#how is that not number 4? 😤😭

[silviakundera]

guys... I'm trying to understand...

Chinese Paladin 1 - 2005

Chinese Paladin 2 - ???

Chinese Paladin 3 - 2009

Chinese Paladin 4 - airing right now

Chinese Paladin 5 - 2016

Chinese Paladin 5 Prequel - ??? 🤔🤔🤔

Chinese Paladin 6 - also airing right now

WHAT KIND OF AIRING SCHEDULE IS THIS?

[nvathuw]

TOP REASONS WHY TAKA SHOULD LOVE ME❗️❗️❗️

1. Because I'm rich 💸

- Rich in affection

- Rich in commitment

- Rich in personality

- Rich in compassion and kindness

- Rich in records, specifically criminal records

- I can buy Taka a house, a toy house

2. I cook very well?! 🤯

- Gordon James Ramsay is the number 1 chef. But you may not know, there are many other famous chefs who cook very well, not including me! 😤

- I know how to make seafood, specifically shrimp noodles 🍜

- I can fry eggs with the flavor of love that no one else can.

3. I never lie⁉️

- If someone praises Taka the best in the world, I will deny it, because it shows Henry Cavill and many other men on google, but no Taka!!😭

4. I study ""extremely well"" 🤓

- I got the highest score in English in 5th grade.

- I passed the Literature exam above average 🐧. Not only that, I also got 5/10 in maths.

- Good at learning how to love Taka 💓

5. I know how to care for others, especially Taka.

- If Taka and the girl I hate are caught in a fire, I will run to save him first and leave that gurl behind 💐

- In my hand is an apple, my friend wants to eat it. I will immediately peel it and cut it, I will keep the seeds for the tree and give the apples to Taka ❓️

So please! Please love me‼️‼️‼️"

[qrjung]

I finally watched 12 Angry Men (1957) and honestly it was quite a ride. Three things really stood out to me though and I need to ramble about it. Spoilers (can you spoil a 66 year old movie?) below the cut

1) Davis is the only person wearing a white suit!!! Everyone else is wearing a black suit. I picked that up at the last scene and I could see the contrast since everyone else was in the background. It's a nice little detail. I guess the movie wanted to really make him seem like a good man from the start even though he'd sway everyone to his side.

2.) THE WEATHER!! The movie uses weather so well. It's hot and of course everyone is going to argue and even more Intensely. At the peak of the argument, everyone is really sweating. When the vote is 6-6, the rain starts. Right after that, Juror 7 turns on the fan and it doesn't take long for him to get swayed.

3.) The first scene where we really get a close up of the boy's face and he's kinda crying 😭. The movie really does try to make us feel bad for him right from the start.

4.) HA! I hated juror 10, till the very end. I hated him so much 😤. Anytime he got dissed, my heart soared. A prejudiced old man, willing to persecute a young boy on the basis of "he's one of them". Fuck him. At least, he had a bit of an eye opener.

5.) The movie sets up Davis as doubtful. When everyone speaks to him, he remains silent. I just knew he was going to be the one with the not guilty vote!

6.) I love how everyone had a whole section dedicated to swaying them. Showing their own opinions on why they think the boy did it and then arguing against that. Very cool.

7.) Mr. Foreman doesn't have that though. It's almost as if his vote was ambiguous until a few minutes to the end. He never stayed his opinion or his reasoning. He was just there to guide.

I wish juror number 7 had been harder to sway though. It felt a bit anticlimactic since he was the one that seemed like he didn't even care about the case.

But thinking about it, it makes sense that the two men bound by prejudice were the hardest to sway.

Also kinda wish we knew who actually did it. What if they let a guilty man go? What if they didn't? If he's not guilty, who's lying (the officers, obviously 🙄)? Who actually did it? What was the motive? What did the boy have to do with it?

Or maybe he did do it and Davis was wrong. Either way, he did the right thing—he didn't persecute a man because there was doubt he was guilty. It's a perfect place to end the movie — in a state of ambiguity. And it's up to the viewer to decide if they think the boy is guilty or not.

Personally, I don't know. I don't think Davis does either.

It got me thinking though, ho often does a jury decide to persecute someone (even when there's reasonable doubt) just because of prejudice? I know the American Justice system is flawed.

But here, we don't even have a jury. And I know for a fact, many people have gone to jail, because a judge just didn't like them. If the American Justice system is flawed, ours is on fire.

Edit;

THIS IS ALL I'M GOING TO BE THINKING ABOUT FOR THE NEXT WEEK!!!

Anygays, there's more movies in my recc list. The next is Come and See....Yeah. I heard it's deeply unsettling and I believe it will be. It's a war movie and usually "horror" movies grounded in reality tend to be more terrifying than fantastical ones

[kkatastrophic]

THINGS IN DANGANRONPA I DO NOT FW!!!😤🔥🔥🔥

(I'm feeling controversial, this is my opinion and this isn't targeted at all. I totally respect if you like these things/characters/events but I don't fw it, this might come off as agressive but its Ll a joke please dont take it too seriously guys!)

COMING IN AT NUMBER 10🔥:

"development" <- FYM BYAKUYA TOGAMI🤓 AND HIFUMI YAMADA🙀 GOT "DEVELOPMENT" FOR ONE 👍KIND👍 ACTION??? HUH??? HUH?! THEY DID A REDEEMABLE THING, BUT THAT DOES 🙅‍♀️NOT🙅‍♀️ COUNT AS DEVELOPMENT!!!😭😭😭

COMING IN AT NUMBER 9!!!😤

JUNKO. ENOSHIMA. <- I DO 🗣🙅‍♀️NOT🙅‍♀️❗️ FW HER. AT ALL!🔥🔥🔥 SHE ENDED THE WORLD BECAUSE SHE WAS BORED?!☠️ SHE ABUSES HER SISTER?😱 SHE 🚫CANT🚫 COME UP WITH A BETTER NAME FOR A JUNKO-DOMINATED WORLD THAN "JUNKO-LAND🤓" THAT 😩SUCKS😩 SHIT MAN I DO NOT FW HER!!!😰

NEXT AT NUMBER 8❗️❗️❗️🦅🔥🔥🔥

🚫TARGETTED MOTIVES.🚫 <- ENOUGH WITH THE 🙅‍♀️TARGETTED🙅‍♀️ MOTIVES!!! I DONT CARE ABOUT THE 😾TWILLIGHT SYNDROME😾 💫MURDER💥 CASE. I DO 🙅‍♀️NOT🙅‍♀️ FW THE BETRAYAL MOTIVE, I DO 🙅‍♀️NOT🙅‍♀️ CARE ABOUT THE FAMILY MOTIVE COMING BACK IN V3, I DONT☠️ CARE WHO HAS MY GODDAM 😤MONOPAD😭 BECAUSE I JUST WOKE UP AS SHUICHI😤😤😤😤 I DO 🙅‍♀️NOT🙅‍♀️ GIVE A DAM🚫 LEMME SLEEP!!!

