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๐๐จ๐ฉ๐ - ๐ฉ๐๐ซ๐ญ ๐๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ
โ๐ก๐จ๐ฉ๐โ ๐ฆ๐๐ฌ๐ญ๐๐ซ๐ฅ๐ข๐ฌ๐ญ || โ๐ก๐จ๐ฉ๐โ ๐ญ๐๐ ๐ฅ๐ข๐ฌ๐ญ || ๐ฆ๐๐ฌ๐ญ๐๐ซ๐ฅ๐ข๐ฌ๐ญ || ๐ง๐๐ฏ๐ข๐ ๐๐ญ๐ข๐จ๐ง
๐๐จ ๐จ๐ง๐ ๐ก๐๐ฌ ๐ฉ๐๐ซ๐ฆ๐ข๐ฌ๐ฌ๐ข๐จ๐ง ๐ญ๐จ ๐ซ๐๐ฉ๐จ๐ฌ๐ญ ๐จ๐ซ ๐ญ๐ซ๐๐ง๐ฌ๐ฅ๐๐ญ๐ ๐ฆ๐ฒ ๐ฐ๐จ๐ซ๐ค ๐๐ง๐ฒ๐ฐ๐ก๐๐ซ๐, ๐ข๏ฟฝ๏ฟฝ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ฌ๐๐ ๐ข๐ญ ๐ฉ๐ฅ๐๐๐ฌ๐ ๐ฅ๐๐ญ ๐ฆ๐ ๐ค๐ง๐จ๐ฐ. ๐๐ฅ๐ฌ๐จ ๐๐ฎ๐๐ค ๐๐ข. ๐ฆ๐ข๐ง๐จ๐ซ๐ฌ ๐๐ง๐ข ยฎ
๐/๐ง: ๐ง๐๐ญ๐ญ๐ฒ, ๐ฉ๐ฅ๐๐๐ฌ๐ ๐๐จ๐ฆ๐ ๐ก๐จ๐ฆ๐โฆ.๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ ๐๐๐๐ฒ ๐ฆ๐ข๐ฌ๐ฌ๐๐ฌ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ฅบโค๏ธ
๐ฉ๐๐ข๐ซ๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ฌ: ๐ง๐๐ญ๐๐ฌ๐ก๐ ๐ซ๐จ๐ฆ๐๐ง๐จ๐๐ ๐ฑ ๐๐๐ฆ!๐ซ๐๐๐๐๐ซ
๐ฐ๐๐ซ๐ง๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ฌ:18+ ๐ง๐จ๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ซ๐๐๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐ฆ๐๐ฃ๐จ๐ซ. ๐ง๐จ๐ญ ๐๐๐ข๐ญ๐๐.
๐ฌ๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ฆ๐๐ซ๐ฒ: ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐จ๐ฆ๐๐ฌ ๐ญ๐จ ๐ฏ๐ข๐ฌ๐ข๐ญ ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐๐จ๐ฆ๐๐ง๐จ๐๐ ๐ก๐จ๐ฎ๐ฌ๐๐ก๐จ๐ฅ๐ ๐๐ง๐ ๐ฌ๐๐๐ซ๐๐ญ๐ฌ ๐๐ซ๐ ๐๐๐ข๐ง๐ ๐๐ข๐ฌ๐๐จ๐ฏ๐๐ซ๐๐, ๐ฐ๐ข๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ฌ ๐ฉ๐ฎ๐ญ ๐ ๐ฌ๐ญ๐ซ๐๐ข๐ง ๐จ๐ง ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐ก๐๐ฉ๐ฉ๐ฒ ๐๐๐ฆ๐ข๐ฅ๐ฒ?
๐ฐ๐จ๐ซ๐ ๐๐จ๐ฎ๐ง๐ญ: 4208
ะผะพะต ัะพะปะฝััะบะพ - ๐ฆ๐ฒ ๐ฌ๐ฎ๐ง๐ฌ๐ก๐ข๐ง๐
ัััั - ๐๐ฎ๐ง๐ญ๐ฒ
After that interesting and tense feeding, you both quietly moved to the living room, settling Nadia in her playpen before heading to the kitchen. You moved around in a routine as you made your breakfast. It was silent as you both ate, only speaking when you announced it was Nadia's nap time. Natasha had decided to give you a little space as you put the baby to sleep.
Once down, you tiptoed out of the room, awkwardly telling Natasha you decided to take a nap as well before hurrying to your room. Deciding to leave it alone, Natasha stayed in the living room watching the News in every country, retrying to catch up with the year.
Natasha felt something off. Her lips curled, thinking about the time she told you about this sixth sense she had, and you had declared you'd call it her spidey senses. She sat up quickly, hearing a knock on the door.
Quietly, the redhead takes careful steps toward the front door. Once closed, she carefully places her palms on the door, lifting herself up on her toes as she peeks her eye through the peephole.ย Is that?ย
Backing up, the older woman quickly opens the door, catching the person off guard mid-knock. "Aren'tย you supposed to be dead?" the man asked, gawking at the woman in front of himโwho raised an eyebrow at his wordsโbefore shaking his head and focusing on the reason for his visit. "Is Y/n here?"
"Why?"
"I justโplease, is she here or not?"ย the man asked. The look on his face almost made the redhead feel bad for asking, but she'd rather be safe than sorry. I'll go get herโcome in."ย Natasha walked off, heading to our room, not before checking on the baby. The door opened slowly as the redhead took a peep, and she shut the door once she saw the sleeping babe.
Natasha frowns, seeing a bright light shine through the bottom of the door. The door opens abruptly before Natasha can knock, starting both you and her. You put your hands on your chest as the other held a baby monitor. You let out a nervous chuckle, "Nat, you scared me."
"Sorry, um, what was?"ย Cutting her off quickly, you exited your room and shut the door behind you. "Who was at the door?"ย you asked her with a concerned look, waiting for her wife's answer.
Focusing back on why she went to you, she makes a mental note to ask you about the light later, although the way you shut your door fast tells her that she should keep it to herself: "Strange is here."
Brows scrunched in confusion as the words left Natasha's mouth, 'strange?'ย you questioned as a list of reasons why he'd be at your house ran through your head, "Yeah, he seemed a bit anxious," Natasha stated, not noticing the face you made - her eyes trained on the door - you walked away from her; the redhead's eyes followed you as left her alone.
Once you disappeared into the living room, Natasha could hear Strange ask, 'How is she alive?'ย She couldn't hear your response, though.
Huffing, she makes her way to the living room, ignoring the tension in the room as she walks in mid-conversation. A set of six eyes is trained on her as Natasha eyes one of the pair she had failed to notice with Doctor Strange.ย What is wrong with her?ย
"Natasha, this is America Chavez."
