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clowncloud · 11 months ago

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me when i am faced with the reality that other ppl esl my 'old' peers are smart. or rich or at least very financially well off. don't have anxiety. are achieving things. or sometimes all 4 simultaneously

#idk like genuinely i dont want or care for any of tht #like being financially secure enough to just fuck off n live in solitary peace is alll i need #not necessarily not working but like at the end of day it's just me doing what i love with whom i love (myself)#but it's i guess always tht back of my head #how i was apparently deemed very smart all thru school #top grades from day one of primarg until at least like form 3 of secondary #and even after #but it's like now im stupid i cant even write my thesis #n im not doing anything with my life except trying my hardest to escape it #n it feels like everyone is judging me #like aha yh we always new u were stupid n wld nvr amount to anything look at me now and look at u #ipuve got ur karma u mean little bitch n u deserve it hahah #lmao #ignore me #cloud nonsense

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