#how can you tell me you like me and want to spend time with me and other such things but can’t barely even speak to me on the day to day?
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custardtartsfan · 2 days ago
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Jason Todd head canons that have accumulated over time
many thoughts about the boy constantly rattle around my brain and i would like to share them ദ്ദി(ᵔᗜᵔ) nothing hanky panky ish for i do not like to think about that
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general bullshit ᝰ.ᐟ
he doesnt trust modern technology. he has a Motorola razr. no he will not upgrade, stop asking
has VERY messy hand writing. straight chicken scratch. barley legible
smoked during his late teens (post resurrection period, he was going through it). tried quitting in his early twenties, he bought a menthol flavour geek bar but threw it out cause Roy made fun of him
it wasnt even one of the cool ones with a screen. smh
he has a weird nostalgic affection for the thrift
it reminds him of being a kid, in the rare moments that his mother was sober enough to take him somewhere. and it was nice, his mom was conscious, all was well
and he could get whatever he wanted! he wanted a toy? sure bud, its only a dollar. why the hell not?
he recently walked into a Goodwill and damn near burst an artery when he looked at the tag on a pair of pants. it was NOT like this back in his day
his hair is like wavy, like not curly but wavy. however, he has no idea how to really care for it. shits dry is what im saying
i think hes very competitive about stupid shit
not like he gets pissy about mario kart, he will race you to see who can fold their socks the fastest
largest of the batfam. vertically and horizontally. hes a beefy dude. a brick shithouse
i think hes also the kind of dude that needs to know someone very well before he could consider dating them. id even go as far to say hes somewhere on the aro spectrum
i think he has a very high spice tolerance. like youll pry his siracha out of his cold re-dead hands. he LOVES African curry (yes this one is based off me) thats like his perfect kind of spice
back to his hatred of technology, he collects cds to listen to instead of streaming
he has one of those hip disk players with the headphones. Red Hood has been seen with a walkman
also hates tv, but will watch the news willingly. he will sit down and watch Wolf Blitzer of his own accord
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romantic (୨୧• ꒳ •)=:♡
remember when i said he has the handwriting of an 18 month old toddler? yea well thats a little unfortunate cause he LOVES leaving notes for his lover. when he has to slip out the window for a job in the middle of the night, he writes a little note - “had to take care of something, be back soon. with bagels. love, Jay :)” but its written so janky his lover is spending the whole time hes gone trying to decipher it
dont tell him that though, he might cry
hes not a talker particularly. words tend to come out wrong in his experience. instead, he likes gifts acts of service to show you he cares
shopping with him and youre eying a particular top for a while? guess what’s mysteriously appeared in your laundry basket
lowq doesn’t have motion though..soo it might have been Bruce card. but honestly? money is money who gaf
what he occasionally lacks in funds he makes up for in willingness to let you do whatever you want to him
he will waddle after you in sephora, freaking out the occasional employee cause holy FUCK who invited the punisher, letting you swatch whatever you want on his hand
if you’re concerned about the milk in the fridge being yuck, give it to him to taste. he’ll let you know
there is no mountain to high, no dubious forgotten leftover too unhappy looking
cannot cook for SHIT. but he loves to eat
he will mention wanting food and stare at you longingly until you go to the kitchen
hes not gonna be playing fortnite while you’re cooking though, he can chop stuff. you may not want him within 50 feet of a place where food is prepared but he will offer
bless his heart
runs hot like a furnace. probably because hes a large meaty boy
he will grumble like a pensioner when you tuck yourself into his chest at night when its cold, but we both know damn well hes gonna be giggling and kicking his steel toed boots when he tells Roy about it later
he had pretty mixed, strewing negative opinions, about his little white tuft of hair at the front. hes tried cutting it, it grew back the same. he bought box dye, it doesnt take. so hes stuck with it. and he cant say hes happy about it
until you came along, all full of love and life, telling him you loved it. you though it framed his face perfectly and suited him great. you and your fancy affection fuck you
(he was cheesing for hours)
okay lets get sad now
hes got BADD anxiety about hurting you without meaning to. its a reasonable concern, hes a big dude. and these hands dont do a lot of cradling as a rule, more beating heads in
he needs to be reassured, but would rather roll around in broken glass then swim in lemonade than let that be known. hes more of a stare at you until you sooth him
he likes to be kissed and cuddled and cared for. so what? hes only incredibly ashamed. it doesnt matter how many times you re iterate that he has no reason to be, hes a stubborn bitch
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thats all ive got! i hope you enjoyed reading my real time jason todd related word association. most of these were typed in a fury on the mobile web app on the subway so..if the formatting is yucky thats up to god (-.-;)y-~~~
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mytherapyisreading14 · 2 days ago
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Hii! Could make a smutt fic with post prison Spencer fic where the reader and Spencer are like best friends/roommates and she has a massive crush on him and he’s in her room looking for something and finds her diary with all of the dreams she’s had about him and they are like extremely kinky like spitting in her mouth and using his handcuffs on her and while he’s reading the diary she walks in on him and she gets like really embarrassed and he’s being the biggest tease to her and then they fuck. Also could you include the spit kink in the smutt part? If you’re not comfortable with that then it’s fine :). Ps I sent this request to another writer like a week ago but they said that they couldn’t do it because they were only doing blurbs.
A Dream Come True
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Summary: When Spencer comes over for one of your weekly movie nights, he accidentally finds your diary and discovers your secret.
Pairing: Spencer Reid x Female Reader
Category: Smut, some Fluff (18+ MDNI)
Warnings: kissing, dirty talk, use of pet names (baby etc.), praise kink, spit kink, choking, fingering, use of handcuffs, oral sex (f), unprotected sex (stay safe y’all), multiple orgasms, dom!spencer (If I missed any warnings, please tell me)
Word Count: 3,3k
Author’s Note: I got my wisdom teeth out yesterday and finished writing this to distract me from the pain (didn’t work though) 😩 Anyway, I hope you like it! :)
You're standing in the kitchen, the smell of freshly baked cookies hits your nose. You decided to bake some cookies before Spencer is coming over for your weekly movie night. Baking also distracts you from the thoughts that have been consuming you more and more in the last few weeks.
You've always liked Spencer, but in the last few weeks, after he got out of prison, you've been spending even more time together. He needed a distraction and when he finally was ready for it, he also talked to you about what had happened to him.
It broke your heart when he told you what he had to go through. You're glad the team managed to get him out of there. You don't even want to think about how bad it would have been if he had to stay any longer.
You take a look at the clock, Spencer will be here soon. You can't wait, the nervousness tingles in your stomach like usual when you think about him. With a light sigh you put away the last ingredients, while your eyes keep wandering to the calendar on the wall.
You can't say exactly when they started. These... dreams. At first they were just fleeting thoughts that distracted you from the stressful everyday life, but now they are much more than that.
They are firmly imprinted in your mind, as if they are another reality taking up more and more space in your life. You shake your head, trying to compose yourself, but it doesn't work. The desire for these dreams to finally become reality gets stronger everyday, especially when you spend time with him.
You go to your room and open the diary that is still lying on your bed after your last entry this morning. A shiver runs down your spine as you read the words and the memories of your last dream come flooding back.
But the familiar ringing of the door bell snaps you out of your thoughts. Spencer is here. You quickly close the diary and shove it back under your small cupboard in your room where no one can find it.
You open the door and your heart immediately beats faster when you see him. With his messy curls falling over his face and that cute smile he never fails to blow you away. Your breath hitches for a moment as he looks at you.
“Hey, how are you?” he asks as he takes a step towards you and holds out a small bag of gummy bears. “I brought you your favorite gummy bears. They were almost sold out, but I still managed to get a package.” You can’t help but fall into his arms.
“Thank you,” you say, holding him for a moment longer than necessary. It feels so good to feel him close, to breathe in that familiar scent of him. Your heart is pounding loudly in your chest. But then he breaks the moment.
“Did you bake something? I think I can smell cookies,” Spencer says and your eyes widen in shock. "Oh no! My cookies!” you shout, practically jumping out of his arms and storming into the kitchen.
You turn off the oven, take the cookies out and carefully place them on the tray to let them cool off. Spencer follows you, still grinning as he watches you. “Just in time,” you say as you run your hand through your hair. “A moment longer and they would have burned.”
“It's good that I'm not only a genius, but also have a good nose,” he jokes. “Or you’re just hungry,” you answer with a grin as you put the cookies aside. “That too. And you know they are my favorite cookies. I can't just let them burn,” he says and you laugh.
“But they have to cool down before you can eat them. If you want we can already start to watch a movie now,” you say and go over to the living room with him, grabbing a few pillows and blankets to make it even more comfortable on the couch.
"So," Spencer says as he sits down next to you and adjusts the pillows, "what movie are we watching first?" You think about it for a while, deciding whether you want to watch something romantic, funny or classic. Finally, your choice falls on Back to the Future. A movie that you both love.
When you want to turn on the television, you suddenly notice that the remote control is no longer working. “Oh no, the batteries are dead,” you mumble and take them out. “Where do you keep the new ones?” Spencer asks, leaning back and watching you. “I can go and get them while you get us something to drink.”
You nod. “They are in the bottom drawer in the small cupboard across my bed,” you tell him. “All right,” Spencer says, getting up and going to your room to get them. While he's in your bedroom, you take a moment to gather your thoughts. If only you knew what he really thinks about you...
Spencer goes into your room to get the batteries. But when he tries to open the bottom drawer like you told him, it gets stuck, which surprises him. He leans down to look what’s causing it, maybe he can fix it for you. But then he notices that there is a book lying under the cupboard.
Curious, he pulls it out and examines it for a moment. He flips through the pages, slowly, as if he can't help himself. His eyes widen when he realizes it's full of entries - entries about the two of you together specifically. It’s your diary. Full of your thoughts about him.
And not just your thoughts. You also wrote down the dreams you had about him, the wishes and desires you couldn't keep to yourself anymore. Your feelings that you never expressed. Spencer continues reading, and with each word it seems as if the world stops.
You, on the other hand, are now wondering where he is. Why doesn't he come back? You go to your room and open the door. “Spence, did you find them or should I help -” You pause, your eyes immediately falling on the book in his hand and your heart beats faster. You blush as you realize what he just discovered.
He looks at you and a grin spreads across his face. “I found a really interesting book under your cupboard. Why did you hide it from me? I would’ve love to read it sooner,” he says as he takes a step towards you. You feel like the ground is threatening to fall away from under your feet. Your pulse is pounding in your ears and you try to stay calm. “Spence…” you whisper, but you can’t say anything more. You're way too nervous.
He looks at you for another second, as if he's getting lost in your reaction, before holding the diary out to you, grinning ever wider. “You probably not only dream about me every night, but also write everything down so you can think about it again and again, right?”
You feel the blood rush to your head and you almost feel dizzy with embarrassment. "I... uh..." you stammer, "It's not what you think..." Spencer laughs. “No?” he asks as he flips the diary over to the page on which you wrote down your last dream about him.
“Well, I think it's kind of cute that you're so lost in your dreams. But you know what?” You look at him uncertainly as he slowly takes a step closer, leaning down to whisper in your ear. “Now that I know about them, I can make them all come true,” he says quietly. For a moment his eyes are so intense you feel like you could sink into them.
Your mind is racing and you can't believe what he just said. Then he suddenly pushes you against the wall and kisses you. The kiss is not gentle, it’s full of desire and hunger. His tongue pushes between your lips, tasting you. You can feel the heat rushing through your body, pressing your thighs together.
He pulls away, leaving you breathless and craving more. “I’m going to leave you now. When I come back, I want to see you laying on the bed naked, with your legs spread apart. You’re not allowed to touch yourself. Do you understand?” he asks, his voice firm and eyes full of lust.
You nod and a shiver runs down your spine. “Yes, I… I understand,” you breathe out. He smirks before he grabs your diary and turns around to leave the room. You heart is pounding in your chest and you're shivering in excitement. You do as your told and take off your clothes to lay down on the bed, waiting for him to come back.
Spencer however sits down on the couch to read through all of your diary entries. He feels his pants getting uncomfortably tighter the more he reads and one entry particularly draws his attention. You had this dream 2 days ago.
He used his handcuffs to tie you to the bed, kissed down your body before going over to tease you by squeezing your breasts and biting down on your nipples. You begged him to touch you and when he decided that he teased you enough, he went over to eating you out and fucking you with his fingers. And then, after you came, he leaned forward and spit into your mouth.
