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sk-lumen · 3 years ago

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Hello dear enchantress Lumen,

I hope you are well and safe♥️ I just came here to seek for some advice from you and ladies out there if possible. I often get men complimenting me on my eyes and lips, more so my lips (I know damn well what they’re thinking about while they’re at it lol) but it’s become frustrating and to a point where I am objectified because of my looks.

I feel like I am a shell with a pearl inside- weird comparison I know but men just rather focus on what’s on the outside paying little attention to what may be inside. I like talking about mind stimulating stuff and the conversations get dragged to sexual stuff. While I am playful being sexually objectified is really a buzz killer 😞They start asking for naughty pictures and such. Every conversation I make online or in person with men has to always start with me addressing the fact that I do not send nude photos or videos.

I do understand that men naturally have a big appetite for sexual things. My question is dear Lumen; How do I deal with men like that? To have them to see more than and past my looks, but the beauty within? And also how can I keep the sexual thing playful yet not super nudity type? (Like for eg can I pose half nude or wear things to still keep his i terest but playful enough to leave the rest of my body to his imagination, hopefully enabling him to see me for my soul as well) Please tell me tips you would think be best in how to keep men going sexually but not getting things over done, how to handle situations like this, etc)

Your advice and tips are highly valued and appreciated by me. Thankyou in advance. ♥️♥️

Hi darling,

Note: you pose some very good questions which is why I thought it's important to share it with others. I will mention that advice requests, which are slightly more explicit in nature, should be redirected to my personal inbox where I can reply in-depth: either in private, or share on the blog to help others as well. I'm happy to help, however such topics are not the main focus of my tumblr blog, which I would like to keep as a more light and safe space, welcoming to all regardless of goals or sensibilities. I'm open to everyone else's thoughts on this suggestion.

After reading your story, let me address each topic one by one:

You may be looking for gentlemen in the wrong circles. There is a repeating pattern here, and it is either from navigating the same circles, or attracting the same type of guys, or simply being surrounded by the same type in your local area. For this, I would advise to experiment and try new places more associated with higher value men (theatre, art exhibitions, museums, upscale restaurants, etc).

This whole trend with provocative photos is simply a result of the p*rn culture combined with consumerism, which has normalized the access to/objectification of female bodies as a product so to speak. Yes, it is unquestionable that the female body is a work of art - but unfortunately today's society does not yet understand this. Ignore the trend of n*des. Do not for a second succumb to it unless you are in a 100% committed relationship, completely trust your partner, and feel very much safe to do so — and even then, thoroughly considered. Is it worth risking things like having those photos leaked, your privacy and trust broken, just for a nondescript guy’s validation? The smart answer is simple: never.

Generally speaking, women have an equally big appetite. It’s simply about how both genders (or any gender) are socialized in expressing it. LVM learn that they can express it any way they wish, HVM act as gentlemen, as they should; whereas women oscillate between the double-edged blade of being too little or too much, either way facing risking judgement over it.

How to deal with low value men (because no man of class would ask for licentious photos, and I stand by that statement)? Block, delete, move on. If you are determined to embark on a journey of leveling up, you cannot waste time with such behaviour, dear ladies. There’s zero benefit, zero return of investment from engaging with men that have not yet reached the baseline of respecting you as an individual. There's no two ways about this, and there’s nothing to negotiate there.

You can’t make a man see, do or say anything. He either sees your value or he doesn’t. If you have to bring arguments to the table, the game is already rigged and you have lost, because the moment you question your worth is when they have already won. The only thing you should do then is find another table.

"Can I (…) to keep his interest" - Please don’t entertain this line of thought darling, it serves no one but LVM. You don’t have to do anything to keep someone’s interest, except be yourself. If you have to go above and beyond, bend over backwards, be someone you’re not, or step out of your comfort zone/boundaries at any point, it’s time to walk away. Besides, a man's interest is not a warranty for commitment or love.

Don’t rely on the mindset of luring in a guy with desire, to capture his heart. It should be the other way around, or simultaneous. But if he desires solely your body before even considering your mind, heart or soul… his priorities are clear, and they’re not likely to change.