"Hello, it's so cool to meet another Avenger."ย The teenage girl stood up from the couch, holding out her hand as she gave Natasha - who shook her hand - a big smile, "I've seen you in a different universe; in that one, it was the other way around. You're not dead, your-"
"America."ย The older man clears his throat, narrowing his eyes at the younger girl - who shoots him an apologetic smile - "Sit."ย He commands, and the girl does as told, shaking his head and looking between you and Natasha, "When was the last time you spoke with Wanda?"
"Not since after Westview. Why? What happened to her?"ย You felt your heart quicken. You hadn't seen her since that night. You'd been dying to call, but life caught up with you; you couldn't help her 24/7.
Natasha eyes her wife, who peeks a glance at her, causing you to shake the look on your face. Putting another pin in that conversation, she asks instead, "What the hell is Westview?"
"It's a long story,"ย you and Doctor Strange say in unison; both glance at each other when the word is repeated. You told Natasha to sit down and beg and to explain where Wanda had gone after Tony's funeral. She fell into a depression after Vision died, went on to capture a town and create her own family, and was almost arrested for it.
Strange cuts in by explaining how Wanda fell into the evil side of magic. She was so open about wanting to get her kids back that the Elder God Chthon corrupted her mind.
"So let me get this straight: a God-possessed Wanda to get her kids back that she made up when she captured a whole town, and now she may or may not be crushed by a structure."
"Nat, do you have to say it like that?"ย Rolling your eyes at her choice of words, you cross your arms, shaking your head at the woman sitting across from you, who gives you an innocent look. "What?"
"Don't laugh with her."ย Turning your head towards the younger girl - who was hiding. A chuckle - coughs when caught and sits up straight, throwing another apologetic smile, "Sorry,ย ma'am."
Sighing, you face the Sorcerer Supreme, who is focusing back on Wanda. "So this happened what? A month ago? Why are you now telling us?"
"Iย couldn't locate you or Barton. It seems you've done well at your spell."ย The older man gives you an impressed look; there's no doubt that he didn't find you from seeing you and Clint on the News a week ago, "We didn't find a body, so we searched through it again and again, then we began searching for her, but we wanted to make sure there were any signs of her before searching for youโฆ We're still planning on searching more since she can't possibly.."ย Strange searched for the words.
Natasha - who seems to have another death wish, "Disappear in sparkles?"
"Natalia."ย You spit, eyes narrowing so much Natasha thought a dagger would shoot out. Clearing his throat, Strange stands up, peering at the two, "We'll be on our way now; let us know immediately if you find her alive.
Gazing away from your wife, you gave the Sorcerer Supreme a sympathetic look and said, "I will, thank you."
"Of course."ย Is all he says, eyes fixed on the redhead and brunette - who burdens her with a million questions about Wanda. Nodding, you speak softly, "I'll walk you out..."ย Guiding him towards the door and walking out with him to the gate. o
Once out of earshot, you fidget with the rings on your fingers, eyes set on your wife. "Is her being alive going to cause problems?"
"Yes."
"Okay."ย That's all you say, breaking into a smile once the younger girl walked over to her. Goodbye, Miss America."
America smiles nervously, rocking on the heels of her foot. "Bye, ma'am."ย She scurries off to Strange's side, who had been in a staring competition with the redhead, "Natasha."
"Strange."ย Natasha raises an eyebrow, glaring at the older man, her body tense and arms crossed. Rolling your eyes, you stalk into the house. Natasha closes on your tail, shutting the door once she's in.
"I better call Clint."ย Is all you say before stalking off, pulling out your phone as you begin to call him, andย disappearing into the kitchen; a door opening and shutting indicates toย Natasha that you have walked out to the backyard. The redhead gets lost in her thoughts, processing everything that happened. Wanda may be dead; something happened to her before she tried to possess a different Wanda in a different universe so she could be with the children she supposedly has.
Natasha can feel a headache begging to take up this information. I'm sure a raccoon has sent her mail. Still, Wanda going full Exorcist wasn't exactly what she pictured happening.
"Hey."
Jumping, Natasha quickly turns, grabbing onto the hand that touched her arm, ready to flip the person; they hold out the other arm, freezing Natasha in her place, "Nat, it's me!"ย You watch as the redhead's eyes shift to recognition, taking you - she had been so lost in her thoughts that she didn't even hear you come in. Once you see her calm down, you unfree her, helping her balance herself, "Sorry, I didn't mean to scare you."
"It's alright."ย Green eyes shift between yours, trying to look for secrets you've seemed to be keeping from her, "Before I knocked on your door, I saw a -"
A knock on the front door echos through the room, swallowing you whole. You watch Natasha's face before carefully speaking, hoping you won't express how you felt: "Clint's here."
Clenching her jaw, she narrows her eyes at you. "I'll get it."ย She huffs in frustration, stalking the door as you watch her open it, showing a nervous-looking Clint and a smiling Kate. "Hey."
"Come on it."ย Natasha throws a tight smile at the two, who glance nervously at you, scared Natasha is going to pounce on them. Their eyes beg for you to save them, but it doesn't help, as the look on your face makes them shrink more.
Huffing, you sat on the black wingback chair, crossing your legs across the other. "Sit, we don't have all day."ย That's all you say that makes the two scatter in and sit on the couch. Once Natasha is seated, you begin explaining everything to Clint and Kate between Westview and the dark hold, maintaining your anger, thinking about how alone Wanda was and how Clint promised to take care of her.
Sure, he had his family back, but you only had your wife and a child on the way. You put in your fifty percent, and he chose to put 100 percent on his family.
Natashaโwho had been eyeing both of youโknew something was up between you two. Even during Christmas, it was easy to pick up the slight tension between you both, faking it to act as if everything was expected, but Natasha noticed the lack of words from her wife and best friend.
Though it seemed as if you and Clint were fine after that heated argument, something still bothered you, keeping you from being able to have a normal relationship with Clint again.
"So what do we do?"ย Clint asked, causing your eyes to roll and sneer, "I don't know, Clint. Maybe we'll try to call her or send a letter."
"Well, if Natasha came back, I'm sure Wanda made it out fine, especially with her witchy powers,"ย Clint responds to you calmly, ignoring your attitude. Something in you spiked at his words,
"Natasha came back on a slim chance of science."
Everyone, including you, froze at your words. It got ten times worse if it wasn't tense enough already. In the corner of your eye, you could see Kate practically shrinking on the couchโhowever, they focus on the movement from the baby monitor, andย you'd hope Natasha's spidey senses act up again.
Clearing your throat, you stand up, wiping the imaginary dirt off your pants, avoiding eye contact, "I'm going to check on the baby."ย You snatch the baby monitor and run out of the room; Natasha's eyes follow you as her stomach turns at your words -ย what's going on?ย
Your heart pounded faster and faster the closer you got to the door. Placing your hand on the doorknob, you turned it slowly, pushing the door open. Your eyes landed on the figure standing in front of the window, rocking the baby in their arms. You shut the door before speaking, "I knew it was you."
