scattering. I think Jay and I can get a few people to vote with us. I think we can definitely get Brett, Linus, and Sam to vote with us because they know they don’t have many other options. We may be also able to trust Ting Ting, Christian, and Keegan, but not as strongly as the others. We only need 2 more and we’ll be fine. I’m gonna try to become more bubbly before tribal comes around and seem super Fav pride before tribal so that at this tribal coming up the other favs don’t really expect anything and don’t go after me. However, Steffen may know something is up if anything has already got leaked to him. Tonight I went on call with Linus and basically confirmed his vote with me, and I told him I’d be fine working with him long term game, which he accepted. I really don’t mind sitting next to a fan in the end because I just want to get there right now. It gives me a chance to plead my case to the jury as to why I should win, and having a chance to plea your case is better than being on the jury deciding who wins because you at least have a 33 or 50 percent shot at winning. Long term game I wanna cut out people who I don’t feel close to. So this means Steffen, Leah, Amanda, Keegan, Christian, and partially Ashley I want out. I would enjoy a Final 6 of Ting Ting, Jay, Sam, Brett, Linus, and Myself because I feel as though those are the people who I’m closest to in this game. I know though that’s probably not how it’s gonna be with all this cave junk and idols/double votes/immunity challenges. So my way to avoid being taken out of the game is I’m going to have to lower my activity level, and make people I’m not thinking as much as they may be thinking I am right now. I also need to strengthen my pre-existing relationships and build new ones if I have to. Lastly, just be a more trusting person and be a person who people feel safe to tell their secrets to. I really hope my team wins this reward so that way the favs who are going to follow Steffen don’t get to go to the cave and get these rewards. Also Amanda straight up lied to me saying her flashlight does nothing, Linus told me what that flashlight does and it helps with the cave. Like I’m over her, she lied to me and didn’t think I’d eventually find out. My plans for tomorrow are to talk to Jay about the possibility of taking out Steffen first instead of Amanda. Get in better terms with the fans. Talk to Ting Ting and Sam and try to make our game relationships tighter. Also casually talk to Steffen and Amanda so they don’t try to target me at this upcoming tribal council so I don’t get any votes.

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MY FLASHLIGHT DOES STUFF?!?!?!?!?!

I am kinda scared. Due to some unseen circumstances I was unable to participate fully in our challenge, and our six now have to go to tribal. 5 faves and 1 fan. Yet Linus might have that idol he almost used last round but said he would save it. So now the faves are trying to come up with something. This may be when we have to start making moves…. RIP

I’m feeling unstoppable. Winning the second endurance challenge of the season and helping keep my closest ally safe is fantastic. Knowing that I don’t have to scramble and panic for this next tribal is great and Linus, my next closest ally, has a hidden immunity idol. So even though he’s going to tribal he’s not going home. It’s going to be so amazing watching the faves start to fall apart.

Whew! Not be first boot? Check. Not go pre-merge? Check. Not be the merge boot? Check. Make it to jury? Check! Thank god. My worry coming into the game was that I wasn’t going to make it to merge, and yet here I am. I’ve been pretty laid back and not as active in the tribe chat but I’ve been actively participating in challenges and helped my tribes pre-merge win immunities. But now that’s it’s jury phase I’m going to up my social game more(like in Sicily). And most definitely after this tribal council which I don’t have to attend! I suck in individual challenges, so I’m trying to make it to FTC again. Meaning I have to use my social and strategic game as my advantages once again. I’m so happy red team won and reward gave us immunity and a chance to go to the cave (which I haven’t done yet). In the beginning of the game it said the cave could either be good or bad if you decide to go. And because I get paranoid, with just my like I’ll come across something bad. Plus I’m horrible at finding idols.

Oh my god……………oh my god…………………………………this vote. This fucking vote. First of all a big fucking fuck you to Trevor and Owen for the ‘only the blue team goes to tribal’ twist. If I ever get the chance to physically fight you, I fucking will. But anyway. This vote. Sam and I are planning on flipping on the faves to vote with Linus against Amanda or Steffen. I’m going to sell it to the faves like 'Linus is going to play the idol, so we should split it 3-2 between Linus and Sam to get rid of the idol and lose someone who’s not in our “'main alliance”“ but here’s the tea. Linus isn’t going to play the idol and Sam and I are going to flip. And you know why Linus isn’t going to play the idol? He’s going to give it to me. He wants to test my and Sam’s trust so we can all go forward after this vote. And if he gets voted out because Sam flips, he wants me to have it. So this will be my first time ever holding an idol in any game, ever, because I'ma huge flop. I’m just praying this all works out but, hey, if it doesn’t and Linus goes home, I’ll have an idol, so it won’t be all bad.

Update: we’re going for Steffen. Fuck. The three of us decided that it’s just going to be too hard to rally the numbers in the future and this may be our only opportunity. Godt.

WOOOW, I sure have sucked at confessionals this round :P . Been to crazy to record whats going on. So lets just give a brief recap. I exposed the fuck outta myself for having an idol, everyones telling me different stories and for the sake of my own sanity I’ve chosen to believe (To an extent at least) Jay and Tommy. We should be voting Steffen, I’ve been told I don’t need to play my idol, Im having an existential crisis about whether to play it or not, I probably will play it because I cant afford to fuck this up. If the plan works hopefully we have majority next round, if it fails rip fans. And that gets us strategically to where we are. Onto the fun part, if Steffen does go I’ll be sad because literally my favourite new pastime is fucking with him, check this out xD. https://gyazo.com/cfe385f4aab56405a733929c380d14e1 https://gyazo.com/299d379c7bb0583df1b8955d7e3b617e I also made an idol necklace to wear at tribal so that should be pretty iconic :^). I was wanting to give Jay a fake idol to try and show an allegiance to her, but apparently I can’t get hosts to confirm the realness of a fake idol or even just hand it off to her, so that plan went up in flames haha. I was even tempted to give her the real one temperarily because right now I need to be set up for next round too. Sitting and playing passive will not work until my game stabilizes, and I was willing to take the risk of going home this round if it meant I got an ally who would be loyal going forward, but I opted against it. Wish me luck at tribal!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T3XE4RSMT1A

MERGE MERGE MERGE MERGE YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY AHHHHHHHHHH IM SO PUMPED. I beat my placement and finally made merge which was my goal so i feel like a weight of pressure i was putting on myself has been released which is great. That being said though BRETT IS A PIECE OF SHIT. He’s literally so fake he goes around running his mouth telling lies about me to ONE OF MY BEST FRIENDS (Leah) so of course she tells me and then he messages me being like "oh em gee lol haha blah blah blah” no bitch. Dont talk to me. He literally disgusts me and i want nothing more than for him to leave but SOME PEOPLE DECIDED TO GIVE HALF THE PEOPLE IMMUNITY WHICH IS STUPID. It actually isnt stupid its a great twist from a hosts perspective im just annoyed that everyone i want gone is safe. So i made a chat with leah and steffen within seconds of seeing the merge post cause theyre my bitches and i love them so much so thats lit. And then i still have my chat with Ashley which is cute. But here’s something new we have a chat with me steffen ashley and jay for this tribal. The plan is to have me and ashley vote linus and steffen and jay vote sam just in case linus plays his idol. Im a bit nervous that theres a secret plan with jay sam and linus to get us to split the votes and then vote out me ash or steffen but idk im a paranoid bitch so i might just be crazy. Im putting my faith in the plan and if i go i go. If i stay than ill fight my ASS off to get bretts fake ass out of here next week :)

I only have a few minutes to jam this out, so let’s do this! With the tribe merged, we went into a reward challenge that ended up being an immunity challenge in disguise. It was another endurance challenge with posts every 30 minutes and penalties, but no eliminations. I wasn’t going to let KEEGAN take all the burden once again and I gave it my best, lasting to the end with him and TOMMY when STEFFEN finally conceded. In the process, I deceived JAY at the beginning of the game and she got 2 penalties for her team because of it–it helped us win the challenge sooner, but as a potential ally, JAY probably didn’t get a great first impression of me. Oops! There’s nothing in the Cave of Wonders for me ever. Oh well. As for winning immunity accidentally, it’s good and it’s bad. It’s bad because KEEGAN and I want to be in control of our fate as much as we can and we will not have votes this week. The good news is that there’s a pact forming between KEEGAN, LINUS, SAM, TOMMY, JAY, and myself as the loyal Fans (LEAH doesn’t count) and the despondent bottom-rung Favorites. As my suspicions of LEAH have all along been correct (insofar as we know), it seems that she has pre-existing relations with AMANDA and STEFFEN from the ORG community and she is loyal to them. It all makes sense to me now! Even if it’s not true, I’ve never had confidence in LEAH or cared to really work with her, so it’s no sweat off my back if she’s actually innocent. Anyway, with immunity given to half the tribe (who are also unable to vote), 3 of the 6 of our newly-formed alliance are in the mix (JAY, LINUS, SAM) along with 3 of the opposition (AMANDA, ASHLEY, and STEFFEN). The plan is to get the opposition to believe that the collective Favorites (everyone but LINUS) should split their votes–4 on LINUS and 1 on JAY. However, JAY and SAM will actually vote for AMANDA with LINUS and the vote will be 3-2-1 to eliminate AMANDA. LINUS is unsure whether or not he should play his idol as a surefire safety. I think he should because we don’t know if we can completely trust JAY yet and even SAM acts a bit fishy sometimes. When he told me elements of the plan, he wouldn’t paint the whole picture and told me it’s best if I’m in the dark about some things. I like knowing things, so that doesn’t really fly with me. So just in case, I do think LINUS should play his idol. If AMANDA goes home, my heart goes out to her, but she really had her chance. She empathized with the Fans since her last season was Fans vs. Favorites and her Fans alliance was decimated and she was eliminated pre-merge. So she did what others did unto her in her last season only to possibly go out only one placement higher and on the same day! She was voted out Day 17 of her previous season. It’ll be crazy if she suffers the same fate. And while I’d rather ASHLEY leave, AMANDA dug her own grave if this plan does indeed end up working. Hopefully everyone does what they should.

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Ep. #6 - “A Target Fully Stocked With All Kinds of Gimmicks” - Brett

After tribal it was announced to the players that once again they would be playing for Individual Immunity. Each tribe would participate separately in the live challenge Ready Aim Fire. The Togye tribe went first with a quick win by Ashley, her second individual immunity so far. The newly formed alliance of Amanda, Ashley, and Nehe began to plot the vote to take out Brett. Mata completed their immunity the following day with some tribe members being more interested in going to The Cave than winning immunity and Ting Ting ended up pulling out the win. Back on Togye, paranoia was running wild and when Nehe filled Brett in on his alliance and the “fake” plan to vote out Tommy, Brett went to Tommy with this information. Tommy then went to Amanda and Ashley saying Nehe exposed their secret alliance to him which caused Amanda and Ashley to lose all trust in Nehe and flip the vote on to him. Nehe went home in a 5-2 blindside. On Mata, the Fans were all turning against each other wanting to vote any of the others out to ensure their safety. The Favorites thought this was too good to be true so they came up with a plan to split the votes 4-3 On Krysten and Linus. The vote ended up being 5-2 for Krysten as Jay pretended she wasn't online because she didn't want to switch her vote to Linus. At tribal Linus went to play his Hidden Immunity Idol but when there was little reaction from the rest of the tribe he decided to hold on to it a while longer.

Update: My whole brain is bleeding.

I love this I LOVE THIS. Adrian went home and his last words that “tommy is a fuckin snake” TOMMY DIDN’T DO SHIT!!!!!! OH MY GOD. and ashley is regarded as the michele of our group so it looks like i’m doing a better job at staying under the radar.

anyWAY. I’m just happy we spread enough paranoia to flush an idol too!! like fans just really shot themselves in the foot huh. now it’s all about keeping people close.

I’m salty.

Well I won Immunity!! I did not think I would win but I guess people couldn’t keep track of where the hots were? Kinda easy tbh. But anyways. Now Amanda and I have sort of a f2 going on. We also are with NeHe, and in the future possibly adding Keegan. I like our little group. We can get shit done and no one will expect it. Amanda and I learned tonight that NeHe really doesn’t like Brett. So we are going to try and use that to our advantage in the next tribal. I think Brett will be the next to go home. But thank goodness it wont be me. All those votes I got at tribal was supposedly to “keep me safe at rocks” which makes sense. I guess they chose a fave that they wanted to stay safe and that was me…. So that is cool.

They don’t lie when they say never go into tribal thinking you know what was gonna happen. Amanda had an extra vote and Keegan had an idol which they both played and Adrian was blindsided 5-4. I was shocked that it was Adrian targeted. I was strongly hoping they target Brett. I gave Amanda hints all day that it was Brett I rather have gone. I knew that right after tribal I was not in a good spot and I immediately called the girls Ashley and Amanda to talk and cover my bases. We made a chat so we could talk without anyone walking in on us. I explained to Ashley the reason I voted her which she understood. And I made both girls aware I wanted to work with them. Before tribal I dropped hints to them that I wanted to. I have this way when I talk to people that gets them hooked after a while. I am satisfied with my new alliance with Amanda and Ashley that i’m dubbing A&A (ANA). I know moving forward in this game we need to leave this persona that it’s fans vs favorites. We share equal hate for Brett and Tommy and those are 2 along with Sam I want out. I need to speak to Keegan and get him on board. He’s the vote that will make things go right for us. Especially the fact this round is another double tribal and I lost immunity. Safety is a pricy thing and I need to do everything I can to buy myself a ticket.

When you wanna vote out a favorite for the hell of it because you feel like going rouge during this double tribal council, but you need to wait until the merge. I love chaos and destruction!! https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WlBHwjAITJg I would seriously vote out a favorite during this double tribal BUT favorites have majority in the game right now, and since merge is happening after this vote (I know it is) I don’t wanna lose their trust at this stage in the game. Steffen, Jay, and Ting Ting seem like they want to stick with the favorites once merge happens, but that’s boring. I love stirring the pot. But with the tribal swap that happened recently, the tribe chat is way more active than the old Favorites tribe. I definitely like the fans a lot, especially Linus. Kyrsten seems like a great person too.

People. Instead of giving someone else the option to go to the cave in the challenge. Eliminate yourself!

