#hyunjin ate the first chorus UP i love that look on him. final form.

[mashmouths]

girl what the fuck are they doing in the mcu

[kyuflix]

➤ 𝐒𝐎𝐌𝐄𝐎𝐍𝐄 𝐋𝐈𝐊𝐄 𝐌𝐄| 𝐘𝐚𝐧𝐠 𝐉𝐞𝐨𝐧𝐠𝐢𝐧

𝐆𝐄𝐍𝐑𝐄: angst, a bit fluff at the start

𝐖𝐀𝐑𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐆: a bit of cussing here and there

𝐒𝐔𝐌𝐌𝐀𝐑𝐘: a new girl comes into the life of Jeongin and changes him for the worst

𝐖𝐎𝐑𝐃𝐒: +5k

𝐒𝐔𝐍𝐍𝐈𝐄𝐒 𝐒𝐊𝐄𝐓𝐂𝐇𝐁𝐎𝐎𝐊: this is the only story where I’ve written so many words and where it kinda makes sense. a quick lil shoutout to holly for being a huge motivation i love you bitch. anyway, i hope you enjoy!

You were tapping your pen on your cheek looking to your right to look at the clock. A little bit more than 15 more minutes until your class was over and you could finally escape this hell hole that was your biology class and have lunch with your group of friends. 

A little sigh escaped your lips as you turned your attention back to your teacher and scribbled down a few notes as he spoke and wrote on the blackboard.

“And don’t forget to study for the upcoming test this Friday. Class dismissed.” A few groans were heard here and there but you put your head on your table groaning loudly.

“What’s got you so motivated huh Y/N?” You looked up to see your best friend Jeongin stand next to you with a shit-eating grin on his face. You rolled your eyes at his sarcasm and stood up slinging your bag over your shoulder, walking alongside Jeongin to meet your friends and eat lunch while you explained the situation. Jeongin and you, unfortunately, weren’t in one class anymore as the classes were split up at the beginning of the year, but that still didn’t change the fact that you were both best friends and practically joined by the hip.

“I’m sure it isn’t going to be that bad Y/N. What is the test even going to be about?” “It’s going to be about the human body with all of the functions and all of that. But that isn’t the big problem here Innie. The problem is that it’s this Friday and so much to learn. I mean you try to learn the whole human body and its function in just 2 days!”

As you stopped your conversation you were already in the cafeteria your friends waving you two over with a smile and an energetic wave from Chan that seemed to combust any moment judging how hard he smiled. 

“Well someone looks happy. What happened?” You asked Chan as you took your regular seat next to Jeongin on your left and Minho to your right. You scrunched your face up in disgust as Minho began making faces with the food and you threw a french frie at him, which he surprisingly caught and ate it with a cocky smirk.

“I’m gonna tell everyone later. Hyunjin is still missing. But you looked rather troubled over there as you walked in. Everything okay?”

You smiled at him and shook your head with a quite ‘not really’. “Yeah, I’m okay Chan just so much to study for.” You were amazed that Chan took such great care of everyone in the group as he was kind of made the leader by everyone and most importantly himself one night where everyone was having a sleepover at Changbin’s house as it was the one with the most space.

“Hyunjin truth or dare?” Jeongin asked said boy as the empty bottle landed on him. He scratched his head in thought and made a little 'mmh’ sound before he picked truth.  “How is it with all the girls running after you? Isn’t it annoying?" 

Felix for some reason burst out laughing and fell to his side landing on top of Chan who groaned at the sudden impact of his body. Felix whispered something into Chan’s ear with great difficulty as he was still laughing but succeeded after a few tries and now we had both of our Aussies laughing their asses off. You shared a glance with Jeongin and shrugged your shoulders as you focused on Hyunjin answering.

"I mean yeah sure it gets annoying as hell after some time. At first, it was flattering and all but now it’s just plain annoying as I have to flee and run everywhere. I swear they are always on my ass.” He combed his fingers through his hair and sighed leaning forward to grab a chip and throw it in his mouth before he spun the bottle and leaned back against the couch that was behind him.

