#how do u say. non canon self ships. if someone says 'i ship myself with ______' i usually just ship them because who am I to play god !!! š«”
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Do you ship your mutuals with any characters? If so, who and why
OF COURSE I DO .. it's the most fun a fella can have these days :)c I'm not super involved in the self-ship community, but I support it fully and indulge every once in a while. (If I leave anybody out I'm sorry, !)
@nagumoan always and forever will be attached to Jugram (BLEACH) or Shion's (JGKRK) image to me. I don't even know who Shion is but I do know he and Loni are happily married. In fact I was there for their wedding and caught their bouquet.
@hopefulstarfire I don't know this man personally but GUZMA (pokemon) for sure. That's their stinky man š¤šš¼ Kenz and I have known each other since teenagehood so I could list any and all their hubbies if I so felt inclined.
@upperranktwo MY SKY PIE ā¤ļø Douma only, there literally cannot be a more perfect duo. They are SOO SILLY together augh :o) They make me SO happy!!
@semisgroupie IKKAKU (BLEACH), I have never known a gal to be so perfect for that man !! I can't imagine him with anyone else, only my Ve.
@strawberrystepmom I always associate this pretty gal with Natsuo (BNHA), It just feels so right. Ice boy with a warm blooded gal, I love it !! I also love her and her old man Kakashi (who happens to be in his late 20s but shh. (I shouldnt have to say but. Naruto))
@nymphoheretic OUR DARLING RENGOKU (KNY) .. I just think these two are SO cute together š„ŗ I just think they compliment each other really well. ā¤ļøāš„
@rozentias MY BELOVED RĆ .. As much as I find Urahara (BLEACH) and RĆ³ super silly and cute, I really love the dynamic he has with Axl (Guilty Gear) .. I think he just deserves to have a cute fun guy who loves him and cherishes him!! But I love all of his self ships, they're fun to talk about with him <:]
@diorsbrando Listen I know he's a troubled man but we love troubled men in these parts, I can't imagine Sosa without thinking of Sasuke too š I LOVE seeing Sosa go a little feral over that man, it's what he deserves š¤
@sixeyesgojo Now he better not misbehave and cause my Yoru any problems or I will have a problem with him but .. Gojo š«” I trust that he takes care of them.
Aaaagh i hope I'm not missing anybody .. feel free to stop by my inbox if you want an assigned ship :o) There's a strong chance I pair a person with a character if we're mutuals, even if we don't talk much! I usually take a peek if someone has a f/o list, or I keep note whenever they have special tags for people. I wish I was more active about self ships because they're harmless fun, but I'm just embarrassed of my own HEHE. I'd talk about them more if people asked or came into my inbox but .. for now I just keep them to myself š«”
Thanks for stopping by !!! I loved answering this !!!
#sorry for the tags as well tee hee but i figure people wont mind ..?#tai talks#anonymous#I HAVE WAITED SO LONG FOR AN ASK LIKE THIS.#just us lads and our silly little guys against the world !!!!#i wanted to include some people in here but we dont talk so i got embarrassed šš¼šš¼š„ø#i also tried to stay away from doubles since some mutuals do have double f/os ! also im not very creative when it comes to having uh#how do u say. non canon self ships. if someone says 'i ship myself with ______' i usually just ship them because who am I to play god !!! š«”
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hello!! i was wondering if i could get a ROTTMNT character match up (when ur free and got the time!!)??
i go by many many online names, but usually i stick with sandra! i'm southeast asian, 5'2, and gender non conforming. i got black hair that's in a medium-length butterfly haircut and i usually dress up in a soft-grunge style (i don't have a specific style in reality, too indecisive for that rip).
i have audhd, and find it hard to open up to people. when i have an interest, it's usually really intense! marine biology, certain video game franchises, tv shows, music, the artsāi'm super passionate about all of them and find myself infodumping if i dont catch myself. i keep to myself the majority of the time, but when i open up to people that i believe i can trust, i'm usually described as energetic and very active!
dancing, singing, playing music, and drawing are my main go-to hobbies. especially musicāi know how to play the piano, violin, cello, bass, and guitar! the last two are self-taught, but i got a few years under my belt :D
i'm an esfp, and i love listening to people talk about their passions and their love for whatever it is. i'm dramatic and love doing things for shits and giggles (for the plot yk), but i'm bad at recognising and understanding other people's feelings at times. i'm horrendous at comforting others and i can not read between the lines for the life of me.
so sorry for typing so much!! i wanted to make sure u had good material to work with š¤²
i hope you have a wonderful day evening or night !!!
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Hey Sandra! As you didn't state a preference for your partner, I'm going to assume that either any is fine!
Also genuine question, should I add my taglist on these?
Don't ask how but I can see myself shipping you with April!
š - When it comes to dressing up, let's be honest, April could probably rock anything [much like I bet you do!]
š - So please for the love of god, let her borrow your clothes. She may not ask for it much, but if you're cool with it she is burrowing herself into your clothes-
š - Height-wise, I'd say 5'2" is pretty average, but compared to April, oh boy-
š - Her canonical height is 4'8", but let's give her a few inches out of pity, and make her around 5'0"...yeah no she's still short.
š - If it takes time for you to open up to people, don't worry! She'll be there, waiting and by your side the whole time.
š - As for special interests, if you happen to like a video game she has, she'll definitely let you borrow it. Hell, you guys can play together, maybe even infodump!
š - ^^ She'll probably sit there, head propped up in her hand, smiling at you softly.
š - Now, as for music, I'm sorry if this is just me projecting, but music players,,,
š - Would probably swoon if you ever wrote her a song, or even played for her.
š - Would probably ask you to teach her a few things, even if it's just the basics.
š - You're both extroverted so expect more outdoorsy dates! Amusement parks, bowling, arcades, whatever your heart desires, it shall get!
š - Now, as a fellow āØTHEATER KIDāØ if you're demiromantic, aro-spec, or just more of a friends to lovers kinda person, depending on how long you've known each other, and if she can trust you to keep a secret, she might introduce you to Donnie, and maybe even the other turtles.
š - Pass the vibe check, please, because if her brothers friends don't like you, I'm sorry but you're gonna have to go-
š - Now, if you do vibe with them, especially Donnie, maybe, just maybe, you might get an invite to become an official member of the DPFL [Dorky Pals For Life] club.
š - Being unable to comfort April on a bad day might lead to an awkward gap between you two at times, but if you two can talk it out, you'll be just fine!
š - As for reading between the lines, if you're unable to read a room, or understand a joke, or just something someone said, she'd got you covered <3
I hope you liked it! <33
#š· anon#rottmnt#save rottmnt#rottmnt x reader#simps fics#character matchup#rise april x reader#rottmnt april x reader#2018 april x reader#tmnt x reader#april o neil#april o neil x reader
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SHOW eastenders SHIP ballum CHARACTER callum
EASTENDERS
Favorite character:Ā
callum highway baby
Least Favorite character:Ā
ian beale die already
5 Favorite ships (canon or non-canon):
ben and callum
jay and lola
ash and iqra
kush and martin
chantelle and whitney
Character I find most attractive:
you really expect me to pick just one when ben, callum, whitney, chantelle, mick, ash, iqra, all the panesar brothers, and jay all exist???? i refuse
Character I would marry:
marriages dont tend to work out on this show damn, but whitney im love her
Character I would be best friends with:
callum highway
A random thought:
i want keanu to shoot callum so we get some gorgeous ben x callum angst and an angsty i love you and i want lexi to draw him pictures whilst heās in the hospital ee get on this thanks
An unpopular opinion:
i really enjoyed benāsĀ āyou make me want to be betterā line, i know a lot of people disliked it but with it being a direct parallel to how he was talking to phil about how paul made him better and want to be better i really loved it
My canon OTP:
ben and callum baby!!!!!
Non-canon OTP:
chantelle and whitney deserve to be together let them kiss
Most badass character:
callum highway no doubt about it boyyyyyyyyyy
Pairing I am not a fan of:
mick and linda
Character I feel the writers screwed up (in one way or another):
linda. i used to really like her but especially with how she reacted with johnny first came out i grew to hate her so quickly, and i really donāt think theyāre handling her alcoholism sl well
Favourite friendship:
jay, lola, ben, callum, and lexi!!!! give me more of this family right the fuck now!!!!!
BALLUM
when or if I started shipping it.
i was so vehemently against shipping it at first because i didnāt want to get sucked back into the ee-verse, but seeing gifs of ben when he came back convinced me. heās a character iāve always wanted to see on screen, heās unapologetically gay and always makes gay jokes about it like me and so many other queer people do and i finally got him and had to let myself get sucked back into it and then shipping ben and callum was almost like a natural progession from there. their dynamic is so chefs kiss and i love them smĀ
my thoughts:
i have so many thoughts about them all the time lauren can attest to that we literally send each other paragraphs and paragraphs about them. the main thing about them that i love so much is their eye contact. itās something thats so important and vital in their dynamic, theyāre always looking at each other or looking for each other and even before they were a thing they were always making eye contact. it all comes right back to ben saying that he seeās callum but callum seeās him too and its something both of them havenāt had in so long?? nobodyās been able to just look at them and really SEE for so long and now they cant seem to ever look away from each other and they dont want to look away. the other thing thats so important in their dynamic is physical contact. theyāre always touching each other like holding hands in the street or ben has his hand on callumās thigh or callum is touching benās arm and shoulders because itās such a reassuring gesture to both of them and they know they both need it. like, they both must be so touch starved?? ben has had physical touch, heās super open about his sex life so we know that, but we know its canon that before callum he hadnāt just touched and been held in non-sexual ways since paul and callum has been pretending to be straight for 28 years and yeah heās been touched too, but never in the way he really needed. when they meet in the park for the first time callumās almost drawn to ben like a magnet and cant help but lean into him when he reaches out to touch him and the dam just BREAKS because heās so starved of touch. and then when they get together its like constant touching because they both know that and its such a physical reassurance for the both of them and theyāre not ashamed to admit that they both need it. ben isnāt tactile with many people, but he really is with people he cares about like lexi, jay, kathy, and now callum and i think thatās really important for their dynamic. anyway this got long and i could talk about this all day but i wont
What makes me happy about them:
we love representation baby!!!! and i love how devoted they are to each other, even if they show it in wildly different ways. callum is there for ben no matter what and chooses to defend him even when everybody else is against him, he sees all the good in ben where people would only ever see bad and chooses to stand by him through it all. and ben shows it so obviously whenever he tries to protect callum, like when he broke up with him because he thought he would ruin him and when he asked him if he wanted him to take care of leo. they both are so open and honest with each other and they really come into their own skin around each other. callum has become more confident and assured since they started dating and ben has become a lot softer and he isnāt afraid to be vulnerable now and everybody can see it. they both are two sides of the same coin and they bring out the best in each other!!