Day 13 It hasn’t even been two weeks? How is that possible? Last night aged me severely. Severely. For all the steadfastness, for all of the perseverance, for all of the diplomacy and keeping a unit as strong as it possibly can be–ultimately none of it mattered because of an advantage found in a cave. For me, this is my version of being idol-ed. These advantages are part of the game and it sucks to be the victim of one. Of course, I am a massive hypocrite. I love a good advantage when it benefits me, surely. So I have no hard feelings towards AMANDA. Her move was the right one and I’m very proud of her as a player. I hate that I can’t find a damn thing in this cave (which based on AMANDA’s smashing success is actually a Target fully stocked with all kinds of gimmicks). I’m devastated that we lost ADRIAN in the aftermath. I was ready to go to rocks with a 80% chance of staying alive and a 60% chance that a Favorite would leave the game. If I went out that way, cool. I knew no one was going to flip. That’s just how it was. So KEEGAN, NEHE, and I all felt differently after the vote. NEHE claims AMANDA isn’t playing fair which is ludicrous and I haven’t bothered to listen to him further than that. KEEGAN, shockingly, is spinning the fuck out and he won’t talk to TOMMY at all. Sidenote: TOMMY, though he was a douche throughout Tribal Council, feels bad for hurting KEEGAN and filtered an apology through me since he can’t talk to KEEGAN one on one. But anyway, I’m surprised at KEEGAN’s reaction because he exhibited so much self-control up until this point and it had to have simply boiled over for him. And for me? I’m sad that ADRIAN went home, yes. But I’m irritated that I got off the freeway to witness it. I should have kept driving and missed the whole thing to get home earlier. I told a select few that we honestly should have known. This is what happens in Fans vs. Favorites seasons. The Favorites steamroll and the handful of Fans that make the merge are expendable pawns until their inevitable departure. I was hoping to take the upper hand this round to change all of that, but unfortunately this major Tribal Council might be what causes my house of cards to fall apart. I also competed in that short challenge very poorly, even taking a shot at myself, but it was difficult to compete as I was driving (that can’t be safe) and I couldn’t hold up the challenge for anyone else. I made it home safely, by the way. I really didn’t want to get off the freeway again for more disappointment. After ADRIAN’s departure, my immediate instinct was sportsmanship. Being on the losing side sucks, but let’s keep this in perspective, people. I had a great vacation in Arizona. I have a wonderful job in Orange County and I just received a promotion today. I am active and healthy and I don’t live behind my computer screen. In the event that I am the next one voted off–cool. I had fun. I met a handful of cool people. I played the way I wanted to play. I also have to keep in perspective that this game means a HUGE FUCKING DEAL to some of the players like NEHE who have centered their lives around it. It’s a testament to the hosts that people can invest themselves in this so much and I hope it doesn’t appear as if I’m not invested. I definitely am, more than I want to admit, but I have a lot of other plates spinning in my life. I’m giving this my best. And I’m pragmatic. So in light of that spirit, I congratulated AMANDA on a job well done, offered cheers to SAM and TOMMY, and checked with ASHLEY to make sure she understood why she was the target by the old Fans. I’m getting along with TOMMY a lot better. I’m being friendly with everyone. It’s hardest to be friendly with NEHE because of how rash he is and how personally he takes everything. I think with age and experience, NEHE will become much more bearable to play with. For now, KEEGAN and I are screaming. At the next vote, I’m down to vote for NEHE if I feel like I have no way of succeeding because I can’t believe players like NEHE and LEAH are going to last longer than me. Neither deserves it, but that’s the game. There might be some hope on the horizon with ASHLEY and KEEGAN associating with one another. ASHLEY doubts AMANDA a bit for concealing her found advantage(s) while I am trying to get TOMMY to see a similar thing. SAM doesn’t feel the need to address me at all past small talk, so I’m not bothering with that, and AMANDA is pleasant as ever, but uninterested in working with me at all. I’d love to flip tomorrow’s vote on AMANDA using ASHLEY, KEEGAN, NEHE, and maybe even TOMMY, but it’s very unlikely. This could be my last confessional before my final words. If it is, it’s been a pleasure.

So Keegan is finally coming around and I think he would be a good addition to the Nehe, Amanda and I alliance. I hope to god he isn’t extremely close to Brett because he doesn’t need to know there is a lot that he doesn’t know about. Hopefully Keegan sees that us four could be very strong and really no one would see it coming. Amanda and I are tight. We are just in that awkward place where we are in two different alliances but don’t know which to vote with exactly. Tommy and Sam are our faves with us on the tribe, and some are wanting to vote Tommy. but if we vote Tommy, the fans and faves would be equal again and that is scary if merge doesn’t actually happen soon. Amanda and I are trying to get people to want Brett out, it seems that some of the other fans don’t like him so we are hoping his name is the one that is brought up in our chats.

Today has been an interesting day. Propositions have been made to me by Ashley, with her proposing we essentially dissolve the Fans vs Faves and work with Nehe and Amanda, to form a majority. I love the plan with the exception of them not including Brett, who’s by far my closest ally. They’ve said we’d keep him around to merge, which for me and him amazing. For them maybe not so much. If everyone is being honest, this game just got turned on its head.

rip me my heat and mass final is tomorrow also i’m still tryna figurrrr out who to vote so that’d be nice. i think if we all just stay loyal to each other it may be merge after this and then I CAN SEE STEFFEN

Yesterday and today I feel way more comfortable than I was the night of last tribal. I regrouped and formed bonds with both Amanda and Ashely in a sense I want to work with them. And they want to work with me. I have that sort of charisma when I speak. So they can definitely be new versions of Leah for me. God hopes Leah makes it out of this tribal for her. I know she isn’t the best socially but she needs to like pick that social game up. Going to tribal tonight a vote has not been settled upon and I don’t think I have hid my despise rn for Tommy or Sam. I don’t engage in conversation with Sam and Tommy keeps trying to talk to me but I give him like no tea. I spoken to Keegan last night and solidified an alliance with him. I do feel he’ll stick to it. I informed him of my awareness of Brett and which he needs to be aware of that too. Keegan definitely is flippy floppy but we have the numbers if he votes with me Ashley and Amanda. Keegan wants Tommy out as much as I do so I am all in on pushing Tommy. Why Tommy? Well the way he presents himself is very shady and seems like a bit manipulable and possibly will be a very dangerous player moving forward. When I look at Tommy I see he’s playing the exact same game as Brett. Both are threats in my eyes and I need them gone. I’m gonna make sure the girls settle into voting Tommy out tonight. The game isn’t Fans vs. Favorite anymore and we all need to wake up and realize that. We need to better each others games and right now this is my chance to strike a move before I start laying back. Tommy is that move.

Well, your local icon/future winner snatched herself in the challenge, so I don’t have immunity. Luckily, though, Ting Ting got it and she’s a member of my alliance. We’re looking to vote out one of the fans tonight so the faves can go in to the merge with a solid majority. Thus far, I think I’ve done a pretty good job of laying low and we’re expecting a merge after double trouble tonight, so then I’ll start trying to manipulate the game. I got what I’m assuming is a lame advantage in the cave, so hopefully that’ll help me out eventually.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ytbdj3cOryA

I’m kinda trying to play both sides RN. So, I could vote with the faves, Linus. Or vote with the fans, whoever they want. Or, we could pull someone from the faves and get like, Steffen out. OR it could be me going and nobody is telling me haha

So this vote seems like a real make me or break me moment. I’ve formed an alliance with Christian (I also told her about my idol, which may have been a huge mistake :X), and then Steffen also formed one with the two of us. I finally got to have a good talk with Jay today and maybe see a bit where her head is at. So I’ve decided I will be voting with the favs. I’d rather try to make a change for myself than go down calmly just to protect people who have been against me in the past. I hate having to do this to Krysten, but that’s just survivor I guess, you win some you get swap fucked some. I’m a little nervous that it could be a Linus blindside just because everything seems almost too perfectly fallen into place. Krysten is claiming no one talks to her, favs formed an alliance with me, but Steffen is also freaking out, and if Christian did tell him about my idol (which I’m doubting she did) this could be all one really really elaborate move. That said even with the very little bit of nervousness I have I think I’m hiding it quite well. I had my gameplay described as bold today so now I feel cool 8) . My biggest reason for flipping isn’t even a lack of trust in the fans, but rather that I need a viable group at the merge and if the other tribe cuts another fan that will just be a sinking ship. As always wish me luck at tribal council, Linus out.

Hmm, so apparently there’s a possible split vote now that I hadn’t heard about and a bunch of scrambling still amongst the favourites. Oops I think Jay told me something she wasn’t supposed to :P

No one will really talk to me about the vote, so I’m incredibly worried. Tonight will show whether two individuals (whose names both begin with A) are lying snakes, or whether there’s some amount of decency among the faves. I’m leaning towards the latter.

I MIGHT BE TARGETED TONIGHT LET ME KNOW LMAO like so how did this happen? well so nehemiah , another young kid who thinks his ego is really big, thinks he’s a good player by going and telling the other fans about a secret alliance that he has with ashley and amanda!!!! which what the fuck!!!! anyway i might get some more votes tonight based on what else i’ve heard because i was perceived as threatening on the favorites tribe it’s frustrating because this time i wanted to prove my loyalty to my allies because that was something i was lacking in my previous games and i really wanted to improve that and improve my social game and IF I DON’T GET TO REAP THE BENEFITS OF THAT then imma be upset! maybe now that i have more time to play since you know like finals are over i’ll be more #woke on the plans but hey… that’s survivor.

So me and Ashley were joking that we were Roxie and Velma from Chigago and that we were gonna kill all the boys so we made an alliance chat with us two called “THEY HAVE IT COMING” which i think is hilarious. I really do like her and wanna move forward with her and she’s def my favorite person on Togye right now. So right after tribal me her and Nehe were the only ones still on call so we got to talking and Nehe was like “I WANNA WORK WITH YOU TWO BLAH BLAH BLAH” so we made a chat and then now here we are at tribal and THIS BITCH tries to throw it in my face by telling tommy? no way thats not gonna fly. ive been nothing but nice to your ass you can fucking go. So that being said if things go as planned, Ashley Tommy Sam and Myself are voting Nehe out and he’ll be leaving tonight. If he has something and my ass ends up leaving well fuck my life i guess im NEVER GONNA MAKE IT TO MERGE. Literally all i’ve wanted in this game is to get to merge i honestly dont care about winning yet. I just wanted to beat my placement and make merge like i didnt get to do last time and this week is being extra hard on me. ITS LIKE THE SURVIVOR GODS KNOW IM ALMOST THERE AND WANNA MAKE ME DIE. Anyways i just really hope i can make it past this week cause if i do than ive beaten my placement and i can be satisfied after that. ALSO I REALLY WANNA BE ON A TRIBE WITH LEAH AND STEFFEN UGH. CAN I JUMP IN THE OCEAN AND SWIM TO THEIR BEACH?

Also Brett seems to think i have magical cave powers where i can pull shit out of my ass….ITS JUST LUCK DUDE CHILL

i have such a low tolerance for idiots

Well there’s definitely segregation. Like in the other tribe it was totally fans vs. faves and i think it’s kinda like that in our tribe but not as much. Steffen: he’s chill but i’ve heard he’s good at the game so after merge idk what’s gonna happen. Love the giraffe. Jay: She’s really nice luh her Christian: ok so idk what to think about her. I’ve heard that she cheated in one of her games which makes me not trust her but she seems to be pretty loyal with the alliance so that’s that. Leah: She cool pls don’t get into anymore car accidents. Linus: He’s pretty lit. It’s cool that he definitely wants to break off of the fans vs fave mentality and it’s understandable bc he was at the bottom of the fans tribe earlier. Krysten: I guess we’re voting her out this time. Idk i haven’t talked with her much so i feel bad about voting her out, but the faves want to keep majority in the tribe so… anyways i guess another reason for her getting voted out is that she really wants to stick to the fans vs faves mentality which i’m not so much a FAN of. haha. ok i’m done Trevor: um trevor is kinda mean to me. sometimes i feel like he really hates us but idk Owen: he lied to me so… k bye

I’m so confused. I have a really good shot at going home tonight. It’s between Nehemiah and I going home tonight. Ashley, Amanda, and Nehemiah apparently had an alliance and Brett told me. I exposed it and now stuff is going crazy. People are going around scrambling and I just don’t want to go home. I’m scared I’m going to be taken out again, if I had a real idol it would be so played tonight. If I get idol’d out again I’m gonna be so pissed. Sam is my closest ally and I really feel uneasy about everyone else. There are two other duos. Keegan and Brett. Ashley and Amanda. All I can think of is, this is going to be so crazy this tribal and I’m so anxious. Wish me good luck tonight because I’m going to need it!

Day 14 It seems I have more to say. I really thought it was time for me to just accept my fate that I’m completely screwed. And for a lot of this round, I was. But there’s hope. There’s genuine hope. Originally, I thought maybe KEEGAN and I could cast doubt on AMANDA for her advantage concealment. That’s not a thing. I tried spinning it to ASHLEY and she was having none of it. So I knew that I had one shot to try to float that and it was a disaster. NEHE claimed he had a plan. KEEGAN then told me that NEHE can’t stand me because I’m a threat and I cockblock him from making the moves he wants to make–all of which are completely brainless and could have completely imploded our alliance. Everything he said was true. I only say no to NEHE because he sucks! It’s so awful having to wrangle this 15 year-old to not doing absolutely moronic things that put all of us in danger! I’m never having kids after this, I swear. KEEGAN tells me he might have something going with ASHLEY, AMANDA, and NEHE (still putting me on the outs) that is bent towards eliminating SAM or TOMMY. I tell KEEGAN that I’m along for whatever ride. I assure NEHE the same thing–I tell him I’ll do whatever he wants. NEHE tells me I’m panicking and he’s working on it and instantly, I’m turned off. I’m not taking direction from him. I’m just not. Three hours before Tribal Council, I ask KEEGAN if he knows anything. KEEGAN hasn’t heard from either ASHLEY or AMANDA–he even thinks ASHLEY hasn’t been online when I had just been talking to her about the date I have tonight like 20 minutes prior. KEEGAN then has an epiphany that he thinks he’s the target from the Favorites–and he very may well be. I tell him that we should definitely expose NEHE’s dealings with ASHLEY and AMANDA (or at least ASHLEY) to TOMMY, another loose cannon. KEEGAN and I have nothing else left to lose, so he gives me the go ahead. I throw NEHE under the bus to TOMMY. He opens up a dialogue between SAM and me, and we go from there. If I’m successful, I’m finally free of NEHE, 4-3 or 4-2-1 or whatever. It’s losing another Fan, but I am just done with NEHE. The Fans are a sinking ship anyhow, especially if we lose KRYSTEN, LINUS, or even LEAH on the other side. Plus, it’s too large of a heist to think I could get TOMMY and SAM to eliminate a favorite while they have the majority. Eliminating NEHE gives them plausible deniability with the girls to an extent. If this does work out and KEEGAN and I are still here, I’m interested to see where the girls vote. If they were in fact in league with NEHE (which I don’t believe they actually are), that would create a major rift in the Favorites. TOMMY’s nervous about idols. He has every reason to be, but hopefully I have built trust by being the only person not to lie to TOMMY (or any of the Favorites for that matter) last round. I didn’t try to sway any of them or tell them they were safe with me or anything. I was solid. They knew where I stood. Hell, that’s probably why the ladies don’t want to work with me. NEHE comes at me and tells me it’s in my best interest to vote for TOMMY–one hour before Tribal Council. No rhyme. No reason. Just do it. I’m not your Phillip Sheppard, child. I’m not going to take orders from you, especially when you felt I was on a need-to-know basis enough to only tell me a fraction of the grand plan an hour before the vote! Screw you. My vote is for NEHE. And even if I go or if KEEGAN gets backstabbed by the Favorites, I’m fine with NEHE just being a personal vote. Who chooses Susie Smith as their representative Survivor anyhow? In what world?! There’s 400 or some options and you choose Susie Smith? Unreal. I think there’s a chance KEEGAN might go. I’m feeling alright at the moment for myself (which means it could definitely be me, of course). We’ll have to see. SAM and TOMMY have told me they are going to vote for NEHE. We’ll see if that’s actually a thing or not. I wish the absolute most of luck to my best friend in the game KEEGAN and I hope we’re both still here on Day 15. If it’s my turn, it’s still been a pleasure. I didn’t lay down and die. I gave this everything I had to try to keep me and my main ally safe. :)

I am really heartbroken that i got blindsided tonight. I felt I was genuine with the people I talked to while Tommy and Sam were fake people and will be major threats moving forward in this game. Amanda and Ashley truly are idiots if they voted me off tonight based on false allegations. I what so ever did not tell people to vote out Amanda or Ashely or said nothing bad about them. I was very open with my hatred for Tommy and wanted him gone tonight but I did not see this one bit. I do wish luck to Amanda, Ashley, Keegan. Hopefully I can come back and redeem myself in some other seasons. I was so short lived.

