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[djarinova]

trick or treat!! ִֶָ. ..𓂃 ࣪ ִֶָ👻་༘࿐

eeeeeeeeee shes so cute!! >ᴗ< happy halloween <3 i am of course choosing TREATTTTT EHEHEH gonna have so many sweets and yummy snacks <3

[darkficsyouneveraskedfor]

The Quiet Ones 8

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Warnings: this fic will include dark content such as dubcon/noncon, and other possible triggers. My warnings are not exhaustive, enter at your own risk.

This is a dark!fic and explicit. 18+ only. Your media consumption is your own responsibility. Warnings have been given. DO NOT PROCEED if these matters upset you.

Summary: You live a quiet life, but your peace is fractured by a chaotic man.

Characters: Lloyd Hansen, short!shy!reader

Note: it's hump dayyyy.

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Lloyd drags you away as you hear the disgusted muttering of his parents. You try to tug free but he’s too strong. Even if he did let go, where would you go? Your ankles nearly bend in the heels as he urges you to the stairs and you stumble into his back. 

“Aw, baby,��� he faces you, “don’t get ahead of yourself. We’ll get there.” 

Before you can react, he scoops you up. You cry out, the dregs of your bile burn your throat. You make a face at the smell. He’s hardly bothered as he turns to continue up the staircase. 

“Damn, jelly bean,” he snarls as you feel his heart racing, “I knew you were a freak underneath it all. The way you just dug right in. Like an animal. Feral,” he snickers and kisses the top of your head as he gets to even ground, “we’re more alike than you know, aren’t we?” 

You gulp and say nothing. You’re disgusted as much by yourself as him. All that and for what? You’re still stuck with this madman. How on earth did he even notice you? By his parents’ suggestion, you’re far from his type. 

“Urgh, I don’t feel good,” you rub your stomach and wriggle in his grasp. It would be a good excuse to get away, or at least some space.  

“That’s alright, jelly bean, you let me take care of you,” he carries you breezily down the hall, his footsteps jaunty. You put your hand on his shoulder to steady yourself and his blue eyes flick down to the diamond ring, “fuck, that looks amazing on you. I’ll look just as good on you.” 

He laughs at his slimy joke but it only unsettles you. Even with barf on your breath and steak in your teeth, you can’t deter him. You’ve tried everything; ignoring him, waiting him out to the point of starvation, and making a fool of yourself. Your hope dwindles to a single strand, ready to snap. 

He takes you into the bedroom and through to the adjoining bathroom. The shining marble and gleaming golden accoutrements reflect the overhead light in a pristine sheen. He places you down on the counter so your legs dangle over the edge and he puts his hands on your shoulders. 

“Don’t take it to heart, bean, mom and dad are just like that. You’ll always be good enough for me,” he winks and shifts over to the sink.  

You watch him, helpless. You know better than to hop off in those heels and twist your ankle. He fills a clear cup with porcelain and wets a toothbrush before adding minty paste. He holds them out to you and you accept them wordlessly. The sparkle of the ring makes you wince. 

“I’m their son and they don’t really like me. Sometimes I wonder why they even had me...” he sighs and flicks the cup lightly with his finger. 

You put the brush in your mouth and scrub your teeth. It’s a good excuse not to reply. You don’t really get this man. He’ll kidnap a woman then spill his heart out like you care. Still, knowing how his parents are, you can piece together how he got to this point. 

“You get me, jelly bean. I know you got no parents and sometimes, I feel the same--” 

You choke and pull the brush from your mouth. You swig with the cup and lean over to spit into the sink. You sneer at him, a genuine wave of anger rising in you, “how do you know that?” 

Surprise washes over him at your reaction. He shrugs and hooks his thumbs in his pockets, “well, of course, I had to learn everything about you, honey. To take care of you. Tie up any loose ends hanging off of you--” 

“What the... you...” you scrunch your brow up and shake your head. You feel even sicker. “You’re not going to stop, are you?” 

“Stop?” He smirks, “stop what?” 

You sigh and put the brush back in your mouth. You scrape away the taste of vomit and rinse your mouth again. He takes the cup and brush and puts them aside for you. He comes back to stand in front of you. 

“Your special, bean. I gotta keep you safe. I mean, look how easy I just waltzed in, imagine what a really bad guy could do,” he frames your face with his hand, “just look at you...” he squeezes your jaw tightly so you can’t pull away, “so small and cute and... delicious. I bet you taste as sweet as a jelly bean, huh?” 

His other hand tickles your side and he steps closer, wiggling his way between your knees your legs splay wide. The skirt strains around your thighs as he grips your hip more firmly. He purrs and leans in, his nose tickling yours. 

You press on his chest, "your parents." 

"They can see themselves out, they always do," he slithers, "baby, I only need you." 

"Wait, I'm not-- I--" you babble as his hand slips down and his fingers curl under your ass to grope you, "Lloyd, please, we-- we aren't even married yet." 

He pauses, hovering before your lips and draws back. His mouth slants. 

"Are you an old-fashioned girl, huh? I shoulda known," he purrs, "well, I can get with that," he drops his hand from your chin, "we don't gotta go all the way." 

He brings both his hands to your hips and pulls you towards him. You fall back with the suddenness and barely catch yourself on your elbows. You squeal as he keeps your legs wide and yanks at your skirt. 

"Please, I'm not-- I'm not ready," you plead. 

"Don't worry, babe, I'll get you warmed up," he rasps as he shoves his hands up your dress, bending over you as he exposes your panties. 

"Ah, gosh," you sputter dumbly, writhing as he bows down to bury his nose against your underwear. He takes a big whiff and you exclaim, embarrassed. "Ayeee, Lloyd." 

"You smell like heaven," he lowers himself to his knees, "and I'm not a religious man, mind you." 

You clutch the edge of the counter as you slip down, propping one elbow as you fight the slipperiness of the satin. He nuzzles you, dragging his nose along the trim of your panties as his breath dampens your skin. He nips at you playfully and snarls. 

You squeal in surprise once more. The rippling sensation that radiates from his touch has you as off-kilter as your position. He feels along your thigh and hooks his hand around your other leg. He flutters his fingertips against your panties and tugs them to the side, a waft of cool air dancing over your bare lips. You wriggle again. 

"It's okay, baby, I'll be nice, just a little appetizer," he coaxes and swipes his tongue along your cunt. As you gasp, he rears back and does the same, "jelly bean, you lied to me. You are ready," he licks his lips and you look down at him, his lips already glistening. 

As he dives back in, you gulp and shut your eyes. You turn your head away as he spreads his tongue wide and laps you up. He rocks his head, tickling you deliberately with his mustache, humming into you. You whimper and slap a palm onto the marble counter top. 

He flicks up and down, swirling as you squirm and pant helplessly. As in all things, you can’t resist. Your head falls back against the mirror and you whine. How is he doing this to you? Why is he making you like this? You don’t like him, you don’t want him! 

He tilts his head all around, garbling into you hungrily as he smears your wetness all around his face. His shamelessness spikes your arousal, a new flame razing up your spine. You heave and reach down to latch onto his hair, tugging on it as he seals his lips around your clit and sucks. 

You cry out, legs quivering against his face as you try to close them. He growls and snarls eagerly, devouring you as the pressure wells up to the brim. You huff and puff, curling your spine as you try to fight the pulsing in your core. No, no, no. It’s so intense you feel the tingle in your toes. 

Your voice grows louder as your spasm and the spring overflows. You feel yourself spill into your mouth. He hums again, laughing into you as he drinks up your orgasm. You throw your arm over your face, thoroughly ashamed of your desecration. 

You slide limply down, head tilted up against the mirror, as your legs open and hang loosely. Lloyd kisses your cunt before he pulls away, making a slurping sound as your eyes slit open. You can see the wetness in his mustache. He grins proudly and sighs. 

“Fuck, jelly bean, you’re just like candy,” his eyes drift back to your exposed cunt. 

You try to close your legs and he catches your knees. Holding them open. He tuts and pokes his tongue out, once more licking up the slickness around his lips. You cringe and push yourself up on your elbows. 

“You want me to wait for all that?” He growls, “damn, baby, you must be a sadist, making me hurt so much.” 

