#how tfff lmao

[kaatrina]

I shit before AND after I sleep, things just be processing.

[imaginespazzi]

You know when a fish is like flopping around when it’s on land?? Bro idk why but I had that reaction so many times while reading chapter 14 😭😭

I was screaming crying and throwing upppp (I literally was screaming into my pillow, but it was one of those inaudible screams of that makes sense LMAO). But anyways! Chapter 14 thoughts below!

- the moment we were all waiting for 😭 the proposal scene/P+A breakup scene 😭 i think your reasoning for Azzi not wanting to get married it’s SOOOO valid. As we know, irl Azzi admires P and is so happy for her and this all in fiction in this story, but I can def see how GH! Azzi can be worried about her identity (considering how much she overthinks in this story!). And fuckkkk, the moment of realization for Paige when she realizes that Azzi doesn’t want them to be public, that killeddd me and made me think about all of the times throughout the story that Paige questioned why Azzi didn’t want to be seen and loved by her. Paige is just a lover girl man and just wants to show Azzi off to world and say that’s my girl my girl my girl 😭😭

- Azzi knowing for 3 months that she didn’t see the future that her and P planned and not telling Paige right away is diabolical tho 💀 tbf, I know Azzi was scared and couldn’t even truly process what she was feeling, but damn, a little chat earlier on could’ve gone a long way LMAO

- I can’t imagine KK and Ice’s reaction after Paige came in crying and angry and hot asf. Like I know they thought their parents were gonna get married and ride off into the sunset… little did they know 😭

- Stephie figuring P+A out before Azzi could even tell her 😭 Stephie-bean is so smart just like her mama! And then Paige being sad/worried that Stephie found out about them… Ughhhh, I’m so glad that Azzi explicitly said that she didn’t want to hide Paige and their relationship to anyone. Like I know that was important for Paige to hear and help with her insecurities!

- I remember being slightly pissed at Paige for taking all of this time to figure out if she should stay or not, considering that Azzi needed time and Paige didn’t give it to her. But I mean, in this case, 2 wrongs make a right? (The 2 wrongs being that Azzi suggested for them to end things and Paige taking 5ever to say that she’d stay. And the 1 right being that they’re happily together now LMAO)

- This chapter was absolutely spectacular Nivi!! I knew you wanted this chapter to be PERFECT and was slightly nervous about it… but you 100% ate and nailed the chapter 👏 literally GH is going to live rent free in my head for a while 😭 I’m gonna be able to quote shit from this chapter especially lmaoooo

- PS: I have to remind myself this is fiction, but it got too close to reality when Paige got drafted by the Wings irl 💀💀 but I know this is all def fiction bc no way would Azzi actually not believe she doesn’t have an identity bc she is sooooo her. Like that’s Azzi mofo Fudd. And also, no way would Paige let Azzi end things like that, and no wayyyy would Paige leave the next day and not fight for them and wake Azzi tfff up lol

I literally just imagined a fish flopping and have been giggling instead of replying to this for the last two minutes lmao

- Y'all don't know how stressed I have been about finding the reasoning behind their breakup like there was genuinely a point where I was gonna leave it up to y'all to figure out. But eventually, I think Azzi's reasoning for how she felt and Paige's reasoning for how that made her feel, both ended up being pretty valid.

- Yeah so that's one of the parts I felt was a little bit OOC because I'd like to think Pazzi irl are better communicators and Azzi would not be hiding such a big feelings from Paige because she really fucked up with that part. A little communication can and would have gone a long way.

- KK and Ice who'd literally bought expensive as fuck champagne to celebrate only for Paige to burst into the apartment Azzi-less and crying while she haphazardly packed her suitcase #truechildrenofdivorce

- A lot of my writing is very go of the flow, but what Azzi was gonna say has been written in my head since I figured out what the breakup was because for them to move forward with no hesitations, her being ready to tell everyone is very important.

- LMFAO they're dumb gays who needa make some dumbass decisions before they get happily ever after I guess

-- Y'all listen we should all know this fic is definitely not canon because let's be real a fic where Ice fucking Brady is WNBA draftee that actually sticks on a roster...well it's gotta be fiction lol

[habizuh-studios]

I started watching Banana Fish.

Here is my episode 1 reaction. Spoilers ahead. You might need context or a refresher of context to understand, since i'm too lazy to transcript the scene i'm talking about. just.. infer, i suppose.