This time the bottle landed on Chan. “Alright Chan-Hyung truth or dare?” Hyunjin asked him and Chan just narrowed his eyes at us as he said dare. A knowing smile spread on the rest of our faces as Seungmin rubbed his hands together feeling mischievous. “Confess.” That was all Hyunjin had to say to drain all the color that was from Chan’s face and his ears to turn pink.

I laughed at the sight and fell against Jeongin who grinned at me before putting his arm around my shoulder and pulling a blanket over the two of us as it was getting quite chilly.

“Hey, I’m the leader you can’t do this to me Hyunjin!” Chan threw his hands in the air and we all looked at him confused. “What leader?” Minho asked and put his head and Jisung’s shoulder that was next to him. “Well, I figured since you all are such a chaotic bunch and I’m the only normal one I’m gonna be the leader of you idiots. A chorus of protests and a loud hey from Woojin made him chuckle. "Hey, Channie I’m the normal one here,” Woojin said and pouted. We laughed together but Hyunjin stopped us with a serious expression. 

“No, but on a real note Chan. Just confess already it’s painful to watch the two of you flirt together and act all oblivious when the whole school knows you like each other.” Chan chuckled embarrassed and a slight smile formed on your lips as you stole a glance at Jeongin that was focused on eating snacks. A little sigh escaped your lips but no one seemed to notice. 'If only I could tell him..’

The 10 friends all said their goodnights after a while and the night ended with Chan being the 'leader’ and all of them cuddled up together with Y/N being cuddled up to Jeongin as always when they had a sleepover.

As you were reminiscing about the sleepover you didn’t notice Hyunjin running to your table with a pack of girls hot on his heels. “Hyungs help me!” It wasn’t until you heard him shouting that you turned around and immediately laughed at the sight of Hyunjin running away from the pack of girls with a terrified expression. 

When he reached the table he hid behind Chan and Woojin and gave a quick out of breath 'hi guys’ to the round.

“Alright, ladies I think it’s time to scram. We wanna have lunch.” Minho spoke up and shooed to girls away from the table and Hyunjin took a seat next to Seungmin and Felix as he tried to calm down. He mumbled something under his breath but you couldn’t hear it as you were too far away but it seemed to be funny as Seungmin and Felix started laughing. 

“What did he say?” Jisung asked the two and bit into an apple that he stole from Changbin’s tray. “Always the same shit,” Hyunjin repeated again and now the whole table was laughing.

Jeongin wiped a few tears that escaped his eyes from all the laughing and you gave him a tissue as you had finally calmed down enough to continue eating. 

He thankfully nodded at you and the peace slowly but surely came back over your table with a few conversations here and there and 10 happy friends that stuffed their stomachs before they had to get back to class. Little did they know that this happiness was soon going to vanish.

After school finally ended you made a quick stop at your locker putting the books you didn’t need for homework or studying in your locker and leaned against it after that, waiting for Jeongin so the both of you could walk home together like every day. Waiting, waiting. You waited there for about 10 minutes with furrowed brows contemplating if you should call him or not. Deciding to call him you were about to press the 'call button’ as a voice interrupted you. You turned and saw Chan accompanied by Woojin walking to you the latter with furrowed brows. 

“You’re still here Y/N? Where’s Jeongin? Don’t you two always walk home together?” Woojin bombarded you with questions. Chan just stayed silent. 'Did he know something?’

You nodded your head with a sigh. “Yeah, I was actually about to call him. I don’t know where he is.” You shrugged and looked at Chan who still kept his mouth shut but now with furrowed brows.

“Chan, what’s wrong? Are you okay?” Woojin also turned to look at his best friend. Only the three of you were left in the school by now. “Yeah I’m okay, just wondering where he is I mean everything was okay at lunch. He didn’t seem weird at all. Did he?” Woojin and you shook your head at Chan’s question.

“I’m just gonna call him now.” You said and fished your phone out of your pocket once again. 

“Hello?” “Hey Jeongin where are you? I’ve been waiting for you. I’m with Chan and Woojin right now, we’re worried you know? You didn’t say anything about not walking home with me. Something wrong, did anything happen?" 