He traces his fingers up your thighs and pinches until you squeak. He clucks and reaches past you to the counter. He pulls himself to his feet and you see the bulge in his pants. He rubs his hand across the obvious outline and he shudders. 

“You don’t gotta do anything, just let me look at you while I play with it, how about it?” 

He doesn’t wait for your permission. In that moment, you can’t speak. Even if you could, you don’t even know what you would say. He unbuckles his belt and pushes down his zipper. He’s trembling as he frees himself, his swollen top poking out of his fly. He crumples the top of his pants as he shoves them down impatiently. 

“Show me your ass, I just wanna see it,” he grabs himself and groans, “ah, shit, please, jelly bean, I’m begging you. You want me back on my knees?” He kneels again, stroking himself slowly, “please, turn over, baby, promise I won’t touch.” He moans, “can’t you hear how much pain I’m in? For you?” 

You slide down, feet touching the cold tile. You flutter your lashes, legs shaking. You’re weak and senseless. You can’t look at him. You turn and he groans again. He sounds agonized. 

He chuffs out air as you hear him pumping himself. You hang your head, leaning on your arms as he pulls up your skirt. He whines as he reveals your bare ass around the slender string of the thong. You’re roiling in humiliation and something else. 

“Shit, shit, shit, baby, you are... immaculate,” he grits, “where-- where do you want me to come?” 

“Huh?” You utter. 

“Fuck, too late,” he lets out a roar, punctured by deep huffs, petering out to a pathetic panting that leaves him droning. 

You stay as you are, hiding as your heartbeat slows and the coil inside you loosens little by little. You pull your skirt down, skin scoured in shame, and face him. He sits on his knees still, head down as his dick twitch and slowly softens. You try not to look at it. 

He lifts his head to you, his cheeks flush and his hair askew. He looks around with his foggy eyes and chuckles, “well, it’s good we’re in here, huh? We can get cleaned up.” 

You just stare at him. You’re mortified. You can’t believe what he just did. To you. Then after. And you just laid there. You think... you think you had an orgasm. 

“Let me...” he begins and wobbles before he can plant a foot on the floor. He stands stiffly, not bothering to hide his dick. You ignore the way it flops.  

He turns and goes to the tub. The top of his ass peaks out of his crooked pants. He’s absolutely ridiculous. He the last kind of person you would ever associate with. Not that you talk to anyone, but he is not anyone you would dare to speak to. Yet he has made himself your personal pest. 

He bends over the large tub and cranks it on. You peek over at the door. How loud were you? Were his parents still there to hear you? You frown and raise a foot then lower it again. Your instinct to run fights with your logic. You know you won’t get far, not on jelly legs and not from him. 

The water spills out and he stands, backing away as he rubs his lower back. He strips off his jacket and rolls his shoulders. He turns back and lays it across the other end of the counter. He unbuttons his shirt and looks over at you. 

“Come on, jelly bean, unless you like a bit of zest, I don’t mind it,” he pokes his tongue out at you, “extra flavour and all. 

You let your disgust singe through and curl your lip. He laughs. He drops his shirt and nears. He turns you to face him as your skirt drapes back over your legs. He guides the straps down your shoulders. He shimmies the sheath down your body, his fingers grazing your skin cloyingly. You shiver as bumps raise on your skin. 

“You been hiding, jelly bean, well I’m about to bring you right out of that shell,” he smirks, “if there’s one thing to know about Lloyd Hansen, there’s no walls that can keep him out. I’m gonna tear yours right down.” 

[blackswan446]

worth it. - five

→ pairing: yan!knj x reader

→ wc: 2657

→ cws: drugging, scars, mentions of murder/body disposal

→ notes: i procrastinated this so long and i don't even like it but i just want to get it done 🫠🫠 guyssss im so sorry this story was not planned out in the slightest and i feel like it's so boring and lame and run-of-the-mill but i hope you guys enjoy anyways! truly sorry for publishing this bullcrap but look out for more (and better) work in the future. <3 oh and also if you somehow enjoyed this pls like reblog and comment because it makes my dayyyy!! okay love ya enjoy

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for the first time in days, you finally felt peace.

when you were shut up in your room, rotting in your bed, jumping at every slam of a car door, and falling farther and farther into the murky depths of your own anxiety, jiwon had tried to make you leave. everyday, he'd sit outside your bedroom, and plead for you to get some fresh air with him, to go for a walk, or to just sit outside in the sunshine.

every day, he'd show up, and beseech you, and stay outside your room, and every day, you'd ignore him. it was starting to become more of an expectation than a chance, that was, until he came back with a new proposal.

one day, after many long days of jiwon's lone voice echoing off the walls of your house and being met with silence, he came to the door with a suggestion that piqued your interest. "what if namjoon went out with us? he said he wouldn't mind. maybe you'd feel better being around more people."

on one hand, you didn't really want to go out yet, you were still too shaken up by the incident to even stomach the thought of facing other people. on the other hand, you felt kind of...obligated. namjoon was offering his free time to hang out with a kid he's only known for a month and his hideaway sister. who would want to do that? he probably just felt bad, you thought. he probably felt like he had to do it. yet when jiwon assured you that it was his idea, and his idea alone, it only set in stone the compulsion you felt towards the whole scheme.

so, you agreed, albeit very reluctantly. it was only when the three of you planned out where to go, and you saw the genuine expression on namjoon's face, did you start looking forward to it. the more you thought about it, the more you realized just how kind he was. he always made a point to ask about your day, and listen to your thoughts, and he even brought over some cookies he made himself, because "you're going through a hard time and you deserve them"(although you couldn't eat them, because you were allergic to the ingredients, it's the thought that counts!)

all was well, until the day of your long-awaited outing, when you woke up to a feverish jiwon, plagued by what seemed to be some sort of food poisoning. "don't worry about me, [name]," he shouted from inside the bathroom, "i still want you to go out. you'll still have fun, i promise." the sounds of him vomiting followed shortly after, and you found yourself sitting on your bed and staring at the wall mindlessly, wondering if you should even go. would namjoon still want to go if it were just the two of you? should you cancel? would he cancel first?

grabbing your phone and biting your nails anxiously, you searched for the contact you had saved as 'namjoon', and took a deep breathing before hitting the 'call' button. putting the phone up to your ear, he picked up surprisingly fast, the phone not even ringing a full time.

"hello?" he said, voice calm and casual.

"hey, so, i have some bad news. jiwon's really sick right now, and he won't be able to go today." you said sadly, bracing yourself for him to call off the plans.

"oh, that sucks. but we can still go, can't we?" he asked, like it was the simplest thing in the world.

surprised, and with excitement running through your veins, you searched for a response. "i..uh, yeah. yes, we can. are you sure you don't mind?"

he chuckled fondly, his deep voice ringing in your ears. "do i mind? i should be asking you that!" all you could do was laugh in response, his willingness to go regardless of the situation still slightly shocking you. "of course i don't mind, silly. trust me, i'm more than happy to go with you, as long as you don't mind either."

you smiled at his eagerness and good attitude. "alright, that sounds good. see you later, then." you concluded, body flooding with relief and a spark of excitement burning in your stomach.

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all of those events led to now, where you were sitting comfortably on a dock overlooking the inky waters of the ocean, legs dangling off the side and namjoon right next to you. the day was just great, and was nowhere near as awkward as you were anticipating it to be. you started off with checking out some dusty antique shops and second-hand clothing stores, then you grabbed lunch at your favorite place to eat before going to see a new movie that had released last week, and wound down by grabbing some ice cream and heading to relax by the beach. all the while, namjoon was right there, being an absolute gentleman. he didn't complain about anything, didn't let you carry your own bags or open your own door, and didn't let the conversation die down and become bland. all in all, it was the textbook definition of a perfect day.

as for namjoon, he had been on cloud nine since the second he woke up. everything had went just perfectly. everything from his scheme with the cookies (which had effectively kept your brother out of the way - who knew using expired ingredients would work so well!), to the conversations, even the weather, was flawless. and as the day drew to a close, and the sun sank below the horizon and was replaced by it's mysterious counterpart, he knew that you thought the same thing. which is why he felt so confident moving onto the final - and best - part of the day.

letting out a sigh, and turning to look at your relaxed figure, namjoon set out in his mind what he was going to say. "today was..the best day i've had in years. you're a special person, [name]; you're like nobody i've ever met before." his words made your heart race, and you glanced down at the clapping waves below your shoes.

