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celestialhouses · 10 months ago

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checking my ballot card to make sure I voted for the correct party, only to be ceaselessly plagued by visions of accidentally voting for reform until I finally fall into a tormented sleep

#had to do a tactical vote bc my constituency is a historically safe tory seat but greens u are always in my heart 🫶🏻#hoping it works out 😬#uk election #uk election 2024 #uk general election 2024 #general election #my post

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ihamtmus · 8 months ago

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#there's a flood coming to my city 😬#the wave is supposed to hit tomorrow at night #i'm a bit worried?#they say it's gonna be similae to 1997 #which is. not good.#everyone at work was panicking which did not help #they said the water is almost sold out in shops #and i couldn't go to the shop to buy it because i was. at work.#so i messaged my dad and he bought some for me and he'll drive over to bring it to me #his town doesn't have a big river so you can still buy water there lmao #i asked him to buy me some non perishable food like rice crackers while he was at it too #and now i'm scared that he and my mom will buy out the entire shop and i'll have to eat those things for months 😬#they can be like that sometimes haha #yeah they most definitely will bring over the whole car full of food what do i do 😭#anyway my main concern is the lack of electricity because the stupid stove in this flat doesn't use gas ;_;#gotta charge the powerbanks 💪#people are also worried that we'll go to work tomorrow and then it'll turn out the road is flooded and we'll have to stay at work overnight #lmaoooo why won't the company just give everyone the week off?? (because of capitalism)#my sister has a two months old baby and she is leaving the city tonight to stay with our grandma #they do need clean water for the baby and the government recommended the children and the elderly to evacuate #i'd evacuate myself if it wasn't for my work 😭 (capitalism)#aghhh i'm sure it's not gonna be that bad #it's just my first flood you see #well technically the second one because i was born in 1997 hahaha but yeah. yeah.#i do like my warm meals and hot tea and i do like to shower #i do hope it'll last 2 days max!! but a friend says it can last longer depending on the damage ;_;#i know i can't really complain because i at least live on the 5th floor #my sister lives on the first floor. right by the river. yeah...#not to mention the people in surrounding villages #someone at work said that the water reached the third floor in some places in 1997 wtf 😭

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airenyah · 5 months ago

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so one of my fave profs of mine has asked me to come into her class next week and to give the newbie students a bit of an overview what we do in my specialization and so i was just checking which of my usb-sticks i can use to put some example projects on and uhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

yeah this one is out

#i wonder if anyone can guess what THAT is about fdjkkjdsjksdf #airenyah plappert #i hope my other usb works 😬😬😬#bc the other one IS actually my designated uni one so i make sure i don't have cringey stuff on it so i can open it in class without worrie #but it came apart a little the other day #it was still working last time i checked but i'm paranoid now #which is why i was checking my personal usb for any cringey files i do NOT want to show in class #WELL. UH.#no there is no ACTUAL cow genitalia shown in this clip #but out of context this file name is extremely questionable lmao

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florida3exclamationpoints · 7 days ago

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Hang on thought about pastry arts school again

#like. why and HOW did i go through 2 full years of college and not graduate with an associates #how did they get away with stringing me along for 1.5+ years as a pastry arts major with no pastry chef #the one pastry class i did have when i met the pastry chef before he quit. it was like. taunting #bc it wasnt extremely new info to me it was baking 101. but the chef was such an amazing teacher #and i was so excited to learn from him #and i cant blame him at all for quitting like bro i wouldn't wanna work there either !!!!#they couldn't hire another pastry chef for almost 2 years bc NO ONE WANTED TO WORK FOR THE PROGRAM HEAD #i know of 2 separate stories where one chef in the area wanted to get into teaching and then heard who the boss chef was and said oh nvm 😬#and one chef who got hired and then quit before he could start bc he couldn't stand to work with that man #like i Know the food service industry is tough and intense and chefs have a reputation for being jerks #i Know that. and multiple people warned me of that before i started. and sometimes im like wow i was wrong i couldn't actually handle it #everyone told me i couldn't handle it and i said yes i could and then i couldn't #but is that really what happened???? bc there were other jerk chefs in that school!! and still no one could stand that ONE MAN!!!!!#we literally complained to the president of the college. and she said uwu hes doing his best 🥺#bc thats the thing with him. you think hes nice until you're in the kitchen with him. he IS nice until youre in the kitchen with him #i truly think he designed the course in order to weed out the weak ones #and ig it worked bc so many people dropped out !!!!! but like . sir. i started that program at 17 years old #a fully prepared 17 year old. a smart 17 year old. a talented 17 year old. an eager and excited 17 year old. but a 17 year old #we were learning how to COOK not DISARM BOMBS. i hope hes glad that my 17-19 year old self got weeded out for being weak.#congratulations man you broke me.#literally he gave me the worst panic attack of my life on the first day and was so mean to me bc of my anxiety and how shy i was #to the point that i finally admitted i needed to go to the doctor #and then when i started some meds. and also was OUT OF HIS CLASS. and in the pastry class. and was a little more comfortable #he wanted to take credit for 'bringing me out of my shell' 😐 and i wish i had said what i was thinking. and looked him in the eye #and said thanks its cause of the drugs.#not only were the internship hours insane but also the class hours and the graduating test #i get that the classes have to be longer bc we need time for things to cook but . 8/9 hours ??? dudeeee #obviously i didn't get to the graduating test class thing but the way he described it sounded like torture 😭#and ofc you cant find that info online before you enroll. and they only offered it in summer #so if you finished in fall you still had to wait through spring to technically graduate. assuming you pass the week long torture test