#mustlearntoadapt #confessionals

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Ep. #5 - “You Should Be Fucking Festive!” - Amanda

A tribe swap occurred based on a number between 1-1000 that the players chose when they applied to the game. Everyone who picked on odd number was put on Togye and everyone who picked an even number was put on Mata. On the new tribes, Steffen found the Legacy Advantage that was hidden on the blog. The tribes were given their next Immunity challenge which was the Lip Sync music video challenge. While both tribes got bad reviews from the judges, Mata pulled off the victory with their take on “Best of Both Worlds”, even with Amanda using her challenge advantage for Togye. With everyone but Ashley getting to visit The Cave, it was completely ransacked. Amanda found an extra vote and both Keegan and Linus found a Hidden Immunity Idol. Heading into Tribal Council, Togye was split on the vote with the 4 Fans and 4 Favs going against each other. 10 minutes before Tribal, Amanda decided she would use her extra vote and which broke the tie sending Adrian Home. Keegan also ended up playing his Hidden Immunity Idol to ensure his safety but it was not needed.

I’d totally film a vid confessional, but my hair is in a towel right now. So I just got thrown onto a new Mata tribe… in the minority of old Mata members. Allll the other Official Fives got swapped over to Togye, leaving me with just Linus and Leah. Good thing I was still trying to make connections with them, but not as crazy as the alliance. I like both of them a lot and genuinely want to stick with them in a vote on this tribe. Hope to win immunity, I may need it here.

Tribe swap came. Not the three tribe swap I was anticipating but into two tribes with uneven numbers. Fortunately, four of the Official Five are on the new Togye, with four faves. There’s no majority which is good and bad. Unfortunately, the new Mata has a faves majority and our alliance member Krysten is over there. I’m confused about how to proceed. We very well may be picked off one by one.

So this swap is…. Interesting. I am just glad that I am in the situation of having a completely split tribe rather than being in the minority. I really hope Steffen stays safe. He is like my #1. I also hope that our tribe just wind the immunity challenges up until merge. Idk where everyone’s loyalties lay and Idk if I can even trust some of my old tribe mates. I hope having won last immunity does not make me a target. Brett also won and is on my tribe so maybe it wont make us targets then.

Another blindside went well. Maybe it wasn’t truly a blindside but he did think people were doing Leah. I am shocked that we tribe swapped into just 2 tribes. Especially at final 15. That left tribes 8-7 and in a sense the tribes were split kinda fairly. 4 Faves went to Togye and 4 went to Mata. While 4 Fans went to Togye and 3 went to Mata. That is the sad part. Mata Is Faves majority and Fans not so much. Now I truly think The Original Five alliance is golden and would work very well but Krysten is the only one stuck on Mata. She is going to need to find some type of way to get herself out of this mess. I can’t believe it though that the swap did work well. I want Linus out and I hope 4 faves go for him. Leah has ammunition to flip as well. I gave Leah as much info as she needs and she can easily through both Linus and Krysten under the bus with what the info I gave her. Hopefully that just doesn’t bite me in the butt come due time. My alliance as of now is The Original 4 Mata’s and I think all will stay true. I think we all are aiming to getting Ashley on our side. Ashley seems like a doll and I would love to work with her and if we are able to convince any favorite to flip to our side its her. Amanda is another try I can go for while Sam and Tommy I think would be instant targets of ours. I will push Sam to go first just as Tommy may be someone I could use in the future. If we go to tribal I thin my alliance is willing to go to rocks. I am for sure. But right now I need to one keep myself in good graces with the favorites and not only that but my tribe. If the 4 faves vote me on the revote I have to trust my alliance wont flip to me. Also bonding with the faves would keep the vote off me. Now I don’t see the problem of them targeting me because if my alliance stays true i’ll be immuned and then the rest draws. The only person I would consider flipping on from my tribe is Brett but I’m handing away a numbers advantage just yet.

That moment you want to try and lie to one of the faves in order to vote with you. I mean, I hope I have placed my eggs in the correct basket, otherwise I’m fucked.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BymxmTDsefA

I don’t know if i said this already but I FUCKIN MISS STEFFEN! can we pls merge thx

So for this upcoming immunity challenge we have to lip sync to a song and our tribe iconically choose a song I don’t think anyone would have assumed. We choose Stick to the status quo by High School musical. I think the song is very good, upbeat, energetic and just fun. I know I will do an amazing job as I have a vision in my head of how I want this video to be just dont know how to edit. Yet doesn’t matter everyone else needs to give it there all.

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Yooooo, I’m trapped in a co workers car an hour away from civilization and I have to pee really freaking bad, so now seems like a good time to make a confessional XD. So a tribe swap!! Woo! The new tribe has only like 3 fans, and like, I wasn’t planning to stick to the fans anyways, but with a fan minority there is no reason for the favs to try and pull me into their side so I will have to play my cards right. As soo as the swap hit Krysten and Leah all of a sudden are adding me to an alliance chat and acting like the 3 of us have to stick together… Where the hell was that eagerness to get me in while we were on our starting tribe. They’re faaaaaaaake as fuck I tellz ya. With fans like these who needs enemies. Assessment of people. Ting Ting: Trying to talk to ting ting is painful. Like, I’ve heard a bunch of people just love her, but she is so freaking unresponsive… Christian: I absolutely love Christian. If there is one person who I want to work with really badly it’s her. She seems very genuine. Krysten: I don’t mind krysten other than the sudden caring about having me as a vote now that she could be in danger. I got the feeling she was Brett’s number 2 on the starting tribe so she could be dangerous at a merge. Leah: who? We were on a starting tribe but I still feel like I know more about the history of Lithuania than I do about her. (Hint, I know virtually nothing about Lithuanian history) Steffen: I like Steffen obviously, I think everyone does. At first I thought he was someone I really wanted to work with, but after talking to others I’m realizing everyone thinks that, which means he has enough options that he may not pick me. hes the lease of this new tribe for sure. Jay: Jay and I can’t seem to hold a conversation to save our lives. She seems cool enough and we’ve both even made jokes about it, but like, I just wish we were both on at the same time more since my number one goal right now is to impress the favourites. Linus: What an icon, clearly the biggest threat to win :P . Jk, I’m a mess this game haha.

If we lose this immunity challenge i’m gonna die. I froze my ass off and murdered my phone for this shit!!!! Also OF FUCKING COURSE we get given a music video challenge right after we have a swap and Steffens not on my tribe anymore. He literally always wins music videos so of course i wanna be a bitch and kick his ass at his favorite thing SO I DECIDED TO USE MY ADVANTAGE. I’m such a good friend. lmfaoooo anyways I really hope we win this challenge and if we do I really hope Leah and Steffen make it through tribal alright. I really wanna get to merge so so bad so we need to win this shit.

why the FUCK did they not include my wig snatching scene?! anyway i knew that was a losing video but like… did adrian throw it? like i can probably get my dog to edit better but hey that’s all fine. we’re just split right down the middle with tribal lines right now and i don’t really know if i’d wanna defect yet or not. who knows.

I want Tommy to like be an evil genius with me but he doesn’t want to! like someone said that they heard his name but he “promised to keep them anonymous” LIKE THAT’S NOT SOMETHING YOU NEED TO KEEP YOUR WORD ON THAT’S CALLED #DIRT and we can use that to spread paranoia between the fans!!!! god. I guess it’s just not time to be evil yet but I can feel it almost surfacing.

although i am a little happy that the game is getting more #crackedt like we need more paranoia

Wow what an eventful day. We lost the challenge, which is whatever. The vote is likely going to rocks and nothing has really changed on that front. Tommy is acting incredibly weird about this whole thing though and I’m not really sure how to respond to that. On a major plus side, I found a hidden immunity idol in the cave!! It didn’t come at an opportune moment, I could be knocked out via rocks or by someone flipping in the next tribal. It’s tempting to play the idol to make sure I’m safe, no matter what. On the other hand, if I play the idol and didn’t need to, it’s kind of a waste. I’m so conflicted.

So much can change when you go for a 7-mile run. A 60-minute workout and a shower later, and it’s time for a tribal swap from 15 players into two tribes. But first, I think it’s funny that the Favorites voted off GASTON and RICHIE as their two first boots. If memory serves, I cited the two of them as my favorite Favorites from the beginning! Apparently they were so charming, they were tossed out as threats immediately! I have to hand it to the Favorites–they’re not too dumb for a collection of students. In the swap, I finally shake LEAH loose, but I also lose dear friend and partner KRYSTEN in the process and friend/pawn LINUS as well. Fortunately, I get to keep my closest ally KEEGAN, loyal soldier ADRIAN, and loose cannon NEHE. From the favorites, we gain Disney freak AMANDA, scavenger champion ASHLEY, and two of their men–SAM and TOMMY. With 4 Favorites and 3 Fans on New Mata, I would be inclined to throw the challenges to keep KRYSTEN and LINUS safe. However, it’s not so easy. New Togye has 4 from each tribe, so there’s no guarantee Old Mata will be the victorious side if we do indeed throw. Say we go 4 vs. 4, tie, and go to rocks. That might not necessarily go in our favor. With that said, I’d much rather go to rocks and gamble for the chance of putting the Fans in the majority instead of being expendable like Fans are in most Fans vs. Favorites seasons. We get the challenge and it’s my personal nightmare–a lip sync off. And what’s more, the majority of my tribe has AWFUL taste in music. At one point, NEHE and allegedly straight TOMMY were hell bent on doing High School Musical’s “Stick to the Status Quo.” IN WHAT WORLD IS THAT A VIABLE CHOICE IN 2016?! I think I had a perfectly sellable idea of doing the Cups song from Pitch Perfect so one person could lip sync the whole thing while everyone else did the cup motion–it would look really cool on camera! But alas, we have an irritant in the form of TOMMY. He is a grown adult in the United States of America with no access to cups. I asked him straight up: “What street corner is the cardboard box in which you live?” This guy is obnoxious. He has terrible taste and is just a turd of a person to talk to 80% of the time. Oh not to mention that he kept saying he should sit out for some moronic reason and then kept trying to lead the tribe. “I think I should sit out. But first, let me dictate what we do for this challenge. But I shouldn’t be involved. No you shouldn’t do this song. You should do one I choose. Well it seems like everyone wants to participate, so I’ll sit out.” Just STOP, dude. You’re embarrassing all of us, yourself especially. NEHE is not helping either. He is so far up TOMMY’s ass and I have no idea why. Part of me wants to possibly acknowledge that NEHE is being smart in befriending TOMMY so that he’s not at the top of the Favorites’ hit list. Part of me thinks he just relates to TOMMY’s idiotic and childish behavior. Since the challenge began, NEHE and TOMMY have been annoying just about everyone while the rest of us have tried to be helpful. They’re both being massive morons and I don’t appreciate it at all. The challenge ruling came down and we didn’t even have to throw it. Our video was so terrible (I truly gave it my best) that the new Mata destroyed us even with the help of a 10-point advantage from AMANDA. I really want to give a reassuring look to KRYSTEN and LINUS. I’m very proud of both of them. But now it’s time to sack up and prepare for war. NEHE is already spinning out. ADRIAN told him he’s their target which I don’t think is even a little bit true, but of course NEHE is eating it up. When you’re 15 and home schooled, your world is VERY small. This is all he thinks about, surely. We discussed as a team and the plan is to attempt to divide the favorites, using ASHLEY to vote against her former tribemates while we take the opportunity to eliminate someone else: 4-3-1. I doubt it will work. I think our best case scenario is to go to rocks and hopefully be on the winning side. I think the worst case scenario is getting idol-ed out of the game because Tommy allegedly has an idol. I’d rather not. I’d rather pick the wrong rock. Hopefully I can trust my side and we pick the right person to vote for. Otherwise we are looking at a loss and to begin being steamrolled by the Favorites. And I refuse to just let that happen. I know what I signed up for. I’m going to do everything in my power to defy that. I’ve talked to AMANDA about the vote and I’ve leveled with her 100%. She understands the dynamic the most because her last season was Fans vs. Favorites and she was in my shoes! I told her that if she’s working with her former tribemates that I wouldn’t try to dissuade her, but my door is always open if she wants to reject them. I was very open and respectful with her and I’m trying to make this as classy as possible when it comes to her because I feel like she might gravitate toward that attitude. I have definitely come around on her. I said some things about her bio video that I completely take back. She’s a great person with a huge heart. We’ll see how this whole thing shakes out. I don’t trust NEHE. I feel like the Favorites have the upper hand. I really just hope that ADRIAN, KEEGAN, and I are still standing when the dust settles on this vote. That’s all I want.

anyway I MISS STEFFEN AND JAY AND ALL I HAVE OVER HERE IS A FLASHLIGHT TO KEEP ME COMPANY I only plan on using the flashlight PLATONICALLY, THANK YOU.

So, after careful consideration of everything, IM FREAKING THE FUCK OUT. Unless by some miracle we can convince Amanda or Ashley to flip to the fans, it’s to the rocks we go. I have an idol, I can play it and guarantee I’m staying but that really doesn’t help me if one of the fans goes home anyways. And then we have to consider one of the faves having an idol. This is all one big messy situation that I don’t want to be part of.

That challenge was fun! Just filmed a few minutes on a Saturday afternoon. So glad we don’t have to go to tribal. Just have to keep building my connections in case we do have to go soon.

We lost the immunity challenge. My alliance kinda wanted this to happen so we can go to rocks and get the numbers advantage as also in hopes of flipping into voting with us. After we lost though Brett came up with the plan to get the flipper to vote the wrong way or flush an idol. The person I wanted out was Sam as I had no connection him but news came back to me that it’s Tommy who is targeting for the vote to be me. That kinda surprises me. I had good talks with tommy I truly hope its a bluff. I have to rely on bonds with Ashley and Amanda in hopes that they don’t try and vote me. At this point in time I am a paranoid mess. My alliance is messy and isn’t thinking straight of who we target. Keegan scares me of maybe flipping. I don’t like Brett at this moment because of his personality but he’s the only one i’m 100% will go to rocks. I just have to keep drilling in my head if I go only 6 fans remain and 8 Favorites. With them in minority too. This is the chance to not be in minority. I am not going this round I will not have it. I haven’t gotten to show my full potential yet and I will not let this messed up scum of a person named Tommy fuck this up for me. I will not go home this tribal council that’s for sure. If they do vote me I need my boys to not flip. I truly do. If we go to rocks I am safe. The also best thing about it is if we tie we can easily use that to get Ashley and Amanda. Tell them that our side isn’t flipping so unless they want to go to rocks they need to save me and vote Sam. This can possibly be the first big vote this season. The past votes I was in was blindsides in themselves but it was more so a group leading the tribe. Now the game has officially begun. I won’t be the one to be taken out though. I won’t stand for that. This is my first Tumblr Survivor game. I done nothing like this I will not let it be taken away from me. Sam played before and he made it far before. It’s time for Nehe to shine.

who the fuck tries to keep their word on survivor better yet who the fuck tries to keep their word on ONLINE SURVIVOR also trevor what does my flashlight do i’m getting really bored of it

When you try to spice up your game by playing a little villain here and there and you get away with it. People are so fucking gullible, it makes me laugh.