"it was amazing. i can't thank you enough, for everything. i needed this day." you blushed, mind replaying the day over in your head like a romance movie. "i..." he started, stopping as if he were carefully considering his next words, "sorry, i've never really said anything like this before. it's just..." he continued shyly, "you are - i think - you're the type of person i'd like to spend forever with."

at this point, your heart was racing, and the butterflies in your stomach had turned to full-on pigeons, flapping around violently. your eyes met his, and before you could respond, he took his hand in yours gently and kept talking. "come on, [name], think about it. think about everything that happened today. wasn't it amazing? just think. that could be our future. every day, spent together, just like this. doesn't it sound beautiful?" he explained, the look in his eyes falling somewhere between enamored and desperate.

taking a minute to consider your response, namjoon watched you the whole time, his...loving...gaze not faltering for a second. "namjoon, i...i definitely think there's something here, a connection, or something. but we've only hung out alone once. shouldn't we give it more time?" you suggested, eyes downcast and looking at your hand wrapped in his.

this part wasn't in his script. it wasn't part of the narrative he had set in his head for this. no, this was the part where you'd agree, and then he'd take you away from this shitty little town, and you'd live happily ever after. just what went wrong?

namjoon chuckled, a weird look of relief coming across the place. "oh, princess, you don't get it, do you?" he said fondly, heart swelling at your confused face. "that's my fault. i should have been more clear with you. let me try again." he said, shifting to have both his hands on your shoulders, holding you with a grip as strong as iron.

"i. love you. okay? i love you, more than i've loved anything before and more than i'll love anything else, ever. alright? do you understand now?" he laughed. your brows knitted together at his erratic behavior and random profession of love. you shook your head. "no, you don't love me, namjoon. not yet, you don't. we haven't known each other for long enough..."

he scoffed, like the words you were saying were nothing but bitter, poisonous lies. "i don't love you? that's a ridiculous thing to say, darling, of course i love you! if i didn't love you, do you think i'd do this?" he said as he released the grip on your shoulders. if only you had listened to the voice that told you to run while you could.

he yanked at the long sleeve of his black jacket, pulling the cuff to his elbow and bringing his shirt sleeve with it. "this hurt like a bitch, [name], but for you, i'd go through hell and back." he sighed, before turning his exposed wrist to you. and on there, marking his clear skin, were the letters of your initials, scarred on his flesh like a carving made into a wooden table. he smiled as he showed you the mangled letters; he smiled sickly, like he was proud of what he did.

the air was sucked out of your lungs, the glow of moonlight on the water blurring as your head started to spin. a wave of nausea hit your body, and everything in your stomach threatened to come right back up in that moment. "do you believe me now? because if you don't there's something else i want to tell you." he prodded, picking up your chin and roughly turning your head to look at him. "you want to know, don't you? i know you do, i know it'll nag you, and eat away at your brain if you don't." he smirked, the sick smile still plastered on his face.

"don't worry, darling, i'll tell you anyways. i'll still tell you, because i love you." he said, releasing the grip from your jaw and moving his head close to your ear, so the sinner could confess his wrongdoings under the cover of a whisper.

"i killed daekwan, and i fucking loved it."

he leaned back from your ear and smiled proudly. "and i'm going to tell you all about it, alright? don't you want to know how i did it? don't worry, sweetheart, i'll tell you. just look at me, okay?" he said, pushing your chin up to force his maniacal gaze onto your own terrified one.

"so first, i knocked him out, with a big brick to the head. then i dragged him into this alley, right? a creepy old alley where nobody else would dare to go - look at me, baby - and i just went at him with a huge bat, and i'll spare you the gory details, but he looked more like a piece of meat than a human being when i was done with h-look at me. i'm trying to tell you something. and then, alright, i threw him in a big bucket with a bunch of chemicals, and watched him fizzle away into a big bunch of nothing, and then-fuck, look at me. pay attention. then i dumped him out." he paused, waiting to see if you would ask the question, not just any question, but the question he knew was banging on the walls of your brain, screaming to be let out. when you responded with nothing but a scared stare into the water, he knew he had to make it easier for you.

"you want to know where he is?" he finally finished, asking the question like an excited child asks about the whereabouts of a mystical creature. his deep brown eyes still searched for your own, and no matter how many times you tried to look away from the acidic burn of his gaze, the chill that ran down your spine whenever he commanded you to look at him was enough to make you tremble in fear and meet his eyes once again, even if it were only for a minute.

"he's right in front of us."

the words took a minute to process, the meaning behind his cryptic confession not reaching your brain right away. the truth, when it finally hit you, did so like a ton of bricks. clasping your hand over your mouth in shock, the tears that were brimming in your eyes fell heavily and continuously, matching the stormy waves of emotions crashing through your body.

curling up into a closed up form; knees to your chest, arms resting on top of them and head buried in your elbows, you felt his arms wrap around your crying figure. you swatted him away, shouting some variation of "don't touch me". you saw out of the corner of your eye how his arms reeled back gently, resting awkwardly on the dock. one of his hands reached slowly into his left coat pocket.

he sighed. "[name], listen to me. i know you're scared, and surprised, and upset, and i get it. but i did it for a reason, hm? you get that? i did it because i love you. everything i do, is because i love you. you need to understand that. as soon as you do, you won't be afraid anymore. i promise." he explained softly, contrasting sharply with the psychotic and unhinged tone he took earlier when describing his heinous actions.

"i'm telling you this-" he said, swiftly looping his free arm around your shoulder with a tight grasp-too tight for you to break free from, "because what's about to happen probably won't help your nerves. so just stay nice and calm for me, alright? nice and still. i won't hurt you, sweetheart."

with that, namjoon pulled your trembling figure close to him and turned you to lean against his chest, his brawny frame partially shielding your tear-stained face from the sudden chill in the wind. he removed his other hand from the depths of his pocket, only now, it was holding something. a flash of white caught your eye-which only sent you further into your panic.

namjoon stilled your shaky arms and shoulders by moving his hand from its spot on your arm to around the front of your shoulders, pressing you further into his chest. by now, garish sobs were escaping from your lips; what a shame there was nobody else there to hear them. to see you, and swoop in like a superhero.

too bad.

"you're going to have to be quiet, princess, alright? sooner or later someone's going to hear you. besides, the crying won't get you anywhere. your fate was sealed the moment that blade hit my arm." he warned, his tone of voice doing more than enough to tell you that he wasn't amused or affected by your cries.

"i'm going to give you something now, and you're going to get really tired, alright? don't be scared, darling. you're just going to go to sleep for a little while. you'll wake up, and everything will be alright. remember, i'm doing this because i love you. got that?"

before you could flail your arms, or kick your feet, or make any (futile) attempt to wriggle out of his suffocating grip, you saw a familiar flash of white, and felt yourself inhale a sweet-smelling odor that sent a chill through your veins. as the grip on this reality nightmare you found yourself in, the last thing you saw, through blurry vision and a dark night sky, was the face of your unrequited lover, the one whose vines wrapped around the stone walls of your tower, and before you could stop it, fully consumed it, blocking out the windows and locking the door.

