#how is everhone doing lol

[reapkusho]

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Yeah I don't know what this is

[bubmyg]

i get your points but i also don’t think there’s a need to shame people who can or simply just want to pay to watch the concert. i felt comfier about buying bangbangcon and i had no money but did an odd job just to buy the ticket only for everhone on tumblr to shame me for it and call me a “rich army” which really took away from the experience. i am very far from rich lol. i just wish ppl would stop shaming each other regardless of how they’re watching the concert :(

i was wholly referencing people who have the mindset of “i paid for it so why should others get to enjoy it for free” + people who actively participated in reporting all of qdeoks websites + the people who report anyone who is sharing the content for free. in no way am i shaming nor do i care if u choose to spend ur money on the ticket!!! nor were u the person i was referencing by that statement!!

[seduceme-lovestruck-thearcana]

@megatraven take my sad Alex AU. It’s the one where MC died when Ares tried to awaken Hera. Take the sadness and I hope you enjoy reading it.

“I call upon you Hera!”

Those were one of the last things she heard, and the last thing she saw was Alex beside their mother, a look of sadness and an emotion she had no words for, and all of Olympus staring in...horror? Disbelief? She didn’t know. Everyone was watching her as her vision faded to black. The last thing she felt was her knees hitting the ground and the last thing she thought she spoke was,

“I love you, Alex.”

She had no idea if they heard her, or if she even managed to say them, but it was the last thing she would ever do for her life.

Alex had to witness it. They had to witness the love of their life die in front of their eyes. “MC!” They shouted out to her, but they knew she couldn’t hear them. Before they could stop it, they tasted silver on the back of their tongue and felt their aura rage out. The stag and doe running straight to Ares and Alex was as well. “MOVE!” Their voice sounded deeper than normal and they were surrounded by silver. Ares turned around, but it was too late. The stag and doe clashed with Ares and threw him to one of the glass walls in the throne room. Ares let out a noise of anger, but the stag and doe stood over him, silver almost blocking out his vision. For the first time in forever, Ares was scared.

Everyone stood witness as Alex ran to MCs side, got on their knees, and held MCs cold body in their arms. They openly wept not caring who saw them. “MC...” they kept whispering, holding on to a little bit of hope that she could somehow hear them. But when they notice that she wasn’t breathing at all, they knew it was too late. It was to late for Alex to do anything, anything to save their soulmate. Their sobs eventually turned to anger sobs. They looked at Ares’ direction and had a look full of hatred and disgust. “YOU!” The silver taste intensified and their voice was so loud it almost hurt them. “WHY? WHY DID SHE HAVE TO SUFFER?” Alex wanted to walk over to Ares, shouting their anger at him, hurt him like he hurt them...but they couldn’t. They couldn’t tear themselves away from MC. Instead, they made their stag and doe raise their heads, getting ready to land one hard hit, but they felt a hand on their shoulder. They looked up, ready to release their anger on that person, but saw it was Zeus

Alex looked at him, anger clear in their face, begging Zeus silently to let them continue. “Please...” they whispered to him. Zeus was in a bit of shock. Alex was a level head, they were kind and almost never took their anger out on someone. This was the first time Zeus had witnessed Alex losing it on someone. Zeus looked at MC and then back at Alex. He shook his head. “No more violence,” he whispered to them, trying to calm them down.

But it wasn’t working.

“WHY? VIOLENCE IS ONLY OKAY WHEN A HUMAN DIES? A HUMAN WHO IS INNOCENT AND DIDN’T DESERVE THIS. VIOLENCE AND DEATH IS ONLY OKAY WHEN A GOD CARRIES IT OUT??” Alex was in shock at themselves. They’re anger was pouring out and they couldn’t stop it. They never raised their voice at their king, but they couldn’t help it this time. Alex turned away from Zeus and back to Ares, only to notice he had disappeared.