OKAY HERE COMES MY RANT So everyone finally agrees on All I Want for Christmas is You after being pains in the ass and then Adrians like “well the mariah carey one is copyrighted on youtube” or something which is understandable so hes gonna use the Fifth Harmony one. Okay cool whatever. Well maybe im a dumbass for assuming but chances are if you agree to doing a holiday song, YOU SHOULD BE FUCKING FESTIVE. LIKE DRAW A FUCKING CHRISTMAS TREE DO SOMETHING LIKE COME THE FUCK ON PEOPLE. I FROZE MY ASS OFF TO BE BY BALLS THAT LOOKED LIKE ORNAMENTS. MY PHONE LITERALLY SHUT OFF BECAUSE IT WAS SO COLD. WHICH ALSO HERE’S A BIG FUCK YOU TO ADRIAN, IM THE ONLY FESTIVE ONE AND IM USED THE LEAST IN THE VIDEO? HOW THE HELL DOES THAT MAKE ANY SENSE????? LITERALLY the entire tribe was saying how great my video was and then its used literally once AND ITS THE PART WHERE I MESS UP AND SPECIFICALLY TOLD ADRIAN NOT TO USE THAT PART. Like was Adrian TRYING to make us lose? wtf man. My one shot video of me alone without any editing probably would have gotten a better score than the shit this tribe put together. I even used my advantage and we still fucking lost. Thats how much they suck. Anyways I’m gonna put my video alone linked here because that way people know how much my tribe flopped :) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ovZLwir-QLw OH also here’s some bloopers, my friend recording it fell lmfao https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KhflLf8AjLE Anyways now that my rant about the challenge is done, time to rant about tribal. So the most likely scenario is that the vote will be 4-4 because we have four fans and four faves. So we’ve been trying to see if any of the fans will crack. Brett doesnt seem to wanna budge hes just trying to get us to flip to them. Nehe didnt answer my message and i havent gotten to talk to Adrian but I was talking to Keegan and he seems to be crackinng a bit. He mentioned something about wishing there was an easier option than rocks and i was like well there is…. vote with us lmfao well i said it better than that but im summing it up here. He was saying that hes thinking about flipping but hes scared and that he’s worried if he votes with us that we’ll just vote him out next week so i gave him my word that i wouldnt vote him out next week and Ashley was gonna reassure him. I used the fact that the last time i played i was a fan and that i actually understand how scary it is as opposed to tommy/ashley/sam and i think that was a bit of comfort to him. I really hope it works and keegan flips and votes with us. I dont wanna go to fucking rocks. I also hope no one from our side chickens out and votes me out or something. If i went home when i was the only one who gave a fuck about this challenge im gonna be so pissed. Also i miss Gaston and i hate so much that he left last week. And i need merge to happen right now because i hate being on calls with Leah and Steffen and not being able to talk about shit I WANNA TELL THEM SO MUCH AND I CANT ITS KILLING ME

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RY2K0tM6IUE

yeah adrian is kinda dumb for trying to tell me he hasn’t heard anything about the vote yet RIGHT AS WE’RE ALL TALKING ABOUT HOW THE VOTE MIGHT GO TO ROCKS IN THE FAVES CHAT honestly just like other people have said things that make me believe you are lying. not only that but he TOLD TOMMY “hey it’s either you or nehe going” BEFORE HE APPROACHED ME like actually please try to do a good job at lying also tommy’s lowkey a puss but I need him for my game until merge

I have like no clue on what the outcome of tonight will bring. I did my best to negotiate myself out of the mess i was in last night. I still could very well be the vote. My alliance decided that the smart choice tonight was to vote Ashley. In hopes if we draw rocks we get her safety and get tommy or sam out. I really hope this doesn’t bite us in the butt. More so me.

So losing the challenge really sucks… But I sat out so hopefully no one sees it as my fault that we lost or anything. Honestly going to tribal is really scary. We are even. And if someone does not flip we will go to rocks and that will not be good for any of us. I am considering flipping and voting alongside Keegan, who I am starting to like a bit. Leegan seems to be willing to flip of necessary. So I am hoping to be able to work that out maybe. An alliance chat of just the faves has been made and even though I like them all, I can’t jist stick to tribal lines like this.

I have a bad feeling about this. I don’t want to get 15th though, so I’m fighting as hard as I can to stay, there’s just not much I can do with the tribal lines the way they are. This might be my last confessional, I really don’t want my game to end. So this is pretty saddening but I played as well as I could with the dynamic given to me. I really wish the tribal lines weren’t so strong this season and people were more willing to the idea of playing the game of survivor instead of FvF. I’m praying it’s not me tonight, or another one of the favorites.

Just remembered I haven’t submitted a confession this round, so I figured I’d give my loyal fanbase a little update. The swap seems to be going pretty well so far since we won immunity. This gives me some extra time to bond with the new members, which isn’t a huge priority since the former faves have a majority on our tribe. Regardless, it’s always good to meet everyone and know who’s trustworthy.

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Ep. #4 - “No King Reins Forever” - Linus

The contestants were given their next challenge which is the Selfie Scavenger Hunt and were advised they are playing for INDIVIDUAL IMMUNITY. Both tribes went to work (some members trying harder than others) to find the items on the list. When it came down to it Brett won by a landslide for the fans and Ashley won slightly over Amanda for the favorites. Amanda immediately regretted not using her challenge advantage this round which would have got her the win. With Tribal looming, the Fans were calm and all agreed to take out the inactive and unpredictable player in Carlos. Meanwhile on the Favorites Tribe, the majority alliance of Jay, Steffen, Ashley, Ting Ting, and Tommy were trying to decide whehter to take out Gaston or Sam. The majority seemed to want to take out Sam but with Tommy’s refusal to accept that decision the vote was changed to Gaston. Gaston’s social prowess was almost enough to save him but he may have been too social for his own good and was voted out 7-2 with Amanda being the only one to vote with him..

Additional Thoughts - 12/5/16 So the morning after the paintball competition, I had a thought. Now I promise, swear beyond all reason that my performance in the paintball challenge was not an attempt to throw the challenge. I shot at TING TING, a player sitting out of the challenge because I had pre-loaded a shot at STEFFEN, he ended up shooting before me, so I changed my shot, but with the flurry of paintballs coming, I panicked and had to think of a name, any name, and the only one I could think of was TING TING! It was a mess! What a waste! And then I was taken out early for failing to dodge the 3rd of a series of 3 bullets. After the challenge was over, we were very proud of KEEGAN and LINUS but also talking a lot about how threatening CHRISTIAN was (as well as TOMMY and STEFFEN to lesser extents) for being Favorites that lasted so long in the challenge. And then it struck me–it can benefit you to suck at some challenges when the opposition has eyes on your performance. I look very non-threatening right now. Even though CARLOS screwed me by calling me the leader, I had by far the worst performance in the paintball challenge by shooting people that weren’t there and being taken out in the first 30 minutes. For this upcoming challenge, I am going to give it my best because I want to keep immunity out of the hands on CARLOS and LEAH. I fucked up so bad last time that if I were to win this one, it wouldn’t do much to erase how I did last time. Plus it’d be nice to have won something before my inevitable vote off from the game. Gotta leave with some accomplishment, right? Meanwhile, I advised both KEEGAN and LINUS, two individuals who I like and want around that it might be in their best interest to divebomb the challenge. If KEEGAN or LINUS were to crush it, they’d make even larger targets for themselves in the favorite’s eyes. I know that’d be good for me in the short-term to have two big threats ahead of me, but I need KEEGAN in this game. He keeps me sane, he’s very similar to me, and even if I were to be betrayed by KEEGAN, I’d vote for him to win. LINUS I want around too. If we swapped, I’d much rather push whoever survives between CARLOS, LEAH, and even NEHE to be bait for the Favorites. In other news, NEHE continues to show ineptitude and a lack of social grace. He’s developed a bond with LEAH for no reason. He’s showing paranoia about LINUS and his friendship with ADRIAN for no reason. He’s prioritizing all of the wrong things and he keeps alluding to wanting to shake things up for the sake of keeping things interesting. I can’t have that kind of loose cannon around, but I can’t do anything about it until we swap (if we swap) because going after NEHE would spook other players in my alliance such as KRYSTEN. I’m full on ready to replace NEHE with LINUS, but it’s not smart for me to do so yet. I talked the situation out with KEEGAN to use him as a sounding board and he agreed with me. We have to keep NEHE in line.

anyway I’d say that my chances at winning the challenge are slim, but I have some time to work back in with the tribe. I’m not panicked just yet.

I don’t know what it is about having individual immunity challenges while the tribe phase is still in tact, but it does highlight and pinpoints those who will be threats to me down the line. Meaning…. I gotta slit their throats before they can sense it coming >:)

https://youtu.be/UFze2L1xfPo Sorry its long and kinda boring just had to say the things I planned on saying but obvi it was with less enthusiasm then when i thought it 2 days ago

anyway things are super quiet right now in terms of game. I was trying to get something out of Steffen but he didn’t give me a lot. Maybe tomorrow we’re just gonna scramble all damn day which is fine with me. HOWEVER, I am going to try to get a picture of a cave. stay tuned.

I’ve been pretty much bed-ridden because I’m so damn sick the past twenty four hours, so I know I’m not going to get immunity and won’t be safe at tribal council. Hopefully my alliance stays solid another vote and we can get out either Gaston or Christian, otherwise I’m definitely nervous.

Well. I’m feeling comfortable this round. I don’t think I’ll win the challenge, but I truly think The Official Five will stick together again for this vote. We need to enter any kind of swap or merge with numbers so that a Fan can have a chance of winning.

I hate owens. all owen. the freaking guy ran away from me like what the heck. but anyways LOVE ASHLEY! like thanks for winning immunity you’re great and you the bomb.com. but yeah cool about to be a cave bitch again time to have fun…

So I lost immunity like obviously. Surprised at the many of people who went to the cave. Truly would love to get a chance to find something in their that may help my game. As I stated before I hate easy votes but Carlos made ti so easy not doing the challenge and all. He is going home tomorrow night just gotta lay low and let everyone do their thing.

So I won the scavenger hunt and got immunity for this round! It is pretty great, I am excited to just sit back and relax for the first time like ever. I just have to watch and make sure certain people don’t get brought up to go home. I really just started talking to Gaston and I really like him, he really just wants to be a part of something so I am going to try and utilize that without using him as just another vote. Down the line I am thinking of maybe bringing him into an alliance with someone else I really trust, like Steffen or Tommy or something, depending on the circumstances of course. Bit thank god I have emus living around here. And I even got to spend some much needed time with the sweetest beagle on the planet. Soooo I am content.

Oh and the names Owen and Trevor mUsT NoT FREAKING EXIST IN MAINE. LITERALLY NO WALMART OR ANY PLACE I WALKED INTO HAD EMPLOYEES NAMED TREVOR AND OWEN. KXKDHDISJD

Oh also that damn hot air balloon. I live in Maine. It is December. How could you have wanted this from me?

Brett won the scavenger hunt immunity for our tribe, which is great. The official fives goal is to vote out Carlos and him getting a strike in the challenge makes it even easier for us. However, Nehe has been saying things that are starting to raise some questions between Brett and myself. Such as wanting things to be more exciting and questioning whether a vote will be easy despite us having the majority. He seems to be wanting this to be more grandiose than it has been. I don’t think it’s something to address right away but going forward I need to keep a close on eye him and make a move before he can.

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So it seems like we might be saving Gaston this vote and voting out Sam instead, which I have some mixed feelings about. It’s not that I have anything against Gaston, but Sam and I are friends and have known each other for a while now, so I’m definitely going to feel guilty as hell about it. I already do and we haven’t even done it. On the other hand, I know Sam. I’ve hosted him and I drafted him in his first main season. I know how he plays. In the long term, it just isn’t realistic to play with him. If I’m using this second chance to win - and God knows I am - then I’m going to have to vote him out sooner or later. And with Sam, it should probably be sooner because I know he would do the same to me and won’t hold it against me. I hope he’ll appreciate the move. If you’re reading this, Sam, I’m sorry.

OKAY I HATE MYSELF SO SO MUCH IF I HAD USED MY ADVANTAGE I LITERALLY WOULD HAVE FUCKING WON I SPENT THE ENTIRE DAY FINDING SHIT UGH ANYWAYSSSS So Jay was talking to me and said she thinks we’re gonna swap to three tribes and that we need to get a big threat out like Gaston or Sam and i was like: http://i.imgur.com/GUdWvEp.png I can’t have Gaston leave right now he’s like my rock. I know he’s smart, I know he could be a threat in the future but i’d literally cry if he left right now. He’s the only person who FULLY talks game with me that I believe (cause lord knows i dont fully trust Jay) and as much as I love Steffen to death he likes to sugar coat things and beat around the bush and it makes me wary. SOOOOOOO Jay continued on saying that Ashley had actually suggested Sam so I ran with the Sam idea to get the heat off Gaston and Jay said she agreed. and just as a confirmation Steffen told me a bit later that Jay was also telling him Sam was the plan. So i’m hoping this STAYS THE PLAN. If it backfires or changes and i lose someone i need ill literally cry. Oh i also started talking to Ashley quite a bit. Shes a ton of fun I like her. OMG AND GASTON SAID HE’S PLAYING UP THE UPSET CARD TO JAY ABOUT THE VOTE LAST WEEK AND TELLING HER HOW NO ONE TALKS TO HIM MEANWHILE ME AND HIM ARE CHILLING LIKE SPONGEBOB AND PATRICK https://i.imgur.com/8s8HN5C.gif?noredirect I found that funny but no one else probably will lmfaoo anyways im gonna leave it at that! Wooo

You know that time where everyone just tells you what the vote is, and you have little to no idea who the recipient of the vote is….. yeah…. that’s me this voting cycle.

So, I’ve been busy these past few days so I guess it’s time for a confessional. First off the cave. When I was at the cave I found a flashlight and a body of water. As luck should have it, Keegan just so happened to get some swimming gear and found a dark corridor, so if I get back to the cave Im def going to take the path he did. For the challenge I fucked up because I had no time, but maybe thats good with the swap being on everybody’s mind right now since doing well here might make me look like a threat. Everything Im hearing atm is that Carlos is going home, so cool beans on that if it worked. Im a bit sketched out though because Brett told me that I’d “probably be getting my signature one vote”! Like, gee, thanks man, Im glad you have my back when it comes to trying to keep votes off of me. I know it doesn’t really matter since like, Carlos probs doesn’t have the idol, but still. Whatever, Brett may be king for now, but no king reigns forever. Others haven’t even spoken to me about the vote, so it could possibly be me tonight, but I don’t think it will be since I’ve been pushing that I want to keep our original tribe strong at the merge. Although I say that I want the tribe strong, I’ve finally decided fuck it, I play the hero stick to the alliance guy every single game, Im ready to be a villain if these people can’t even pretend like Im in the loop. This stems back to my last 2 games I’ve played too I think where I really saw first hand that no good deed goes unpunished. So if I can’t be good and win, let me be evil. I have 0 loyalty to any of these people besides maybe Drew. I’ve gotta try and play this careful though because I really have no idea how to be villainous since it’s usually just not in me haha. I’m gonna keep up the friendly persona now obviously because Im not a moron. It’s like that quote from Hamlet “One may smile, and smile, and be a villain.”