What makes me sad about them
oh donāt even get me started, ben is so fucking self-sacrificial. he pushed callum away to protect him even if it meant breaking his heart and callum pushed back and really challenged him even if it meant getting hurt more in the process. they both have had real difficult pasts and theyāre so riddled with trauma and they could have so easily become closed off and cold but they didnāt, they both choose to love each other so deeply and fierclyĀ
Things done in fanfic that annoys me
itās not so much of an annoyance but people making them sound super slangy or cockney makes me squirm
Things I look for in fanfic
the characterisation baby!!!! @sunsetsover has the best ben and callum characterisations in fics everything she writes is so flawless.Ā
My kinks:
iāll never get over the fact that as soon as callum got back they stared at each other for a solid 30 seconds and then had desk sex in an unlocked office in the middle of the day on jayās desk. also i would very much love to see one or both of them (particularly callum!!!!) get flustered over someone on the square noticing a hickey on their neck thank u very much
Who Iād be comfortable them ending up with, if not each other:
dont ask me this question the answer is nobody. theyāve set them up so deeply and their relationship is something thats so important and vital for each other that its hard for me to picture them with anybody else so seriously because of the established connection.Ā
My happily ever after for them:
ben, lola, jay, callum, and lexi all move away from the square together and live somewhere else as a happy little familly because its what they deserve. literally any ending where they end up together alive and happy
CALLUM HIGHWAY
How I feel about this character:
i love him with my whole ass heart i would die for him!!! i really want him to get his own sl soon, particularly the ptsd sl.
All the people I ship romantically with this character:
ben mitchell
My non-romantic OTP for this character:
i love his friendship with lola and jay!!!!!Ā
My unpopular opinion about this character:
let him be dark already, mans is dating a mitchell and actively keeping a murder a secret and the writers still expect me to believe that heās a cookie-cutter butter wouldnāt melt guy?? no. give me more of the callum who beat the shit out of leo and knows how to defend himself. let him overhear someone on the square threatening ben or lexi and just decking them in the face.
One thing I wish would happen / had happened with this character in canon:
with the kidnapping sl i really want him to get shot, it would be an amazing parallel to ben getting shot in the vic and weād get an angsty i love you from ben and some soft hospital scenes. BUT!!!!! i also want him to kick the shit out of keanu beforehand. heās strong as fuck theres no way keanu would get the drop on him. maybe keanu threatens lexi or ben and callum threatens him and says if he even tries he wonāt have to outsource his murder because heāll kill him himself. i want ben, stuart, and jay to turn up and keanuās got bruises and blood on him and callumās just likeĀ āi wondered how long it would take for you to show upā just let him be the badass morally grey character that heās growing into
My OTP:
ben and callum baby!!!!!!!
My OT3:
i donāt have an ot3 for them but i think the dynamic between ben x callum x tubbs could have been super interesting if theyād gone there
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@missaristocrat sent me an ask with Holy Husbands from this postĀ
How do much do I ship it?: Never heard of it/ Notp / Dislike / used to ship / maybe / ship it / aww / otp / IS IT CANON YET?
What non sexual activities do they like to do together? As classic as it is, I picture them visiting museums (and churches, too, for architectural reasons other than faith): Tomas would buy audioguides for both of them but Marcus wouldnāt listen to his because heād rather listen to Tomas talking about the exhibition (he really loves Tomasā voice and the way he speaks, his natural charisma and his gesturality), Tomas would sulk a bit but then Marcus would sidehug him and everything would be alright. I also love the idea of the two of them giving charity, going around and helping people in need (for example visiting elders in nursing homes and lgbtqai+ communities). They like to go to books shopping, Tomas would try and fail to stop Marcus from buying bibles and such (he will use them as notebook for his drawings, you know that); he would buy books about astronomy and plants (donāt ask me why, I just like it skdjask) while Marcus would pick some about languagues (for when they do exorcisms but also because he really likes learning new languagues). When at home, Tomas would lay on their bed reading said books and Marcus would just sit next to the window and sketch (Tomas, a detail he remembers from his many travels around the world, a cute animal, a flower or plant, Tomas again, and again, and again).
Who does chores around the house? Both of them, sometimes they switch: one time Marcus does the dishes, next Tomas; when one of them is too tired, the other helps him or just does that himself. Just a soft couple being domestic. Tomas likes to do dishes tho, and Marcus to iron because both activities relax them.
Whoās the better cook? Definitely Tomas. Even though Marcus traveled a lot during his life, he never actually learnt how to cook, just the least to survive in the darkest times. Now and then Tomas would cook something his abuela teached him years and years ago and would start talking about her, and Marcus would eat while listening to him with a soft smile on his lips because Tomasā eyes always look a bit melancholic whenever he mentions his abuela.
Whoās the funniest drunk? TOMAS. He clings on to everyone, but especially Marcus, and snorts and tells bad jokes he finds funny but then stops midsentence because he starts laughing by himself. Such a big dork, but we love him dearly for that.
Do they have kids? Uhm no, even if Tomas would like to join a program for fosterchildren when all the Big Shitā¢ is over. Marcus would be a leeeetle bit reluctant at first because of his traumatized childhood and shitty father, but then he would agree because he KNOWS how important for children is to have someone who love them unconditionally, who show them how to be kind despite the cruelty of the world. I think they would be great as fosterparents šššš
Do they have any traditions? I donāt exactly know how to interpret ātraditionsā, BUT Iāll say they celebrate their first meeting back to Ā St. Aquinas, when everything started for better or worse.
What do they fight about? Tomasā reckless behaviour (especially during exorcisms) and Marcusā low self-esteem.
What would they do if they found their paring tag on tumblr? (If they have one) I think they would both laugh, then Marcus would say āWell, weāre a match made in Heavenā and Tomas would nudge him while eye rolling, but he would actually smile becaue his boyfriend is a menace (and right) kdasjdksaj
Who cried at the end of Marley and me? Canāt say exactly because Iāve never watched it myself letās just say Marcusā¦.(?)
Who always wins at Mario kart? Tomas, having a young teen as nephew helps I guess š¤ sometimes he lets Marcus win tho, BUT Marcus knows he does it on purporse and forces him to give him a rematch. Itās a neverending circle. Marcus would accuse Tomas of cheating (again, Luis) aaand at some point they would find themeselves horizontal on the sofa after a strenuous tickle fight šš
One thing I like about this ship? Theyā¦..justā¦..s-soā¦..softā¦..with each otherā¦ā¦.g o dā¦ā¦.. Theyāre two halves of the same whole, their personalities collide and balance each other so perfectly itās unbelivable.
One thing I donāt like about the ship? That they arenāt canon because Fox decided to cancel the show :))))))
The song I would say fits them? HIM by Sam Smith. Itās just SO GOOD, I always think about them when I listen to it u g h.
A headcanon about the paring? Okay, itās so random because I donāt have enough ideas right now but they LOVE to watch trash horror movies together, Marcus laughs his ass off every time while poiting out all the mistakes on screen and about the plot, and Tomas just LAUGHS and throws pop-corns at Marcus to shut him up. Also, Tomas asks Luis some titles even though Olivia forbade him to watch that kind of movies, but itās their uncle-nephew secret ;))
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writer rec meme
tagged by @girlfriendsofthegalaxy thank u friend!!
1. A fic you are proud of?
so I wrote my youth is yoursĀ (friends at the table: spring in hieron; benjamin/blue j) for secret samol this year during a time when I was. not having a good time and also had lots of essay deadlines and I was behind on my penumbra minibang fic so I. started working on it really late and barely finished it in time to not miss the posting period and I was so worried abt it and then somehow wrote the entire 5.3k thing in a few days and it turned out well?? people liked it??? so Iām proud of myself for somehow managing that
(side note looking back at it now is funny bc u can tell I wrote it before I fell completely into ephrim/throndir since the background ship is still throndir/red jack. although like. throndir has 2 hands and should kiss both of them tbh)
2. A fic you are excited about?
of the things that Iāve posted so far, Iām still really happy abtĀ lend me your heart and Iāll just let you fall (julius caesar; brutus/cassius) which is. incredibly silly and self-indulgent like. is it my best work? probably not! did I have a very fun time writing it? yes I did! itās caesar but In Space and the worldbuilding is a mess of things stolen from various other sci-fi franchises and Iām so glad it exists in the world
a slightly more serious answer is Iām gonna love and give it a name (transformers comics; bumblebee/starscream) which I like bc. ok. thereās not much beescream fic and Iām super picky abt it and I like being able to reread this and get hit w exactly the emotions I want from this ship. I think the beginning couldāve used just a lil more editing but the whole second half makes me emo so
I donāt. do multichapter fic so I canāt really rec any wips which I feel like this is actually asking abt lmao. my main wips are the friends at the table thing I need to hurry up and post before the next episode drops, and the g*me of thr*nes fix-it/rewrite of most of canon bc itās bad that Iāve been picking away at for. literally three (3) years now including when I lost all of it when my hard drive died in fall 2017 and I learned a valuable lesson abt backing up my shit. someday Iāll finish that fic and then Iāll be free of the hold that mess of a series has on my brain
