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bedrock.zip is one that'd id consider a genuine masterpiece along with whitepine. everything zeemyth has made is very good though and id recommend it if you like horror and stuff that pushes the boundaries of the minecraft video genre as a whole. like whitepine, a lot of his stuff is slower and quieter, leaning heavily on mystery and doing a great job at building tension. also there's so many shots and cinematic choices that are absolutely gorgeous.
if you want more series that have the same people as whitepine, lifesteal and kaboodle smp are two that i know pretty well which have a decent overlap in terms of cast. lifesteal is very fun and is a lot more on the improvised and competitive side of things rather than being a pre-concieved story, and has both video and stream content. kab smp is much more of a planned story (mostly not scripted but definitely planned ahead), and while it's certainly not perfect in a lot of regards, it is so clear that so much love and passion was put into the project which makes it a fun watch. it's all streamed content, but there's a very organized official vods channel on youtube. it also finishes recently, so you can see the whole story from start to finish!
if the idea of lifesteal having a story that's mostly driven by competition sounds fun, there's quite a few other things that fall into that category! the life series, or traffic life as a lot of fans call it, is probably the most well known and for good reason! it's very well made and fun and if you want something with a large amount of fan content, oh boy it has a lot. there's also 6 seasons, with one currently ongoing (3rd life, last life, double life, limited life, secret life, wild life). deceit smp (2 seasons) and death vote are series of the same type of death game genre, both of which i personally like a lot, and while i haven't gotten around to watching it yet, i know a lot of my friends really like secret rivals, and i trust their judgment. most if not all of these are video format, not livestreamed.
last recommendation for now, skyblock kingdoms is very cool and has a lot of variety in terms of gameplay, plot, and shenanigan oriented content. lots of story and rp, but also a good amount of goofing off and ignoring the main plot while still not breaking the immersion of being in the same world/story. also has the fun bonus of being a skyblock server! video and stream content.
tldr;
bedrock.zip (and most of zeemyth's content in general): spooky, slow, cinematic, mystery, scripted, videos
kaboodle smp: lots of people from whitepine, dramatic, clear passion, planned story, livestreams, 3 seasons (completed)
lifesteal: lots of people from whitepine, chaotic, dramatic, competitive, gameplay/competition driven story, videos and livestreams, 6 seasons (ongoing)
life series/death vote/deceit smp/probably secret rivals (again haven't watched it): competitive, gameplay/competition driven story, gameplay gimmicks, videos
skyblock kingdoms: semi-planned story, variety, vaguely eldritch horror themes??, chaotic, videos and livestreams (ongoing)
generally id just recommend checking out the channels of anyone you like, chances are they've got more series to discover!
I JUST WATCHED WHITEPINE AND OHHHH MY GOD ITS SO AWESOME I ACTYALLY CANT.. HELP
I LOVE MC ROLEPLAYS IF ANYOEN CAN SUGGEST ANY OTHER MC ROLEPLAYS PLEASE TELL ME !!
#mcyt#hai i really like minecraft roleplay xD#i should make like a slideshow or a flowchart for mcrp recommendations tbh#but yeah hopefully this made sense and was coherent and maybe even useful!
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SEE, I TOLD YOU I CAN MAKE ART
information below bc trust me y'all probably confused lmao
The character in this drawing is Viktor, a character from the Five Nights at Freddy's Dating Simulator "Five Nights at Flirting." The game is more of the Rebornica style (using Vincent, Chris the Janitor, etc). I highly recommend the game, it's free!
That being said, spoiler warning for that game's content, in case you haven't seen it.
Key:
OG = Original
AU = Alternate Universe
RWQ = RWQFSFASXC, Shadow Bonnie's "Name"
FNaF = Five Nights at Freddy's
FNoF = Five Nights of Flirting
"The Crew" = Day/Nightshift Guards
Viktor is one of the protagonists in the game. Not much information is out there on him, other than him being the father of another more major character, Barbie, and him being dead. He was either a day/nightshift guard or he was the owner of the building, I can't remember.
In FNoF, agony and remnant isn't part of the game. Neither is the OG Afton family. A lot of canon FNAF things is not part of the FNoF universe. If it is, it isn't explicitly said - but in my and my friend's canon, we added a LOT of FNaF lore into it. Doing this gave us the opportunity to build upon the characters and really expand the universe.
In FNoF, I believe Viktor was killed in the Fazbear's establishment. This didn't change.
What did change was the motive and the method. Dave and Jack, the murderers of the children in our canon, killed Viktor by putting him in the spring bonnie suit. Think FNaF 3 Springtrap but on a different guy.
He, alongside the dead children, haunt the building as ghosts. One major thing:
He's not malicious during the nightshift.
(here on out are ideas, headcanons, fanon lore, etc)
Viktor actually just watches. Hangs around. He feels awful for the kids and that he can't do anything to stop their rage - so he usually lingers around the night guard in the office.
I like to think that he kind of has a role on causing the hallucinations in the night guards - more specifically Mike Schmidt (NOT Michael Afton).