HERE WE GO AT NUMBER 7!!!😩

I DO 🙅‍♀️NOT🙅‍♀️ CARE🤓 ABOUT 🚫ANY🚫 OF THE SHIPS WITH THE FOLLOWING CHARACTERS: 🚫MIKAN🚫, 🙅‍♀️KYOKO🙅‍♀️, 🦅🦅HIYOKO🦅, 😀TWOGAMI👍, 💥TERUTERU💥, 🤷‍♀️RYOMA🤷‍♀️, 🤠KIRUMI, GONTA😕, MAKOTO 🚫🔥 BYAKUYA☠️☠️☠️(<- SPECIFICALLY❗️), JUNKO😔✊🏻. MUKURO🙅‍♀️, IZURU🚫🚫🚫🚫, CHIHIRO🔥🔥🔥!!! <- WHY⁉️THEY DO 🙅‍♀️NOT🙅‍♀️ FW ME, THEY 🚫ARE HARD TO SHIP🚫. I DONT GET IT. I DO 🤷‍♀️NOT🤷‍♀️ CARE ABOUT ANY OF YOUR SHIPS🚫 WITH THESE CHARACTERS👍 INVOLVED.💥💥💥

ALMOST HALFWAY AT NUMBER 6😤

😤THE ANIMATION ADAPTIONS.😤 <- I 🙅‍♀️DONT🙅‍♀️CARE FOR 🤓CHISA YUKIZOME🤓. I 🙅‍♀️DONT🙅‍♀️CARE ABOUT THE 🤓ANIMATION🤓. I DONT☠️ CARE ABOUT ANY OF IT. I DONT CARE ABOUT THE 🥵SOUP SCENE😛 OR THE 🤥JURRASIC SHIT😟 SCENE. I 🙅‍♀️DONT🙅‍♀️ GAF. I JUST 😵COULDNT 😵‍💫CARE LESS❗️❗️❗️❗️

HALFWAY THERE AT NUMBER 5❗️❗️❗️

😵CHAPTER 3 THH 😵<- I HATE IT, I HATE THE TIME MACHINE SCENE. I 🙅‍♀️DONT🙅‍♀️ FW YOU IF YOU 😔LIKE ✊🏻THE TIME MACHINE SCENE. I 🗣HATE💥 THE WHOLE PLOT, THE MOTIVE WAS TOO 🚫FUCKING OBVIOUS🚫, I HATED THE 😤COMPLEX PLAN😤, I HATED THE WILD GOOSE🤥 CHASE, I HATED THE SEARCH☠️, I HATED THE TRIAL🦅, I HATED HOW QUICKLY🤷‍♀️ CELESTE🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥 LOST HER COMPOSURE😤, WORST 😱CHAPTER IVE PLAYED SO 😕FAR, DO NOT FW IT.🔥🔥🔥🔥

HERE WE GO AT NUMBER 4❗️😵

OVERUSED JOKES🤥 <- I DO NOT LIKE😵 11037😵 MEMES, 💥MONDO BUTTER💥, HANG IN THERE IBUKI😔, 🗣YASUHIRO WEED MAN❗️, KOREKIYO SEESAW😱MEMES, (<- THE 🚫FUCK🚫 DOES THAT MEAN I HAVENT PLAYED IT YET?!), SAYASNAKE😵‍💫 JOKES! JUST SHUT UP🙅‍♀️ PLEASE IVE😟 ALR HEARD IT 10000999🔥🔥🔥🔥 TIMES. 😰

BRONZE MEDAL FOR NUMBER THREE OF TOP 10 THINGS I DO NOT FW IN DANGANRONPA❗️😵

MISCHARACTERISATION 😾<- MIKAN IS 🙅‍♀️NOT🙅‍♀️ HELPLESS, CHIHIRO DID 🙅‍♀️NOT🙅‍♀️"DO NO WRONG", LEON🔥 🙅‍♀️DOESNT USE GIRLS🙅‍♀️, MAKOTO ISNT A 😝VANILLA BEAN😝, KYOKO IS NOT YOUR NUMBER ONE WAIFU😔, SOUDA CARES ABOUT STUFF OTHER THAN 🥵SONIA🥵, HIMIKO IS 🙏CHILL🙏, MONDO IS 🙅‍♀️NOT🙅‍♀️ THE 🚫ALPHA🚫, CELESTIA IS NOT ☠️GOTHIC MUMMY ☠️UWU FOR LYING ABOUT USA🦅🇺🇲 (WITHOUT THE U), BYAKUYA WOULD 🤡STEP ON YOU😶 IF HE MET YOU IRL, 😳KIYOTAKA😦 IS NOT A SWEET 🧐INNOCENT🧐 BABY WHO WANTS TO BE 🙅‍♀️DOMINATED🙅‍♀️, MAHIRU IS NOT JUST HER 😱VIEWS😱 ON MEN, TENKO IS MORE THAN A 🤡DEGENERATE MALE🤡 HATER, ANGIE IS MORE THAN ATUA🙏, STOP MISCHARACTERISING THEM PLEASE😭😭!!!

COMING IN AT NUMBER 2 OF DANGANRONPA THINGS I DO NOT FW IS 🚫PEOPLE WHO EXCUSE THE BAD THINGS A CHARACTER HAS DONE🚫

PEOPLE, PLEASE. I 🙅‍♀️DONT🙅‍♀️ KNOW OR 😳CARE😳 WHO YOUR FAVOURITE 🥵CHARACTER IS🦅🦅🦅, I CAN CERTIFY🙏 THAT THEY 😀HAVE/DID😀 SOMETHING WRONG WHETHER IT BE IN THE 🚫KG🚫, OR OUTSIDE OF IT. (<- 🗣AND IF THEY HAVENT THEY MOST LIKELY HAVE NO PERSONALITY🔥🔥🔥🔥) ILL USE MY FAVOURITES AS AN EXAMPLE:

KIYOTAKA - 🤡STOP BEING SO PUSHY MAN.🤡

KAZUICHI - 😀PRINCESS SONIA? STFU MAN YOURE BEING WEIRD.🚫

AKANE/NEKOMARU/MAHIRU - 😤THE WHOLE SDR2 CAST WERE REMNANTS MATE???❗️

TENKO - 😭STOP BEING SEXIST TENKO, WE GET IT THEYRE DEGENERATE!😭

MONDO - 😵KILLED A GUY? KILLED HIS BROTHER (ACCIDENTALLY), IS IN A LEGITIMATE GANG??? HELLO❗️⁉️😰

STOP PRETENDING YOUR FAVOURITE CHARACTER HAS NO FLAWS❗️❗️❗️❗️!😾

AND FINALLY AT NUMBER 1 OF THINGS IN THE DANGANRONPA FANDOM I DONT FW, TAKING THE GOLD MEDAL IS... 🚫PROSHIPPERS!!!🚫 <- 🗣STOP RUINING THE FANDOM REPUTATION!!!🚫

TOXIC YURI IS TOXIC!!!!😱 JUNKO 🙅‍♀️DOESNT🙅‍♀️ CARE FOR HUMAN LIFE!!! DESPAIRCEST IS ILLEGAL!!! ☠️STOP🚫 SHIPPING 😭THE NAEGI SIBLINGS😭, JUNKAN🚫🚫🚫🚫 IS BADDD, 🤡STOP SHIPPING PEOPLE WITH PEOPLE WHO WONT TREAT THEM RIGHT🤡

Okay that's all lmao, if you don't agree with this that's fine, I'm being harsh i know, but again, this is just my opinion. Please just keep scrolling instead of hating it took me ages to work up the courage to make and post this!

[hanafubukki]

I’ve just gotten into Delicos Nursery and I can’t believe my brain came up with this sad idea, especially with Dalis wife’s death. I thought of Malleus and Yuu being married and due to Jamil finally having enough and over throwing Kalim. Malleus wants to keep out of the conflict since he has his 4 year old son, Tsunotarou, and their new born daughter Meleanor, Melea for short to look after. Jamil never forgave Yuu for rejecting him, choosing royalty and decides to get revenge. Sebek and Silver try to get to the young royals as Malleus is holding the others off since they are beginning to become overwhelmed by the sheer number of enemies. He tells Yuu to hide and they get mind controlled to kill Malleus. Malleus freezes because he can’t bring himself to hurt them and Sebek intervenes and kills Yuu. He couldn’t let his King die, but for killing the Queen he will accept his punishment. Jamil slinks back to the shadows disappointed, but thinks this could work in his favor later. Malleus doesn’t punish Sebek and takes his anger out on the remaining soldiers of Jamil’s “army”. For the first time in centuries since King Levarne’s death, the citizens of Briar Valley hear the cry of the Dragon once more.

…Anonie you get back here!

Anonie why?!? OTL 💔😭

I’m sorry to my followers and friends who are Jamil fans, I’m going to skin him alive!! 🤺

Poor Sebek 😭 killing Malleus’s Queen and his beloved friend. Malleus losing his wife and the children their mother.

“Use it to his advantage later” oh hell no, Malleus is going to make your death painful.

