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sharlsworld · 5 months ago

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༘˚⋆𐙚｡⋆ let the light in — 𝐋𝐍𝟒 𖤓

( 𝗅𝖺𝗇𝖽𝗈 𝗇𝗈𝗋𝗋𝗂𝗌 𝗑 𝗋𝖾𝖺𝖽𝖾𝗋 ）

（ 𝗌𝗎𝗆𝗆𝖺𝗋𝗒 ）𝗅𝖺𝗇𝖽𝗈 𝖼𝖺𝗇𝗍 𝗁𝖾𝗅𝗉 𝖻𝗎𝗍 𝗍𝗈 𝖿𝖾𝖾𝗅 𝖻𝗅𝗎𝖾，𝗍𝗈 𝖿𝖾𝖾𝗅 𝗅𝗂𝗄𝖾 𝗁𝗂𝗌 𝗅𝗈𝗇𝗅𝗂𝗇𝖾𝗌𝗌 𝖼𝗈𝗇𝗌𝗎𝗆𝖾𝗌 𝗁𝗂𝗆，𝖻𝗎𝗍 𝗐𝗁𝖾𝗇 𝗁𝖾 𝗋𝖾𝗍𝗎𝗋𝗇𝗌 𝗁𝗈𝗆𝖾 𝗍𝗈 𝗁𝗂𝗌 𝗈𝗇𝖾 𝗅𝗈𝗏𝖾，𝗁𝖾 𝖿𝖾𝖾𝗅𝗌 𝖺𝗌 𝗂𝖿 𝖺 𝗐𝖾𝗂𝗀𝗁𝗍 𝗁𝖺𝗌 𝖻𝖾𝖾𝗇 𝗅𝗂𝖿𝗍𝖾𝖽 𝖺𝗇𝖽 𝖺𝗅𝗅 𝗐𝗂𝗅𝗅 𝖻𝖾 𝖺𝗅𝗋𝗂𝗀𝗁𝗍

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landonorris

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landonorris feels so good to be back home

yn my sweetheart 🤍

⤷ landonorris my babylove

landolovesyn stop he always looks so sad whenever y/n isn’t with him :((

lewistearmeup it’s the fact she was at the race she just went back to monaco earlier then him 😭😭

danielricciardo Rest up mate ❤️

oscarpiastri Lando without y/n: 🖤💔👿🤒😖🤬🖕 Lando with y/n: 🤗😍☺️🫶🏻💘💖

⤷ mclaren Can confirm ✅

georgerussell63 You never smile like that with me…

⤷ landonorris well you don’t let me do the things i do to y/n???

⤷ alex_albon welcome back bud 😀

⤷ yn 🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️

mclaren “we miss you in the paddock queen” we all say in unison

⤷ landonorris she only missed friday???

⤷ mclaren Really? You wanna complain after I found you crying in your drivers room cause you “just need a hug from the one person who can make everything alright” ??

⤷ landonorris must you always expose me to my fans that i always cry whenever i’m not with y/n?? 😤

⤷ mclaren Wasn’t that surprising you literally posted yourself crying in Singapore when you were drunk after y/n went to go to the bathroom

⤷ landonorris WELL SORRY FOR HAVING SEPARATION INZINGTY SUE ME 🙄

⤷ mclaren Anxiety*

⤷ landonorris I HAVE DYSLEXIA SUE ME

⤷ mclaren It sounds like you want us to sue you?? Doesn’t seem like a good idea but If you say so

lilymhe the y/n affect is real

maxverstappen1 Didn’t even see you smile this big in Miami

estiebestie i need myself a y/n to my lando

♥︎ by author

sharls_licklayer he’s so gentle with her #needthat

charles_leclerc Guyssss how sweet 🥹🥹 he’s calling her his home 🥲 my heart 💔❤️

⤷ landonorris shark week?

⤷ charles_leclerc it’s always shark week 😈🦈❤️ #forzaferarri

⤷ charles_leclerc WAIT WAIT WAIT NO PLEASE I DIDNT MEAN IT LIKE THAT

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yn how could anyone hate such a sweet boy

maxverstappen1 He ain’t that sweet when you’re not around trust me

georgerussell63 THEY COULD NEVER MAKE ME HATE YOU LANDO NORRIS

⤷ alex_albon LN4 DEFENDER 4 LIFE

lordperceval typa unconditional love i need in my life

⤷ oscars.pastry the sweet gentle love everyone deserves

sainzpoet y/n is the number 1 lando norris defender

carmenmmundt The sweetest people ever we need a double date soon 🩷

⤷ yn we love you carmen 🩷 and yes i agree i miss you so much

love4lando cause why did everyone start hating him after he started winning?? before miami it was “landos day is coming, lando we could be world champion” and when it came everyone’s like “it was luck he doesn’t deserve it, he’s not championship material, he’s so disrespectful”

⤷ yn fr like let the man breathe damn he can’t say anything without being criticized

carlossainz55 Always matching, always leaving me out 😔

⤷ yn we tried to get to to match with us and you said “no that is childish”

⤷ carlossainz55 Well sorry I didn’t want to wear an “alpha” pj onesie

⤷ yn whatever 😒

mclaren 1 of our 2 golden boys 💛

danielricciardo PAPAYA BUCKET HAT!!!!!!!

alexandrasaintmleux Sigh, I miss you 😢

⤷ yn i miss you too 😓 let’s run away to italy for a bit

⤷ alexandrasaintmleux Packing my bags rn

oscarpiastri Guys this is false, I sleep in the hotel room next to them and occasionally me and lily have sleepovers with them and trust me, he is not that sweet behind close doors if you catch my drift (🍆🍑🍌🍒)

⤷ landonorris really osc?? you just had to let the world know y/n calls me daddy?

⤷ yn do you really want to add another person to the list of people who don’t like you?

⤷ landonorris as long as your not on that list i don’t care who else is baby 🤍

⤷ landonorris wait a minute

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landonorris

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landonorris my solace

yn light of my life

⤷ landonorris keeper of my heart

yn forever proud of you honey 🩷

⤷ landonorris i couldn’t do this without you

lilymhe This is really cute ig 🙄

mclaren Oh young love 🧡

⤷ all4lando shut up ho you ruined his chance for a real fight in the championship

♥︎ by author & yn

estiebestie please why did lando and y/n like that comment there so petty i love it 😭

alexandrasaintmleux So sweet 🩷🩷🩷

charles_leclerc Lando we can be world champion I said

⤷ landonorris our time will come 🥹

maxverstappen1 It was a fun season getting to battle with you mate I can’t wait for next year ❤️

⤷ landonorris me either i finally got a little taste of it, congratulations mate you deserve it you fought hard to get here ❤️

⤷ alex_albon acting like it’s abu dhabi over here

⤷ landonorris what’s that i hear?? a little bitch?? omg how crazy

⤷ alex_albon well…y/n is clearly doing a good job at cheering you up so i’m gonna go before i start crying

lewishamilton Great job mate it was amazing seeing you and Max battle it out up until here I can’t wait to see how it will go next season ❤️

⤷ landonorris thank you lewis it means a lot

⤷ alex_albon alright seriously what’s with all the sappy stuff we have two more races

⤷ charlos4eva two more races until charles and carlos part ways 💔

⤷ alex_albon way to bring down the mood charlos4eva 😒 you must be fun at parties

⤷ charlos4eva THE MOOD WAS ALREADY DOWN READ THE ROOM ALBONO

⤷ alex_albon do not yell at me charlos4eva i’ve had a bad day

⤷ charlos4eva clearly

⤷ alex_albon zont make me mad i am not the one

⤷ charlos4eva what are you gonna do? come find me? you clearly have the time cause you retired from the race early 😂

⤷ alex_albon I WILL HUNT YOU DOWN

⤷ charlos4eva oooh shiver me timbers 🥶

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yn sweet lover of mine 💌

landonorris my one love

⤷ alex_albon get a load of this sap fest

⤷ landonorris i’ll feed you to a shark

danielricciardo Oh who is that handsome man 😍😍

⤷ yn let’s not

francolapinto bye guys my rides here

⤷ yn LETS NOT

georgerussell63 ho is u magical?? how are you not talking him out of jumping off a bridge right now?