Only after the first establishment (FNaF 1) closes down and the crew moves to the next establishment (FNaF 2) can Mike able to see Viktor's ghost properly. He's the first one of the crew to meet him after his death, with the exception of maybe Vincent (who in our original canon, did NOT kill the kids).
Hopefully that makes sense? I might go back and edit this when I'm more coherent but this is what you're getting for now lmao
With that out of the way, let's get into the shadow bonnie thing.
Let's start off with the fact that in the beginning of this, I just wanted to spice things up. I blurted out the idea of Viktor being RWQ to my friend and have been building off of that since.
1) RWQ is never outright malicious. Not in canon games, at least. In FNaF 2, the worst he would do is crash your game. Otherwise he just existed in the office.
Viktor, like RWQ, is not outright malicious. He just watches the security guard in the office. Hoping that they'll make it through the night in peace.
I considered the original "game crash" as maybe the guard passing out from sudden shock - which leads to,
2) In our canon, Viktor slowly becomes a being of agony over time. This is going to be hard to explain.
To sum it up, agony in our canon is the lingering emotions after a major event - emotions that cannot leave and can build up over time.
I think we can agree murder would stir up some very strong emotions from the victims, right?
This explains why the children are so vengeful - because of the agony from their emotions. And, of course, the fact that they're children and aren't able to regulate such powerful emotions, taking it out on any night guard. Blinded by rage, you could say.
Viktor isn't vengeful in comparison only because he can regulate his own emotions better. He knows that the night guards aren't the ones who killed him. He knows who did, but he's trapped at the building since he died there. And because the agony of the dead children latched onto him, making him unable to leave on his own.
Over time, the agony grows more and more potent. Even if he's still passive, the first form you see of him will not be human - it will be the silhouette of what he died in. What he was killed in. A forever reminder of what happened.
I've considered the "fainting" thing because I'd imagine looking to the side and suddenly seeing "bad vibes" personified is going to give someone quite a shock.
3) When coming up with this idea, I didn't make the connection of Viktor being RWQ and the FNaF 3 mini game until way later. When I did, I must say, I pat myself on the back for finding another way to validate and explain my idea. One of the theories for that mini game was that Shadow Bonnie was an employee who got springlocked, probably forcibly. You know who else got springlocked forcibly?
Viktor.
Viktor's death is a HUGE deal in our canon. Who killed him, whether he lives or not, the method - we've considered a lot of outcomes. The most common thing of all of them is the fact that Viktor always plays a role in being a reminder of what happened at Freddy's.
Even after FNaF 3 events, he still remains - only now he's attached to Vincent (who may or may not have killed the children depending on the AU).
My friend and I are super proud of this interpretation of FNoF. We've put a lot of thought into it - and we're nowhere near done with it. A lot is subject to change. But for now we're satisfied.
Sorry for such a long ramble. I'm sure this is barely comprehendible. Feel free to comment or send in questions on anything you want to know more about; other characters, more background information - don't be shy, I don't bite :)
#my art#fnaf#fnaf fanart#five nights of flirting#five nights at freddys#five nights at freddys fangame#fnof fanart#fnof viktor#we need more viktor content#fnaf shadow bonnie#shadow bonnie#shadow bonnie fanart#tw: eyestrain#maybe?#non canon fnaf lore lmao#fanart#digital art#alternate universe#fnaf alternate universe#fnaf au#fnof au#fnof alternate universe#long#headcanons#rwqfsfasxc#fnaf rwqfsfasxc
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mythal, flemeth, or flemythal?
my opinions on this incredibly complicated woman. nothing here is like... hard canon i can firmly prove, i'm just extrapolating based on what we see (mostly in dai tbf)
i don't even have a super strong read on what her deal is, these are just some of the thoughts i'm having about her tonight
note: this is NOT character hate and if u add character hate to this post you WILL get blocked. but i'm not softening her either - she is pretty fucked up and i'm not going to ignore that
cws: abuse
flemeth and mythal
flemeth: a (human?) woman who was betrayed, whose love was killed
mythal: an elvhen woman, an evanuris, who was killed by her family
when mythal was killed she found her way to flemeth because they were similar. something in flemeth drew mythal to her. there's a lot of options here, although i tend to think it's their shared personal histories and experiences that drew them together, particularly their shared pain. they bonded in some way, some physical manner of becoming one, inseparable, inexorably connected
early on, they might have been more distinct. sharing a body, but still with an individualized sense of self. however, i believe that over time that separation became smoothed, blurred. it's like how very wounded people can sometimes come together and find resonance in their shared experiences, a sense of familiarity, and let it go too far. into the territory of codependence, but so extremely literal in this case
maintaining their body
i'm not sure how they manage this. the way i see it, there are two main options, with a lot of branching details:
body hopping through her daughters, or
literally any other way
#1 is of course possible, but i don't tend to lend it a lot of credence. but let's say it's true, and that what flemythal tells morrigan in the fade is true, that the hosts need to be willing. in that case, her daughters - throughout centuries - would have had to consent to having their selves taken over to host their very complicated mom. i can buy that some of them would have consented; maybe flemythal twisted them into feeling like they had to perform a function, that they had a fate, a destiny, and then revealed what it was. but all of them?