"I wanted to see my favorite girl," the person said, eyes fixated on Nadia, who happily babbled away to them in baby words, speaking about her life if she could.
You oversee them not moving from the door, afraid that one sudden movement would make them disappear. Swallowing, you take a step towards them, feeling a sense of relief when the person doesn't disappear from your sight.
"Strange's looking forย you."
Looking away from the little redhead, you felt your heart quicken when green eyes laid on you, their noses scrunching slightly at your words: "I know. I waited for him to find you first before visiting."ย Wanda grins, thinking about how well her plan has gone.
As she looks down at Nadia, you take a step forward, "Well.. visiting would be announcing the visit, not showing up unannounced and seen."
"Well," Wanda mocks, grinning at the happy baby in her arms and giving that cute little nose a boop. "You were busy with your family, so I took matters into my own hands. Besides, we both know you don't want me here."
"Wanda, of course, I want you here. I care about you, and Iย always have."ย Frowning as you recall the memory in your head, Wanda could do nothing to make you stop caring for her, even holding a town hostage, but it didn't stop you.
"If you cared, why didn't you call me after I left?"ย Wanda glanced at you, bouncing Nadia in her arms while keeping a smile on her faceโshe didn't want the baby to suspect something was wrong.
"I thought you didn't want me to call. I mean, you did leave in the middle of the night. What was I supposed to think?"Throwing your arms in the air, you shut your eyes and count to ten, trying to calm yourself.
The older redhead huffs at you, "Maybe I needed time to think alone? I don't know. Something. You promised nothing would change afterย thatย night."
"And I thought so too until I woke up with no sign from you, not even a note. Nothing."ย You reminded her, rolling your eyes - she was not about to blame you for not reaching out. "You could've called."ย Wanda bites back, making sure to keep a smile on her face for Nadia, who gets distracted by Wanda's necklaces.
"I did," you say, causing her to look up at you. Throwing her a pointed look, you continued, "But you disconnected your phone, remember? Unlikeย you, I have a child that needs my attention."ย Your words slipped out before you could register what you said.
Eyes landed on Wanda, who stood still, eyes strained on the baby in her arms - who continued playing with her necklaces, "Fuck. Wanda, I'm sorry, that just -"
"It's fine. I gotta get going."ย The ex-Avenger cuts her off, pressing a few kisses on Nadia's cheeks, the baby frowning as the necklaces slip out of her tiny fingers as Wanda holds her up,
โBye bye, ะผะพะต ัะพะปะฝััะบะพ. ัััั Wanda loves you."ย She continues to kiss the baby's soft cheeks as she walks over to the crib and places the baby inside, covering her with a small blanket and handing Nadia a stuffed yellow duck toy Wanda brought for the little one.
"Wanda, can we just talk, please?"ย You begged her, reaching out to her only to be rejected as the redhead moved away from your reach, giving one last smile at Nadia before walking around you. "What's there to talk about? Have a happy life with your happy family."
"Wanda -ย fuck."ย You cursed quietly - not wanting the baby to hear you - as you watched her disappear.
When checking on Nadia, you ensured the galaxy project was on for another hour and put a few toy blocks in the crib before heading out of the roomโhoping no one had heard you and Wanda.
Quietly shutting the door, you turn around, nearly shitting yourself as you come face to face with your wife, "Fuck Natasha. You scared me."ย Your hand rested over your weird, pounding heart.
The redhead fixes a glare on you, "Was that Wanda in there?"
"Where's Clint?"ย Eyes widening at her words, you fix yourself looking towards the living room. "In the kitchen with Kate, now answer my question."ย Natasha orders, taking a step towards you.
"Yes, she's not dead, but she doesn't want anyone to know. She wanted to see Nadia."ย You tell her quickly, eyes watching her move as your mouth went dry - Natasha is still your wife and still attractive; it was hard not to melt, giving into her eyes,
"What did she want?"ย the ex-assassin asked, a slight curl showing on her lips as she watched you lick your lips while your skin flushedโshe still got it.
"Nothing."
"That didn't sound likeย nothing."
You narrow your eyes at her quick response, crossing your arms tightly. "If you already knew she was in here, why did you ask?"ย You shake your head at herโyou were tired of her nonsense today.
Shrugging, Natasha mocks your pose, "I wanted to know if you'd tell me the truth."
"Jesus, Nat. What have I lied to you about since you've been back?"ย Looking away, you began shaking your head again as you clenched your jaw.
The ex-Avenger scoffs at your words, snapping, "You didn't tell me that Steve and Tony died! Or that Wanda took a whole town hostage!"
"That's not me lying to you! That's me not being able to talk to you yet because I'm still processing the fact that you're here. It's a lot to take in, and I've talked to you about this already."ย Snapping back at her, her tiny white eyes fixed on her, she showed Natasha how angry you were.
"You have more to say!"ย Natasha uncrosses her arms, taking another step towards you, her eyes pleading for you. "I know you do. Just talk to me,ย please."
Staring into her eyes, you felt yourself drawn into them, almost vomiting out the words, but you knew you had to keep it in. Looking away, you stepped back from her, nearly hitting the door.ย "I've been talking the whole time."ย That was all you said, both of you knowing that's not what Natasha meant, but you were as stubborn as she was and wouldn't give up.
Huffing, Natasha swiftly turned around and walked away from you, heading into the kitchen and ignoring Kate and Clint - who stood tensely in the kitchen hearing the couple argue - as she stomped outside, keeping her mouth shut from what she wanted to say. She couldn't understand why you had to be so defensive. She was your wife, and you were treating her like you two were barely friends... like around the time she pushed herself towards Bruce, who had shown little interest in her.
Clint goes after, telling Kate to watch TV and order a pizza, handing her a twenty dollar bill before slipping out. You heard the back door slam in the hallway and slipped back into Nadia'a's room, shutting the door behind you and strolling toward the crib. An instant smile on your face when a pair of big green eyes landed on you, "Hi, sweet love."
Sitting up in her bed, Nadia reaches out her arms towards you, asking to be picked up, andย babbles escape her slobbery lips. You pick her up, showering her rosy cheeks with kisses, holding her close against you as you walk over to the window - eyes trained on the pair outside, watching as Natasha rants.
"These past few days have been crazy, haven't they?"ย You sighed, resting your cheek on the little redheaded curls. Walking away from the window, you made your way to the other side of the room, where pictures had been scattered over the wall.
Eyes landing on a picture of a memory you couldn't get out of your head for days. It was a picture of six-month-old Nadia grinningโher one front tooth had begun showing moreโsitting on the ground, dressed up in a cute floral long-sleeve jumpsuit. It was a beautiful day in Ohio, a beautiful yet painful day.
