#how I missed out on teenage lovw
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Visit Tumblr Blog
Explore Tumblr blogs with no restrictions, modern design and the best experience.
Last Seen Tumblr Blogs
Fun Fact
Tumblr Inc. is using 66 technologies for its website.
Text
this is a half baked thought. not 1d.
#so I was thinking#about the positive effect of never having anyone like me romantically#cause I always think about the negative#how I missed out on teenage lovw#college love#etc#and I have very little experience with relationships#but now#with J#I’ve been thinking about#how this experience gives me such a clarity in priorities and a check on myself#that come from truly believing no one would ever like me and I would die alone#like the carefulness I have the total willingness to do whatever it takes to make this happen#I think it takes some people a whole life time to realize what matters to them and I got it. i have an incredibly high stakes big girl#career ahead of me that I am so passionate and good at. but I know I’d drop it ALL for family and significant other#if it came down to it. I can survive without getting my ego stroked at the job and buying fancy stuff#but I dont want to be alone#BECAUSE i know what it feels like. truly. and I guess if I was loved left and right romantically I’d be less careful and be like#oh I’ll find someone else! and I’m not like that. i’m like I am fighting for every person that loves me#rn#this is still#marinating in my brain lol tomorrow I have therapy so will explore this
3 notes
·
View notes