3. A fic that was challenging to write?
when the sun comes (try not to hate the light) (the penumbra podcast; juno/nureyev + sasha/rita) was my penumbra minibang fic and it was. also written while I was having a hard time, I struggled w the deadline, and Iād never tried to write fic that long or plot-y before (I also ended up cutting basically the entire ~plot that was in my outline and just focusing on the emotional arcs and the vampire tropes which is. valid of me)
4. A fic that was something you hadnāt tried before?
bringing the heat and the word is out (friends at the table: counter/weight; diego/augustus) which I wrote for the fatt rarepair swap was the first time I tried to do something non-chronological and I was also balancing 3 point of view characters when I usually stick to one or two but I really like how it turned out, figuring out how to arrange the different sections was really fun
(also thatās a fic that I would rec even if u know nothing abt the fandom bc itās minor side characters and has very little to do w the main storyline but itās good and fun and up until the penumbra mini-bang I considered it the best thing Iād ever written)
5. If you had to choose one fic above all to share, what would it be?
tbh probably when the sun comes, bc itās the most ambitious fic Iāve written and itās recent so itās prob a pretty good representation of me as a writer, but since I wanna. share something different for this questionĀ so
I could be violet sky (friends at the table: spring in hieron; samothes/hadrian/samot) is one of my absolute favorites tbh, Iām not sure how much sense it makes if u donāt have at least a little knowledge of hieron lore but Iām kinda tempted to say just read it anyway. there are divorced gods who are still in love and also both probably into someone whoās kind of the paladin of both of them. thereās clothes sharing and also dream sharing
sorry I know I was supposed to pick one and also that Iāve recced so many fatt fics even though probably only like 5 of you care abt that but I rereadĀ made of nebulas and novas and night sky (friends at the table: counter/weight; sokrates/integrity; written for the fatt nb swap last summer) for the first time since I posted it while looking through my ao3 for this meme and hey? itās good actually?? do you like estranged siblings learning to get along again and someone realizing theyāre basically married to the alien ai who shares their mind + body (think venom but theyāre both a little less of a disaster)? then I have the fic for you! (can also probably be read without much background knowledge bc theyāre fairly minor characters and also Imo u should read it anyway bc I think itās p good)
oh man Idk who to tag for this, if you write things and you wanna do the thing, consider yourself tagged
#dreaming.txt#alsoĀ listen to friends at the table so u can even more fully appreciate most of theĀ stuffthatĀ I'veĀ been writing recently#whoops this got very long andĀ I'm sorry#.#..#long post /#fic rec
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13. what is a misconception you had about lgb people before you realized you were one?
um firstly, that bisexuals were a thing. I didnāt really know about that. and then like also that bisexuals donāt have to be 50/50. sometimes its 60/40 or 99/1 and thats okay. and also that, you donāt have to identify as anything. also that compulsive heteronormativity is a thing. I was drowning in it because I grew up in the south at a christian school and being gay is an abomination. and I was expected to grow up and while my parents never pushed theĀ āgrow up and marry a nice manā on me, they implied that id get married one day and have a family in the traditional sense. um, also, you arenāt obligated to come out to people and also you donāt have to come out to anyone or label yourself at all.Ā and its okay if you donāt figure it all out right now. I thought you had to figure everything out and label yourself. hell fucking no you donāt n its great because I identify as bi right now, but I watched @sydsliftingfaceās coming out video a few days ago and she said something that really has stuck with me the past few days and it was really important so Iāll touch on that.Ā ātheres a difference between that you could continue to kiss boys versus wanting to kiss boysā and I think thats really important because Iām kinda having another awakening to the fact that maybe Iām more gay that I originally thought huh? idkā¦ come back to me on thatā¦ but that quote was really important to me and Iād like to thank her for that.Ā Ā
14. what is a piece of advice you would give to your younger self
everything will make sense. and you will go at your own pace. and you wonāt realize the impact that one thing had on you until months later and hey remember your best friend that you thought of sometimes and didnāt know why? that was an actual crush, sweetie. and its okay to like girls too.Ā also just like hey, everything will make sense. it will click. it takes time and whatnot. but youāll be okay and youāre accepted. my friends that Iāve come out to have all been supportive and like Iām so happy now. things are really great in this aspect of my life. school? not so muchā¦ but weāre surviving.Ā
20. favourite gay ship (canon or not)
ugh fuck me theres too many. sanvers tho. like I think were going to go a little deep here for a sec. Iām going to say calzone and sanvers because listen up yāall. when I started watching grey anatomy in summer of 2013. calzona was the first wlw ship I had ever seen on my screen and it really opened my eyes to hey, lesbians/bisexuals exist and its ok to like them. and then with sanvers, I didnāt really realize it but I ended up watching supergirl s2 in like a day, and since that day (few days after it had been released on Netflix) I had just in the back of my mind been thinking more and more about my own sexuality and the way Alex had come out etc. and I came out later that July (I watched the show in may btw) ad like come November when 3.05 aired, It hit me how much that Alex/sanvers story really impacted my life and I didnāt expect that and was actually really upset by the breakup even tho I had prepared for it, knew it was happening etc. but like emotions can really fuck you up, yāall.Ā
23. have you ever been in love?
no. Iāve had feelings for someone, but never in love.Ā
28. are you out? if so how did you come out
Iām out to my friends, but my parents/family do not know. I donāt plan on telling them. I came out/accepted my sexuality right before I left for college and havenāt really gotten to assess how they really will feel about me being bisexual. so like. Iām closeted for now.Ā
as for friends. I texted @only-freakin-sunflowers and @unicornshepherdess. they were the first to know, and I posted a thing on tumblr, and came out to them because I knew they wouldnāt judge me at all. they were the first to know because I knew I didnāt have to be afraid to tell them. then, I planned on telling my best friend chelsey next, at home over Christmas break. that didnāt end up happening. the night of my sisters wedding I was a bit intoxicated with my best friend autumn who Iāve known since I was 2 and I didnāt plan on telling her next (she was last on my list) and we got to talking about sexuality or something (idr I was drunk) and I came out to her and she hugged me and I then knew it was all gonna be okay and then I spilled beer on myself fun times. then It was around finals week (nov 27th to be exact I know this bc I came out 7/27, 10/27, 11/27 and then sometime like 12/29.) I was face timing chelsey about Elle mills coming out video she had just posted and I was likeĀ āhey, chels, Yano how Elle came out to the world? well Iām coming out to u, Iām biā and she just was likeĀ āawe Cecil I love youā and it was good. I told her I planned on telling her in person but I figured that moment was a good chance. and then when I got home she was actually with me and I told Claudia. @unicornshepherdess gave me a book for Christmas calledĀ āthis book is gayā and I made Claudia read the back that saysĀ āthis is for lesbians, gays, bisexuals, trans, undefined and even the straights. its for everyone!ā and I told her to read that (I was pointing to it) word. and I was like hey thats me, Iām bi! and she laughed and hugged me. it was a nice moment. but anyway that was it.Ā
30. what is a piece of advice for people who may not be in a safe place to express their sexuality
first off, I feel like youāll never end up feeling 100% safe at all. but just know that you arenāt alone in that feeling. I am literally scared out of my mind at the prospect of telling my parents or them finding out. and tbh, I doubt they would do anything, theyād probably just hug me and laugh and tell raunchy non-offensive jokes and grab me a beer, but that naggingĀ ābut what if they hate you, you know theyāre going to look at you differently nowā is in the back forefront of my mind all the time and Iām scared. its terrifying. also that you need to accept yourself first completely, before you think about trying to come out in an unsafe space.Ā
my advice is that its okay to be scared, because you are not alone.Ā
so, we got real deep on these questions, but I would like to thank you, nonnie. I think I needed these tbh.Ā
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hello my name is *yells about Furuba*
I dunno what Iām doing but I have Feelings so let me rant about them, by me.
Some of y'all may not know that Fruits Basket is my favorite series on the planetā well you do now. That comes with a caveat of favorite manga, not favorite anime (that honor goes to either Noragami or Chihayafuru, with Madoka Magica as an honorable mention). I do also love the anime dearly! But comparing them is like apples and oranges, horses of different colors, etc etc, not least because the anime was made before the manga was barely halfway through. futile hope springs eternal for a full remake. So most of my feels rant will be manga-centric although the general feels apply to the anime, and uh there may be spoilers idk itās been out for a long time???
The first volume came out in the US five days after my *deep breath* 15th birthday. I got it for the next yearās bday present from my big sis, aaaand that was when the gates of otaku/manga hell swallowed me up (I was somehow unaware that Pokemon and Yu-Gi-Oh were also Japanese pop culture, go figure.) I have no memory of how I found the animeā my anime-bittorrent-whateverthefuck knowledge was nonexistent but I donāt think it was airing live. I got the box set for some Christmas but that wouldāve been after I was a massive fan so *shrug*
Anyway I watched the dub first and holy hell if I wasnāt planning to marry Yuki Sohma before then I definitely was after that, thanks Eric Vale. (I still have huge love for the dub cast fight me). Yun-chan was my first 2D crush and tbqh Iām still in love with him. Also I stg heās the whole reason why pretty boys are a Big Thing of mine. And wait omg Shigureās first appearance?! Like, thatās probably why dudes with glasses are also My Thing wow I just blew my own mind but moving on
Fun fact I couldnāt choose between Kyoru or Yukiru bc they were both cute (present me@young me: u will realize eventually grasshopper) but I was 100% cool with Kyoru happening because of course then I could be with Yuki. Cue me dabbling in a few paragraphs of self-insert fic.
uh lemme cut this itās becoming a novel
Random things (this whole thing is random wtf):
I was blessed enough to get my hands on the entire Tokyopop run, plus the fanbooks!!! before they shut down. Iāve been warring with myself for ages over whether to start collecting the Yen Press specials but. my resolve is weakening. I also have all of Takaya-senseiās other stuff yeet (Phantom Dreams, Those with Wings, Songs to Make You Smile) except for Twinkle Stars which Iām def gonna get and OBVIOUSLY THE INSTANT FURUBA ANOTHER COMES OUT IM GRAB meanwhile if I remember to check out the scans
been a while since I reread it(itāll be my third one~) but off the top of my head some favorite arcs etc are: obviously the major one at the end of vol 6. The Red Cap. Hatori and Kana (RIP ME) The Summerhouse (Jason the bear jfc). Akitoās reveal. Kyoko and Katsuyaās entire thing obviously (EXTRA RIP ME Iām crying just thinking about it). āThe plum on your backā scenes. Kyo and Kyoko. THAT FIRST NEW YEARāS WHEN YUKI AND KYO RACE BACK TO THE MAIN HOUSE BECAUSEtheir girlfriend MY DAUGHTER IS SAD AND LONELY AND THEY MAKE WISHES ON THE ROOF heck me uppppā also literally all roof scenes (karate kid Tohrutm) BUT THAT ONE HHGBNCCSV!!! Also my fav episode along with the AU-ish final 2.
