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[hpysprkl]

"Back before I met you, I'd go whole days without massacring a bunch of things. Honest."

I love this man too much. I'd say send help, but it's too late for me. Save yourself.

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[omkdear]

My bff is so freaking talented I can't even STAND IT. LOOK AT HIMMMM. COMM MY FRIEND PPL!!

part of me feels like deacon would love weird makeup, like he’ll be fucking around hq and all of a sudden he has the brightest eyeshadow gradient and like rand dots on his face yknow, i actually don’t think it would look that bad

[deathclaw-for-cutie]

Earlier this year (2024), I found this video while idly scrolling through YouTube. I watched it over and over, fascinated. I finally decided to look on AO3, a site I knew about but had never visited.

I discovered "para bellum" by @lilacretrograde. I discovered "Wrong Kind of Preacher, Wrong Kind of Church" and "Call Me Angel Again" by @odd-ball-out. "White Lies and Fireflies" by @aviatorfics. So many more, but these are the first ones, the ones I remember the best, the ones that made me finally understand the phrase "reading this changed my brain chemistry."

After a childhood spent writing and drawing (original things as well as what would now be called fanfiction and fanart), I hadn't done any writing at all in years. I hadn't drawn anything in years. Decades.

I started writing "Cat in a Hot Tin Suit". I came back to Tumblr, and found @hpysprkl and @lordsammichsilas and @hancocksbestgirl and so, so many others.

After literal decades of nothing, I've been writing almost every single day since late June. At least a few hundred words, sometimes thousands. I've started drawing again.

I started posting my silly, self-indulgent, self-insert fanfic, and to my complete and utter shock, other people actually liked it. Knowing that people have bookmarked it, have subscribed to it, is terrifying, humbling, and invigorating.

Your stories, your art, inspired me to get back to who I was before I shut myself away years ago. Rediscovering my creativity has brought me so much joy, so much pride in my own accomplishments, and brought people into my life that I never would have met otherwise (okay also the Halloween Boop Wars of 2024, but mostly the art).

So...yeah. Fallout brought me back to life. You all brought me back to life. Thank you. Love you.

xoxo

Izzie

[hpysprkl]

Ready at a minute's notice.

Loved @gardening--tools headcanon about Preston having a Minutemen tat so I gave him one here.

[hpysprkl]

A MacDoodle, because y’all seem to love him. I love him too, just not as much as I love a certain bald spy.

Also, I do not enjoy drawing this outfit. In the end I realized I forgot his watch, and I do not care. There’s just too much going on there.

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[hpysprkl]

Fun fact: I share a birthday with Roger Hargreaves, the creator/writer/illustrator of the Mr. Men and Little Miss books. So to celebrate that, I decided to turn beloved Fallout characters into silly little doodles. Enjoy. Or don’t. I had my fun either way 😁

If anyone is interested in having an equally silly doodle done of an OC, hit up my DMs.

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[hpysprkl]

Did someone ask for slutty Deacon?

No, nobody did, but you're getting it anyway.

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[hpysprkl]

Have a Sad Mac.

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[hpysprkl]

“You know I do like long, lazy, dull days, right?”

Oh, just kill me now.

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[hpysprkl]

"Here I was wanting to spend the day reading Proust, and then you had to go and ruin it!"

Death Bunnies forever ❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥

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[hpysprkl]

"Insert something Shakespearean involving death and your inevitable doom here."

Why is the sad, traumatized middle-aged man so hot, tho?

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[hpysprkl]

Been sitting on this for literally weeks cause I wasn't finished/completely happy with it, and I decided today that I no longer care. So have a slutty shirtless Gage and enjoy, or something.

I think he needs some tattoos and scars, but it's hot and humid here and I have zero energy to figure it out. If I ever do, I'll post it.

[hpysprkl]

Oop, I made a Nick.

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[hpysprkl]

BREAKING NEWS: Local artist/writer's life ruined by middle-aged fictional man. More at 11.

Coming soon(ish?) to an Archive near you: Modern Fallout 4 AU starring tormented seriously fucked-up heavily tattooed 45 year-old recovering addict Deacon. Because I had a weird dream a couple weeks ago and this idea has completely taken over my brain now. Because I am NORMAL (cannot emphasize that enough).

DO YOU SEE MY VISION THO. DO YOU. LOOK. AT. HIM. Jesus fucking Christ I am unwell.

Also just realized I'm (completely accidentally) posting this on WIP Wednesday.

[hpysprkl]

Worked very hard today and had a stressful week. I deserve a little sketch of Mac in a tight t-shirt. As a treat.

And you deserve a treat, too, so I’m sharing.

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[hpysprkl]

Just finished up this commission for bestest bestie in the world @omkdear and all I can do is screech incoherently.

Sole Survivor Georgia and Deacon (NATURAL HAIR DEACON) as K.D. Inkwell and slutty Rip Daring. OH. MY. GOD. They were an absolute joy to draw, thank you for commissioning me!

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