#howwww 😭😭😭

[alpha-leoniis]

mashimashi and tomorin from bando.ri anniversary illusts. which reminds me. bandor.i turns ten this month

bandor.i... TURNS TEN... THIS MONTH. TEN. A DECADE OLD.

I also liked this tsug.u one. she is in misery

[shares-a-vest]

@steddieangstyaugust Day 27: "I thought we agreed this is over"

wc: 318 | Rated: M for Sexual Content (it's pretty mild tbh) | cw: Past instance of being drunk

Tags: Hooking Up, Friends with Benefits (Kinda), Angst with a Happy Ending, Right Person Wrong Time, Canon Divergence

'Then & Now'

“I thought we agreed this is over?” Eddie panted, blowing hair from his face.

“Yeah,” Steve agreed, nodding as he reached up with his clammy hand to tuck the rogue tendril behind Eddie's ear.

The words still stung, even if he said them first. Last year when they were doing just about the same thing – only in his car.

And before that, there were excuses made to cut their rendezvous short, or awkward silences that just kind of tapered things off.

Even when Steve had his hands tangled in Eddie's mess of hair out in the back storeroom of Scoops Ahoy. Even when Eddie was sinking his knees onto the brown carpet in Steve's bedroom.

They would make out for most of the night on Eddie's couch, or park Steve's Beemer out in the woods well away from the main roads.

But each and every time, one of them would say something about what they were doing.

Hell, the first time, when Eddie leaned in and kissed Steve while they were both drunk as skunks at a house party in the summer of 1983, a mutual “Oops,” ended it.

“I thought we agreed this is over?”

It echoes in Steve's head now as he lays splayed out on his mattress with Eddie draped over him, moving slowly and mouthing at his neck. 

And he thinks Eddie might be worried just the same, judging by how hard he is squeezing his hand. No – holding his hand this time. Even when he knows Eddie's hand cramps up easily these days. 

And Steve can't bear the thought of Eddie shifting off of him, not even for a second. Even though he knows that eventually his back is going to start twitching.

No. They cannot part now.

Steve squeezes Eddie's hand back as he nuzzles into that glorious mess of curls.

“Eddie, I love you.”

“I love you too, Steve.”

[devereaux]

Simone Kessell photographed by Lucy Edmonds for Woman+ Magazine

[starryal1na]

JSKQOSBS I'M SCREAMINGGGG OH MY GODDDD HE IS SOOO HANDSOME

[melisssg99]

I was making friends with a girl

She was very nice, funny

Talked about queer stuff and TS

I just found out she hates men 😭

I don't understand girls who just straight up say that!

Like I understand if you don't like a specific person but she straight up said 'I hate men'🥲

[goldenpinof]

These two coming back to youtube and possibly going to start posting more regularly makes me so happy so just let me rant. ;') I am SO GLAD that they didn't hire somebody to edit their gaming video for them. I was worried that they would hire somebody else to edit their video and the vibe of it would be different. The editing style, the cute moments that they chose to leave in, and their banters are just so THEM and they took me right back to my high school days. It's just so heartwarming to see them so unapologetically themselves, and I am so happy for them. I am so ready for more gay jokes and less jumpcuts..hehe

On the other note... I was rewatching BIG and Phil's Draw My Life post-coming out for the phanniversary after watching their comeback video. It gave me all the feels to say the least. I would really like to ask them where I can find my best friend forever and how to sustain such a healthy relationship? Like telling the whole fucking world that this person makes you feel safe and you are lucky to find someone you are SO compatible with? (if it isn't the best and sweetest compliment ever, i don't know what is...) Like that person allows you to take a break and explore yourself and your creative endeavors while agreeing to pause the channel that brings the biggest monetary income for 5 fucking years AND being EXTREMELY supportive along the way? Like BEING THERE for each other through the highs and lows? Like being the safe place to go back to in this world filled with craziness and chaos? Their love for each other really transcends all the normal definition of relationship. I have to admit that my young rotten nosy phannie mind kinda wish that their first comeback would be their marriage announcement video but oh well.... Despite EVERYTHING, it's STILL YOU and through EVERYTHING, i STILL have YOU... i guess ;')

P.S. If we were able to manifest the dnpgames comeback, we might be able to manifest a wedding announcement video?

[teddybeartoji]

idk how but our blogs got squished together for a bit tumblr wants us to kiss so bad

😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭HOW EVENNNN but i do think that this is a sign that we should get married and merge together or something holy fuck

[demonstars]

Ugh dream looks so good all the time it makes me sick

[opheliasam]

sorry for posting 2500 times do u still think im sexy also once u see it u can’t unsee it and it’s insidious and awful and terrifying and im going to make 34895 more posts about it IDGAF ! He’s been silenced enough it’s ok sam i will be angry on ur behalf im killing everyone who misrepresents u to fuel fanonical delusions

[justaboymadeofhoneyandglass]

GUYS WE HAVE A VERSION OF PIERRE THAT ISN'T FUCKED UP LIKE THAT

[thekidsarentalright]

having one of those nights where no matter how i lay or what i do my bed doesnt feel comfy enough to sleep like. girl ur literal only job is being comfy whats ur problem

[eriecanal]

i forgot how to have unorganized hobbies in the school year. like i used to find time most nights to read for fun or watch sports. how the hell did i do that

[anatolienne]

the moment you make a gesture on live television that's used by fascists, especially in germany where they're so strict about anything related to extremism as expected, you deserve that ban and if you can't understand that then maybe you need to revaluate your morals, absolutely nothing to do with xenophobia or islamophobia but rather the dangerous rise of the far right in europe

the way this made me laugh so hardddd lmfao. "bb.. b .. but germany is soooo strict about anything related to extremism and facism🥺"💀💀💀 sister I'm asking you. IS THAT GERMANY in the room with rn cause the one I know (and lived in for a few years AS a muslim turk which was literally a nightmare ) is like ummmmm actively funding a genocide rn!!!! Crazy right..... maybe they are worrying about the wrong fasicm and extremism ( a muslim and turkish football player doing a symbolic hand sign just like many other football players do to present their country but its apparently not facistic when they do it ) and should rather focus on the racism inside their government AND the extremism ofc (literally sending war support to zionist nazi israel so they can kill more children and bomb peoples houses) or mayyyyybe they just have double standards and they think they can decide what is wrong and what is right just like the rest of most European countries🤔🤔🤔 me personally I wouldn't think that ANYTHING that government does againt a person who isnt white, christian, european is not racially motivated. Next time you pull shit our of your ass like that and then tell ME to "revaluate my morals" think twice❤️❤️you look stupid boooo🍅🍅🍅

[ouijamonstrr]

how did i forget i invited him over

[phagodyke]

the fucking rat is back in our flat 😭

[jils-things]

if one day i suddenly appear in the same room as steven the first thing i would ask is Not if he would kiss me, but rather. WHY ISN'T YOUR TIE TUCKED ON YOUR VEST