Furuba fandom is my biggest fleet of ships by far which is hilarious bc I have a lot of fandoms and a lot of ships and you can see them bc iām a derp but since nobody looks at that and nobody will read this (?) Iāma talk about them here. I DO WANT I WANT YO
but seriously I support
literally all the canon ships except HanaxShishou, pardon me Takaya-sensei but why. Wtaf.
a metric fuckton of non-canon ships bc of COURSE I DO
my low-key ships include
MomijixKagura. pairing the spares if you will XD
KaguraxTohru
RinxTohru. yes I have bi Tohru headcanons mmkay
Future!Kisa/Tohru (blame this fic)
KyoxUo.
YukixHana. all symmetrical-like (but wow i forgot i highkey shipped it for a while untilā¦)
GurexAaya. like, come on. Also poly Mabudachi Trio
MomijixTohru. theyāre super hecking cute ok, edging into high-key
my high-key ships include
HanaxUo. ok this??? is a big OTP, and 99% why Iām hella salty over HanaxShishou (at least KurenoxUo had an actual subplot!!). They are Tohruās adoptive moms and I will forever protec (and yet. HanaxTohru and girls OT3 are also Good Ships but tbh super low-key) also I MADE SOMEONE SHIP IT
YukixTohru. see the start of this post way up there somewhere
KyoxYuki. my first rivalshiptm
HaruxYuki. āHe was my first loveā one cannot simplyā have a character say this and not expect fans to ship. Also bi Haru is canon. lotta bi folks up in here imo
KakeruxYuki. CUTE GODDAMN DORKS WOW
But my flagship, my OTP to end all OTPs and my polyship to end all polyships in any fandom is the SS Yukyoru. KyoxTohruxYuki.
Iāve had polyship predilections for 6-7 years now, though itās more recent Iāve started polyshipping every love triangle i encounter bc Iām so done with themā¦ there wasnāt really any lightning-bolt moment when I realized I shipped them much more together rather than apart. but like, I ship all three permutations so at some point my brain went HEREāS AN IDEA which tbh is how a lot of my polyships happen, i mainly have OT3s (if I ship 2 outta 3 thereās a good chance ima poly it)
but anyway! thereās absolutely no way to convey how much I adore this ship and ITāS A HUGE EMPTY YACHT I NEED CREW MEMBERS PLZ
I am building it up one fic at a time and if youāve made it this far and have any interest at all plz read my shit and general Furuba screaming is appreciated as well of course!!! (also look at the most beautiful piece of fanart ever)
More fic! have my mixed bag of bookmarks (Sure For The Axis is my absolute fav, 2nd is Little Prayer) u can also find my Yukyoru stuff on AO3 ehehe~ and oh look HanaxUo!
and holy whoa iām done. TLDR FURUBA IS THE BEST MANGA EVER AND YUKYORU IS THE PUREST RARESHIP EVER
THANK YOU AND GOOD NIGHT
#Fruits Basket#JujYblather#Furuba#Natsuki Takaya#Yukyoru#why not lmao#apologies to mobile dashes oTL#Kyo x Tohru x Yuki
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some quick verse + tlj thoughts related infoĀ * *Ā very uhHHH likely to change as i go / as i remember things more clearly if / when i subject myself to tlj again
i.Ā recoveryĀ Ā //Ā Ā in the empire strikes backĀ novelisation luke was in his bacta tank for 12 hours and then slept for another 16 hours for fatal hypothermia.Ā assuming bacta technology has advanced and become more sophisticated,Ā particularly because itās now been synthesised into a suit,Ā iād estimate finnās recovery to have been in the 30-36 hour mark.Ā (Ā Ā also, heās force-sensitive but thatās A Whole Other TopicĀ !Ā )Ā Ā
if we assume:Ā Ā day 1 post-tfa:Ā rey staying long enough to get her hot new Grey Jedi Look togetherĀ +Ā organise the gps bracelet plan with leia.Ā the resistance receiving alerts that the first order fleet is approaching and beginning evacuation plans.Ā day 2 post-tfa:Ā finn wakes up,Ā half a day earlier than he did in tlj,Ā just in time to offer information on the weak points of the star destroyers and the dreadnought, including helping devise the plan to eliminate the dreadnoughtās surface cannons and clear the way for the resistance bombers.Ā
ii.Ā allegianceĀ Ā //Ā Ā FINN OWES !! THE RESISTANCE !! NOTHING !!!!!!Ā HE DOESNāT OWE ANYBODY SHIT !!!!!!!Ā this boy has risked his life and livelihood time and again from the moment he chose not to kill for the first order for complete strangers,Ā for a movement he had no prior connections with.Ā even if leaving and becoming aĀ āāāāāāā traitorĀ āāāāāā to the resistance had been right for his character and a valid development in his character arc,Ā he does not deserve to be called a deserterĀ for wanting nothing to do with the first order ever again.Ā like........... does anybody fucking realise that alongside the very possible defeat of the resistance, finn being captured by the first order again probably means he wouldnāt be killed, butĀ reconditionedĀ ???????Ā the first order has had deserters, too !!Ā Ā they also get tasered !Ā in the Head, specifically their Brain, where theyāre basically restored to factory settings.Ā not to mention the sheer amount of bravery and courage and heroism it takes for him to turn around and face the organization that destroyed his childhood, enslaved him, and has systematically abused him every day of his life.
with all of that said,,,,,Ā it makes 0 sense for finn to decide, in the middle of the resistance evacuation, to suddenly up and leave with a shitty ass excuse about needing to be far away for when rey comes back.Ā like ??????Ā rey's path is already so deeply and inexorably tied to the rube goldberg machine that is the jedi, the resistance, and the skywalkers,Ā and finn knows this.Ā even if he wasnāt fundamentally a person with a moral compass that couldnāt be broken even by two decades of indoctrination into a fascist space nazi regime,Ā finn does The Things He Does because theyāre the right thing to do.Ā his character arc is not and has never been defined by rey.Ā i donāt know what dinosaur sloth titty juice rian johnsonās been drinking but repeating parts of finnās earlier character development to the point of regression is not !!! good !!!! writing !!!!!!!
given that heās spent 36ish hours in a recovery coma,Ā finn hasnāt had so much as a Second to process,Ā or decide,Ā where he stands in the resistance.Ā like rey,Ā he tooĀ is looking for someone to show him his place in all this.Ā unlike rey,Ā he has no mentor figure, no introspective screentime alone,Ā no inner dialogue or space to explore who he is now in the post-first order part of his life.Ā but,Ā for the time being and given the time-sensitivity of the resistance evacuation,Ā he is absolutely on the side of the rebels.Ā these are the people who saved him and protected him,Ā who gave him the jacket off their backs and something to fight for.Ā not only does deserting make 0 logical or tactical sense in the middle of an evacuation,Ā itās just outright selfish ??Ā and self-serving ???Ā none of which finn is, thank you @ryan johnson.
iii.Ā rebellionĀ Ā //Ā Ā so thereās been a lot of differing opinions on finn and roseās storyline and after agonizing a lot of this iāve come to the almost final decision that itās Not As Bad as ppl want it to be.Ā like a lot of mischaracterisation fuck-ups in tlj,Ā it mainly comes down toĀ how this storyline was treatedĀ in the grand scheme of tlj and how significant it was to the overarching plot.Ā canto bight only seems irrelevant because ryan johnson is a terrible fucking writer who thrives off sidelining his characters of color.Ā thematically, it served it as a damning critique of the powerful ruling class and political economic elites that are actively profitting from the injustice and oppression of war.Ā rose showing those kids the resistance emblem in her ring is one of the most iconic moments in the film;Ā inspiring a whole generation of children to rise up against their oppressors isĀ Ā everything the resistance symbolizes and fights for.Ā Ā
throwing in an unnecessary oc spitting some half-assedĀ ā everything isnāt always good or bad, sometimes thereās just grey areas āĀ message in a parallel of the jedi story and ultimately having the undercover mission serve No Purpose Whatsoever was a shitty move.Ā in keeping with the fandom interpretation that tlj is a story about failure,Ā this wouldāve been okayĀ onlyĀ ifĀ the detour onto the star destroyer hadnāt been for absolutely nothing.Ā because there Needed to be fucking somETHINg,Ā instead of just benicio del toro rihanna.gif winking with the parting words thatĀ ā hey sometimes people are just assholes ā.Ā star wars isnāt a story... about... people being fundamentally shitty..... itās a story about good vs. bad and the enduring struggle for Balance between them;Ā People Are Both.Ā it doesnāt matter what you are but what youĀ doĀ and the choice you have to do good or bad.Ā to counteract the shittiness of dj fucking off,Ā leaving two poc to be forced onto their knees by a white fascist villain,Ā and a black character to be slapped upside the face by said white fascist villain we needed Something.Ā WHERE WAS OUR STORMTROOPER UPRISING, hMMMmm MMm MMMM mMM MM ????????????