Spencer never expected you to dream of things like this, but he is more than happy to make them come true. His cock is getting harder and he decides you waited long enough. Luckily, yesterday after you got off work, you got some take out and drove to your place to eat dinner together. He left his vest and jacket, in which he also packed his handcuffs, hanging in your apartment because he knew he would be back today anyway.
He stands up and goes over to get his handcuffs. He straps them to the back of his pants so you don’t see them right away. Then he goes into your room and opens the door. You lay on the bed, with your legs spread apart, just like he told you. He smirks and comes closer, his eyes wander over your body.
You feel extremely exposed and have to resist the urge to put your arms in front of your body to cover yourself. But then you see Spencer's tongue licking his bottom lip and his eyes darken. “You look so beautiful, baby. I can’t wait to finally touch you,” he says and gets onto the bed. He leans down to kiss you again and you run your fingers through his hair.
He kisses your neck before leaning closer to your ear again. “Do you trust me, baby?” he asks and you nod. He shakes his head. “I need words,” he says and you answer him immediately. “Yes, Spencer. I trust you.” He looks pleased. “Good. Can you close your eyes for me?”
You close your eyes and feel him shift, excited to find out what he planned to do to you. You can feel his hands reaching for yours, then you hear the clatter of metal and feel something cold close around your wrist. You know exactly what comes next and a shiver runs down your spine.
He lifts your hands over your head and ties you to the headboard. You can’t help but smile and he notices. “I see, you’re already enjoying this. You can open your eyes now. I want you to look at me when I touch you,” he says. You open your eyes and look up to Spencer above you.
“I have to admit, your dream from two nights ago surprised me. I really liked reading it. I decided to make this one come true first,” he says before he starts to slowly kiss down your neck. He goes further down around your breasts and then your stomach before he spreads your legs apart and leaves kisses between your inner thighs. When he bits down on the soft skin to leave a hickey there you can’t help but moan.
“Please, I - I need you,” you say and try to reach down to press him against you. But you forget that you’re held back by the handcuffs. Spencer chuckles when he sees you like this, helpless and desperate for more. “Be a good girl and I’ll give you what you want,” he says and his hands wander upwards to your breasts again.
He starts to squeeze the right one and leans down to lick over your left nipple before taking it in his mouth. He bites down gently first and then he starts to suck. All the man you had before never really paid that much attention to your breasts and your surprised how good it feels with him.
When he pulls away and blows cold air on your nipple you shiver again. He turns his attention to the other one and you can’t help but moan. “More…please. I need you to fuck me,” you beg him but he just ignores you and continues his actions.
You press your legs together to relief the ache between your legs but he notices and pushes them apart again with his knee. He grabs your chin with his hand and holds you firm, looking into your eyes. “You have to be patient, baby. I want to take my time with you,” he says.
You nod but a silent cry escapes your lips. The way he’s touching your body leaves you craving him even more and after all these weeks of dreaming about this, you don't want to wait any longer. But you know it won't do any good to keep begging. Instead you focus entirely on his lips, his hands and how he touches your body.
When Spencer finally decides that he teased you enough he slowly leans down, hands running up your thighs before spreading your legs even further to get in between them. You look down and in that moment you wish you’d had an eidetic memory too because you never want to forget the way he looks at you now.
“I always wanted to know what you taste like, baby,” he says and you can feel his warm breath against your pussy. Then he finally leans in and starts to circle your clit with the tip of his tongue. The touch is light, teasing again and all you want is to pull him closer and run your fingers through his soft, brown curls. His eyes never leave yours when he starts to devour you.
You can’t help but grind against him and this time, he gives you what you want. One hand moves up to your hip, the other one under your ass and he pulls you closer to him while his tongue continues to move in and out of you. He applies more pressure and adds two fingers, making you moan his name over and over again.
“I’m close,” you manage to breath out and Spencer flicks his tongue over your clit. “Come for me baby, come on my mouth,” he says and you let go. Your back arches off the bed when your orgasm hits you but that doesn’t stop Spencer. He just continues what he’s doing, taking everything in.
Your orgasm slowly ebbs away and Spencer comes up from between your legs, his eyes full of lust. He gently runs a finger over your lip and smirks. “Open up for me, baby,” he says and then you realize what he’s about to do. You shiver in excitement and open your mouth.
Then he leans forward and spits into your mouth. “Swallow.” You obey and keep eye contact with him the whole time. “Good girl,” he praises you and gently kisses you, holding you close to him. He gives you a minute to recover, which you gladly take before he starts to undress himself.
Your eyes widen, he’s definitely bigger than you expected. He goes back in between your legs and slowly runs his tip through your folds. “Just… just fuck me already. Please,” you beg him. “You’re so needy, baby. You want to take it all at once? Fine, then have it.” He thrusts inside of you.
You feel the pleasure rushing through your body, expanding every time he hits your g-spot while he fucks you in a restless pace. “You look so pretty like this. Tied to the bed and fucked out for me. You’re all mine now. Gonna make all your dreams come true,” he says and grabs your hips to hold you firm.
He continues to fuck you until you’re crying out his name. He comes closer and wraps a hand around your throat, before kissing your neck again, leaving more hickeys. When he starts to circle your clit again you feel like you’re going to explode from the intense pleasure.
“Spence, need to… please, please…” you whine, unable to form a complete sentence. He chuckles, clearly amused to see you so desperate for him. “Baby, I don’t understand you. You have to tell me what you want,” he teases, squeezing your throat more and slowing down for a moment.
“I - I want -“ you begin but get cut off again by a moan when he thrusts harder into you again. “Look at that, you’re a complete mess. You clearly don’t know what you want, do you? I’m afraid I have to stop then” he teases. “No!” you answer immediately, wrapping your legs around him to keep him close.
“Tell me what you want then, otherwise I can’t help you. Come on, I know you can do it,” he says. “I want to… I want to come. Please,” you finally manage to say before your eyes roll back again. “That’s it, such a good girl,” he says and releases the hand around your throat to speed up his thrusts again.
Your legs begin to shake uncontrollably when your orgasms hits you and Spencer fucks you through it, finishing inside you a moment later. You can feel his cum deep inside of you. He buries his face in the crook of your neck, inhaling your scent deeply and giving both of you a moment to calm down.
Then he sits up, leaning forward to untie you. You immediately cuddle up to him, holding him as close as possible. “Are you okay? Do you need anything baby? Water maybe?” he asks and gives you a tender kiss on your forehead. “No, please just hold me in your arms now,” you say and he pulls you even closer against him.
He runs his hands through your hair and you can feel his heartbeat beneath your hand. After a while you look up to him, with a smile on your face. “That was even better than in my dreams,” you mumble, still exhausted. He laughs and pushes a strand of hair out of your face. “I’m glad to hear that.”
For a moment everything is quiet, you just enjoy lying in bed together and holding each other in your arms. Then Spencer shifts closer. “You know, tonight it wasn't just your dreams that came true. I wanted this - you - for a long time now too,” he admits and your heart skips a beat.
“Well then I'm happy you found my diary today. Who knows how long it would have taken us before one of us made a move,” you say and laugh. Spencer grins. “Oh definitely way too long,” he says before he leans forward to kiss you again. “I love you,” he says and you smile against his lips. “I love you too.”
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vmlnrzmp4 · 1 day ago
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𝘱𝘢𝘱𝘢'𝘴 𝘭𝘪𝘵𝘵𝘭𝘦 𝘤𝘩𝘢𝘮𝘱𝘪𝘰𝘯.
—when their daughter's event is coming up but they can't attend :(
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itoshi sae
natsuki has been preparing for the piano contest for months only for sae to leave to another country at the last moment. when she was practicing alone, you could see her shaking, her little fingers couldn't press on the keys fully. you had to phone call sae because natsuki was so so nervous. she told how she missed her papa to which sae just sternly tells her to stop wasting time then. if she's that nervous then all her hardwork of months would go to waste. and tho his words were harsh, natsuki knew he was right. she could handle criticism just fine. she tells how much she misses him and he tells her he misses her more. during the contest, all of natsuki's hardwork made her win and without a doubt, sae took all the credit for her victory.
itoshi rin
sakura was so scared. whenever she did commercials, she had her own manager aka her papa always with her. so the school play was nothing right? wrong. and even tho you were there with her, she couldn't help but feel sad looking at the empty space beside you. after the rehearsal, sakura immediately ran to you, her little arms hugging your waist. you quickly took out your phone and called rin. rin asked her what's wrong. if anyone's forcing her. if anyone's criticizing her. if anyone's doubting her acting skills. and who he needs to fight. but it was sakura who was doubting herself. rin talked to her, promising to be there for her future acts, telling you to make sure to record everything with the expensive camera he bought.
isagi yoichi
yuki had her math competition coming up but ofcourse her papa had to be away. the night before the competition. yuki was studying so hard, and when you got her dinner, she dismissed you, focusing on the equations infront of her. you were left with no choice but call her papa. he was the best, encouraging her cheerfully, "youve got this kid! you've been working so hard. and im proud of you. ma's proud of you! everyone is! but skipping dinner won't do, will it?" and ofcourse, she listened to her papa. and the next day, she happily jumped into your arms, urging you to call her papa. and boy he was so so sooooo happy.
michael kaiser
anne gripped the painting brush so tightly. she was practicing. her sketch was messier and she accidentally mixed the wrong colours. when she spoke with her papa over phone and ranted about how she thinks her painting looks ugly, he exhaled, making sure to critisize her without making her feel sad. "practice. got it? you're my little artist, and i know you'd do well." "but papa—" "anne." his tone was firm, "listen to me. you didn't spend your precious time and hardwork to be like this. all i can do is guide you, buy you paints, brushes, canvases, everything you want. but you have to stand up on your own feet. your papa isn't always going to be there for you, you hear me?" like natsuki, anne would also take criticism well. and when the results came in and she took the first prize, her papa was so so proud that even he won the soccer match, as both of them showed their achievements with a smirk. like dad like daughter.
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woso-dreamzzz · 3 days ago
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Epicentre
Hardersson x Child!Reader
Summary: You want your sister to be the best
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You have a big sister.
Sometimes, people at school tell you that she's not your real sister because she's adopted. But adopted means she's part of the family so you don't really understand what they mean by that.
But your big sister is your big sister and you love her a lot.
When you and Momma used to live in Germany, Sötnos lived back home in Sweden. She joined you all two years ago in England and when you and your mummies moved back to Germany, she had to spend her time in London seeing out the rest of her contract.
But now Sötnos is in Germany with you all too.
You think she likes Germany even though and she and Morsa don't really understand the language. It's okay though because she's got you and you understand German.
You're good at your languages.
Magda says that you're the best in the family at languages so it must be true.
You're the best at other things too like being a goalkeeper and bringing rocks to life.
Rocky, your favourite rock, sits on the shelf next to your bed so he can wake you up in the middle of the night if Magda tries to throw him out again.
She's not allowed to do that anymore because Pernille told her off but you want to be careful.
Careful like you are now as you wiggle out from under Pernille's arm in bed. You'd had a scary dream last night so she'd let you into the Big Bed to sleep with her and Magda.
But you're awake now, with an amazing idea to help your Auntie Frido with her goals in life.
You slip out from under Pernille's arms, shuffling towards the door. You freeze when there's movement behind you but it's just Magda flopping over onto her stomach, arms stretching up and around her pillow.
She always sleeps heavy.
You could draw on her face in permanent marker and she wouldn't even notice.
So your little feet go on their way, padding down the hall to the third bedroom in the house.
It creaks open and a head pops up from the bottom of the bed.
Sötnos' lamb looks at you, blinking once or twice before settling his head down again and going back to sleep.
The rustle is enough to wake your sister up though and Sötnos groggily rolls over to look at you.
"It's early," She complains," What's wrong?"
"I have important things to say," You say, fist buried in her blankets as you pull yourself into her bed.
"And they couldn't have waited until later?"
"No," You say plainly, settling on Sötnos' legs so she can't escape you," It is important."
Sötnos groans before flicking on her lamp and rubbing her eyes to rid them of sleep. "Go on. What is it?"
Sötnos is one of your heroes. After Magda and Pernille and Zećira, you think she's your favourite person in the world and you always want her to do well.
Auntie Frido says people that want to do well need to come to the best club in the world.
You know Sötnos wants to do well too because she left Sweden to go and play for Arsenal and you love Arsenal.
"You should live with auntie Frido," Is what you tell your sister.
"What?"
"Because she lives in Barcelona. That's in Spain, by the way."
She laughs. "I know that. Why do I have to live with Frido?"
"Because that's where you should play! So you can be the best!"
Sötnos laughs, pulling you into her arms properly. "You want me to move away from you?"
