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Sorry that I ended up turning this blog into a not a safe space for Crona fans. Tbh I don't actually have anything against the character and do find them interesting in some ways despite my gripes with the way they're written at times, it's just the fans had really soured my opinions on them and I'm now exhausted trying to weed out the bad eggs.
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Obsessed with his brain
#read a fic where he had to eat someone in the basement to survive and I am... obsessed#fop#fairly oddparents#fop a new wish#fairly oddparents a new wish#dale dimmadome#fop dale#idk ask to tag#art#digital art#fanart#blood tw#cannibalism tw#ed tw#In my mind his relationship with Dev is crazy. Because he wants to love Dev so badly but he is just. incapable of it.#and it makes him hate himself#On some level he thought seeing Dev would fix him. That he would feel all those things a dad is instinctively supposed to#and it would prove he wasn't broken. That deep down hes still human. that he's still capable of love just like everyone else#.And then he didnt. and he had no idea how to deal with it#In a way hes kind of scared of Dev. Dev makes him feel so uncomfortable with himself. so he just kind of avoids him.#Which um. thats your son sir you cant do that.#I love dale but he should absolutely not be a father. He is just not built for it
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okay but you see sam has ALSO fallen for dean's act. sam also believes dean to be the macho, daddy's soldier, beer boobs cars guy he presents himself as. this is why sam makes fun of dean whenever he even lightly steps out of that mold and thinks it's harmless banter instead of attacking an insecurity. it's why he laughs when john talks down to dean in the early seasons and it's why he seems surprised when dean is more comfortable with himself in the later seasons. it's why he just scoffs but doesn't push it when dean puts up a front and refuses to talk about his emotions and just accepts whatever excuse he makes at face value. it's why he offers dean a strip club to make him feel better when cas dies. and this isn't his fault!! dean has spent a very long time perfecting this image in front of everyone and ESPECIALLY to sam because along with it comes safety and security and stability and the only person. who has consistently been able to see through it. is castiel
#charlie also a bit bc dean doesn't have to be desirable to her as a man or as a son#altho i would argue that she doesn't see through him he just doesn't perform as much for her. cas actively sees through it#this is why sam has never caught on to dean being queer also. btw. dean isn't closeted he's just never made a big deal of telling sam#you never really know your parents just the version of them they want you to see etc etc#anyway this is also why sam is thought to be More Sensitive in comparison#by people who have also fallen for the Act. i call this the General Audience Dean Act#because it was who he was SUPPOSED to be from kripke's pen until jensen went ummmmm no. he has trauma :) and forcibly gave him layers#this is also not samcrit btw i always need to clarify that#i am bad at sam studies but i think you could also write posts (and ppl have) about how dean doesn't truly know sam either#bc he has Little Baby Brother zoned him forever even though he is almost 40 by the end of s15
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EVAN BUCKLEY + close-up 23/?