I hope you continue to enjoy Delico’s Nursery Anonie. 💞💞 I chose to answer this before the new episode drops tomorrow. Time to see how it all goes down 🥳🤩

…but come here 🤺, we need to talk. 🤺😤

[mjtheartist04]

I GOT MY BLUERASPBERRYMELON QUESTIONS!

number 1, how did rika find out she was preggy

number 2, what was genya's reaction to preggy rika

number 3, was ichiro an accident or was he planned

number 4, will ichiro get any new siblings

also fun fact, i was planning on having my emiko have a miscarriage so ye

and fun fact, the most kind, friendly and beautiful person was sent this ask

HI EVELYN!!!💖🥺 ahh thank you!🫶

how did rika find out she was preggy?

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It started with the cravings and eating a lot-😀 then it got to where she was feeling different and she noticed that she hasnt started her menstruation like usual…that’s when she knew she was indeed pregnant✨ she’s had a feeling this whole time-

what was genya's reaction to preggy rika?

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He was in tears of joy😭💜 he was so excited to have his own little family🥹 and when he sees that baby bump🙌 he is there placing gentle kisses on her belly and talking to the baby- AUGH😭💖 he also never lets Rika do anything BEACUSE SHE HAD TO BE TAKEN CARE OF thirsty? He already has a glass of water in his hand, need to go pee? He’s carrying her to the bathroom, hungry? He’s already cooking up something. He made sure she got that princess treatment✨😌

was ichiro an accident or was he planned?

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Planned✨ they’ve talked about having their own family one day and made sure they had save up enough for whatever the baby will need, and when they were ready THEY WERE READY✨

will ichiro get any new siblings?

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I dont think so- they are happy with having one child!…I mean I’m not saying they might not change their mind later on…maybe one or two more?…or more-👀 I’ll think about it🤭

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AHHH THANK YOU FOR THE ASK EVE😭 AND NUH UH *UNO REVERSE CARD* YOU ARE THE MOST KIND, FRIENDLY, LOVELY, WONDERFUL AND THE MOST BEAUTIFUL PERSON! WHAT DO YOU MEAN!???😤💖💖💖

[girlgenius1111]

Hello! Me again!! Pretending to be reading this on Wattpad 🫣 I COMPLETELY missed the fact that you posted part 4... Whoops...

Ingrid cut her off. “María, darling, I love you, but take a breath.” You watched amused as Mapi literally took a deep breath at Ingrid’s instruction. “Okay, now go pick out a couple new mugs over there and then come back.”  - the gentle parenting 😌

“Good.” Ingrid said. “MARÍA, come here.” 

Mapi returned like a puppy being called back to its owner, with a single mug in her hands. - you need to STOP making me laugh, I know you're lulling me into a false sense of security just to trick me into crying after :(

You’d looked relieved, Ingrid felt relieved, and Mapi was just happy to be there. - Mapi is so Ken coded 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺

Mapi said casually, knowing exactly who was just a few steps from the family room. Sue her if she wanted to see Ingrid’s reaction to your tattoo. - HA Mapi is just trying to stir things up 🤭

“I’m not crying, I’m not. I’m just- tattoos are bad. Really bad. You shouldn’t have that. Tattoo. Of my number. On your body forever. My baby sister,” She trailed off, biting her lip when it began to tremble. - STOP MAKING ME FEEL THINGS. but this actually made me laugh out loud, "tattoos are bad. really bad." - © Ingrid Engen

Mapi laughed, throwing her hands up in the air. “I’m just kidding, princesa, relax! God you sound like Alexia when I joked that I was going to tattoo Fresa when she was 12.  I thought Ale was going to hit me.”  - FRESA MENTIONNNN ‼️A WIN FOR THE GIRLIES ‼️

“We don’t have sex! We don’t! Abstinence is key!” Ingrid shouted after you, sighing heavily when she heard you laugh from the stairs. She turned to Mapi with a defeated look on her face. - well now I'm curious 👀👀 HAVE they had sex since Sol moved in?? Do they do it while she's asleep?? Do they call Frido to keep Sol occupied and away from the house??? The world needs answers 😤

"Please stop calling. I am focused on Solstråle right now. You’ve really hurt her, and neither of us are ready to talk to you yet. Please respect that." - ohhhh no. I can see where this is going. Poor Soli is about to get a really angry phone call isn't she? 😬

She wasn't sure why, but it suddenly felt like things might be okay from here on out. She would be wrong. - that is FOUL. Jail for girlgenius1111! Jail for girlgenius1111 for ONE THOUSAND YEARS.

“You’re ruining our family.” - that BITCH

When Ingrid opened the door, though, it wasn’t her teammate on the front porch. It was your father. - ummm PLOT TWIST???? Out of all the possibilities of who was at the door, I never thought of him

It was, of course, at this moment that you came down the stairs to fill up your water.- NOOO WHY DO YOU KEEP DOING TGIS TO ME :(((((( Don't you WANT Sol to be happy?!

They were downstairs, talking about how they didn’t want you, after spending so long lying and saying they did. - NO STOP 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

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I got too into the fic, and forgot to take notes near the end. Take that as a compliment, because it was INCREDIBLE. I'm very glad you finally gave Sol her happy ending 🥺🙏❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

god i live for things like this truly.

ingrid absolutely sees gentle parenting tiktoks and thing… this isn’t a bad idea. for my girlfriend.

heheheheh i like to make everyone giggle and then rip them in half with sadness

fresita mention 😇😇😇

LMAO well she’s been there for 6 months so they def have. they just have to be quiet. but ingrid always acts weird afterwards and sol knows exactly what’s gone on

i don’t want to go to jail 😔😔😔

that BITCH is exactly what i thought to myself AFTER writing that sentence

so glad i executed that plot twist well

i do want sol to be happy she just has to suffer a litttttle more first

getting too into the fic to take notes is the highest compliment that you could give i appreciate you very much nonny ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

[destinyc1020]

Bob iger full off shit,all this corporate stuff planned for years ahead so its was all on him. Phase 4 was his fault his directions, previous CEO was bad too he was puppet without any power and directors board was against him,he was there 2 years and Iger fire him lol and blame him for fail of phase 4 and begining of phase 5. Now they need years build up momentum and try not flop bc any next flop would be judged very harsh,that why they cancelled all for 2024 only left Deadpool bc it's most safe bet to make 1b. Other film for not seems weak cap4 blade. Their only hope it's avengers, spiderman not theirs golden goose but they need him for avengers,so it's difficult situation for them. Only one thing he right, people want good films and people will came back if they get few in the row.

Yea I have had a shot taste in my mouth with Bob Iger ever since his comments during the WGA and SAG Strikes of last year. 😒

Not only that, but I do find it weird how the former CEO was fired so quickly smh. 🤦🏾‍♀️

I honestly think Disney needs to STOP trying to be in everyone's entertainment media, take a step BACK, allow some time to pass with these Marvel films and series, and just take a BREAK my God! 😩

Let people miss you!! 😭😭

To me, it's become a bit oversaturated. 👀

After Endgame, NWH and Black Panther, Marvel really should have taken a good 4-year BREAK lol. 😅

Work on developing GOOD scripts and films. They're so afraid someone else will come and dominate, that they're afraid to take a break! 🥴

Get back into writing good children's movies again. 😔

They're having flop after flop probably coz they're trying to do way too much, and they have their hands in everybody's entertainment these days. Every 5 business days Disney is buying up some other company it seems. 🙄😒

I also find it funny how they swear they're doing so badly financially, but yet, I know what they charge ppl for Disney tickets! 😤

How are you doing that badly when you're making billions? I don't get it. 🫤

I knew though that when all these execs in Hollywood were being stubborn during the strikes that they must not be doing as well financially as they want ppl to think they are. 👀

They still want old-school Marvel numbers, but they forget that this was a different time back then!

You can't have a win every single time. Especially when you're churning out TOO much content all at once.

Some ppl have moved on. 👀

[glassesblu]

2, 4, and 25 for the artist asks!

Hi fero hello!!! Thank you for the ask 😤

Artist Asks

Answered numbers

2. 5 favourites of your own work?

ahhh getting my ass once again? Very well :)

It is hard to pick 5 exactly (and in the end I didn't pick just 5...), but I suppose I should give different images that the previous ask!