You pull a face. You hadn't thought of that. "I don't want you to go..." You say slowly," But I do want you to be the best. And Auntie Frido says Barcelona is the best. It has Tia Tana there and Ingrid and her silly girlfriend."
"You make a good point..." Sötnos says slowly and you nod along," But I'd like to stay in Germany with you. Is that alright too?"
"You-You don't want to be the best?"
"I can be the best here. How else would I become the best if I didn't have my favourite girl giving me so many pointers? You're very important."
You giggle, looking down bashfully. "Really?"
"Really," Sötnos agrees," We've got to develop together, remember? So we're on the Sweden team at the same time."
You nod. "Okay! I'll tell Auntie Frido that you have to stay here! It's very important."
"What's important?"
The door creaks open and light from the hallway streams into the room.
Pernille stands there, wrapped tightly in her dressing gown with messy hair sticking up from her head.
"Girls," She says, not waiting for an answer to her question," It's early. Why are you talking so loudly so early?"
"Momma!" You say," Good news! Sötnos is staying in Germany!"
"I...wasn't aware she was leaving?"
"That's good! Because she's not!"
"Right."
Pernille exchanges a look with your sister that you don't quite understand just as Magda's head pops around the doorframe.
"I take it all this excitement means that no one's getting anymore sleep?" She asks, trying to rub all the sleep out of her eyes. She blinks a few times, focussing on the way you and your sister are cuddling in bed together with a soft smile on her face.
Her gaze drifts down to the foot of the bed and her eyes go wide.
"What have I told you girls about letting the lamb in the bed?!"
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syrma-sensei · 3 days ago
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→ Skincare.
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Pairing: Dean Winchester x Fem!reader.
Rating: Flufffff.
Warnings/Tags: None, domestic fluff.
Word Count: 1.04k
Summary: You decide to give your tough boyfriend some soft skincare.
A/N: I'm planning on making my Dean taglist. Hit a comment if you want to be added. Enjoy!
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No, absolutely not.
He glares at the tray of jars, tubes, and bottles you lined up on the nightstand then back at you.
I'm not a painted whore. Fake me was.
“Relax, it's not the same as putting on make-up,” You say as if you just read his goddamn mind. “This is so different. It's just skincare, makes your skin healthy and glowing!”
Dean Winchester isn't exactly the “self-care” type. His idea of skincare was splashing cold water on his face after a hunt and calling it a day. “Demons, ghosts, skinwalkers—I can handle. But cucumber-scented goop? No thanks.”
You sigh, rolling your eyes and stepping between his knees, cupping his stubbly cheeks with your hands. “But, baby… your skin deserves some treatment. You don't even have to lift a finger. Your head in my lap, and relax, okay?”
He tries to ward off the smile threatening to curl his lips. Aren't you a sweet thing? Taking care of your boyfriend. He'd be lying if it didn't appeal to him. He glimpses at the products again, pursing his lips together. He always wonders what kind of stuff you spend an hour putting on your face in the morning when you wake up, and at night before you retire to bed.
Whenever you return to the bunker from a hunt, you take a shower and spend good time on this stuff. Well, one thing he can say is… they smell good. He can tell.
He sighs through his nose, glancing from you to the tray again. "All right, fine. But if I end up smellin’ like a damn fruit salad, you owe me pie."
You grin, leaning down to kiss his forehead. "Deal. Now, lay back, tough guy."
Dean does as told, his head resting in your lap with a grumble. His eyes follow your movements as you unscrew the first jar. "What's that?"
"Cleanser. Gotta get rid of all the dirt, oil, and whatever monster guts you’ve been collecting on your skin."
He smirks. "Sounds sexy when you say it like that."
You roll your eyes but smile as you massage the cool cleanser into his skin. His eyelids droop almost immediately. "See? Not so bad, huh?"
He hums in response, the tension in his jaw easing under your fingertips. You move with gentle precision, running a warm cloth over his face to wipe away the cleanser.
"Okay, next up: toner."
Dean’s eyes crack open. "Sounds like something you’d put in a printer."
"It tightens your pores, smartass." You tap his nose with the cotton pad before swiping it across his skin.
He groans when the cool sensation hits. "Mmm. Feels nice, actually."
"Thought you'd say that."
“Y’know if Sammy walks in and sees this crap on my face, I’m never hearing the end of it.”
“Oh, I’m definitely taking pictures for blackmail.”
As you continue with the serums and moisturizer, Dean gradually slips into that calm, content state he rarely lets himself indulge in. When you reach for the last step—eye cream—he peeks at you again.
"What’s that one for?"
"Dark circles. Gotta keep you looking young and fresh."
"Sweetheart, I hunt monsters for a livin’ minus the money. The only way I’ll look fresh is if you dunk me in holy water and pray for a miracle."
You snort, dabbing the cream around his eyes with your pinky. "Well, you're still the most handsome guy I've ever laid eyes on. Crow's feet and all."
Dean huffs out a laugh. "Flatterer."
Once you’re done, you sit back to admire your work. His face is clean, glowing, and—though he’d never admit it—soft as hell. You lean down, pressing a kiss to his temple.
"All done. How do you feel?"
Dean sits up, rubbing his hands over his face with a thoughtful frown. "Weird… but nice." He stretches his neck and catches his reflection in the motel mirror. His eyes widen slightly. "Damn. Look at me. I got the skin of a freakin’ K-pop star."
You burst into laughter, collapsing against his chest as he pulls you in with a smirk. His lips brush against your ear as he murmurs, "Okay, okay… maybe this skincare thing ain’t so bad. Long as I get the lap pillow every time."
"Every time," you promise, already planning the next session.
And later that night, when you cuddle into his chest and breathe in the faint scent of citrus and cedarwood lingering on his skin, Dean Winchester decides self-care might not be such a pain in the ass after all.
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Dean’s sprawled on the couch in the bunker’s library, half-asleep, when Sam walks in with a thick book in hand. Sam pauses mid-step, does a double-take, and slowly lowers the book.
"Dean…what the hell is on your face?"
Dean cracks one eye open. "What’re you talkin’ about?"
Sam points at the faint, greenish tint around Dean’s nose and cheeks. "That. You’ve got...something. Is that a face mask?"
Dean bolts upright and swipes at his face, groaning. "Son of a—she said it was clear!"
From the hallway, you peek around the corner, stifling laughter. "I said it dries clear, babe. It needs, like, five more minutes."
Sam stares at Dean. "You're sitting here…with a face mask…in the middle of the day?"
Dean runs a hand down his face, smearing the clay further. "It's a detox mask, okay? Clears out toxins."
Sam blinks, deadpan. "Right. Detox. From all the…demon goo?"
Dean glares at him. "Laugh it up, Sammy. My skin’s gonna look ten years younger. You’ll still look like you slept in a ditch."
Sam can't even respond. He just whips out his phone and snaps a picture.
"Delete that," Dean growls.
"No chance," Sam says, walking away with a grin.
Dean flops back down with a groan, rubbing his face again.
"Stop touching it!" you scold, walking over with a damp washcloth. "You're ruining my hard work."
Dean mutters something about hunters not needing spa days but obediently lets you wipe his face clean.
And later that evening, when Sam shows Dean the edited photo with the words "Self-Care Queen" in pink cursive across the bottom, Dean vows to never trust you—or clay masks—again.
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cinnamqnx · 2 days ago
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⋆. 𐙚 ˚ toxic ft, satoru gojo
summary. your ex boyfriend wants you back, but you just don’t think you can go back to something so toxic
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you’re currently finishing touching up your makeup in satoru’s bathroom mirror after he had basically just ruined it all of five minutes ago, your legs still a little weak. but you weren’t about to tell that egoist.
satoru snakes his way behind you, resting his chin on your head and placing his large palms against your shoulders as you look at him the mirror
“what’re you doing?”, you ask, an amused smile on your face.
satoru’s face was anything but, “are you leaving again?”, he questions, that comes out in a tone you’ve never been familiar with.
you nod slowly, “well, yeah. why would i stay?”
“i dunno, we just slept together, i thought we could spend time together.”, he shrugs, trying to act as nonchalant as he could but satoru’s never been the best at hiding his feelings when it came to you.
you shrug him off you, turning to face him, “don’t. don’t do that.”
“do what?”, he asks, looking like a kicked puppy right now.
“we broke up for a reason. just because we’re sleeping together doesn’t mean we’re just gonna go back to how we were.”, you cross your arms together in a protective way, feeling like satoru could just do anything with your heart.
it’s always been that way. he’s always been a soft spot for you and even now as you stand your ground, you feel like if he reached deep enough he could get your heart back.
“i know, but, i feel like we could make it work if we tried.”, he replies, gently trying to grab your hand before you brush him off.
“satoru. there’s no way we can be together, not in a relationship anyway. you can’t be someone’s boyfriend, you know that.”, you reason.
your breakup with satoru was extremely messy. it’s not like he cheated or anything like that, but it was damn well close enough for you to leave him. the man always had commitment issues, trust issues, attachment issues. you name any of them and he probably has them. so, being with him has always been so chaotic.
it was too much for you. you’re still young and as much as you love him, you knew you couldn’t be with him any longer. especially when the final straw was catching him being a little too flirty with someone else.
“i can change. i can, baby. and i want to, it’s been hell since you’ve been gone. i feel like i’m losing you every time i watch you walk out my door.”, he utters, his voice shaky causing your heart to drop.
“please, satoru. i can’t have this conversation with you.”
“baby, please. just let me try. i miss you, so much.”, he walks closer to you, gently rubbing down your arms as you face away from him.
you couldn’t even look at the expression on his face. you had felt like you’d seen satoru in every way, but it was so rare that you ever saw him so.. desperate.
“please.”, he whispers once more.
you shake your head, your throat squeezing up as you remove satoru’s hands from you. you could not let him see how much this was affecting you, you know it’d fuel some sick part of him that believes you want him just as much as he wants you.
“no.”, his face drops.
“i’m gonna leave, now. i don’t want you to call me, and i don’t think we should be seeing each other again.”
“wait- what?”, he scrambles, his face panicked, “you’re telling me you’re just leaving me, again?”
“don’t do this, you know i won’t stop.”, he reminds her. god, she knew better than anyone he never stopped.
“i know! i know that, that’s why i’m leaving. i’m putting an end to everything.”, you raise your voice, your calm words from earlier clearly not even going through his ears.
“we’re toxic, satoru. we will never work, and you will never change. i love you, i really do but i can’t keep doing this, it’s driving me insane. when am i gonna get any peace?”, you rant on at him, seeing his face turn more and more guilty by the second.
satoru’s love could be overwhelming at times. he had so much to give but so much to take, and he will always be like that. you knew he loved you, no, obsessed is a better way to describe it. it was too suffocating for it to be love.
and you knew this was toxic, you knew sleeping with him wouldn’t have helped the situation any more, but old habits die hard and when he’s calling you at 2am, begging for you, to just fuck at least one more time, you really couldn’t control your body when you were already putting your shoes on.
“i’m really sorry. please, we can just forget everything i said. i cant just not have you at all.”, he pleads, something he’s good at.
you sigh, starting to put everything back in your makeup bag, not even caring that your makeup was half done at this point.
“wow, you’re actually leaving, again.”, he scoffs as you tune him out. you can’t do this, you don’t have the energy. physically and mentally. satoru could go on at you all day if he wanted.
as you finally speed off, satoru following your every move and pushing the front door before you could even reach it he asks, “are you really doing this? is this even what you want?”
you look up at him, seeing the wetness spread around his eyes, “we shouldn’t be together.”, you simple state.
“i know.”, he sighs, admitting defeat as he removes his arm from the door. he’s known this all along, but he wanted to be a little more selfish with you, “i just.. don’t wanna lose you.”
when he doesn’t get any response, not even one he hated, he says, “i love you.”, just one final time.
“i know.”, you sigh.
you turn the knob on his door, not taking a second glance at him as the cool breeze hit your face, stepping outside and leaving satoru gojo behind you, and hopefully for good this time.
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bugisastranger · 3 days ago
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Could I please have angst with a happy ending with Best friend Clark, where you’ve been pining after him for the longest time, but he’s still after Lana. So you give up and start going on dates/bars to get over him, and he’s confused at the sudden emotional distance because you’ve never done that before, and he finds himself jealous. 🙏🙏🙏
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a/n: sorry this took a bit anon! i am such a busy gal this semester </3. this one's a lil long - might not be as angsty as you were hoping but i haven't written angst in agessss so i apologize. ty for the req my love!
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"who's this?"
is what you hear before you can even turn your head to see clark approaching you in the beanery. you had figured he wouldn’t even be here—he’d surely be supporting lana at the talon—but clearly the world had a way of taunting you, because you’d recognize his voice anywhere.