A loud smack was heard on the other side and you guessed he smacked himself on the forehead. "I am so sorry Y/N! I completely forgot! You see all of a sudden a new student transferred to our class and she asked me to show her around. I promise I’m going to walk with you tomorrow though! Tell Chan and Woojin I’m sorry.”

“You’re on speaker Innie. Well, at least you’re okay. By the way, I wanted to meet today again I gotta tell everyone something can you text the others? I and Woojin are gonna walk Y/N home.”

“Alright, thanks, Hyungs! The usual place?”

Chan nodded and giggled as he forgot that Jeongin couldn’t see him so he said yes and you hung up after the four of you exchanged your goodbyes.

“Well, that sure was odd.” You said and cocked your head to the side. Woojin only nodded and the three if you began walking home and dropping your stuff at home. 

You grabbed your biology book in hopes to study a bit before the boys picked you up to go to Changbin’s house. “Alright let’s do this shit.” You cracked your knuckles and grabbed your pen.

After a few hours of you desperately trying to get the functions of the different body parts in your head and contemplating if you should call Jeongin for the second time today as he always helped you study. 

“Hey, you alright? You look stressed? Why didn’t you call? You know I always help you study. ” You didn’t even flinch or anything like that you already knew who it was.  “Yeah, I’m ok. Thought you were busy.” You said referring to earlier. “You ready to go Innie?” The said boy only nodded with a grin on his face and stuffed the spare key you once gave him for your apartment in his pocket.

“Do you have any idea what Chan is gonna tell us?” You looked at Jeongin as you put your shoes on and walked out of your apartment. “I have no idea.”

“Hey guys, come inside. Chan! Y/N and Jeongin are here!” Jisung yelled over his shoulder as he opened the door and welcomed the two of you with loving hugs.

Jeongin and you took the last two seats on the couch and waited for Chan to explain why he called you all over. Chan clasped his hands together and took a deep breath.

“Well, I finally took Hyunjin’s advice or more precisely his dare and confessed.” All nine of them stared at the boy in shock. “And how did it go?!"  "I asked her out on a date and she said yes.” By the end of his sentence, Chan was smiling from ear to ear and the rest smiled and cheered congratulating him.

“Finally,” Hyunjin said as he gave Chan a hug and everyone burst out laughing. You stole a glance at Jeongin, just like last time when you were all having the sleepover. 'I hope I would be as brave and confess.’ Hyunjin that was next to you immediately noticed your gloomy look and leaned in your ear. “Hey, you ok? You look a little sad.” He leaned back and looked at you.

“What? No! I’m perfectly fine Jinnie.” But he didn’t believe you. And leaned back in your ear. “You know you can tell me everything?” You nodded at him and mouthed an 'I’ll tell you later’. Hyunjin seemed satisfied with your answer and averted his attention back to the group just like you did.

The night ended with all 10 of you going back home and once you were back home the sound of your phone ringing disturbed the silence. You looked at the caller ID 'Hyunjin’. You answered the call with a small 'hi’.

“Hey Y/N do you want to tell me now what’s wrong?” He seemed really worried.  “Yeah, I guess. It’s just I don’t know. Jeongin has been acting kind of weird today after lunch, you know? I was waiting at my locker for him after school like every day. He-he just didn’t come. And then Chan and Woojin came. I called him and he said that there was a transfer student that suddenly came and that he was showing her around. I mean okay but he could have at least texted me. I’m his best friend it just kinda hurt. And please don’t tell everyone what I’m about to tell you right now Jinnie. You see I like Jeongin but I’m too scared to tell him. I’m too scared that he’s gonna reject me and that our friendship isn’t going to be like how it was once I confessed.” You stopped talking and for a few seconds, there was silence. Hyunjin let the words you just told him sink in and tried to find the correct words to tell you.

“I guess he kind of was acting strange? Like when we had the meeting it didn’t seem like was mentally there just his body. And it’s okay Y/N. In my opinion, you would make a cute couple, I mean there wouldn’t change much if you did become a couple. But just know that I’m fully on your side doesn’t matter if you want to confess or not. I’m here for you Y/N.”