#okay that last one is one of my favourite shots of him like EVER#the pain the agony for the man for himself for not finding out the key to happiness for not being able to help#how am i supposed to deal with all that??#😭😭😭#evan buckley#buckcloseups#my gif#911#911 abc#911edit#911 6x02#anztag#useraimz#usernolan#911gifs
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we're at it again🕺
#jrwi riptide#gillion tidestrider#my art#sketch#back on my bullshit woo yeah woo yeah woo yeah#genuinely a lot happier with this design than the previous ones. the lighter metal looks better on him#and this one doesn't have a lot of detail (or any detail tbh) so it looks more solid and fun i think#and you can see im trying to figure out how gill would carry his sword around#technically he should just carry it in his hands and don't have a scabbard because its a longsword and isn't supposed to be sheathed...#but like... its not practical to always carry it in his hands. especially in a day to day life. because he always has the sword on him-#but he doesn't necessarily always hold it? like. he needs hands for stuff#i think i like the back scabbard better (even if i drew the whole turnaround for the hip one) just because it doesn't mess with his tail#plus that way destiny's blade is higher up and gets to look around at stuff and i think its funny#but then like... the cape is a little awkward if it has to go above the sword...#but its not a big deal. if he has a cape and armor on he probably holds the sword in his hands anyway#am i putting too much thought into this unnecessary detail? yes#am i rambling in the tags again instead of making a separate post? also yes
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why are they just standing there like this WHY ARE THEY SO ANNOYING OH MY GOD I WANNA BONK THEIR HEADS TOGETHER (said with affection)
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#how am i supposed to deal with this for 11 more seasons?????????????#no major spoilers pls i'm enduring this shit for the first time <3#destiel#supernatural#spn#dean winchester#castiel#dean x castiel#first spn watch#baby's first spn watch
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Jürgen Klopp after his last away game managing LFC
#nope.#simply typing the caption feels wrong#number 3 like HOW am I supposed to deal with that#Sunday is gonna be horrible#Jürgen Klopp#Jurgen Klopp#LFC#Liverpool FC#23/24#football#meins
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shit happens ig
should prob give some context. kinda
minds wearing someone elses shirt cause it's clothes got a little...messed up after the incident
also no lipstick cause whos cares about that after getting shot. prob not the first thing ur gonna do after waking up to a hole in ur neck but what do i know
#chonny jash#angelo tag#just a small obstacle no big deal#this was supposed to be a whole comic w mind looking down at hearts body#but i didnt like how it turned out so here ya go!#good night jashers its almost 3 am
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Yearning for season two to give us Canon Lilith Personality™ and open the fic writer floodgates for a wider variety of Hellradio stories.
There's a lot of pure smutfic out there already, and that's all well and good if that's your thing, but the Possibilities of exploring a fucked up polycule between Hell's monarchs and our resident radio demon beyond that, and all the political implications and drama that would entail, intrigue me to no end. I'm honestly so here for it. Need it in all its Messy Glory.
#i suppose it's possible for ppl to take a wholesome route with it in au form#but if alastor's deal really is with lilith like everyone speculates then there's not really any getting around the power imbalance#gotta deal with that head-on#and yeah there's the obvious power imbalance present in radioapple too. but in this case lucifer's not the one literally owning al's soul#but in either case lol exploring that is what makes it interesting#hellradio#royal radio#radioapple#radioqueen#lucilith#i dunno how coherent this is. it's like 1 am and im rambling and sleep deprived#hazbin hotel#hellaverse#alastor#lilith morningstar#lucifer morningstar
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ao3 is down and i am on vacation.
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#matthew porretta#tv: the new adventures of robin hood#how am i supposed to deal with his face#absurd.
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Your tag is keeping on playing in my head. Like - just how much of Tales had Jack spent thinking of his revenge and taking over it all. And how much he actually enjoyed spending time. Could he really look through Rhys' memories or was it just some folders Rhys kept on his Echo Eye. Was he just thinking about how to use him or did he catch himself being actually proud of him and happy to be stuck in this guys head specifically. Grrrrr hologram Jack tell us more
I personally think Jack had some type of attachment to Rhys, even if it wasn’t his intentions like… at all. Sure, getting back on Helios and taking over Rhys body was always the main goal, and whether he came to like Rhys or not wasn’t gonna stop him from going through with his plan, but Jack was almost predisposed to eventually become obsessed with him. Strap in, I’m about to ramble