“clark,” you start, finding it absolutely unbelievable that he found a way to worm himself into your life regardless of how much you tried to avoid him. “this is steven. steven, clark—my friend.” you give a pointed look to clark. “what’s up?”
“oh, i just wanted to see you.” you’re kidding. as often as clark says things which make you double take, this is not a time you doubt what he means; even your date is baffled by his words.
“i wanted your help, actually. with my english project," clark says, and it almost seems like he came up with that on the spot.
“what? clark, you’re good at english.” there is no way.
“well, this one’s giving me trouble.”
“i… can it wait? or can’t you ask chloe?” you try urging, hoping it'll make him get the hint.
“chloe’s busy.”
“okay, whatever, i can come by later.”
“i have a thing later," clark says, and it's taking all of your power not to strangle him. he never even acted this way if you were talking to people he knows.
“a thing?”
“yes, a thing." you roll your eyes, finding clark's behavior beyond absurd.
“you know what – i was gonna go soon anyway,” steven says awkwardly, standing. 
“no, stay. clark was just going." you jump to your feet, trying to resolve the situation.
“no, i wasn’t!”
“oh my god, clark shut up!” 
“i’ll call you, okay?” steven grabs his jacket, and that’s when you know that clark has entirely ruined this for you. 
“are you sure? i’m sorry about him, he’s—”
“i’m what?” clark interjects.
“intruding.” you finish, and it's clark's turn to roll his eyes. “i really am sorry about this, my friends usually don’t interrupt my dates, i promise.”
“that’s okay. it was nice spending time with you.” 
steven isn’t even out of earshot when you start scolding clark, swatting him with a magazine off the table. “are you serious?! what is wrong with you!”
“what’s wrong with me?”
“yes, you!”
“you’ve been avoiding me for weeks!”
“what are you talking about?” you ask, trying to play dumb.
“what am i talking about?" clark touches his hands to his chest, confused how you're turning this on him. "are you kidding? you used to hang out with me nearly every day, and now i barely even see you at school.”
“and?”
“and?” he asks, his eyebrows shooting up. “and i like spending time with you? i care about you? is that seriously something i have to tell you?”
“maybe it is,” you say, hands moving to your hips.
“who even is that kid? you didn’t tell me you were going on a date.”
oh. oh.
“that’s what this is about?”
“uh. yeah. you tell me everything." the sass in his voice is a quick reminder that you have such strong feelings for clark, but you try to push that thought away. and clark's right, anyway. you would typically tell him most things.
“i do not tell you everything,” maybe it’s the way that you say it—or maybe it's just the sentiment in itself—but clark furrows his brows, the sentence hitting him like a punch.
“what don’t you tell me?”
“i don’t know, clark—things!” but you do know, and it’s that you’ve been harboring feelings with him for god knows how long. “you keep secrets from me all the time. i don’t pry.” and that seems to shut him up. “listen, can we not talk about this now? let’s go back to yours.”
“okay. okay, yeah,” he says, walking towards the door and holding it open for you. on the walk back to his house, you start talking about other things—the english project that he didn’t need your help with so urgently, the errands his mom had him run earlier, and what chloe had been telling him about yesterday.
clark’s english project took far less time than he’d hoped, and he was only able to keep you an extra half hour because his mom joined the conversation. and when you left, that only made the cut deeper, because she brought up how she’d barely been seeing you around lately. he doesn’t see you the next morning at school, and barely catches sight of you at the end of the day, talking to steven. he’s about to walk over there, interrupt the two of you again, but pete appears in front of him and drags him over to the torch before he can protest.
the next few days pass slower than time ever has for clark. it’s like he’s spending every minute thinking about you, and he doesn’t even realize why until it hits him that he’s been seeing lana with whitney and it doesn’t make him feel the same way it used to. the only thing making him feel that way is you. that realization occurs in his math class, and he nearly thinks that he’s around some of the meteor rock because of how it makes him feel. he’s lucky that his actual teacher is out sick, because when clark comes back from the bathroom, he’s already thinking about what he’s going to say to you.
“please open the door, please open the door, please open the door,” clark whispers to himself as he rings the doorbell. it’s not too long until the door’s creaking open, and luckily it’s you—not your parents—on the other side. “hey.”
“hi.”
“how are you?” he stalls.
“i’m fine. you?” you ask, leaning against the doorframe. honestly, it kills you to be so cold towards clark, but there’s not another way you can imagine to get over him. every second you’re with him is indescribable. 
“i wanted to talk to you, actually.”
“okay.” you look back into the house before stepping out front, shutting the door gently behind you. it’s a moment of you looking at him expectantly before he takes a deep breath, preparing himself for your reaction.
“i don’t think you should see steven anymore.”
“what? why?”
“i just don’t think he’s the guy for you.”
“okay, well, that’s a really great and specific reason, clark,” you say sarcastically. “what do you have against him?”
“i don’t have anything against him!” wrong. “i just don’t want you going out with him.” and wrong thing to say. 
“you don’t get to control who i go out with, clark.”
“that’s not what i meant–”
“what did you mean, then?” you ask, angrily. it takes clark by surprise, really, ‘cause he can’t remember the last time you’d snapped like that, and he never thought you’d react that way to him.
“i just think you deserve better.”
“you don’t even know him! you have no idea how he treats me.”
“just trust me.” clark looks down at you with what you can only describe as puppy eyes. “come on, i know you trust me.”
“i do trust you—usually—but this is so unlike you.”
“this is unlike you! you never talk about boys or going out with anyone or—”
“yeah, well maybe i had my eye on someone.”
“what?”
“nothing, clark! nothing.”
“how does you being interested in someone mean that you don’t ever talk about them?”
“god, clark, you’re so blind,” you mutter under your breath. “because it’s you!” oh. 
“what?” clark replies, his eyes wide. it doesn’t even cross his mind what it actually means, he’s just so shocked. “what?”
“you heard what i said.”
“no, yeah, i did. but what?” “i’m not repeating myself.”
“how long?”
“i’m not answering that, clark. that’s humiliating.”
“no, it’s not. i—” he takes another deep breath, shaking his head slightly. “i’m jealous.”
“what?”
“of steven, i’m jealous of him. and i—i don’t really know where it’s come from, but i don’t want you seeing him, i want you seeing me,” clark’s words make you still, the anger being drawn out of your system. “i miss you,” he adds quietly. 
“okay. wow. that’s… okay.”
“okay?” he teases, taking a step forward with a smirk. it’s starting to set in that you feel the same way, and he suddenly doesn’t feel so bad about the way he’s been sneaking glances at your lips this whole time. clark watches you grow a little nervous, starting to fluster, and he’s kicking his past-self for never realizing how cute you are. 
“i’m nervous.”
“i can tell,” he smiles, the toothy grin nearly making you implode. “so, what does this mean?” 
because of how close clark is, you’re having to really look up at him, and though it’s already hurting your neck, you can’t make yourself look away. “i’m not gonna talk to him anymore. i wasn’t going to, anyway. it’s not fair, using him to get over you.”
“was it working?” you shake your head. “good.” he’s staring down at you for another moment, and the silence isn’t awkward. all he’s waiting on is a sign, something to tell him that you actually do want him—more than just words. then you’re looking at his lips for a little longer than a simple glance, and he’s bending over, leaning in. clark would be lying if he says he’s not nervous, but he’s wasted so much time being blind to your feelings that he won’t do it any longer.
clark snakes a hand around your body, pulling you closer to him as he presses his lips to yours in what can only be described as a rom-com kiss. it feels that way, too, and he has to force himself off of you. he almost wants to apologize for how eager he is, but he doesn’t.
you stare at each other for another moment, like neither of you really knows what to say, and then you look to the side, half hiding your face as you try not to giggle out of excitement. “um, i have to go back inside. my parents are…”
“yeah, that’s okay,” clark says, beaming. “let me take you on a date. are you busy later?”
“no, later works,” you nod. clark huffs at how adorable it is, before glancing back at the front door—making sure nobody’s looking—and pressing a quick kiss to your lips.
“i’ll come get you at six.” he starts to walk off before turning back around, “and, uh, maybe wait a second before you go back in. your face is all red.”
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asterafroditis · 1 day ago
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𐔌 . ⋮ fame's shadow .ᐟ ֹ ₊ ꒱
☓┆Vil Schoenheit x insecure gn! reader
𓏵 695 words
ᝰ.ᐟ 3rd Person POV, no pronouns used, established relationship with reader, angst, hurt/comfort
kind of a self-indulgent post bc this sickness is making me feel things (; ̄^ ̄)feel free to like, reblog, or comment!
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It started with a single article.
“Vil Schoenheit’s New Muse? Mystery Student Spotted by His Side!”
You’d laughed when you first saw it, showing Vil the grainy photo of the two of you walking through Main Street after classes. He’d only sighed, brushing it off with the ease of someone far too used to the tabloids. "They’ll get bored soon enough. Just ignore them, darling."
But they didn’t.
Soon, there were more headlines. “Ordinary Nobody Caught in Vil’s Spotlight!” “Rising Star Vil Schoenheit and Their Unworthy Partner—How Long Will It Last?” Comment sections filled with snide remarks, nitpicking everything from your appearance to the way you stood next to him.
At first, you convinced yourself it didn’t matter. Vil loved you. He chose you. That should’ve been enough.
But the comments stuck.
"They don’t even dress properly. How embarrassing for Vil."
"Must be nice riding his coattails."
"Do they seriously think they can keep up with someone like him?"
You stopped mentioning the articles to Vil. He was always so busy—filming commercials, practicing for his next show, overseeing the Pomefiore dorm. Every moment you had together felt precious, and the last thing you wanted was to add to his stress.
So, you smiled. You nodded. You told him you were fine.
But you started checking your reflection more often, tugging at your clothes and wondering if they looked too plain. You spoke less around his friends, afraid of saying something the media would twist into another cruel headline. You scrolled through hateful comments at night, your heart sinking further with each word.
And Vil, ever composed, ever radiant, never seemed to notice.
“You look tired,” he’d comment sometimes, brushing a hand against your cheek. “Have you been taking care of yourself? You know how important self-care is.”
You’d nod, force a smile, and tell him everything was fine.
Until it wasn’t.
It hit you during one of Vil’s photoshoots. You’d tagged along, thinking it would be nice to spend time together, even if you were just watching from the sidelines. But the photographer’s assistant, unaware of who you were, had muttered under their breath while passing by.
"Can’t believe they’re the one Vil chose. He could do so much better."
You froze. The room buzzed with activity, Vil effortlessly shifting poses under the bright lights. He looked perfect, untouchable. And you? You felt like a stain in his otherwise flawless image.
That night, you couldn’t hold it in any longer.
"Vil, do you ever wonder if… if you’d be better off without me?" you asked quietly, voice barely above a whisper.
Vil blinked, clearly caught off guard. “What kind of nonsense is that? Where is this coming from?”
You hesitated, then shook your head. “Forget it. I’m just overthinking things.”
But Vil didn’t forget. He studied you with sharp, discerning eyes—the same eyes that could catch the slightest flaw in a stage performance or a fashion ensemble. And for the first time, he truly saw the exhaustion behind your smile, the way your shoulders sagged under an invisible weight.
“Darling,” he murmured, stepping closer, “who’s been filling your head with such ridiculous thoughts?”
You tried to brush it off, but Vil wouldn’t let you. Not this time. And when you finally broke down, confessing everything—the articles, the comments, the way you’d slowly started believing them—his expression hardened, not with anger toward you but at the world that had dared to hurt someone he cherished.
“You should have told me sooner,” he said, voice softer now, thumb brushing away a stray tear. “I can’t protect you from shadows I can’t see.”
That night, Vil didn’t just hold you; he made calls, sent emails, and ensured that certain tabloids would think twice before publishing another cruel word. But more importantly, he promised—no matter how bright his spotlight shone, it would never cast you aside.
Because in his eyes, you were never a shadow. You were the light that made his world worth standing in.
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ashwhowrites · 2 days ago
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Oooh! I caught them this time! Yay!! I always miss ur requests! I’m so excitedddddd! 🤩
Can I ask for a Steve Harrington x reader fic w/ breeding kink? Like maybe he and reader have been together for a min and they’re out w/ Dusty and between watching him with the younger boy and maybe smiling and waving at a random baby reader is kinda watching him dreamy. So once they get a sec alone he’s like what? And she just smiles and is like “ur gonna be such a good dad”. And it DOES something to Steve. He plays cool and questions her like oh u think about that huh? And she’s like of course, I can’t wait to have ur babies. And Steve is like alright goodbye, drags her out and takes her home and smut breeding breedy smut.