My universal strategy for dating/relationships, which is in the best interest of your sacred feminine energy, the safeguarding of your heart, and the wise use of your time, is this:

Have clear standards, know what kind of man you’re interested in, take your time dating accordingly. When you find a good one, let him court you until he’s proven himself as a worthwhile companion that you can trust with all of you. Once commitment is made clear (and I mean clear, open commitment stated out loud, no juvenile "what are we" allusions), wait at least 3-6 months to further strengthen the relationship’s foundation of intimacy, and only then open completely.

It may sound complicated or long-winded, but it is a smart strategy for countless reasons: only a HVM will be patient, consistent and dedicated enough to stay for the long run all throughout. LVM will either bail, protest, test your boundaries, or other red flags which will reveal themselves on their own and spare you the trouble.

Hope this helps. Take care. ❤️

-Lumen

#glow up #dating advice #relationship advice #(note: should i tag such posts? with warnings or anything just in case?)#(i'm very mindful of any sensibilities)#ask

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horaos · 3 years ago

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innovaturelabs · 5 years ago

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AWS for Cloud Computing

Amazon Web Services provide you a low cost and highly scalable infrastructure platform in the Cloud. It has been adopted by thousands of businesses globally. It helps you understand AWS and how its benefits can be utilized for improvement and growth.

Do you know Amazon has its own cloud Services.

Commonly known as cloud computing, these are the web services in the form of IT infrastructure that became offered by Amazon in the year 2006. They were well known as Amazon Web Services (AWS). Businesses no longer have to plan for IT infrastructure such as servers in advance. They can access thousands of servers virtually within minutes by leveraging the power of cloud computing. AWS eliminates up-front capital infrastructure costs that help scale up a business. It is a smooth sailing product market that fits hundreds of thousands of businesses. It gives the end user the flexibility to scale up and down according to the business needs.

There are few factors that make AWS a top notch cloud service provider among its customers. We can discuss a few of them :

Why use Amazon Web Services?

Some key factors that make Amazon AWS a world leader in the cloud market.

Enhanced Security

Amazon Web Services provide a durable and secure technology platform. To ensure the safety and integrity of your data Amazon’s data centers and services have several layers of physical and operational security to implement best practices in security along with offering documentation on how to make use of the security AWS features. It ensures the availability, integrity, and confidentiality of your data and provides end-to-end privacy and security.

Cost-Effectiveness

One of the prominent Amazon Web Services advantages includes its pay-as-you-go pricing model. This implies that you pay only for the specific service that you subscribe to and only for the time you need it for. You only pay for the services for what you consume and if you wish to stop using then there are no additional costs or termination fees

Flexibility and Openness

Amazon web services are platforms for operating systems and languages. You are able to select the programming model or development platform that can be most beneficial for your business.

Elasticity and Scalability

AWS lets you easily leverage scalability, it can easily manage the workload increase by allocating the resources based on the demand, that too within minutes. This feature is very useful in terms of cost where according to the workload we could either upscale the resource or down-scale on the fly.

The most interesting part is that these can be even automated with the help of some conditions ie, when a threshold value for CPU usage is hit automatically a new instance gets launched.

Reasons why you need EC2 compute

Elastic Compute Cloud (EC2) provides you the facility to use Amazon’s environment for computing and control your computing resources completely. It helps rapidly scale capacity based on your computing needs as Amazon EC2 allows you to get and boot new server instances in a few minutes.It also protects against common scenarios of failure and provides developers with tools to develop mobile applications that are failure resilient. Amazon EC2 eliminates your need to invest in hardware upfront and can develop and deploy applications faster

Features of Amazon Web Services EC2?

AWS EC2 has many key features that help develop enterprise-class and scalable apps, which are resilient to failure. Some of them are listed below.

Amazon Elastic Block Store (EBS)

EBS provides constant storage for instances of Amazon EC2. Amazon EBS volumes are attached to the network and persist without being dependent on an instance’s life. These can be attached as a standard block device to a running Amazon EC2 instance or used as the boot partition of an Amazon EC2 instance and are highly reliable.