⤷ carmenmmundt It’s the y/n affect George did you not pay attention to my power point presentation I worked hard on?

⤷ georgerussell63 No I was too busy thinking what I did wrong to make you love her more then me

⤷ charles_leclerc I get you so bad

⤷ pierregasly Me 2️⃣

⤷ alex_albon Me 3️⃣ 😔

⤷ carlossainz55 Me 4️⃣ 💔

⤷ estebanoncon Me 5️⃣ 🖤

⤷ oscarpiastri Me 6️⃣

⤷ maxverstappen1 Me 7️⃣

⤷ lewishamilton Me 8️⃣(😏) 😓

⤷ landonorris ???

⤷ lewishamilton Roscoe forgets about me whenever y/n is around 😔

⤷ francisca.cgomes Me 2️⃣ 😢

⤷ alexandrasaintmleux Me 3️⃣ 😪

⤷ carmenmmundt I’ll telling you guys, it’s the y/n affect

⤷ landonorris wait what about the smirk though?????

⤷ lewishamilton I think you know what I mean lando cmon 😂 (🏆)

⤷ danielricciardo Me 9️⃣ 😞

⤷ danielricciardo Damn it lando you ruined it

⤷ landonorris ???????

⤷ danielricciardo Are you stupid or dumb?

⤷ landonorris ???????????????

⤷ danielricciardo y/n come put him to bed it’s past his nap time

⤷ yn awhhh come to mommy babyyy

⤷ landonorris i’m coming 😫😫

⤷ mclaren Let’s not 😊

⤷ yn let’s not ruin lando’s chance at a championship battle next season 😊

⤷ yn OMG 😱 my instagram got hacked 😔 well whoever said that is very wise 👍

⤷ f1 Now y/n…

⤷ yn bite me

⤷ fernandoalo_oficial who is this DIVA💜

⤷ yn how do you know what that means?? oscar didn’t even know what that meant until last week

⤷ fernandoalo_oficial i stay woke cuhz 🤙

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yn a little retail therapy to sooth the soul

pierregasly “a little” we didn’t even make it to the hotel before you and kika asked to go to the mall

danielricciardo Lando and his lil sugar baby

lilymhe Make his pockets hurt ❤️

oscars.pastry ik lando’s wallet is crying

⤷ landonorris didn’t even make a dent

⤷ alex_albon k me next then ☺️

⤷ landonorris no thank you all my money goes towards y/n ☺️

alexandrasaintmleux Mall dates with you two are my favorite I miss you both 🥲🩷

⤷ yn we miss you too 🥹 can’t wait to make our bfs follow us around at the mall in abu dhabi 🥰🥰

landonorris give daddy some sugar 😊

⤷ maxverstappen1 They could never make me hate you Lando

⤷ angryginge13 i’m coming daddy

⤷ landonorris yeah the only person allowed to call me daddy is the love of my life so

⤷ angryginge13 i know??

⤷ landonorris and that is not you

⤷ angryginge13 oh yeah i knew that…if someone tells you they found me crying in my room DO NOT BELIEVE THEM…

⤷ yn yeah how about we don’t talk about our sex life online for the whole world to see

⤷ georgerussell63 You’re not denying anything Ms sugar baby 👀👀

⤷ yn I DON’T WANNA TALK ABOUT THIS

⤷ georgerussell63 Oh my goodness you dirty dirty girl what would your daddy think of this?

⤷ yn shut up whore

⤷ georgerussell63 You kiss your daddy with mouth?

⤷ landonorris she does a lot more then kissing if yk what i mean

⤷ yn SHUT UP FREAK

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yn qatar

sainzpoet she’s so over it

francisca.cgomes what a weekend

⤷ yn only reason i survived this weekend 😭

alexandrasaintmleux 🩷🩷🩷

lilymhe Missin you 😔

⤷ yn come visit 😏

⤷ lilymhe packing my bags rn 😘

⤷ alex_albon oh ok!!! 👌🙂(💔)

oscarpiastri My hero fr 🥹

⤷ sharls_licklayer why is oscar showing so much personality??

maxverstappen1 This post is very cute…

⤷ yn you and george match each others freak so well ❤️

⤷ maxverstappen1 Thank you queen…

⤷ alex_albon why is he being so ominous??

⤷ danielricciardo He’s scared of y/n

⤷ maxverstappen1 No I’m not???

⤷ danielricciardo Oh why did you text me asking if I thought sending y/n a birkin would make her less mad at you then???

⤷ maxverstappen1 I DON’T WANNA TALK ABOUT THIS

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yn don’t bug, your girls are back 🌞🌑

alexandrasaintmleux Are we about to kiss?

⤷ yn i think we are

⤷ charles_leclerc Sigh

⤷ landonorris please don’t

francisca.cgomes lindaaa 😫😫💕

⤷ yn you’re next 😈😈🫦👅 pucker up

⤷ francisca.cgomes *sprays breath spray in mouth* *puckers lips towards you*

⤷ pierregasly excuse me?

⤷ yn you’re excused

rhode beautiful smiles, i wonder what lip gloss you guys use? 🤔🤔

♥︎ by author & alexandrasaintmleux

lilymhe a girls trip soon is a must

⤷ yn let’s go to australia after the season ends

⤷ oscarpiastri You just want to go because it’ll be summer there

⤷ yn shut up let me live

landonorris i miss you babylove

⤷ yn i miss you too sweetheart

⤷ landonorris just lit the candle of you

⤷ lewistearmeup i had a stroke trying to read that. and i still don’t understand

⤷ pierregasly Ok so basically lando is the clingy bf final boss so he had a bunch of candles made to smell like y/n so whenever she’s not with him he lights them and he takes them to gps as well

⤷ danielricciardo He set his drivers room on fire once while we were teammates

⤷ carlossainz55 He did once with me too

⤷ oscarpiastri He’s done it three times this season and twice last season and the sad thing is she hasn’t missed a single race weekend this season or last season

⤷ landonorris you guys really had to tell everyone i bring them to races?

⤷ pierregasly They deserve to know lando.

landonorris prettiest smile i’ve ever seen

⤷ estiebestie to be loved the way lando loves y/n must be so great

carmenmmundt So prettyyy 😍

⤷ yn i’m coming for you carmen 💋💋

⤷ georgerussell63 I’m not even gonna fight it anymore 😔

sharls.eclair the sun and the moon 🤍

♥︎ by author & alexandrasaintmleux

hoeforsainzzz you two are the epitome of elegance and beauty 💐🤍

♥︎ by author & alexandrasaintmleux

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yn abu dhabi you were so sweet 🩷 so so proud of lan & osc for all they achieved this season, definitely a season to remember

oscarpiastri 🫶🫶 thanks for all the laughs and memories can’t wait until next season

⤷ all4lando 😪😪😪😪 this is so sweet

landonorris my calm before the storm, i truly couldn’t have done this without you

mclaren Thanks for keeping lando sane this season we miss you already

♥︎ by author

alexandrasaintmleux My paddock pard 🩷

⤷ yn ugh i can’t wait until next season march is to far

⤷ charles_leclerc We’re spending new years together?