Day 9 So I know I told KEEGAN and LINUS to calm down with the challenge strength only to completely dominate at the challenge myself when I knew the Favorites would take notice, but I’m pretty sure I’m on their radar already and my performance in the paintball competition will probably still be at the forefront of their minds. I just REALLY wanted one individual win before I get eliminated. We’re one fan down if we head into a swap on Day 10, so I figured I’d swing for the fences in regards to the challenge. It was a lot of embarrassing fun competing in that scavenger hunt. There’s nothing more humbling than asking a Target employee where you can find Crocs–easily the low point of my life. I haven’t stepped into an American Eagle since my junior year of high school. I haven’t been to a Chili’s in 10 years at least. I knew that I would have access to most of the things on the list because I work in a hotel with hundreds of employees with nametags, I have access to all of the retail Los Angeles and Orange County has to offer, I have a car, and I don’t need my mother’s permission to leave the house after 8 p.m. I knew I had this in the bag. What I didn’t anticipate is that I’d even blow the Favorites out of the water, too. That’s a bit scary. But I’m pretty sure this is the only challenge that I’ll be skilled at, so oh well! Tonight’s vote is also a slam dunk, but it’s the most difficult trigger to pull. CARLOS is one of the people I have bonded with the most and very early on, but his inactivity and unavailability has been grating on the tribe, myself included. He can be in my squad whenever, wherever, but his function in my game is basically over. I would much much much rather eliminate LEAH, someone who has been insecure and useless to me since the beginning–my doubts about her are WELL-documented, but I’m not going to waste my social capital trying to keep CARLOS in the game. If I did, it would just prove to everyone that I am trying to be leader. If we don’t swap tomorrow, LEAH is the new target. NEHE will have to deal with that. But hopefully if we don’t swap, we can pull out a win and tie things up.

Jay and Steffen are saying the vote is flipping back to Gaston and im so MAAAAAD ugh this game sucks PLEASE lord gimme a tribe swap

I have to get on a flight and I won’t be available until right after votes are casted. I really hope Leah goes home. This is the first time I have even remotely suggest a name and I simply hope it doesn’t backfire.

Either tonight it’s Gaston or Sam going, I think. For some reason I have a feeling there’s got to be AT LEAST one other alliance out there so I’m preparing for the worst. I don’t want it to be me so of course I’m gonna say I heard my name when I didn’t so people will be less likely to “blindside” me if they think I’m suspicious of something being up. If nobody is plotting on getting me out what’s the worst it can do? I’m basically just trying to survive until I’m a part of a new tribe, and make new connections while keeping my old ones intact so I have options come a merge.

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okay so steffen and i have both said nothing to gaston and like he HAS to know it’s him. but we don’t know what to say because i’m not trying to be RUDE?! so we’re just mulling over it idk i need to study for my pchem final or i might die

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Ep. #3 - “I Will NOT Be Dick Blinded” - Tommy

Returning to camp after voting Maranda out unanimously, the Fans tribe was determined to change their losing ways. The Immunity Challenge was announced and it was an Endurance challenge called Sharp Shooter. Both tribes came up with their unique strategic plans and both had early success taking out members of the other tribe. As the challenge progressed into the night it was pretty much a stand still with no one being taken out from either tribe. Linus and Keegan battled hard for the Fans throughout the night slowly taking out all of the Favs as they fell asleep until around the 12 hour mark of the challenge when they finally took out Christian who was the last Fav standing. Heading to Tribal Council for the first time, the Favorites tribe majority alliance of “The Golden Girls” were trying to decide whether to take out Richie or Gaston while telling the others the fake plan of voting out Ashley. They ended up deciding that Richie was the best choice to vote out as he is the bigger threat later on in the game. The vote was 8-1-1 with Richie throwing his vote at Steffen for making him suffer through Gilmore Girls and Gaston voting for Ashley to make it look like he didnt know what was going on.

This immunity challenge is still in and we are in hour 4 and I’m fucking out. Endurance comps like this are made for me and the fact I couldn’t spell Steffen’s name right pisses me off. I am paying attention very well to the faves who are still in this game. Those are threats I need to target as soon as I can. Obviously when I get on a tribe with them I won’t do it so fast but more so Natalie Anderson style. Got my kill list ready and when time aim that AK 47 and boom send their asses out. Steffen’s at the top cause i’m a petty bitch.

It’s 4am …we’ve been doing this challenge since 11pm…i have to be up in like 4 hours…im gonna DIE http://68.media.tumblr.com/392dc0d4e441985657d1572b6ca2abc7/tumblr_ohjn57cUZu1vaedr6o5_400.gif

Me right now in this challenge: https://68.media.tumblr.com/115b4df19a6863f5ec4f42b4b3eb84e1/tumblr_nrxeqavSoh1uafkuoo1_500.gif http://67.media.tumblr.com/1c93afbff2e88c104cd62d06726d9024/tumblr_inline_obxjdkpKfA1rirbae_500.png

I am up watching this immunity competition still go at 5 fucking am crying my eyes out becaue I’m out. Of course I’m gonna be talking game. I told Brett and Keegan tonight i want Linus out over Leah. I know hands down if we loose immunity Carlos is going but if we loose another they may turn against Leah and I need Leah. I trust Leah. So I’m trying to get them to turn against Linus but Brett was being a stuck up bitch and wouldn’t agree to it as he said him and Adrian have Linus under their fingers. Which is why I want him out!!! Like I want my 5 to be having side alliances. Only I am the one to have side alliances. While I’m talking to Linus as well but more so just trying to bond with him so he likes me.

Well holy fuck I’ve been going for like 7 fucking hours at this comp. I feel like before an issue my tribe was having with me was the fact that they kept doing challenges when I wasn’t around so they didnt know if I was able to help the team in that way, so at least that perception has changed. I really don’t think theres any way Im the last person standing in this challenge, but god knows I dont want to drop at all now :( . The most exciting thing about this whole ordeal is the cave. Advantages are like kryptonite to me, so I don’t even particularly want one, I just want to see whats there. Plus if I get whatever is there, that means someone else wont be which is a plus. Onto the news of tribal, yes!! Everything went just as was planned! I recieved a vote again, which meant no one was actively trying to protect me from Miranda, but whatevs, I live to see another day!! The huge irony in all this is how everyone is worried about Maranda flipping at a swap, yet the tribe has given nothing but reasons for a couple people to flip. Im starting to feel a little (Not a lot) more comfortable with my people. Carlos might be at the bottom now which would buy me one more round, and if we swapped I’m still thinking I stick with the Mata, but still. The tribe were grade A morons for allowing people to feel so on the outs at all. I understand Im playing with a bunch of amateurs here, buuuuut come on! Don’t give people a goddamn reason to be against you! Whatever though, if I can ride this out just a little longer I feel like Im in the spot where I can see where the numbers are. Im really about to die of exhaustion, but I can’t stop now so Ima put on some hard rock music, and Ill report back whenever it is I wake up tomorrow haha.

So Im out earlier than I had hoped because of a bit of a sketchy ruling which sucks. I understand stand that Kait was trying to follow the rules to the best of her knowledge of what they were, so this isn’t meant to throw shade at her, and I get that the main hosts have to sleep, but I just have to get some therapeutic ranting off my chest (I might sound pretty angry, because I am, but Ill get over it haha, just ignore the rest of this confessional if you want :P ). I was going hard for this, and this was supposed to be the comp that got the fans out of the fucking gutter, but now we are left with one completely demoralized player in Keegan when I should still be there fighting the good fight. Despite things I’ve said in the past I really do want a fan to win this game (No matter how stupid some of their gameplay is haha). Call me crazy old school or whatever you want to say, but I am for my allies and teammates first, and myself second. Sure, maybe my whole tribe isn’t my allies, but some of these people are, and even though we may not be aligned yet I see Keegan working her ass off for the tribe and now she has to go double time because of this!

Well, we lost, unsurprisingly. I pretty much went in with an “I’m gonna go to bed when I want and see how it goes” attitude so I woke up ready. I’m gonna try not to play too aggressively so early because I don’t want to be seen as a threat until later on in the game, but I also know I want to vote out Richie since he’s a huge long term threat and didn’t pull his weight in the challenge. I’ve got my core alliance and I know that I’ve got Steffen and Sam, so I think we’ll be alright.

ok i’m kinda sorry but also extremely not for falling asleep because i swam well today anyway i’m hoping that within the next 24 hours i get word of a plan. jay wants to vote either richie or gaston which is probably smart because maldives is powerful but i’m really hoping to hear more ability strategy than just with jay!! but i’m about to nap so i’m blessed

After Immunity: The fact that more than half the Mata tribe dropped within the first hour just irritates me to the core. Like seeing that Keegan and Linus, who lasted 12 hours and myself lasted a good 6 hours, it just sucks that people are making us to be the tribe strength and carrying this once failing tribe. I won’t be at all surprised if people start to revolt to get rid of the physical threats before we merge. I’m just over it.

I’m happy we won the challenge. I really couldn’t go to a third tribal countil in a row. Tribal council constipates me.

Day 4/5 Getting the squad to vote MARANDA off was not difficult at all. It required no explanation whatsoever. Unity is required in situations like a tribal swap and they happen as early as the third round. MARANDA would have been a major liability in that case. NEHE postured to get rid of CARLOS instead just because he’s an enigma to NEHE. I have a lot more control over CARLOS than MARANDA, so I was adamant that NEHE see reason, but didn’t want to push too much social capital. Fortunately, as KEEGAN and ADRIAN also spurned MARANDA, they pushed to stay the course as well. She will be a lovely bride. She is a lovely mother. She played this game pitifully. She claimed in her tribal answers that we were petty and gave her the silent treatment and that was extremely laughable. She didn’t try. At all. She called herself a fighter and then she laid down to die. Eight fans remaining with ten still on the opposition. The situation is dire, but not impossible to recover from. No swap this time and ADRIAN, KEEGAN, KRYSTEN, and I all see LINUS as a great potential #6 to our squad–an Edna Ma from Survivor: South Pacific, if you will. NEHE, however, fears ADRIAN is getting too close with LINUS and wants him out next. NEHE told me he hates predictability and that is a major red flag with me. Will NEHE throw a wrench into the works just to keep things entertaining? Will I respond to his cry for attention and pull LINUS in to vote him out for being a loose cannon? NEHE favors LEAH (and it looks like no one favors CARLOS–I did until he proclaimed I was the leader at our first tribal council, a major disappointment). I am very wary about LEAH. If it were up to me, she’d be the next to go because she knows more than she claims, transparently so. The live challenge comes on a Friday night and I, of course, have plans, but with the insane nature of the challenge and my level of competitive edge, I decided to attempt to balance both the challenge and my evening with my friend. That didn’t end up working–I think I was probably the 2nd of the fans to be eliminated. I was picking up cake ingredients at the grocery store and the Skype chat was updating too slow for me to react in time–I could only dodge two of the three shots fired at me. I felt bad about letting down the group, but I know I can come back from this. I enjoyed my evening with my friend, popping in here and there to check on the others. NEHE rashly fucked up even though he poured his soul into the challenge. KEEGAN proved to be a very worthy leader in the challenge and he and LINUS fortunately carried us to victory after 12 hours of fighting. I couldn’t believe how much of themselves they gave to the challenge. It’s incredible and I owe both of them a lot. LINUS far and away recovered from his poor challenge performance from the first two challenges and NEHE has no leg to stand on for wanting to eliminate him. Both LEAH and CARLOS haven’t contributed to any challenge success.

It’s always really funny to see someone who is on the outside still scramble to make bonds with people, despite winning immunity. Like, are you trying to make yourself a more distinct target? Please, take a chill pill or two cause you’re ruining this harmonious vibe.

Twelve and a half hours. That’s how long I sat at my computer during that challenge. It was worth every second. To push through that long without sleeping, without a lapse in focus and win immunity for my tribe is such an invigorating experience. Linus and I broke our losing streak through pure determination. Winning this challenge could be a double edged sword though. We won immunity, I’ve gotten massive respect from my tribe but I’ve also put a huge target on my back as a challenge threat. The only thing I can do is wait to see how this all plays out.

We made it boys! So after 12 hours the final favourite finally dropped, and oops, now Im way behind on my philosophy paper because I had to sleep all day but it’s #worth! I finally did something for my tribe, we got some moment changed and all seems pretty good :D . At the cave I found a flashlight down the right path, and I came across a body of water. Well what a lucky coincidence because Keegan just so happened to find some darkness and a snorkle :^) . Honestly, do I reaaaally care whats at the end of this cave? Probably not, I likely wont be the first to get there. However, I now have a secret Keegan and I share and we are both hunting for whatever is in this cave together, so that should definitely bring the two of us closer! On top of that we we’re the two who stayed up so I think we both have some respect for each other. Nehe is also finally giving me the time of day which is good because I get the feeling he’s playing a strong social game with those he’s close to, so thats another in. Also, if Brett is actually with me like he says, then now if people do push me he has something he can point at and say, no, Linus is with the team and worked hard for us so lets keep him for now! Im back off to my paper, but Ill keep yall posted :D

The bottom line is that we’re gonna try to blindside Richie at tribal tonight. I want to get him out because I see him as a huge long term threat, but he also flopped at the challenge, so he’s very easy to throw under the bus this round. We’ve got the votes. Now everyone just needs to keep their shit together.

Okay so its 1:30 and tribal is at 10. Current situation: Jay told me that Tommy and Sam came to her wanting to vote out Richie. Then I was talking to Steffen and she told him the same thing so I think the majority is probably voting Richie. But here’s MY current dilemma. Gaston just told me him and Richie were talking about voting out Ashley. I know the votes wont be there but I don’t know if I should tell Gaston or not. I REALLY dont want him to be in the dark because i’m totally genuine in wanting to work with him but i’m worried that he’ll tell Richie and then i’ll look like a snitch. Jay also made a comment lumping together the maldives people which worries me because i dont want to appear as unapproachable so while I love Richie and would love for him to stick around I feel like voting him out is the best thing to do right now to show that i’m my own person and not playing for my season you know? I just need to figure out what to do about Gaston cause i dont want him to lose trust in me.

[12:23:28 PM] Richie: Thanks Ting :) [12:23:40 PM] Richie: Hopefully we both survive and we get to know each other better [9:32:17 PM] Ting Ting Shi: yes i agree I waited 9 fucking hours for that shit THIS TRIBE IS FULL OF FUCKING LOSERS ALL TOO SCARED TO BRING UP A NAME! I’m throwing Ashley out there YOLO I was gonna throw out Steffen’s name simply for being forced to endure Gilmore Girls on skype last night. But that payback will have to come later.