bb-8 showing up as deus ex sight gag was funny for 2.5 seconds but now i'm just.... like crait.... a whole Salt Planet.Ā we could have had, it All ?Ā i donāt even specifically know where this part of my tlj-divergent verse goes because it actually requires other non-canon characters to exist but.... hey if any ex-stormtrooper ocās wanna hmu.... u kno where iām at.Ā basically,Ā i picture a handful of stormtroopers defecting,Ā escaping with rose and finn,Ā becoming part ofĀ Ā the rebellion that is reborn.Ā
iv.Ā battle of craitĀ Ā //Ā Ā this... fuc king scene..... god.Ā letās just get the wampa out of the way.Ā roseāsĀ Ā ā thatās how weāre gonna win.Ā not fighting what we hate, saving what we love āĀ was totally narratively undeserved.Ā this is not a criticism of the character but of ryan, again, the man who was paid millions of dollars to write this garbage.Ā in under 18 hours,,,, rose has decided that she has gotten over her lifelong hatred for the first order,Ā her very recent and fresh grief over losing her sister who died Fighting The First Order,Ā and oH,Ā she LOVES FINN ?Ā WHAT.Ā cool.Ā coolcoolcool.
in my canon, iām going to go with the idea that rose did notĀ kiss finn.Ā but they have a fantastic dynamic,Ā and rose crashing into him, saving him and saying something similar to what she said but more along the lines of not wanting to lose another person she cares about to the first order would have been much... better....Ā i view this ship as primarily platonic, at least far as tlj goes.Ā finnrey and finnpoe barely had any screentime / development so ryan johnson is flat-out playing no-homo games if he thinks heās going to sail a ship based on 18 hours of knowing each other.Ā but iām totally open to seeing where it goes with proper development, etc. in rp,Ā so if there are any roseās that would like to plot with me and discuss finnrose stuff please !!!Ā iām begging you !!!!Ā Ā
if ya made it to the end,Ā thank you,Ā ur the real mvp,Ā u are now obligated to message me to plot or yell at me abt ur own tlj salt / headcanons / character analysis.Ā
#ā© Ā // Ā ļ¼Æļ¼Æļ¼£ļ¼ Ā ā© Ā Ā MY LONGEST YEAH BOYEGA EVER.MP4#III. Ā REBELLION. Ā ā© Ā Ā // Ā Ā THERE IS NOTHING LIKE HOPE TO LIGHT A REVOLUTION. Ā EVEN THROUGH THE DARKEST NIGHT THE SUN WILL RISE.#thought i might as well post this before i get to my starters#in case anybody has questions or isn't sure how to proceed with my tlj-divergent status#pls don't be afraid to im me or ask questions if you have any#tlj spoilers#the last jedi spoilers
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bnha, 001 for the ask thing ??? yre one of my fave mutuals even though we've never talked but yre so cool and yr art is amazing and ; A ;
Ā i OMG FIRST OF ALL I GASPED???? YOURE SO SWEET ; M ; i cant believe this .. im so sorry weve never talked before but i would love to start!!! you seem super cool and really kind and i looked for your art but i couldnt find any but u should link some ā¦. ITD BE REALLY NICE TO SEE!!! TT v TT I HOPE I CAN GET TO KNOW YOU MORE THIS IS SO EXCITING IM SO HONORED.. ; M ; omg im making the text super small and putting it under a readmore bc this is SO LONGGNGJDFKNGKJFD
Favorite character:Ā /shoves my entire deku shrine into closet while mumbling Uhhghudfgd oof i dunno .. IM JK ill be proud about it.Ā the light of my life the joy of my heart is deku he tries so hard ā¦ it inspires me to try hard too ā¦ HAHAGDFJNGJKFD but i really do have a mini deku shrine in my dorm room i force my friends to say hello to my son before they enter. THATS WEIRD .. but im such a big sucker for the underdog story and i love the very .. long term take on the self sacrificing hero narrative where he literally just busts his bones out!!!! i like how he has to adapt his approach by dealing with realtime consequences for it!! i think it makes him a really interesting protagonist and i often dont find myself caring too much for the main protagonists like i do for him .. i love him :[
Least Favorite character:Ā I MEANNNNN OK MINETA ASIDE BC I FEEL LIKE THATS A GIVENā¦ i dont really like monoma though i think its interesting what horikoshi did w him!! as in i just think hes annoying CRIES .. i dont think that means hes not a good character though ogdfnj WEāLL SEE!!
5 Favorite ships (canon or non-canon):Ā AHAGDKJNGJFKD ok .. i love todobakudeku n im just gonna say that or else the pairings inside that will take up 4 slots..Ā ooof i love erasermight ā¦ i love MOMOJIROUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU SO MUCH .. i also love iiocha ā¦ and miritama.. ; - ;
Character I find most attractive:Ā OHHHHH OK ā¦ā¦ OK ā¦ā¦ā¦. GENUINELY? i cant draw these ppl but i wish i couldā¦ Buckle yourself in butĀ shouji mezo.. is like objectively so attractive like hes got the shark grin under the mask? the emo hair? hes after my heart ā¦ and? i love his personality its so strong and stoic .. shifty eyes .. ughhhggjnjn also .. blood king is SO hot. so is the dragon lady WHEWWWā¦ ectoplasm is also like so hot i could die you know what if guillermo del toro could make his fish man have a butt that wont quit i can be in love with ectoplasm i want him to serenade me with all 36 of his clones
Character I would marry:Ā OMG NOW THEYRE HITTING ME W THIS CHARA I WOULD MARRY QUESTION AFTER I JUST ADMITTED MY TASTE IS ALL OVER THE PLACE hmm i guess personality wise id want to marry momo actually shes so sweet and kind and CUTE she tries her best ; m ; ..
Character I would be best friends with:Ā OMG I REALLY DONT KNOW im thinkin hard trying to compare my own best friends ā¦ on one hand? tokoyami and his mad banquet of darkness .. other hand? i feel like my friends are all as supportive and sweet as kirishima ..
a random thought:Ā i really love TWICE as a character.. i think his backstory was the most interesting of the villains (that have been shown).
An unpopular opinion:Ā AHHHHHH I HAVE A LOT!! BUT ILL SAY THIS (though idk if its unpopular) ā¦ i dont think the female characters are given good treatment NOT just costume wise. i think the only female character weāve really gotten a fair amount of development (even approaching the level that male characters have gotten) of is uraraka and even then im kinda likeĀ ehhhhhhhh this isnt enough ā¦ horikoshi does a good job showing female characters in strong positions doing strong things BUT i dont think thats the same as treating them with the amt of depth they need, giving them complex story arcs, etc. i also dont care for them being used simply as devices for the character development of male characters if they arent given stories beyond that.Ā i hope we get to see eri some more and maybe her recovery bc i think horikoshi portrays abuse well and the healing process for todoroki was realistic. the dialogue for chisakis emotional abuse was really realistic to the point of me freaking out a lil bit LMFAOā¦ another unpopular opinion is that i kind of dont care about endeavorās potential redemption arc too much either way, i just hope whatever happens is handled with nuanceā¦
My Canon OTP: deku capturing the hearts of the nation
My Non-canon OTP: bakugou x cognitive behavioral therapyMost Badass Character: UHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHGNJFDGNJDF GANG ORCA. I ALSO CANT BELIEVE I FORGOT HIM I CHANGE EVERYTHING ABT MY ATTRACTIVE+MARRIED ANSWERS FIRST OF ALL, I WANNA GET PLOWED BY GANG ORCA, SECOND OF ALL, I WANNA MARRY HIMĀ Ā I would give my whole life to gang orca. My canon otp is me x gang orca
Most Epic Villain:Ā AHAHAHAGHDFNGJKAGHAGAFJGNKJD I HATE TO BE LIKE THIS BUT mr compress? truly? iconiqueā¦. i also love rappa he just wants to fight and honestly? relatableā¦
Pairing I am not a fan of:Ā hmmm ā¦ i dont really dedicate a lot of time to disliking pairings but i dont really ship non platonic kacchako i just dont really like it bc it reminds me of some tropes ive disliked in the past!! i also am not really a fan of stabi :/
Character I feel the writers screwed up (in one way or another):Ā (snarls) SHINSOU WAS ROBBED secondly more attention needs to be given to hatsume mei. she is literally a genius prodigy mastermind and yet shes given like 3 pages after her ICONIQUE SHOW STOPPING performance at the sports festival .. give us more ā¦Ā
Favourite Friendship:Ā I LOOOOOOOOOVE THE MIDORIYA/URARAKA/IIDA TRIO!!!!!! I SAW SOMEONE I FOLLOW TAG THEM AS THE POWERPUFFS AND I LOVE THATTTTGNJDFKNGJKD I ALSO LOVE KIRIDEKUS FRIENDSHIP .. ; M ; and you know what? I think bakudeku is getting there .. i hope we can see them be good friends comfortable w each other !! AND IN LOVE!!Ā Ā
Character I most identify with:Ā WELL actually believe it or not its todoroki LMFAOOGNJKGFD not bc im as sweet or nice or cute or amazing as him but just bc i Hashtag Relate to his emotional journey following parental abuse.. i guess if you dont factor that in i also am equally terrible with kids when i had a brief stint as a volunteer teacher they were always dragging me i guess not for the five pee pee thing so i guess it could be worse but. You knowĀ
Character I wish I could be:Ā i wish i could be have my life together as much as aizawa does .. he always got his sleeping bag w him? he living in 3000017ā¦
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Hello, I was tagged by a number of lovely people ( @bobwritesĀ @chom-raaa and @missmizpah), so I am going to answer their questions. This is probably a great opportunity to learn about me!
Without further ado...
Bobās Questions:
1. Whatās the most replayed song on your playlist?
Itunes says itās ABBAāsĀ āDancing Queen,ā but I donāt believe that. Right now Iād sayĀ āBlazeā or āHyakka Ryouran.ā When ever I discover a new Kalafina song, this happens.
2. How would you describe your fashion style/attire preference?
Lazy. I just throw on whatever is easy-access. During these cold months, warmth is also an important consideration.