(Flashback to three months ago, October 16, 2024)ย
Groaning, you get in the car's back seat, your back popping in a few places, being stiff from the ride here. Pulling the blanket off the car seat, the babe inside blinks rapidly from the unexpected sunlight.ย "Oh, my little love, I'm so sorry, but we're here."ย You apologized, watching the six-month-old baby stare at you with green sleeping eyes; you knew the long drive up would put Nadia to sleep, "We can't keep Aunty Lena waiting longer; otherwise, she's gonna be cranky."
Smiling brightly as the beautiful baby unbuckled her seatbelt, carefully picking her up and watching as she did the 'baby scrunch'ย before placing her against you and grabbing a thin blanket - it was the perfect weather, not too hot and not too cold. Getting out of the back seat, you shut the door and rubbed your hand against Nadia's back - watching as she rubs her eyes with her fist still waking up, her head rested on your shoulder, her other hand clenched around a strand of your hair.ย
After making sure Nadia was alright, you began walking up the trail, your eyes catching sight of the bloomed cherry blossoms. "It's so pretty, isn't it, baby?"ย You kissed the little one's head, which continued resting on your shoulder.ย
When you sense someone, your eyes move towards them, stopping your movements as you tighten your arms around the baby. The personโwho already had eyes on youโgives you a smirk, "Hello."
"Who are you?"ย you asked immediately, eyes still trained on her as your sister-in-law came up from behind the woman and quickly went to your side. The fancy-dressed woman chuckled at your words and glared at Yelena, "Is all your family uptight like you?"ย
"She was just leaving. Goodbye."ย Yelena glares at the older woman, who raises her hands in defense before walking away but not before saying, "Think about what we talked about, Miss Belova."
Eyes follow the woman, and it hits when you finally recognize the woman.ย Valentina Allegra.
"Wait.. isn't she the Director of the CIA? What did you guys talk about?"ย You look at the blonde next to you who is playing peek-a-boo with the baby.ย
"Can I please hold my baby niece?"ย Sighing, Yelena holds her arms so you can put the baby in.ย
Narrowing your eyes at the girl, "You didn't answer my question."ย You say, only to be met with silence and a pointed look. Rolling your eyes, you hand her the baby,ย
"Lena, what does she want?"
Yelena continues to stay quiet, watching her niece look around the area. Little eyes fixate on something, causing the woman to glance that way as well.ย "Do you see Mama?"ย she asked Nadia, who babbled away to something. Did you know babies can see spirits?"
Yelena looks at you as she gives out the information, grinning when she realizes who she's talking to: "Ah, yes, of course. I forgot the devil's child was born seeing a ghost."
Rolling your eyes again, you shake your head and smile before moving, "Sadly, that is true, and let me tell you, it was terrifying sometimes. I felt like that little boy, 'I see dead people.'" You look at Yelena, seeing a confused look on her face, "Have you not seen The Sixth Sense?"
Receiving a nod, you look away, crouching, and mumble, "We are watching it when we get to the house."
The assassin observes her sister-in-law as you stare at the words in front of you, her heart dropping as she asks you, "Doyouย see her?"
"No.."ย Swallowing the lump forming in your throat, your eyes watering as you traced the name with your fingertip, "But I can feel her."ย Blinking away the tears, you let out a sigh, pressing your palm on the gravestone, eyes fixed on the letters,
"It's like she's so close but so far, you know? I think it's because she didn't die here on Earth or somewhat in our time.."You say as Yelena averts her eyes from you, clearing her throat and containing her tears - she didn't want to worry the baby.ย
Natalia Alianovna Romanova
December 3rd, 1984 - October 16th, 2023
Beloved Daughter, Sister, Wife & Motherย
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Tearing your eyes away, you looked up at Yelena, who smiled blissfully, rubbing her nose against the baby's soft cheek. Her eyes shine brightly as she speaks, "She wants me to kill my niece's godfather ...ย Clint Barton."ย Nadia's little head turns, fixing her eyes on her aunt as if she understood her uncle's name. She giggles at her aunty's words.
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๐/๐ง: ๐ฐ๐๐ฌ ๐ญ๐ก๐๐ญ ๐ ๐ ๐จ๐จ๐ ๐ฉ๐ฅ๐จ๐ญ ๐ญ๐ฐ๐ข๐ฌ๐ญ? ๐ฐ๐๐ฌ ๐ข๐ญ ๐ ๐ ๐จ๐จ๐ ๐๐ฅ๐ข๐๐๐ก๐๐ง๐ ๐๐ซ? ๐จ๐ซ ๐ฐ๐๐ฌ ๐ข๐ญ ๐ฅ๐ข๐ค๐ ๐ง๐๐ญโฆ๐ ๐๐ฅ๐ข๐๐๐๐ซ๐จ๐ฉ๐ฉ๐๐ซ.
*๐ฌ๐ข๐ ๐ก* ๐ข๐ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐๐จ๐ซ๐ ๐จ๐ญ ๐ข๐ง ๐ฉ๐๐ซ๐ญ 1 ๐ซ๐๐๐๐๐ซ ๐ฌ๐๐ข๐ ๐ฌ๐ก๐ ๐๐ข๐๐ง๐ญ ๐ค๐ง๐จ๐ฐ ๐๐ง๐ฒ๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ง๐ ๐๐๐จ๐ฎ๐ญ ๐ฒ๐๐ฅ๐๐ง๐ ๐ญ๐ซ๐ฒ๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ญ๐จ ๐ค๐ข๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐๐ฅ๐ข๐ง๐ญ.
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Alpha!Natasha Romanoff x Omega!Fem!Reader
18+ only, read at your own risk
Requested by anon:ย Jealous Alpha Nat x Clueless Omega Readerย
Semi-public sex, claiming/knotting/breeding. Please, and thanks to you, God of Lust.ย
AN:ย I accidentally made Nat beefy even though you didnโt ask for it. ๐ฅบ I hope you donโt mind, anon! Shoutout to @mostlymarvelsstuff for helping brainstorm this one.
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I MADE IT TO 3,000 FOLLOWERS AHHHH THANK YALL SM!!!
And thank you to my amazing mutuals :)
@ayoungexwife @xoluvx @godhatesgoodgirls @iwantscarlettandlizzie @ladyylesbian @httpjupiterbby @woman-simp @rockyourworldcc @morbidlcve and all my amazing followers ;)
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A Dangerous Game Masterlist
Emily Prentiss x reader
Summary: Emily and yn meet in a dive bar, instantly connecting and feeling the fiery passion between them. What's meant to only be a one night stand instantly complicates the next morning when yn walks into her new placement within the FBI in the BAU under Unit Chief Prentiss. While it's obvious that they can't continue whatever it was they had neither of them can resist the pull of one another. What starts as lingering glances and brushes of fingertips gets explosive when hotel rooms are shared and the attraction of the forbidden fruit. They do their best to keep their secret, that each time is supposed to be the last, but how long can you keep a secret around a team of profilers?