-> BRO FUCKING SHOT EVERYONE, GOT SHOT, AND ENDED UP MUTTERING BANANA FISH AS HIS LAST WORDS 😭 TFFF

-> skip is so cute 😭

-> im pretty sure he dies (idk for sure) BUT I HOPE HE DOESN'T BC HE'S SO SWEET 😭

-> in love w the music too

-> "he's white but he has control over everyone. the puerto ricans, mexicans, and blacks. that's pretty hard to do." UM. LOWKEY RACIST?

-> OMG i was watching eiji ask to hold the gun and PRAYING THAT HE doesn't fucking pull the trigger

-> i could feel the tension in the room when he asked that lmao

-> bro does look young… i was expecting them to lie abt his age ngl

-> "real guns are illegal in japan :D can i hold it pls,, woah youve killed people, huh….." bro is lowkey adorable

-> SPITS OUT DRINK "THIS IS ALCOHOL!" / "it's just rum coke lmao"

-> idk if rum coke tastes like alcohol /don't call me stupid please i beg of you /i swear im just vibing sobs

-> bro is blushing so i can't tell if he's gay or tipsy

-> OH HOLY DAMN THE GUYS CAME IN THE BAR

-> Loving the style of it so far, with the quick cuts to different scenes and interactions it all feels so smooth but also nice for my rotted brain /j

-> they did it well anyway

-> and. the story behind banana fish makes sense!! wondering if that's a drug or just a saying

-> ooo skipper and eiji's so dead…. /neg

-> i feel bad for them the two sweet ones 😭 they are bound to be my favs at least so far lol

-> uh oh it was a trap. fuck

-> crazy how no one knows that car has a hostage in it. theyre driving on a busy ish road

[justaboymadeofhoneyandglass]

THE WAY I AM SHOOKETJ OH MY GOD

I was reading all this shit at fucking 8 years old how tfff didn't I notice

(well probably cus i was 8 lmao)

[whyarewecalledtheshipname]

my friend somehow reminded me about riku giving sora his necklace because i forget that that would’ve been something they did when they were tiny little baby boys and that is so precious 😭😭😭🥺🥺🥺🥺

riku is so precious oml, protecting sora the way he does, maaaaaaannn 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺😭 i dont even have words for how precious it iss i could cryyyy 🥺

[sherrywaves]

NAHHH ABBACCHIO JUST CALLED NARANCIA FUGO 🧍

[jeonqquk]

🎨 please?

hi sky !! how NICE of you to stress me tf out trying to pick just one of your godly creations but 😐

this jk set : i found this moment so funny LMAO 😭 the way he just stopped working FHSJSHD but your coloring on this one was sooo pretty too !! and the gifs were so clear and hq ! HOW TFFF

creators send me 🎨 & i’ll tell you my favorite of your last ten creations and why

[feuqueerfire]

Y-Destiny (KaengPuth) Live Blogging

I am in a little BL slump where I'm at a loss as to what to start next because all the Thai shows are so long but I don't wanna start a 12 hour series today, so I'm gonna just watch the 2 episodes for this couple because everybody loves them. It might be confusing because I'm literally just gonna watch episodes 9 and 10 with no prior knowledge of anything else in the show but oh well.

Episode 9 (Mar 30)

Bruh okay I got so nervous in the first few minutes like ?? Is that child Kaeng? But no, whew.

I love love love characters who sleep around with people but I don't like that Puth seems to not be straightforward with his partners? The people who call him seem to be under the impression he's only dating/having sex with them?

I think Leon from Don't Say No was my favourite in terms of this because he slept around but he was always explicitly clear with everybody that it's not exclusive, that he sleeps with other people too, no strings attached, etc

Talay my dude! Also, I recognize Chap (?) from Lovely Writer. I've come to this point where I just recognize so many BL actors goddamn

lmao there are so many characters in this drinking scene T.T I hope they're not super important. They say some of the characters' names sometimes and it's all like days of the week? Tues, Mon, Sat?