Can we count these as 1? Here's my favorite colored and black and white sketchpage :)! (These were commissions, the BnW one for my dearest @belltrigger, and I'm still open to doing commissions like these! If interested, hit me Up ;P)

2, a comic! I *have* to color this someday. I've just been way too busy 😭

Aaand more, illustrations! I think these tomgreg stuff and my latest valentine piece just make me rly happy. And my standees make me so super happy.

4. Favourite things to draw?

Comics for sure! I loooove thumbnailing and sketch refining and panelling and speech bubble placing and composing and all that! It's just super fun to me. I also love doing sketch pages! There's just such a joy in making those ^_^

25. Based on your recent reference searches, what would the FBI assume about you?

ahhh something rly boring perhaps? X) I'm always looking up references like "prosthetic leg" "couples dancing" "hand holding back"

Or something about adobe products like

"How to do X on indesign?"

I guess its really obvious that I'm an artist XD?

Though I do have

"Yor anime statue dick" or "Loid pussy statue" cause i was trying to show my friends those anime statues 😭

Ps check out my linked source for Submas merch Pre-Orders ;)

[unsettlingcreature]

for the fan fiction ask:

4, 20, 6, 9, 69

(I would have put them in their proper number order but >:3 mweheheheh)

4. How do you choose which fics to write?

In the past, I'd just do whatever I felt like but I'd end up with a bunch unfinished/abandoned. Now I'm focused on the one that makes me happiest, with side stories that follow the rule of "this makes me happy to think/write about" and that I know I won't lose motivation on.

20. Do you prefer writing AUs or canon fics?

It's hard because with my OCs, I prefer writing canon fics but with not my OCs, I prefer AUs or canon divergent fics.

6. What's the last line you wrote?

Turns out it's a piece of dialogue,

"If I'm to have any chance of survival, I have no choice but to stick with the group and when you're snapped up in its jaws, I'll only be able to say I told you so."

9. Does the word [word] appear in your writing?

You didn't specify a word but if you want to do it, I'll look when I'm home 😤

20. What are your favourite fics at the moment?

For ones I've written, that would be my current longfic I'm working on, bury me in the garden, lay me where i am loved, because it's something that actively is making me feel joy as I play Arielle and write about her.

Otherwise, it would be Rook, Bishop, Pawn which I wrote in 2021 about Perseus and is one of my proudest fics I've written. I think it's a really good look into his inner thoughts throughout the campaign and encapsulates who and what he was about perfectly. I still love Perseus as a character/oc/blorbo so much and love talking about him at any opportunity. I really want to write about him more too, I just haven't decided what form that'd be in 😭

[btsmosphere]

tagged by @toikiii 💞

Rules: write down your top 10 biases and answer the following questions

Lee Know (SKZ)

V (BTS)

Somin (KARD)

IN (SKZ)

Rosé (Blackpink)

Suga (BTS)

Aisha (Everglow)

J.seph (KARD)

Bang Chan (SKZ)

Jimin (BTS)

1. Between 1&4 who would you rather kiss?

Lee Know!!!!!!!!! I’m down so bad for this man

2. Between 2&7 who would be your best friend?

Probably V, idk if I would pass the vibe check but I would love to spend time with him talking about weird shit or watching movies. he’s so interesting, literally let me hang out with him one time!!

3. Between 5&10 who has the better voice?

FUCK

ROSÉ or JIMIN?????

no, how can you pick this. they are some of the most iconic kpop voices why why whyy did I ever number them like this..

on personal preference............. Jimin? because his voice is very unique and he does have great stylistic control. but this was so damn hard

4. Between 1&8 who is the funniest?

they’re both v funny, but for my sense of humour probably Lee Know. or maybe just because I will laugh at all his jokes anyway because I’m whipped. it doesn’t matter

anyway J.seph is very funny in a silly and sometimes slapstick kind of way, but Lino is more calculated, teasing one liners that I have no clue how he comes up with without blinking. it’s kind of impressive

5. Between 6&9 who would you date?

oooooooooooof

once again, these are both strong contenders and ultimate boyfriend material but I’m gonna pick Yoongi. him and Chan honestly both seem like such considerate partners and have a lot of the same things going for them, Yoongi just has the edge in my heart haha

6. Between 9&10 who would you do a collaboration with?

okay so, if I could sing I would love to duet with Jimin. BUT a) I can’t and b) Chan I feel is a bit more musically interesting to me, he’s been writing his own stuff for a lot longer and I would love to be part of that process. I think our taste probably overlaps a bit more too, as he loves making heavier stuff

7. Between 4&8 who is the better dancer?

Honestly these two aren’t the strongest dancers on my list, which still makes it difficult😅gotta pick J.seph, he’s got a few more years under his belt and carries off his moves with a style that can mask any technique things

8.Between 3&5 who would you most likely marry?

I think Somin, she’s just so cute I want to keep her in my pocket so this arrangement works perfectly

9. Between 1&7 who would you nurse when they are sick?

Lee Know!! he better get better so he can go back to the dance battle with god he apparently has going on. and I’m sure stray kids is in chaos without him. I’ll do my best as a completely untrained doctor!!😤😤

10. Between 2&3 who has the better smile?

how can you do this to me both of them are top tier visuals, when they aren’t smiling they’re just ungodly intimidating levels of hot, but when they smile... insert mushy music

GAHH help no help how do I pick?!? this may be too difficult

(I gave up)

11. Between 6&8 who would you vacation with?

why is this game so hard😭😭honestly my first thought was seph, since he would be a ball of energy and very fun. but Yoongi knows what’s up on a holiday, he has everything prepared for you and he’ll hold your bag while you force him to take photos of you.. can I take both?? that would be the ultimate team

my cop out answer is that it would depend what kind of holiday..

okayy let’s ignore how I got less decisive with every question, and I’ll tag:

[waitingformyfavoritesongs]

5th fe bru ar y 2023 4:43 am pdt Sunday ☀️

I typed more on the last post but the save button grayed out, so it’s not getting up. Demon lord is making it impossible 2 write more on my aunt & cousin. Looks like I’m getting eczema again in my left hand. Have diarrhea again , difficulty breathing again. Incubus made the little bedroom 🛌 air feel toxic bcz he’s trying 2 kill me 4 trying to be less noisy so my mom can sleep without my coughing waking her up. My aunt didn’t want to give this room back to me when I asked if I should stay in the bedroom bcz my coughing is keeping up my mom even though they had been sleeping @ the same time. 4:48 am pdt

4:49 am pdt a lot of shot got screwed up. I think my aunt & cousin are incubus slaves? Or willing worshippers? Can’t tell. It’s hard. How can you worship someone who hurts you? 4:51 am pdt

5:31 am pdt difficulty breathing & heavy bleeding 🩸

5:32 am pdt I 5:34 am pdt I think incubus wants me to get shot down like a “Wendy bird” tinker bell 🔔 cannot trust her. 5:35 am pdt I don’t know 🤷🏻‍♀️ nick carter. I liked Backstreet Boys, but when I was a kid I thought Brian was the cute one. Now, I don’t trust nick carter. 5:37 am pdt I also thought Justin Timberlake was cute. I once had a dream that he rejected me bcz I was short like an elf was it? Mini... I think they are shrinking my mom, too 😭 5:40 am pdt ≈2000 years ago they thought Jesus was perfect? Idea of perfect person existed back then? But sacrificed at ≈33 years old. 5:42 am pdt 5:43 am pdt

6:42 am pdt my ex bf b4 he was my BF asked me if I was being myself. I felt like I lied to him. I thought I lied to him. I said yes. Difficult 2 know when nothing is real? Stuck in the matrix. Red pill 💊 blues. When I transferred to university I told a school 🏫 mate I had difficulty being myself. She told me she thought she liked me anyways & that I was the nice kind of crazy. 6:46 am pdt