Will include some fluff, lots of smut (feature daddy!emily), naturally some hurt/comfort cause I can't resist and the typical BAU case violence and drama. All chapters will be tagged appropriately! DM/comment/send an ask to be added to the taglist if you're not!
Playlist Here!
Ynโs Alexandria house
Chapter 1**
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4**
Chapter 5**
Chapter 6**
Chapter 7**
Chapter 8
Chapter 9**
Chapter 10
Chapter 11**
Chapter 12
Chapter 13**
Chapter 14
Chapter 15
Chapter 16
Chapter 17
Chapter 18
Chapter 19
Chapter 20**
Chapter 21
Chapter 22**
Chapter 23
Series Completed!
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แข ๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐ก๐๐ฆ ๐ ๐ค๐ฉ๐๐๐โฆ
please respect that this is a sapphic 18+ blog, my content is not for minors so do not follow or interact if you are one. put your age in your bio or expect to be promptly blocked
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masterlist . rules (under construction) . claimed anons .
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confessions of wanda maximoff . desires unspoken .
newest fic: firm hand, gentle touch
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personal side . library . dark place .
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Thanks @kitesxromanova โบ๏ธ
Rules: In a new post, show the last line you wrote and tag as many people as there are words.
I actually can't tag more than 50 people in one post ๐คท๐ปโโ๏ธ
Her voice, still husky with sleep, soothes you even more, bringing a sleepy smile to your lips as you reach out for her, running your fingers through her hair to fully get it away from her face and letting her take your hand to kiss your palm before placing it on her cheek, which you gladly stroke with your thumb.
Tagging: @lesbian-deadpool @twilight-99-tm @vancityfire13 @caroldantops @wandavicky @wandaromanova @domromanoff @wlwloverwrites @caws5749 @red1culous @cqsuanla @maximotts @natsxaddiction @empyreanwritings @incorrectquotesmcu @mrscromanoff @imagine-knowing-a-name @redvelvetnat @missmonsters2 @thewitchandtheassassin @holiday-house-of-m @waiting-for-motivation @l-artemisia-del-secolo @togrowoldinv @fxckmiup @me-uglypretty @wlwreader @helloalycia @gayerthanevertbh @sunflowersteves @romanoffsbish @themidnightcrimson @forever-more-never-again @madamevirgo @sweetandsourfics @wandanatsversion @nelleicrain @httpjupiterbby @just-a-torn-up-masterpiece @once-upon-a-thigh @wanda-natasha @mostlymarvelsstuff @tahliafox @babbygirlblues @hansensgirl @cthulhus-curse @agathashcrkness @abbyromanoff @daddynattt
#get a snippet from a fluffy wip I'm working on ๐คญ#tagging#natasha romanoff#natasha romanoff x reader#black widow#black widow x reader#marvel#mcu
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Thanks to @sapphosclosefriend AND @kitesxromanova for tagging me!
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Fighting against a yawn, you said, "You can't tell me when to go to bed."
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๐๐ก๐ฒ ๐๐จ๐๐ฌ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ ๐ฅ๐จ๐ฏ๐ ๐ก๐ฎ๐ซ๐ญ ๐ฌ๐จ ๐ฆ๐ฎ๐๐ก? - ๐ฉ๐ซ๐จ๐ฅ๐จ๐ ๐ฎ๐
โ๐ฐ๐ก๐ฒ?โ ๐ฆ๐๐ฌ๐ญ๐๐ซ๐ฅ๐ข๐ฌ๐ญ || โ๐ฐ๐ก๐ฒ?' ๐ญ๐๐ ๐ฅ๐ข๐ฌ๐ญ || ๐ฆ๐๐ฌ๐ญ๐๐ซ๐ฅ๐ข๐ฌ๐ญ || ๐ง๐๐ฏ๐ข๐ ๐๐ญ๐ข๐จ๐ง
๐๐จ ๐จ๐ง๐ ๐ก๐๐ฌ ๐ฉ๐๐ซ๐ฆ๐ข๐ฌ๐ฌ๐ข๐จ๐ง ๐ญ๐จ ๐ซ๐๐ฉ๐จ๐ฌ๐ญ ๐จ๐ซ ๐ญ๐ซ๐๐ง๐ฌ๐ฅ๐๐ญ๐ ๐ฆ๐ฒ ๐ฐ๐จ๐ซ๐ค ๐๐ง๐ฒ๐ฐ๐ก๐๐ซ๐, ๐ข๐ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ฌ๐๐ ๐ข๐ญ ๐ฉ๐ฅ๐๐๐ฌ๐ ๐ฅ๐๐ญ ๐ฆ๐ ๐ค๐ง๐จ๐ฐ. ๐ฆ๐ข๐ง๐จ๐ซ๐ฌ ๐๐ง๐ข ยฎ
๐ฉ๐๐ข๐ซ๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ฌ: ๐ญ๐จ๐ฑ๐ข๐ ๐ฆ๐ข๐๐๐ฅ๐ ๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐ญ๐ซ๐๐ฌ๐ฌ!๐ง๐๐ญ๐๐ฌ๐ก๐ ๐ซ๐จ๐ฆ๐๐ง๐จ๐๐ ๐ฑ ๐๐จ๐ซ๐ฆ๐๐ซ ๐๐ก๐ข๐ฅ๐ ๐ฌ๐ญ๐๐ซ!๐ซ๐๐๐๐๐ซ
๐ฌ๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ฆ๐๐ซ๐ฒ: ๐ฌ๐ข๐ฑ ๐ฒ๐๐๐ซ๐ฌ ๐๐ ๐จ, ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ ๐ฅ๐ข๐๐ ๐๐ก๐๐ง๐ ๐๐ ๐๐จ๐ฆ๐ฉ๐ฅ๐๐ญ๐๐ฅ๐ฒ๐ญ๐๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐ฌ๐ญ๐จ๐ซ๐ฒ ๐๐๐จ๐ฎ๐ญ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ ๐ญ๐จ๐ฑ๐ข๐ ๐ฌ๐๐๐ง๐๐๐ฅ๐จ๐ฎ๐ฌ ๐๐ซ๐ฎ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ข๐ซ... ๐ข๐ญ๐ฌ ๐ฌ๐ญ๐ข๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐ ๐ฐ๐จ๐ซ๐ค๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ฉ๐ซ๐จ๐ ๐ซ๐๐ฌ๐ฌ. ๐๐ญ'๐ฌ ๐๐๐๐ง ๐ฌ๐ข๐ฑ ๐ฒ๐๐๐ซ๐ฌ ๐ฌ๐ข๐ง๐๐ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ ๐ฅ๐ข๐๐ ๐๐ก๐๐ง๐ ๐๐ ๐๐จ๐ฆ๐ฉ๐ฅ๐๐ญ๐๐ฅ๐ฒ; ๐๐๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ค๐ง๐จ๐ฐ๐ง ๐๐ฌ ๐ ๐๐ซ๐ฎ๐ ๐ ๐๐ ๐ฎ๐ฉ ๐๐ก๐ข๐ฅ๐ ๐ฌ๐ญ๐๐ซ ๐ญ๐ฎ๐ซ๐ง๐๐ ๐ฌ๐ฅ๐ฎ๐ญ๐ญ๐ฒ ๐ฆ๐ข๐ฌ๐ญ๐ซ๐๐ฌ๐ฌ ๐ฐ๐๐ฌ๐ง'๐ญ ๐๐ฑ๐๐๐ญ๐ฅ๐ฒ๐จ๐ง ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ ๐ฅ๐ข๐ฌ๐ญ ๐จ๐ ๐๐๐ซ๐๐๐ซ ๐๐ก๐จ๐ข๐ฌ๐๐ฌ. ๐๐จ๐ฐ, ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ'๐ฏ๐ ๐๐ข๐ง๐๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐๐จ๐ฆ๐ ๐จ๐ฎ๐ญ ๐ญ๐จ ๐ญ๐๐ฅ๐ค ๐๐๐จ๐ฎ๐ญ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ ๐ฌ๐๐๐ง๐๐๐ฅ๐ฌ ๐๐๐๐๐ข๐ซ๐ฌ. << ๐ฆ๐ฒ ๐ก๐ข๐ ๐ก ๐๐ข๐ ๐ข๐๐๐