⤷ yn charles just…okay??? gyash

francisca.cgomes my babyyy 🤍

⤷ yn my love 🙂‍↕️

landoscar481 did you just stab me

maxverstappen1 I’m so glad this season is over you scare me more then my dad

⤷ yn stay scared but congrats on the championship fr 🤍

⤷ maxverstappen1 Thanks gng 🤙🤍

⤷ kellypiquet ???

lilymhe Soooo when we going to Australia??

⤷ yn start packing 😊

⤷ lilymhe packing rn

⤷ francisca.cgomes me 2️⃣

⤷ alexandrasaintmleux me 3️⃣

⤷ carmenmmundt me 4️⃣

⤷ iamrebeccad me 5️⃣

⤷ flavy.barla me 6️⃣

⤷ lilyzneimer me 7️⃣

⤷ roscoelovescoco me 8️⃣ (😏)

⤷ landonorris ???

⤷ landonorris me 9️⃣

⤷ landonorris damn it i just ruined again

⤷ yn ???

⤷ landonorris please don’t leave me

⤷ charles_leclerc Just accept it lil bro

⤷ carlossainz55 The hurt doesn’t last forever lil bro

⤷ pierregasly Trust me lil bro it gets better over time

⤷ maxverstappen1 I’ll take care of you lil bro

⤷ oscarpiastri We’ll get through this together lil bro

⤷ alex_albon the sun will shine on us again lil bro

⤷ estebanocon It’s for the better lil bro

⤷ lewishamilton Cmon lil bro, don’t watch her leave you’ll make it worse

⤷ georgerussell63 You are not alone lil bro

⤷ yn go hold hands and cry somewhere else you’re all annoying

⤷ carlossainz55 Ooh honey

⤷ pierregasly Someone woke up on the wrong side of the bed

⤷ charles_leclerc Is everything okay at home?

⤷ landonorris am i not doing good at making sweet sweet love to you?

donatella_versace Donatella VERSACE💜

#lando norris #lando norris x reader #lando norris smau #lando norris imagine #lando norris fluff #f1 smau #f1 imagine #carlos sainz smau #charles leclerc smau #max verstappen smau

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theyearningghoul · 2 months ago

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20 Questions for Fanfic Writers

Tagged by @thequeenofthewinter omg thank you friend 🥰❤️

1) How many works do you have on AO3?

Technically: 2 Actually?: 1 😌 lmao I have two works posted, but the second one is just the smut chapter for the first one posted as a one-shot LOL

2) What's your total AO3 word count?

It's technically 70,744, but 10,187 words of those words are duplicates 😅 So 60,557 words!

3) What are your top five fics by kudos?

Immortally Yours (290) A Most Corporeal Union (69) (nice 😏)

4) What fandoms do you write for?

The only fics I have published is the one for Veilguard because I was so enamored by our Bone Daddy Emmrich that I just had to publish how I felt about him 😮‍💨

But I have a ton of fics saved on google docs that I will probably polish up and publish, because the reception has been amazing 😭💕

I'm most excited about a Pre-War Nick Valentine/F!Sole Survivor fic that I've written around 50k words for.

But I also have some Solas/F!Lavellan written out, and some Charon/F!Lone Wanderer

5) Do you respond to comments? Why or why not?

Yes!!! Always!!!! I love everyone so much, they're so nice!!! And they make me so emotional!!!!! 😭❤️

Sometimes if people comment multiple times/on multiple chapters I don't want to annoy them with the constant emails/notifs so I don't respond to every single one but?? Now that I'm writing that out, it seems silly??? I will respond to every single one now 😤💕

6) What’s the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?

I have written no endings yet 😌 LOL

I'm not usually one for angsty endings. Tho I have an Emmrich one in the works that could be kind of sad.... 🥲

7) What’s the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?

All my fics have happy endings in the works because I am weak woman who generally writes fics where nothing bad happens lmaooo

8) Do you get hate on fics?

I have not yet, but my career is young, I have ample time to make enemies 😏

9) Do you write smut?

I have dipped my toes in; they are wet now, and I like it 😈

10) Do you write crossovers?

I have not, but I used to RP with friends on Gaia Online where we would mash all of our blorbos together in Situations. Please don't ask me who those blorbos were at the time, I'm so embarrassed LOL okay it was the fucking beatles fml

Does that count 😌 (also yeah I'm old I used to go on gaia online. I used to go on IMVU too, where's my senior discount)

11) Have you ever had a fic stolen?

Highly unlikely, flattered if so 💅

12) Have you ever had a fic translated?

Also highly unlikely lol

13) Have you ever cowritten a fic before?

See: RPs on Gaia Online LOL Me and my best friend used to RP both Heavy Rain and Quantum Leap over email too. -sigh- good times.

14) What’s your all-time favorite ship?

Oh man. I had to sit and think about this for MINUTES. I weighed the pros and cons, crunched the numbers, but I have to say:

Nick Valentine/F!Sole Survivor. Nick Valentine is just my favorite character ever 😭💕 I'm weak for that sarcastic clockwork dick.

Solas/Lavellan came SO close tho!! Their relationship is like a greek tragedy, I love them so much

15) What’s the WIP you want to finish but doubt you ever will?

I have some very old Butch DeLoria/F!Lone Wanderer fics that I doubt I will ever brush off lol. Also my Charon/F!Lone Wanderer fic is LOOONNGGG I wrote it like a long, branching romance novel, and tbh idk if I'll ever finish, let alone publish it 😅

16) What are your writing strengths?

Mmmmm I dunno 😀 I really Looooveee writing dialogue, so maybe that? I try really hard to get character's voices down while writing.

17) What are your writing weaknesses?

I'm HORRID about world building and scenery/describing a scene lol

I only ever wanna write emotions and dialogue 😌🫶

18) Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language in a fic?

Oh I would be so scared that I would get it wrong lol. Smarter people than me should do it tho 😌

19) First fandom you wrote for?

Fallout, specifically Fallout 3, my beloved 😍

20) Favorite fic you’ve ever written?

I'm REALLY stoked about the Nick Valentine fic I got goin on. I have plans for it being a two-parter, part one Pre-War and part two Post-War. It's definitely next on the roster for posting. It has a fun trope/gimmick that I shan't spoil yet 🤫

But I really, truly love my Emmrich fic that I have posted as well 🥰

Omg this was fun!! I'm so happy for all of the friends I've made because of this stupid little old man fanfic that I wrote as an indulgence 😭🫶 ily all ❤️

Tags: oh man idk who hasn't done this 🥲 I always feel like I'm annoying ppl when I tag them, so genuinely if you wanna do this, do it!!! Slip me a dm and I'll even tag you on here and delete this line, nobody will have to know 😏💋💋💋

#get to know me #tumblr tag game #fanfic

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nvathuw · 10 months ago

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TOP REASONS WHY TAKA SHOULD LOVE ME❗️❗️❗️

1. Because I'm rich 💸

- Rich in affection

- Rich in commitment

- Rich in personality

- Rich in compassion and kindness

- Rich in records, specifically criminal records

- I can buy Taka a house, a toy house

2. I cook very well?! 🤯

- Gordon James Ramsay is the number 1 chef. But you may not know, there are many other famous chefs who cook very well, not including me! 😤

- I know how to make seafood, specifically shrimp noodles 🍜

- I can fry eggs with the flavor of love that no one else can.

3. I never lie⁉️

- If someone praises Taka the best in the world, I will deny it, because it shows Henry Cavill and many other men on google, but no Taka!!😭

4. I study ""extremely well"" 🤓

- I got the highest score in English in 5th grade.

- I passed the Literature exam above average 🐧. Not only that, I also got 5/10 in maths.