perhaps some did deny her. maybe she forced them to accept - threatened their loved ones, maybe - or else gave them up and started again with a new child. but it's still a lot of finding a new body throughout a massive period of time. it just doesn't feel very likely to me
so, that brings us to option #2. there are many particular ways this could go - the men she brought home and drained, perhaps they sustained her single body, flemeth's original body, that she has always worn. perhaps she uses blood magic, or elvhen magic, or elvhen technology, or- like there are a LOT of possibilities
but i also think #2 is more likely because that would mean the grimoire was a total lie. and why would she lie to morrigan in that way? perhaps because morrigan was curious, intelligent, inquisitive, and flemythal had to throw her off the truth? so she provided a horrific lie, let morrigan "discover" it, let her live in that horror, all the while it just... concealed how she actually continued her existence. give morrigan an answer that was appropriately awful and horrifying so she'd think she found the truth, because it fit what she thought she knew of her mother. and if she found her answer, then she'd stop looking for the real answer
that feels more in line with flemythal's character. she's very much a chessmaster, positioning people throughout the centuries. which leads me to my next point...
flemythal and feelings
first off, i think that both flemeth and mythal have suffered abuse at the hands of people they lived with, perhaps people they loved. i think in both cases that led them to being closed-off, cynical, and self-centered
in the case of body-hopping, i think she would have developed a very thick skin regarding her children which would limit - or even eliminate - any real feelings she might have had for them. if she doesn't body-hop, i still think she'd be tempted to keep herself apart, and in either case she enacts some of the abuse she(/they) were subject to
in the body-hopping scenario, she's used so many of her daughters, in some manner or other. but in both scenarios, she's existed so far beyond a normal mortal lifespan. if she did care about people, she'd inevitably see them die. again and again and again
both mythal and flemeth were abused by the people around them (in mythal's case she was literally killed by her family - the fact that it didn't take is intriguing, but doesn't lessen what they tried to do to her or the emotional toll it would take)
so all this is to say... i don't think she'd really care about mortals. maybe she did once, maybe not; maybe she's too mired in her pain and anger to care about anyone else, or maybe she's lost too many people she did care about and hardened herself to avoid more suffering
but yeah, idk if she cares about morrigan, or about kieran, or even necessarily about solas, although with him if she's scared of losing the people she cares for, he's safe. but if she's just closed off, then it wouldn't matter that he's (possibly/presumably?) immortal as well
she fascinates me. we know so little that's absolutely beyond a shadow of a doubt true about her - and we know that some of what was presented in-game as truth turned out to NOT be. flemythal is keeping secrets. she always has been
and final note: the line to morrigan about a willing host, about her never being in any danger from flemythal... that could've been her referencing her own act of coming together. perhaps the only willing host in their entire joint history was flemeth herself
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i think one of the things the pjo show has understood the best so far is specifically the isolation and insecurities that come with being neurodivergent, and how it reflects onto percy. the book touches on it a lot, but i think rick really wanted to push percy's own internal struggles more obviously to the forefront for the show.
Percy references again and again how inattentive and zoned out he is constantly, and how he blames himself for being stuck in his own world. He feels crazy and misjudged by everyone around him just for having what everyone else presumes is a very active imagination, hyperactivity, and a brain that works differently. and when people do acknowledge his differences, even attempting to spin them positively to him, like Sally and "Mr. Brunner," it only makes him feel worse, because again the only thing they can tell him is that he's "special," inherently other, something he's come to associate with being an embarrassing and shameful thing, with Nancy calling him "special" as an insult. I've seen "special" thrown at nd kids as an insult by their peers over and over again since I was little. So Percy can't help but believe it's a negative thing, no matter what the adults that do support him in his life try to tell him, because it's been internalized that he's just different in a way that's bad and inferior, and that that there's a reason he's lonely and troubled and delinquent. Even if it was a positive thing, like Sally and "Mr. Brunner" insist to him, he feels inherently isolated and confused and wrong in the mortal world for being different, and like there's nothing that can change that or make him normal.
We see Percy break down in front of Sally after being expelled about how he's terrified something's irrevocably wrong inside him now. And his immediate reaction of rage and confusion when the only thing she can tell him, once again, is that he's special. And I think that is really going to resonate with a generation of nd people who've experienced these types of scenarios.