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[pricescancerstickk]

hello bee :) is it alright if i call you so?

i was wondering if you maybe would write something about Rudy or Alejandro :D completely up to you, but if it's some comfort\fluff hehe yk 🥹🤭

HOPE YOU ARE FEELING BETTER AND I UNDERSTAND AND SUPPORT YOUR BOUNDARIES GIRLL 🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻❤️

have a gooood dayyyy and tyyy :3

Hey! and sure you can definitely call me bee, I’ve been having a bad day but of course. I’ll write this and sorry if I was late to replying to this request

(I was actually listening to ‘drift away omnichord’ while writing this,)

Lonely day

[TW : May speak about sensitive topics. Fluff. Comfort]

Childhood was bad, being a teenager was also terrible, and now? A fully grown adult. Terrible, and even worse than previously. Never understanding why only the kindest people were targeted by society and treated by crap despite them being sweet and kind hearted to any other person who they met, why? There was always one person that spoke. Whenever anyone goes to the garden, they’d only pick the best flowers. Right? You weren’t an exception, You were also unfortunately. Plucked out of your garden by the cruel expectations of society and your family. Day and night have you cried when you got yelled at, cried when you got hit. Crying when you got wrongfully accused, bullied even worse beat up. Many claimed and rumored some orphans were happier than kids that had parents. Why? Because many children had parents who were physically present and available but not emotionally. Sometimes not physically available and not emotionally

Your parents were like that,

Causing you to mostly your entire life it was lonely days. eating alone and mostly all the time alone, But now things had changed and you were a soldier. You were always told to just suck it up and all and ‘bear with it’, many just compared themselves and said they’ve been through ‘worse’ and you had it ‘good’? Number one Bullshit. You never liked to show emotions anymore. Forced to grow up too fast for your liking at such a young age caused all of this and the sole reason for all of your pain was your family. Toxic and abusive. Expert manipulators, Scared whenever hearing loud noises or anything like it. Always yelled at for getting hurt. For making one mistake too, you were clumsy as a child. Alejandro and Rudy found it cute, but not your family. You accidentally broke a dish or dropped something was okay for the task force. They didn’t really mind. They would laugh it off but were so very concerned when seeing how you’d tense and freeze. Shaking and stammering. What was going on with you? No one knew. Days you’d stay in your room. Days you’d be alone. Days you’d cry, afraid. Scared shitless. To death! Coming back after a stressful day of training and slumping, dropping the bag onto the floor and with a heavy sigh, red eyes and heavy eyebags clearly you didn’t sleep well. Since the last week you hadn’t been eating at all. You thought nobody would notice but they did. After that whole incident with hearing your parents tried to sue you and get you discharged from military and making you homeless and forcing you to come back to them to abuse you more. The whole entire situation itself was all messed up, you hated your family with every fiber of your being. All your friends were fake. Captain price had found out and told them off, their manipulation and tricks wouldn’t work on this chap, he was wise and had experience, he was a father figure to everyone in the 141, as sometimes they jokingly called him dad. He was a no-nonsense man and talked business. Discipline. And sense into people. The drill sergeant was mean to you, the new captain yelled at you for one mistake. The soldiers tripped you. Bruising your knee. Burning your tongue on the tea. And now your parents and everything that happened today was shitty. How could it get any worse. Tearing your gaze away from the two and biting your inner cheek as you sped to your room

Not now, Not now

“Mija?” Alejandro’s voice broke the silence and snapped you out of your thoughts, busted. You looked up at him and he noticed your frown. Rudy got up from his seat and stuck his arm infront of you before you walked away, “What’s going on? Don’t just stay silent and answer us instead because I can’t read your mind. Chica” he urged, pushing a bit, you didn’t want any of this. You couldn’t take it “It’s none of your business! Just leave me alone!” You snapped. Getting all worked up caused hot tears stinging at your eyes threatening to streak down like a river streams their smiles which they had plastered all over on their now vanished. Replaced by deep serious, stern frowns. Alejandro took you by the chin “Look at me. Amor” he said in a low stern tone. He didn’t go further after seeing you start crying, you excepted him or Rudy to yell but they didn’t. You bit your nails as Rudy sat you down and sat beside you. His hand clasping over yours and stopping you from biting your nails. “No Mija. Don’t want you getting sick now”. He soothed and pressed a kiss to your cheek. Tears wetting his lip lightly. Alejandro had listened to you speak about this shitta day and he understood those struggles and all, he knew the feeling all to well. He was okay and comfortable enough with you to talk about his experiences. He didn’t mind listening to yours as it was the least him and Rudy could do. He kneeled and took another knee before taking your foot and resting it against his knee and sliding the shoe off. Seeing those red marks all over your feet. He rubbed his fingers around them trying to soothe it as best as he can. He knew in the past how you were very afraid of confrontations and anything similar to that so he kept a gentle low comforting and reassuring tone. Rudy had already informed Alejandro how you were like a magnet - Attracting people whenever they were sad. You were used in school. Many faking being friends with you to steal your talents and whenever you needed help they refused. But when they needed help you obliged sweetly. It was no doubt you were a kind person with a big motherly heart even at a young age. (It’s getting too personal here, some of these facts are what’s happening to me in irl…) They knew you needed reassurance and comfort all the time to make sure you were okay. Nobody wanted to see their friends in agony. Did they? Not at all unless it was some crazy, sadistic motherfucker on the side walk (sorry),

“It’s never your fault mija, it will never be” Rudy layed you on your back and got on your side, so did Alejandro as they pulled the comforter over you body and tucked you in before Rudy wrapped his arms around you “it’s never your fault. Amor” he whispered while his finger reached out wiping those tears and caressing the soft cheeks, feeling the bruises made his heart sink into his stomach as a reminder how mistreated and abused you were in the past, he wanted to cry himself. So did Alejandro. They never liked- or even liked thinking about such a sweet person be mistreated by such stupid, cruel people. They hated it, Hate. Despise. But now that they were here it was their job and responsibility to give you the love and care you deserved and needed. If your parents didn’t want you. They did. If nobody was willing to give the sweetheart, you any love. They’d do it. No hesitation at all, they were doing it right now. Peppering kisses all over you leaving tiny subtle marks, sometimes they felt like father figures that you never had but wanted but at the same time they were your lovers, despite maybe having a age difference you two were still adults, as they mumbled words of reassurance in constant incoherent string of words “Your doing so good, good job” “Your a strong girl. It’s okay” “I know, I know.” “I’ll take care of you” “it’s okay”,

Alejandro gently tugged off the uncomfortable jacket you had on and allowed both him and Rudy access to you. Rudy gently took your chin. Tiling you head up so the back of it pressed against his neck. His chin resting on your head as he stroked his fingers around your throat. Other hand grasping your t shirt collar and adjusting it a bit as Alejandro stroked your aching thighs. His teeth nipping lightly at your bottom lip as his tongue gently payed with the tip of your before gently wrapping around it, his nose pressed to yours, he pulled away slowly as Rudy did the same and got off your neck. Noticing how they left even more marks on you, but before the could do any more you were already asleep.

[heyiwrotesomethings]

OMFG I OPENED TUMBLR IN THE RIGHT TIME

can i ask a bit of slow burn with shinobu x they/them reader that is a musician as a lil side job when being a slayer is off for a day?

reader arrives in the butterfly mansion wounded and was disappointed that they have to rest their whole arms for months so no music for that, due to having a giant passion for music they offered to teach the 3 girls how to play an instrument with shinobu's consent

in months of recovery a lot of improvements are noticed in the 3 girls music abilities, reader offers some little lesson sessions on shinobu if she's free, somehow like a routine of them is hangout in the morning and check their arms if it's okay to use them atleast to play an instrument

in the night where shinobu decided to rest in her roof she spots reader playing a song that she mentioned she liked to listen to, and so there's a bit of serenading moment

soon after the recovery of the arms and before leaving, reader confessed their feelings and gave shinobu an instrument they always use to remind her of them

your choice if you want to have a goodbye kiss THANK YOUUUUUUU HAVE A GREAT DAYYYY

Virtuoso

Shinobu Kochou x They/Them Reader

A/N: It was fun to look up different instruments for this. Sorry there isn’t a lot of in depth teaching. The most music experience I have is fumbling my way around an alto saxophone throughout middle school. Hope you like it! Word Count: 3,226

(Y/n) regained consciousness slowly, finding it difficult to do more than open their eyes for but a moment before falling back to sleep. When they were finally able to stay awake long enough to wonder where they were, their eyes roved aimlessly around the room, but they couldn’t see very much while laying almost completely flat on their back.

They went to hike themself upward on their elbows, but quickly found their arms were restrained. Angling their chin towards their chest, they saw that their arms were heavily bandaged and secured by a large sling across their stomach.

That’s right, they remembered, that demon had really gotten the better of them before the other slayers they had been traveling with stepped in. They remembered that the demon had gotten behind them, booted them to the ground, and bent their elbows in a way that elbows definitely should not be bent. The pain and the sound of it had been enough to blow them out like a candle.

They had the unfortunate suspicion that they wouldn’t be playing any instruments for awhile. Which was a shame, because they had just splurged on a beautifully crafted koto. Well, at least they survived somehow. They’d get to play it eventually, hopefully. Maybe they could use their feet? That could be an interesting challenge.