- Good at learning how to love Taka 💓

5. I know how to care for others, especially Taka.

- If Taka and the girl I hate are caught in a fire, I will run to save him first and leave that gurl behind 💐

- In my hand is an apple, my friend wants to eat it. I will immediately peel it and cut it, I will keep the seeds for the tree and give the apples to Taka ❓️

So please! Please love me‼️‼️‼️"

#kiyotaka ishimaru #shitpost

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1q84 · 5 days ago

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the studio i'm at has been actively crumbling around me for months so the writing has been on the wall for a while but i just got the dreaded mystery meeting with my supervisor added to my calendar for monday 😭 MAN! ramble ->

have to get it out of my system for my own sake. this is my diary!! i've been doing some cursory job searching and mentally preparing for a while now seeing as we've gotten no new projects and they've laid off DOZENS of ppl the past several months (there are legit like 4 of us left idk how i made it this far) but it's really rough out here... animation industry is in shambles rn (in addition to vfx, gaming, entertainment in general) and tons of extremely talented people i know who have been in the biz for years and years are unable to find work anywhere for months now. sucks!! scrolling thru linkedin rn is insane LOL everyone is holding hands and coping so hard

scared to join their ranks bc we're already pretty paycheck to paycheck over here and while i can probably stretch myself for a couple months, it won't be long before the situation gets rly difficult, so i'm trying to scheme up side hustles too just to tide myself over (if anyone has any suggestions in this realm they are welcome...).

lately i've been thinking about taking the dive and trying to switch gears to art, which is my one true lifelong love, certainly moreso than editorial. but that's scary too - i can draw and think i can learn what i need to, but i'm lacking a lot of fundamentals core to being a professional artist and most importantly the experience to slap on a resume/portfolio. that + the general anxiety around AI swooping in and eliminating a lot of artist jobs in an already highly competitive line of work really sucks. but maybe this is a golden opportunity in disguise - i'm lucky enough to already be in the industry i wanna stay in, and am connected w several storyboard and concept artists as well. the animation network bubble is smaller than you'd think. i know plenty of ppl pivot in the industry since a lot of smaller studios offer flexibility like that. i mean shit, before it got canned, the director of the last big project we had was desperately asking me if i knew how to draw/storyboard since they were stretched a bit thin. (i did not have the skills to storyboard sadly but it goes to show the opportunity may present itself again if i learn). and at that point i was just assisting with animatic editing (which was also fun and i learned a lot!!)

at the end of the day i just wanna stay around animation, even if that means staying in editorial. it really charges me up to see a creative project grow and to be surrounded by concept art. it's like watching something slowly come to life, and when it's done well it's really exciting. if i can be around that as often as possible, i won't have much to complain about

the other silver lining is that i've become closer with my coworkers than ever, especially as our numbers dwindled and we all huddled together for support lol. i see them constantly ofc just bc of having a 40 hour work week, but we've also been hanging out on the weekends and after work all the time and even played hooky last week to go to disney and turn our brains off for the day. i'll still hangout with them after all is said and done and we're all ready and gearing up to move on, but i'm really gonna miss having that dynamic with them

okay i'm typing too much but it's nice to get some thoughts down. anyways i'm gonna start working on finally building a website for myself tonight after planning the design and layout of it for a while, i'm lucky my bf knows what he's doing in that regard and can help me 😤

#and when i say 4 of us left i mean in like the (post)production realm #there are still a couple c-suite and accounting ppl in addition #but DAMN!! anyways #starr entering her artist era 2025 fuck it we ball. i guess #starr.txt

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qrjung · 2 years ago

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I finally watched 12 Angry Men (1957) and honestly it was quite a ride. Three things really stood out to me though and I need to ramble about it. Spoilers (can you spoil a 66 year old movie?) below the cut

1) Davis is the only person wearing a white suit!!! Everyone else is wearing a black suit. I picked that up at the last scene and I could see the contrast since everyone else was in the background. It's a nice little detail. I guess the movie wanted to really make him seem like a good man from the start even though he'd sway everyone to his side.

2.) THE WEATHER!! The movie uses weather so well. It's hot and of course everyone is going to argue and even more Intensely. At the peak of the argument, everyone is really sweating. When the vote is 6-6, the rain starts. Right after that, Juror 7 turns on the fan and it doesn't take long for him to get swayed.

3.) The first scene where we really get a close up of the boy's face and he's kinda crying 😭. The movie really does try to make us feel bad for him right from the start.

4.) HA! I hated juror 10, till the very end. I hated him so much 😤. Anytime he got dissed, my heart soared. A prejudiced old man, willing to persecute a young boy on the basis of "he's one of them". Fuck him. At least, he had a bit of an eye opener.

5.) The movie sets up Davis as doubtful. When everyone speaks to him, he remains silent. I just knew he was going to be the one with the not guilty vote!

6.) I love how everyone had a whole section dedicated to swaying them. Showing their own opinions on why they think the boy did it and then arguing against that. Very cool.

7.) Mr. Foreman doesn't have that though. It's almost as if his vote was ambiguous until a few minutes to the end. He never stayed his opinion or his reasoning. He was just there to guide.

I wish juror number 7 had been harder to sway though. It felt a bit anticlimactic since he was the one that seemed like he didn't even care about the case.

But thinking about it, it makes sense that the two men bound by prejudice were the hardest to sway.

Also kinda wish we knew who actually did it. What if they let a guilty man go? What if they didn't? If he's not guilty, who's lying (the officers, obviously 🙄)? Who actually did it? What was the motive? What did the boy have to do with it?

Or maybe he did do it and Davis was wrong. Either way, he did the right thing—he didn't persecute a man because there was doubt he was guilty. It's a perfect place to end the movie — in a state of ambiguity. And it's up to the viewer to decide if they think the boy is guilty or not.

Personally, I don't know. I don't think Davis does either.

It got me thinking though, ho often does a jury decide to persecute someone (even when there's reasonable doubt) just because of prejudice? I know the American Justice system is flawed.

But here, we don't even have a jury. And I know for a fact, many people have gone to jail, because a judge just didn't like them. If the American Justice system is flawed, ours is on fire.

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THIS IS ALL I'M GOING TO BE THINKING ABOUT FOR THE NEXT WEEK!!!

Anygays, there's more movies in my recc list. The next is Come and See....Yeah. I heard it's deeply unsettling and I believe it will be. It's a war movie and usually "horror" movies grounded in reality tend to be more terrifying than fantastical ones

#rose rambles about movies #new tag hehe #all i can say is the movie really does live up to its name #they were really angry men #12 angry men #type: text

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annes-room · 14 days ago

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💖 April 23, 2025

My Semester In Review!!