So no one is talking about the vote. We were down to 7 hours until the vote was due and I needed to go to bed. So I had to do something which I really didn’t want to do because I don’t care enough about who goes to put myself out there like that. They could literally approach me with ANY name and I’d vote that person out. So now I have to be the douche bag who throws out names. MY PLEASURE. So I size up my fucking loser tribe mates: Gaston - We’ll work well together but if we stick together it will eventually get us targeted. For now though, we need each other. Tommy - He tries so hard to win challenges. Useful. Steffen - is one of the chatty ones in a tribe that’s socially dead. We need people with a heart beat so he’s safe. Sam - He’s a guy. He can’t be voted out pre-merge that would be feminist. Jay - Her days are numbered. NUMBERED!!! But for now she’s fine. Amanda - I get “sneaky chaotic neutral” vibes from her which I like so I want her around just to see what she will eventually do. Ting Ling - I feel bad cos she was first boot in her season so I want her to stay so she can play a bit. Christian - I haven’t talked to her yet and have no plans to do so. But she did amazing in the challenge. Useful. Ashley - Who? Guess I’m throwing Ashley’s name out there! HEEEEEY!

OKAY hi, me again. Its 2:43 now and SHITS HITTING THE FAN. Gaston messaged me with updates saying that JAY MADE A CHAT WITH HIM RICHIE TINGTING AND STEFFEN. Either Jay is a mastermind that I can’t figure out or she’s just cracked. She literally came to both me and Steffen earlier saying the vote was Richie but now SHES MAKING A GROUP CHAT WITH HIM AND PLAYING GASTON LIKE A FIDDLE. So obviously that being said i’m gonna be a loyal ass bitch and decided now was the time to fill Gaston in about the Richie situation and hes pisssssssed. But he agrees thats Richie leaving might be better for both of us in the long run. But he said he might still vote with Richie so i dont look like a snitch to Jay which is super nice of him. UPDATE WITHIN THE UPDATE ITS NOW 3:00 and JAY JUST MESSAGED ME TELLING ME THE GROUP AND THAT THEYRE USING IT TO MAKE RICHIE AND GASTON FEEL SAFE FJDJDKDKD She also was giving me a heads up that Richie might come talk to me about voting for Ashley and i said thanks and she was like “yeah of course i wanna keep the people i trust in the loop” SO SHE TRUSTS ME? AM I LIKE THE MALDIVES QUEEN OR SOMETHING? Why is she trying to mist Richie and Gaston but trusting me? Do i have fairy wings and sneeze trust glitter? I just hope im not actually a target and i’m the one getting misted. Also im curious to see if Steffen tells me about the group or if he decides to be a shady bitch lmfao okay i’ll be back later checking in again

Its 3:11 and Gaston now thinks they’re actually trying to blindside him and telling me Richie just incase i spilled to them. This tribal is gonna be the death of me

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So now that we are going to tribal, alliances are finally forming. I am currentlt in two, one is “The Golden Girls” consisting of Ting Ting, Jay, Tommy and I. And then the other is “the hosts attack us” and that is everyone listed above plus Steffen. I really vibe well with Jay and Tommy, and I already know Steffen from a previous game. They are all people I trust, cant wait to see how it goes!! Vote tonight is supposed to be Richie, and from what we have all talked about it looks like it will be unanimous, but ya never know.

We lost immunity sadly, kinda bummed about that. Now we have to vote one of us out and I like everyone here. I like my place on the tribe but my instinct tells me not to trust anyone. My relationships have changed within the past few days, I feel like I’m less connecting with Ting Ting, she’s not so much a ride or die. I really don’t have anyone I can trust 100% on this tribe. So I’m just gonna have to deal with for now, I feel kinda lonely on this tribe just because I don’t feel anyone cares for me that much. I actually feel closer to Richie/Gaston more than most the people I’m in an alliance with but there’s really nothing I can do since Jay/Steffen have control of the numbers so I’m gonna sit back, relax, and try to get on their good side so they don’t feel compelled to target me anytime soon. Lastly hopefully we win next immunity (if I’m still in) because the fans are trying to stay “8 strong” and their tribals have been so boring, I want to see something fun happen to them.

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okay ugh i made a messy mistake and it’s my first one like god richie asked if i anyone talked to me and i wasn’t thinking so like i said no STUPID!!!! I WAS SUPPOSED TO SAY ASHLEY I don’t think anything will come of it but it was a wake up call that i gotta stay woke and trust the process. but i definitely think he’s being shady now damn

I’m honestly so humiliated right now.

Figured I should do a confessional for this round! The challenge was a good one - definitely more endurance than anything. I am so glad we don’t have to go to tribal tonight and we owe that alllll to Keegan. He killed it! He stayed awake for 12 hours to play. Nehe helped him stay up and Linus did well too. I am hoping that we keep our alliance strong if we have to go to tribal again soon. Bye to a fave tonight! I also have to get into doing video confessionals again. So much more fun. I feel like I’m boring typing out my thoughts in the game. But the beginning has been stress-free and predictable saying bye to Caroline and Maranda.

That endurance challenge was something else. I can’t believe that I lasted that long. But that was kind of my plan to start with. Since day one I’ve felt on the outs I guess, so my plan was to not sit out this immunity and prove myself as an asset to the tribe in case we lost and had to go to tribal. Well, we did end up losing, but I was the last one standing. Woo hoo! So obviously my plan worked, because from what I’m hearing the majority is on Richie tonight. Which is great since he didn’t help out at all. Time zone difference or not, he’s never active to begin with and we need to keep our tribe strong so we don’t have to go to another tribal. I feel like a tribe swap is on the horizon, but I could be wrong. If one does happen, please rig me on the same tribe as Ashley, Steffen, and even Jay.

Update: it’s 9:03 as far as I know the vote is still going to be Richie, with Gaston and Richie voting for Ashley. If i’m getting misted and i’m fucked this week then there’s nothing i can do but that would really suck. As always I wont feel safe until tribal is over but we’ll see.

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Ep. #2 - “Yeah Sure, I’ll Vote With You, Strange Lady” - Brett

After voting off Caroline, Maranda returned to camp pretty upset; accusing the other tribemates of lying to her. The second immunity challenge was announced and it was a somewhat confusing version of Rock Paper Scissors. The Fans put a lot of thought into how to prepare for the challenge and submitted a strategically thought out list. The favorites did random.org and ended up winning. All of the favorites got to go to The Cave )except Christian chose not to) and Amanda ended up finding a challenge advantage that had to be used pre-merge. At Tribal Council, it was a unanimous vote to take out Maranda as the other fans were worried about the possibility of her flipping at a tribe swap.

Best way to turn a voting bloc into an alliance is by 1) pulling off a blindside and 2) just saying the word alliance. When you say alliance and say I like you guys it’s hard to say no. The best way to keep it going is to make sure each and everyone of them is comfortable with me. I don’t know or care if they like each other but they need to not turn on me. Last thing I need to do is pass over leadership to someone like Brett or Adrian. I can’t be the voice of the alliance because that’s who they soon turn on.

IM BAAAAAAAAAAAACK YAAAAAAAY https://secure.static.tumblr.com/d70e452b5eb08e05fcd0fda9b654cbb9/zt9ruhl/yotoad3b7/tumblr_static_tumblr_static__640.jpg I’m doing this again, I hope i dont hate myself and regret it later. So lets get started with the confessional shit woo! So me and Steffen started talking immediately cause we’re friends we’re good but ive played with him before and im not stupid ive seen him play so i know i gotta watch. https://media.giphy.com/media/VTksCTQMHrody/giphy.gif Not miss me already having an alliance forming. I’m trash. Lmfaoooo So during Maldives me and Gaston would talk so much on our original tribe but we never solidified anything and literally right when we both were gonna try to work together we got swapped to opposite tribes and then I got voted out right before merge so we never got to align and i remember the night after the season ended i was talking to the hosts and telling them about how much i wanted to work with him and how if i got to merge i was gonna trying and work with him and they were like flipping out because they said if the two of us worked together it would have changed to game completely and that gives me confidence that us working together is a good idea. SO THAT BEING SAID, Gaston and I talked a bunch today and he wants us and Richie to make a Maldives alliance. I’m down tbh, people are probably gonna assume it’s a thing since there’s 3 of us so we might as well make the most of it. So stayed tuned for a chat of that coming soon! https://media.giphy.com/media/cbVCKn5SwfwwU/giphy.gif AT THE SAME TIME THOUGH I KNOW HOW SMART THEY BOTH ARE SO I HAVE TO WATCH THEM TOO https://67.media.tumblr.com/401449fbc05ae1dd4335d410ff964f4b/tumblr_mzcqkp8SDh1s8n9o2o1_500.gif ALSO MY FAVE BITCH LEAH IS ON THE OTHER TRIBE. BLESS OWEN AND TREVORS HEARTS FOR THINKING IT’D BE SMART TO PUT US IN THE SAME GAME HAHAHAHA I’m so proud of her for surviving her first tribal!!! She’s literally one of my favorite people in the world and I’d be so excited to get to a tribe swap or merge with her. If we get there together you better be ready for some good tv! http://67.media.tumblr.com/623e0414a2f59564d202f4e5a6484d97/tumblr_n4pu1kDbnL1tv3r8go1_400.gif http://66.media.tumblr.com/fa304474a1b1383500e2308b0032a28f/tumblr_n4pu1kDbnL1tv3r8go3_r1_400.gif ANYWAYSSSS i’m gonna record a video talking about the cast this week so get excited. I’m really excited to be back so I hope this season goes better than the last one.

Mata at their tribal last night: https://media.giphy.com/media/10FXOtXjvWu0Ja/giphy.gif

Tribal went perfect as Caroline is gone like I wanted. Now I have to get Maranda back on my side. She’s not mad at me but 4 people who lied to her all day. She knew who I was leaning towards voting so I think we can work off that. If we win immunity that is. If we loose I think she can easily become next target.

Okay, so on the subject of alliances. It’s still super early in the game and I want to be significantly less Crackdt than I was in my last game, but I also want to make sure this ass is safe in case we lose this challenge. I think the biggest mistake I could make at this point would be waiting until we lose to make an alliance, since that alliance would almost 100% be based on scrambling and paranoia instead of actual relationships. So, since I’ve been talking game with Steffen and Tommy, both of whom I really genuinely like, I think I’m gonna try to play with them, making an alliance with Tommy (and ideally Ashley and Ting Ting for a solid four, who we both like but aren’t that threatening) and keep Steffen and Sam in the loop for votes. Lowkey, I wouldn’t mind if we lost, just so I could figure out where the lines are for future reference. Ugh.

So, after that rather interesting tribal, the voting block of Nehe, Krysten, Adrian, Brett and myself that orchestrated the Caroline vote off formed “The Official Five”. It’s honestly a stupid name for an alliance but at least it’s the majority alliance on our tribe. However, within that alliance, Brett and myself are a tight pair, and have been since the beginning. And no one knows that. We plan to keep it that way. We’re in a bit of a power position, unbeknownst to everyone else. If we play our cards right we could easily maneuver ourselves very far in this game.

Day 3 (or last night) I’m learning as the days pass who I think I can trust and how conditional that trust is. There’s so many different layers of trust. Do I trust you to work in tandem with me? Do I trust you to not go after me? Can I trust you to speak when you should and to shut up when you absolutely should. The alliance of Day 2’s challenge participants (ADRIAN, KEEGAN, KRYSTEN, NEHE, and me) is strong, but each member has their strengths and weaknesses. The same goes for the outer periphery that thinks they are fine even though I believe they are in the bottom half (CARLOS, LEAH, LINUS). And as for MARANDA? I understand that my goose is cooked when it comes to the prospect of potentially working with her. So within the core alliance, KEEGAN and KRYSTEN are the two I trust the most because they’ve done astoundingly well at keeping their mouths shut. My loyalty is the most firm with them. Very very slightly behind is ADRIAN–he has an incredible heart, but he absentmindedly slipped to CAROLINE that there was “another side” to the tribe forming against her. Not smart. Of course, CAROLINE starts spinning out and I have to calm her down for the better of the tribe. It might be to my own detriment because I’m sure CAROLINE And MARANDA feel the most betrayed by me as we just blindsided CAROLINE 8-2. MARANDA has already expressed her sadness at my betrayal. I attempted to sidestep by telling her I thought she was in on it to because of how obviously crazy, intense, and paranoid CAROLINE is and I definitely think she’s not buying it. Should we go to the next tribal council, I’m expecting a vote from her. When dealing with these same ladies, NEHE was approached and he doesn’t have the wherewithal to just lie to CAROLINE and say “yeah sure, I’ll vote with you, strange lady,” and that set off a number of red flags with CAROLINE and MARANDA. So I really just need both ADRIAN and NEHE to be careful with how they deal with people. I can trust both of them when it comes to my life in this game, but they both have loose lips. And speaking of loose lips, hi CARLOS! Oh my God. I really like CARLOS and I know CARLOS really likes me, but in what world is it okay to say at a public tribal council that I am the tribe leader?! I couldn’t believe my eyes when I saw that. So I think our personalities jive, but I am not certain he’s playing our partnership (however loose it is) smartly. Now a target is on my back and I’m not excited about that. I don’t have much to say about LINUS other than that he’s sweet. LEAH concerns me. I would almost want to get LEAH out before MARANDA because she’s transparently playing really dumb when she obviously knows more than she lets on. It’s painfully obvious. She told me I’m the only person she’s talked to, really. I know that’s definitely not true. She’s active and she’s a host of a Big Brother game (they’re not all that different from Survivor). You have to talk to everyone and I’m sure she’s putting face time in with plenty of people. I’ve got my eye on her and I’m worried she has friends on the other side, too. I missed tribal council from doing a live show with former Survivor alumni Corinne and I was shocked that a challenge had already started while I was in the show! I wasn’t able to participate (so ironic given how my alliance formed), so hopefully no one gives me shit over it. I really hope we win this challenge so we can tie it up with the favorites and see one of them get eliminated. Until next time.

aye. we won again! and we all get to party it out in the cave! woot woot! gr9

After Immunity: Another loss…. fuck this. It’s beginning to feel like Ulong. And it’s just gonna elicit more negative feedback and negative emotions…… just great.

I am so happy that we won our second immunity in a row. Not having to go to tribal has really helped all of us settle in and start to connect with each other. I really like Jay, we totally connect and she gets me. Ting Ting is another person I like as well, she is super sweet and hilarious. I am in love with Tommy tbh. His snapchats keep me alive and we honestly just click…. So hopefully some alliances can come out of these connections soon and we can really start playing, just hope we don’t lose the next challenge.

Second immunity loss in a row. I’m trying to keep calm but our ship is starting to sink. The only bit of light in this situation is the Official Five alliance. We have the power to vote out whoever, so I’m not worried about going home at this tribal. We have a difficult decision to make. Do we get rid of Carlos, who doesn’t give off good vibes, or do we axe Maranda, who is feeling betrayed and alone after the Caroline vote? If there’s a tribe swap, voting off the wrong person could doom all us fans.

At this stage I’m only in my host chat and tribe chat. I’ve spoken to some people 1 on 1 but nothing really interesting has transpired. I’ve yet to have that moment where my interest is sparked and I begin to invest myself in the season. I’m trying not to be too worried about that though. In Maldives I had no social/strategic game until I hit the merge and then the dynamic was interesting enough that I started to play. I just have to hope we keep winning because I think I could easily be a first boot on our tribe for my lack of socialising. I forced myself to start a tribe call. I am not having a good time.