“He escaped...” was the thought repeating in Alex’s head. They were staring at the spot where Ares was, sounds blurring around them, but they snapped out of it when they felt a soft hand on their shoulder. They felt her. They knew it was their mother. “Alex, I’m so sorry. I’m so sorry...”she told them, sadness and guilt in her voice. Alex held back their tongue, not daring to snap at their mother. They know she didn’t mean for this to happen. They know it. They know she didn’t know everything that happened before they told her. But they just...they couldn’t hear her voice right now.

Their anger snuffed out like a flame on a candle, they looked back at MC and began to sob once more. Aphrodite joined in and laid her head against theirs. They don’t know how long they stayed like that. The gods were all silent in shock. However, Zeus eventually reached out to Alex once more, saying his own apology. That caused them to snap once more. “You say sorry now but 10 years ago you couldn’t say sorry then?” Zeus felt a twinge of guilt, but pushed it away. He eventually shouted to everhone. “Everyone! Find Ares. Do whatever you must and bring him here back to me.” Alex couldnt pay attention, but they did hear many gods and goddesses leaving hurriedly. The only one that didn’t leave was Aphrodite and they soon heard another pair of footsteps behind them.

They looked up and saw Hades, a sadness and guilt on his face as well. “I’m so sorry, Alex,” he whispered to them. They shook their head, tired of listening to anyone else, tired of hearing the same thing knowing it won’t help them or MC.

The only thing they wished to hear was MCs voice once more, to hear her sing for them with her siren like voice, to hear her laugh with them (or at them), and just be alive. But no. Fate didn’t let it happen like that.

MC wasn’t the only person to die that day. Alex’s spirit died and their heart was crushed and they didn’t know if they ever would recover.

Okay so. I left it on a sad note. I didn’t want to necessarilt continue it bc I mean...I always make them happy in the end (sometimes) and I just wanna be like you Meg and just leave people with sadness bc that’s what we love here. But yeah. I hope you enjoyed it🥺. I kinda did and I love Alwx just LOSING IT on someone. Alex is always cool headed so I think I’m not the only one who wants to see Alex go off on someone. But yeah I hope you enjoyed this!!!1!1 Love you and everyone that read this lol.

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what am I supposed to do????????????????????????? what do i do!!!!!!! Idk what to do!!!!!!!!!!!! I CANT lose it that faxt,?,,, HOW THE FUCK can i lose it that fazt whatthe fuck us wdong with me what the fuck!!!!! whT the fuck what the fuck th the cvk oh my god something is seruously uvking wrong with me somwthing is WDON WITH Me my brain is so fuckig stupid of my God i feel so stupid i feel so fucking srupid this cant be real and then what i have like fucked up dreams n i go back to sleep and have more fucked up dreams and now i wanna be mad at people for shit they din tdo bc IT WAS A DREAM BUT I CANT!!! DIFFERNCIATE BETWEEN WHATS REAL AND WHATS NOT N IM SO CONFUSED N LOST N HURT N I FEEL SO STUOID HONSTLET THERES NO SOLUTION TO ANUTHING I TRULY HATE EVERHONE AND MYSELF TEMOST when will i stop dissapointing everyone when will i grow and learn and become a better prson im just getting worse by the second and dragging evrryone to hell with me why cant they just leave me the fuck alone that way i dont feel guilty for ruining other plpls lives n hurtjng them but i also dont wanna be alone... Ghe last thing i wanna be is alone but i cant b w ppl rn idk why to do i rlly dont im so tited im sinfivking tireed this musr be a fucking sick joke tjis cany he real im so done im so tired ibdont know what to do anymore y is this happening to me i fucked up but like i dont descer thisnU might as well just kill me emthn is srslt wrong. i wish i was phsyicall ill i wish i had cancer a broken lef i wish i lost all my hair and was close to death i wish i was paralyzed and hot avel to moce i fucking wish i was phsyically fucked up Instead of being like this bc u can fucking treat that shit or try to Or cipe w it what is this Lol wht am I doing i dont wanna show my face to anyone ever im so lostn this is so bad somerhing is so wrong everything is so wrong im so tired i canf go on im so stupid i was so fjinf happy i felr like i was flying infelt so giod iv never felt so giid in my life it was so nice i cant even drscive it so why is this happening y is it gone so quick it literally slipped from my fucking hands