6:47 am pdt a step in the right direction? Still having pain nausea heavy bleeding 🩸 & the air bugs me again. Incubus released poison ☠️ into the air. Poison ☠️ control number is 222? 6:49 am pdt if written 2 like a, & mirrored 🪞 it looks 👀 like 666? 6:50 am pdt dr. Jeckyl? Spelling. 6:50 am pdt

6:53 am pdt different girls same song 🎵 serenading. In 2020 when I was trying 2 move on from incubus & was texting 💬 a man I met b4 years ago at college, my mom turns on the radio 📻 to the station Alice? & not long after m5’s nobody’s love 💕 comes on. He’s toying 🧸 w/me. It had been more than or about a year I think 🤔? Since I checked on the incubus? Stroh news 📰 comes out & vids of her playing beautiful mistakes & wearing probably a large locket necklace. 6:58 am pdt he writes his own songs??? Or pay 💰 his own Shakespeare 2 write ✍️ sonnets = poems meant 2 convince women 2 have s*x with his clients/ (back is burning 🔥 coughing difficulty breathing. Had diarrhea essentially @ 6:17 am pdt) 4got the word commission pops n2 head I think 🤔 that’s the word. 7:02 am pdt Scott did choose 2 insert himself w/o condom w/o permission from me verbally & I did not nod my head & I also yelled out immediately when he started that we shouldn’t be doing that/this. Other guys at least respect that part. I think 🤔 maybe he is too used to getting what he wants? 7:05 am pdt after that, it was easy for him to stop talking to me/calling me. 7:06 am pdt

7:12 am pdt Instagram

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Sumner stroh’s ig October 2021 post 7:17 am pdt

7:22 am pdt pain all around rib cage bone breaking now feels tight as if rib cage is a corset around my lungs 🫁... kagome... bird cage... incubus did this to me 2019. 😵😞😖😭😤🥵😤🥵 not nice. 7:24 am pdt incubus is extremely unkind to me. 7:25 am pdt every time I think I don’t have a husband, he hurts my ribs. 7:26 am pdt incubus is the worst husband in the universe. 7:27 am pdt incubus is the monster 👹 that lives in my dreams. 7:27 am pdt 🎶🎼🎵🎸

8:58 am pdt there was a (cramps feels like period or diarrhea while having a lot of rib cage area pain more gurgle more heat 😖😭😖😭😖😭😖😖😖😖😖😭😭😭😭 8:59 am pdt) an attractive young man working at the grocery store 🏬 & I think 🤔 he was maybe interested in me too. But, I felt like I maybe would lose control around him & I think I was also mayb shy around him. Bcz I was afraid & felt I could not trust myself around him , I tried to stay away from him. Bcz I was also shy a coworker misinterpreted/assumed the way I felt about him Bcz I maybe I didn’t say much to him so she shunned me. It was hard to put up 🆙 w/ being treated that way when I was trying to keep out if trouble due to boundary? Issues when dating men I was attracted to. Also when I took accounting 🧾 class a young man showed interest in me once, he was probably too young for me but I also 9:07 am pdt toilet 🚽

6 fe bru ar y 2023 Moon 🌙 day lunes getsuyoubi

9:35 am pdt I have never 👎 cut off anyone’s legs 🦵 that I can recall ⚖️🐍🦎🐊♎️🎹 9:36 am pdt 🗽👀👁👁9:38 am pdt 🧜‍♀️🧜‍♂️🧜9:41 am pdt ☯️9:44 am pdt

10:01 am pdt b4 2006, I was a little clumsy, & my hips would collide w/door knobs & sharp corners of kitchen counter tops? I have weird memories of doing that a lot it hurt a lot. 10:03 am pdt I guess it was prepaid karma bcz I don’t remember doing that to anyone b4 that happened to me. 10:04 am pdt I didn’t hang out w/many people either b4 then. 10:05 am pdt

I 10:25 am pdt when I lived in blossom hill, & I think I felt that Nick & “Brendan” had moved on, in an attempt to be cool 😎 I jumped off a few steps above ground from the stairs a few times. Each time I did it I felt my legs 🦵 hurt a lot. I think it shortened my legs 🦵. I don’t think I ever did that to anyone either. 10:30 🕥 am pdt

6:40 pm pdt I think 🤔 the incubus is against me bcz I embarrassed Nicolatian Nick. On MySpace years after high school 🏫 graduation 👩‍🎓 I found his account & he had changed his name to “nickolai” on it. I think 🤔 I embarrassed him Bcz I told a person & then it probably spread from there. I don’t have friends anymore. I don’t know 🤷🏻‍♀️ much bcz rarely anyone tells me anything but I thought I overheard something 2 make me believe that bcz my friend that I told did not tell me anything. One of his friends afterwards did treat me in a sorta not respectful way thinking back on it. I had started to like one of his friends & we flirted senior year, but he didn’t consider dating me, he instead went for a sophomore or freshman, & I heard he slept 🛌 w/ one of my friends. 6:50 pm pdt I felt guilty flirting w/him after she told me but whatever what is there to do. We never kissed. We touched each other’s hands 🙌 & he tickled my knees & he flipped my hair on a dare it seemed. 6:54 pm pdt (7:14 pm pdt even though we didn’t go that far , it felt sexually charged to me... I don’t know if he felt that way about the way we touched each other, but it was enough to trigger feelings of guilt when I thought 💭 about my friend 7:16 pm pdt) Nick wanted me to come to his workplace, on the opposite side of town, opposite direction of school 🏫, but I guess it wasn’t that far. 6:55 pm pdt he described he wanted me in the back room & he wanted to finger me. & then he asked me if I could come the upcoming weekend. I m guessing he probably would have taken it further if I chose to meet him there. Coincidentally I had to go to my dad’s place that weekend so I told him that. & then he didn’t ask again. It was the first time probably that I mentioned my dad bcz I don’t recall him having any curiosity to ask me anything personal. I wonder 💭 if it scared him that I had a dad? I wonder if he somehow knew things about me without asking... maybe 🤔 he had access to someone? Bcz it was weird, once I stepped away from the place I usually ate lunch at school 🏫, heart ♥️ pain 7:23 pmpdt, & it was the same place as his locker, & when I came back someone said he came by to his locker. Makes me think 🤔 that maybe 🤔 he’s psychic? Or he had lackeys. 🙇🙇🙇🙇. Why would a high school 🏫 student have lackeys? He rich 🤑 & powerful & I didn’t know any better? I guess that’s why he didn’t want to date me but use me like a prostitute. 7:26 pm pdt he dated someone named Chelsea in middle school 🏫 & I heard randomly that she did a blowjob on him the summer btwn 8th & 9th grade & I didn’t even talk to him until freshman year English class. But we rarely said a word to each other; I was shy & didn’t know much to say. This Chelsea I heard is the niece of a famous band from Bay Area. 7:30 🕢 pmpdt incubus is warning me I’m going to die or get destroyed if mention his work place. So I guess I’m not allowed 🚫 to say much. I don’t know 🤷🏻‍♀️ much about nicolatian but if involves treating women like playing cards & prostitutes I’m not sure 🤔 if I’d want to be married to a guy like that. Is that what swinging is? Hoshi = star ⭐️ nihongo. There’s a Mika nakashima song 🎵 I don’t know enough Japanese to know every word in the 🎵 song 🎶. Jordi? 7:36 pm pdt

7:50 pmpdt Nick’s mom I think 🤔 probably divorced Nick’s dad, remarried a Filipino man 👨, & Nick took his last name. His father’s... autocorrect says “name death cousin” so I guess I’m being threatened by the incubus. Cousin in the hotel 🏨? The one you told to that I have bad vibes? Why would anything I write ✍️ affect her now? Does Nick have lackeys at her current hotel 🏨 in the Bay Area & they are assassins? 7:55 pmpdt

8:12 pmpdt incubus is burning 🥵 me up 🆙 again I might as well be walking 🚶🏿‍♀️ on the sun ☀️ 🎵

[c-nan]

thank you so much for the tag <33

i love me some blorbos 😈 (this became an untamable monster of a post)

1. Shirley Feeney 🥰 - Laverne and Shirley

she is so embarrassing (/pos (affectionate)) i’m actually in love with her. the shirley feeney shimmy walk works on three people: carmine, laverne, and ME. no but fr her optimism and hopes and willingness to put her all into everything no matter what people think of her has helped me through some stuff, there’s a reason she’s at the top.