EBS-Optimized Instances

EBS-optimized instances make it possible for EC2 instances to utilize the IOPS provisioned on an EBS volume completely. Depending on the type used, throughput anywhere between 425 Mbps and 14,000 Mbps can be delivered by EBS-optimized instances between Amazon EC2 and Amazon EBS.

Elastic IP Addresses

Static IP addresses that can be used for dynamic cloud computing are known as elastic IP addresses. An elastic IP address is not associated with a particular instance but with your account and, until you release it, you can control that address.By remapping your public IP addresses programmatically to any instance in your account, elastic IP addresses let you mask availability zone failures or instances.

Amazon Virtual Private Cloud

It defines a virtual network where you can launch AWS cloud resources. This can be done through a section of the AWS cloud logically isolated with the help of Amazon VPC. You can configure network gateways and route tables, create subnets and choose your own IP address range. Because you can control your own virtual networking environment completely through Amazon VPC.

You can also create a hardware virtual private network (VPN) connection between your VPC and your corporate data center to use AWS cloud as an extension of your corporate data center.

Amazon CloudWatch

Amazon CloudWatch helps to monitor Amazon cloud applications and resources. Network traffic, disk reads and writes, and CPU utilization are the key metrics that Amazon CloudWatch provides you for visibility into overall demand patterns, operational performance, and resource utilization.

You can set alarms, view graphs, and get statistics for your metric data.

Auto Scaling

In accordance with the conditions you outline, auto-scaling lets you scale your Amazon EC2 capacity up or down. You can minimize the costs of spikes or lulls in demand through auto-scaling that automatically scales up or scales down the Amazon EC2 instances you are using.

Elastic Load Balancing

This automatically allocates incoming application traffic to various Amazon EC2 instances. Responding to incoming app traffic, elastic load balancing provides the load balancing capacity required to help you get greater tolerance for faults in your apps.Elastic load balancing sends traffic to healthy instances until the unhealthy instances have been repaired. For the consistent performance of mobile apps, elastic load balancing can be enabled within one or more availability zones.

There are three types of Elastic Load Balancers available. You can use the one best suited for your work.

Classic Load Balancer

Application Load Balancer

Network Load Balancer

Classic Load Balancers

Classic Load Balancer provides basic load balancing across multiple Amazon EC2 instances and operates at both the request level and connection level. Classic Load Balancer is intended for applications that were built within the

EC2-Classic network.

They are less intelligent than the Application Load balancers.

Application Load Balancers

Application Load Balancer facilitates load balancing of HTTP and HTTPS traffic by providing advanced request routing targeted at the delivery of modern application architectures, with a focus on microservices and containers. The Application Load Balancer operates at the individual request level and directs traffic to target within Amazon Virtual Private Cloud based on the content of the request.

Network Load Balancers

The load balancer allocates incoming traffic across multiple targets, such as Amazon EC2 instances which increases the availability of your application. By adding one or more listeners to your load balancer.

Enhanced Networking

This EC2 feature improves the packet per second performance, along with providing lower network jitter and lower latencies. With the enhanced networking utilizes a new network virtualization stack that holds power to offer better I/O performance and low CPU utilization. All you need to do is launch the HVM AMI in VPC, and install a compatible driver.

VM Import/Export

This EC2 feature helps the import of virtual machine images from the source to EC2 instances and export to the same source at any given time. You get to consign any previously imported EC2 instances to its source whenever the need be. There is a standardised amount of usage threshold beyond which there are additional charges to use the service.

What you learn from here is that

In the current market space where on-demand services are on the rise, Amazon Web Services has emerged as a viable solution for businesses looking for reliable, scalable, and inexpensive cloud computing services with distinct operations in 22 geographical regions, AWS helps companies to manage a range of services including development, game development, data processing, warehousing etc. Main advantage of AWS is that your business gets access to EC2 which in turn provides a virtual cluster of computers through the internet. Whether you are a startup or an established enterprise, AWS is an ideal solution that can offer extensive cost savings, maximum uptime, and continuous support a great ROI

For more information on the topic go to AWS.

