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checking my ballot card to make sure I voted for the correct party, only to be ceaselessly plagued by visions of accidentally voting for reform until I finally fall into a tormented sleep
#had to do a tactical vote bc my constituency is a historically safe tory seat but greens u are always in my heart 🫶🏻#hoping it works out 😬#uk election#uk election 2024#uk general election 2024#general election#my post
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#there's a flood coming to my city 😬#the wave is supposed to hit tomorrow at night#i'm a bit worried?#they say it's gonna be similae to 1997#which is. not good.#everyone at work was panicking which did not help#they said the water is almost sold out in shops#and i couldn't go to the shop to buy it because i was. at work.#so i messaged my dad and he bought some for me and he'll drive over to bring it to me#his town doesn't have a big river so you can still buy water there lmao#i asked him to buy me some non perishable food like rice crackers while he was at it too#and now i'm scared that he and my mom will buy out the entire shop and i'll have to eat those things for months 😬#they can be like that sometimes haha#yeah they most definitely will bring over the whole car full of food what do i do 😭#anyway my main concern is the lack of electricity because the stupid stove in this flat doesn't use gas ;_;#gotta charge the powerbanks 💪#people are also worried that we'll go to work tomorrow and then it'll turn out the road is flooded and we'll have to stay at work overnight#lmaoooo why won't the company just give everyone the week off?? (because of capitalism)#my sister has a two months old baby and she is leaving the city tonight to stay with our grandma#they do need clean water for the baby and the government recommended the children and the elderly to evacuate#i'd evacuate myself if it wasn't for my work 😭 (capitalism)#aghhh i'm sure it's not gonna be that bad#it's just my first flood you see#well technically the second one because i was born in 1997 hahaha but yeah. yeah.#i do like my warm meals and hot tea and i do like to shower#i do hope it'll last 2 days max!! but a friend says it can last longer depending on the damage ;_;#i know i can't really complain because i at least live on the 5th floor#my sister lives on the first floor. right by the river. yeah...#not to mention the people in surrounding villages#someone at work said that the water reached the third floor in some places in 1997 wtf 😭
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why does everything cost money so much
#trying to save money but i make $15 an hour 😭#just got paid friday my bank account is so sad rn already#i am never going to afford my hopes and dreams let alone a driveable car at this rate ✌️😭#sorry for doomposting it will all work out somehow i know i knowww#hopefully i will eventually get a raise but im doing the math of how much i can put in my savings from each check and its....not a lot lol#comparing that my long term goals and dreams....yikes 😬#the 5 year plan looking more an more like a 15 year plan ladies#also naturally i am not saving as much as i should#but alas the siren call of items 😔#this has been a shitpost
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still no internet, also I had a bit of a breakdown over our dishwasher today (the damn thing doesn't fit with the door that we've got, but we'll figure it out, and if not I'll just explode or whatever).
BUT. I started listening to The Thursday Murder Club yesterday because it was on my phone and I've listened to almost all the other audiobooks on there now, and oh my god? I love it so much. haven't been obsessed with a book in a long long time but this might do it lol
#I didn't know anything about it#if I had known that it's about a bunch of old people..... well I might have listened to it sooner! I love them all so much#but especially Ibrahim#that's my 80 year old baby boy!!#they're all so funny#i think I expected it to be a bit boring because I only read thrillers and well 🤷 but it's not. it's adorable and funny and I'm really#enjoying it#I can't remember if I've got the other ones on my computer. I hope so#😬😬😬 I can't wait until we have internet#ugh i guess I'll have to set up my computer somewhere tomorrow and check.#I would have had to do that anyway since I'm almost out of books now (I mean. only on my phone. there's plenty on my computer lol)#anyway yeah love this book so much 🥰#also I will never let my partner check things that depend on accuracy again. he promised he checked if the dishwasher would fit and#I guess I should've double checked but there was so much else to do 🙃 he just doesn't really care about detail so it makes sense that he#didn't do a very thorough job. still irritating but. he'll have to find a solution so hopefully it'll work out in the end#personal
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ive seen people refer to s11 as "the last good season" which is deeply concerning to me for several reasons lmfao
#one: it is not a good season! tho i don't think any season post s4 is comprehensively Good. we can argue Mostly Enjoyable for some#two: how bad can s12-s15 be if the spn layman's perspective is that s11 is comparatively good 😬#i hope it's just that ppl were relieved to get the boys ''back'' (quotation marks in bold) in s11 and that the cracks in their relationship#start bleeding again in subsequent seasons. bc come on. SLOPPY work on those stitches#which isnt to say that i didnt rly enjoy choice bits of s11 lol i always get Some enjoyment out of this damn show#liveblog tag
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Hi is it weird to ask what “ptsd nightmare” pills are
I have had ptsd nightmares on the daily for years and I thought I just had to live with it; there’s treatment???????