O.O I didn't expect this to be so sexual for some reason but Kaeng appeared with a purpose! Mans keeps licking his fingers, wiping his finger across his mouth, etc all while dressed like that. Okayyy, I can respect a man on a mission

I didn't know this was gonna be fuck buddies to lovers ! I love reading this trope in fic but I don't think I've across it in BL shows

O.O

amazed by how not awkward the nsfw scene was, I didn't need to skip anything the way I often do when they don't cut away after like 2 kisses lol

Why do they not translate texts alksdjf

No the fuck buddies dynamic is incredible because they have the sexual tension + actually do something about it but they're also friendly, teasing, somewhat domestic (listen... having sex and then doing homework while the other person showers then goes to sleep... domesticity in my book)

I know I've only known him for like 10 minutes but I'm already invested in Kaeng

A love triangle?

Interactions between Puth and Payu are so much more at ease ad informal than I thought they would be considering they just met

I wish the Eng subs were better. Is it because the official ones suck or is it just because I'm watching on dramacool lol

Bro there's so much time spent on Payu and Puth... it's like 2 45-minute episodes, you can't be spending so much time on the main guy with a random dude. We have 1 episode left and Puth is saying he fell in love with Payu tfff

Kaeng looks so good. I'm not even into men wearing suits but like his glasses, the red shirt underneath and his attitude make it

Okay, interesting episode! Good at pulling you in, I'm already fairly invested. The translations are weird and I don't like the sound effects and I think they're putting too much emphasis on Puth/Payu for such a short story but there's something very magnetic about Kaeng, the nsfw scenes are very natural that don't veer into awkward or over the top territory, and it's an engaging story.

Also love that Puth and Kaeng switch during sex, another of my favourite dynamics along with the fuck buddies but one of them catches feelings thing

Episode 10 (Mar 30)

Dang Kaeng really came with the intention of making everything so beyond awkward

Nah Kaeng fr came here to cause problems. I hate watching awkward, embarrassing interactions. He keep this up and my affections for Kaeng will disappear completely

Let it end already and have KaengPuth get together so that it doesn't feel shoehorned in in the last 20 minutes

Dude Kaeng wiping his tears away with his pretty, slender fingers... beautiful. If he hadn't annoyed me for the last 20 minutes, I would've called in love

Dang Kaeng's persistent and Puth even says "don't make me hate you more" when Kaeng keeps pushing despite Puth saying he doesn't wanna sleep with him. How will they wrap this up satisfyingly in 30 mins

Random ass several weeks time jump. hm i guess sure that's one way to not cram everything in ?

Kaeng crying and begging Puth to pretend to be his boyfriend the night before Puth is gonna ask Payu to be his boyfriend? Bruh have some respect for yourself and also respect Puth's choices because wtf truly

Dang, so they kiss and have sex

Puth taking this fake boyfriend for one last night thing toooo serious, these forehead kisses >.<

how many times will Kaeng cry bro

I wish Puth was explicitly like "I didn't ask Payo to be my boyfriend, I broke up with him" because if I were Kaeng I'd just think he got rejected and I'm the second choice

Hm.

I really liked it at the beginning but they dragged out the love triangle for too long. Puth and Puya had more cute moments than Kaeng and Puth did because they mostly just had sexy moments. Them having nsfw scenes is fine because they started off being fuck buddies, after all, but the show didn't spend time developing their relationship outside of sex, so it falls a little flat. They definitely shouldn't have had Puth dating Puya for this long.

It's fine, sure, whatever.

Maybe they have some cute moments in the next 5 episodes but I won't be watching to find out.

Rating: 5/10

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Y-Destiny Special Episode

I wanted to see them actually dating, so I'm glad this exists

The fondness from just the first minute? wild

They call each other Papi and Daddy ?! wild

So Puth's "testing" Kaeng by texting him as somebody else to see if he'll cheat? wild. also i hate that, if that is what that was

love confession, yeah sure cute

Well, okay. These 10 minutes were like oh cute, oh i hate that, oh cute.

[shytiff]

Mar 2021 Wins

1 - Work againn except the medical record ran out. So we went back at 12 am. Relaxeddd at home. Fasted today (still got 2 fasting debts to go). Meeting with dr dafsah dr bayushi and dr debby at 20:30. I embarrassed myself lmao,,, and what you can say as "asal bunyi". Let the overthinking and fear begin. I actually woke up 3 times during the night, lmaoo is it anxiety? Never happened to me before.