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highvolmusic · 4 years ago

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lady-rose-the-doll · 6 years ago

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Hi my initals are HVM, my sign is aries could you please pull a card for me and a friend who recently blocked me, idk if i should just move on or keep trying

Hello sweetie! Sorry for the late reply!So for you, I pulled The Tower.The Tower comes up when one is living in an illusion. In this case, I suggest that you let go of whatever dispute is going on between you two and not bother with that friend. If they are blocking you, they probably have something to hide from you that you most likely will not be pleased with. True friends don't hide the things that may hurt from you.

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horaos · 3 years ago

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❓Have you really understood about Hora Virtual Machine yet?

🌐Hora Virtual Machine (HVM) belongs to the technology located in Layer 1 of Hora Chain. HVM is: 👉 A virtual machine system operated to validate the state of the Ethereum blockchain network 👉 HVM allows interaction and data validation without going through the main chain. 👉 HVM can also interact with the main chain through smart contracts to overwrite data on blocks and validate data on blocks via hashing.

✅HVM brings practical benefits to users!

RETWEET : https://twitter.com/os_hora/status/1467699835553812481 #HoraOs #HoraChain #UfinUk

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onyxtech-blog · 8 years ago

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ticketybooworld-blog · 8 years ago

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The System was Shit but i,m thankful for that !

Often in the world of mental health we hear of so many folks disliking even hating the system of psychiatry and being so full of negativity towards it & i wonder, does everyone always feel this way & if so why? What makes this system so bad? Is it entirely the system itself or is it our attitude & beliefs towards it? In all honestly during my own time of unwellness, i openly admit it i hated it. I disliked everything about it. Though in reflection now some years later i now realise that at that time of my life, i hated everything. Including myself. I hated the world back then. I was unwell and deeply unhappy. I hated living every minute of everyday. So it makes sense that i hated the system then as i was unwell/unhappy i wanted to die and i hated having people trying to save me. I was miserable. I hated being in hospitals and i hated being labelled.

That was my reasoning for hating the system back then but like everything in this world everything on this planet things have changed. My life has changed I have changed . I,m not in that place anymore. I am no longer stuck there the past has been it,s gone i,ve learned you have to

Why did it change? It changed because i chose for it to. I chose to. Yes that’s right i chose to, despite having a diagnosis of schizophrenia. I still chose to change it. to change my life. Not possible?

BOLLOCKS.

We don’t have to live the diagnosis and we don’t have to be angry forever about our time in the system. Things change . Infact with time we can even have lots of laughs about it once we learn to let it go. It,s a label. Labels are for clothes not people. That’s how i see it things now and why i,m writing this down as ‘ my ‘ own experience.

I think we just have to keep focusin on being who we actually are. That’s always been the key for me in my own recovery. Anything else is just a Diagnoistical Bolloxupification at the end of the day as my good friend in Toronto describes here.

To view click - DIAGNOSTICAL BOLLOUXUPIFICATION

Schizophrenia for me is just a ‘ label ‘ it describes of a lot of different symptoms for sure but most of which can be ‘ changed ‘ if you chose to change em. I ain’t saying it,s easy. I ain’t saying there’s a magic cure either but i am saying that we do have a choice. Ain’t saying making that choice is easy either. Nor quick.

In fact, is it feck!

It’s one hard graft getting back on your feet again in the world after a breakdown/psychosis, blip , fuck up whatever ye wanna call it. Along with the stigma of labels/mental health in tow blah blah blah. All of these mentioned make it hard, simply, hard as feck. Though the way i saw it was nothing was ever gonna change for me if i didn’t get off my own miserable ass and start to change it..

Not everything was psychiatry’s fault. Nor the fault of the schizophrenia.A lot of the shit going on in my life was infact ‘ my own ‘ fault or through other faults but these were faults that only ‘ i myself ‘ could fix. At the end of the day i had a lot of mental loose bolts. I came to realise that i have to make the effort and

Yup i got to realisin that there was never gonna be a magical pill that would clean my house or shave me. No pill that was going to go to the shops for me or pay my bills no magic pill was going to make me friends or get me out the house. Nope only i could do that.