#this isn't the most eloquently spoken thought ive had lmao#but i wanted to get out some thoughts that have been brewing in the back of my head since i finished the episodes#so hopefully this makes semi-coherent sense and isnt just a lot of nothing#percy jackson#pjo#pjo series#percy jackson and the olympians#percy jackson show#percy jackson tv show#percy jackson disney+#sally jackson#annabeth chase#percabeth
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I was gonna put this in the tags but I got too mad about it
This situation is ridiculous to me. They literally pulled two women out of a hat so they could have Splashtail supporters to kick out when Podlight was right there. If they had remembered Fognose existed and properly set her up it could have been her and Podlight exiled and everything would be better, because they were both on that original patrol as well. But no, even though Podlight has already been implied to be in on at the very least Reedwhisker's murder, Fognose is randomly "evil" now and joined by her new friend Breezeheart. It's crazy how fast they were kicked out too, like we're supposed to forgive RiverClan for being "forced" to do these terrible things by this one guy because they were too stupid to just. . . rise up against him, but because these two women weren't immediately accepting of the other clans killing their terrible leader(who is the littermate of one of them), the entire clan gangs up against them. Gorseclaw attacked his own medicine cat and beat up Wasp before Splashtail started threatening kits, then later alerted Splashtail to Nightheart talking with Fognose, therefore being the reason Nightheart was almost killed, but Breezeheart got mad that now RiverClan will never be left alone because RiverClan let the other clans kill their leader and suddenly that proves she's the absolute worst and doesn't deserve to live by the lake. And no one stands up for them, not even Breezeheart's sister, after they're kicked out not by a RiverClan cat, but by the leader that RiverClan actively has a grudge against FOR INTERFERING IN RIVERCLAN MATTERS IN THE FIRST PLACE!! And the book wants us to believe that her mom is ALSO completely ok with this when she gets back. Absolute nonsense, all of it.
actually insane that out of podlight, fognose and breezeheart only one was actually a significant and active tool in splashtail’s rise to power and treachery while also doing the exact same things as the other two and yet he, as the only man, gets to stay while the two women who did less then him get a whole scene where they get told how much they suck and kicked out
#hopefully this makes sense and is coherent#anyway Fognose and Breezeheart are gay together now because I said so#asc spoilers#star spoilers#wc breezeheart#wc fognose#wc podlight#wc gorseclaw#riverclan warriors#wc asc#a starless clan#warrior cats a starless clan#warrior cats asc
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i was just talking to maisie about this but have we thought about the potential of mr reca removing unpleasant memories from your mind? not things from your past, because those things have made you who you are and who he fell in love with, but events that occur after you are his. i feel like that’s a fairly obvious notion given his abilities but aaaaaaah i just !!!!! think he would have such a hard time keeping his hands to himself and not tampering with your mind when you come to him exceptionally upset about something that happened.
he doesn’t expect it to affect him nearly as much or as hard as it does, but seeing his precious baby so unbelievably distraught over something (and what that something actually is—the severity of it—doesn’t fucking matter. what matters is that his little girl is upset and he must fix it) has a sudden, intense need clawing at his chest; an urgent desire that has sprouted talons and sharp, gnashing teeth and before he can even comprehend what he’s fucking doing, he’s soothing you by devouring that memory, burning it to ash, making sure it can never hurt you again.
#mr reca x reader#mr reca x you#the idea is just that he can’t bear to see his baby in pain#it pains HIM to see you in pain#and obviously there are moral repercussions#lots to consider there particularly in the fact that it would stunt your personal strength and growth yadda yadda#hopefully that makes sense i am dead tired right now HAHAHA#i just wanted to get this out!!!#inky.reca#late night barely coherent thoughts wooooo
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reid's reaction when emily says "we missed your birthday" is so fucking. agh.
he nods and smiles and then very quickly looks down.
TIME TO READ INTO IT WHOOOOO:
when they missed his birthday, he was like. "eh. it's fine. i'm thirty now, i don't need my friends to throw me a party. i'm an adult, i'm not upset about it."
especially because i'm sure reid didn't have a lot of awesome birthdays pre-series. i always got the impression he was mostly friendless until he joined the team, with ethan as the only exception (and in my heart they met and became friends in college, despite canon suggesting it was as young children). diana loved him and i'm sure she would have been lovely on his birthday, but i doubt she always remembered it (in the flashback to william leaving in 2x15 she doesn't know what day it is—i think it's very plausible that could happen on at least some of his birthdays) and if she did, she might not have been in the right headspace to celebrate it like she wanted.
(and even if she remembered and she was doing well, i really struggle to see any version of diana and spencer post-william leaving who wouldn't have had serious financial issues)
and then after spencer moves diana into assisted living (possibly on his birthday or at least close to it) he's mostly alone until he meets gideon. (again, except for ethan)
so, in summary: pre-bau spencer's birthdays were probably infrequently celebrated, and when they were celebrated, they were probably a lot less of a Big Deal than other peoples' were, for various reasons. so spencer spends about a decade growing used to not celebrating his birthday, then joins the bau and spends about a decade getting used to celebrating it, and then...they forget. not only do they forget, they forget the big three-oh.
so he tells himself not only that he's too old now to care about his birthday, but he spent so long not celebrating it anyway, and he's fine. it's fine.
and then emily finds out. and it's not fine. and he is upset about it.