๐ญ๐ฐ ๐๐จ๐ซ ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐ฐ๐ก๐จ๐ฅ๐ ๐ฌ๐ญ๐จ๐ซ๐ฒ: ๐ฏ๐๐ซ๐ฒ ๐๐๐ซ๐ค, ๐ญ๐จ๐ฑ๐ข๐, ๐ฆ๐๐ง๐ข๐ฉ๐ฎ๐ฅ๐๐ญ๐ข๐จ๐ง, ๐ฆ๐๐ง๐ญ๐๐ฅ ๐ก๐๐๐ฅ๐ญ๐ก ๐ข๐ฌ๐ฌ๐ฎ๐๐ฌ, ๐๐ซ๐ฎ๐ ๐๐๐๐ข๐๐ญ๐ข๐จ๐ง, ๐๐ฅ๐๐จ๐ก๐จ๐ฅ ๐๐๐ฎ๐ฌ๐, ๐ฅ๐จ๐ฏ๐ ๐๐๐๐ข๐๐ญ๐ข๐จ๐ง, ๐๐ก๐๐๐ญ๐ข๐ง๐ , ๐ฏ๐๐ซ๐๐๐ฅ ๐๐ง๐ ๐๐ฆ๐จ๐ญ๐ข๐จ๐ง๐๐ฅ ๐๐๐ฎ๐ฌ๐, ๐๐ฅ๐๐๐ค๐ฆ๐๐ข๐ฅ, ๐๐ซ๐ฎ๐ ๐จ๐ฏ๐๐ซ๐๐จ๐ฌ๐, ๐ญ๐๐ฅ๐ค๐ฌ ๐๐๐จ๐ฎ๐ญ ๐ฌ๐ฎ!๐!๐๐, ๐ญ๐๐ฅ๐ค๐ฌ ๐๐๐จ๐ฎ๐ญ ๐ฌ๐๐ฑ๐ฎ๐๐ฅ ๐๐ฌ๐ฌ๐ฎ๐๐ฅ๐ญ, ๐ฌ๐จ๐ฆ๐ ๐๐๐ฆ๐๐ฅ๐ ๐ซ๐๐ ๐, ๐๐๐๐๐ข๐ซ, ๐ฌ๐๐๐ง๐๐๐ฅ๐ฌ, ๐ฌ๐จ ๐ฆ๐ฎ๐๐ก ๐๐ข๐ซ๐ญ๐ฒ (๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐๐ข๐ซ๐ญ๐ข๐๐ฌ๐ญ) ๐ฌ๐ฆ๐ฎ๐ญ, ๐ฌ๐๐ฑ๐ฎ๐๐ฅ๐ข๐ญ๐ฒ ๐ข๐ฌ๐ฌ๐ฎ๐๐ฌ, ๐๐๐ค๐ ๐ฆ๐๐ซ๐ซ๐ข๐๐ ๐, ๐๐ ๐ ๐ ๐๐ฉ, ๐๐๐๐ญ๐ก, ๐๐ญ๐.
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"Do you remember what you thought or may have felt when you first saw Natasha Romanoff?"
"I.. I felt as if my soul had burst into flames when I looked at her..." You on-screen had said, "Thinking about it now, it kinda feels like I've been waiting for her to come home."
Your throat dried as you took in the words, zoning in and out of your thoughts. Your ears catching the last thing you said before getting lost in the thoughts and memories that used to make your whole being ache.
Thinking about what was being said caused a memory in particular to summon upon your brain, an unspoken deal between yourself and the legendary actress; never talking about themselves, not even the day you both met.
Natasha avoided that talk and was always careful with her words, while you learned quickly to never mention it and questioning the future only made your relationship real. You remembered that day, you had asked Natasha that very question Bucky asked you, 'what was your first thought when you met each other?'
You remembered how upset the older woman had gotten when asked, telling you how ridiculous the question was, how harsh she was becoming as she got more angry.
The ugly words that stabbed you through your chest, piercing your heart. It was the first time Natasha had been so angry with you, so defensive. You had seen and experienced the older woman being icy and sharp but it had been the first time she had been filled with such anger over a simple question - so different. That day was also the first time you slept together and before falling into bed, talking about the many rules set between you two, one being asking questions that were too personal.
The then twenty year old you had not thought the question was personal but a fun and interesting one, wanting to know the older actors' thoughts on your first meeting.
After the fight and a two weeks worth of getting the cold shoulder from Natasha, you learned to be careful with your words - learned that asking questions or talking about your moments together is what Natasha thought made your relationship a relationship, which meant planning future plans and plans were promises the married woman couldn't hold.
But you were a known rule breaker, hearing the words 'not allowed' was heard as 'are allowed', and you loved pushing boundaries - which had aroused both women.
The now thirty-three year old blinked back into reality but the thoughts still swirled your brain, shifting your seat as you began to feel a sharp pain shoot through your chest. It felt hard to breathe. You glanced at Wanda, who sat next to you, leaning towards the woman and whispering your plans to her before carefully getting up from your seat. Ducking slightly, the younger woman passes through and quickly runs down the stairs, out the theater room.
Once out of the room, your eyes wander for a red 'exit' sign, following the arrows' direction out the building as it becomes too humid for you to catch your breath. You lurch out the door, quickly grabbing ahold of the building wall, turning around and pressing your bottom against it as you rest the palms of your hands on your knees. Letting out a few deep breaths, you nearly jumps out of your skin hearing a voice speak next to you as the smell of cigarettes fills your airway,
"You okay?"