A few tears escaped your eyes at the warm words that left his lips and you wiped your eyes with a sad smile on your face.

“Thanks, Jinnie. I really appreciate it. I think I should hang up now. I still have that biology test this Friday that I have to study for.”

“Maybe I can help you? I am quite good at biology!” You accepted Hyunjin’s offer and studied with him the whole night eventually the both of you fast asleep the phone call still ongoing. 

A few houses further Jeongin was talking all night long with the new girl in his class with a wide smile on his face and his heart thumping rapidly in his chest.

The next day you walked to school with dark eye circles and in a crumpy mood, Hyunjin being just the same as you. 

“Well, you sure look tired.” Changbin’s voice came from beside you and in the next second, an arm was thrown over your shoulder. “Yeah, what’s up you talked with some hot dude all night?” the voice came from your left just like the arm that was thrown over your shoulder. 'Felix.’

“No, I just talked with Hyunjin. He helped me study for my biology test on Friday.” The two boys nodded and the three of you walked to class separating halfway as you had to go into different buildings. Well at least the first class of the day could cheer you up, right? If only you knew..

P.E. You loved this class as this was one of the only classes you had with Jeongin, but he still wasn’t there. Weird. He would usually already be in the hall and wait for you but it seemed like that wasn’t the case today. The bell rang and he still wasn’t here. This isn’t like him to be late. In the middle of P.E, a disheveled Jeongin and the new girl came in…holding hands. “We’re sorry we’re late we got… carried away.” Jeongin threw a breathtaking smile at the new girl to which she just replied with a smirk. The lesson continued and he didn’t even spare you a glance, not even a word to you. It truly felt like this new girl was stealing your best friend. It felt like your heart was about to break. 

Speeding forward to lunch Jeongin didn’t even show up.  Hyunjin sent knowing and sad glances your way every few seconds. He truly felt bad for you. The rest of the group didn’t understand this new behavior of Jeongin and questioned you but you just replied with an 'I don’t know’ and told them the story from this morning.

This continues for a few weeks the contact you had with Jeongin becoming lesser and lesser with each day. He didn’t even spend time with you or text you anymore. He only had eyes for the new girl. Everyone was worried about him. The group all agreed on the fact that she wasn’t good company for him. The nine of you made the plan to schedule a meeting saying that it was an emergency and try to open Jeongin’s eyes and tell him that she was changing him. Once Jeongin responded to the text Chan send in the group with a 'yes’ and that he also had something to tell you the excitement and worry got bigger with each passing day, just like how your happiness was sinking with every minute without Jeongin until it was finally the day of the meeting. In the time that Jeongin was gone Hyunjin became your best friend. He was always there for you every night when you cried yourself to sleep and slowly succumbed to your insecurities. 

As the day finally arrived and the ten of you were sitting in a circle with Hyunjin and Chan on either side of you what surprised everyone but not you and Hyunjin as Jeongin didn’t sit next to you. “Alright Innie, spill,” Seungmin instructed and there was a smile immediately formed on his face.

“Alright, guys. I know that this is going to sound like a really big thing but I have a girlfriend.” Crash. Your heart shattered into millions and millions of shards. Hyunjin immediately looked down into your face to see if you are fine and put an arm around you. “W-what? Who?!” All of you seemed shocked but you just felt broken and leaned more into Hyunjins touch. “It’s the new girl, her name’s Hae.” The room seemed much tenser after the few words he said and the suspicion the nine of you had just confirmed. She was a bad influence. 

“Well, you see Jeongin she is the reason why we called you here. Now I know this is going to be hard but you gotta believe us. We think she’s a bad influence on you. You left Y/N all alone this whole time you didn’t come to us during lunch. Hell, you weren’t even texting us. But I think in all honestly Y/N has it the hardest. She’s your best friend Jeongin, you just left her alone.” Chan explained in a calm voice and Jeongin seemed to grow angrier with every word Chan said. This was not the Jeongin you knew. She changed him. 