#emily prentiss#spencer reid#emily & reid#criminal minds#criminal minds s07e11#criminal minds 7x11#true genius#character analysis#scene analysis#been awhile since one of those. hopefully it's coherent/makes sense#not fic#criminal minds rewatch#my gifs#using a new program! hopefully it looks better now#debated adding a read more to this. i dont THINK its too long but if it is just tell me and ill add one#i dont bite
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I don't know how to make this thought coherent, so bear with me people, but. I think ritsu calling shou "suzuki" instead of "suzuki-kun" says a lot about their relationship. ritsu is extremely consistent and polite with his use of honorifics, even with people he doesn't like that much (reigen is always reigen-san, for example)
but shou is always "suzuki," he never gets his proper honorific. this might be a stretch, but I think it fits into what I've thought about their relationship in the past, which is that shou gives ritsu the opportunity to drop the perfect kid act. him using everyone's polite honorifics might be good etiquette, but it also might be him creating distance between himself and others while wearing a polite mask. with shou, he doesn't need to bother with that. they met by beating the hell out of each other for fuck's sake, etiquette is out the window here
but while him dropping honorifics might be rude in other cases (the "NO HONORIFIC??" bit with hoshino in that one omake comes to mind) I don't think it is here. I'd forgotten until doing this reread, but ritsu refers to shou as his friend really easily. like, they've known each other for maybe a full day, and they were enemies before that, but when looking up at the cultural tower, he tells mob "my friend is up there!"
so I think him just calling him suzuki is actually a sign of him being close with shou. no bullshit, no using honorifics to maintain a polite image or to intimidate or to impress. he's just being direct with him, because shou isn't someone he has to put up a front around
#mp100#this is not as coherent as I would like but hopefully it makes sense#ritsu kageyama#me? analyzing the way characters talk to each other? it's more likely than you think#linguistics brain goes brrrrrrrr#anyway. it was wild on reread for me to realize how easily he calls shou his friend#I had forgotten about that!#they've only known each other for a day but he's worried because his friend is up there in that tower!!#shou and ritsu's friendship is v important to me#shou is someone ritsu can be real with#and they understand each other better than most would#it's good for both of them
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orufrey are a softer more emotionally elevated and complex version of nanago and no one can convince me otherwise
#this is so incredibly niche i think because no one seems to understand me when i say this#but pls someone tell me im not crazy#bc i used to think about this so often and once upon a time i had a really good explanation for my thoughts but im literally a goldfish#and im not saying nanami and gojo are not already complex nuanced characters i mean it in the sense of their relationship#if that makes sense but idk i find that i struggle to be coherent#maybe i’ll be able to come back to this and explain my thoughts more thoroughly but hopefully someone else sees what i see when i see them#orufrey#nanago#witch hat atelier#wha#jujustu kaisen#jjk#abi.txt
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I got into a fight with my mom about it, so here’s Good Omens characters as Romeo and Juliet characters because I just finished reading the play.
Crowley-Romeo
Aziraphale-Juliet
Mercutio-The Bentley
Benvolio-Crowley’s terrified plants
Tybalt-Gabriel
The Nurse-The Bookshop
Lady Capulet- archangel Michael 
Capulet-Uriel
The Poison-the Metratorn
The apothecary- God
Lady Montague-Ligur laVida Loca
Montague- Haster La Vista
Paris-Furfur
Friar John-Job
Friar Lawrence-the nazi zombies
Peter-Muriel  
#shakespeare#romeo and juliet#good omens#crowley#aziraphale#ineffable husbands#aziracrow#good omens season three#good omemes#good omens season 2#hopefully this makes sense#hopefully this is coherent#special interest
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I know many people see Obi-Wan as Anakin's dad, but he's a bit more like Shmi, isn't he? Like they both tell him about the value of letting go and live by their teachings (Shmi giving him up so he could have a better life/ Obi-Wan's entire relationship with Satine) and seem to hold the title of parent in Anakin's mind. Which is why his reaction on Mustafar was so explosive; if Obi-Wan disapproved of his choices, that meant that Shmi would have too and that drives him insane
Idk really know if this is correct
I mean, I don't think seeing Obi-Wan as a father figure and Obi-Wan being similar to Shmi are mutually exclusive things. If you remove the gender from it, it just means both of them are parental figures in Anakin's life. I feel like I've seen people positing that a lack of a paternal or maternal figure in Anakin's life at different points is what fucked him up or something, but this feels like bullshit to me.
I think Anakin does see them as SEPARATE, but obviously Shmi and Obi-Wan do both hold a similar place in his life and they have similar values. I think Anakin is someone who clings pretty hard to the people he loves and he DESPERATELY needs their approval. I think in this case, Obi-Wan is separate from Shmi in this, so on Mustafar it's not really that Obi-Wan's disapproval automatically means Shmi would've disapproved and it's SHMI'S disapproval that hurts. I think Obi-Wan's disapproval hurts ON ITS OWN because he cares about Obi-Wan's opinion regardless of any connection it may or may not have to Shmi.