Swallowing, you hesitantly look towards the voice, a few strands of your hair covering one of your eyes as you take in the person as best as you could, "I- yeah, I just...I started getting overwhelmed."
The person watches her, face full of concern but still tight, "Which part overwhelmed you?" they asked as they continued to watch you attempt to calm yourself.
"The trailer didn't overwhelm me, I've had a lot on my mind today." You state swiftly, your eyes had a haunted look in them as you stared at the woman. Your explanation was a weak one that the other person picked up on quickly, not only because it was a weak excuse but she had known you for quite some time to figure you out.
"What part?" The older woman asked not believing you - who gave her a look but defeated under the fixed stare.
"Hers." You look away from the woman, staring off into the distance of the parking lot as you get lost in your thoughts, "I started to feel like maybe what I've said was too personal, what if it changes the perspective she wanted? What would she have felt after seeing it?"
The slender woman eyes you carefully as you go through various emotions, 'What was going on through your head when you began filming?'
You took a moment to answer, trying to find the words, standing up and putting your now cold hands in your hoodie, โThe whole process was.. exciting. Sorta. Getting it together was easy, planning it out was easy, asking people was easy, even talking to you was easy but hinking about her - fuck, that's hard." You let out an empty chuckle leaning your back against the wall, "If that's hard, you could imagine how I feel when I talk about her. I'm a fucking mess."
The woman beside you threw the almost finished cigarette on the floor before stepping on it to extinguish it. Her eyes still on you - who continued to stare out into the view in front of you - as she places her cold hands in the pocket of her jacket.
"I had a talk with your sister the day before we started filming, which happened to be the anniversary of her passing." You turn your head towards the older brunette who look to be in a thought based on her appearance, an amused chuckle escaped her smirking lips,
โHow did that go?โ
"Oh, it was lovely." You say sarcastically, letting out another chuckle as did the other woman, taking your eyes off of her running your hands through your slightly tangled locks, "Bucky kept asking me if I was okay every five minutes." You continued before getting lost in a thought causing the woman to grow curious. You pushed yourself off the wall, casting a look at the older woman, "Hey, can you let the other know I'm heading home."
Studying you, the woman nods, โUm okay. Are you alright?"
"Yeah, I need to.. do something." You hesitate pulling your keys out from your pocket, hoping the woman wouldnโt ask much.
"I'll let them know."
Giving a quick thanks, you leave the woman alone, heading to your car leaving the older woman to stand alone. You were thankful you came in alone in your own car otherwise, you'd have to stay instead of doing your thing.
You knew Wanda would understand your sudden leave, if she understood, the others would as well which eased your mind to not worry about their reactions to you leaving. It was hard to sit there and act fine, you weren't going to sit there feeling overwhelmed throughout the movie.
Especially with her flooding through your head.
You couldn't have gotten home any fast, nearly driving fifteen miles over the speed limit and almost running through stop signs as tears filled your eyes as your heart raced, while your lungs filled with deep breaths - trying to calm yourself down.
But it felt like any minute now you were about to explode, which made you eager to get home faster. A swift turn of the wheel was made as you drove and parked into the driveway, quickly turning off the car. Tears spill down your cheeks as you clench your jaw, squeezing your eyes shut. The pain stabbed the inside of your chest, begging to be released. Placing your hands over your ears, you began to let out a screeching scream, so loud birds flew from their nest, out of earshot.
The screams slowly die down to heart clenching sobs, shoulders shaking violently with each sob that escapes your body. You could only hear the sounds of many thoughts that raced through your mind. The new thoughts screamed at you while the old ones - the ones that have been with you since you were four - whisper to them, enchanting them with words they knew would ruin you.
Life was an existed sick twisted joke, the difficulty of wrapping your head around the unfairness of obstacles being thrown your way. Though you believed you existed as a karma to your ancestors - break generational curses, rebrand the family name and not give into the bullshit.
You were also your fathers karma, your existence to him was the consequence he had to live with as if he didn't have a choice to not have you. He chose to be your father but he treated you as though he had no choice not to be.
You wished he chose not to be, the endless struggle of not wanting to walk on Earth with him - now youโre not - but that didn't take away your desire to not want to leave.
The phone tucked in the pocket of your hoodie buzzed, making the sobbing woman break out of your sad thoughts. The sound of sniffing filled the car while you rustled around, your hands roaming around your sweater searching for your phone. You roll your eyes at yourself remembering it was in your back pocket.
"Idiot." You hisses lifting your bottom up and reaching behind pulling out your phone from
the pocket before dropping your bottom on the seat, a huff escaping your lips.
Turning it on, you put in your password before looking through the notifications, your eyes landing on the first one from Bucky.
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You stop reading the email as a message pops up, it was from Wanda asking if you wanted her to come over. Quickly typing out a reply, you switch back to your email and click the link. You lean back in the seat watching the video load. The actress grew impatient watching the download slow down as it started to reach the end. Fuck sake.
Just as you were about to throw your phone, the video began to play showing yourself on the couch talking to Bucky - who sat behind the camera. As you watched, your finger slightly swiped across the screen itching to forward the video.
Taking your bottom lip in your mouth, you bite it lightly as you run a pros and cons list through your head. You didn't know if you were ready to hear the parts you ached to listen to, if you were ready to see the final results. This was going to be the first time watching the documentary. Bucky had asked you if you wanted to help putting the clips together and such but you denied, wanting to wait until the premiere to watch it. Though you did help picking out the photos to put in it, that had been hard for you to do but it also felt a bit therapeutic at the end.
You tap on your screen and drag your fingers across the screen, fast forwarding the video and stopping when you see what you had been dying to see. The video began playing again showing a black screen, Bucky voice booming through the phone speaker, "Did you ever hear rumors about Y/n Devlin and Natasha Romanoff?"
The screen switched to a person you didn't recognize sitting on a stool in front of a black backdrop, their name read: Dave Lewis, Harsh Gossip Journalist. Harsh Gossips is the Hollywood gossip magazine, everyone and anyone sells any little detail about every celebrity to Harsh Gossip. They are also not afraid to raise the price to get every juicy detail, as long as they have proof of one thing, they will not hesitate to put every other rumor about them in one article. The man chuckles lightly,
"Who hasn't heard the rumor? I think even nowadays people are still talking about it. It was the biggest lesbian scandal ever in 2010. Like everyone was still in the closet around this time."
He was not wrong at all, there were barely any gay celebrities until around 2014 when more states had started to legalize marriage giving anyone in the LGBTQ plus community a slight safety net to show assholes they are human with human feelings. The screen switches again showing a fellow actor who had worked with you and Natasha in Ava, Sebastian Murphy. He had been asked the same question by Bucky.
"It was hard not to hear them. I didn't start hearing them until about a year after we filmed but someone said that's when the affair started."
