#i <3 oversharing on the internet
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what if i chugged sleeping meds, (i can’t sleep)
#Adhd meds moment#i always struggle to sleep when i take them#also im HUNGRY#does this need a cw for suicide? This would certainly kill me#erm maybe just in case?#cw suicide#Also wanting to sleep is the only reason i’m thinking about this so like. To be safe ig#i <3 oversharing on the internet#bee buzzes#Argh i already took two#i need to wait for the second one to work and just close my eyes
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Blåhaj (⁄ ⁄•⁄ω⁄•⁄ ⁄)
#i miss my blahaj so much >﹏<#sometimes when i cuddle my blahaj its so soft i start meowing#oversharing on the internet :3#i love my shonks so much#rule#196#:3#blahaj
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Please don't hurt yourself
#lobotomy corporation#lobcorp#library of ruina#hod#hod lobcorp#hod lobotomy corporation#hod library of ruina#erm... michelle. hii michelle. going to have to spoiler tag for you though baby#lobotomy corp spoilers#lobcorp spoilers#okay i think thats it#no shading because this made me want to KILL YMSELF#it looks fone w out it anyways. yay. thank you filter after effects for saving my ass this . hurt me so muchh to try to finish#nothing specific that had me make this. at least from lobcorp lor. its more of having more empathy towards my past self or when i was young#than me. right now. it feels as if the past is so devoid of my current self yet i know that its Me. its just so distant. to the point where#at times it feels as if the me of the past is devoid of the current me. im told im very empathetic? hard to tell. that im patient and kind#or more of understanding to everyone but Myself. so when i try to be kind to myself it feels impossible. but im able to do it to my past se#which makes a disconnect. please dont hurt youself. please dont hate youself. you dont need to do that. i know you want to live it hurts#i know. its alright to want to live. you dont need to apologize and feel Guilty. but never towards Myself. to console and wish to soothe bu#not to the current self. to pardon and accept but not to this Me. so i wanted to put it down kinda. felt most similar to hod ish.#its guilt for living. apologizing for existing. wanting to be accepted and pardoned. but also forgiving and accepting the self of before#not so much forgiving. forgive is a weird word. the hurt never leaves. and the guilt is there regardless. but. yknow. accept#sorry some random shit. yappin. who gaf abt that guy. who was that guy. anyways. hod <3 HODD!!!#just like to ramble abt what i think abt when i go to make pieces. since i uhh dont really have anyone to tell who would care. so. awkward.#god thats embarrassing actuallt migjt delete if im not lazy asf later. loser oversharing on the internet AHH 💥💥#uhmm back to the actual piece. the proportions and fhe coloring were having me feel like i was dging trying to get it right. almost#considered just gettinf rid of it and scrapping the whole piece. didnt though. wanted to have it done and finished. hod <3#the feeligns described arent what i would relate w hod? but closest chatacter towards the general thougut. so wanfed to draw her#i wanted to do more w ligjting and such as well. but it never ended up getting in. maybe later
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I haven't been able to finish anything so here's a bunch of unfinished stupid sketches sorry...I fucking moved to a different state and started a whole new school and decided id be fucking rory gilmore and take 3 ap classes so yeah (;´_ゝ`)I love these weirdos dearly
#jacob seed x staci pratt#i have no idea why i signed up for 3 ap classes. im stupid#nothing to do with far cry im just fresking tf out#also HOW do you even make friends...#i love you staci...💔#also for the first drawing...not that anyone noticed probably but stacis supposed to be like walking towards him so thats why jacob gets#increasingly smaller... thanks for listening i love to overshare on the internet...#do they have a ship name yet#i vote Jaci
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Hey is your satire intended to make fun of 1) people for being system, 2) experiences you have as a system, 3) syscourse, or 4) something else/nuance.