First of all, I imagine that Rhys reminded him a lot of Angel. Rhys was young, he looked up to Jack almost naively so, but he was snarky and also defied him sometimes which Angel did too. I made a real long post about this a couple months ago but basically, Rhys and Angel share a lot of similarities in how Jack treated them. Jack probably did feel proud over Rhys at times, and thankful that it was Rhys and not some other Hyperion employee with the personality of a napkin. It feels more personal than just “let’s manipulate this kid and take his body”, even if that ultimately was the end goal. And after Jack was plugged into Helios and found out about what happened to not just Angel but Nisha as well? Not to mention Wilhelm being dead and Timothy leaving for the casino? Rhys was the only one Jack somewhat trusted who wasn’t already dead or long gone
But also, imagine this: you’re quite literally inside someone else’s brain. Everything you see and hear, everywhere you go, everyone you interact with, is through this dweeb with the most questionable fashion sense on Pandora (which says a LOT). No one can see you except for him. You’re dependent on him in every sense of the word. If he pisses you off, you can’t do your usual routine of beating or killing him. You HAVE to get close to (or at the very least, used to) him, something your paranoid ass hasn't allowed yourself to do for years
And honestly, Rhys’ software has bled into Jack as much, if not more, as the Jack AI has bled into Rhys. This is just my personal headcanon but I definitely think some part of Jack felt a little hollow when he left Rhys’ head on Helios, almost like having a tooth ripped out (or… being the tooth that got ripped out). Some part of him expected Rhys to be as dependent on Jack as Jack was on him, which is why he thought Rhys would just mindlessly agree to essentially be his meat puppet. But then he not only rejected him, he tried to leave too. The only one Jack had left, who became such a huge part of his holographic life, physically and emotionally. The only one who hadn’t died, left or abandoned him up until this point, wanted to leave
Jack was back on Helios, back on his throne, and he had everything in his power to regain control of Hyperion. Despite how horrified Rhys was over Jack’s plan, he didn’t have any intentions to kill Jack, and had Rhys been any less important to Jack, he could have let him go or commanded someone else go after him while he focused on getting another employee to give him their body. The only problem was that Jack was attached to Rhys and took this as a betrayal, just like Angel and Moxxi had been close to him until they betrayed him too. So what if Helios paid the price for Jack’s revenge? So what if Jack was going to die killing Rhys? It was too personal to not risk everything for
This is a very complicated way of saying I definitely think Jack cared about Rhys, whether that be because he was emotionally attached or because he was literally inside this guy’s brain and couldn’t help but get attached. Everywhere he looked, there was Rhys and only Rhys. So yeah, he DEFINITELY thought about Rhys a lot. Probably more so than Katagawa did. It’s a special kind of horrific <3
#borderlands#handsome jack#rhys strongfork#rhack#txt#shinakazami1#this is going in the tag cause i need everyone to see how insane i am#kinda unrelated but it grinds my gears when people boil down their relationship to 'jack is just using rhys'#ITS TRUE. but theres more to it than that if you just think deeper about it#like use your imagination!! fill in the gaps!!#thats what makes rhack specifically soooo fun to think about#at least for me#and this whole ramble is also another thing i love abt rhys missing and possibly hallucinating jack sometimes even as of new tales#theyre intertwined for life whether they wanted to be or not#and rhys is the one who came out alive so hes the one who has the deal with this hole in his head where jack was supposed to be#its like the roles have switched#... again
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Was just listening to a history podcast that I usually enjoy very much, and this particular episode was about early modern witch persecutions in Europe and I genuinely had to pause it because the guest (a well known and respected historian and professor who has written several books on the subject) confidently told the hosts (also professors of history albeit in later periods) that witches having familiars is a British phenomenon and is not really seen elsewhere in Europe, which uh. Is just flat out incorrect?
While I’m definitely not a historian, I was a weird nerdy kid with insomnia and undiagnosed adhd who grew into a weird nerdy adult with insomnia and adhd so I’ve spent many hours going down the rabbit holes of the history of folklore, ideas of magic, and witch trials of primarily Denmark and Sweden, and I can think of multiple examples of familiars in Scandinavian witch trials. I’m genuinely left wondering if they don’t think they appear outside Britain because they’re not *literally* called familiars seeing as, y’know, it’s not in English?? And this podcast usually doesn’t shy away from openly discussing the validity and contexts of their source materials, which makes it even more confusing that this was just accepted without any further comment.