"You didn't hear anything around that time?"
"No. If there were rumors, it was probably the start of it and it was big around that time. To me, it looked like they became best friends. Looks like I was wrong." He said scratching the back of his head, letting out a nervous chuckle.
You chuckle yourself shifting around in your seat so you can lay on your side, holding your phone with the arm that rested against the center console, reaching around behind you and locking the car looking like what's called: iPad kid.
You begin to bite your lips again as your thoughts flood your brain thinking about the first time you heard the rumors yourself, zoning out the sound of the video. Your thoughts shift to the memory of your first time meeting Nateha just around the time yourself on screen began to explain. That was the memory that was forever burned in your brain and soul.
You remembered it like it had happened yesterday, except it wasn't yesterday - it was thirteen years ago at your twentieth birthday party...
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we hit 1k followers!! i truly cannot believe this milestone. thank you to everyone who reads and supports my writing. it truly means the world to me! iโm so glad that i started this blog, a place for me to share my stories and also support some of my favorite writers.
with that being said, iโm hosting a celebration as a way to thank all of you! participation for this event will be lasting from now until midnight (PST) on june 12, meaning yโall have a week to send stuff in:
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Maybe in another lifetime
read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/3qNyqcN
by httpjupiterbby
request: If possible could you do a mob boss Natasha Romanoff x wife reader where reader and Natasha have been trying for a child for a while and when reader finally becomes pregnant Natasha and Reader get into a small Argument about the safety of their unborn son or daughter when a assassin tries to harm reader
Words: 4611, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe
Rating: Mature
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Categories: F/F
Characters: Natasha Romanov (Marvel), Wanda Maximoff, James "Bucky" Barnes, Steve Rogers, Clint Barton, Carol Danvers, Laura Barton
Relationships: Natasha Romanov/Reader, Natasha Romanov & Reader
Additional Tags: Angst, Slight Smut, Slight Dirty Talk, Daddy Kink, Cussing, Gun Violence, Arguments, Fighting, Death, Murder, Bombing
read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/3qNyqcN
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Sam! Thank you!! I love the tags u put in this post..๐คญ i cant wait for u to read it..i hope u will.like it!
Cheerio!
This One Is Mine || Series Masterlist
Billionaire!Natasha Romanoff x Fem!Reader (Modern AU)
Main Masterlist
Summary: As a billionaire and a successful business woman, Natasha has everything and lives her lavish life with her best friends. What will happen if Natasha wants you but Wanda gets in between?
Warning: I think this is considered Dark Fic. 18+ lots of sexual tensions, swearing words, drug use and alcohol consumptions. (Let me know if I miss anything)
Series Spotify Playlist (will be added on 09/10/22)
A/N: Hello peeps! It's me again with a new mini series. Yes, I know.. I know.. I have started few series lately while I have other series / one shots i have to get them done. This was supposed to be a oneshot but it turned out a very long one ( almost 12K words) so I decided to make this a mini series. As if right now, I consider this series is "done" but I made the ending open just in case I want to (have the time) to write more or if there are enough readers want more chapters in the future. This fic was inspired by the song Undressed by Kim Cesarion. Happy reading!
Pt. 1 - 09/10/22
Pt. 2 - 09/17/22
Pt. 3 - 09/24/22
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Brazen Qualities Masterlist
Heather Dunbar x fem!reader Warnings: language, politics, smut, minor injuries, some hurt/comfort. Summary: Heather Dunbar decides to run for president and knows she's going to need a skilled attorney on her team, so she turns to the best she knows, you. During the campaign some sexual feelings come up. The question remains, is it just sex or will one of them fall? If and when Underwood finds out will he use it against Heather? Will her marriage survive? (and does she want it to or not?)
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3**
Chapter 4**
Chapter 5**
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Epilogue
Seriee Completed!
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CONGRATS ON 3K BUDDY!!!! ๐ฅณ๐ค
AAAHHH THANKS BUDDY!!!! ๐๐๐๐
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PARENT NAVIGATION
SEBASTIAN STAN
MAKEOUT WITH SEB
kitchen counter make-outs with dad!Seb and getting caught by the kids
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WANDANAT
PRO BUILDER [ 1.1k ]
You finally finish your Lego set that took you three days to build but when you show your moms they don't pay you any attention.
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NATASHA ROMANOFF
MY MOMMY
natasha wants attention. your daughter wants attention too.
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LEGACY [ 1.8k ]
itโs just blue hair dye. you didnโt think it meant this much to either of them.
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SCARLETT JOHANSSON X CHRIS EVANS X READER
A BREAK FOR A DAY
After weeks of preparation, Y/N breaks down on the eve of her wedding to the man of her dreams. ย Fortunately, her parents, Scarlett and Chris, are there to help her through this umpteenth ordeal, just as always.
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lmaoo i saw someoneโs reply about you saying it wasnโt that good ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ thatโs why i said that bc itโs seriously amazing
Ok, I donโt even know anymore at this point. ๐Iโve gotten so many likes from this and itโs really exciting that so many people enjoyed my writing. Thank you for telling me, I love hearing what you all think and like about the fic. ๐ฅฐ
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1. yes, my sisters (my mom made me)
2. no
3. maybeโฆ depends on the cereal..
4. no but iโve wanted to ๐
5. no but i did go back to old ones
6. no but iโll make you one
7. noโฆ i probably need to blood honestly
8. not really
9. one by my knee.. it was from a knife
10. my friends but they donโt know my blog name
11. nope
12. โฆ i crack mu knuckles ๐งโโ๏ธalso cussing like a sailor
13. no
14. both
15. getting a lecture
16. no
17. red, who the fuck wouldnโt want to live in the matrix
18. yes
19. no but i should
20. sorta
21. โฆ last night.. lilo and stitch
22. yes
23. yesโฆ this one.
24. yes
25. no but i guess i was known.. wish i wasnโt tho
26. no
27. yes ;))
28. disneyplus account access ๐ญ
29. neither
30. k by cigarettes after sex
31. my dads auto shop
32. paris hilton perfume.. my mom always wore it
33. in-n-out
34. i forgot my birthday ๐
35. brownie or apple pie
36. no
37. dark and concerning
38. โฆ crystals
39. yes, i was 11
40. yes
41. yes
42. fuck ๐
43. no
44. http: talks, httpjupiterbby, http: natasha, http: not my writing, http: answers
45. no
46. tea
47. yes.. we are going to one
48. ๐ฅบ๐งโโ๏ธ๐๐๐
49. no
50. sushi
51. โฆ i want to say it but iโm gonna stay quiet
52. no
53. english.. a little bit spanish but thatโs my parents fault and sarcasm
54. australia.. i heard they have lovely weather
55. yes
56. lavender and rose
57. sorta..
58. sorta..
59. no i donโt think so
60. not a question but i answered them <33
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