“Someone appears to finally be awake and very deep in thought.”

(Y/n)’s eyes snapped to the person casting a shadow over them that they had only just noticed. Though they had never personally had the honor of meeting before, (Y/n) knew exactly who it was based on the tales of other slayers.

“Oh, Kochou-sama, hello!” (Y/n) greeted, surprisingly chipper given their current state, “Sorry, I was just wondering if I could comfortably wear finger picks on my toes… You probably didn’t need to know that.”

Shinobu hummed a sound like a muted giggle and (Y/n) bit the inside of their cheek. She was every bit a ethereal in person as the stories described. (Y/n) could probably write a billion compositions about her and have not one be the same. Their fingers itched to pick at their koto or shamisen or biwa or… they could go on for awhile.

Their collection was quite extensive. It was a good thing demon slaying paid well or they would have probably starved. The closest they came to being in trouble financially was probably when they procured their prized piano from Italy last year. Money was tight for a while after that purchase. So again, it was a shame that their arms were in such a state when there were so many instruments to play and maintain.

“Exactly how long will I be restricted like this?” They asked.

Shinobu gave a sympathetic smile as she opened the drawer beside (Y/n)’s cot, “It will take months of healing and physical therapy, unfortunately. However, since we were able to operate on you quickly and successfully, your recovery will go much smoother.”

“That’s a relief to hear, thank you.”

“You’re welcome,” Shinobu smiled, she did so appreciate polite patients, and since they would be spending so much time together for the foreseeable future, it made her appreciate it all the more.

She turned to look over to Sumi, Kiyo and Naho who were busying themselves with changing the sheets on newly vacated cots, “Girls, help (L/n)-san sit up while I prepare their prescriptions.”

“Okay.”

“Right away!”

“Be right there, Shinobu-sama!”

Soon (Y/n) found themself surrounded by the three young girls. Carefully they brought up the cot and sat (Y/n) up.

“Thank you, that feels a lot better.” (Y/n) smiled sincerely, pleasing the young girls with their kindness.

“These girls are Sumi, Kiyo and Naho,” Shinobu shared, gently laying a hand on each girl’s head as she went down the line, “They will take care of most of your day to day regimens that don’t require my presence. They are very good at their jobs so do not hesitate to share any concerns with them.”

“Okay,” (Y/n) promised, tipping their head to the younger girls, “Thank you for your hard work.”

The girls glowed under the praise then scattered in a flurry of cheerful giggles to continue their tasks.

Shinobu chuckled quietly, turning her eyes back on (Y/n),

“This purple bottle contains sleeping pills, the green bottle is pain medication. You may take one of each as you need, but there is a mandatory six hour waiting period between dosages. I can give you both or one now if you’d like, otherwise I’ll just turn them over to Kiyo to store until you need them.”

“The pain medication would be helpful I think. Thank you.” (Y/n) figured they had slept plenty for the time being.

“Ever so polite,” Shinobu lightly teased, readying a pill and a cup of water. She poked (Y/n)’s lip with the pill, willing them to open their mouth so she could slip it in and quickly press the cup to their lips before the pill’s casing could dissolve on their tongue.

“Thank… you,” (Y/n) sighed, knowing they were probably being excessively thankful, but they couldn’t help it. Shinobu was so nice. They let Shinobu’s amused chuckle wash over them.

“Well, I must be going now. Take care (L/n)-san, many slayers tend to get antsy when they’re on leave for so long, but it is in your best interest to stay put, alright?”

“I will be on my best behavior, promise.” (Y/n) swore.

“Good.” Shinobu straightened the blanket that laid across their waist, gave their knee a swift pat, then went on her way.

(Y/n) sunk further back into the raised cot. Shinobu really was awesome, wasn’t she? Their fingers twitched beneath their bindings. What they wouldn’t give to play around with any number of their instruments right now. Practically everything they owned required use of arms and fingers. Even if they had only one arm at their disposal, they could have probably managed.

They did invest a stupid amount of money to ship in a kazoo to add to their collection, but something told them that if they were going to play it for the next several weeks, injuries be damned one of their fellow patients would leap into their cot and choke them with the noisy piece of plastic.

“(L/n)-san?”

“Hm?” (Y/n) blinked, Naho coming into focus beside their cot.

“Are you hungry?”

(Y/n) lit up. They could definitely eat something and they told Naho as much, excitement evident.

As they ate, Sumi went over what their daily exercises would consist of for the next couple weeks before they could allow more arm freedom and movement. Mostly it would be a lot of leg work and back stretches to keep them strong and malleable.

(Y/n) listened and asked questions as needed. It seemed like they would have a lot to do, hopefully it would keep them busy enough to keep their mind off of music for at least until they had arms to play with again.

***

It was just too painful.

(Y/n) sighed for the millionth time that morning, tapping their toes rhythmically against the metal bar at the ends of the bed.

It had only been a week and they were dying to play something. That kazoo was looking very good right now, choking hazard be damned.

The girls seemed to notice their discontent, but they assured them there was no issue. Just a little restlessness was all. A restlessness that had them envisioning every pluck of a string, strike of a drum, and current of air that went in to composing their favorite pieces.

It was maddening, almost torturous. Even Shinobu noticed how fidgety they seemed to be when she next came by to check in, slowly, yet firmly, pressed a hand to (Y/n)’s incessantly tapping feet, making them stop.

“Have the ants started taking over already?” She had teased once she finally caught their attention.

“Yeah,” (Y/n) answered sheepishly, “I’m really wishing I had gotten my legs broken instead.”

“You would be stuck here longer if that were the case. Leg bones take longer to heal, usually.” Shinobu informed, taking the chair beside (Y/n)’s cot, “Though I suppose there are more things that could keep your hands busy than your feet.”

They had a nice conversation about hobbies as Shinobu checked (Y/n)’s progress. Once (Y/n) mentioned their affinity for music, they couldn’t stop taking about it. They had just finished sharing their top five favorite wind instruments when they realized Shinobu hadn’t said anything in awhile and they got a little self-conscious, apologizing for their overzealous sharing.

Shinobu assured them there was no problem. She was thoroughly entertained and charmed by their passion. She also quite enjoyed music and the arts in general, but rarely had the time to enjoy such pursuits. That was when (Y/n) got an idea.

“Kochou-san,” they asked, “if it is alright with you, perhaps I could teach Naho, Sumi and Kiyo to play an instrument? I promise I won’t let it interfere with their duties, just something to work on in their leisure if they’d like.”

Shinobu hummed in thought. It would be nice to hear music softly playing throughout the halls from time to time. Patients also benefited from such gentle stimulation. On another note, far be it from her to deny the young girls a well-rounded education.

“If any of the girls want to play, you have my blessing to teach them. Though we don’t exactly have any instruments on hand. What we do have are so old they are strictly display only.”

“I’d love to see them sometime.” (Y/n) glowed.

“Perhaps when you’re more mobile, that can be arranged.” Shinobu smiled.

“Wonderful! Now, don’t worry about the instruments. I have a bunch at my house, depending on what they want to play, I could supply them each one of their own so they can practice at the same time.”

“How convenient,” Shinobu marveled cheerfully, “what instruments do you have exactly?”

“Um,” (Y/n) let out a nervous laugh, “it might be easier to ask me what instruments I don’t have.”

***

Shinobu had provided (Y/n) with a small group of Kakushi at their disposal to collect an array of instruments from their house. When they came back, (Y/n) was almost worried they had gone overboard with their requests as instrument upon instrument was brought in. They made sure to thank the group copiously for their patience and care.

When Sumi, Kiyo and Naho came in, their faces lit up. (Y/n) eagerly motioned for them to browse the collection and try whatever caught their eye. They shared all they knew about each instrument the girls’ hands touched. After much deliberation, they made their choices with the assurance that they could change their mind whenever they wished.

(Y/n) felt a familiar twitch in their fingers. They wished they could pick something up as well, but for now they would live vicariously through their new pupils as they taught them all they knew.

They started out with teaching them how to read music. It was cute how the girls seemed to pout. They wanted to begin playing right away. (Y/n) could understand the impatience. They were much the same when they first started. Then came the scales, finding out what button or chord corresponded with what note. Then simple songs that gradually grew in complexity as weeks became months.