Oh, well technically the medication my doctor has put me on for my nightmares isn't specifically for nightmares! They have me on Prazosin, which is typically prescribed for blood pressure regulation, but has a side effect of making some people not have dreams/nightmares. So, they put me on a low enough dose that I get that side effect but don't have it affect my blood pressure
#i got put on that by see a pysch doctor specifically for my ptsd & depression#and when i mentioned how bad my nightmares are thats what they decided to try out with me!#so if you have a doc for other meds then it might be worth bringing up! or at least asking if other meds might have that side effect#i know w/ the prazosin i had to adjust the dosage several times before we found the right one#bc at one point it was too high and i was getting so dizzy i couldnt stand up at all 😬#but things are much better now!#its not 100% getting rid of my nightmares but its giving me enough relief i can actually sleep for the first time in years#im gonna leave this not private in case anyway else was wondering too#but yeah! its something to talk to a doc about in the hopes they can find something that works the same way#kinda sucks it took them like 22 years of my life to finally suggest it
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bad day at work. again
#i've been here 3 weeks and it's not going too well... maybe i'm not cut out for this kind of work#one of the managers asked me if something happened bc i looked sad 😬 yeah buddy i'm constantly on the verge of tears but thanks for asking#and people are asking me how i feel abt this job at least 10 times a day#and i don't know how many 'i'm still adjusting but it's fine' i have left in me#quitting is not an option and i know things will get better with time but god. i feel pathetic#i feel anxious at work i feel anxious just existing in my new apartment bc my flatmates don't talk to me and on top of that#i have another final exam tomorrow and i haven't even started studying yet. and it's one of the worst exams this semester#but it's tomorrow at 10 am and then i'm free#it doesn't matter if i fail it or not i'm going to a patisserie to treat myself#and then i'm going to REST#k.txt#just a week more and my finals will be over and i'll have time for my hobbies and for long walks#and then i'll be fine!!! i hope lol
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Istg I actually need to sit down and write a proper bio for Riku because even I get confused af as to what his personality is sometimes.
#oc tag#“but prince he's your oc how tf did this happen” he has a mind of his own trust me#i mean this is literally one of the parts of his character he is literally so good at adapting his personality#because he felt he needed to as a kid both in school and in the business world#that barely anyone knows what he's actually like#like one minute he's a suave overconfident guy who can take on anything#but hes also the quiet dude in class who never participates is probably asleep but somehow gets everything right and is top of the grade#he loves to flirt but will absolutely blue screen if anyone flirts back because despite the fact he flaunts himself-#he doesn't think hes attractive LMAO#his biggest motivation is spite and he doesn't know when to quit#this boy has so many fucking issues istg#def one of those characters who has so many masks that he hardly knows himself#i have a fear that he's nearly too complex to the point where he's a confusing character and i personally dont think thats a good thing#so i really hope that's not the case for you guys 😬#over my break ive really spent time trying to iron out his character and just make him into soemthing im even more proud of you know#the good thing is that at least his story now has a clear arc and theme which im really proud of#so im gonna use that to build off and iron him out even more#the way i put more work into this funky dude i came up with than like my entire uni work#i love him so much sorry to be mentally ill about a guy i made because i liked a ship too much (and crossover i was having fun with too)#one day i will have a proper post for him with references and everything for him his outfits his personas the lot#one of these days
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Ugh wanted to do a lil update and work on school stuff today but I woke up with an insane migraine and have been in bed all day 🥲 rescheduled my meeting with my advisor for tomorrow but frustrated bcuz I still feel under-prepared for it since I wasn't able to do any extra prep/research today :(
Also it's been gray as fuq for nearly 2wks here and it's abt to drive me crazy.. like we usually at least have some negative degree days that will bless us with sun and blue skies, but instead it's been just like... 30 and oppressive 🙄☠️ certainly doesn't help the pain
#well i meet with my prof and advisor tomorrow and will then have a solid subject for both my capstone and the independent study im doing#with my advisor. also hoping to get out for a walk and dive into my beginning project work 😬#im so intimidated yall#northern winter#cest moi
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i didn't immediately get a follow-up text saying someone i hung out with had a good time
#😔 my brain is sooooo annoying#i hope there is a Next Time™ though 🥲 i had a rly nice time and.. i don't have reason to Not think they didn't have a good time#👉👈 but ppl can b nice and still ghost u. i just hope that's not the case this time 😭 I've rly been hoping this friendship works out#and if it doesn't tbh I'll be SO upset about it 😭 like if this doesn't work then idk what will man#just give up and be a shut in who does god knows what all day because being a person is too hard#this is like the longest I've talked w anyone from tinder and the most I've actually carried conversation on discord#and we hung out yesterday for the first time and it Seemed good but i haven't heard from them today#and i feel dumb and silly for feeling this way..? being anxious and hopeful has a girl holding her breath all the time 😔#any step forward feels like my last ykwim? u do something simple and small but always feel like it's Too Much#and like Anything u do is enough to push or scare ppl away 😬 but no one will ever tell u what's wrong!!#so u don't know what u did or what to look out for or idk. it just makes u feel like literally everything and anything is Too Much#and like u shouldn't even try.. but u Should or else you'll be alone frfr. 😮💨 idk i feel crazy lol I'm gonna go grab a coffee n draw
