#howdoimoveon

[euryydicee]

i cherish everything. birthday cards signed by people i don't speak to, the ribbon from my sister's baptism, a daisy hair clip i wore on the first day of kindergarten, letters from another life that tear me apart inside. i don't know how to live without these insignificant pieces of time, that don't quite define who i am but that i wouldn't be whole without. i'm not proud of the box of nostalgia under my bed. and i'm not proud of how i cling to every piece of evidence that i've been loved. if i could stand to let it all go, i would. but sometimes i stare up at the ceiling and wonder if this is all i'll ever have—if the pictures of my pregnant mother holding her stomach are as close as i'll ever be to home. tell me i don't have to memorize every detail of the past. tell me now is enough. tell me to let go.

[chcltroses]

just something that came to me

As the sun sets, I look out at the water. I can feel something out there, what or who ever it is, watching. I sit in the shallows letting the cold water wash over my legs, releasing my sore muscles.

I came here when my world became a little too boring, or too stressful. Today was just too sad for words. I caught my fiance` cheating on me with someone he claimed he had no feelings for. So I shared my feelings with the both of them, very loudly, so there was no confusion.

I took my time leaving, I packed a small bag and left. I drove until I found myself here at this beach. I looked down at my phone only to see, the same texts of " I'm sorry," "she doesn't mean anything to me"

Oh and the world famous," I don't love her," I was done and my heart was in so many pieces. I sat there and let the tears roll down my cheeks. I was in so much pain that I didn't see who was now sitting next to me.

they started to hum, softly at first, then gradually louder, until my tears stopped, while I opened my eyes to see the most incredible being sitting there, holding my hand, and singing.

#wheredobrokenheartsgo

#howdoImoveon

[stormwatcher05]

#imissyoumama #seeyoulater #cancersucks #myheartstillhurts #howdoimoveon #thetearswontstop https://www.instagram.com/p/CL97vWBBqgr/?igshid=o1dk4ygqarff

[rapturedeuphoria]

no one tells you that when they leave, you're left with nothing but fragments of what was and pieces of what could've been

[lisophisen]

Tonight I had one of those dreams where there are so many feelings and it feels so real that when you wake up you feel completely distraught and can’t let the dream go. I’m trying to not actively think about it, but the feelings are still going through my body, and I feel like I’ve lost the love of my life.

[thisistotheguywho-blog]

Over thinking? Maybe not.

Lying on my bed alone. Wondering where did everything gone so wrong. We were so happy. We both knew that we love each other so much. Until one day i did not know what happened. Why did everything had changed this fast? I thought we were so perfectly fine. I guess, that was just a thought. But still, until now i don’t know why he left me. He just left. He left me without any words, without any reason. See? How am i supposed to get over this? It’s really breaking every piece of me everyday, knowing that i can’t do anything to get him back 😢💔

[wickedfiend-blog]

Missing my girls. Shikin and Atirah should've been in the picture though. @atirahnoorsham @shikinfariza #letsdothisagain #22getaway #pancasitara #howdoimoveon

[latexsheets]

And I'd thought before, "This must be rock bottom." Little did I know.

[tooru-snap]

Saw her for the first time today So many things I wanted to say But she didn’t even look my way

[1123133216]

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Our family used to visit Mama, my grandmother, who lives in Gumaca, Quezon. My brother and I liked everything there; the antique house, the trees that we’re not allowed to climb but we did anyway, the two kittens, now fully grown cats, whom we chase just to put ribbons on their necks, the poso we used to get water to fill up a big basin imagining it as a bathtub, the waist-high pond; half mud half water where all the tilapia sare, the air that smells like newly-cut grass and even it smells like carabao dung sometimes, it does not really matter as long as we’re there.

It has been a routine that every time we visit; we would immediately go to our cousin’s and fetch them there to play. Running as we head home, running all day long, we were restless for the rest of the day. By the end the day, we realize, we liked almost everything there. Except for one thing. The sound geckos make at night. Unlike the children who stayed mostly in the urban areas, we were not threatened by police officers but with the concept of kambal tuko; that when geckos touch us, we would be bound by it forever. Every time they produce their sound, we would crawl into our blankets and would stay that way until we fall asleep.

We were young and restless. I was young and restless, I am still. However, I grew up, a little. Found new brothers and sisters. I found friends and I was with them more than I was with my family. I got too attached. One of them, maybe the best, left. Forever. Losing him was like losing one hand. Whenever I hear our song, I just wish I was in Gumaca again to hear the sound geckos make, hoping that it will force me to sleep just like before.

[sai-zaoldyeck]

#np 나란 사람 - 인피니트 Làm sao để thôi thương nhớ Làm sao để thôi bất giác nghĩ đến anh bất cứ giây phút nào Anh, anh à, em biết phải nghĩ thế nào bây giờ. Em biết nếu là anh, anh sẽ buồn khi nhìn thấy "đồng nghiệp cũ" up ảnh vui vẻ cùng nhau, bởi vì em cũng buồn. Em biết phải làm sao, khi em ko muốn ngày mai đến. Em chỉ muốn đêm hè này kéo dài mãi, thật lâu cho đến khi anh về. Khi cảm hứng của em biến mất, dường như em không thể làm gì, cũng ko thể nghĩ gì cả. Anh là cái gì đó phảng phất của quá khứ, hiện tại và tương lai. Em nhìn thấy anh trong bất cứ bức ảnh instagram nào của givenchy, hba, offwhite, chrome heart, khi em vô vọng đi tìm air jordan 1 size 6.5, khi mùi gucci guilty black vô tình thoảng qua, khi em nghe những bản tình ca buồn bất chợt. Anh à em phải làm sao... Em có thể đến cái nơi lẽ ra phải có anh mà anh sẽ chẳng xuất hiện, chỉ để thương nhớ, chỉ để khóc cho thỏa lòng được ko anh? #imissyoueveryday #dontgo #lost #wuyifan #howdoimoveon #howdoilive

[hollapalola]

Just finished Allegiant. I'VE BEEN WAITING 13 MONTHS FOR A BOOK THAT'S GONNA RUIN MY LIFE VERONICA WHY DO YOU HATE US I CAN'T STOP CRYING

[thebeautyinhope]

Ughhhh

So much of things have been going on in my life it's impossible to stay focused on my long term goals :(

[www-lryuzakilawliet-blog]

"It does not do to dwell on dreams, and forget to live..." -Albums Dumbledore