People seem to think it’s the first one and you’re bullying people
(Respond ooc in the tags if you have to)
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#ooc: its a combo of 3 and 4#it was mostly to poke fun about excessive and harmful behaviors but escalated into syscourse nonsense#frankly after running this blog ive gone from more anti endo to “both sides are stupid and entitled and dont know wtf theyre talking abt”#and fundamentally ppl still overshare and attribute things wrong#theres a degree of even 2 that im making actual fun of how i used to exaggerate growing up#internet is not a safe place for pwDID even with and especially bc of being overly inclusive and refusing critical thought#and its not a safe place for minors to be sharing intimate details of their lives
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im literally satotu gojo (my one and only just broke up with me)
#it was mutual#were better as friends#im poly and shes not#surprised it lasted as long as it did#aha really oversharing on the onternet now#gonna obsess abt anime ships so i dpnt have to thimk abt my own relationshop status#gojo satoru#stsg#satosugu#goge#gego#drinking on my own is kinda sad but shhhhh#love using the internet as my diary <3
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sometimes you have things to say that will get you drawn and quartered. im like if jesus didnt speak out about his beliefs
#hi all is this a safe space. ok cool#in the same vein that clowns are unfairly maligned by language like 'clowning' etc#EVERYONE IS WAYYY TOO HARSH ON SUCKING DICK. sucking dick is one of my favorite activities. ppl hate on it and its so fucking fun#LIKE WHAT DO YOU KNOW. WHAT DO YOU KNOW????#whateverrrrr whatever!#& BALLS TOO. SORRY IVE GOT AN ORAL FIXATION. IM DELETING THIS POST IN THE MORNINING IF I REMEMBER#stone cold sober by the way i just <3 oversharing on the internet
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The p3r dlc really has me walking around Tartarus with the Junes theme playing in the background. What a time to be alive.
#“Gio did you seriously spend 200 dollars on the aigis deluxe addition and then pay 35 dollars for a dlc are you fr??’’#“Gio they are practically stealing ur money away from you at this point what on earth are you doing’’#IDK 😭😭😭#nahhh I’m actually kind of broke now I’m getting worried abt my money supply ☺️ especially considering I’m still jobless ☺️#I might be getting a job at a dishwasher soon tho 😯#urgh I can’t believe people actually have to work….society….#tbh I’ll probably end up backing out last second as always bc I don’t want to wash dishes :(#why would I wash dishes when I could be writing or drawing :(#urgh#agghhhh#persona#persona 3#persona 3 reload#p3#If I actually do end up getting the job (doubt) I genuinely bet I’ll last a week before either quitting or getting fired#like fr 😭 I’m cooked#I have the worst work ethic ever it’s actually crazy#HELPPP WHY AM I RAMBLING ABT MY JOB TROUBLES UNDER A PERSONA POSTTTT#LMAOO#I lovveeee oversharing on the internet 💕🫶 🎉#anyways every days great at your Junes and whatnot#wish I could work at Junes smh#the junes theme song would make it bearable#BEARable haha get it haha bc teddie is a bear and teddies the mascot haha#persona 4#p4#persona 4 golden
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Smash or pass monster edition!
Siren
Phantom
Kraken
Serpentine
Zombie
I'm about to go to bed so I'll just run through initial thoughts real quick, might change my mind later :)
siren- on the fence. the whole water thing could make them cold, which is my main hangup, but i think the eating people thing is very hot of them. i'd let them bite me.
phantom- hmm. pass. listen, i understand the potential for sensory play and instruction, but idk. the intangibility is making me hesitate. unless! i was also intangible/incorporeal. then oh yeah lets let our essences mix or whatever
kraken- tentacles are a classic. main hangup is again the cold part. i'm learning apparently that's something i'm not into. up there with siren, though. plausible
sepentine- i'm actually not sure which monster this is, unfortunately. i'll need some more info
zombie- hard pass. i don't want diseases
#quil's queries#nonsie#nsft#this has been very enlightening thank you <3#i might be oversharing on the internet this evening but i don't think this direction surprises anyone#also i know there's no hard smashes. that's the ace thing again. the on the fences/potential may be the closest we'll get#unless i go back and do it from the mad scientist perspective shaking them in a jar#then we might get different results
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anyone else up feeling utterly overwhelmed or nah
#not to overshare on the internet but.#idk there's just So Much to untangle and So Many mental habits to break and it feels impossible. how can i undo 20 years of this.#like yeah ive already made some progress just in the last few years but thats just the very tip of the proverbial iceberg!!!!#every single day i find something else buried deep that i have to try and root out!!!!!!!!!!! literally every day!!!!!!!!!!!#im just. hrghhgh#i dont want to be fighting this for the rest of my life man. im so tired.#i think. the worst thing about this is. it feels like they still have a hold on me.#which is genuinely the most bone-chilling horrifying thought i have ever had.#i DONT regret leaving but man. if i fall back in. because everything familiar is there. i dont think i could rip myself away again.#because leaving the first time was hard enough. i don't think im strong enough to do it again.#genuinely terrifying. i hate living like this#getting the fuck out of this state canNOT happen soon enough. i swear to god#winter speaks#personal#<- sorry its very late at night <///3 im getting introspective and feeling frustrated
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My therapist: Okay don't freak out but you ....know if you want to know the long term physiological affects of being tortured you have to go to a doctor right?