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freepassbound · 2 months ago

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Me last night, finally throwing away the five gifted plants that I couldn't keep alive. 😢

#'finally' is doing a lot of work in that sentence #most of them could be measured in years 😬#the incredible guilt of not being able to keep someone's gift alive #...and now I'll feel guilty for throwing them out!#......and then later I'll feel guilty for forgetting #but maybe eventually on the whole this will be good #I sure as fuck hope so #free floating anxiety #free life

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guinevereslancelot · 9 months ago

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why does everything cost money so much

#trying to save money but i make $15 an hour 😭#just got paid friday my bank account is so sad rn already #i am never going to afford my hopes and dreams let alone a driveable car at this rate ✌️😭#sorry for doomposting it will all work out somehow i know i knowww #hopefully i will eventually get a raise but im doing the math of how much i can put in my savings from each check and its....not a lot lol #comparing that my long term goals and dreams....yikes 😬#the 5 year plan looking more an more like a 15 year plan ladies #also naturally i am not saving as much as i should #but alas the siren call of items 😔#this has been a shitpost

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trashyshrew · 3 months ago

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how do i draw i forget 😭

#help i’m so out of practice #decided to take on my first Reno Project and it was more work than I could have ever imagined #it feels like i’ve had next to no free time #and when i do have any time I’m exhausted #hoping to at least get some requests done this week #😬😬😬

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running-in-the-dark · 1 year ago

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still no internet, also I had a bit of a breakdown over our dishwasher today (the damn thing doesn't fit with the door that we've got, but we'll figure it out, and if not I'll just explode or whatever).

BUT. I started listening to The Thursday Murder Club yesterday because it was on my phone and I've listened to almost all the other audiobooks on there now, and oh my god? I love it so much. haven't been obsessed with a book in a long long time but this might do it lol

#I didn't know anything about it #if I had known that it's about a bunch of old people..... well I might have listened to it sooner! I love them all so much #but especially Ibrahim #that's my 80 year old baby boy!!#they're all so funny #i think I expected it to be a bit boring because I only read thrillers and well 🤷 but it's not. it's adorable and funny and I'm really #enjoying it #I can't remember if I've got the other ones on my computer. I hope so #😬😬😬 I can't wait until we have internet #ugh i guess I'll have to set up my computer somewhere tomorrow and check.#I would have had to do that anyway since I'm almost out of books now (I mean. only on my phone. there's plenty on my computer lol)#anyway yeah love this book so much 🥰#also I will never let my partner check things that depend on accuracy again. he promised he checked if the dishwasher would fit and #I guess I should've double checked but there was so much else to do 🙃 he just doesn't really care about detail so it makes sense that he #didn't do a very thorough job. still irritating but. he'll have to find a solution so hopefully it'll work out in the end #personal

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princekirijo · 2 years ago

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Istg I actually need to sit down and write a proper bio for Riku because even I get confused af as to what his personality is sometimes.