Please and thank youuuuu 🤤 I love ur writing and def love ur Steve. I’ve never requested before and the anticipation is killing me already lol!!
Last one from my drafts :( none of this is proofread, apologies if it's a mess. I hope you find this and are still interested!!
Baby talk
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It was common for Steve to hangout with Dustin. It was sorta babysitting in a way but Steve didn't feel that way. Y/N loved hanging with with her boyfriend and enjoyed when Dustin tagged along. It warmed her heart seeing Steve take care of Dustin and the friendship they had.
At first she thought it was sweet and adorable. But now that they've been together for over two years, thinking of their future together and growing more serious by the day, seeing him interact with all the kids sparked something inside of her.
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It wasn't a surprise to see Dustin in the backseat as Steve pulled up to her place. She smiled at the young boy through the window before she entered Steve's car.
"How are my boys doing?" She asked as she clicked in her seatbelt, leaning over to greet her boyfriend with a soft kiss. Dustin pretended to gag behind them before he greeted her.
"Good. Dustin was telling me all about Hellfire....again," Steve said with a tight smile. A look in his eyes that Y/N could easily read as annoyed. She giggled and turned her attention to Dustin as he began to talk about it all over again, Steve peeling off down the road.
It didn't take long to wind up at the small restaurant, Steve as the gentlemen he was rushed out of the car to open her door. She thanked him as she slid out of the car, grasping his hand as they walked in, Dustin a few feet behind.
They settled at their table, a small giggle catching their attention. The couple turned their heads and saw a mom with a toddler at a table near by. The boy was clapping and there was a gummy smile on his face. Y/N returned her attention back to Dustin but Steve was in a trance. The little boy kept his eyes locked with Steve as he waved. Steve smiled and waved back.
All throughout their small lunch, Y/N couldn't look away from Steve as he entertained the toddler. The toddler loved him and Y/N couldn't blame him, she'd stare at Steve all day too. Which she has done and which she has been doing for the past hour. A dreamy look in her eyes as he made faces to the toddler.
Steve noticed his girlfriend's stare. Every time he looked back at her, she was already looking at him. A small smile on her face. Dustin filled the car ride with another story, but Y/N's mind was racing. She knew she wanted to spend the rest of her life with Steve, but damn she wanted to have his babies the second they got home. She wanted to be claimed by him and bounded together for life. To have the pride of bringing a baby into Steve's life.
She was lost in her daydream that she didn't notice Dustin got out of the car until the door slammed.
"What's up with you? You've been smiling all day," Steve laughed, giving her a quick look before he pulled off down the road.
"Nothing, just seeing you with that little boy. You're going to be such a good dad," she replied honestly. She thought the words would make Steve a little nervous, but he seemed to have an opposite reaction.
Steve felt his face burn and a twitch in his jeans. He thought about kids but hearing his girlfriend admit she noticed he would be a good dad excited him. He tried to not make it a big deal, playing it cool as he looked back over at her.
"Oh! You think about that?" He asked
"All the time. I can't wait to have little Steve babies," she joked even though she meant it. But Steve didn't crack a smile or laugh, he had this focused look on his face as his foot slammed down on the gas petal.
"Steve! You're speeding!" She scolded, looking at the speedometer.
"I don't care. I need to get you naked in my bed now," his voice was deep and serious. Her playful attitude shifted as she felt her thighs clench.
"Oh?" She teased, her hand moving to land on his thigh. She slowly slid it up, enjoying the way his breath hitched. "Do you have a secret kink you are hiding from me?"
Steve rolled his eyes at her teasing, but he couldn't help but melt in his seat as her hand moved closer to his covered cock. He gripped the steering wheel until his knuckles went white as her hand landed over his growing hard-on.
"Look at that," she whispered as she leaned over to his ear. Her hot breath fanned his neck as he harshly swallowed. "I should've known."
Steve somehow pressed harder against the gas, the car zooming down the street as he headed in the direction of his house. His breathing was heavy as she rubbed him over his jeans, teasing him the whole way.
He could barely think as he pulled into his driveway, moving fast as he raced them both out of the car, Y/N barely keeping up as he yanked her into the house. As usual the house was empty, leaving them alone.
Steve didn't waste a second before his lips were pressed against hers. She moaned into his mouth as his hands moved to undo her pants, slipping them off. He placed his hands under her thighs, making her jump as she wrapped herself around his body. He moaned into the kiss as her warm cunt pressed against his jeans. He stumbled into his room, blindly searching for his bed as he dropped her on the mattress.
Their lips disconnected as her back landed against his sheets. She propped herself on her elbows as he stood over her and removed his shirt. She moaned as his hairy chest came into view, her hands already reaching forward to run her fingers through it. She loved Steve's chest hair, it added so much manly potential to him and it drove her insane.
Steve reconnected their lips as she played with his chest hair, he showered underneath her touch his cock growing harder. He softly pushed her down, climbing on top of her as they were messily made out. His hands skimmed up her body, his fingers teased the band of her underwear. Her stomach was rising up and down with every fast intake of breath.
His tongue met hers and she couldn't help but whine. His fingers slid into her underwear until he met her soaked cunt. Her hands moved into his hair as she braced herself when his fingers easily slipped inside of her.
Her insides burned as he fingered her, he moaned as her tongue worked against his. She made his head fuzzy and all he could focus on was how badly he wanted to fuck her until she was screaming under him. He wanted to cum inside of her, paint her walls and put a baby inside of her.
Needing air, she pulled back. Her eyes rolling in the back of her head as Steve's skillful fingers worked inside of her. Steve looked down at her, his eyes full of lust as he watched her body.
"Steve, please," she whines, her eyes fluttering open. She moaned at the look in his eyes, they were dark, needy, and desperate. She loved having all the power over him, that she had him wrapped around her finger.
"What do you want, baby?" He asked, his voice thick with arousal. He kept his pace, loving how she sucked him in and coated him with her wetness.
"Fuck me. I want you inside of me," she moaned, "I want you to fill me."
Her words edged Steve on, his fingers curling up as she withered under him. "Yeah? Your sweet pussy wants to be stuffed full of daddy's cum?"
Y/N's body reacted to his words, easily showing him he said the right thing. She tried to speak but nothing came out but choked whines. He leaned down and softly kissed down her body, removing his fingers as he became eye level with her dripping cunt. Her hands lost its grip on his hair, reaching for the sheets below. He slid her underwear down her legs, tossing them to the side.
She twitched as she waited for his next move, impatiently. Steve took his time, his cock was suffocating in his pants but he forced himself to deal with it. He grabbed her ankles and placed them on his shoulders, she squealed as he used his fingers to spread her pussy open. He drooled at the sight, leaning in as he pressed his tongue flat against her. He licked up and down, coating his tongue. Her throat was dry as her sounds all cracked. She dove her fingers into his messy hair, forcing his head further against her.
He groaned at the taste on his tongue, his eyes rolling back as he sucked on her clit. He loved hearing her sounds and knowing he was the only one that got to see her like this. He was the only one who got to taste her. And he was going to be the only one to put a baby in her.
"Yes, Steve, fuck," she praised, her hips rocking against his face as she felt an orgasm approaching. Steve just needed a small taste of her, a smirk on his face as he pulled away. Leaving her and her cunt begging for more.
She wanted to groan in protest but knew how to behave. Steve had no problem giving her anything she wanted if she was good about it.
"Pretty pussy is pulsing for me. So needy. Sweet girl is in heat huh? Craving my thick cock to satisfy you?" His dirty words made her shiver. She began to whine pathetically, her mind all mush as she reached for Steve's skin.
He stepped back to strip the rest of his clothes. She fought to keep her eyes open, looking at his naked body from head to toe. Her eyes zoned in on his throbbing cock. He began to softly pump it, the action making her head spin. She could study his body for hours. She's had sex plenty of times with Steve but his cock amazes her every time. He was thick and veiny, and she clenched her thighs as she replayed what it feels like inside of her.
"Come on daddy, breed my little cunt," she said as she spread open her legs. Desperately needing him to slide inside of her.
Steve was quick to position himself on top of her, holding his throbbing cock against her entrance. He guided himself inside of her, instantly moaning as her cunt began to suck him in.
"How long have you been thinking about having my babies? How long have you been wanting my cock raw inside of you?"
Y/N hated that he asked questions because she couldn't think of a single word. All she could give as a response was moans and whines as he begins to pound her. Her nails gripped his neck, holding his head as he moved perfectly inside of her.
"I've been fantasizing about pumping my sperm inside of you every single day. Jerking myself off as I picture how perfect you'd feel around me raw and bare. And fu-ck, better than I imagined," he moaned out his words as he moved his hands on the sides of her head, using the leverage to push himself deeper.
"Daddy's cum- starved breeding whore" he growled
"Oh fuckkkkk," she whined, the nickname brought her closer to the edge. "Close, please."
Steve moved one hand down their bodies, easily finding her clit. Her thighs shook as her clit burned with need.
With how turned on she was in the car ride, she barely could hold it together as his cock and fingers on her clit brought her to a new level. She clenched around him and Steve knew she was close.
"That's it, milk me sweetheart. I know you want it. I know that slutty pussy wants my hot cum painting your walls. All my sperm emptied inside of you."
"Jesus Steve," she breathlessly laughed. She's never heard his mouth so dirty but fuck it worked well. "You're so fucking hot like this."
"Yeah? Want me to fuck you raw every day until I get you pregnant? Have you whenever I want you. Don't even need to wear panties, stay bare for me. Let me slip in when I feel the need to empty my balls inside of you?"
"Yes, fuck, yes. Please please. I need to cum," she begged. Even if she wanted to wait for an answer, she wasn't able to. Her body snapped and she came.
Steve shivered as he felt her cum on him. He puffed air out of his nose as he focused on his release. Her hands skimmed down his back, landing on his ass as she pushed him further inside of her.
"Come on, daddy. Fill me up. I want your cum, every last drop. Breed me, give me a baby. Show everyone how well you filled me up. How I belong to you."
A shiver ran up Steve's spine at her words, firing his body up as he gripped her hips and pounded himself harder into her. Her head was thrown back as she tried to handle the new pace. Her cunt was aching but he felt way too good inside of her.
"Fuck gonna fill you up until your belly is swollen. Not going to-" he moaned, "stop until...fuck...until I breed you."
He felt his orgasm building, desperately chasing it as the bed squeaked underneath them. His body was beginning to sweat. Drops dripping down his neck and Y/N craved to taste it on her tongue.
"Right there, yes, yes, fuck yes," Steve moaned as he came. His body shook uncontrollably as he emptied himself inside of her. He panted as he rested his head against her forehead, catching his breath as he continued to push himself into her. His eyes bored into hers as he let her cunt milk him for everything he has.
He collapsed on her body, still inside of her, as he finished. His heart raced as he continued to catch his breath. Their sweaty bodies sticking together as they both sat in silence. Both feeling his cum resting inside of her.
"God, I love you," he whispered against her skin. He shifted to see her face, leaning in to softly peck her lips. "I can't wait to marry you."
Her heart swelled at his words as she reconnected their lips.
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ditzydoefx · 20 hours ago
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it’s simon’s first valentine’s day with you (with anyone) so he doesn’t really know what to do, especially since his father never did anything for valentine’s day. he’s stressing out a little bit googling what he should get reader, cut to the rest of the team finding him and helping him put together a little basket for his girlfriend. when he gets home he cooks readers favorite meal and puts on their favorite show, and when they finally come home they end up sobbing into simon’s chest because they know how much effort he must’ve put into everything
Simon's First Valentine's Day ♡
Summary: You and Simon spend your first Valentine's together <3!
AN: This anon sent a follow up ask that requested reader be plus sized so there is some language referencing that but it's still pretty vague since this piece wasn't really focused on body! anyone can still read this ofc but just a fyi!!
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Simon Riley was never a man who loved. His heart had been hardened by the suffering he's been going through since birth, and it was further hardened by war. He's seen how people are, he's seen the evil people are willing to do for money, for power. He's seen love be turned into a weapon, a weapon that caused more destruction than any gun or bomb could. Simon Riley was convinced love made you weak. Caring was one thing, loving was another.
That, of course, was until you waltzed into his life.