I am finally done my 4th year of university!! only one year left and then I'll be free 🥳

this year had the usual ups and downs, but I wanted to make a post to summarize my thoughts on how it went 💗

fun stats to start because I'm a stats major ✨ (all grades in percentages)

classes taken: 4

lowest grade across all: 74

highest grade: 100

total graded assignments (not including finals): 29

unweighted mean of grades: 93.84

percent of 100s in total graded: 44.83

Stat 413:

# assignments: 4

# midterms: 1

unweighted average: 85.9

course review: I thought the material would be interesting, and some of it was, but I disliked the prof so much 😭 I genuinely don't feel like I learned anything in that class. the only thing I really truly understood was the unit on optimization, but that's because I learned most of it in an earlier calc class 🙃 I was expecting the material to be a perfect blend between my stats and compsci programs but, as much as I did enjoy expanding my skills coding in R, it was a flop overall. we learned a lot of things just at the surface level and I didn't feel like we really dove deep into anything. very blah class overall. I also didn't really like the prof 🙃 he was very unserious and it didn't feel like he cared if we were actually learning as long as he just got to talk at us. I'm glad it's over!

rating: 0 stars 🕳️

Cmput 204:

# quizzes: 4

# midterms: 2

unweighted average: 94.5

course review: a solid course overall. I really liked learning about the different algorithms for sorting and searching. personally I think Merge Sort is my favourite, even though she needs some extra space, we can't all be perfect ✨ we ran out of time to learn about Hash Tables, but I think I would've liked them too. the profs slides were really messy, but it was a good opportunity to make summary notes and pull out the most crucial information. using pseudocode was also fun 😊 the practice questions for the quiz were overly juiced, but actual tests were not that difficult thankfully :)

rating: 4 stars 🌟🌟🌟🌟

Stat 371:

# assignments: 10

# midterms: 2

unweighted average: 94.5833

course review: it seemed really daunting at the start of the semester, and I probably wouldn't have done so well without my best friends in it, but I actually really liked the material! the last chapter, on queues, was fascinating! I can definitely see the use in models based on arrival and waiting times. the chapter on Bernoulli counting Processes and Poisson Processes were also very fun! the formulas looked overwhelming, but so nice to plug numbers into 🤩 I think 10 assignments was a bit much, since we still had one due each week even when we had the midterms, but I managed to push through it 😤

rating: 4 stars 🌟🌟🌟🌟

Stat 361:

# assignments: 5

# midterms: 1

unweighted average: 98.3333

course review: easiest course by far!!!! literally plug and chug. we learned about 4 different sampling techniques and how to estimate population sizes and it was just so easy and fun 😂 it ended up being my favourite this semester 🥳 assignments only took ~2 hours to do each time and there was almost no manipulation needed for the formulas. our exam formula sheets were extremely comprehensive too which is always nice 😊

rating: 5 stars 🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟

Study times:

total (tracked) study time: 272.8 hrs

average per month: 68.2

I have no idea what happened in March that made me study that much because most of my midterms were in February 😅 I do remember being super tired last month though 😂 I'm hoping the numbers won't be as high next year as I'll be taking fewer classes 😅

total (tracked) reading time: 29.55 hours

average per month: 7.3875

that number is definitely off 😂 I could not have read 2 books a month with only that amount of time 😅 I wish though! I'll make a post later this year about the books I read and I'll probably make more review posts through the summer 😊

overall I think this semester went well. just another one to shelve away as something I accomplished and I'm proud I made it through 💪😤

if you read this far, thank you :) I hope your studies/work/hobbies/life is going well and that all your hard work pays off 💗

here's to a good summer!!

#annes room #my desk #my journal #forest app #studyblr #semester review #statsblr #studyblr community #studyspo

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I’ve just gotten into Delicos Nursery and I can’t believe my brain came up with this sad idea, especially with Dalis wife’s death. I thought of Malleus and Yuu being married and due to Jamil finally having enough and over throwing Kalim. Malleus wants to keep out of the conflict since he has his 4 year old son, Tsunotarou, and their new born daughter Meleanor, Melea for short to look after. Jamil never forgave Yuu for rejecting him, choosing royalty and decides to get revenge. Sebek and Silver try to get to the young royals as Malleus is holding the others off since they are beginning to become overwhelmed by the sheer number of enemies. He tells Yuu to hide and they get mind controlled to kill Malleus. Malleus freezes because he can’t bring himself to hurt them and Sebek intervenes and kills Yuu. He couldn’t let his King die, but for killing the Queen he will accept his punishment. Jamil slinks back to the shadows disappointed, but thinks this could work in his favor later. Malleus doesn’t punish Sebek and takes his anger out on the remaining soldiers of Jamil’s “army”. For the first time in centuries since King Levarne’s death, the citizens of Briar Valley hear the cry of the Dragon once more.

…Anonie you get back here!

Anonie why?!? OTL 💔😭

I’m sorry to my followers and friends who are Jamil fans, I’m going to skin him alive!! 🤺

Poor Sebek 😭 killing Malleus’s Queen and his beloved friend. Malleus losing his wife and the children their mother.

“Use it to his advantage later” oh hell no, Malleus is going to make your death painful.

I hope you continue to enjoy Delico’s Nursery Anonie. 💞💞 I chose to answer this before the new episode drops tomorrow. Time to see how it all goes down 🥳🤩

…but come here 🤺, we need to talk. 🤺😤

#answered #Anonie ask #delicos nursery x twst #malleus draconia #delicos nursery x twisted wonderland

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Hello! Me again!! Pretending to be reading this on Wattpad 🫣 I COMPLETELY missed the fact that you posted part 4... Whoops...

Ingrid cut her off. “María, darling, I love you, but take a breath.” You watched amused as Mapi literally took a deep breath at Ingrid’s instruction. “Okay, now go pick out a couple new mugs over there and then come back.” - the gentle parenting 😌

“Good.” Ingrid said. “MARÍA, come here.”

Mapi returned like a puppy being called back to its owner, with a single mug in her hands. - you need to STOP making me laugh, I know you're lulling me into a false sense of security just to trick me into crying after :(

You’d looked relieved, Ingrid felt relieved, and Mapi was just happy to be there. - Mapi is so Ken coded 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺

Mapi said casually, knowing exactly who was just a few steps from the family room. Sue her if she wanted to see Ingrid’s reaction to your tattoo. - HA Mapi is just trying to stir things up 🤭

“I’m not crying, I’m not. I’m just- tattoos are bad. Really bad. You shouldn’t have that. Tattoo. Of my number. On your body forever. My baby sister,” She trailed off, biting her lip when it began to tremble. - STOP MAKING ME FEEL THINGS. but this actually made me laugh out loud, "tattoos are bad. really bad." - © Ingrid Engen

Mapi laughed, throwing her hands up in the air. “I’m just kidding, princesa, relax! God you sound like Alexia when I joked that I was going to tattoo Fresa when she was 12. I thought Ale was going to hit me.” - FRESA MENTIONNNN ‼️A WIN FOR THE GIRLIES ‼️

“We don’t have sex! We don’t! Abstinence is key!” Ingrid shouted after you, sighing heavily when she heard you laugh from the stairs. She turned to Mapi with a defeated look on her face. - well now I'm curious 👀👀 HAVE they had sex since Sol moved in?? Do they do it while she's asleep?? Do they call Frido to keep Sol occupied and away from the house??? The world needs answers 😤

"Please stop calling. I am focused on Solstråle right now. You’ve really hurt her, and neither of us are ready to talk to you yet. Please respect that." - ohhhh no. I can see where this is going. Poor Soli is about to get a really angry phone call isn't she? 😬

She wasn't sure why, but it suddenly felt like things might be okay from here on out. She would be wrong. - that is FOUL. Jail for girlgenius1111! Jail for girlgenius1111 for ONE THOUSAND YEARS.

“You’re ruining our family.” - that BITCH

When Ingrid opened the door, though, it wasn’t her teammate on the front porch. It was your father. - ummm PLOT TWIST???? Out of all the possibilities of who was at the door, I never thought of him

It was, of course, at this moment that you came down the stairs to fill up your water.- NOOO WHY DO YOU KEEP DOING TGIS TO ME :(((((( Don't you WANT Sol to be happy?!