Well, round 2 happened and yet again my team did the whole challenge before I even got on which leads me to question why they think a 24 hour challenge has to be done asap. On that note I’m actually lowkey hating my tribe. The majority of them have made it abundantly clear that Im very low on the totem poll, and even those I’ve tried to basically say “LOOK, TELL ME HOW TO VOTE IM AN EXTRA VOTE FOR YOU” aren’t responding very positively (Obviously I say it with more tact then that :P ). I’ve never been one to flip, team togetherness has always been my number 1 most important thing in survivor. Maybe its because in the past 2 games Ive been in I’ve given everything for my alliance just for them to take me out, but Im almost wanted to just jump on my tribe the second I get the chance. It’s not in me to be a liar, and I do still firmly believe that although deception can get you short term power, whilst honesty can get you far, but maybe this time I have to just be careful with who I give that honesty to. Right now the vote sounds like it’s on Miranda, so yay I guess. I heard Carlos’s name was also discussed so woohoo, I guess that can maybe buy me two rounds. I just don’t get it, you can tell these people are new because they aren’t thinking ahead though. I have it on good authority that it is indeed Miranda, so like, why not pretend to include me and make me feel safe to use as a number later. This is one of the most amateur mistakes in the world and I honestly don’t like it much at all. As for alliances, Adrian/Drew is the the person feeding me all the info right now. We know each other from the facebook community, and even are co hosting a game there so I guess we bonded off that (Even though I know in games in the past we’ve been against each other so it’s surprising me that he was wanting to work with me so much xD). Right now he’s the one person I would use an idol for if I had one, and he is kind of my savoir in the game. If I am to think about flipping I will definitely talk the idea through with him first. I’ve also been trying my damndest to get in with Brett, and man, he knows what he’s doing. Brett is great at the game, and he is the one other person not acting like Im totally on the outs, even though Im well aware that he knows Im not in a power position. I’m really trying to push to him that I want to work with him because if the way he comes off to me is the same for other people, I have a feeling he could be the unofficial leader of the majority. So right now my main strat is the Brett ass kiss maneuver xD.

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First confessional of the season and I have to say….I. Don’t. Connect. With. Any. Of. These. People. I love Ashley to death so obviously I know I always have her to talk to, and she felt the same way when the first tribe call happened a few days ago. I went on. Awkward silence. No one was talking. And then I left. Why are you guys so boring. I’m not used to that on calls. But then I’m friends with steffen, and I really like jay a lot. But everyone else so far…..GTG real fast. I’m busy with another game that’s taking up my time right now, so I try to be as active as possible on my tribe. The first immunity challenge I was M.I.A. So that’s why I was so active and gave my input in the second immunity in case we lost and had to go to tribal. I talk more one on one with a few people, which I think helps me out for now. I suck in challenges so I have to rely on my social game. I don’t really have any strategies in mind right now. I’m just going to lay low, and once merge happens or the first tribe swap I’ll start playing more. At least I wasn’t first boot. So that’s one thing crossed off my list. I think our tribe is really good comp wise, even though second immunity was more luck based in a way. I think I just miss all my best friends in the big brother community!!! :( I’m so lonely. I wish Julia had been casted, because I at least would have had her. Oh well. I’ll be fine.

okay this game is so crackedt. I WANNA PLAY like people are still sending my pleasantries. PLAY WITH ME. like i don’t wanna wait until we lose to have to play survivor. That’s not how you play survivor. This lack of game talk can only make me think that others are constantly plotting against me–but I actually don’t think that’s the case. Jay and I were talking and she goes “oooh what if it’s a sudden double tribal” like I would actually shit a brick.

ok so i got a flashlight from the cave so now I can tell ghost stories around the fire at camp

So, I went to the cave. It was dark as fuck and I’m tired from all that climbing, but at least I got a little tea. No idol or advantage or anything, but at least some knowledge and some bonding. Tommy and I are gonna search together (not sure yet how honest I’ll be with him about my searching) and I know for a fact that at least two people on the tribe have gotten something from the cave because a) Sam told me he has a ~flashlight, which may come in handy later~ and b) the spot I went to looked like something had once be there, but nothing was there now. So now I’m nervous, obviously. Sam is a huge long-term threat and knowing he has an advantage makes me very nervous. And if Richie or Gaston got an idol or advantage, it’s definitely dangerous as my alliance is eyeing them for first boot on our tribe. Trevor says we should stay up late tonight after tribal, so I’m just praying it’s something unexpected and not the tribe swap we’re all starting to anticipate.

The as yet unnamed Ting Ting-Ashley-Tommy-Jay alliance is a go. I’m so hype.

So “operation be Brett’s bitch until a better oppertunity arrives” was a success I think. I asked him about working together and he agreed and even wanted to pull more people in, so hey, if that does work maybe I’m not as in the outs as I thought I was! Right now the people we are discussing to bring in are Keegan (who may claim to be a guy, but has a girls name and Mari is his profile pic, so I got my eye on him/her >:( ), Drew and Kristen because she and Brett who both love running. Don’t ask me how a common interest in moving your legs at fast speeds constitutes a grounds for working together, but if it gets us 5 then I ain’t complaining and I’ll just let those jocks do jock things.

Did you know that studies show people who enjoy long showers and baths tend to be the loneliest? So next time your in the shower for more then 10 minutes keep in mind that it’s probably because the waters heat is a subconscious replacement for human contact!

We’re safe again we’re safe again WOO WOO WOOOOO hahaha so we won immunity again. We literally random.org-ed the list and then i said to swap me and Christian and we sent it and we won so that was super cute. http://68.media.tumblr.com/6351a345904ecad9853f857eb9c0f52e/tumblr_ohjo3qEWMB1vaedr6o1_400.gif I should probably talk about the cave huh? Well i’ve been there twice now. The first time I found a flashlight but i have NO IDEA what it does yet hopefully it will be helpful later. Maybe it’ll help me search for an idol in the cave or something? who knows. Then I just went back a second time and I found an advantage for a challenge pre-merge YAAAAS i’m so happy it can come in handy so so much. http://68.media.tumblr.com/04808dd803fb9f6e43b1d6e5ac91780d/tumblr_oag5pixF561vaedr6o1_400.gif I don’t wanna get comfortable because thats when shit hits the fan but I really hope we keep up this immunity winning streak. I don’t wanna go to tribal any time soon.

OMG so much has happened recently! I think I’m in an alright position for the time being. I’m part of a 4 person alliance called “The Golden Girls” formed of Myself, Jay, Ashley, and Ting Ting. I feel as if Jay is running the show because she’s the one who is being really lowkey about everything, making shifts in the sand and has all this previous tea on everyone because she knows so many people. (That’s part of my problem, because I haven’t played since 2 years ago so I barely have any previous tea on anyone!) So I definitely think she’s playing the “mastermind” role, I’m gonna keep letting her do that. Eventually it’s going to come out that she’s a snake and it’ll be her time to go if she keeps playing this way. My plans are to continue building good social relationships with everyone on the tribe and just chill out a bit. This way later down the road I will have more options as to what I want to do in the game and maybe not have as much of a target as all these people who are coming across really intimidating. NOT THAT I DON’T LIKE THEM, BECAUSE I LIKE THEM IT’S JUST THEY ARE PLAYING REAL HARD. I mean playing hard is good but I don’t know if playing hard right now when it’s only Final 19 about to be Final 18 is such a good idea. Also Ting Ting is my #1 ally as of right now just because I feel she isn’t as intense as everyone else but she still wants to play the game, like me. I feel that we are probably the most trusting to each other which will benefit us both when it comes to staying in the game and getting information. Lastly, I think there’s gonna be a tribe swap tonight and I don’t know if this is good or bad for my game, but it’s almost the same as starting over. If there is a swap, I hope I don’t get screwed over. Cheers to Final 18.

This round has been fairly easy. We formed an alliance, The Official Five, and all worked really well together in the challenge. We lost, but have decided as a group our next vote.

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Ep. #1 - “Love At First Chat” - Steffen & Gaston

The game started with Day 0 and the tribes having time to get to know each other. On Day 1 the players were made aware of "The Cave" which will be used to get rewards throughout the season. The first Immunity Challenge was Guess that GIF. Both tribes finished early so results were announced on Night 1 and Togye (the Favorites) won and the Mata tribe chose to send Amanda and Ting Ting to The Cave. With having to go to Tribal, Caroline tried to take control of a majority alliance on the Fans tribe but her aggressive game play was turning everyone off. The vote quickly changed from people wanting to vote off Linus for being inactive to wanting to vote out Caroline for playing too hard. When the votes came in it was an 8-2 split with Caroline going home and leaving her ally, Maranda, on the bottom.

WHAT THE FUCK TREVOR AND OWEN this faves tribe is iconic i'm not worthy of anyone here jay was my first host so she's my mother tommy is an icon in his own right because we're both in the 7th place club i've literally only heard of the legend ting tine STEFFEN?? GOD I already feel on the bottom and nothing has happened

...and I think Tommy is already tryna flirt with me. I mean, I love flattery but I'm not letting it get in the way of me and my villain edit. uh-uh honey.

so the game is afoot I guess but I really don't feel any pressure to make alliances yet? we'll see how the rest of this goes though.

Dear Diary, I feel hurt, and destroyed, but I got my main hoe Amanda over here, Ashley who I'm in another game with and Sam and Christian who I knew from outside the game so thats a start, but like I LOVE TING TING, she could be my Angela 2.0 and I love her soooooooooo much. Gotta do this quick, because challenge soon, and now just hope I can make it to merge with Leah on the fans, my baetato, so wish me luck, cause I won Myanmar before, I intend to do it again.

So, I arrive a little late to the whole introduction to the game, and it turns out that one person hasn't shown up at all. I feel great that I'm not already casting myself as the tribe outcast, but there is always room for that to change. I love everyone here. Everyone is so sweet and so engaging on topics that we talk about, and really its shows that people care about the game just like you. So here's to the best, cause otherwise, I'm so screwed.

Oh my gosh!!! I am on Survivor...or close to it! I definitely am going to have so much fun no matter my freaking age. I am the youngest one here. But age is just a number and I'm gonna prove that to these people. First impressions I am talking to everyone trying to find something to bond with. Maranda and Netflix, and stuff like that. Immediately Leah attracts me. I think anyone close to my age I can work with. Because on Zwooper my gaming website there are people like that who I can relate to and am more free of will than people in their 30s with kids. That's kinda weird. But just wait because Neme (I call myself that but also Nehe) is gonna be a star of this game for sure. I am all about strategy and I am gonna slay this.

This is going to be one hell of a ride.. I can't wait to see how far I can get in this game... I already starting my alliance and it's going to be great fun!!!

idk just feeling kinda *nice* as we move into tomorrow. hopefully there'll be more talk of game then, but I'm totally okay with just relaxing right now.

Confessional, Day 1 Welcome to Fans vs. Favorites in which just like the CBS Survivor Fans vs. Favorites, the fans aren't fans so much as they're newbies who want to play the game. No one has really copped to following Tumblr Survivor before (which is fine). I've checked out the short bios and bio videos and I definitely have a few thoughts, but I want to talk about these Favorites first. If I am in a position to work with any favorite, GASTON is at the top of my list. His bio video made him seem very reasonable and definitely a person that I'd get along with in my day-to-day. RICHIE also seems very lovely and smart. On the flipside, I only made it through 3 seconds of STEFFEN's bio video before determining he's a loser and I couldn't even press play on AMANDA's because she seems like a very sweet, but very real Disney freak. I worked at Disney for 6 years as a post-high school job and she reminds me instantly of every co-worker that I didn't want to sit near because she's a Disney-obsessed freak. Also I guarantee you that 45% of the cast are virgins. I don't know why I feel like that's related. As far as my own tribe, everyone is very sweet and agreeable on the surface. I've had great one-on-one conversations with most of everyone. I get a really good vibe from CARLOS and KRYSTEN. Their bio videos are adorable and they both seem like great people to work with. ADRIAN, KEEGAN, and LINUS are nice enough. NEHE is very sweet and I love his energy and enthusiasm, but I wouldn't work with him too closely because he's in early high school and that's a loose cannon waiting to happen. I haven't talked with LEAH or MARANDA yet individually. Both seem nice. LEAH is trying to play the "I don't know what's going on" card to the point where she volunteered herself playfully as willing to be anyone's puppet. Her Skype name gives away that she's an ORG host. Big Brother is not all that different from Survivor. Even if she hasn't played one before, a host knows their shit and she's not fooling me. Her bio video was kind of cute though. As for MARANDA, and this applies to CC (CAROLINE) as well--please shoot me in the face if I'm playing these sorts of games 10 years from now. I don't think either of them will really have a sense of how to relate to the younger group--hell, I'm worried about that for myself and I'm 10 years younger than them! CC is the only person who has talked game this evening with me. Whether that means I'm at an immediate disadvantage or if everyone else is like me and feeling everything out before plunging in remains to be seen. I appreciate that CC reached out to me to align, but after I told her I got a good vibe from KRYSTEN, she told me flat out that KRYSTEN is going to be out first because when asked about aligning, she was hesitant and non-committal. I feel like that's such a strong take to have on a player this soon in and her attitude (and god awful spelling for a grown adult) really turns me off about her. She comes off as really intense and she's playing hard immediately. How I proceed when it comes to CC will be interesting. I want her gone because her erratic negativity and immediate desire for discord makes me want to get rid of her immediately. However, I need to be careful if I'm to make this happen--if CC were to find out, that negativity and intensity would be shifted over to me, and I don't need that. So I'll work with CC cautiously for now, but if I feel like I can get KRYSTEN, CARLOS, and three other tribe members to join me in getting rid of her, I'm going to make it happen. If CC approached KRYSTEN before me, I can only imagine how many people CC has approached for an alliance this early in the game. It's been a few hours. Calm down. I'm going to check out the Wikipedia pages tomorrow to learn more about everyone. Until then, goodnight!

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All I have to say is this: I get serious Abbey vibes off that Jay girl who I have yet to speak to. This makes me want her gone so bad. But then, I wanted Abbey gone ‘so bad’ all last season and she ended up winning. So maybe it would be wiser for me to become Jay’s best friend and that would better lead to her demise. MWA HAHAHAHAHA.

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okay I just wanted to say that everyone has been so nice to me in this game so far! I got gifs and messages from so many people saying that they're rooting for me and it just warms my heart so thanks to all! (sun)

anyway I like this *all-star* feel because nobody is screaming and trying to make alliances yet like in every other game i've played someone has approached my about alliances on the very first day. I feel so relaxed like I could get voted out now and still feel like a ray of sunshine.