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please please please let me get the job that is 11 minutes away from me on quiet roads and not have to take the one with city traffic three traffic circles and a scary turn amen 🙏
#genuinely the job im interviewing for i would turn out of my driveway on a quiet rd turn onto the road my house is on the corner of#which is also pretty quiet#then go straight for ten minutes#the other one i have to choose between a scary turn or doing three rotaries 😬#only one of the rotaries is bad but still#also!! my friend and mentor works at this other place and the ratio of kids to teachers is way better#pay would be about the same to start but im hoping they'll eventually be able to pay more#bc it seems like s pretty fancy school tbh#anywayyy#im really anxious abt the job i accepted so i hope i can switch to this other one#but even if they dont hire me i still have a job so its not the end of the world#im just such a terrible oblivious and nervous driver lol#and im lowkey worried ibcant handle the kods at the first job#some of them are very difficult and one of them has serious behavioral issues she should probably have an aide assigned to just her but ala#but the ratio of teachers to kids is 8 kids to 1 teacher which is really hard at that age#and i've never worked with such a large class before#i applaied for the baby/toddler teacher but they asked me to do prek instead which has more behavioral issues imo#but the other job w my friend is toddler#which is a fun age to work with#so hopefully i can do that#also im not totally sure but i think that I would literally be co teaching with my friend#which would be awesome bc she already thinks im the best lol and we work well together :)#and my co teacher at the other job seems kind of mean :(
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rents due and I’m $400 short
#this month has sucked bc I just haven’t been going to work#and like I don’t understand my hours?#cause my check was $200 less than what I was expecting#and when I do the math#the hours I worked vs the amount they say I did don’t add up#ugh idk how to tell my cousin#I spent most of the day tryna get a loan#but now I can’t cause I’ve been trying to much 😫#I have to work sat and sun and can get early pay#and hope I can get $400 that way and transfer it to my bank account before the 7th#and also hope no bills get taken out before than#uuuugh no one to blame but myself but god#I thought I had it figured out. it always works out…usually#now I gotta tell my cousin 😬#AND we’re supposed to be moving at any moment#I ain’t got moving money!!!#I’m gonna have to become a slave that’s the only way#I wish I could do sex work 😔#personal#if y’all wanna venmo me I’d be forever grateful 😭
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I've been sick with some kind of sinus infection thing (not covid) for like 4 days and I'm really getting tired of it. 🫤 like alright I get it. Ew. Commence the getting better now.
#face hurty#grace your face#it's nice I'm not working atm so I don't have to call out#but man I hope I don't have to go to the dr#because boy oh boy is that gonna set me back a few bucks 😬
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if you're doing tag list put me on it!
ANGELA YOU TREASURE YOU! YOU GOT IT DEARIEE !!!!!!!!! IF I DO I WILL FOR SURE !
#🌼: angela#fragilestorm#leg.asks#leg.txt#THANK YOU SO MUCH I HOPE UR DOING WELL AND HAVING THE LOVELIEST DAY/NIGHT YOU DESERVE IT! 💞#she and lucy and mona and aura and kieran and lux my BABIES !#this story and these ocs mean the world to me !#and i have such brainrot for a*soiaf again and vianne has the braincell AND THEN SEP I HAVE S*TARFIELD AND C*YBERPUNK aahhh!#creative process at work again ! screaming crying etc etc!#ye olde creative brain was 🌸😬 for a bit so it took me a month ish but AHH i am so happy with how lilas piece turned out?#anyways ! your the sweetest thank you so much ! and i will for sure ! 🌸😭
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Willow, how do you expect me , an impatient fic binger, to survive until Sunday for another chapter of Africa? 😭😭😭😭 I need more of your incredible writing pleaseee
two weeks are such a long time when you’re waiting for your favorite wip
I guess I’ll have to go reread it again…
I love you
ANON!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 😭😭😭 I LOVE YOUOYOUOUYOUUUUU
And I feel you 🥺 I want to post ALL OF THEM RIGHT NOW but I need to write them first 😁 but you've almost made it anon, a few more days! We can DO THIS!
#im so afraid to tell you#i did the math because i like numbers#and it's going to take 2+ years still to write the rest of this fic 😬#it takes me about a month to write a single chapter#7 are done#28 to go#2 years 4 months#i HOPE its done sooner because thats way too long a time#but i started writing dec 21 and started posting dec 22#took me a year to work out the plotline and write 7 chapters#soooo 2 weeks is short im afraid...😬#anyway#brb gotta go put this comment where it belongs#in my folder of favorite comments ever 😁#ask#anon#africa
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I know god loves me, I see it in the little things
#today for work I had an appointment I just wasn’t on the mood for. past few days I was hoping they’d cancel and even thought I’d cancel on#them with an excuse but that also didn’t feel right so I just told myself to suck it up#this morning I was driving to their house (we had planned it at the start of the day so I went immediately from my house to them) and I got#a call from my coworker that the mum had cancelled the appointment 😬 if that’s not god looking out for me idk what is
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