They were downstairs, talking about how they didn’t want you, after spending so long lying and saying they did. - NO STOP 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

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I got too into the fic, and forgot to take notes near the end. Take that as a compliment, because it was INCREDIBLE. I'm very glad you finally gave Sol her happy ending 🥺🙏❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

god i live for things like this truly.

ingrid absolutely sees gentle parenting tiktoks and thing… this isn’t a bad idea. for my girlfriend.

heheheheh i like to make everyone giggle and then rip them in half with sadness

fresita mention 😇😇😇

LMAO well she’s been there for 6 months so they def have. they just have to be quiet. but ingrid always acts weird afterwards and sol knows exactly what’s gone on

i don’t want to go to jail 😔😔😔

that BITCH is exactly what i thought to myself AFTER writing that sentence

so glad i executed that plot twist well

i do want sol to be happy she just has to suffer a litttttle more first

getting too into the fic to take notes is the highest compliment that you could give i appreciate you very much nonny ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

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Bob iger full off shit,all this corporate stuff planned for years ahead so its was all on him. Phase 4 was his fault his directions, previous CEO was bad too he was puppet without any power and directors board was against him,he was there 2 years and Iger fire him lol and blame him for fail of phase 4 and begining of phase 5. Now they need years build up momentum and try not flop bc any next flop would be judged very harsh,that why they cancelled all for 2024 only left Deadpool bc it's most safe bet to make 1b. Other film for not seems weak cap4 blade. Their only hope it's avengers, spiderman not theirs golden goose but they need him for avengers,so it's difficult situation for them. Only one thing he right, people want good films and people will came back if they get few in the row.

Yea I have had a shot taste in my mouth with Bob Iger ever since his comments during the WGA and SAG Strikes of last year. 😒

Not only that, but I do find it weird how the former CEO was fired so quickly smh. 🤦🏾‍♀️

I honestly think Disney needs to STOP trying to be in everyone's entertainment media, take a step BACK, allow some time to pass with these Marvel films and series, and just take a BREAK my God! 😩

Let people miss you!! 😭😭

To me, it's become a bit oversaturated. 👀

After Endgame, NWH and Black Panther, Marvel really should have taken a good 4-year BREAK lol. 😅

Work on developing GOOD scripts and films. They're so afraid someone else will come and dominate, that they're afraid to take a break! 🥴

Get back into writing good children's movies again. 😔

They're having flop after flop probably coz they're trying to do way too much, and they have their hands in everybody's entertainment these days. Every 5 business days Disney is buying up some other company it seems. 🙄😒

I also find it funny how they swear they're doing so badly financially, but yet, I know what they charge ppl for Disney tickets! 😤

How are you doing that badly when you're making billions? I don't get it. 🫤

I knew though that when all these execs in Hollywood were being stubborn during the strikes that they must not be doing as well financially as they want ppl to think they are. 👀

They still want old-school Marvel numbers, but they forget that this was a different time back then!

You can't have a win every single time. Especially when you're churning out TOO much content all at once.

Some ppl have moved on. 👀

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sooooo my car had a flat tire so i had to uber to work and my bf would pick me up today, the thing is ive had this terrrrible migraine (i get them like 4 times a week) so i left work early today in an uber cause my bf was at his job…. tell me why this uber driver who didn’t say one word to me the whole ride (i like it like that i don’t like talking to people especially after working all day plus battling a migraine) sat in his car, in MY DRIVEWAY!! texting me thru the uber app asking for my number and giving me his (after i didn’t respond) and didn’t end the ride after i was home for 10 mins??

tell me if i’m overreacting but i canceled the ride myself cause i was uncomfortable, took my tip back and reported him to uber 😭

Oh my god babe! I'm so sorry that happened to you! How scary :( I'm glad you reported him, that's unacceptable and weird behavior! LIKE NO THANK YOU LEAVE MY PROPERTY BYE PLEASE 🙏

Ughhhh... I'm glad you're okay but I'm sorry about your migraines. Migraines are the worst 😤. They can ruin the best day or even just a regular ol' mundane day even! I hope you feel better my love 💕

xoxo

#ask

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2, 4, and 25 for the artist asks!

Hi fero hello!!! Thank you for the ask 😤

Artist Asks

Answered numbers

2. 5 favourites of your own work?

ahhh getting my ass once again? Very well :)

It is hard to pick 5 exactly (and in the end I didn't pick just 5...), but I suppose I should give different images that the previous ask!

Can we count these as 1? Here's my favorite colored and black and white sketchpage :)! (These were commissions, the BnW one for my dearest @belltrigger, and I'm still open to doing commissions like these! If interested, hit me Up ;P)

2, a comic! I *have* to color this someday. I've just been way too busy 😭

Aaand more, illustrations! I think these tomgreg stuff and my latest valentine piece just make me rly happy. And my standees make me so super happy.

4. Favourite things to draw?

Comics for sure! I loooove thumbnailing and sketch refining and panelling and speech bubble placing and composing and all that! It's just super fun to me. I also love doing sketch pages! There's just such a joy in making those ^_^

25. Based on your recent reference searches, what would the FBI assume about you?

ahhh something rly boring perhaps? X) I'm always looking up references like "prosthetic leg" "couples dancing" "hand holding back"

Or something about adobe products like

"How to do X on indesign?"

I guess its really obvious that I'm an artist XD?

Though I do have

"Yor anime statue dick" or "Loid pussy statue" cause i was trying to show my friends those anime statues 😭

Ps check out my linked source for Submas merch Pre-Orders ;)

#Submas #Tomgreg #Blankshipping #Feroluce #Asks #Artist asks

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ayameyumesaki · 3 years ago

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Tokyo Babylon - CLAMP Premium Collection - Commentary Part 5

Previous Part First Part Next Part

Before we continue, I would like to mention that I actually reread X, especially the part where Kamui went to catatonic state. It was... such a rollercoaster, and you would how see Subaru's personality affected his actions when he was 16 and when he was in X (25 y.o.). Maybe I would touch that a bit.

Anyway a lot of things happened in the second half 😳. Let's start!

Last time, we talked about how "dream is an important thing that tells where you hurt". Let's see more about it,

At this point, Seishiro, just close your clinic and start stalk Subaru eveywhere, you one sus man. He asked Subaru whether they could have an afternoon tea date and Subaru said he didn't even know when it would end. The 😎 man said he would wait until his noon shift.

After Subaru went to the hospital, he said it would be easier to help if he is close (to Subaru). Alright...

Next, we are introduced of the girl in the beginning of the chapter, Kaburagi Mitsuki (16 years old). His father was deceased when she was 12 and since then, she lived together with her mother. She went unconscious 4 months ago (14th July) after returning from his high school and doesn't show any sign of waking up. Anyway, her address is in Ebisu, Grand Heights Mansion (its name is Mansion, but for an apartment name it's common to have 'Mansion' in its name) Room Number 804. According to her mother, she doesn't show any strange behavior in that morning, but she was already sleeping when she came home from work. The case is considered uncurable by medical treatment, thus, a strange phenomenon.

Subaru checked the room and there are no malice there. He went to the girl and was surprised because...

He turned sad as he remembered the past.

She was someone from his past, who told him that she hates him because he isn't normal. Subaru was surprised because he was just dreamed about her this morning, and he realized that he isn't normal after all. Reality tasted the most bitter after it hits you, but what could he do? He couldn't do anything about it as he was born with such ability (and personality).

Then, since Mitsuki certainly wasn't manipulated by anyone, he has no choice but to ask her himself.

Subaru: Make my consciousness leaving my body isn't hard, but entering someone's inside is.... ungh....

He is so cute I can't 😭

Then he did his chants and entered Mitsuki's consciousness, or her dream.

Subaru commented that he entered her consciousness rather in ease and usually there would be some rejection. But Subaru did say that it is easier to enter someone's consciousness if they recognize him, which Mitsuki did unconsciously.

Subaru then searched for Mitsuki and he found her, but

(I can't take picture of this magic circle properly so I will take from what is in the internet)

Subaru found her running towards someone on that magic circle. Why I say it is a magic circle, well, it's not, but somehow similar to magic circles we saw in future series (CCS, TRC or xxxHolic). One thing need to be noted here is aside from pentagrams, Subaru, and to some extend Seishiro, didn't have magic circles. This one, strange enough, doesn't look odd and somewhat familiar...

