#however i have completely disconnected from my synagogue and there are no antizionist synagogues in my city. | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

variouspositions1984 · 8 months ago

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realised recently i will not be able to convert for. well. i dont know when. but not right now. im somewhat at peace with it but i'm also furious. devastated. lots of other shit.

#idk idk. it just sucks bc ive been on this journey for so long and i really feel ready.#however i have completely disconnected from my synagogue and there are no antizionist synagogues in my city.#ive also heard the beit din here is v pro israel and it makes me so fucking angry. like there is just no avenue.#and i miss the community. there are several collectives that run events protests etc and i do try to get along to them #but theyre v secular and its just not the same.#it just hurts. and its frustrating. and all i can do is just deal with it.#been feeling some kind of way in the lead up to pesach. anyway. enough whining. maybe i'll just go dip myself in a river beit din be damned.

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