“They’re so bright and talented and very hardworking.” (Y/n) had told Shinobu when she had come by to observe one day.

“It helps that they have such a good teacher.” Shinobu praised, making (Y/n)’s face feel warm, “I find myself a little envious, actually. Perhaps I should have carved out some time to join in on a few lessons.”

“I’d still be happy to teach you if you’d like. Even when I’m gone, I’m sure the girls could help pick up where I left off.”

“Oh I don’t know… careful, (L/n)-san,” Shinobu warned.

Though Shinobu had allowed the removal of (Y/n)’s casts, their arms were still tender and weak from disuse. Any heavy lifting was very ill advised.

“I’m careful, I’m careful,” They assured, picking up a small, rectangular device. Carved wood endowed with an array of keys and a couple thin strings visible towards the end, “This is a Taishogoto. It may look a little complicated, but I’m sure you’ll pick it up right away.”

“So much faith,” Shinobu chuckled, “We haven’t even started yet.”

“No time like the present!” (Y/n) grinned, presenting the instrument to Shinobu.

Shinobu smiled softly, taking the Taishogoto into her hands with great care and joining (Y/n) on the edge of their cot, she listened contently as they rambled on about the instrument’s short history.

“Will you play something for me first? I’d rather hear how it’s supposed to sound before I poison my perception with my own ineptitude.”

“I’m sure you won’t be that bad,” (Y/n) scoffed, “but I’m always happy to play for you.”

It was true, as soon as Shinobu allowed them to move more freely, they picked up a nearby biwa to play a quick tune as thanks. Their movements were a little less refined, and the callouses on their finger tips had unfortunately smoothed out a bit, but they promised they’d practice to make up for lost time and play for Shinobu when they were back at their best before they left. One song became two, three and so on until Shinobu had to go, but she did often stop by when she found herself with some free time.

(Y/n) enjoyed playing for Shinobu, but it was so exciting to teach her as well, and they had the added benefit to actually use their hands to show Shinobu how everything worked, a luxury they had not had when teaching the younger girls. Their hands happened to bump and brush a lot though, and it made (Y/n)’s heart stutter every time.

***

(Y/n) knew their time was nearly up. They would be officially discharged from the infirmary the next morning and there was much to get in order before then. The Kakushi had been gracious enough to take all of their instruments back home for them earlier that morning, with the exception of four, of course.

Sumi, Kiyo and Naho had been easy enough to find. When (Y/n) presented them with the instruments to keep, they had swarmed them and hugged them tightly, thanking them repeatedly and with enthusiasm. They gave their teacher an impromptu concert of all their favorite songs that they had learned over the last few months. It was a sweet sentiment, one that (Y/n) would not soon forget. If nothing else they had made a favorable impression on the girls as much as they had left an impression on them.

Now if only they could find Shinobu.

They had asked the girls about where she was, if it would be okay to see her for a few minutes if she wasn’t too busy, but the girls informed them that Shinobu was out on Hashira business and probably wouldn’t be home until late in the night or early morning.

But that was okay, they could wait, and so they did. They went about their day as normal and when the sun began to set, they staked their claim on a stretch of the engawa and waited for Shinobu to appear in the distance.

The sun sank lower and lower out of sight, soon replaced by a vivid waxing moon. The stars were dampened a bit from the warm light flooding out of the mansion, but it was still quite visibly a beautifully clear night sky. The weather was comfortable too, but even if it wasn’t, (Y/n) wouldn’t have minded the wait.

Though as portions of the mansion went dark and most sound seemed to cease, they began absently tapping the keys of the Taishogoto.

“Well, a little more practice wouldn’t hurt.” They murmured.

They took the pick between their fingers, plucking the string and tapping the keys to make sure it was all still in tune from when they last checked only hours ago. Then, they began playing a song, an almost haunting melody that Shinobu had once mentioned in passing to be her favorite. They would happily learn to play the song on every instrument the world had to offer if Shinobu asked for it.

They were beginning a fourth go at it when the air shifted around them. Looking to their side, Shinobu was there as if she’d been there all along, startlingly close.

“Ah!” (Y/n) flinched from the surprise, “When did you get home?”

“Were you waiting for me by chance, (L/n)-san?” Shinobu chuckled, not letting (Y/n) squirm for too long before continuing on, “I rarely come in through the front. Often times when I come back I don’t have a moment to breathe before I return to my duties here,” she leaned in and began to whisper, “don’t tell a soul, but I usually hop up on the roof for an hour or two to have some time to myself and reflect or just think of nothing at all. Do you think that’s wrong of me?”

“Of course not,” (Y/n) swore, “you do a lot of demanding and important work. You deserve time to yourself. I haven’t been disturbing you have I? Is that why you came down?”

“It is a welcome distraction. I wanted to get closer so I could hear it better. Do you mind?”

“Not at all.” (Y/n) smiled, busying themself with the keys, but not yet playing.

“I uh, I was actually waiting for you to come back so I could play this for you so this is perfect. I hope you like it.”

“I’m sure I will.”

(Y/n) picked up the song from the beginning and Shinobu closed her eyes to listen along, resting her cheek over her interwoven fingers.

When the final note disappeared on the breeze, it was peacefully quiet for a long moment. (Y/n) took in a lungful of the flowery sweet air, and turned to face Shinobu, holding out the Taishogoto to her.

“I have really enjoyed getting to know you over the last few months, Kochou-san. So much so, that I’m afraid I’ve fallen for you. If it will not burden you, even if you don’t return my feelings, I would like you keep this to remember me by and as one last show of gratitude for all that you did for me.”

Shinobu seemed to be frozen for a few moments. Starting to get cold feet, (Y/n) began to pull away, apologies already in the tip of their tongue, but then Shinobu put her hands over theirs, keeping them in place between their bodies.

“I will treasure it always,” she promised sincerely.

That would have been enough for (Y/n), but then Shinobu leaned closer still until her lips pressed tenderly into the side of (Y/n)’s face. They were almost too buzzed from the affectionate gesture to comprehend what Shinobu said next as she sat upright once more.

“I expect you back at least five days out of every month. Someone will need to keep the girls sharp and their skills,” she stood up with a small, almost sly smile, “and someone will need to join me on the rooftops for another midnight serenade or two.”

(Y/n)’s heart swelled.

“I can’t imagine anything I’d rather do more.”

[dadsdaugther]

hi! I’m new to the whole daddy and daughter kink community 🩷🥹. I was wondering if you have a daddy and if you do, how did you get one? I really want someone like that lol 🩷

hiii sweetie <3<3 well welcome. I hope you take of yourself out here 🥺 some ppl are nice but some ppl are not so nice so take care of yourself first and foremost 🩷

I do not have a daddy and I have never been in a relationship b4 actually. I used to be in a casual online only daddy relation a few years back but I don't see him as my first daddy tbh. The only person that can be my dad is someone whom im in love with <3

I really understand your longing after a daddy and I hope you get to experience that soon. But when that is said I think its important to have a talk about choosing a dom with care as a sub<3 I have before put myself in mentally or physical dangerous situations for the sake of experincing anything resembling dom/sub relation. It can be very harmful for yourself and the person you are with. So I think the first tip for finding a daddy is patience 🩷 patience to get to know them, to get to know each other, your boundaries, your past and a lot of other wonderful things.

I have tried FetLife but I haven't found anyone I was intersted in. They were actually all one big red flad lol 😹 So I think dating normally for me has been the best way. Then getting to know ppl in a non kinky way and then introducing kinks when you feel comfortable.

One more thing, I also think it's very important for subs to practice putting themselves in subsspace or little space. It can make you feel desperate for a d/s connection if you never experience that feeling with yourself(I have felt that before). I practice that as often as I can and it has made my patience to find a caretaker and a dom stronger 💖🩷

Im not really sure you were asking about all of this but I had a lot to say about this lol pls ask again if there is anything and you can also ask me to dm you if you ever wanna talk 🎀 have a lovely dayyyy and take care of yourselffff 🥰

ps: i have two posts that might be relevant for you. This one about avoiding love bombing and wasting time on narcissists. And this one about vetting a potential dom ᰔᩚ

[foli-vora]

hiiiiii

hope you’re having a nice week so far !!

i’ve been on a re-reading of your works this week and my gosh the plot of run to you got me so hooked. i just love all this pain and angst and betrayal pent up between the two of them, i’m not an emotional person (i rarely cry except for specific topics in media) but reading the scene where marcus visits her in jail got tears in my eyes (when she says that they even discussed kids my god, we could feel her pain it was really relatable).