You who hadn't been hardened by the world, you who was soft and full of life, full of love. You who gave so much to a man like Simon but never expected anything in return, It was inevitable that he'd fall for you. He tried to stop it, to keep it just physical, but when his calloused hands felt the softness of your skin, the curves and plumpness of your body, the warmth of your touch, he knew he was a goner. Eventually, Simon stopped trying to fight it. He let you worm your way into his life, into his heart, and in due time, into his home. Your toothbrush next to his on the sink, your hair in the shower drain, your clothes in his hamper. Somehow, you had broken down his walls, peering inside at his vulnerability, and cradled his brokenness in your hands, nursing him back to health.
Simon can't say he was the best partner, he'd shut down often, refusing to talk. He was gone for long periods of time with little communication, if any at all, and sometimes he could be rough, mean, but even still, you only ever tended to him with gentleness. Simon took and you gave, never asking for anything in return.
He never really understood just how much you gave to him, until ironically, a conversation with Johnny made him realize just how much he took.
"So Lt…" Johnny puts his arm around Simon's shoulder, his usually smirk playing at his lips. "Wha' are ye an' yer bird doin' for Valentine's day?"
Simon shrugged Johnny off his shoulder, a quiet but annoyed huff escaping him.
"Dunno'." He said nonchalantly.
"Wha' do ye mean ya dinnae know? Didn't ye ask her out tae dinner? Please tell me ye at least got her a gift."
Simon stops for a moment, blinking stupidly at Johnny.
"She didn' say she wanted to do anythin'. Didn' even really remember to be honest." Johnny pinches the bridge of his nose, his eyes squinting shut as he processes his Lieutenants words.
"Christ Lt… Should' at least buy yer bird a bloody gift, M' sure she'd appreciate it." Simon grunts noncommittally and Johnny just shakes his head a bit before walking off to continue whatever he was doing before he decided to bother him.
For some reason, Simon can't shake what Johnny said. You hadn't mentioned wanting to celebrate Valentine's day, but you also don't tell Simon much of what you want. Maybe he's just never asked. It's not like he doesn't know the things you like, but he only knows you what you like because he observes, not because he asks. The thought causes a wave of guilt to pass through him, has he really never bothered asking you these things? Sure, to Simon these conversations might not feel important, but what about to you? He's never even celebrated Valentine's day before this, let alone had any kind of serious relationship, he's not even sure what he could give to you that would be special.
That night when he arrives home from base, you're there in the kitchen, making dinner for the both of you. When you see him walk the archway that leads into the kitchen you smile, immediately setting down the knife you're using and walking over to him.
"Welcome home." His shoulders relax at your words and he presses a quick kiss to your forehead.
"S' nice to be home love." That smile of yours somehow gets wider.
"Dinner will be ready soon. You should shower quickly so you don't have to later." Simon groans, pressing his body further into yours, his hands roaming down your body, gently caressing the fat of your stomach, the curve of your hips.
"Bad day?" You ask, running your hands over his cropped hair.
"Not bad… Jus' long." He feels you kiss the top of his head before pulling away from him, a knowing look on your face.
"Shower Simon, get clean. I promise it'll help. Dinner will be ready when you're out." He gives you one last kiss before heading upstairs to shower.
It always felt good to be home with you.
That night, Simon texted Johnny, asking him what he should do for Valentine's day. Johnny gave him a few suggestions but strongly urged Simon to come up with something on his own. He worried you wouldn't like his ideas, none of them felt grand enough for you, none of them felt like they could repay a fraction of anything you've done for him, but Johnny told him that he was being ridiculous. You didn't want Simon to repay you, you do what you do for him out of love, for you what was enough.
Simon hated that his Sargent had gotten so wise.
He devised a plan that night as you slept to him in bed. Your favorite meal, your favorite flowers, and a gift basket with a few of the things you liked. He'd keep some of the stuff hidden in his office until Valentine's day, barring a the ingredients he needed for the dinner and the flowers, he wanted to get those fresh. It wasn't much, but it was something, and he could only hope it was enough for you. Simon was never good with words, he was never good at expressing what was inside, or translating how he felt, but if he could just show you. Show you that he sees you, that he loves you, maybe it could be enough.
Valentine's day rolls around quickly enough, and Simon is sure glad he listened to Johnny. It broke his heart keeping your surprise a secret because he can tell his seeming indifference to the holiday broke your heart. There was less pep in your step, your normal cheery attitude dimmed, and you left him for work with a half hearted kiss on his cheek. He desperately wanted to hold you, to tell you all would be made right later but he decided against. Maybe the fact that it's a surprise will make it more meaningful.
Simon gets off of work early, stopping at the flower shop and grocery store to pick up the last of the needed items, as well as the snacks and small gifts he kept in his office. When he got home he prepped the flowers, cutting the ends and putting them in your favorite vase before moving on to prepping your gift basket. He lined the bottom with a sparkly tissue paper, flecks of glitter on getting on his hands, before carefully placing each item into the basket. He made sure to get an assortment of things; candy, skincare, makeup, more savory snacks, and a few gift cards. He also bought some bigger items; a blow-dryer because your old one broke, a few blankets, a new case for your phone, a pack of new makeup brushes, as well as one of those tacky Valentine's plushies.
Once he was satisfied with how the basket looked, he arranged the flower vase and basket on the kitchen island, a little card placed in front. When that was all done he started on dinner, one of your favorite meals he makes, cooking everything just to your liking. He finished plating just before he heard your car pulling into the driveway, and he stood anxiously in the kitchen waiting for you to come in. He felt oddly like a teenager asking his crush to be his Valentine, it was nerve-wracking but somehow exciting.
You open the front door, wiping your feet on the welcome mat and placing your keys on the little entry way table. You drag your feet down the hallway, fully intent on treating yourself to a long, hot bath, only when you walk through archway that extends into the kitchen and living area, you see Simon. His large, brickhouse body awkwardly standing near the kitchen island.
"Simon?" Your brows furrow together, knit in confusion.
"Happy Valentine's day lovie."
You can't believe this bastard. He didn't forget.
You rush over to him, tears already streaming down your full cheeks. Wrapping your arms around his body, you cry into his chest, holding him to you tightly. Simon rubs your back, holding you even tighter before speaking.
"Wha's wrong love? Do you not like it? Didn' mean to upset you." You shake your head, pulling away from his chest and unhooking yourself from his body, using your now free hands to wipe your tears.
"I love it Simon— God I love you!" A sniffle escapes you, but a smile grows on your face. "I thought you forgot to be honest.. or that maybe you weren't into the celebrating and I, I didn't want to push you! I felt so silly but I was-" Simon cuts you off, cradling the back of your skull before kissing you, rough and hot.
After a few moments you pull away from him, eager to inspect the vase of flowers on the counter, as well as the rather large basket of goodies Simon got you. In that moment you had never felt so seen by him. Your favorite flowers in a vase, all the snacks and knickknacks you liked, even your preferred brand of hair appliances. He really did go all out. You finally take a look at the card, a generic Valentine's card with a little message from Simon, his handwriting charmingly messy.
"*For my Dove, from Simon."
You smile even wider, holding the card with gentle hands. After a few more moments of letting you investigate in silence, Simon breaks the quiet.
"Rented that movie ya like… Should' eat dinner before it gets cold. Can' watch the movie while we eat." You kiss him again, much quicker this time.
"You're finally letting me eat on the couch Simon?" He huffs softly, shaking his head at you.
"Jus' this once lovie." You smile softly before turning on your heels, already trying to make your way over to the couch.
Before you could get too far, Simon gripped your wrist, gently turning you towards him.
"Happy Valentine's day dove."
You smile.
"Happy Valentine's day Simon."
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nonranghaes · 2 days ago
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sometimes you think you hate jeonghan as much as you adore him. he's careful as he helps you into this costume. the perks of performing shakespeare with a production that's fully leaning into the renaissance costume is that you get to be a little up close and personal with... well, too many people at this point. jeonghan is simply your favorite of the costuming crew because he doesn't make it weird like some of the undergraduate students, who are new to this and get a little flustered over the lack of personal space. they'll get used to it in time.
"have i ever told you that you have pretty eyes?" he says as casual as can be while he's busy lacing your doublet into your joined hose. it's the kind of thing that nearly makes you choke on the little bit of water you're letting yourself have before the show: you'll drink more later since you have a costume change during intermission.
"funny thing to say when you're staring at the back of my doublet," you hum, capping your bottle. "my eyes are up here, i believe."
"can't i flirt with you without your comments?" but jeonghan chuckles anyway. "you do, though. i've been wanting to tell you, but..."
the two of you have held off on anything and everything until tonight: the last show of this production. there's nothing saying you can't date during it, but you didn't want to become this gushy showmance for the undergraduate students to gossip about.
"thank you, by the way." you can feel your face heating up a little. not everyone understands the way you work when it comes to theatre, dedicating everything into your performance and cutting out distractions where you can. even with your banter, you'd told jeonghan that if he wanted to take you out... he'd have to wait until after the show. "not everyone would wait."
he'd merely told you that he wasn't planning on it until then anyway. he knows how you work. other people get intimidated, but not him. he steps around, already working on the laces at the front of your jacket. "i'm just lucky you like me," he says with this cute smile on his face. "i like your passion. it's not waiting if i get to spend time with you like this anyway."
you crook your fingers for him to come closer, and he does. pressing your lips against his cheek, you lower your voice, "pick somewhere nice for us, okay?"
he just chuckles, and sneaks a little kiss against your cheek as well, "i will. break a leg. i'll watch from the wings."
(it's no surprise that you ended up giving the best performance of the entire run that night, as told to you by director seungcheol. you'll just have to kiss the smirk off of jeonghan's face after you strike the stage tomorrow... and maybe a million more times after that, if he'll let you.)
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demonic0angel · 2 days ago
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The brainrot is eating at me, pls feed me a piece of talia and Jazz coparenting damian🫶😔
(Ofc pookie 😌)
Damian began looking at his outfit in the mirror. At this moment, Timothy poked his head into his room without knocking. Before Damian could react and stab a knife between his eyes, he already began talking.
“Hey, Damian, can you— what are you doing?” Timothy’s gaze sharpened immediately. “Where are you going?”
Damian scowled. “Out of my room, Drake!”
“Not until you tell me where you’re going,” Timothy said with a frown. “You usually never dress up. What’s going on?”
Damian huffed and smoothed out his shirt before patting his hair down. His collar was still messy, but he did nothing about it. “I’m going out to see my moms.”
“…. Your what.”
Damian put his hands in his hips. “My moms? My mother and my mom? Are you deaf as well as in need of intelligence?”
Timothy groaned. “What do you mean by two moms?? I thought you only had one mom? Talia??”
Damian rolled his eyes. “No, I have two. Mother married Mom and I’ve received news that she finally arrived back in this world, so she is taking me out and she will also meet Father. Do you want to come see?”
Timothy stared at him. Then he said, “Fuck yes.”
Damian waited eagerly for his mom to arrive. Everyone in the household had now heard of their oncoming guest and were now congregating around the entrance, eyes trained on the door. Damian ignored them, even as Richard tried to ask him questions. Father was looking at him not very subtly, but Damian did not answer.
The doorbell rang and Alfred walked up to open the door as everyone immediately hushed up. The door opened and Stephanie gave a shocked, “Holy crap.”
Jazz stood in front of the door, tilting her head and scanning the room until she spotted Damian. “Damian!” She called, immediately breaking into a radiant smile.
She was as beautiful as Damian remembered. There seemed to be more age in her eyes, but she was still as lovely as the day that she left.
Damian immediately ran to her, jumping into her arms enthusiastically. “Mom!” He responded cheerfully and she beamed, kissing him on the head. He could almost physically feel the disbelief coming from his siblings and the shock from his father.
She put him on the ground again and fixed his collar, as she said, “Look at you! You’re so tall now! I’m so sorry that I missed so much, Dami. How have you been settling well in here? Has American school been difficult? I can give you my notes and I’d love to help you study if you’d like! I also heard that your father is here….?”
She looked up and tilted her head. “Wow, there are a lot of doppelgängers here…”
Damian reached up to hold her hand. “Mom, these are my siblings and Father and Alfred. This is Richard, Cassandra, Stephanie, and Timothy. Jason is hopefully dead in a ditch.”
Everyone looked at him with eyes of horror, but only Jazz tilted her head back and burst into laughter. Damian smiled proudly as Jazz reached down to pick him up again. Her hugs were just as he remembered, safe, comforting, and very high from the ground.
“… you’re dating Talia?” Bruce suddenly asked. The look on his face was very strange, almost sulky. Damian rolled his eyes again and clicked his tongue.