2 - we need to take care of administrations to get more medical record so we did. Wasted almost half of the day but we finally managed. Immediately fell asleep at home lmao

3 - the usual day in harkit. Asked more medical records. Planned to go to cp to see slip ons but the tj i wanted to ride went straight to kalideres so like the sane person i am of course i went back home. Timing is very222 great sometimes in life. Zoom meeting with the ever so kind dr eva. Mahmud and dela joined the assistant gang

4 - magang. Met dr eva in pediatric icu. late late evening lunch was kungpao chicken sec bowl (which i exclaimed as sweet. And then my friend said kungpao is supposed to taste like that. Huh). I was picked up after maghrib. Laid down in bed, playing my phone until 22ish and i fell asleep. Damn i shouldve slept earlier yknow

5 - magang. Ate spicy salmon onigiri from lawson for lunch. Went to btkv basecamp with mahmud since RM was a bit crowded. Not even 10 mins in, and we excused ourselves because misuh2 btkv near the computer on our table. Went to nonama in le meridien after magang with ara ness gen cal hanin amal alya. The sushi was so so (too much rice). Yay for lots of sashimi. Salmon kushiage was tasty. Salmon aburi cheesy stuff was tasty. Soba so so. Takoyaki explodes in your mouth. While waiting for mom, saw live piano performance in the lobby. Shes playing alone. I hope she knows someone out there appreciates it *oddly melancholic*

6 - slept in. Felt good. Hurriedly showered and got ready bcs i thot it was getting a bit late and turns out i arrived in halte kalideres 9:11 am lmao. Breakfast slash lunch was penyetan cok ayam. The sambal was not THAT spicy but my tongue has weakened now. Picked up some data in RM. Went to central park with my heavy ass bag to search for slip ons. Didnt find one yet. Went to kkv for the first time. Went back home and its heavy rain on the tj but dry in kalideres. Snacked on fitz cookies (its basically vegan tuffis) on the bus since i felt hungryyy. Juan bought chicken satay and when i arrived theyre all eating but i didnt feel like eating with them lmao (its been a while since i last did) so i just went upstairs, finished that fitz cookies, fell asleep in my mukena (after maghrib) and skipping isya :(

7 - didnt feel like doing anything when i woke up, but forced myself to open laptop for nemo. Played a bit of keyboard. Ate last nights satay. Rly was in a rut until i managed to shower (i last showered yesterday morning,,,) and felt a bit better. Even did night skin care and mask (which i didnt do lately)

8 - magang as usual while listening to curhat babu. I was still feeling "off" even though i was outside already. Felt a bit more normal after i had lawson's ice arabica gayo covfefe. Lunch was spicy sec bowl with extra chicken. Coffee's effect is amazing im just blown away. Like im not tired. I feel normal. I dont feel like immediately going to bed when i arrive at the house. Read and finished starving anonymous before bed. Its... A lot to take in. Especially before bed lmaoo

9 - mencret2 in the morning and i blame it on spicy sec bowl. my pace in magang is so slow why :( lunch is carbonara spaghetti from Barilla (29k with discount). It does make you feel full, and it is creamy. But the beef bacon is so few 😐 it will be more delish if it has more bacon. Picked up by mom after maghrib today. At 19:30 ish my stomach hurtedddd bcs of rising acid.its been a while since it happened. Thankfully mom bought tan ek tjoan and brownies. The ache dissipated after i finished my bread. Its so cold in the car tfff or is it my poor metabolism

10 - magang til after isya since tomorrow is a holiday. powered by lawson’s arabica gayo after lunch (good habit’s minimal-taste fried rice lol). while on the way back, kapjagiii ukmppd result announcement. alhamdulillah i passed. congratulated by some. slept late seeing people’s social media update.

11 - woke up late. didnt feel hungry, so i ate at 13:00 ish (tuna, peanut-chocolate sandwich). slept after eating. ghosted mahmuda calling me regarding after zuhur liqo. didnt pick up atikah’s calls. cant seem to talk lmao. rly rly tried to do dr dafsah’s excel this day, but cant seem to start my day. i was like “i’ll take a shower” but i didnt. “i’ll start the excel at 20:00″ i didnt. i just slept. and woke. and slept. dreamed about going to dufan with clara but we bailed since there was no promo. i practically didnt no anything today lol

