#hotaru no yomeiri spoilers

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 Hotaru no Yomeiri | Firefly Wedding by Oreco Tachibana – Chapter 18

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So I (a hopeless romantic) started reading Firefly Wedding.

[tomodachi-to-koibito]

hotaru no yomeiri chapter 19

they're so cute!!! (⌯︎ᵒ̴̶̷ωᵒ̴̶̷⌯︎)

[ms-kaie-lurks]

Ch23 is pretty intense. Kotaro's drugged and in a rage, and Shinpei's full on yandere mode. Wow! This chapter is 🔥

Satoko, my girl, I don't want to be you right now.

[ququoquaw]

...

[fumifooms]

Firefly Wedding is so…

It’s so

It’s them. It’s "It’s just a firefly, they’re meant to die soon. Why should I care about the sick, or the poor?"

It’s "I was purposely trying to scare you and push you away to see how far you were willing to go with your act, how desperate you were to play with my feelings as if I was a fool, but it didn’t work."

It’s "I know you’re just using me but now I care. Please keep using me. I need you to need me."

It’s choosing to give her her freedom anyways. Because your love is no longer all about you, no longer selfish. Because this love isn’t just a shallow balm to soothe your complexes anymore.

It’s being betrayed, finally facing the lies and no longer pretending you both don’t know that this is a farce, but desperately wanting to keep it going anyways. It’s "I should hate you now. Why don’t I? Hey, tell me we’ll go through with the plan, tell me you’ll marry me after all. Otherwise, why am I still here? Why don’t I want to leave? You act like you don’t need me but I still need you."

Like that’s so revolutionary for a yandere story. The self-delusion is strong, denial that things have changed despite it being impossible to truly believe, BUT HE STAYS. It’s no longer selfish 😭😭

"I don’t care about you anymore, I won’t help you. Get yourself killed for all I care." <- Jumps to her rescue 3 milliseconds later when she almost falls down a ladder/roof. It happens twice. The ‘lying and trying to emotionally distance yourself from something to protect yourself and not get hurt’ defense mechanism is blatant and it’s failing really bad.

It’s "My sense of duty and goals to have accomplished something useful in my short life are making me do this, but I do want you to stay with me." The yandere stuff here gets turned on its head because what he says is empty where it matters and meaningful where it matters. It’s knowing that if Satoko asks him not to kill anyone he won’t, but knowing that he won’t give up on her no matter what, even if she’s unattainable, even if she’s sickly, even if she pushes him away like just before. It’s so thinly veiled for "I’m determined to see my goal through, but that’s not what I want. If you just so happen to take me away and I don’t try to run away hard enough then we can elope and be free. I want to have an excuse to leave with you. Please give up on marrying me. Please don’t. I want that, but I can’t."

It’s "If I didn’t burn brightly in my short firefly life, then what was the point?"

Except that burning brightly doesn’t have to mean making big achievements, or being useful to your family.

It can be living happily, living for the ones you love, fighting for them. It can be worth to risk it for things that actually matter to you.

It’s giving your heart to someone, figuratively and literally. To lend it to them even if it might get used or battered, for as long as it beats to use your body to protect them, even if you have to sacrifice yourself. A love that burns bright into a bonfire before they both turn to ashes. Unwise but wholehearted.

It’s despite even that, needing grandiose gestures to be able to trust that this is real. It’s needing external cues that prove it to feel safe in their love existing, other people to confirm that he’s not crazy, that this is happening and this is how they both feel. Their love has been fake, both being a warped love and being a lie, only being out of necessity or because the other was the only one willing to offer it to them, offering comfort, safety, support and care. And showing that they care is the most loving of all. It’s despite everything falling back into old habits that "Oh if she was miserably worried for me then that means she’s not indifferent to me! That’s good!" And then once again being taken aback by her, by her earnestness and by her will. Because oh, no, this goes deeper than that. She cares. It’s love.

It’s opening your heart up to love, and both being punished and rewarded for it.

But most of all it’s

And it being the most loving thing he’d ever heard

Firefly Wedding is so…

And yet it’s also

The complicated and hurtful nature of love and the joy and light it brings are two sides of the same coin, because that’s what inevitably happens when you care about something. But caring about a firefly isn’t a waste even however short lived it is, or how hard the loss will inevitably hit you. Isn’t their light just such a wonder to witness?

[qualityrain]

yk i had to redraw this as them

[sidsinning]

Oh nooooooo 😭

Run ma dude it's for your own good

[usagichuu]

*sounds of crying*

[nezuchuuko]

Firefly Wedding by Tachibana Oreco - Chapter 45

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 Hotaru no Yomeiri | Firefly Wedding by Oreco Tachibana – Chapter 18

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AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

[tomodachi-to-koibito]

Started here: (´❛-❛`)

then here: щ(ಥДಥщ)

now we're here: (⌯︎ᵒ̴̶̷ωᵒ̴̶̷⌯︎)

[ms-kaie-lurks]

Hotaru no Yomeiri pulled my heartstrings again this time. Oh my heart!

Satoko, baby girl, you surprised me once again. I love how her character is so well written. The strength of her heart is on another level. Shinpei's anxiety turned violence could have ruined his chances, but Satoko's compassion and her clinging onto him like she did...urgh! I love them both! Please be happy!

Kudos to author-san for this amazing FL and yet another great chapter.

[melodiouslaughter]

HOTARU NO YOMEIRI CH 34

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