Jazz tilted her head. “Yes. I’ve been dating her for quite a while. I’m pleased to meet you, but I’m afraid we’re pressed for time. Tally is waiting in the car and I have plans to spend the whole day with Dami today.” She patted his hair and kissed him on the cheek. Damian immediately hid his face to hide from the coos from Stephanie and Richard. “I hope we can make introductions later. Thank you for taking care of my Dami, see you later!”
And with that, she quickly strode away without another word or any hesitation.
As Jazz bounded away on the cobblestone road away from the Manor, she remarked, “Wow, there were so many blue eyed people in the house, huh?”
Damian burst into laughter. After a while, he finally added, “I missed you, Mom. It was different without you…. And difficult too.”
Jazz cooed. “I’m so sorry, dearest. But don’t worry, it’ll be okay. I’m here now, alright? And I won’t leave you again, promise.”
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seat-safety-switch · 3 days ago
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The greatest challenge of our time is deciding what to have for dinner. After a long day of dealing with absolute bullshit from every asshole you run into, the last thing you want to do with the remainder of your dwindling resources and time is also come up with an entire meal. Members of the Organization Mafia (motto: "buy a Daytimer®") will tell you that it's easy if you just think ahead and make a meal plan every weekend. This, unfortunately, ignores the fact of the matter: most of us are too stressed trying to recover from our jobs to play sous chef on a Sunday, chopping up veggies in preparation to construct a quick Friday supper that may never come.
That's why there's meal plan companies. For just a frankly eye-watering monthly fee, some folks working in a warehouse that you'll never meet will chop up your veggies for you. Then all you have to do is open and throw away a bunch of boxes, shove all that shit together, and enjoy your dinner. No thinking, no prep, no organization required: just money. Unfortunately, I don't have money, which made me think about how to make a meal plan service for poor dirtbags like myself. And I think you'll agree that I've hit upon something very special.
Introducing Second Chops®: our meal plan service that consists entirely of whatever food we stole out of a dumpster. Why? For starters, it's carbon-neutral. The rich dickheads already polluted the atmosphere for it, and we'll spend as little expensive gasoline as possible getting it to you. It's very local: we take it out of the nearest grocery store's dumpster and get it to your home before it thaws out too much. And it's organic, depending on which grocery store doesn't lock their trash disposal very well around you. Then we just charge you a low monthly fee, which basically covers our employees' salaries, benefits, and bail.
Sure, you don't get to pick what meal you're eating, or even if the ingredients we loot construct a balanced diet. That's the whole point. You wanted to be freed from the tyranny of choice, and through Second Chops®, you can simply let fate decide. Maybe this week there's a bunch of nice Alaskan halibut on offer. Or your local grocery manager bought too much Taiwanese cabbage. What's important is that it's cheap, and as long as you don't ask too many questions, it will remain cheap.
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Imagine the country you live in is slowly criminalizing your existence and letting that stop you from being yourself…. Oh wait. lol
I can’t and I will not ever be anything except who I am nor express myself otherwise. :)
Because I simply can’t be anything but me. Sure I can blend. These photos are proof that I can express myself however the heck I want to. I’ll bend the expression of my gender with a shower and some clothes now days, it doesn’t take much.
This southern non-binary spiritual trans gender bending queer will not pretend. Ever.
I will try to flee. To spend another day being me, and one day I’ll return to my southern home when the time is right.
Please don’t give up the good fight my fellow transgender and nonbinary humans. Don’t be afraid of change. Don’t let it keep you in harms way if you can do something about it. Fight when you must but remember to save a little energy for yourself to keep fighting the good fight another day.
There is no shame in hiding if you can. There is no shame in running if you can. There is no shame in finding a way out and protecting yourself. There is no shame in surviving BUT DONT YOU DARE LEAVE ME! Don’t leave this world. Keep surviving my transgender nonbinary queer others! Make your moves and lean on the few people you can truly trust.
If you feel like no one cares and no one loves you, I do. I can’t change anything for you, right here and now, but you can know right now reading this that you are so loved and if you can keep living, one day who knows how life will bring us together and I can tell you I love you, in person holding your hand with tears streaming down my face. You are loved.
-Elisha Alexzander
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classfiedyapper · 2 days ago
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LADS MEN SEEING YOU IN TRADITIONAL WEAR FOR THE FIRST TIME (Desi Version Pt.1)
(Content under the cut cause I am gonna ramble first😭)
SFW, fluff, mildly suggestive I think?
AN: guys!!!! I am crying the reaction for my last head cannon post was very overwhelming I was expecting like 5 notes and maybe 2 re blogs but damn you guys showed me so much love so I felt like it was my responsibility to pay back for such kindness, so here it is.
Also asks are open for those who want to request something, it doesn't have to be Desi centric anything you want, xx.
Ps. The outfits described are inspired by the ones I have owned lol. (Sorry got in too depth of the details you can skip thats)
Ps. Part two will be out in two days max.
Xavier
It wasn't everyday you choose to dress up in your traditional wear, not because it wasn't something you wanted it was only because there weren't that many occasions.
So, when one of you closes cousin got hitched you knew you were going to go all out, because hey! What is a Desi event, if not a better version of Met Gala.
Xavier was quite excited to see you too mostly because you would not stop buzzing about the saree you had ordered from the boutique , every time you two met since the day you ordered it, you couldn't keep your mouth shut, you chose not to show him anything or tell him the color since you wanted to see a raw reaction.
The day arrived quickly you waited for Xavier to arrive at the venue since you had went to the brides home and got ready there and went with her to the venue, as much as Xavier wanted to go with you as he felt a but awkward, he understood that right now you needed to be with your girl.
One of your other cousin escort him inside the venue as he was now also a cherished member of the family and it wasn't long when Xavier's eyes, that somehow were a little too good at spotting you no matter the crowd, fell on you and he held his breath, completely and utterly stunned.
There you stand in all your glory with a shimmering rose-gold saree that draped gracefully around you. The blouse, fitted and elegant, had delicate embroidery along the sleeves and the saree’s border was adorned with intricate silver embellishments, glinting softly like scattered stars. It hugged your frame, flowing down to the floor in smooth, silky folds. Bangles jingled on your wrists, and a golden pendant rested against collarbone beautiful and henna design on your hand and the hair up do decorated with with white flowers, completing the timeless, ethereal look. Xavier's heart was thumping loud, he gave you a once over. You looked nothing less like royalty. Some he would willingly bow his head in front of and be honored.
"Xavier!" You called out rushing towards him, or well trying too, and pulled him in an embrace and his arms wrap around you almost dropping the gift he had brought with him, catching a few look from the aunties but you did not care one bit, you had been separated far too long. "Xavier I was waiting- uh Xavier?" You pulled away from the hug to look at him only to be met with his piercing sapphire gaze "why would you deprive me of such look, my star." he almost sound offended at the fact you never graced his eyes with such astounding beauty before.
Regardless of his accusations you chuckled "are you trying to say that I look pretty?" You say your head tilted.
Xavier shakes his head with a sigh "pretty is such small word, I don't think that's how I will describe it" he says, he reaches out touch the the strand of hair that you meticulously left into curls, they wrap around his finger and Xavier leans down to kiss it since he couldn't kiss your face like he wanted, worried he might ruin the makeup. Mind full of the fact you must have spend good chunk of time and effort to perfect it for the event.
"Then how would you describe it" you poke, there was no way you would let him go, after all you wanted to look pretty for him too.
Xavier's loving gaze intensified into something more lust full "how about I show you instead my little star" he says looking down at your neck line, shamelessly peeking at cleavage and spoke "is there a room-ow" he was cut off, you pinched his arm with a flustered face "Xavier! The event haven't even started and you are trying to ruin my look" you whisper yell at him and he only smirked. "What can I say my little star, the way you look right now I will not be keeping my hands of you" Xavier declares as if it was the most obvious thing in the world and you roll your eyes "as if you ever keep your hands off me" you say and he just shrugged "I will touch what is right fully mine, you can not stop me" he says kissing the crown of your head, he could feel the pout forming on your lips. " can't you compliment me normally for once, xavy?"
His lips quirked up in smile, his hand finally moved from your waist, now holding your hand as he brings it up to his face placing gentle kiss on the knuckle, peeking at his name on your wrist, that made him much more smug "you look gorgeous my love" he kisses the fingers "graceful" another kiss, this time on the wrist right by his name "elegant and-" he takes deep breath before continuing "breathtaking"
A blush crept up your cheek and you giggled, now satisfied and you opened up your mouth to say something when one aunty who was turning green with envy, decided to interrupt "oh you two, the the function is about start move along" she scolds, Xavier turns to her his face contorted in annoyance, he looks back at you and you shook your head the turn to the lady "we will be right there, let's go Xavier!" With one last look you both left the woman alone.
And for the rest of the night Xavier followed you around holding your anchal, making sure no one bothers you in any sort of way.
Zayne
Black on black is zaynes favorite combination for most of the occasions, and even now after you had infiltrated his wardrobe and his life, he still had lots of outfit in that color code. It was your first time wearing something like this since ever since you came here to linkon it was hard to find traditional wear, zayne had it custom made it for you by a well known boutique owner, and you thought it was time to finally wear it and show it to him.
So, for tonight's hospital banquet you decided to follow that, you figured that's what he will show up in black on black again so might as well match together like the power couple you are.
So you picked out the brand new qameez suit, knowing zayne he would be nagging you in the next 5 minutes since that's when they had planned to leave the house. You picked up the pace, completing the light gold eye makeup with prominent eyeliner, stepping back you examined yourself from head to toe, feeling pretty confident in your look.
It was a simple yet stylish black outfit, consisting of a long, straight-cut qameez with subtle sequin embroidery scattered across the fabric, the shimmers under the warm light. The qameez had a round neckline and sheer, full-length sleeves with delicate patterns that added a soft texture to the otherwise plain design. Underneath, it had a matching black shalwar falling just above the ankles.
A lightweight black dupatta, its edges adorned with embroidered motifs that mirrored the design on her qameez. A small, round white clutch with a beaded pattern, which stood out against the dark tones of the attire. You add matching jhumkas.
Just then your Mr.husband called out "we are late darling" making you roll your eyes out "five more minutes!" Calling back and leaned over the counter and begin to apply a deep shade of red that looked confident and classy kind of sexy with over all look.
Zayne walked in cleaning his glasses, putting them on with practiced ease "Dear we were suppose to-" his words were caught in his throats as he looks at you "oh.." He unconsciously steps towards you while you were still applying the red lipstick adding a little bit of a gloss on top if it, your eyes moved up to look at him through the reflection "hmm?" Before going right back to task at hand, lightly smacking your lips making sure nothing was out of line.
Zayne clears his throat "nothing, its just....I was aware you'd be looking beautiful in this attire but I what I did not expect you to look this...ravishing" he breaths out. In an instant could feel swarm of butterflies creating havoc in your tummy "mhm? Ravishing? Dr. Zayne this is a modest outfit I was suppose to look modest and classy" you couldn't help but laugh at the iron as you turn to face only to meet his smoldering gaze that you were still somehow not used and got easily flustered.
He steps closer only couple feet away from you, your back pressed on the counter. "I know I am well aware, however, its not the dress my love" he holds your chin making you look up at him l, his eyes on your redden lip "its you who is ravishing" he says as he smirks, his pointy canine on display.
And just like that something in you short circuited, stuttering incoherently you tried to shoo him off saying you needed to find your heels, but he remain firm. "I got you something" he says in his breathy tone opening the jacket of his coat and fishing out two pair of gajrays, that he wordlessly puts on you and you had the biggest smile on your face that was until you noticed he was wearing grey and brown suit instead. Zayne notices your brows knit together and he knew what was coming, you going on a rampage "zaynie, I thought you were going to wear black you always wear black all the time and so I wore black too I told you I was gonna wear the black attire you got, and so you should have gotten the hint to wear black too instead you wear grey and fricken brown I mean we were suppose to look like power couple tonight mmf-" he cuts you off, a finger pressed on the plush of your lips "no need to be fussy I'll go change for you, begum" and just like that you were melted, making his smirk bigger, tsk its too damn easy now for him. You nod and he removes his finger, red stain of your lips on his finger that he licks off making you blush harder "okay okay go now" you says pushing him out not wanting to look at his smug face because damn it this man had you eating out of his palm at times.
And you know what? You wouldn't have it any other way.
Rafayel
Rafayel had been screaming-crying-throwing up, begging on the floor, for you to wear a lehnga for him. He had saw you once scrolling through your Pinterest looking at pretty lehnga and was hit with tremendous force of inspiration. Rafayel had painted you, a lot, like way over the normal amount should be. In many ways and using different color hues and settings, they were all so stunning, you loved them all so much and honestly it was such and ego boost every time he showed his painting of you, but he always complained about not being able to capture your true beauty. That was until he saw you looking at the Pinterest and realized he hadn't seen you in your traditional wear ever, let alone paint you in it, and right after that day he had been on your case to wear it for you.