#cecil blogs her life#I know it’s not a jig deal for anybody else but oh boy have I had sone talks at work today about misinformation thru media#and then this popped up like???#how am I not supposed to spiral a little about the future of misinformation and media literacy etc
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the family when it is found or something along the same lines
#THE MATCHING OUTFITS. MY PRINCESS DANCING LUA RECORDING LINEMAN BLUSHING JASON AND BRAD EMBARASSED JERRY OBLIVIOUS TO JAKE'S PRESENCE...#literally everything is perfect about them omg#how am i supposed to let go of big deal brainrot#side note whose foot is it in thelast frame lmaooo#lookism#lookism webtoon#lookism manhwa#big deal#lookism big deal#jake kim#kim gimyung#jerry kwon#kwon jitae#lua im#lua lookism#jason yoon#brad lee#samuel seo#seo seongun#sinu han#han shinwoo
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#i gotta go get my T bloodwork done tomorrow#which is fine but like#last time i was there the nurse was REALLY weird and they were pretty annoyed with me#because i hadn't come in for a long time#because life shit happened including breaking my ankle#and it's the same situation now but like so much fucking worse#and i don't want them to be assholes to me about it or about how i kind of miss shots quite a bit#like that's A Thing#it's a problem for me#but i don't deserve AT ALL to get scolded for it or treated like I'm doing something wrong#ugh i just have a chip on my shoulder#i know it has the potential to go fine and i am bringing backup with me#but EVERYTHING has gone wrong lately!#and if this goes wrong there is every chance it'll drive me to getting the stuff online and not getting bloodwork AT ALL#and I want to tell them that but I feel like they'd just be shitty about it because ultimately they may be an inclusive clinic#but they are still medical professionals and gatekeepers at heart and you can't trust medpros and gatekeepers further than you can spit#idk man I'm an adult just leave me alone to do my thing and accept that I will be in once a year for sure but no promises on more than that#i'm tired in advance#idk i just got the feeling last time that they were accusing me of getting my T illicitly and it's like bitch im not but even if i was#aren't you supposed to be a place people can be honest about their situations? am i not here jumping through your hoops to do it legally?#im doing what you wanted but the thing is I DON'T HAVE TO and if you keep acting weird im going to have to STOP#because i don't have energy to deal with my disintegrating life AND gatekeeping judgy bullshit#do cis men have to dance like this?
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I love ggy so much how did they accidentally make the most intriguing hypothetical gay romance ever
#also the book is just so fucking good#and tony becker is literally the best fnaf book protaganist ever once you understand his character#and how crazy the book writes him#like oh my god hes so tunnel visioned doomed by the narritave#any scenario where tony survives the attack is the best idea ever like fr#its just so fun and awesome to make stuff up with that very loose premise#like u can do anything#and the characters are likeable too because they have FLAWS#tony isnt a bad person hes just in a bad place and is an asshole without realizing#and also twelve#like how am i not supposed to become obsessed with beckory when tony spent the whole book#accidentally obsessing over gregorys evil side and then being so tunnel visioned by his own emotional baggage that it kills him#exactly how his father warned him#and his father is the reason hes even so deep into solving mysteries like#and u can put that onto gregory if tony ever survived the attack#like he wouldnt want to believe it the same way he didndt want to believe his dad did it and repeat history#by delving deep into ggy#like damn every relationship ever with gregory is so fucking interesting#ggy never stop being awesome#pandas.txt#obviously beckory isnt the only reason i like ggy but damn its a big reason#tony and Gregory are both so flawed and have so much going on in their head theyd be fucking crazy together#also expanding on the tony stuff i said earlier gregorys side has so much potential too like#even if tony died if gregory ever remembered hed mourn tony and have to deal with that#even if they werent even that close at the time and Gregory doesnt even like. actually have any memories of being friends with him#and if tony survived its like gregorys remembering this faceless nameless boy as the only connection to his past#like what if they both searched for eachother after surviving what then
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