2. Dawn Summers - Buffy The Vampire Slayer

forever and always a dawn summers protecter. she did NOTHING wrong 😤 she’s sweet and smart and SELFLESS and deserves the world. plus she’s a funky little 1000 year old 14 year old 2 year old key; it doesn’t get better than that fr. wanna give her a hug!

3. Gabrielle - Xena

my first ever favorite character <33 words can’t describe how much i love her <3 and omg her character development is the best i’ve ever seen! truly a character of all time <3

4. Kara Danvers - Supergirl

dorky kryptonian <3 oh how many hours i spent reading fanfic of her (and loving every second). my supergirl/supercorp side may have faded but i am always a kara danvers stan (she’ll always be a be a beloved to me 🥺) and supercorp truther (they’re endgame idc what canon says)

5. Alexis Rose - Schitts Creek

what i love about her is that she is so nice. like actually genuinely nice!! love that in a person!! and she’s positive and determined and passionate!! and her stories are literally the best. i wanna sit down and have a coffee with her as she tells me literally everything. also, everyone listen to this:

(annie murphy is a god for this 🙏)

6. Nicole Haught - Wynonna Earp

my mom is obsessed with her and honestly damn! i can see why! she’s so dorky and lovable and loyal like!!! not only is she outwardly hot, she is inwardly hot. would LOVE to climb her like a tree

7. Olivia Benson - Law and Order: SVU

my moms favorite character ever ever. i haven’t seen a lot of SVU but from what i have seen, she’s pretty fucking badass and cool. did someone say MILF??! she’s a crime fighting, ass kicking, hottie. (bonus points: mariska and i share a birthday😌)

8. Rose Nylund - The Golden Girls

played by betty white. need i say anymore? need to pull me a bad bitch like that fr. (she’s so cute!! need to sit on my bed and kick my gay little feet as she tells me all about saint olaf)

9. Penelope Garcia - Criminal Minds

i’m actually in love with her. she’s the whole package, quirky, smart, sexy, stylish, optimistic, EVERYTHING!! if you’re seeing this penelope, my name is selah ******* and my phone number is (***)***-**** and my SSN is ***-**-**** call me 🥰

10. Marge Simpson - The Simpsons

she’s the cream of the crop with blue on top! no but she’s the ultimate milf. and that voice 🥵 id krump with her anyday.

this was so fun 😭 i’m tagging @nohomobutactuallyyes @dancedance-resolution @krismunroes @lenny-kosnowski @transcaster @small-clownery @otterfire @geezerflakes @daleks-in-221b and anyone else who wants to!! please do!!

10 Characters from 10 Fandoms! 🥰 (AKA Rafe outs his own kinlist)

Thanks to @thistyrannosaur for tagging me! I hope you have a happy holiday and a lovely new year!!!

1. Castiel (Supernatural)

2. Klaus Hargreeves (The Umbrella Academy)

3. Jesse Pinkman (Breaking Bad)

4. Ash Williams (Evil Dead)

5. The Doctor (Doctor Who)

6. Bruce Wayne / Batman (DC)

7. Lucifer Morningstar (Lucifer)

8. John Constantine (Legends of Tomorrow)

9. Laszlo Cravensworth (What We Do In The Shadows)

10. Adrian Chase / Vigilante (Peacemaker)

Tagging @wkrp @unlikely-lovers @far-from-queens @an-aliens-ghost @your-lordsherlockholmes-posts @newsies-in-the-tardis @freakwiththeknifecollection @c-nan @jervis-tetch-my-beloved @i-am-the-quintessential-queer @samanthabeckett @solfcare @allycattiny @snootchie-bootchies @callingearthitsme @80sfinalgrl​ and anyone else who wants to join!!

[freshcinnamonroll]

Long John Silvers Rated On How Much I, A Lesbian, Desire Him Carnally

i’ve spent the last 6 months doing nothing but obsess over literature’s sexiest pirate daddy and by thunder i’m going to make that everyone else’s problem 😩

Book: i like this man! i’ve never seen a better man! he’s intelligent and smiling! he’s well-spoken! he’s been marauding the seven seas for 138 slutty slutty years! 8.5/10 for being a fantastic jumping off point for even sexier Silvers!

Bonus-Audible Original Drama: sir 😳 i don’t know who decided Silver should have a sexy voice, but they deserve all the promotions! and the decision to make Silver, like, super in love with his wife? inspired! 10/10 would let this man growl into my ear every night but i respect Mrs Silver too much 😭

1934: this man looks like a potato 😔 2/10 at least he’s funny

1950: he’s Not Hot, but he’s marginally better looking than Captain 1934. 4/10 thank you for codifying every pirate trope in hollywood king

1990: hate to say it besties but i think this Silver is hot 😭 8/10 gerontophilia wins

Muppet Treasure Island: where do i even begin? if i loved him less i might be able to talk about him more 😭 this is what it’s all about! his long ringlets! his wicked smile! his fabulous pirate coat! his banger of a musical number! this man would explain the stars to me before ravishing me under the heavens. sure, he MIGHT betray me and all my friends for treasure, but he would at least have the decency to seduce me into a romantic life of adventure and crime along with him! ∞/10 that’s my man 😤

Treasure Planet: look at him! he’s perfect! he is strong, he is reliable, he would make an excellent husband and father! he would give me an touching motivational speech about fulfilling my potential whilst gently making love to me on a quiet night in the etherium, and afterwards he would make me his famous bonzabeast stew. of all the Silvers, he has perhaps the Longest John 😳 100000/10 would be honoured to be one of his spaceport floozies!

2012: would be sexy if not for every single costuming decision that was made 6/10 bald men don’t deserve rights

National Theatre Adaptation: i like this silver! i like that he won’t shut up about only having one leg! i like his inexplicably well conditioned long hair! i like his tarty little outfit change between the first and second act! i like that he serves the same purpose as David Bowie’s character in Labyrinth! 1000/10 would let him mansplain manipulate manwhore his way into my bed

(all my love to @freckledsaint for providing me with a heterosexual’s point of view!)

[ayameyumesaki]

Tokyo Babylon - CLAMP Premium Collection - Commentary Part 5

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Before we continue, I would like to mention that I actually reread X, especially the part where Kamui went to catatonic state. It was... such a rollercoaster, and you would how see Subaru's personality affected his actions when he was 16 and when he was in X (25 y.o.). Maybe I would touch that a bit.

Anyway a lot of things happened in the second half 😳. Let's start!

Last time, we talked about how "dream is an important thing that tells where you hurt". Let's see more about it,

At this point, Seishiro, just close your clinic and start stalk Subaru eveywhere, you one sus man. He asked Subaru whether they could have an afternoon tea date and Subaru said he didn't even know when it would end. The 😎 man said he would wait until his noon shift.

After Subaru went to the hospital, he said it would be easier to help if he is close (to Subaru). Alright...

Next, we are introduced of the girl in the beginning of the chapter, Kaburagi Mitsuki (16 years old). His father was deceased when she was 12 and since then, she lived together with her mother. She went unconscious 4 months ago (14th July) after returning from his high school and doesn't show any sign of waking up. Anyway, her address is in Ebisu, Grand Heights Mansion (its name is Mansion, but for an apartment name it's common to have 'Mansion' in its name) Room Number 804. According to her mother, she doesn't show any strange behavior in that morning, but she was already sleeping when she came home from work. The case is considered uncurable by medical treatment, thus, a strange phenomenon.

Subaru checked the room and there are no malice there. He went to the girl and was surprised because...

He turned sad as he remembered the past.

She was someone from his past, who told him that she hates him because he isn't normal. Subaru was surprised because he was just dreamed about her this morning, and he realized that he isn't normal after all. Reality tasted the most bitter after it hits you, but what could he do? He couldn't do anything about it as he was born with such ability (and personality).