I also think that Obi-Wan's opinion connects to how good of a JEDI Anakin is. Obi-Wan is a consummate Jedi, and if we take his word for it, Anakin sees Obi-Wan as the wisest and most powerful of all the Jedi. If Obi-Wan disapproves of him and his choices, it means Anakin isn't a good Jedi. And if he's not a good Jedi, perhaps he's not a good PERSON. We see Anakin sort-of fall apart over thinking he's not a good Jedi once in AOTC after the Tusken massacre, and then once in ROTS over murdering Dooku, so we know that being "a good Jedi" matters to him to some degree. If he isn't a good Jedi, then what's left? He's wrapped his entire identity and self worth around being a Jedi in a lot of ways, it's part of why he can't just walk away from it in order to be with Padme instead. He HAS to have both.
And by Mustafar, Anakin is fully in delusion land and is just straight-up lying to himself because he's gone beyond a point of no return and he knows it but can't truly ACCEPT IT. Facing Obi-Wan means facing a particular truth about what he's done that he wasn't actually prepared to face (presumably he would've just thought Obi-Was would die along with everyone else and he'd never see Obi-Wan again). But now Obi-Wan is here, this person he'd loved and who had loved him and who he betrayed in the worst possible way, and he has to actually ANSWER FOR WHAT HE'S DONE. So facing Obi-Wan's disapproval also means facing his own guilt, something Anakin never ever wants to do.
So, yeah, I think Obi-Wan's disapproval means a lot all on its own and it doesn't NEED a connection to Shmi to make it mean something to Anakin. I think Obi-Wan's place in his life as a parental figure definitely adds some weight to his opinion, especially in the absence of Shmi herself and Anakin's desire to find a replacement for that relationship in his life, but I don't think that that's the whole or even the main reason why Anakin's reaction to him on Mustafar is the way it is.
#star wars#obi-wan kenobi#anakin skywalker#shmi skywalker#listen i like shmi too#but not everything in anakin's life is necessarily about his mommy issues#also i am v tired and kinda scatterbrained rn due to rl stuff so hopefully this response makes some kind of coherent sense
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Thinking about how Wonder Woman in the Pérez run/early 87 series really needed a secret identity. (Stick with me here!) Now, this isn't something that as a reader i would want (I've never had much interest in "Diana Prince") or that would be helpful for Diana's mission, and I actively think a true secret id would be something Diana would dislike immensely and hate to use and maintain. But I honestly think having one, at least at a limited level, would have saved Diana and her loved ones SO much pain down the road. Because while they loved Diana, her presence in their live brought so many villains back to their home which in turn hurt the people she cared about
Like I just think about all the horrible things that the Kapetelises (especially Vanessa, she was used as such a punching bag) went through just by virtue of loving Diana... Its truly awful the unintended consequences that came with loving her and taking her into their home, just because everyone knew she was Wonder Woman. Like this was very public knowledge, they were on the news all the time and newspaper and magazine covers and everything together
Which while cool still was damaging! I mean Nessie was in MIDDLE SCHOOL of all places and everyone knew she was hosting Diana. It was shown that whether or not most people at school wanted to be around her directly and saw her as interesting or desirable depended directly on Diana and if she was in town with them! And that's really just the tip of the iceberg there with Vanessa but she was put under so much pressure and given such awful conceptions of herself through her peers knowing she was close with Diana.
It's just such a mess. And like I don't think a secret identity would be something that she would ever think of having realistically at this point, especially because she's so new, and there isn't a strong and visible need for one, (and her public identity as ww was already attached to her loved ones) but I do think that many things may have turned out better for the Kapetelises later if they were publically joined by Diana Deneiros, Julia's niece from Greece, as opposed to Wonder Woman
#diana of themyscira#julia kapatelis#vanessa kapatelis#blah#just more thoughts on this#the vanessa stuff especially messes me up because like it gets so bad with her and everything#like yes there were very clearly other external factors at play there and we hate them#but it fucks me up how in a pretty great part vanessas life got so fucked up later because of the way this world treats young women#and how that got escalated towards and around her because of her association with diana#and its something that has very much almost always been present in her arc long long before they decided to do the whole silver swan thing#but at the same time its such a big character thing that i know just leads to that and so much pain#im losing coherency here so ill stop this post but yeah. vanessa#hopefully this makes sense bc i slept almost 6 hours in the middle of writing this and just woke up#wonder woman
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A solar eclipse happened on the day the Empires SMP members returned to their server through the rift, when HC!Pearl remembered that she was Saint Pearl, because that’s the moment the moon aligned just right with the sun
HC!Pearl (and in extension, Traffic Life!Pearl) is the moon, not only due to the fact that it’s literally in her name, but because the moon crashed into the same season she joined, ending it
Empires!Pearl is the sun, as sunflowers follow her, leaving a trail even though she’s not on the server anymore. She is a goddess of the sun and harvest, bringing hope to those who need it
So, the moment she remembers her past identities, it’s just the right moment for the moon to obscure the sun’s light, representing that even though on the surface, she’s HC!Pearl, the light of her past shimmers through
Pearl, separately, is both symbolic of the sun and the moon, but the moment she knows, she is the eclipse.