The flow and pace is really natural, the descriptions are fluid and vivid. I feel like it’s the perfect balance between the just amount of description to induce feelings.

I was curious if you had any inspiration, moodboards or books/fics for this story like where do you dig to write this angsty scenario, this tension/betrayal atmosphere between two ex lovers etc etc haha

anyway i feel like if i don’t stop now i could and would rant about 3 pages because this fic inspires me so much i’m really excited to read the next chapter !! (no pressure btw take all the time you need)

have a nice dayyyy !!! <3

excuuuuse me, let me plant a kiss on your forehead, this is so sweet and it’s made my day. i’m so happy to hear you enjoy run to you, and the fact that you’re rereading my work fills me with so much joy!

so i don’t have a lot of inspo other than the idea that is clawing it’s way out of my brain lmaoo. i dig in my own experiences in regards to the betrayal/hurt side of it but other than that i’m stepping through this writing process with just a bit of faith in my idea and hope it all comes together hahah. i have a lot of love for this story so i hope it continues to come through!

thank you so much for your love and support angel, it really means the world to me! i hope you have a wonderful day too❤️

[kpophubb]

Good night sweetie 💕

I hope u had a wonderful dayyyy , full of joy & love ~ also face reveal ,I mean I'm sure you are the most beautiful angel but I see other ppl here mentioning it and I just can't find it, I scrolled 26 days down 👇 but nopeee

And the second thing is kinda request ..but not really just your thoughts 😇 I read your enha boyfriend habit today ,and ah its so good , the are a couple of lines stuck in my head #1when y/n says "you smell like him" ��� and some noona thing so cute , I wanted to ask if you could do sake things but you know who 🤭🤭🤭🤭 doesn't have to be long ~ can be short headcons

I wish u a lovely Thursday, I hope u got my earlier message yesterday by now, it's just sometimes ppl mentioned some of my anons are not reaching and I can't check it 💞💞💞💞💞💞💞

Also I wanna ask what heart color u hv associated with hyune? Lixie is 💛 right ?)

Love u♡♡♡♡♡

Good night to you too baby! 🥺🤍 I hope you dream of me ~ 🙈 ⛅️ 💛

I had a real happy day, I called my best friend yesterday and we talked for hours and hours and I felt so revived and renewed 🥹🤍 she really be my soulmate bff and #1 indeed. Also, I’m flooding with positivity and my usual happiness again~🥰

pls naur, I’m not the “most beautiful” “Angel” or “pretty” wtf😭 that is all exaggeration.. and you can’t find them baby bc I always delete them within minutes bc I grow so shy and anxious <|3

YES I KNOW YOU ARE TALKING ABOUT HWANG HYUNJIN, OBVIOUSLY THE ONE AND ONLY ;) I know how much you love him🫶🏻 awh thank u sm for reading my works and altho I do not write for skz atm but for you, anything! 😘 just give me some time to work on it babe! <3

I always get your asks anonie don’t worry, I just wait till I’m free and can answer them with love and make them long, paying attention to every detail. 🤍 lixie is a yellow heart bc he’s sunshine, but hyunnie? Uhm idk 🤔 you decide bc he’s so artsy and lovable which heart is the best for him? T-T

[☁️….𝗹𝗼𝗮𝗱𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗱𝗮𝗶𝗹𝘆 𝗾𝘂𝗼𝘁𝗲] ⇘ 𝚏𝚛𝚘𝚖 𝚘𝚞𝚛 🌤️

“I can’t describe in words just how much I appreciate you being in this world” 💛

[hyuckmov]

it was really early in the morning when we went to han river and ate ramen there (CAN FINALLY CROSS IT OUT MY LIST IM HAPPY CRYING AGAIN) so there weren't that many people yet except for those alr walking their pets (SO CUTE BOTH THE PETS AND OWNERS R TOO NICE :(( ) and then bicycling. our initial plan was to have a lil picnic at night but decided to just do it in the morning so it wouldn't be too cold (SIKE) and about the couples -- OMG YES THEY ARE EVERY. WHERE. ANY TIME OF DAYYYY. it's really different to see it yourself. esp at parks!! we couldn't stop giggling because we don't know if we should proceed taking pics w the flowers and all or just look for another area because they're all there doing couple stuff (cute pics and all) it's so fun n hilarious.

that's alright though, at least you could save up more and maybe do other things first so you'd be ready-ready once you're all decided to go :> going with friends really IS FUN :(( coming from a really introverted person (ME)

i so agree with you 🥹 bigger, better, more fun, more more more worth the wait. it's kinda funny to think it now but that time it was just too depressing for me that almost everyone around me are there EXCEPT ME. like, genuinely happy for them but u just can't help but be sad too yk? SO I HEARD ..... and based on the clips i saw the boys were having soooo so so sooo much fun not to mention the crowd's truly amazing.. AND I THANK THEM THE BOYS HAD SO MUCH FUN. about the byl, if you're free that time then i think you should get it. HAVE FUUUUUN think of it as a little preview for u until you finally get to experience it live ;-;

PLEASE ENJOY THAT BREAK WHILE YOU CAN I'M TELLING YOU. i went straight to working right after i graduated and yes it's a good thing i alr secured a job as they said but i felt so down and burnt out for months since i never got to take a rest even for just a week or so... it was like my time was running out fast or something.. SO PLEASE. rest, have fun, do whatever makes you calm and happy.. just. enjoy <333

(PS i notice my responses get longer and longer each time i hope it's not a bother to you or to anyone that comes across this. and pls.. don't thank me im having so much fun chatting with uuu)

HIII firstly. not bothered by ur long responses at all i love reading these it’s like receiving a letter 🫶🏻 pls keep on sending these when u have the time hehe

omg eating ramen at han river…cycling and people-watching that literally sounds like the dream i’m stealing that idea for my own future trip <3 RIIIGHT the couples also i hear all the girls r super pretty w the middest boyfriends ever 🤭 im also an introvert (and actually irl really guarded lol) and i always wonder about what it would really be like to travel w friends or even live with them…wonder what it will do to my social battery and also just seeing me at my worst (11pm-2am) but ngl i won’t know until i try :) my friends and i might all be going overseas to and the same country for uni so it’ll really be like starting a new life and i’m excited to do it w them no matter what happens

sometimes it’s a comparative thing…. it feels like everyone else is there and it’s so sad that you’re not. i’m still debating between actually paying for the byl and also just watching it being streamed off someone else… one thing is that finding links for streams r so stressful esp when they get cut off…. but another is am i rlly gna spend $50 on this….but i hear it’s going to be really special with some new songs <3

the burn out is so real….. i was so annoying for the first few weeks of working because i just couldn’t believe like is this what real life is…? is there really nothing more to life? i was so struck LMFAO i was beginning to realize the power of having a bubble subscription because getting a notification from haechan as i’m rotting at my work cubicle is like a LIFESAVER. this is my last week of work and i’m so excited bc my friend will also be finishing work so we’re sooo gna celebrate by doing jobless things and maximizing our unemployment (weekday lunch deals and cheap museum tickets) 🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻

I HOPE YOUUU feel rested after ur trip and that life’s been going okay…. HOW ARE YOU!!! what have you been doing :)

[magnvs]

❝  DON’T GO WHERE I CAN’T FOLLOW.  ❞

✧･ﾟ:* HAPPY BIRTHDAY, @servinglies! 💋

[dominimoonbeam]

oooohh can i get a "A Hope We Don’t Get Caught Kiss" and "Getting Caught in the Act" for david and darlin because that sounds hilarious to me and something that would happen to them??

thank you and have a wonderful dayyyy ❤️❤️

Hi, Anon!! Thank you for the prompt! <3 <3

I'm setting this in an AU without Angel and Sam.

Darlin/David hope we don't get caught/getting caught.

<3

They were not a couple. Definitely not a couple.