“What is wrong with you all?! I thought you would be happy for me! And if Y/N would be a good best friend she would understand me.” You looked at your supposedly best friend and the tears threatened to flow down your cheeks but you tried your hardest to keep them in. This seemed to anger the whole group but Hyunjin the most. He unwrapped his arm from you and stood up dangerously close to Jeongin. 

“Cut the bullshit Jeongin. We mean it if she wouldn’t be a good influence for you. And think about your words you said just there about Y/N. This is just unacceptable! Jeongin she cares for you more than you could even imagine!”

“Like I care!” This was the first time in your entire life that you heard Jeongin, your sweet angel Jeongin snap at someone and you would have never imagined that this someone would be Hyunjin. Hyunjin scoffed at his words and just shook his head. 

“I hope you realize the mistake you just made.’' The tall boy made his way back to you, your tears now just freely flowing down your face. He scooped you up in his arms and left Changbin’s house without another word and slammed the door shut behind him. He was fuming. How could he be so blind? How could this girl change him so much?

Not far from the house you could already hear people screaming, recognizing the voices instantly as Jeongin and Chan screaming at each other with Woojin occasionally jumping in to make them stop screaming.  Hyunjin just carried you back to your apartment whispering sweet words into your ears and try to calm you down.

This night Hyunjin slept beside you, having you in his arms as you didn’t want to be left alone. Especially not right after your long-time best friend and crush suddenly shut you out of his life.

The next week you didn’t come to school calling in sick as you weren’t ready to face the boys and Jeongin. Although you didn’t know that he didn’t even talk to the others either he just glared at them when he crossed them in the halls his arm around his so-called girlfriend. The whole week mostly Hyunjin, Woojin, and Chan visited you as the latter two now knew what’s going on as Hyunjin told them with your permission.

You were currently brewing yourself some coffee as your doorbell rang and you looked at the clock your eyebrows furrowed as you saw the time. Who would want to visit you this early in the morning? Thank god it was only Saturday so you the whole day and Sunday to prepare yourself to face all of them again as you wanted to return on Monday so you wouldn’t miss any more of the stuff they were teaching you. You opened your door to meet every one of the squad minus Jeongin. Of course, he didn’t come to see you, what were you expecting? 

You let them in and offered everyone something to drink as a few 'no’s’ and 'water’ echoed through your living room. You gave everyone who requested water the glass and sat next to Hyunjin on the couch sipping on your coffee as you waited for the boys to speak up. 

’'Well? Guys, you said it was something urgent so speak up.” Chan seemed to step out of his trance and nodded. “Changbin the phone.” The boy nodded and gave Chan the phone and he gave it over to you. You looked at it confused and was about to open your mouth but Jisung stopped you. “Changbin, Felix, Minho and I were out. We were planning to go to the arcade. You know have some fun and release a little bit of stress..” Felix cut him off and continued looking at you with somewhat apologetic eyes. 

“Yeah well that didn’t happen on the way to the arcade we passed a park and saw Jeongins supposedly girlfriend Hae, I think that was her name? Not that give I a flying shit but well we saw her in the park with someone that wasn’t Jeongin.” Hyunjins hand snaked into yours and gave it a quick squeeze, you squeezed his hand back and gave him a weak smile. You were so glad to have him in your life and help you with everything. This time Changbin spoke up. “She was hugging the guy and kissing him and all that shit, so we hid behind a wall and took multiple photos and a video. To sum it up, we want to open Jeongin’s eyes and have our sweet baby back.” You nodded and kind of felt bad for him, sure he was an ass to you and everyone else, but that isn’t the real him. This wasn’t the Jeongin you knew. Even if he was acting like an ass he was still your best friend and your crush and nothing would change that. 

“Could you please look at the photos and videos? We wanted you to see them and know what was going to happen before we pull through with the plan.” Chan spoke up and you couldn’t help but feel proud of him. 'He really is the perfect leader. The perfect leader for us chaotic kids.’ You nodded and were surprised yourself at how strong your voice sounded. “I’ll do anything to get my best friend back. Even if it means me sacrificing every goddamn thing. I’ll do anything Chan.” The boys’ faces grazed smiles at your words and you unlocked what was supposedly Minho’s phone. You didn’t even have to ask for the password as all ten of you had the same one; 0325. You opened his gallery smiling as pictures of his cats filled your vision and clicked on the photos of Hae kissing another boy. You sucked in a sharp breath as you started swiping and watched the video. This was unmistakenly her. Jeongin had to believe you. He had too.