Then, since Mitsuki certainly wasn't manipulated by anyone, he has no choice but to ask her himself.

Subaru: Make my consciousness leaving my body isn't hard, but entering someone's inside is.... ungh....

He is so cute I can't 😭

Then he did his chants and entered Mitsuki's consciousness, or her dream.

Subaru commented that he entered her consciousness rather in ease and usually there would be some rejection. But Subaru did say that it is easier to enter someone's consciousness if they recognize him, which Mitsuki did unconsciously.

Subaru then searched for Mitsuki and he found her, but

(I can't take picture of this magic circle properly so I will take from what is in the internet)

Subaru found her running towards someone on that magic circle. Why I say it is a magic circle, well, it's not, but somehow similar to magic circles we saw in future series (CCS, TRC or xxxHolic). One thing need to be noted here is aside from pentagrams, Subaru, and to some extend Seishiro, didn't have magic circles. This one, strange enough, doesn't look odd and somewhat familiar...

Then Subaru saw himself and said that she still remembered him 🥺 He blushed tho it's cute. Then Mitsuki disappeared and Subaru wondered he appears in Mitsuki's dream.

Then we got a scene where Subaru saved a wounded puppy (probably due to older boys' bully). They told Subaru that the puppy was thrown away and they would raise it. It's fine for them to hit or kick it since it's theirs. Parents, raise your child better! 😤 That's not how you treat animals!

Subaru doesn't let go the dog and stay quiet. Then he was punched. 🤬🤬🤬 WHERE ARE THESE CHILDREN'S PARENTS, WE MUST HAVE A TALK.

And he stood still like that, so the older boys kicked him instead 😭😭😭 Kind, kind Subaru... I believe he doesn't want to fight back as well---his stance is somewhat prepared to fight, but this is Subaru anyway 🥺 Can you imagine how Hokuto and Sumeragi grandma would feel once they saw him hurt like this? Hokuto would chase them until no end 😭

(Next part in reblog!)

[riansdiary]

MY FIRST REVIEW/THOUGHTS BLOG!

Warning: Spoilers Ahead!

If you haven't watched Volume 2 of Stranger Things Season 4, watch it first then come back! Make sure to have snacks and a drink! Also something or someone you can hug because it's intense af.

The first one is gonna be a review/reaction/thoughts about Stranger Things Season 4 Volume 2! 🎉

Here are some emojis that can summarize how I was or how I felt during the binge! This is just something random and fun that I thought of!

😃😊😎😡😤😍😱😒😟😔😢😭😨🙈🙏🙅😁❤

There was a lot of these: 😤😡😱😵😨😭😭😭😇

MY THOUGHTS AND REACTIONS!

I just binged-watched the two episodes yesterday and let me tell you that those four hours were the most gruelling emotionally tormenting episodes of ST for me. I'm not even kidding. This was the first time a show did this to me. I was preparing to watch on my phone and I was on my bed, hugging a stuffed toy that I have because I knew it would be so intense! I saw a photo of Noah that shows how he was after he finished watching the whole thing and it was shared by Millie who played Eleven on Youtube. Girl, I was even worse than Noah after I watched.

I know that like me everyone who loves Stranger Things is very attached to the characters especially our favorite ones. We've been watching this series or show for years! Before it was released, I was so scared because Noah has been spoiling that someone or some people might die. I was so scared that my favorite characters might die just like how everyone else felt. I do have my favorite characters but I also noticed how much I love the others and how I'm so attached to them. Anyway, I got so emotional and I was literally sobbing and crying so much while watching those two episodes. I kinda knew that Eddie might die because I tried to predict or use my intuition to know who will die and I thought of Eddie so I was kinda prepared even though I was still a whole mess when he died.

Let's start with what happened in the Papa episode.

I was so happy that Nancy was freed because she is one of my favorite characters. There was one scene where Nancy was tied on the chair where they put the number tattoo on 001 and the other kids. Vecna was coming closer to her. I kinda thought of something funny out of nowhere. Everyone who is simping or crushing on Jamie a.k.a 001 including myself at that scene would be like, "Wait! First, turn into your 001 form then we can talk!". I don't know, I was just being goofy as usual and I was so excited to watch it! The prosthetic work that was done on Vecna/Jamie was incredible and scary at the same time! I couldn't even look at him that much when I watched the first episodes of Season 4 because I was scared.

One of my favorite scenes was when Will was crying silently in the van and Jonathan saw his brother cry. I think I kinda knew and felt that Will was gay starting when Mike and Eleven fell in love but it was even more evident in Season 4. We love representation for the Lgbtq+ and I was relieved when I saw that Jonathan saw that. I think he's a good big brother especially when he was there for Will when they were filling the fridge with salt. I also loved when Will showed the painting/drawing to Mike and that he's the heart. Without heart, we'd all fall apart. Damn true because if it wasn't for Mike and Will telling him that, they would have failed. Another favorite scene of mine is when Robin was going like "Vecna/Henry/001." They were talking about how they should call Vecna. That was so cute and slightly funny. I was so happy when Jopper met again! We love Joyce and Hopper! Finally!

When Eddie said "Never change, Henderson" I was trying to prepare myself again because from that scene, that's when I had the biggest feeling that confirmed even more that Eddie was gonna die. Really, Duffer Brothers? Just when I was liking Eddie and his smile! Well, we knew this pattern before anyway. Like Barb, Bob and all the new characters we liked. I was so angry when Dr. Brenner was trying to stop El from leaving and when he injected her but my heart sorta softened for him when he carried and saved Eleven from Sullivan and his people. Such stupid people who almost killed the only person who can save everyone and the world. I didn't love what Dr. Brenner has done but him trying to save Eleven from being killed and ending up dying to protect her made me sad.

I loved the moment when Mike and El met again plus Will and Jonathan and her meeting Argyle.

Now for The Piggyback episode!

We have been waiting for a Jopper kiss! We got it finally! I loved their sweet conversation about their date! Also, I freaking hated Jason and his jocks especially Jason on this episode. Gosh! If it wasn't for him, Lucas could've saved Max earlier when El was fighting Vecna again after she heard Mike urging her to fight and finally telling El how he feels about her and telling her so many times that he loves her so much. Lucas would've been able to play Running Up That Hill for Max because the player would not be broken if Jason hadn't disturbed their plan. I was shaking and I was so scared because Max is baiting herself and she's in danger. She's my favorite character other than Nancy and Steve at the same time I have so much attachment and love for the other characters even if they're not my favorite. That was so hard for me to watch. I am so similar in some ways to Max and I connect so much with her. Her personality is quite similar to me. I knew she would say "assholery" and I said it in my mind while watching before she even said it on the episode when she was talking to Ms. Kelly and was being asked about her stepdad. By the way, I've been watching Tik Tok theories and Ms. Kelly is quite suspicious. She has a clock necklace! Hello? Ain't that suspicious enough? Some people say she could be Henry's sister or she's working with him. Interesting.

That epic metal concert performance of Eddie was so amazing. The scene where Eddie and Dustin were in the trailer in the upside down reminded me so much of when the kids were with Mama Steve 😆 in the bus. Okay, that wholesome cute scene of Steve and Nancy! Truly, thanks to Nancy, Steve changed for the better and had this amazing character development and it made us start to love him. I also loved the part where Mike and Eleven were being so cute and catching up then El and Argyle tried to feed him pizza with pineapple on it! That was so funny and for the record, I can eat pineapple on pizza but I eat them first before eating the whole thing because for some reason pineapple on pizza is somewhat sweeter and more delicious than normal pineapple. I've already commented on this one before but the Byers Brothers scene at Surfer Boy Pizza was so touching for me.