Then Subaru saw himself and said that she still remembered him 🥺 He blushed tho it's cute. Then Mitsuki disappeared and Subaru wondered he appears in Mitsuki's dream.

Then we got a scene where Subaru saved a wounded puppy (probably due to older boys' bully). They told Subaru that the puppy was thrown away and they would raise it. It's fine for them to hit or kick it since it's theirs. Parents, raise your child better! 😤 That's not how you treat animals!

Subaru doesn't let go the dog and stay quiet. Then he was punched. 🤬🤬🤬 WHERE ARE THESE CHILDREN'S PARENTS, WE MUST HAVE A TALK.

And he stood still like that, so the older boys kicked him instead 😭😭😭 Kind, kind Subaru... I believe he doesn't want to fight back as well---his stance is somewhat prepared to fight, but this is Subaru anyway 🥺 Can you imagine how Hokuto and Sumeragi grandma would feel once they saw him hurt like this? Hokuto would chase them until no end 😭

(Next part in reblog!)

#tokyo babylon #sumeragi subaru #clamp premium collection

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riansdiary · 3 years ago

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MY FIRST REVIEW/THOUGHTS BLOG!

Warning: Spoilers Ahead!

If you haven't watched Volume 2 of Stranger Things Season 4, watch it first then come back! Make sure to have snacks and a drink! Also something or someone you can hug because it's intense af.

The first one is gonna be a review/reaction/thoughts about Stranger Things Season 4 Volume 2! 🎉

Here are some emojis that can summarize how I was or how I felt during the binge! This is just something random and fun that I thought of!

😃😊😎😡😤😍😱😒😟😔😢😭😨🙈🙏🙅😁❤

There was a lot of these: 😤😡😱😵😨😭😭😭😇

MY THOUGHTS AND REACTIONS!

I just binged-watched the two episodes yesterday and let me tell you that those four hours were the most gruelling emotionally tormenting episodes of ST for me. I'm not even kidding. This was the first time a show did this to me. I was preparing to watch on my phone and I was on my bed, hugging a stuffed toy that I have because I knew it would be so intense! I saw a photo of Noah that shows how he was after he finished watching the whole thing and it was shared by Millie who played Eleven on Youtube. Girl, I was even worse than Noah after I watched.

I know that like me everyone who loves Stranger Things is very attached to the characters especially our favorite ones. We've been watching this series or show for years! Before it was released, I was so scared because Noah has been spoiling that someone or some people might die. I was so scared that my favorite characters might die just like how everyone else felt. I do have my favorite characters but I also noticed how much I love the others and how I'm so attached to them. Anyway, I got so emotional and I was literally sobbing and crying so much while watching those two episodes. I kinda knew that Eddie might die because I tried to predict or use my intuition to know who will die and I thought of Eddie so I was kinda prepared even though I was still a whole mess when he died.

Let's start with what happened in the Papa episode.

I was so happy that Nancy was freed because she is one of my favorite characters. There was one scene where Nancy was tied on the chair where they put the number tattoo on 001 and the other kids. Vecna was coming closer to her. I kinda thought of something funny out of nowhere. Everyone who is simping or crushing on Jamie a.k.a 001 including myself at that scene would be like, "Wait! First, turn into your 001 form then we can talk!". I don't know, I was just being goofy as usual and I was so excited to watch it! The prosthetic work that was done on Vecna/Jamie was incredible and scary at the same time! I couldn't even look at him that much when I watched the first episodes of Season 4 because I was scared.

One of my favorite scenes was when Will was crying silently in the van and Jonathan saw his brother cry. I think I kinda knew and felt that Will was gay starting when Mike and Eleven fell in love but it was even more evident in Season 4. We love representation for the Lgbtq+ and I was relieved when I saw that Jonathan saw that. I think he's a good big brother especially when he was there for Will when they were filling the fridge with salt. I also loved when Will showed the painting/drawing to Mike and that he's the heart. Without heart, we'd all fall apart. Damn true because if it wasn't for Mike and Will telling him that, they would have failed. Another favorite scene of mine is when Robin was going like "Vecna/Henry/001." They were talking about how they should call Vecna. That was so cute and slightly funny. I was so happy when Jopper met again! We love Joyce and Hopper! Finally!

When Eddie said "Never change, Henderson" I was trying to prepare myself again because from that scene, that's when I had the biggest feeling that confirmed even more that Eddie was gonna die. Really, Duffer Brothers? Just when I was liking Eddie and his smile! Well, we knew this pattern before anyway. Like Barb, Bob and all the new characters we liked. I was so angry when Dr. Brenner was trying to stop El from leaving and when he injected her but my heart sorta softened for him when he carried and saved Eleven from Sullivan and his people. Such stupid people who almost killed the only person who can save everyone and the world. I didn't love what Dr. Brenner has done but him trying to save Eleven from being killed and ending up dying to protect her made me sad.

I loved the moment when Mike and El met again plus Will and Jonathan and her meeting Argyle.

Now for The Piggyback episode!

We have been waiting for a Jopper kiss! We got it finally! I loved their sweet conversation about their date! Also, I freaking hated Jason and his jocks especially Jason on this episode. Gosh! If it wasn't for him, Lucas could've saved Max earlier when El was fighting Vecna again after she heard Mike urging her to fight and finally telling El how he feels about her and telling her so many times that he loves her so much. Lucas would've been able to play Running Up That Hill for Max because the player would not be broken if Jason hadn't disturbed their plan. I was shaking and I was so scared because Max is baiting herself and she's in danger. She's my favorite character other than Nancy and Steve at the same time I have so much attachment and love for the other characters even if they're not my favorite. That was so hard for me to watch. I am so similar in some ways to Max and I connect so much with her. Her personality is quite similar to me. I knew she would say "assholery" and I said it in my mind while watching before she even said it on the episode when she was talking to Ms. Kelly and was being asked about her stepdad. By the way, I've been watching Tik Tok theories and Ms. Kelly is quite suspicious. She has a clock necklace! Hello? Ain't that suspicious enough? Some people say she could be Henry's sister or she's working with him. Interesting.

That epic metal concert performance of Eddie was so amazing. The scene where Eddie and Dustin were in the trailer in the upside down reminded me so much of when the kids were with Mama Steve 😆 in the bus. Okay, that wholesome cute scene of Steve and Nancy! Truly, thanks to Nancy, Steve changed for the better and had this amazing character development and it made us start to love him. I also loved the part where Mike and Eleven were being so cute and catching up then El and Argyle tried to feed him pizza with pineapple on it! That was so funny and for the record, I can eat pineapple on pizza but I eat them first before eating the whole thing because for some reason pineapple on pizza is somewhat sweeter and more delicious than normal pineapple. I've already commented on this one before but the Byers Brothers scene at Surfer Boy Pizza was so touching for me.

I think we all knew when Lucas started saying nonsense shit to Max was when we realized that Vecna took the bait. This was when El was in the sensory deprivation tank a.k.a the fridge tub with salt that they made. So again when Jason and his jock sidekick caught Erica and he started beating Lucas, I was so done with him. I was really annoyed and mad at him. Max needed Lucas just in case and then Jason broke her tape player and headphones. Ugh! Let's not talk about it anymore. When Dustin made it back then Eddie decided to buy more time I was like "Eddie I swear if you- No! Why would you destroy your way back to your world? Oh My God!!! Steve said don't be a hero! Hey!" I was talking in my mind while I was watching the whole time because that's just me and my personality! I was also trying so hard to cope from what was happening. This scene my gosh! A heartbreaker. That was not even the worst for me yet and I was starting to tense up already!