Its not that you didnt want to wear it was just that you couldn't find one. When you made the mistake of telling him that you found him on the phone with none other then The Zainab Chotani. You knew you had to intervene. You told him you will find a dress on your own but it was too late he had placed the order one of the elites of south Asian fashion because of course his darling couldn't have anything less then that.
"Cutieeeee how much longerrrr?" Rafayel whines from outside the locked room, you had strictly told him not to enter or he will be getting his ass kicked, as protest rafayel had camped outside, sitting by the door, waiting.
Once you were ready you took a deep breath and leave the room. She made her way to the studio and sees him sitting on the stool with a big canvas in front of him, he was sulking ofcourse.
"Just a little longer this stupid fricken teeka, is NOT fixing" you reply to him, it was taking long yes because your beloved lemurian had ordered you a Bridal lehnga. you could here shuffling outside followed by loud knocking "then open the door and let me in I'll help" the impatient artist says but you you wouldn't let him nuh uh. "Rafayel I am almost done please just go to the studio I'll be there damn!" You exasperated "fine...always so mean to me" he mumbles and steps back going back to the studio.
You wore a stunning sky-blue bridal lehenga, intricately embroidered with shimmering silver and gold threadwork. When you twirl the lehenga flared gracefully like gentle waves of the sea, detailed patterns across the skirt, which caught the light with every movement. The fitted blouse was equally adorned with embellishments, a modest neckline and long sleeves that added an elegant touch.
"Rafayel....I am here" she says and he turns too look at you excitement brimming his eyes but that soon turned into awe.
Draped over one shoulder was a rich maroon velvet shawl, contrasting beautifully with the cool blue tones of her outfit. The shawl was bordered with elaborate gold embroidery and scalloped edges, giving it a regal finish. Another lighter blue dupatta, matching the lehenga, was delicately placed over her head.
Her jewelry was traditional and elaborate, a maang tikka rested on her forehead, a teardrop-shaped pendant. She wore a choker necklace layered with cascading strands of pearls a visible ode to his lemurian heritage, adding depth and luxury to her look. Her hands were adorned with intricate henna designs, enhancing the overall bridal look.
And rafayel....well poor guy had fallen from his stool, he had tried to get up very quickly and tripped. "Raffy!" You tried to approach him but he was on his feet already moving towards you "I am fine I am okay, its just you....wow" he breaths his hand reaching out barely touch her face, an artist admiring a masterpiece, scared to ruin it. "You like it?" You ask holding his hand leaning onto his touch. "I love it" he replies in a reverent tone.
Rafayel holds both of your hands kissing each of them, the action making you blush a crimson shade, turning your face away "don't" he warns "let me admire you" he says as you turn back to him. Rafayel drops to his knees feeling like thats how he should be, where he should be. "Maybe I should just marry you now, its been too.damn.long" he says vulnerability lacing his voice.
The thought made you giddy and you pinch his cheek "well i am in a bridal lehnga, let's just do it" you says and he smirks getting up from his spot and aiming straight to get his coat "let me find my shoes and we are done" he says making you giggle "you know I am joking you silly fish" you follow him and soft sound of your Bengals echoes. Rafayel turns to you and pout "tsk now that's just mean, but whatever you say cutie, just know I will not be waiting long" he says and make you roll your eyes at him again until you see him going over his canvas and removing it
"I am, its just this canvas isn't big enough to capture what I have in mind" rafayel smirks.
"Wait weren't you going to paint me?"
And this is basically the story behind his mural of you in the living room, you with your lehnga all spread out and him on with his head on your lap.
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wolfie200510 · 3 days ago
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Hi! Can you write about a reader who has eating disorders and Rafe helps her overcome them?
Autor's note: I didn't know much about ed so I have to Google it so I'm really sorry if something is not accurate. I tried my best to write this good and I hope you will like it. Also, I'm sorry you have to wait so long.
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You're perfect - Rafe Cameron 💖❤️‍🩹
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Pics are from pinterest. Dividers: @enchanthings
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Summary: reader who has eating disorders and Rafe helps her overcome them
Warning: eating disorder, bullying, body imagine disorder, mention of drug use (I guess that's all)
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You and Rafe are friends since you two are little. Your parents are good friends with his parents so you two always spent a lot of time together. You always played together when your parents were talking about business stuff. As you two grew up, you went to the same school, and you were happy that you two were the same age so you two were classmates too. In primary school, it was just the two of you. Only you were there for each other, you even studied together. But in secondary school, he befriended some other guys, and he started spending less time with you.
You didn’t mind it, you know that he needs guy friends too and you were happy that he found some other friends but you also missed him. You felt like he forgot you. But the truth was far from that. Actually, he started to fall for you and when he realized that he quickly acted and pushed you away because he didn’t want to admit it. Of course, you had some friends too, but you weren’t really close to them.
It also didn’t help that as Rafe drifted from you, people started bullying you. You didn’t understand why they did it. Of course, you weren’t as pretty as the other girls in your class, and you weren’t as skinny as them. Even your “friends” started bullying you. You didn’t want to let their words get to your head, but they did. The more hateful words you get, the more insecure you felt. You weren’t fat at all, you didn’t even have any plus weight, but some people still called you fat and ugly.
This bullying went to the point where you started eating less and less so you can lose some weight and you even started counting the calories. You often skipped meals and always told your parents that you just weren’t hungry. And you did lose some weight. You even started using makeup to be more beautiful, but the bullying didn’t stop. You felt that it just got worser. At first, it was just in school that you overheard people talk about you, then people told it your face and they said that they will never understand how Rafe could still be friends with someone like you, then some people even started bullying you on only.
As things got worser over the years, you were considering that you will tell Rafe about it, but you end up not doing it. You know that he has his own problems, and you didn’t want to bother him with your problems. That was until one day Rafe showed up at your place and he asked for your help. He told you about his addiction and how his relationship got worser with his father. You listened to him as he just talked and talked to you all night as his head rested on your chest, his arm wrapped around your waist, and you were playing with his hair.
“I don’t know what to do, Y/n. I’m sorry that I just dropped everything on you like that. Fucking hell, I’m sorry for everything. That I pushed you away and everything else. I’m sorry I only came to you now, but I didn’t know who else would listen to me” he said.
“It’s okay, Rafey. You know I’m always here for you and you can always come to me” you whispered to him, and he nodded.
“I want to stop with the drugs but it’s so hard. I can’t do it alone. Please help me” he asked you and lifted his head to look at you.
“Of course, I will help” you said which made him smile a little and you smiled back.
‘God, I missed your smile. I missed you so much. I was an idiot for pushing you away. But now that I have you back, I will never let you go’ he thought to himself.
Just as you promised to him that night, you help him overcome his addiction. It took a lot of time, and he fell back to using drugs a few times, but you never give up on him, and he was extremely grateful for you to that. He was grateful that you were there for him. With your help he got better and better each day, and now he has been clean for months.
Meanwhile he got better, you got worser. People bullied you more because Rafe started spending time with you again. You know, he is popular, and you were aware, he is very attractive, and a lot of girls like him. While you were just you. Sometimes, you had the urge to tell him about the bullying, but you never told him.
“I just don’t understand why Rafe likes her. I mean… did he see her? She’s not even pretty” you overheard a girl once, after school.
That girl’s words played in your head constantly and you tried to lose even more weight. You tried to act like everything was fine, but Rafe noticed that you eat less, and you started to skip meals. When he first came to you that night, he noticed how much weight you lost already but he didn’t think much about it. But now that he spent more time with you again, he noticed the change in your behavior and your eating habits.
As days passed, Rafe had enough. Whenever he asked if you wanna go out and grab some food, you always come up with some excuse.
Today, the same happened as always. He was at your place, you two were in your room when he asked if you wanna go out to have dinner, but you said no. You were sitting on your bed with a book in your hand as he was standing in the middle of the room.
“Why?” he asked you when you declined his offer again.
“I’m not hungry” you said and shrugged your shoulders.
“That’s a lie” he said “You didn’t eat anything today”
“I did it” you protested.
“Yeah. What did you eat?” he asked with a raised eyebrow, but you couldn’t answer to that, so you avoided eye contact and tried to focus on your book again.
He sighed and sat down next to you, taking the book from your hand then he placed a hand on your thigh.
“What’s wrong?” he asked softly.
“Nothing” you said quickly. Maybe too quickly.
“Please tell me, Y/n. You helped with my addiction. Whatever the problem is, let me help you. Please” he pleaded to you, but you shook your head.
Rafe opened his mouth to speak again but your phone buzzed with a notification. You know, it’s probably another hateful message from someone so you quickly reached for it, but Rafe was faster and grabbed your phone. When he saw the message his eyes darkened.
“Who wrote this?” he asked, his voice dripping with anger. He knew that he will make that person pay whoever wrote it.
“I don’t know” you mumbled.
“You don’t know?” he asked angrily but then he took a deep breath to calm himself.
You took your phone from him with a sigh and opened all the messages. He saw one message, so it wouldn’t change anything if you tell him the truth. You handed him your phone and he read every single message, and you see how his eyes darkened as he read more.
“How long this is going on?” he asked as he looked up at you and you see the anger in his eyes.
“For a while now” you admitted quietly.
“Why didn’t you tell me before? That’s why you lost so much weight? That’s why you don’t eat properly?” he asked you and you just nodded a little.
“I didn’t want to bother you with my problems” you whispered and turned away from him, but he grabbed you chin and forced you to look at him.
“You will never bother me, okay?” he asked firmly and all you could do was nod again “Next time, something like this happens tell me. And now tell me everything about it”
You sighed and wanted to turn away from him, but he didn’t let you. You looked back into his eyes and his eyes were pleading for you to tell him the truth. You sighed again but you told him everything. How it all started and how it got worser. His heart broke with every word you said. He couldn’t believe that he didn’t notice that sooner. That he didn’t notice that you’re struggling.
“Y/n… None of those things are true. You’re extremely beautiful. The most beautiful woman I’ve ever laid my eyes on” he reassured you “Don’t you ever starve yourself because of some jealous people” you smiled at his words as your eyes welled up and you nodded.
After that night, Rafe always made sure that you eat properly. He even decided to spend a few weeks at your place to make sure that you’re eating properly and don’t skip meals. He always woke up earlier and made some light breakfast for you. The first few times you didn’t want to eat it.
“That’s too much, Rafe. I’m not hungry” you protested.
“Y/n, please… You didn’t have to eat all of it. Only eat a little please” he pleaded to you, so you started eating what he prepared for you. To your surprise, what he made was delicious. Soon you get used to the fact that he makes breakfast for you, and you start waiting for it because he was always able to surprise you with it.
As you started eating more and more in the mornings, he took that as a step forward. He knew that you wouldn’t get better in a few days. He knew that dealing with eating disorder is not easy, but he desperately wanted to help you overcome it. You still didn’t eat as much as you used to, and you still said no whenever he offered to go out to grab something for dinner. But he was patient, and he didn’t want to force you to eat. He was just glad that, at least now, you have breakfast.
As a few weeks passed Rafe noticed that you finally started eating more. You eat more for lunch and sometimes you said yes when he offered that you two should go out to have dinner. Rafe knew that you’re still counting the calories, but he still took it as a success.
“You know, I’m so proud of you” he said after you come home from a restaurant, and you laid in his arms in your bed while he was playing with your hair.
“Really?” you asked and looked up at him.
“Yes. Really. I’m so happy that you eat more now and that you gained back a little weight. Don’t get me wrong, you’re always beautiful but you are much more beautiful like that” he whispered and pressed a kiss to your forehead.
“Thanks for helping me” you whispered.
“You helped me too. That’s the least I can do. And soon, you will get rid of counting calories too” he said determined.
Just as he said, he continued to help you and when he bought something for you, he always erased the calories from the packaging so you can’t check it.
“Are you serious, Rafe?” you asked when he did that the first time. He bought you some chocolate and you wanted to check how many calories it contains but it was all black.
“I’m dead serious. Just eat it and don’t worry about the calories” he said seriously.
As the weeks passed, he still did that, and you slowly get rid of the habit of checking the calories in the packaging. As Rafe saw that you stopped looking at the calories and that you finally started eating properly again, he was proud of you, and he was more than happy that he was able to help. The only thing that would make him even happier, if he had the courage to tell you how he actually feels about you. But he was afraid that you don’t feel the same so he decided to keeping his feelings to himself.
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