12 - finally showered (that was supposedly done yesterday lmao). my pink flats broke down. i was the only one who come lmao. did dr dafsah’s excel and finished at 10. went to TA and tried popolamama’s ayce. tried chicken arabiatta (very tomato-ey taste, not a fan), pepperoni, bolognese and banana caramel with vanilla ice cream. Managed to eat 4 small pizza out of 9 flavor choices. While eating i remembered i came to celebrate passing ukmppd. so in my mind i pat myself in the back and said (not out loud) congrats for passing ukmppd. it felt bittersweet, but a nice validation. tried to search for slip ons again but didnt find one. bought a black top in uniqlo. started reading here you are

13 - lazed and lazed and jhs friends wanted to meet up but i cant even muster the courage to shower lmao. after zuhur was the meet up time but i slept at 12. lets go. come on. out. suddenly i have to build up a will to socialize just like with running. and i managed. left the house at 13:30-ish. went to ali kopi dm and got thai tea. slowly warming up my social battery. and then things felt a bit better. and we moved to flavola (got the somay). and talked we did, until suddenly its near isya. and then i had to go back bcs mom was being restrictive as usual. if it werent for that i would stay longer w atikah and pupuy. felt energized afterwards, read more of here you are and slept at 00:00 ish

14 - woke up, played some keyboard. im not prepared for another monday. Mangago is down. Unboxed my knockoff airpods that arrived couple of days ago. The sound and function was ok. Showered near the end of zuhur.

15 - magang as usual. Got out of my gloomy (felt a bit better) after going out. Lunch was ayam pedas lawson with added fried chicken. Also bought arabica gayo. Went back home before maghrib. Why must i be here while my dad talk about whatever before sholat maghrib. I hate it here. Ara and redita stayed over bcs theyre 'supposedly' going to rsut to pick up samples. Except it was cancelled and in the morning they went back to rscm,,,

16 - its only morning but i yapped abt worrying in our future to poor ekal who just sat there lmaoo. I told him how i realized im easily bored. Tried K-Chop for lunch, bought kimchi bokkeumbap, pajeon and kimchi jeon. The fried rice tasted like fried rice but with a hint of kimchi. Kimchi jeon was good and refreshing. the pajeon was basically egg with added ingredients. But it did make me feel full. Suddenly felt like singing life goes on with the keyboard.

17 - tried fitfut for lunch. Got mushroom chicken steak and katsu wrap. Their katsu is,,, simply put, tasteless. Like those HEALTHY healthy foods. The (small) chicken steak was ok. The mushroom sauce tasted good. Zoom call with dr dafsah at 12 am. More work i guess,,,

18 - fasted today. Still got 1 debt to go. Sahur was indomie, banana and protein shake. Did not feel hungry in magang but i kinda felt lightheaded. And then i cant take it anymore and went home at 2 pm. Arrived after ashar. Theres PLENTY of time to do stuff, right? Nope. I just laid in bed playing my phone til maghrib (iftar was chicken noodle) and continued until i fell asleep. My dream was absurd lmaoooo

19 - had custom salad hut for lunch. felt suuuper fult. bought pop cookies since it was the last day of grabfood’s 50% promo. was picked up after isya by mom. we talked with the resident who’s doing his thesis stuff and it turns out he’s from the same shs as mahmuda lmao. he bought kopsus and donat kampung for us, how kinddd :”) i said “mantap ni kakak kelasnya mahmud” and he said “kamu kan adek kelas saya juga”. kind seniors. i hope they have great careers and be successful and im learning to be kind from kind people. i dont know, im just easily touched by simple gestures lmaoo. first time trying tuku’s coffee. it’s smooth and creamy (like the milk and coffee unites (?)) and it doesnt separate when you leave it. its milky but has a strong coffee taste. Slept at 11 pm-ish, playing my phone

20 - lazed. saw long covid webinar. ate mom’s salmon mentai, pop cookies matcha cream cheese and dark chocolate. the dark chocolate one, especially a bit cold, taste soooo good wtf. concentrated sugar and chocolate at its finest. played some keyboard. saw youtube vids about the genius jacob collier. lent my byu phone number so ara could use it to catfish in coffee and bagel lol. bought sbux green tea and caramel macchiato 1 L for 100k + delivery fee and my bro said it tasted good

21 - tried pop cookies red velvet this time. Its super sweet yall and i thought martabak orins was the epitome of d40 bolus. did pamela reif 10 mins calorie burn that wont kill you. except i got doms WITHIN the day of work out. also attempted sun salutation and my leg is so damn stiff. did some work on sunday!!! wow!!!! (after wasting 2 weekends) finished skimming air gear lol. it still made me feel glorious. 