3. Favourite villain? Ā (from any fandom)
Uhh... Iād usually say Mori, but heās sort of less of a villain now. But, I donāt particularly like many villains, so he stays.
4. Is ice cream x french fries disgusting or delicious?
Um... Ice cream is delicious. Fries, also delicious. Together? I donāt know. Iāve never had such a combination. Iām not going to put it off the table completely, but Iām also not going to line up to try it.
5. Favourite flower?
This seems to change every time, but I love hydrangeas, especially the blue/purple ones.
6. Last thing that made you laugh/smile?
I donāt know if it was the last thing, but
7. Someone/people you want to be w/ u in an escape room/horror movie?
Kirigiri. Does that count? If not, Iād pick @leio13 and @96percentdone.
8. Favourite thing in a fanfic/dream fanfic plot/trope?
What isnāt my favorite trope? Letās see... I love sick fics, kisses (okay, that doesnāt count, but whatever), domestic fluff...Ā My dream fanfic plot would be one where Dazai finally gets the will to live then dies *evilly laughs* (which is why Iām going to write it; donāt let your dreams stay dreams, kids.)
9. MBTI type?
ISTJ. Even if Myers-Briggs is fake, it still is very accurate.
10. Favourite kind of characters?
Uh... I like characters who are a little messed up (some more than others) like Komaeda and Ryuunosuke (from Fate/Zero), characters who are my pure sons like Yukine and Titus, and strong female characters like Kirigiri and Riza Hawkeye.
11. Last thing you ate that you enjoyed?
I just ate a Mallomar, and it was delicious.
Chomraās Questions:
1. Heroes gone bad or villains becoming good?
Hmm... I like both, but my sadistic personality prefers good to evil haha. I like crushing their spirits and warping their personalities. Especially my OCs. Ahaha
2. Did you ever get in trouble in school? When was the last time and what was it about?
Uh, no, not that I know of.
3. Hot drinks or cold drinks?
Cold drinks! I have yet to find a hot drink I like.
4. Any siblings? Older/younger? Would you have it any other way?
Two! And they are awesome! I would not change it at all.
5. You most prized possession?
This is difficult. I guess in the end, it would be the model catamaran I made in sixth grade.
6. Whatās a fandom trope that makes you uncomfortable?
OMG this is like the opposite of the other one, and unfortunately, I have more to say. Whoops. In general, I donāt like m-preg, ABO, or non-con (these are pretty self-explanatory I think). I am not a fan of most ships where the characters canonically hate each other. In fandom specifics, Iāll list some briefly for Bungou (and specifically Soukoku): French/prostitute Chuuya, Fyodor in Soukoku fics, trying to suggest that Chuuya played a more important role in Dazaiās canonic history than Odasaku,...
7. What do find attractive in a fictional character?
Aha that was a joke sort of.Ā In terms of personality, I think nobility (think Elliot Nightray) is very attractive. Also, a Megumi Ogata voice helps.
8. If could bring a character back to life but sacrifice another character in return (major-ish characters for those fandoms with a big cast), who would you choose?
Letās see. Magi spoilers: Iād bring back Kassim and joyfully murder sacrifice Sinbad. Noragami spoilers: Honestly, Iād sacrifice Takemikazuchi or Kiun (hell, Iād do both if I had to) for Suzuha.
9. Long fics or short fics? In terms of both reading and writing?
In terms of reading and writing, short fics. I just canāt keep up with long fics though I try. A shame that a number of my fic ideas would be great multi-chapter fics.
10. Are you content with who you are?
Ahahahahahahahahaha no. I wish I were though. I strive to be happy with myself and to be the person I want to be.
11. What is holding you back from getting what you want?
Myself. (God, this became depressing. Sorry, fam.)
Emilyās Questions:
1. Opinion on nuts?
Nuts are good. There are many great types of nuts out there (peacans, pistachios, peanuts, cashews, almonds...); however, they donāt usually taste good plain.
2. Favorite book genre?
I donāt read books enough to have a favorite genre. If it has good writing and an intriguing plot, Iāll read it (or wonāt read it because I rarely actually read.)
3. Worst injury/illness?
Yeah, okay, funny story. In seventh grade, we were making āsinging applesā as part of a colonial day thing. Anyway, you put an apple on a metal skewer and roast it over a fire (probably a stupid thing to let middle schoolers do). So, my apple is ready--it didnātĀ āsingā at all if you were curious--and Iāve forgotten how to remove it from the stick, so I improvise. Whoops. I accidentally pinch the hot, metal rod with my fingers. Naturally, I yelped. When the teacher looked over, she gave me such a look, and deadpannedĀ āYou touched the stick, didnāt you?ā So much shame. My fingers were in gauze for weeks. The damn apple didnāt even taste good.
4. What attracts you to someone platonically?
Err... this is going to sound silly, but if they actually bother to talk to me.
5. What was the last dream you had?
I donāt dream that much anymore. Thereās one on the tip of my tongue, but itās beyond retrieval. Sorry to disappoint.
6. Are you someone who eats cough drops like candy?
I had a cough drop once I think. I didnāt even know it was a cough drop at the time. So, no. I donāt really see the point. I just kind of suffer through my coughs.
7. Native language?
English
8. What size shoes do you wear?
U.S. size 8 or 8 1/2.
9. What is your current hair length?
With all its curls, itās just beyond my chin. I think that itās my favorite length.
10. One habit youāre sure is specific to you?
I canāt guarantee only I do these, but: taking off my sweater before getting under my covers, or taking a normal size gulp but swallowing it in extremely small gulps. Maybe snarking people in Japanese (as someone who doesnāt natively speak Japanese).
11. How far would you swim out into the ocean?
I would not. I am not a good swimmer, and I am not touching that wet sand nor seaweed.
I am not going to tag anyone nor write my own questions because I just did this ask meme recently, and frankly, I am depleted of ideas. If you read this far, thank you! Youāre the best!!
#Thanks for the tags!!#Learn about Minako#scream with me about my favorite characters and tropes#rant with me about my least favorite tropes#I have a lot of feelings#and anxieties#RIP
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I Am Femslash by SETI-fan
This post is part of Femslash Revolutionās I Am Femslash series, sharing voices of F/F creators from all walks of life. The views represented within are those of the author only.
I was very surprised and touched to find out Iād been suggested as a femslash writer by readers to contribute something for this celebration, especially since I came out so late in the game, relatively. So, I decided that might be a topic worth discussing in itself: the role of femslash in my long journey to discovering who I was.
I read and see so many stories about lgbt+ individuals coming out in their teens or early twenties and knowing early on they were ādifferentā. My situation wasnāt nearly so straightforward. I didnāt figure out how I identified until I was nearly thirty, and even then it still took some self-analysis to piece out what I wanted. This process was made a lot more complex than it should have been thanks to one particular speed bump:
My physical sex drive didnāt kick in until I was about twenty-eight. Nothing is medically wrong with me as far as I can tell, I just always was a late-bloomer, physically, socially, and apparently in this respect too. Donāt get me wrong, I had crushes in high school, but they were of a very PG-13 variety. I thought kissing could be fun and longed to hold hands and have sweet dates like I saw in the movies and TV shows, but when it came to the idea of sex? Ugh. I actually remember crying as a pre-teen when my mom gave me The Talk and explained thatās what happened. I had never had anything bad happen, itās just like some part of me already noped out of that from day one.
(In retrospect, Iām very grateful I didnāt end up with any of the guys I crushed on in high school. Younger meā¦didnāt have the best taste and liked the idea of rehabilitating a ābadā guy with a good heart. Yes. I was that clichĆ©. Thank you, life, for saving me from myself.)
Anyway, so in high school I wasnāt ready and in undergrad I was so preoccupied with school, work, and family drama at home that relationships werenāt a priority I thought much about. By grad school, I finally started feeling ready to give dating a bit more priority, but the old road block was still there.
Sex still didnāt sound remotely appealing. In fact, in many ways, it sounded repulsive.
I started thinking that I just hadnāt found the right person. I figured if the emotional side was there, then the physical side probably follow. If I really loved the guy, maybe that made the rest happen more naturally, or at the very least maybe I could at the very least tolerate sex if I didnāt end up enjoying it particularly. After all, I definitely found some guys handsome and had great emotional connections and blushing feelings with some. Maybe that could develop into more. The few unsatisfying dates and unrequited crushes I had didnāt get me any closer to wanting to explore that option, though.
Now, as this internal debate had been going on, my mom came out as a lesbian and I started acknowledging that option as being out there. I knew I had aesthetic appreciation for both men and women, I knew I tended to pay more attention to female characters in fandom than male ones and didnāt tend to go crazy over the actors everybody else did, but without the physical desire to reinforce things, I couldnāt tell where the line was drawn between just interest and attraction. But I quietly opened my mind to the possibility maybe I was a little bit bi, or at least okay with the idea that whoever I fell in love with could be in any genderās body. I started getting flirted with by girls at conventions, and was flattered and intrigued, but nowhere near ready to take that step and actually make a non-straight move.
So how does all of this tie in with femslash? Because it was ultimately fandom that led me to a better understanding of what I wanted.
While I had kind of jokingly enjoyed a few slash ships in the past, the first one I actually seriously shipped was Princess Bubblegum and Marceline on Adventure Time. It started the same way I had with past non-canon slash pairings, āman you can find interpretations of scenes to make any pairing work with a bit of creativityā, but then the show actually was going there and it worked for these characters and I was in. The fandom was gifted with talented writers and artists who took the little hints and allusions the show slipped past network regulations and built gorgeous backstories and complex relationships for these two.
Unlike many people in fandom, I avoided smutfic in general. (See again my feelings of revulsion about sex.) But when writers I knew and enjoyed included scenes like that in their Bubbline fics, I stopped skimming past them and decided to go with it because their storytelling overall was so good. And then I started reading purely smut stories by writers I liked. And a little voice in my mind started saying, āSo thatās what everyoneās been talking about all this time.ā Suddenly, instead of thinking ādonāt want to do that, ugh, maybe could tolerate thatā, I was thinking āIād try that, that sounds cool, ooh I want to try thatā¦ā
Iād never wanted to try anything before.