Another line that I liked was before Eddie played the guitar and he said "This is for you, Chrissy!". They would have been so cute together and this was his way of getting revenge because this also caused him to lose his normal life. He was also labeled as a murderer because of Vecna. The scene when Max and El finally saw each other again was so good but then sassy Vecna here interrupted the beautiful reunion. Oh gosh! Also, has anyone seen the photo of Jamie Campbell Bower as Vecna drinking Starbucks? Loved that photo! Sassy Vecna! That moment when El turned Vecna around to face her, I got chills! That scared me when he realized it was El. Let me tell you what I felt during the most emotional, the most terrifying, the most nerve-racking part of this episode. I was physically shaking and I was hugging my penguin stuffed toy close. (everybody has stuffed toys even some adults ofc I'm not a child okay just bcs I have one. I just needed it so badly bcs I needed something to hug.) I honestly felt so scared at that part when everyone was in danger. Very scared for everyone like I wasn't actually okay at this part. I have grown with these characters from watching them since Season 1.

I cried so much at this part. This is the part where I broke down. Actually broke down in tears. As I said, I was actually sobbing so so much while hugging my stuffed toy. This wasn't even the worse part yet for me but this was one of the most tormenting scenes ever. When El was tied down by the vines on the Creel house door and Max was about to be Vecna-ed. I mean about to be killed by Vecna. Ah. This was so hard for me to watch and I mean it. This was the absolute fudging worse for me. This is slightly hard for me to remember again the first time watching it because it was so hard for me. I love Max soooo much! When I remember my first reaction to that scene and remembering how I was feeling, I don't know how to explain how I felt except that it was the most emotionally tormenting scene for me. You know that scene when I thought Max was actually going to die? Her lifting, arm breaking, leg breaking and eyes bleeding... I'm still triggered by it so much it haunts me and I might cry again thinking of that scene. I was at a loss at this part. Duffer Brothers and the ST team did a great job on the scene and the music as well though! I'm actually deep breathing right now because I need to while writing this part. Whoo! I thought that I or we were gonna lose her. This is the hardest part for me to write right now and to explicate/explain/think back from. I'm actually recalling how I felt during that scene and how I was. I wasn't okay at all. I was fully crying and sobbing and I was a whole mess but yeah. How I felt during that part still haunts me like I said. That was so terrifying and so deeply heartbreaking for me.

Thanks to Mike, El was able to break free and give Vecna what he deserves. I was so so relieved that Max was still alive on Lucas but she died or we thought she was gone for a few seconds. The scene where El said "No. You're not going." and she revived Max, I felt relieved and so I finally calmed down after being on the edge of my seat or in this case bed. That scene Joyce, Hopper and Murray working together was so good to watch. Thankfully, Joyce saved Hopper. That whole team dealing with the monsters scene was scary af!

When Eddie was fighting the bats, I still wanted him to survive even though I know he might die. I've loved Eddie Munson so much. His personality and his humor! His cute smile! What's not to love? I kinda liked his little scenes with Steve. I thought he actually survived when Dustin has him but yeah he didn't and that's so sad especially since he is a hero and deserved even more. I did know that they might kill him off because it was gonna be hard to prove him innocent. He possibly wouldn't have a future because of the kills blamed on him. People thought he was the person responsible for the Vecna kills and so I thought that's why he might get killed off by the Duffers. Also that pattern of us liking a new character and they die. Barb, Bob and others as I already mentioned. I knew it but I'm still sad and salty. Not really I'm just joking abt the salty part but yeah I would have loved it if he survived too! Joseph Quinn was amazing there!

When El was fighting Vecna and Nancy, Steve and Robin we're throwing Molotovs I guess, that was such an amazing scene! It was so epic when Nancy was shooting Vecna but then it got scary real quick when Vecna came out of the trance and turned to them. Nancy was so cool on that part! Yes girl! However, Vecna was able to escape and I think this was when the four gates were connecting and being one instead. This is not good. I still hate the part with the news and them saying Eddie is evil or whatever. Also, Hellfire being known as a cult really? How will Dustin take care of Hellfire now? They might need a new name for their D&D club. Then it comes the part when Mike, Will, Argyle, Jonathan and El showed up to the Wheeler house. Loved this part so much and it kinda healed me when the reunions happened and when they were all hugging. So are we getting Jancy or Stancy? Both great anyway but I have a soft spot for Nancy and Jonathan. Karen hugging her son aww! That was so sweet! Nancy and Jonathan hugging and talking after a long time!

I loved the part where they visited Max. Sad that she hasn't woken up yet. This is probably when they would read her letters. On season five I mean! I hope El can find Max in her mind then I'd be completely relieved. Loved that Lucas and Erica were there for her in the hospital and his eye oh no. Also, Dustin is still limping from his injury. I do loved the scene when he talked with Eddie's uncle and remember, Eddie is a hero! Robin and Vickie! Now that was so freaking cute!!! I have such a huge crush on Steve Harrington! I love his character so much and his growth in the show and his amazing hair! When El left the door open three inches when they were cleaning up Hopper and Jane's old place, I really liked that. She always did leave the door three inches open.

That one theory I saw on Tik Tok that said Will was controlled by Vecna all this time because Vecna controls the Mind Flayer, that is so right! Will can still feel Vecna and that he's still alive. I think that this might be the key next season. Will can feel Vecna and this might be a way to know his moves or this might help them in some way to defeat Vecna. Did any of you watch the Tik Tok theory that showed Billy acting and talking like 001 in season 3? At first I was like meh but after watching it again it gave me chills! The comparison of their speech, demeanor and pose was so similar. Billy even said, "did not quite" or "not quite" which was used a lot before by 001 as Peter. The pose! 001 always had his hands together in front of him. If you know the pose that 001 does a lot then you'll know what I'm talking about. I'll give the link to anyone who wants to see the theory video.

Will said that they need to kill Vecna to end it and that they will. The scene of the reunion of El and Hopper was so much needed for me. That kinda healed my heart a bit after the chaos. Aww and she said she kept the door open three inches! I loved that we've always seen her leave the door open three inches just like she said. That El and Hopper scene was so emotional and was so good! Loved that whole scene with my whole heart and also the part when Joyce saw El and hugged her. Then Hopper hugging Mike aww! I repeated watching the hugging, meeting and reunion parts again because I needed it. Badly needed it because it was kinda healing after all the things that happened that was very intense for me. It was crazy. So this was when Will felt something on his neck again and it snowed. Then they saw the mind flayer. Not in Upside Down but actual Hawkins. Oh My God! Horrifying. I think everyone would work together and try to close all four gates.

This is what I'm thinking would happen. Maybe the team would split into four and they would all work together to close the gates. El is gonna have another showdown with Vecna. Would Kali show up on this one? Idk. Of course, it would be epic still! I'm hoping none of them would die! Please! 🙏 I also know that they will read the letters that Max wrote for them while they take care of her in the hospital and wait for her to wake up. I'm really hoping El would be able to make Max wake up and find her in Max's mind. I think Will really might be the key to kill Vecna.

Everyone did such a good job in these two episodes! Great job to the casts and crew! The Duffer Brothers! Amazing work! I'm sorry if this is so freaking long!!! I just wanted to express how I felt! So did anyone know which scene they had to use a harness for Noah? Noah had this picture of him in a harness. Which scene was that for? I hope that isn't for season five bruh. Don't tell me he would get Vecna-ed on season five? Oh please nooo! Hopefully not! Anyway, this is the end of my very long novel I mean blog for Stranger Things Season 4 Volume 2 and thank you so much for reading!!! I hope you enjoyed it! Bye!

Love, Rian 💋

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