I chose to have my SchIziophrenia . NOT for it to have me !

I had to change my attitude to everything. To my entire life. I had to.

I started to see that it wasn’t everything in the world that was negative or full of hate and dark. I started to see that, that was actually ‘me’ and that it was in the main my attitude to it all. It was my own thinking that was causing most of pain. I had to change my entire attitude to my life & to my entire thinking, It sure didn’t, happen overnight. In fact 6 years on from my last breakdown i still work on it now.

It took me years of medications. Hospitalisations. Support workers. Psychiatrists. Psychologists, Dieticians. Gps. etc etc to realise that the system hadn’t actually been out to harm me> Looking back now i see clearly that ‘ it was out to help me’ In the best way it could.

I was unwell at the time and i couldn’t see it then, at that time in my life.. Things were pretty

I’m not saying that it means the system was all glamour.. It was hellish at times but let’s face it, it isn’t meant to be fun. No good doctor or psychiatrist would tell you going into hospital is pleasant or that it would be easy. They know it,s not already.Truth is most of em don’t even want us in there if it can be helped. But that’s the only tools they got. Maybe we should cut them a little slack perhaps? The way i see it now is. They kept me alive. I,m thankful for that.

In my experience most of the times i was unwell i was treated at home in the community. Psychiatry despite what folks say. Provided me with care. They gave me support workers. They made sure i had a roof over my head and they always made sure i had benefits.

As shite as that may be and not much fun at least when we are unwell it puts food in the fridge and provides us with some stability.... It pays the bills. It gives us a home. It means we can eat and that’s always a bonus.

The rest then is up to us then i guess... It took me two years or so to realise this myself when i came out of hospital.. Psychiatry had actually given me some building blocks. Some foundations to build on.

Once i stopped playing so much of the blame game and started seeing things as they actually were in the present moment ‘ in the reality ‘ I was able to start laying the first blocks on what was and still is the house of my recovery as i kind of see it. I have to keep on building. Keep on maintaining what has broken in order to secure and provide that space i call my life. The one where i am just myself. Me. Not any of my labels. Just me. Living independently & as well and safely as i can. Thanks to psychiatry & along with the help of many others from the HVM. Sure i still have loads of symptoms at times. Though now thanks to accepting my diagnosis, time and learning. I am now able to manage them with relative ease most of the time and i am fully aware of what to do should i end up in crisis. Places to go, folks to phone making sure i eat and rest in the main. get up each day and just do something, anything that makes me feel happy or that works as a distraction. I just get on doin what i need to do. I understand lots of folks have really bad experiences in the system. I had lots myself. Though for me personally i find being angry about it just doesn’t help. I suppose i just try to maintain my own scottish version of the information below. This is something my friend Egan Bidois in New Zealand told me of some time back. I hope you to find it useful..

Where Tapa Wha

We gotta look after these things? Feck the label.. Who needs it and most folks ain,t as bothered as you would think about it, once you get talkin to em. Most good psychiatrists, docs , cpn’s etc will tell you the label is BOLLOCKS not that it doesn,t matter but just that it is only a word to describe a whole host of symptoms, BUT IT AIN’T YOU !!

Anyway at the end of the day my life had been chaotic with me never being in one house for long or being homeless, drinking myself to death, losing jobs,, getting into trouble with the law, suicide attempts etc etc both myself and my life were out of control and at the end of the day psychiatry helped me to regain some control. In truth they kept me alive.. They gave me a path. Perhaps not a path i would have chosen personally but a path none the less. One where i when stood at the beginning i could at least see an end goal. The end goal being getting to a place i had never been before. A place and time where i could be STABLE. Where i could actually be more responsible for both myself and my health. In psychiatry as shit as it was i gained a control that i had never ever had. That i never ever ever thought i was able to have.

Now I,m thankful for that. I truly am!