Around twenty-eight years old, the physical side of attraction finally kicked in, likely helped along by the coaxing in these stories, and to my great surprise, it only kicked in for girls (and a range of nonbinary situations that are more case-by-case since I dig androgyny too, but Iām going to oversimplify a bit here before this becomes an even bigger essay since the focus is femslash). Iāve tried reading straight erotica and felt the same lack of appeal. I can still find guys handsome and imagine kissing or cuddling with them and enjoying emotional relationships, but when it comes to going any farther than that, I recoil.
But suddenly it was like I was given permission to let in the feelings that, when I think back over my younger life, were honestly there all along, just muted and unrecognized. Heteronormativity, yes, but made harder by the lack of a sex drive too. The signs were there, I just didnāt have the libido to reinforce what I was thinking and give it that full meaning. Femslash let me tentatively explore that world before I was ready to take the first steps toward actually asking out or accepting an invitation from a woman in real life. Baby steps into allowing myself to feel those things.
And then the new Ghostbusters and Holtzmann hit me like a ton of bricks and Iāve pretty much just leapt off the cliff at this point, cheering all the way down. (Huge appreciation and apology to my best friend whoās had to put up with me turning into a teenager at thirty-one and tolerated my fangirling patiently. Iām leveling out some, I promise.)
Femslash opened that door in a way no other erotic fics or content ever had before. Itās stories about female sexuality written by women, for women. It was a perspective I hadnāt encountered before (especially since I wasnāt going to talk with my mom about her own personal experiences that way and the only other gay people I knew were men). It included women my own age talking about coming out later and discovering yourself and negotiating female-female relationships. And there are so many writers using it as a way to expose young and/or inexperienced readers to important concepts on healthy relationships, like navigating when mental illnesses affect one or both partners. Or how to communicate through emotional times and express your needs without shutting down and distancing from each other. Or even just the safe ways to explore kinks and how to provide aftercare and discuss boundaries and consent. God, the inclusion in some of these stories of how communication and consent donāt take a thing away from the passion and sensuality of the moment is incredible and should be part of every young personās education on how to be a good sexual partner. I know not every fic is written to be realistic and healthy, nor should they be, but itās so nice to see people using the medium to provide healthy role models as well, not just pornographic fantasy.
So yeah, Iām still at the beginning of my journey into embracing this new development and find someone to have a real-world relationship with, but the door is open now and Iām finally comfortable exploring those interests and I feel like Iām not going into this world completely blind and naĆÆve. And I finally want to pursue a relationship like that instead of vaguely dreading it and hoping things work out okay. I donāt have to settle. I know I can find happiness and experience a physical relationship to its fullest. Femslash did that for me. Iām sure itās done that for a lot of other young women. Hopefully most didnāt have to wait as long as I did to find that peace with who they were and what they wanted in life.
About the author:
Iām a biology teacher, writer, and artist who first experienced fandom as a 12-year-old obsessed with Star Wars and joined the internet fandom at 15, back at the turn of the millennium. Iāve been writing fics (under this same screenname) ever since and think Iām finally starting to get decent at it.
http://seti-fan.tumblr.com http://archiveofourown.org/users/SETI_fan/ https://www.fanfiction.net/u/2430050/SETI-fan
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miranova23 (@kaiba-fangirlāā) replied to your photo:
Hey no prob! On mobile rn (& should be doing hw <.<) but as far as the ~controversial~ ships, I know they can still be aged-up or the ship name used for just any other kind of relationSHIP. Heck, most of the characters are canonically underage, and there's even the reveal of Seth & Atemu being cousins, buuut it's Ancient Egypt, & does that mean their reincarnated spirits count as cousins??? ĀÆ\_(ć)_/ĀÆ btw finally wrote out a long-time-coming brothershipping post. we seem to be on the same page though š As far as ettushipping i don't really have anything else rn i guess... but I'll keep u in mind =)
It took me a minute to realise you were referring to locketshipping aka tabloidshipping aka incesty Mokuba/Seto. For some reason, probably just wishful thinking, I thought at first maybe you meant battleshipping (Jou/Seto/Yuugi) or buddyshipping (Honda/Jou)...
I made the statements I did without really contextualising them within the context of the ygo fandom. It didnāt occur to me you were referring to a distaste for the fandom presence of certain ships or the way theyāre presented. So... sorry I got kind of weird on you in the tags.
below the cut is tl;dr about controversial stuff and incest and sibling abuse
re: tags. I know people in fandom use the term āpedophiliaā as a catch all for... whatever they view as having the potential of including child sexual abuse. I personally think maintaining the distinction between pedophilic and ephebophilic attraction patterns (which people may or may not act on), and acts of child sexual abuse (for which attraction may or may not be a factor) is important. But really I knew what you meant when you said what you said, so I realised I was being pretty nitpicky. But also, even more generally, I think people should be free to write about controversial and potentially disturbing topics, so long as they realise what theyāre doing and include proper tags/warning.
re: scandalship. Usually when Iām talking about incest ships Iām not talking about cousins. Not that cousin incest isnāt technically incest, but itās allowed in most of the world today including some US states. And it doesnāt have the same kind of relational baggage as parent or sibling incest. The bigger part of what makes things incest in my mind is the person having been closely involved in the other personās formative childhood development in capacity as a parent or sibling, and it almost without exception coincides with abuse. Malik/Rishid is an incest ship in my mind because Rishid was undoubtedly a brother to Malik during his upbringing. (Isis/Rishid is harder for me to make a call on because we see less of their relationship. Itās not clear whether they were raised together in an intimate proximity, or whether they really relate as siblings. So, depending on what headcanons youāre working with, I think both incestuous and non-incestuous interpretations of a romantic relationship between them could be valid.)
But, in terms of what you were talking about in your post here - I havenāt run into a lot of Mokuba/Seto personally - not enough to view it as some sort of fandom problem. But admittedly I havenāt gone looking for fics specifically featuring the two of them, so maybe thatās why. I know Iāve seen someone else also complain about the abundance of Mokuba/Seto in the search for gen fic, and I also had a similar experience pretty recently, so presumably it is a common fandom experience. I was searching through doujinshi on pixiv and opened something that I assumed to be Kaibros gen but was not. I had actually long since thought the internet has massively desensitised me to everything, but I actually shuddered irl. This isnāt to condemn the artist - admittedly I think everybody should label/tag things like that but I assume they did and I was the one that went around clicking links without taking the time to read the Japanese. But from a perspective of what I found disturbing was the kind of ease that you described in your post - that kind of moves between something Iād consider part of a very close and caring and acceptable sibling relationship, to something unacceptable that immediately undermines the validity of Seto and Mokuba hugging or sharing a bed in a nonsexual context, but also tries to capatalise on and continue off of the ācuteā vibes set up by what could have once been reasonably interpreted as a platonically intimate gesture, instead of a symptom of abuse.
(Yeah, for the record, I donāt think itās abnormal for siblings to be physically affectionate to a degree. A lot of siblings arenāt as close as you and your brother, even siblings with more or less amiable relationships, but I agree itās odd and unfair to assume that you guys canāt or shouldnāt be platonically affectionate. Otoh, though, I feel like itās not always easy to spot a family resemblance, so I get how people may be confused. And also just wanna throw out there that sibling sexual abuse is more common than anybody wants to admit, and thereās a critical lack of attention towards the issue compared to rarer types of child sexual abuse, so itās unfortunately possible that people are projecting their own unhealthy histories and dynamics onto you.)
But, hmm, there was another case I had where I ran into (appropriately warned for) Mokuba/Seto that I think handled the topic pretty delicately. It was about a Seto that had a plethora of sexual desires (including feelings for Mokuba) that he felt unequipped to find an outlet for - partly because of the ferocity with which he isolates himself and pushes away human contact. It was an unsettling story - but what made it palatable for me was the way both the narrative and Seto himself were keenly aware of how inappropriate acting on such desires would be. Setoās guilt-ridden, convinced of his own monstrosity, and desperate to escape to VR (or wherever he can go to not deal with anything even remotely like an emotion). Seto immediately understands this attraction poses a threat and threatens to topple every way in which heās tried to protect Mokuba. And Mokubaās increasingly worried for his brother, and too naive to really understand exactly what the big deal is - even when Seto crosses the line and kisses him (and immediately pushes Mokuba away and runs off and curls up into a ball of self-loathing). And, when VR proves to be an insufficient method of escaping his own humanity, Mokuba finally convinces Seto to reach out to Yuugi, and Seto agrees because - even thought the last thing he wants to do is reach out to anyone - he cares more about remaining a good brother to Mokuba than maintaining the comfort of his own emotional isolation. So it becomes a reassertion of how much Seto values Mokuba as a brother and puts him first, rather than an expression of sexual violence.
Iām not saying this story is something for everyone (itās not. it made me uncomfortable at times. and the solace that it was meant to make me uncomfortable was enough to soothe me, but I realise thatās not enough for everyone.) It also doesnāt blend with my personal headcanons, tbh, and itās not something I would be interested in writing about with regards to Seto and Mokuba. But as a reader and letting the author take the reins, I enjoyed the fic, and I see the merit in it exploring the concepts it did. Far more than I see the merit in exploring Seto and Mokuba in the context of āaw, cute theyāre hugging. now theyāre kissing. uwuā But, idk, Iām also not the arbitrator of what fiction has merit or isnāt too irredeemably creepy for anyone other than myself.
idk, like I said, I havenāt run into much Mokuba/Seto during my (mostly relatively recent) run of the fandom. Maybe itās a bigger issue than I envisioned. And, well, I canāt stop people from creating fanart of Kaiba and Mokuba cuddling with whatever understanding they have of the circumstances behind the scene. But- yeah. I donāt support locket-/tabloid-/brother- shipping them in that manner. Iāve heard a lot of people just say āKaibrosā to refer to Seto & Mokuba as a unit. But I donāt know if thereās a consensus on what people use as a tag for gen Seto & Mokuba things *shrugs*
(And, um, just more generally regarding the Kaiba brothers - I think they can be pretty unhealthily codependent, but no more than Iād expect two brothers having been through foster care and alone against the world to be. I donāt mean to undermine how important and loving and their relationship with one another has been, and how much it has been a saving grace for them.)