#oc tag #“but prince he's your oc how tf did this happen” he has a mind of his own trust me #i mean this is literally one of the parts of his character he is literally so good at adapting his personality #because he felt he needed to as a kid both in school and in the business world #that barely anyone knows what he's actually like #like one minute he's a suave overconfident guy who can take on anything #but hes also the quiet dude in class who never participates is probably asleep but somehow gets everything right and is top of the grade #he loves to flirt but will absolutely blue screen if anyone flirts back because despite the fact he flaunts himself-#he doesn't think hes attractive LMAO #his biggest motivation is spite and he doesn't know when to quit #this boy has so many fucking issues istg #def one of those characters who has so many masks that he hardly knows himself #i have a fear that he's nearly too complex to the point where he's a confusing character and i personally dont think thats a good thing #so i really hope that's not the case for you guys 😬#over my break ive really spent time trying to iron out his character and just make him into soemthing im even more proud of you know #the good thing is that at least his story now has a clear arc and theme which im really proud of #so im gonna use that to build off and iron him out even more #the way i put more work into this funky dude i came up with than like my entire uni work #i love him so much sorry to be mentally ill about a guy i made because i liked a ship too much (and crossover i was having fun with too)#one day i will have a proper post for him with references and everything for him his outfits his personas the lot #one of these days

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eggplant-dolma · 1 year ago

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Ugh wanted to do a lil update and work on school stuff today but I woke up with an insane migraine and have been in bed all day 🥲 rescheduled my meeting with my advisor for tomorrow but frustrated bcuz I still feel under-prepared for it since I wasn't able to do any extra prep/research today :(

Also it's been gray as fuq for nearly 2wks here and it's abt to drive me crazy.. like we usually at least have some negative degree days that will bless us with sun and blue skies, but instead it's been just like... 30 and oppressive 🙄☠️ certainly doesn't help the pain

#well i meet with my prof and advisor tomorrow and will then have a solid subject for both my capstone and the independent study im doing #with my advisor. also hoping to get out for a walk and dive into my beginning project work 😬#im so intimidated yall #northern winter #cest moi

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mybiasisexo · 1 year ago

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rents due and I’m $400 short

#this month has sucked bc I just haven’t been going to work #and like I don’t understand my hours?#cause my check was $200 less than what I was expecting #and when I do the math #the hours I worked vs the amount they say I did don’t add up #ugh idk how to tell my cousin #I spent most of the day tryna get a loan #but now I can’t cause I’ve been trying to much 😫#I have to work sat and sun and can get early pay #and hope I can get $400 that way and transfer it to my bank account before the 7th #and also hope no bills get taken out before than #uuuugh no one to blame but myself but god #I thought I had it figured out. it always works out…usually #now I gotta tell my cousin 😬#AND we’re supposed to be moving at any moment #I ain’t got moving money!!!#I’m gonna have to become a slave that’s the only way #I wish I could do sex work 😔#personal #if y’all wanna venmo me I’d be forever grateful 😭

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guinevereslancelot · 1 year ago

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i'm so bummed i accidentally turned town a job interview for a job where I could have worked with a good friend and mentor 😔

#i was telling her abt the preschool i got hired at and i was like yeah im worried bc the other teacher doesn't seem nice #and the student teacher ratio is really bad they're really understaffed and underfunded im just really worried it will be too much for me #and she was like oh you should apply to the school i work at bc we're hiring snd the ratio is great and the pay might be better also #and i never knew the name of the school she worked at until then #and its one i DID apply to but i told them nevermind after this one hired me 😬#but now i really wish i'd taken that interview #i'm going to call or email first thing on monday tho and hopefullyyy i can get in for an interview before i start my new job on thursday #so i wont literally have to take time off for it #and then if they offer me i will be able to tell the new job nevermind while its still early #either that or i'll try to stick it out a few months then apply to the other one for summer or something #but im not sure whether its best to quit immediately or let them think im dependable and staying then leave in three months lol #but mostly for the other job idk if it would ruin the opportunity to tell them nevermind i want the job a week after i said no #compared to a few months later #they might have forgotten me by then which would probably be good #idkkk #my first reference literally works there which will hopefully help and maybe they'll give me a break #the pay scale looks the same as the one i just accepted but i think they'll offer less bc they're not as desperate #but i literally dont care its such a better working environment #and the pay scale is the same so they would give me a raise after a few months #and the work will be so much easier #and the commute #and i Definitely know i can work with my friend #vs the co teacher at this new job who seems really intense and unfriendly #anyway!!#im really anxious abt this new job and i'll stay if the other place wont take me now #but i really hope they give me another chance #also its super close and easy drive and the commute for the other one scares me a bit lol #this has been a shitpost

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keydekyie · 2 years ago

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I've been sick with some kind of sinus infection thing (not covid) for like 4 days and I'm really getting tired of it. 🫤 like alright I get it. Ew. Commence the getting better now.

#face hurty #grace your face #it's nice I'm not working atm so I don't have to call out #but man I hope I don't have to go to the dr #because boy oh boy is that gonna set me back a few bucks 😬

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thedeadthree · 2 years ago

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