I think we all knew when Lucas started saying nonsense shit to Max was when we realized that Vecna took the bait. This was when El was in the sensory deprivation tank a.k.a the fridge tub with salt that they made. So again when Jason and his jock sidekick caught Erica and he started beating Lucas, I was so done with him. I was really annoyed and mad at him. Max needed Lucas just in case and then Jason broke her tape player and headphones. Ugh! Let's not talk about it anymore. When Dustin made it back then Eddie decided to buy more time I was like "Eddie I swear if you- No! Why would you destroy your way back to your world? Oh My God!!! Steve said don't be a hero! Hey!" I was talking in my mind while I was watching the whole time because that's just me and my personality! I was also trying so hard to cope from what was happening. This scene my gosh! A heartbreaker. That was not even the worst for me yet and I was starting to tense up already!

Another line that I liked was before Eddie played the guitar and he said "This is for you, Chrissy!". They would have been so cute together and this was his way of getting revenge because this also caused him to lose his normal life. He was also labeled as a murderer because of Vecna. The scene when Max and El finally saw each other again was so good but then sassy Vecna here interrupted the beautiful reunion. Oh gosh! Also, has anyone seen the photo of Jamie Campbell Bower as Vecna drinking Starbucks? Loved that photo! Sassy Vecna! That moment when El turned Vecna around to face her, I got chills! That scared me when he realized it was El. Let me tell you what I felt during the most emotional, the most terrifying, the most nerve-racking part of this episode. I was physically shaking and I was hugging my penguin stuffed toy close. (everybody has stuffed toys even some adults ofc I'm not a child okay just bcs I have one. I just needed it so badly bcs I needed something to hug.) I honestly felt so scared at that part when everyone was in danger. Very scared for everyone like I wasn't actually okay at this part. I have grown with these characters from watching them since Season 1.

I cried so much at this part. This is the part where I broke down. Actually broke down in tears. As I said, I was actually sobbing so so much while hugging my stuffed toy. This wasn't even the worse part yet for me but this was one of the most tormenting scenes ever. When El was tied down by the vines on the Creel house door and Max was about to be Vecna-ed. I mean about to be killed by Vecna. Ah. This was so hard for me to watch and I mean it. This was the absolute fudging worse for me. This is slightly hard for me to remember again the first time watching it because it was so hard for me. I love Max soooo much! When I remember my first reaction to that scene and remembering how I was feeling, I don't know how to explain how I felt except that it was the most emotionally tormenting scene for me. You know that scene when I thought Max was actually going to die? Her lifting, arm breaking, leg breaking and eyes bleeding... I'm still triggered by it so much it haunts me and I might cry again thinking of that scene. I was at a loss at this part. Duffer Brothers and the ST team did a great job on the scene and the music as well though! I'm actually deep breathing right now because I need to while writing this part. Whoo! I thought that I or we were gonna lose her. This is the hardest part for me to write right now and to explicate/explain/think back from. I'm actually recalling how I felt during that scene and how I was. I wasn't okay at all. I was fully crying and sobbing and I was a whole mess but yeah. How I felt during that part still haunts me like I said. That was so terrifying and so deeply heartbreaking for me.

Thanks to Mike, El was able to break free and give Vecna what he deserves. I was so so relieved that Max was still alive on Lucas but she died or we thought she was gone for a few seconds. The scene where El said "No. You're not going." and she revived Max, I felt relieved and so I finally calmed down after being on the edge of my seat or in this case bed. That scene Joyce, Hopper and Murray working together was so good to watch. Thankfully, Joyce saved Hopper. That whole team dealing with the monsters scene was scary af!

When Eddie was fighting the bats, I still wanted him to survive even though I know he might die. I've loved Eddie Munson so much. His personality and his humor! His cute smile! What's not to love? I kinda liked his little scenes with Steve. I thought he actually survived when Dustin has him but yeah he didn't and that's so sad especially since he is a hero and deserved even more. I did know that they might kill him off because it was gonna be hard to prove him innocent. He possibly wouldn't have a future because of the kills blamed on him. People thought he was the person responsible for the Vecna kills and so I thought that's why he might get killed off by the Duffers. Also that pattern of us liking a new character and they die. Barb, Bob and others as I already mentioned. I knew it but I'm still sad and salty. Not really I'm just joking abt the salty part but yeah I would have loved it if he survived too! Joseph Quinn was amazing there!

When El was fighting Vecna and Nancy, Steve and Robin we're throwing Molotovs I guess, that was such an amazing scene! It was so epic when Nancy was shooting Vecna but then it got scary real quick when Vecna came out of the trance and turned to them. Nancy was so cool on that part! Yes girl! However, Vecna was able to escape and I think this was when the four gates were connecting and being one instead. This is not good. I still hate the part with the news and them saying Eddie is evil or whatever. Also, Hellfire being known as a cult really? How will Dustin take care of Hellfire now? They might need a new name for their D&D club. Then it comes the part when Mike, Will, Argyle, Jonathan and El showed up to the Wheeler house. Loved this part so much and it kinda healed me when the reunions happened and when they were all hugging. So are we getting Jancy or Stancy? Both great anyway but I have a soft spot for Nancy and Jonathan. Karen hugging her son aww! That was so sweet! Nancy and Jonathan hugging and talking after a long time!

I loved the part where they visited Max. Sad that she hasn't woken up yet. This is probably when they would read her letters. On season five I mean! I hope El can find Max in her mind then I'd be completely relieved. Loved that Lucas and Erica were there for her in the hospital and his eye oh no. Also, Dustin is still limping from his injury. I do loved the scene when he talked with Eddie's uncle and remember, Eddie is a hero! Robin and Vickie! Now that was so freaking cute!!! I have such a huge crush on Steve Harrington! I love his character so much and his growth in the show and his amazing hair! When El left the door open three inches when they were cleaning up Hopper and Jane's old place, I really liked that. She always did leave the door three inches open.

That one theory I saw on Tik Tok that said Will was controlled by Vecna all this time because Vecna controls the Mind Flayer, that is so right! Will can still feel Vecna and that he's still alive. I think that this might be the key next season. Will can feel Vecna and this might be a way to know his moves or this might help them in some way to defeat Vecna. Did any of you watch the Tik Tok theory that showed Billy acting and talking like 001 in season 3? At first I was like meh but after watching it again it gave me chills! The comparison of their speech, demeanor and pose was so similar. Billy even said, "did not quite" or "not quite" which was used a lot before by 001 as Peter. The pose! 001 always had his hands together in front of him. If you know the pose that 001 does a lot then you'll know what I'm talking about. I'll give the link to anyone who wants to see the theory video.

Will said that they need to kill Vecna to end it and that they will. The scene of the reunion of El and Hopper was so much needed for me. That kinda healed my heart a bit after the chaos. Aww and she said she kept the door open three inches! I loved that we've always seen her leave the door open three inches just like she said. That El and Hopper scene was so emotional and was so good! Loved that whole scene with my whole heart and also the part when Joyce saw El and hugged her. Then Hopper hugging Mike aww! I repeated watching the hugging, meeting and reunion parts again because I needed it. Badly needed it because it was kinda healing after all the things that happened that was very intense for me. It was crazy. So this was when Will felt something on his neck again and it snowed. Then they saw the mind flayer. Not in Upside Down but actual Hawkins. Oh My God! Horrifying. I think everyone would work together and try to close all four gates.

This is what I'm thinking would happen. Maybe the team would split into four and they would all work together to close the gates. El is gonna have another showdown with Vecna. Would Kali show up on this one? Idk. Of course, it would be epic still! I'm hoping none of them would die! Please! 🙏 I also know that they will read the letters that Max wrote for them while they take care of her in the hospital and wait for her to wake up. I'm really hoping El would be able to make Max wake up and find her in Max's mind. I think Will really might be the key to kill Vecna.

Everyone did such a good job in these two episodes! Great job to the casts and crew! The Duffer Brothers! Amazing work! I'm sorry if this is so freaking long!!! I just wanted to express how I felt! So did anyone know which scene they had to use a harness for Noah? Noah had this picture of him in a harness. Which scene was that for? I hope that isn't for season five bruh. Don't tell me he would get Vecna-ed on season five? Oh please nooo! Hopefully not! Anyway, this is the end of my very long novel I mean blog for Stranger Things Season 4 Volume 2 and thank you so much for reading!!! I hope you enjoyed it! Bye!

Love, Rian 💋