Anyhow, sorry for this upsetting tl;dr but- Thank you again! And, lol, yes! Keep me in mind for all things ettushipping related! And polarship and pupship and rivalship and battleship and 5000 other things tbh, lol.
#Kaiba Mokuba#Kaiba Seto#meta#DeLurk words the meta#save me from this card game hell#cw: abuse#cw: csa mention#cw: incest
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holy husbands for the ship ask! ā„
How do much do I ship it?: Never heard of it/ Notp / Dislike / used to ship / maybe / ship it / aww / otp / IS IT CANON YET?
What non sexual activities do they like to do together? As classic as it is, I picture them visiting museums (and churches, too, for architectural reasons other than faith): Tomas would buy audioguides for both of them but Marcus wouldnāt listen to his because heād rather listen to Tomas talking about the exhibition (he really loves Tomasā voice and the way he speaks, his natural charisma and his gesturality), Tomas would sulk a bit but then Marcus would sidehug him and everything would be alright. I also love the idea of the two of them giving charity, going around and helping people in need (for example visiting elders in nursing homes and lgbtqai+ communities). They like to go to books shopping, Tomas would try and fail to stop Marcus from buying bibles and such (he will use them as notebook for his drawings, you know that); he would buy books about astronomy and plants (donāt ask me why, I just like it skdjask) while Marcus would pick some about languagues (for when they do exorcisms but also because he really likes learning new languagues). When at home, Tomas would lay on their bed reading said books and Marcus would just sit next to the window and sketch (Tomas, a detail he remembers from his many travels around the world, a cute animal, a flower or plant, Tomas again, and again, and again).Ā
Who does chores around the house? Both of them, sometimes they switch: one time Marcus does the dishes, next Tomas; when one of them is too tired, the other helps him or just does that himself. Just a soft couple being domestic. Tomas likes to do dishes tho, and Marcus to iron because both activities relax them.
Whoās the better cook? Definitely Tomas. Even though Marcus traveled a lot during his life, he never actually learnt how to cook, just the least to survive in the darkest times. Now and then Tomas would cook something his abuela teached him years and years ago and would start talking about her, and Marcus would eat while listening to him with a soft smile on his lips because Tomasā eyes always look a bit melancholic whenever he mentions his abuela.Ā
Whoās the funniest drunk? TOMAS. He clings on to everyone, but especially Marcus, and snorts and tells bad jokes he finds funny but then stops midsentence because he starts laughing by himself. Such a big dork, but we love him dearly for that.
Do they have kids? Uhm no, even if Tomas would like to join a program for fosterchildren when all the Big Shitā¢ is over. Marcus would be a leeeetle bit reluctant at first because of his traumatized childhood and shitty father, but then he would agree because he KNOWS how important for children is to have someone who love themĀ unconditionally, who show them how to be kind despite the cruelty of the world. I think they would be great as fosterparentsĀ šššš
Do they have any traditions? I donāt exactly know how to interpretĀ ātraditionsā, BUT Iāll say they celebrate their first meeting back toĀ St. Aquinas, when everything started for better or worse.
What do they fight about? Tomasā reckless behaviour (especially during exorcisms) and Marcusā low self-esteem.Ā
What would they do if they found their paring tag on tumblr? (If they have one) I think they would both laugh, then Marcus would sayĀ āWell, weāre a match made in Heavenā and Tomas would nudge him while eye rolling, but he would actually smile becaue his boyfriend is a menace (and right) kdasjdksaj
Who cried at the end of Marley and me? Canāt say exactly because Iāve never watched it myselfĀ letās just say Marcusā¦.(?)
Who always wins at Mario kart? Tomas, having a young teen as nephew helps I guessĀ š¤ sometimes he lets Marcus win tho, BUT Marcus knows he does it on purporse and forces him to give him a rematch. Itās a neverending circle. Marcus would accuse Tomas of cheating (again, Luis) aaand at some point they would find themeselves horizontal on the sofa after a strenuous tickle fightĀ šš
One thing I like about this ship? Theyā¦..justā¦..s-soā¦..softā¦..with each otherā¦ā¦.g o dā¦ā¦.. Theyāre two halves of the same whole, their personalities collide and balance each other so perfectly itās unbelivable.Ā
One thing I donāt like about the ship? That they arenāt canon because Fox decided to cancel the show :))))))
The song I would say fits them?Ā HIM by Sam Smith. Itās just SO GOOD, I always think about them when I listen to it u g h.
A headcanon about the paring? Okay, itās so random because I donāt have enough ideas right now but they LOVE to watch trash horror movies together, Marcus laughs his ass off every time while poiting out all the mistakes on screen and about the plot, and Tomas just LAUGHS and throws pop-corns at Marcus to shut him up. Also, Tomas asks Luis some titles even though Olivia forbade him to watch that kind of movies, but itās their uncle-nephew secret ;))
Send me a ship!
#answers#missaristocrat#ask games#the exorcist#tomarcus#marcus keane#tomas ortega#holy husbands#church boyfriends#the exorcist fox#father marcus#father marcus keane#father tomas#father tomas ortega#tomarcus headcanons#marcus x tomas#tomas x marcus#okay some replies are skdjsakjdkas but i tried my best#GOOOD i love them so fucking muchhhhh
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1-30 ANSWER'EM ALL I WANNA KNOW ALL THE GAY ABOUT YOU
oh dear lord ok
1. describe your idea of a perfect date: hmmā¦nothing fancy, maybe just like grabbing some fast food to eat and driving around listening to music, maybe taking a walk through the park at some point? or even just going for coffee somewhere tbh, iām easy to please š
2. whats your ātypeā: ooooh thatās a tough one?? idk if i have a type per se, but i do find myself attracted to ppl with shorter hair generally? not always, but often lmao
3. do you want kids?: i donāt think so tbh. iām not good with kids and honestly i just wanna live my life for me and not worry about taking care of a kid for 18+ years u know?
4. if you do, will you adopt or use some other form of child birth?: if i did want kids iād most likely adopt
5. describe the cutest date youāve ever been on: iāve been on one (1) date and it was with a gross boy who smelled like musty basement back when i was like 16 or 17 and it was just a bad time all around tbh
6. describe your experience having sex for the first time (were you nervous? or was it easy peasy?): seeing as my dating life is nonexistent, iāve yet to reach that point yet
7. are you a morning time gay or night time gay?: night time for sure iām not a morning person at all
8. opinion on nap dates?: I LOVE NAPS AND I LOVE CUDDLING SO NAP DATES SOUND WONDERFUL
9. opinion on brown eyes?: i have brown eyes myself and it took me a while to love my own eyes but iāve always loved brown eyes on other people ā¤
10. dog gay or cat gay?: cat gay for sure, but i do love dogs too (i have 3 of my own)
11. would you ever date someone who owned rodents or reptiles?: YES I LOVE RODENTS AND REPTILES
12. whats a turn off you look for before you start officially dating someone: hmmā¦if theyāre trying too hard and they think theyāre godās gift to earth, then honestly i lose interest so fast
13. what is a misconception you had about lgb people before you realized you were one?: well back when i was younger, i was convinced that there always still had to be a man and a woman in the relationship role-wise bc hetero couples were the only thing i could really base non-hetero couples off since it was all iād ever known :ā) also i was under the gross assumption that if youāre bi, you eventually have to āpick a sideā, thank god i grew outta that
14. what is a piece of advice you would give to your younger self: god iād tell her to think a little more deeply about who she is instead of wasting years being in denial lmao
15. (if attracted to more than one gender) do you have different ātypesā for different genders?: i would definitely say yes?
16. who is an ex you regret?: not necessarily an ex but i definitely regret going on a date with that guy
17. night club gay or cafe gay?: both? both.
18. who is one person you would āgo straightā for: no one tbh
19. video game gay, book gay, or movie gay?: VIDEO GAME GAY
20. favourite gay ship (canon or not): viktuuri š i love my boys
21. favourite gay youtuber: honestly i donāt really follow any youtubers closely so idk
22. have you ever unknowingly asked out a straight person?: nope iām too much of a wimp to ask anyone out
23. have you ever been in love?: i think so
24. have you ever been heartbroken?: nah
25. how do you determine if you want to be them or be with someone: i donāt ever really get the urge to be someone else tbh, so making the distinction is easy for me
26. favourite lgb musician/band: i listen to an embarrassing amount of hayley kiyoko but halsey is my fav for sure
27. what is a piece of advice you have for young / baby gays: even if you feel like youāre alone in this, i promise youāre not. and you may not have other lgbtq+ friends quite yet, but i promise youāll find some and youāll feel like youāve found your home in them, just be patient ā¤
28. are you out? if so how did you come out: i am! i first came out to two of my best friends through text messages bc im a ween, then i came out to the rest of my friends when we were out one night and i had some of that Liquid Courageā¢ in me, then i came out to my mom (not a fun experience), and then i came out to everyone on facebook eventually!! (absolutely no one was surprised)
29. what is the most uncomfortable / strange coming out experience you have: well the most uncomfortable one was when i came out to my mom i guess, bc she didnāt really take it well ĀÆ\_(ć)_/ĀÆ to this day she does her best to ignore that it ever happened tbh
30. what is a piece of advice for people who may not be in a safe place to express their sexuality: your appearance is one thing you have at least some degree of control over, so thereās always the option to express yourself through your style and such? idk tbh iāve never really had to think about it bc my situation is far from dangerousā¦.just keep yourself safe above all, because eventually youāll be away from the unsafe place and youāll be able to express yourself exactly the way you want to
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