#but the most important of all…she is a wet cat :)#pearlescentmoon#hc x esmp#this is mainly just me trying to ramble to get some brain rot out of my head#anyway I need to do something with Eclipse!Pearl now#I wish I didn’t only get motivated during exam season so I can actually WRITE#hopefully this makes sense and you understand my vision lmao#barely coherent thoughts aside I’m so looking forward to writing stuff for c!Pearl in general#she is SO cool
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Saw your tag saying FSM haters come fight you. Here I am! Frankly I'm not so much of a hater as I am just of the opinion "wow this guy sure Started All This Shit" but I'm absolutely willing to hear your view of the matter if you're willing to share! Love some Friendly Fandom Discourse (it's healthy tbh) come at me bro �� 👊 👊
HI LOL.... my personal opinion is that the FSM gets a lot of hate for similar reasons to wu (which i also think are unjustified but that's a different post). like you said he gets a lot of the blame put on him for starting everything that's to come in the show, but i don't really feel like he intended to do any harm.
the FSM was born into a war. when he was still a very young child, he was forced to choose one side of himself, of his family, and destroy the other. and so he ran away. but this world he runs to is chaotic and dangerous. and so again, he is forced to fight for the right to live in peace along with the inhabitants of this world.
but even in this new world, he wasn't safe: the oni followed him, determined to bring him back to fight for them. and after them, the overlord. his whole life, especially when he was younger, he had been fighting, or running from forces that aimed to destroy him.
i believe the FSM was incredibly paranoid throughout his life, worrying that at any moment everything would be ripped away from him. this can be seen in how secretive he was, how much of his history is hidden away. the mech used to win the war against the overlord was sealed away where it could never be found. he granted elemental powers to select people to help keep him safe. even in his death, he hid away, in a place that even wu could not find.
this paranoia carries on through his sons. he taught them both to fight, to protect themselves, when they were also very young. one of the earliest moments we see of them is them fighting with swords! and though he loves them, they are not immune to his secrecy, or his fears. when they steal the scrolls and enter the serpentine territory, he never fully trusts them again. when garmadon gets bitten and starts to turn to evil, he's desperate to cure him. and i don't fully believe that the FSM intended to make garmadon feel broken or "wrong"... just that his fear has so consumed him at this point that he can't see the damage he's doing to his children.
it's also worth noting that despite garmadon's corruption, the FSM never truly hated him. he was left to protect the golden weapons alongside wu, he recieved the same protective enchanted gi, and was left the same clues to find him after his death. it's just that garmadon was unable to see this through the corruption (which is another post).
perhaps all he did was to protect his sons. that seems to be how wu sees it, at least. because wu repeats this same behaviour with the ninja, even if unintentionally. he brings these kids into a war because that happened to him, and his father before him. maybe he doesn't even realise it's wrong. he hides things from them not only because because he's ashamed of his past (again, another post lol), but because his father always hid things from him. it protects wu, but it also protects the ninja.
i don't believe the FSM was a flawless person. hes one of many grey characters in ninjago, and to boil down everything he did to "good" or "bad" is a disservice. maybe you see him as someone who only ever ran from problems instead of truly solving them, maybe you see him as a cruel and neglectful father. and maybe those are both true. but he's also someone who always tried to fight for peace, for himself and everyone in ninjago, and someone who truly loved his sons, despite the damage he did to them both.
so that's who i think the FSM was. an immortal, all powerful godlike being, yes, but also a scared child who just wanted to live peacefully, and would do anything to prevent another war. and maybe he is, in some way, indirectly responsible for every bad thing in the show, but i think this is more of an after-effect of the countless wars and conflict. he did the best he could, and considering all he went through, i think he did alright.
#also like. he died thousands of years ago so the fact that its only recently things have been kicking off is quite impressive LOL#ninjago#the first spinjitzu master#fsm ninjago#SORRY THIS IS SO LONG.... hopefully it makes sense i rlly didnt wanna spend ages on this but theres soooo much to say#its hard not diving into hc territory too LOL....#like always my thoughts on ninjago are complex and weave into each other... so its hard to make them coherent but hopefully it comes across#i have two other big essay posts im working on rn so yeah i didnt wanna spend.. AGES on it haha#if u disagree or r confused come argue w me pleasee i love sharing opinions abt this shit. its so fun. jsut dont be rude thats all i ask :]#asks#also i didnt know where to put this but worth noting: wu and garm entering the serpentine territory risked starting Another war.#so him being mad is fairlyyyy reasonable i think. even if he was extreme abt it#smth else i didnt know where to put: the theory that the overlord is the manifestation of fsms oni side/inner conflict over his identity#issue upon issues....#anyway. i think its a little unfair that ppl always talk abt how awful it is that the ninja had to fight so young and stuff#when the exact same things happened to wu garm and fsm
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do you have any thoughts on why Morgan said Giselle wasn’t her real mom? that scene felt odd to me because she never expressed missing her biological mom before this
I don't think it had anything to do with missing her biological mom, because I don't think Morgan (or anyone in the family) ever thinks about that woman.