22 - volunteered to help vaccination at rptra planet senen w akis els yud kind. Finished at about 13:30. We got chicken noodle, nasi padang and mcd lol. Went to senen bus station. Prayed there. Called mahmud and turns out theres no new medical record so i went straight home. Ate the mcd and lazed in bed

23 - vaccine volunteer again, this time in sd 01 kramat, w regen nagit red adita. Observation table again. Except its twice the amount of pt compared to yesterday. Nebeng redita to gang IX and walked to nessa's place. Went to GI and we watched violet evergarden (tif gen ness kris indah ara). The ac in the screenX cgv theater wasnt even on. Picked up by mom at 20:30 ish so i hurried down. The movie was hilarious w indah's commentary

24 - sooo sleepy and lazy but finally went to harkit. Waiting for pak oji to get medicak records, i shopped at sociolla lol. Bought eyebrow pencil, eyeshadow palette, blush since i dont have those (i only have cheap 3 color mizzu eyeshadow). Did some work. Met kiki in RM. "planned" to do the rest of magang work at home and arrivd back at 3-ish pm but we all know thats a lie. Lazed. Maghrib. Bought sbux 1L to have some caffeine through the green tea. Sinau airway class by dr zeta (focused thanks to the caffeine). Had some "awake time" left and did not feel sleepy til 10:30ish pm but i had to sleep since i got 1 more fasting to go 2mrw. No progress on magang work aaaaa

25 - had indomie, boiled egg, banana and protein powder for sahur. magang. emir took a while to pick me up even though i already told him the time im arriving and i ended up ordering grab lmao and he showed up right before the grab. liqo w kak kartika and mahmud while sipping caramel macchiato. did some translation (job by dr triya)

26 - picked up pld medal, gown and buavita (lol) at salemba and then went to harkit. met kiki again. lunch was k-chop. quite good and fulfilling. waiting for mom to pick me up before maghrib. Was lazying around at night and it turns out clara came w kefas. She called but dumb ass me had my phone on silent. She surprised me and came all the wayyy with a little tayo cake and a line friends pillow. I was awkward w kefas bcs im awkward w new people :):):) she went back and then i cried afterwards in my room. Fianti sent me a wish before midnight (somehow havent fell asleep) and then i close my eyes and go to the dream world

27 - had mie goreng for breakfast. fell asleep again. woke to silvi and racheel calling me and as usual my phone was not ringing. there’s racil silvi devi reza outside the door lmao. they (including atikah) surprised me with gift (a bag). i asked them to come with me to gi since im gonna eat w regen. we tried yakiniku like and the meat was juicy and yum, better then kintan. racil dkk ate marugame udon just below. wanted to get banban but it was so crowded. went back by grab. racil and atikah stayed over. talked until like 12 am. forced myself to pray isya. 

28 - talked for hours like we usually do, tried some makeup bcs i need to practice for pld lol. tarik tiga to their place bcs i needed to borrow pld clothes lol. rearranged my room and i was sweating. i should’ve drank macchiato and did some work but i cant bring myself to so i just sleep. hangovers post feeling normal are never the best feeling

29 - woke up super late. cant bring myself to go to harkit. i feel like shit. sick and tired of feeling sick and tired ((quoting jhene aiko)). mustered some will to shower. rode my on bike pretending im going to harkit except im going to mcd. got big breakfast and lemon tea. went to flavola, ordered kopsus coklat and indomie + telor. Went back home after isya. 

30 - Binge watching sean and kaycee’s vids lol it all began with their leave the door open dance :). went to harkit by TJ after the redcap was unaccessible at 09:30ish. lunch was truffle belly chicken mushroom (somehow there’s 50% disc). Took some needed data and went back home at 14:20. did (new) translation for dr Triya. finally drank homemade matcha latte after a while. 

31 - originally intended to go to flavola after zuhur, but i just cant muster the strength. did dr triya’s translation work. didnt do any ecmocard today. felt like shit. ate the tayo small cake from clara. quite good and not too heavy. gladi kotor pld today. did green screen using mukena lol. fell asleep. skipped isya and the next morning’s subuh :( basically i ended march feeling like utter shit lol