The next days were spent trying to get Jeongin to see the photos and watch the video. He avoided all nine of you for the whole week up until Friday were you took the opportunity to go talk to him once he was finally alone, his 'girlfriend’ gone to do some important things. 'Yeah probably suck that others guy’s face off.’ 

“Y/N I’m telling you one last time to go away. You’re all walking on thin ice. I’m sick and tired of you all!” He snapped at you but you still continued with the plan and crossed your fingers for him to finally believe you.

“Jeongin I know and this is the last time I’m going to try and talk to you. I just really want you to see this and if you believe me if you believe us then just know that we will be more then happy to finally have our sweet Innie back. You unlocked your phone and put it in front of him, the pictures of Hae kissing another guy’s face on full display. You turned back around and walked to Hyunjin who was already waiting for you to go back to the others.

Jeongin looked at your phone and couldn’t believe his eyes. He started swiping, more pictures of Hae filling his sight until he watched the video and grew angrier by the second. You were right. He swiped further, pictures of you and him together with one after another. He didn’t even realize he was crying. He only realized when Hae took her seat beside him and put her hands on his cheeks. ’'Why are you crying? Stop crying, it’s for the weak!” This seemed to be the final last straw for Jeongin as he snapped at her and broke up with her on the spot telling her how disappointed he was in her for using her. 

“Well, it’s not my fault if you’re such a weakling! You have to toughen up Jeongin! Are you only like that because of her?! I swear if I see that bitch..” She screamed right back at him but got cut up by Jeongin growling. He saw read. 

“Don’t you dare say anything about Y/N. I’m so sorry for myself that I didn’t even believe her but you.” With that, he turned around and stomped back to class still angry.  

The next day Jeongin didn’t text any of you. You were all huddled up in your home and discussed if he finally opened his eyes.

The day came to an end with you saying goodnight to your friends and you were about to just fall in your bed and cry all of your pent up emotions out when your phone rang. You didn’t look at the caller ID as you focused to try to keep the tears in.

“Hello?” “We-we broke up.” A sniffle disturbed the silence, the tension so thick you could cut it with a knife with just those three words after you picked up the call surprised at the fact that he called you after all this time but still concerned for your best friend and crush.

You were speechless. Absolutely speechless.

A few minutes of silence passed as you tried to search for the right words to form and comfort him. 

“Y/N? P-please say something. Anything.” He sounded so desperate and broken, his voice getting quieter with every word that passed his lips. You gulped and opened your mouth having finally found the right words.

“It’s gonna be okay Jeongin. Even though it’s going to hurt at first, you’re gonna get through it… you always do.”

A single tear slipped down your cheek and dropped on your hand that grabbed your sheets, knuckles white.

You choked down the sob that was threatening to reveal your true feelings and the fact that you’re crying yourself.

“Trust me you’re gonna be happy again. Even if it is going to take some time. And you’ll find someone better for you.”

The other line was quiet for a few seconds before a sob was heard and the person clearing their throat to hide the fact that they’ve also been crying. But it was too late you already heard it and a few more tears escaped your eyes ignoring the fact that you’ve been trying so hard to keep your true feelings concealed. Trying to keep your true feelings hidden from him. Trying not to look so broken inside. “Someone like you Y/N?”

“Yeah someone like me.”

A sad smile appeared on your face, not knowing that on the other side of the line a few houses further down the street the sad smile also appeared on his face. Two teens, staring at the moon with sad smiles on their faces.

“I’m glad you’re back Innie.” Jeongin’s throat escaped a sob at the sound of you him calling him by the nickname you gave him so long ago.

“Me too Y/N. Me too and I swear I’m never going to leave again. I’m never going to leave you again. Never in my life.”