I was suicidal a lot., I self-medicated. I was psychotic when i arrived at psychiatry for the first time. They didn’t give it to me. Sure they gave me the label and well yeah that’s shit. It doesn’t help it lots of ways but i now also know it lots of ways it actually does... Back then when i look back there was no else around to help me? Who would have been there if psychiatry hadn’t? This is a question i ask myself often. The answer is. No one. No one else would have been able or capable of controlling my crazee behaviours. Where else could i have stayed who else could have kept me down. Kept me sane. Kept me fed and watered. Clothed and with shelter in the condition i was in.I know who. No one. Psychiatry ain’t fun sure it can be hellish at times but it ain’t always half bad either. Does anyone ever talk about all the good things they do? Cos despite what folks say and things not being perfect with the system. It still does plenty of good.. Sure it has flaws and faults, What in this world feckin doesn’t?

There’s plenty other feckers out here in the that would see you do without. Who wouldn’t care if you had a home or a steady income, not even whether you were alive or dead. So does everyone really really see the system as that utterly and entirely entirely flawed. Really? I know first hand there are sure a lot worse things out here in life. Folks always shout abolish the system, systems don’t work. Ban psychiatry and all the other shite but at the end of the day is some kind of system not better than no system at all? I know in my own experience, in reality i would have been dead without it. If it were not for our psychiatric & police systems would infact not many of us be dead already? I know i would most likely be. There was once a time i would have shouted FeCK THE SYSTEM with the best of them.

Though NOT anymore. I have moved on from that hated & bitterness and from the past. I don’t think anyone can truly move forward until they do & at the end of the day in the grand scheme of things. Does it really matter? I decided to

Sure things need changing. Old systems always do. Does your toilet system not malfunction and need replaced from time to time or your heating. Nothing in this world is perfect , everything has flaws

Yeah everything in life needs modernising and improving and that is happening in both psychiatry and also in toilet systems. Either way both are improving with time and without either of them, i would ask myself. Where then we would all off load our shit.. Is a system not better than no system at all? Is being angry at the system really gonna help to change it? Would you listen to someone who shouted and ranted at you? In my own experience and looking back now. Despite it being a crap time of my life i,m glad it was there. It may not have been perfect.

‘ It may have been shit but i,m thankful for that ’

Why ? As now thanks to psychiatry i live my life fully independent. I am living a life . I have a loving family. I am engaged to be married. I have children. I have a future. I have been back working full time. I have friends I have a car and i have a stable home. I have a stable income i don,t earn me much but i am rich i have a beautiful partner and children who run into my hands when there is nothing in them. That in itself makes me rich. RIcher than i have ever been. I have loads of interests now i have my motorbike and my car & i,m enjoying mainting them and learning as i go. I love to go walks in the country with my family. I love to read and to write. I love listening to music. I love D.I.Y and doing stuff around the house. I love cooking and going out and doing the garden. I guess i just love ‘ normal shit ‘ lol but it,s great. I have had NO more suicide attempts. I no longer drink or use hard drugs. I have not slept on the streets ever since. I have not been in any trouble with the law nor have i had renter mental health services since my discharge. I think my living in recovery will always be an uphill journey but as long as i,m still climbing everyday i,m happy with that.

Thanks to psychiatry & of course many others i am able to go to my doctors with a new confidence in them. My GP’s are fully aware that at this present moment in time i am not on any medications. We discuss my mental health regularly and they are pleased that i am maintaining it so well, being responsible about it. Making the correct choices and utilising other solutions. They know that i know i can and would go them if need be for medication should i require it. I have my staying well plan and lots of support now and that is all down to learning coping mechanisms/strategies etc taught to me back in the beginning by psychiatry. My support workers and also the HVM. The combination of them all has brought me to where i am now. Living independently. In my own experience without psychiatry giving me the foundations. how else could i have rebuilt my life? How else could it have changed? What other system would work? I would never have been referred on to get support and would most likely never have sought it myself. I have been blessed with all of this which i could never had before i was diagnosed. Labels are shit yup most docs will tell you that but they don,t need to be forever and they sure as hell ain’t you! I would never have been stable nor responsible enough to manage any of it. I am in a far better place now in my life and now i say regardless of whether i upset the angry masses.

THANK YOU PSYCHIATRY !

& things don’t always have to remain

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