Me: yes but consider I'm never going to do that so what's your best guest
My therapist: you mean besides the insane amount of trauma ?
#Tw: torture#Tw:after affects of torture#Therapy#Oversharing on the internet times#Had my first emdr session for the torture trauma and that shit was so intense ugh#So glad I waited two years to do that#Could not have ever done it right away#Me: there's probably long term affects of this yes? I should be aware of this yes?#My therapist: yes and that requires a whole bunch of different doctors which you should definitely go see#Me: mmm no <3 I'm never going to do that I have changed my mind i do not need to know
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GUYS i wish this wasnt the world wide web because i went to a Halloween party tn and i looked (respectfully) so hawt and i wishhhh i could share my costume and the pictures with u guys!!!!!!!!
#giatalks✩#god damn internet safety#and stranger danger#i wish we were all irls so i could overshare even more with you all#anyway#happy halloween <3
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it's your birthday!? happy birthday!!! hope you're having a fantastic day 💙
wah thank you so much!!! <3 <3
#it has been a weird mix of ordinary/average day and special little moments bc im a bit unwell and had work but they sent me home early#and i was given a surprise stack of chocolates from my friend#and the game changer finale pt 2. came out today too#anyway did anyone ever tell me not to overshare on the internet lmao#love u!!!!! hope YOU'RE having a fantastic day as well!! <3
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sorry for not posting much on tumblr lately I've been trying this thing called "having a life" have any of u guys heard of it idk it's kind of niche....
#went out to a boardgame bar w the climbing gays after work yayyy#and yesterday i was at the gym..... after just getting back from visiting another friend this whole weekend. my social slay#it was lush hes sooo sweet + such a good host + lives in such a gorgeous place.. spent our time between the beach n playing dark souls <333#nothing planned tmr tho i need to go to lidl after work n play elden ring for a few hours.. but the rest of my week is booked#work training stuff has been soooo boring but at least its a 15 min walk from my flat so i dont have to wake up at 6:30 <3#have had some wobbles but tbh im tired of oversharing on here every time i have a breakdown. i only do it cuz im imagining someone ik-#reading it so i dont have to directly communicate w them. but i need to either start communicating w ppl directly or just drop it tbh#or journal i guess... many options. i say this but if i have decent internet connection next time ill prolly forget n ventpost anyway sdjdf#but i wanna at least try n break bad habits yknow....... ahhh#anyway hope everyones doing gooood.. i gotta go shower n check my personal email n maybe ill play a little elden ring before bed#byebyebye#.diaries
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begging on my hands and knees for the garbage truck to pick up my fucking trash please it's been literal months i am gonna start crying
#not to overshare but like#i'm literally going insane they pick up EVERYONE ELSE'S trash but mine like actually what the fuck#i put my bins out on the right day. i taped a giant sign on it saying RUBBISH BIN just in case they thought it was recycle or smth#i literally don't know what i'm doing wrong here#and i'm about to fucking lose it bc i've got like 3 full trash bags just sitting in my kitchen that i can't do anything abt#bc my outside bins ARENT BEING EMPTIED#do they do trash collection differently in the uk or something like am i doing something stupid american wrong#or do they just actually hate me specifically for some reason#anyways. i'm literally too embarrassed to ask any about this irl so i'm venting to strangers on the internet hello#lmao#thoughts from my brain#ignore me i'm a mess
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its actually pathetic how much of who i still am is shaped by my childhood lmao. get over it
#'why are you so negative abt urself all the time why do u feel so guilty all the time is it the raised catholic thing'#well no actually its because my mummy and daddy were mean to me and i never grew up ever ever ever#ok ok no more oversharing on the internet tonight. im go to bed im look at cheerards or something and pass peacefully to sleep godbless <3
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