for Morgan, it's clear to me that she's struggling with that fact that her parents had another child, and that this one is actually biologically related to Giselle. She loves her sister, of course, and I think they're very close despite their age gap, but you can see by the way her face falls when Giselle says, "you're a true daughter of Andalasia" that she's upset about this on some level.
you can also see that she's very quick to hide her feelings by one, looking at her phone, and two, spitting out a sarcastic remark ("okay, well, if you don't have a wand for a fake daughter of Andalasia, I'm gonna go change.")
the reason she lashed out at Giselle, I think, is because she's not good at expressing her feelings properly so she results to anger, and because she's kind of trying to build a wall between herself and her mother. that may sound like a stretch, but hear me out, hear me out !!
I wrote a fic (which you can read here if you'd like, it's not that long) and I particularly like this snippet from Morgan's chapter:
And where, exactly, did that leave her? How different would things be now that her mom had a child that was actually related to her? She’d never really thought much about the technicalities of their relationship before, because Giselle had always been her mother. But ever since the news dropped, Morgan couldn’t help but start to see herself as nothing more than leftovers from a failed marriage.
and this
Morgan felt Giselle squeeze her hand, and a lump began to form in her chest. She wanted nothing more than to ask what this meant for her, for their relationship. If it would change anything, or if her mother saw her differently now. But asking that meant facing reality, and she wasn’t quite sure she was ready for that just yet.
the way I see it, Morgan was scared that Giselle would start to view her differently, that their relationship would drastically change, and instead of waiting to be pushed away, she started pushing first.
and we know that Giselle doesn't see Morgan differently, that Morgan has been her daughter basically since the moment they met, but Morgan? she's still scared. she's only 14 when her mom gets pregnant. she's scared, and anxious, and probably creating a million and one horrible scenarios in her mind, and starting to feel like an outsider in her own home.
and yes, she could easily just tell her parents how she's feeling, but she's 14 !! then 15, then 16. Robert could barely express himself at 30, you think Morgan can?? she's her father's daughter in nearly every way, of course she bottles things up.
it's also worth noting that, in the junior novel, she tells Nancy that she fully believes Giselle doesn't like her anymore, that she liked her better when she was younger. and when Nancy tells her that isn't true, she doesn't believe her. and we know that she doesn't see herself as Giselle's ~true daughter~ because she says so towards the end of the movie. like Morgan is truly going through it.
and like I said, because she doesn't know how to properly express herself, and because she's scared, she builds up walls around herself, and pushes people out before they have the chance to push her away.
we also know that she was upset about the fact that they had to move, all her clothes got burned (resulting in her wearing clothes she wasn't comfortable in), she had to sleep on the floor of her parents bedroom, she was ignored all day at her new school, and on top of all that, Giselle embarrassed her twice in front of everyone.
she had good intentions, of course, we know (and Morgan knows) that Giselle meant no harm, but there was a lot of anger, and sadness building up in Morgan at this point, and I think she finally just. exploded. and unfortunately, that led her to saying what she said during that fight.
I think she immediately regretted it as soon as the words left her mouth, and I have no doubt in my mind that she was going to apologize that next morning, but then, well, the whole Wish™️ thing happened and everything changed.
anyway,,, does this make sense? am I reaching with some of this idk this is just how I interpreted it 🙈
#I've got a tiny headache so hopefully this is coherent and all makes sense. I think it does#morgan philip#giselle philip#disenchanted#enchanted#hc#anonymous#ask
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nah cuz I’m still thinking about this there’s so many potential villain arcs for the ninjago cast
Kai easy, he defects from the ninja to try and be the green ninja kinda like morro, or got corrupted by Chen’s staff, got corrupted by the staff of forbidden spinjitsu, etc
I literally just detailed Jay’s on another post but Evil Pirate, went apeshit after Seabound, becomes a virus/corrupted/game master in Prime Empire, sooo much villain jay
Cole being stuck under the control of the hypnotizing snakes, Cole being corrupted and used by the evil skull from master of the mountain, not as many options for Cole but still verrrry good ones
Zane already has the ice emperor but no one thinks about!! A Zane that has remnants of the Overlord within him!! A Zane that died and came back WRONG because of it!!! I’ve only seen maybe one person play with this concept and it’s a travesty because it’s amazing
And Lloyd. Hoo boy Lloyd. So many options. A Lloyd raised by Garmadon, a Lloyd that truly did take over the snakes, a Lloyd that stayed at Darkley’s and became a villain, a Lloyd that went apeshit over his destiny, so many evil lloyds
#it is 2:44am so if this is not coherent at ALL#I don’t know what to tell ya I’m barely holding on to consciousness shdkdhdkd#hopefully this makes sense#ninjago#jay walker#cole brookstone#Zane julien#Kai Jiang#Lloyd garmadon#Kai smith#spinjitsu screams
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