(Queen of long confessions begins now) First impressions: I got added to this the Togye tribe chat and almost passed out (I may have punched my boyfriend in the arm when I saw the cast). I didn't realize how scary being a favorite with lots of players I recognize would be. I'm going through all the episodes of everyone's seasons so I can get the tea. Amanda: She knows everyone in the community, which scares me a bit, but we've been talking and she seems nice. I think we could be in an alliance together pretty easily. Ashley: Doesn't seem like a huge threat from what I'm reading on the Sicily Tumblr, didn't really betray a ton of people and seems relatively trustworthy. Definitely a potential alliance member. Christian: We haven't talked at all yet, but also doesn't seem super threatening from Sicily. Gaston: Seemed strong in M*ldives but didn't actually do a ton of big moves. Anyone who survived that season has thick skin, but I'm not terrified yet. Richie: Very wary of Richie. Very. Even though we've been having a super friendly conversation and I like the personality he's showing me, I followed M*ldives closely and I know how he played. In short, he played like me, which is terrifying. Sam: I hosted Sam, so I know that he's super smart and strategic. He found two (or maybe three I can't remember) idols in Monuriki, one before the game even officially started, so I know he's going to play really hard. He would rather be voted out because everyone's playing a savage game than win because everyone else was weak, so I know he shouldn't be messed with. I think we'll either be super close allies or at each other's throats, maybe both. Steffen: Seems super nice, very #notorious in the community. Love Abbey, who I love (that's right bean ur getting a shoutout) Ting Ting: First boot. Very nice. Doesn't seem afraid of tumblr survivor, which is either good or bad depending on how we work together. Tommy: A bean, hasn't played in a main season in a really, really long time, which, again, could either be good or bad. I think we could work together. In his Mali confessions, he definitely seems like a power player and about as crackt as me, so I'll keep my guard up a while yet. That's.........all for now, I guess.

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oh thank got we got that win! now nobody from this tribe has to go home! the cave sounds exciting though so maybe I can go and get a leg up. fingers crossed!

honestly my edgic better be good istg

Well we did it! by 2 points we beat the stupid newbies. I wonder who's going to be sent to the caves and like what's going to happen but everyone is pretty chill so... we good

After Immunity Challenge: Lordie lordie, we lost by a small margin and it was upsetting. There's literally 10 of us on Mata and only half of us worked our asses off in that challenge. Like? Hello?! Where were the rest of you? This is a team challenge that required all 10 people... You're already playing with the mentalits of the merge... holy damn.

well this sucks I wasn't wanting to lose this chanllenge but it is was it is not sure who the vote will be but hopeing its not me if my alliance stays true it wont be me :)

So, we lost the first immunity challenge. It's a huge hit to morale and the paranoia immediately set in. However, I do have options. Two different alliance groups have approached me and as far as I can tell I'm safe this first vote. Deciding which group to side with could influence my entire game, so I need to choose wisely.

I worked hard for this tribe to win immunity. I love my Survivor so I did the best I could with the help of Brett, Adrian, Krysten, and Keegan. The fact we lost the first immunity challenge really does suck. I don't think I have anything to be scared about going to tribal. I think right now the vote will be Linus or Caroline. Linus was the last person I talked to yesterday. He showed up late to the immunity challenge while Caroline is playing hard too fast. I personally don't like bitches and she's a massive bitch. I know she's a 36 year old woman who's on bed rest but I don't like how she talks to me. She's playing too hard and not with class. I think everyone will vote her out if I ask for it. Theres not reason to keep bad energy around. Keep the tribe with good energy and move forward playing in immunity and killing it. I made an voting block tonight of the 5 who put the most work into the challenge. It shouldn't be an alliance but if we loose again the chat is there and we can try and vote together again. But I made a alliance with Brett and Leah individually. From conversations i have, I worked my way for people to trust me I believe and would work with me. So I'm in a good spot for now.

Day 2 Things aren't so bad. I put my thoughts on paper this morning before the challenge to evaluate who I wanted to work with most and who the least. I have great feelings about CARLOS, KRYSTEN, and ADRIAN and not so good feelings about CC (CAROLINE). We did our best at the challenge and fell just short of victory. I'm fine with it for now because the sooner I solidify my place in a majority alliance, the better. After the challenge, those who (like me) participated in the challenge and worked hard at it (ADRIAN, NEHE, KRYSTEN, and KEEGAN) formed a pact to go after someone who didn't participate. Of the people I wanted to work with, only CARLOS didn't factor in. I didn't have to weigh in much at all--the group felt like giving CARLOS a pass because he was on a plane and MARANDA was celebrating her son's birthday. That left CC, LEAH, and LINUS. I can also, meanwhile, acknowledge that we really shouldn't be so high and mighty about going after people who did not participate because it was us that elected to go early. The others pretty much showed up at the actual scheduled challenge time. It's really not their fault, but I'm not going to say that. I have the best working relationship with LINUS, but I am wary about both LEAH and him possibly having connections within the favorites because a lot of the Tumblr Survivor community wished both LEAH and LINUS well pre-game. I can't ignore that. But CC is so paranoid and completely crazy--she has plenty of time to think as an injured and unemployed 30something, she's made herself a huge liability. It makes sense to keep goats around, but not explosive ones. While this conversation was happening, CC attempted to start an alliance with MARANDA, KEEGAN, and me. I immediately spoke with KEEGAN to tell him we should move in lockstep for this vote. He agreed and ultimately we decided CC wasn't worth the effort to keep around. CC approached NEHE and ADRIAN and I intercepted them to tell them it's a bogus alliance. ADRIAN did the smart thing and appeased CC while NEHE did not and tried to play dumb, sending CC in a blind rage. LINUS is also voting for CC as far as I know, which gives us a 6 majority, in theory. I haven't decided whether or not I want to clue in CARLOS. I want to because I might need CARLOS in the event of a swap. MARANDA, as kindhearted and lovely as she is, can be slayed to leave next. I don't think anyone should tell her the situation. LEAH is an enigma, but I feel like she'll be told by the majority to vote for CC, so if things remain intact 21 hours from now, CC will leave in an 8-2 votes while the minority will probably vote for LINUS or NEHE.

My name is Jasmine Masters, and I got something to say. Round one and Im already at the bottom lol. My team was a bunch of idiots who tried to do the challenge we had 24 hours for in 5 minutes and the people who were here all formed an alliance). So, this round hopefully the votes been turned onto Caroline because she's been sketching people out. I heard the vote was starting on me, but now it's changed off, it looks like I gotta pray for the merge already haha. I want to stick with these people because I do like them, but a swap would simply save me as even though I may be on the outs of their alliance, it will have to expand to fit everyone on the swapped tribe from our original tribe :D .

Well kiddo's, its 4am and Im pulling an all nighter because I left a college paper waaaaay to long, and Im about to die of tiredness so I thought I'd take a break by telling all about myself because Im a huge egomaniac xD. So, Im Linus, I work as a childrens entertainer and am also currently getting a bachelors in political science. My job can basically be summed up as "Dress as Spiderman, go to birthday, make money!" and my school can be described as fuck stats class, live for monday nights when I have my theatre class. One fun fact about me is despite being a pretty ditsy dude, Im actually a Canadian trivia provincial champion and national finalist in Reach for the Top, which is the highschool Canadian version of Quiz Bowl. My favourite season of survivor is Survivor Gabon, followed shortly by Tocantins and Cambodia. My alltime favourite survivor is definitely Randy Bailey since he is such a morally conflicting character. On one hand Randy is very loyal and never turned on the onions, and we even feel some sympathy for him since he is basically all alone in the world as he has no family and didnt even have a loved one to bring to the loved ones challenge (Had he gotten that far). On the other hand he really is a dick and thats probably why he has so much trouble making those connections, and that kind of character disposition is something I just havent seen in any other reality show ever. I started playing orgs in May, and I've mainly played orgs in the facebook/wiki community where I've had some decent success I like to think, as I have won two of the biggest facebook orgs, the main and 703. My strategy is usually that of lay pretty low in the early game and coast by on social connections until late game where I can go hardcore on challenges since I tend to be pretty good at flash games. Im a very team oriented player and if you're with me, there is virtually a 0% chance Im turning on you pre final 5 (And if you're good enough at guilt tripping me I may still not turn on you xD). This game looks like its going to be a bit different though since Im used to being brought in by the power alliance early on since I am that loyal number for most of the game, so the fact that Im on the outs is gonna make me have to adapt a little. My strategy right now is even though I am on the outs of the big alliances, I gotta be useful in all the future comps and hopefully make the personal bonds with the people in the majority alliance so that they can find other targets more tempting than me. I just gotta hold out until a swap at which point I can hopefully gain some more favour with the fans by being that loyal number through the swap too and ideally we can slay a few of your favs ;) . As a player I look to keep the VL informed since whats the fun in watching if you have no clue whats going on, so Im really hoping none of y'all break my trust and leak this haha (Seriously Ill cry T_T ). So far in the game I'm really liking Brett, and although I know he's part of this majority and he hasnt told me, I see him as definitely a leader figure so I'd like to become his extra vote for now. Alternatively, I like Adrian quite a bit, and Keegan seems really nice so I definitely want to get in with her. I'm a bit weary of Nehe right now. We talked yesterday and today when I tried speaking to him after the challenge he basically ignored me until the vote got switched off of me, which on one hand isn't bad because he has a really obvious tell, but on the other means he could definitely have been one pushing for me from within the main alliance. Ideally though this is still very early and hopefully we can get back on the same page, since he's very active and I assume will be helpful in all the challenges and right now a strong tribe is key, although maybe Im just too into pagongings.

Nehe told Maranda that Caroline is the vote. This wouldn't be an issue if Maranda wasn't Caroline's closest ally. He's lucky we already have the numbers or he could have just ruined his own game. Although, I'm glad this happened so early on. It tells me Nehe is probably not the best ally. I'll work with him this vote but when the chance arises, he needs to go.

I'm so excited to be back! It's going to be an amazing game, the cast (at least for the favs) seems pretty competitive. So I thought I would do my first impressions of everyone for my first confessional. Amanda - she's nice but I feel she might be wrapped around Steffen's finger. I feel like she will do anything he says, they will probably be a pair. Otherwise she seems pretty nice, I think she would actually do better gameplay wise without Steffen in the game. I think if we went to tribal she wouldn't be someone to gun for me at the first tribal. Ashley - I like Ashley a lot, she seems down to earth and an individual. I can't really tell where her loyalties lie. I feel that me and her have a really good connection and I would love to work with her in the game. I just hope she wouldn't betray me, at least not too quickly. Christian - she doesn't respond to my messages. All she does is comment memes in the main chat, and honestly if your not here to talk to people when people approach you, you shouldn't be on this season. I would enjoy it if she was first boot, nothing personal against her. It's just I think out of everyone on the tribe she deserves to stay here the least. Gaston - he seems like a really genuine and nice guy. I'd like to strengthen our bond more because I feel he would be a good ally. I might approach him so about a deal or something just to make sure he can vote with me in future votes. Jay - she seems really nice, but there's a vibe that I get from her that reads "danger" "threat" "beware". I don't know what it is about her but something about her makes me skeptical. I like her as a person but honestly I don't know if she'd want to align with me but by the way she's positioned in the game it's more likely I think I wouldn't be one of her top picks to align with. Richie - he is cool. Our conversations are very nice, and he's a cool guy. I wouldn't mind allying with him. However, I don't think people see him as a threat so he may just go far because of that. If I'm ever in a dire position and I'm allied with him, I'm definitely going to be the one going home. Sam - something about him makes me trust him. I like chatting with him, he's pretty cool. I think he'll be one of the bigger game players this season. I think he's in a good position in the tribe. I want to get on his good side, because I like him a lot and he seems to have good ties with a lot of people and overall likable. Steffen - he is probably the biggest threat out of everyone out here. Whenever I talk to him it feels like he's trying to analyze me, and what I'm about. I feel like we are kinda close but Steffen would cut me whenever because he thinks I'm a game player. (I'm predicting) He has the most social ties to everyone, and I think he's in a good spot to "master mind" but in FvF "master minding" the entire season usually doesn't work out on ORGs. Also he seems kinda cold-blooded like he'll cut or betray anyone to get himself ahead in the game. I like the guy but something about him tells me "watch out". Even though I really wanna play with Steffen, I just hope he feels the same way about me. Ting Ting- she's my bae. I love her. She's my #1. I wanna strengthen our relationship even more. I think she's awesome and hilarious. I think we can definitely have a good under the radar alliance going that can last a long time. I can see myself and her working well together. It's just we have to strengthen our bonds together. She can be the Laura Alexander to my Julia Landauer except I wouldn't betray her. The Cave twist seems fun, kinda has me worried at the same time. I think I want to remain my under the radar approach and stay that way. Keep attaching myself to bigger threats and play lowkey for right now. I think it will be fun to see how it plays out. My biggest fear would be, being in the majority and the minority getting their hands on something from the cave, and I get out. The fans seem pretty cool, the only fan I know is Linus. What I know about Linus is he's a beast and amazing at comps and wins a lot of games by just being a beast. He's also the only fan that I think knows of me. So I wouldn't mind voting him out the minute I'm on a tribe with him. I also wouldn't mind jumping ship to the fans if I had to. It isn't like once we get out all the fans, all of us favs will win the season. There's only one sole survivor, not 10. Overall, I'm just gonna keep doing what I'm doing and try to have fun like I am having. I think I will try to beast these immunity challenges! Also slay us for winning the first challenge and more importantly, immunity challenge of the season! Final 19 never felt so good. That about sums up everything so far. I'll update when there is more to come. Peace out, girl scouts.

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I don't have too much to confess this round. It's gone fairly smoothly. The challenge was fun and most castaways took part. We think we found a classic "first boot". Someone who was just playing a little too hard and seeming a little crazy. She approached me on night one and let me know she had "numbers". Asked me if I wanted to work together. How was I supposed to make a decision on that alone? haha So I don't think it's me tonight, and if it is, you can use the #blindside for sure! xoxo

so just waiting for tribal--eating my pizza, doing my thing.

Everyone is pretty chill. The group call was fun it was cool

Don't have much to say. It's crazy how quick everyone was to vote out Caroline. I thought maybe people judged her too quickly. Then I thought about and realized, she never even approached me. She didn't cared to include me, so it didnt bother me too much to writensure her name down.

Today was a reassurance day for me. Last night I made an alliance more so voting block to get out one of the people not contributing to the tribe. (Leah, Carlos, Maranda, Linus, Caroline) I was more so leading to voting out Linus as I didn't have any relationship with the guy after our 48 hours of knowing each other. Then miss crazy pants Caroline comes over and gives me like this attitude because of the answers I gave the bitch. I am not dumb I knew that Caroline was trying to get info from me after knowing me for only like 36 hours and we didn't talk a lot and when i responded to her with answers like idk and i don't think anyone is in an alliance she got very angry. You got 10 people who want to be here but one of them is crazy person who came out to hard . That seems like a very easy vote right there. Today like I said was making sure if it went down. Target #2 made her entrance today trying to save Caroline from the vote. Maranda was very dumb to do that. I like her but if we loose I am coming for her because a majority agreed to Caroline and she knew this yet still tries to protect her. That's dangerous to my game. This voting bloc I mad is very communicative in which they are telling me all of their conversations and I talked to Brett and Keegan about making it an official thing. Before tribal I need to speak with Adrian and Krysten. Leah is amazing and hands down someone I am gonna keep by my side. She seems to like me too because I talk to her but I think I can morph her into liking me as a strategical ally and we can move through this game together. Going into tribal no funny business should be happening. Everything should go as plan and Caroline should go home. You don't play hard in the beggining of this game and act like a total bitch to people who aren't on that level yet. I take things slow and that's why your ass is going. I do need to keep an eye out on Adrian as he was fighting real hard to keep the vote off Linus so soon he may need to go.

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