Okay, so they kissed sometimes and did a lot more than kiss sometimes, but they never stayed over and it wasn’t like they had talked about it or anything. No one else knew and as long as no one else knew, it was basically not even a thing…right?

David closed his eyes. He was full of shit. It was definitely a thing, they just hadn’t dealt with it in any way shape or form.

The door to his office opened and then closed. He didn’t have to open his eyes to know who it was. He felt them.

“Am I interrupting a nap?” Darlin asked, the smirk in their voice.

David opened his eyes and looked at them standing there just inside his office, head cock to the side, looking like they didn’t give a shit about anything. They were so good at that—at pretending.

“Can I get a ride with you tonight?” they asked as he got up from his desk and he heard that almost minute tension in their voice, the breathy nerves under all that bravado.

He’d figured out that they asked him that when they wanted to go home with him. He’d give them a ride and invite them up. They’d talk about everything that wasn’t their non-relationship, maybe even make food and watch a movie before one of them made the first move. It was always more or less the same. He loved it. He craved it. He daydreamed about it.

He rounded the desk and walked toward them.

Uncertainty threatened that cocky exterior and Darlin shifted from one foot to the other. “If you’re busy—”

“I’m not too busy for you,” he said, voice low. It was the closest to poetry they’d ever been and he noticed the way Darlin’s eyes widened and their breath caught a little.

David touched their hip, thumb brushing against the waistband of their jeans, touching skin.

Darlin touched his chest, not pushing him away but squirming a little. “Someone could walk in,” they said, voice hushed.

David took a step forward, backing them up against the wall beside the door. “No one is here.”

Darlin stared at him, breath a little faster, eyes full of warring thoughts and wants. David waited, watching, his body leaned into theirs. Darlin had made the first move months ago. How long had they worked it over in their head before that? He’d realized since that despite all appearances, Darlin did not jump into shit. So, it begged the question, what were they?

Darlin’s gaze flicked to his mouth and he knew he had them. They nodded, fast and eager, their arms going around the back of his neck and head tipping up.

Their lips trembled when his mouth touched theirs, opening for him when he pressed the kiss deeper. They’d never kissed anywhere but his apartment before. A part of his brain wanted this was a bad idea. Whatever this was, it was unspoken and secretive and that sort of thing shouldn’t be at their den. But maybe he didn’t want it to be unspoken and secretive. Maybe he wanted to figure it out and he wanted people to know…

Darlin bit his lower lip and he groaned.

The door to his office opened.

Darlin broke the kiss, surprised.

David only moved to turn his head and look Christian dead in the eye. Maybe he’d wanted people to know.

Chrissy sputtered, staring, backing up so hard he hit the door. He grinned when he turned and bolted.

“You should catch him and explain,” Darlin said, breathy. He heard the pang of hurt in their voice. He wouldn’t have recognized it a few months ago.

“Explain what?” He saw the surprise and hope in their eyes and knew he was on the right track.

“We should tell him we’re not a couple,” they said but it almost sounded like a question.

“Should we?” David really asked, smiling a little.

Darlin stared and then relaxed. Their hand slid up his chest again, fingers twisting in his jacket and tugging him in for another kiss.

[escapewriter]

Lover

pairing : vernon x reader

synopsis : love makes you do crazy things, except this wasn’t really crazy for him. he’s just a man in love who’s willing to do it all for you.

genre : fluff, like a lot of fluff, humor

word count : 3.6k

warnings : none

posted : 2/17/21

a/n : ty ty to @woozisnoots for beta reading. i really needed it or it would’ve sounded so awkward so tysm alex <3 and HAPPY VERNON AND SEOKMIN DAYYYY. tell me why this took me almost a month to write even though its like... eh. neway, I HOPE YALL ENJOY, it has that princess and the frog vibe.

TAGLIST : @vibecheckvernon @beomiebear5 @lightoflife @skylions-den @noniesgirl @woozisnoots

won’t let me tag : @pandora1834

send me an ask/dm if you would like to be on the taglist

pieces of love masterlist // playlist // main masterlist

‘Letter 355’ was written in big letters on the front of the envelope. You sat on the bed as you tore the sealed flap open. Vernon has been writing you small notes ever since your 6th year anniversary. This is the first real letter you’ve gotten because before, it was simple post-it notes, and as your 7th year together approaches, you can’t help but wonder what he has planned this time.

You took out the paper, unfolded it and scanned his messy handwriting. You smiled as your fingertips touched the ink on the paper. You began to read:

Ma Belle,

I hope you will have a wonderful day today. Are you surprised you’re getting a letter instead of a post-it note? You probably are lol. Anyway, I just wanted to say I’m sorry for the messy handwriting, I had to leave early this morning and didn’t have time to write neatly, or spell correctly so if you see some typos, you didn’t (cue the clown emoji).

Also, a heads up, I may be returning home late due to the guys wanting to hang out, so if you need me, call me. And yes, I’ll text you if I have to stay at one of their apartments and I’ll text you when I leave. I know the drill ;)

Please be safe today, and you know MY drill don’t you? It’s the exact same thing I said above, HA! So, text me when you leave the house and when you arrive at work. I can’t wait to see you again (even though we live together). I love you Ma Belle. Just 10 more days!

Love, Vernon

You smiled at the nickname he had given you as you felt the familiar rush of fireworks erupt in your stomach, hugging the letter close to your chest. You couldn’t believe how lucky you were to have a man like Vernon. He took time out of his day for almost a year just to write you a letter every morning so you could wake up happy. He is an absolute crazy man for doing this.

You folded up the letter and carefully placed it back in the envelope. You went to your desk, grabbing the photobook on the shelf and opened it, seeing where you kept all his notes for the past year. You flipped to a page and inserted the letter in an empty slot. You closed the book and placed it on the shelf once more, looking at it as you thought about how he was capable of doing something like this for a whole year, who knows what he has planned for your anniversary.

~

Vernon has a lot planned actually. He is going to keep writing you letters every morning before he goes to work, but on the day of your anniversary, it’s going to be a little different and he couldn’t wait for that day to come.

He walked alone, glancing into the stores that he passed as he waited for the call. He turned around and began to head back to where he came from before, feeling the buzzing of his phone. He looked at the screen and answered.

“Hey Shua, are you guys done?” He bit his lower lip a bit, hoping they got what he had asked for. He heard his friend sigh on the other end of the line.

“Hell yeah we got it.” Letting out a breath of relief, he nodded as he listened to Joshua tell him to return back to the car so they could go and eat. Hanging up, he walked quickly back to meet up with his friends.

He could not wait for the day to come.

//

You saw ‘Letter 360’ taped to the refrigerator when you reached the kitchen to prepare yourself breakfast. You had only received small notes like before ever since ‘Letter 355’, so you were a bit taken aback because you simply thought that he wrote a long letter due to his busy schedule that day. You weren’t sure what to expect of this though as he told you the night prior that he would be home before dinner.

You tore the flap of the envelope and took out the paper, quickly unfolding it as you began to read his messy handwriting:

Ma Belle,

Did you sleep well last night? I hope so because then I’ll feel bad for not being able to be there with you to make you feel better :( But!!! I hope this will make your morning a bit brighter if it wasn’t already. Inside the microwave are some pancakes that I made Mingyu bring for me because I would’ve burnt them. But they’re probably cold so you have to heat it up. There were 4 in total but I was hungry and ate one hehe.

Anyway, I’ll see you in a few hours, Ma Belle. Stay safe at work and text me! I love you!

Love, Vernon

You felt the warmth creep up in your chest as you grinned, rereading the letter again. Although this made you incredibly happy, you couldn’t help but think about what you could do better for Vernon in this relationship. You never want him to feel as if he was the only one putting effort.

After making a quick decision, you put the letter back in the envelope and brought it to your room, placing it in an empty slot of the photobook. You went back out to the kitchen and heated up the pancakes Vernon had mentioned, deciding that you will make a small trip to the store after having breakfast.

~

Unknowingly, you walked down the same path Vernon had the day he went out with his friends secretly without telling you. You passed multiple stores as you racked your brain for some sort of idea on what to get him. You already had your anniversary gift planned out for him, but that’s a secret that you have been keeping from him since day one. You just hope he doesn’t go searching for the photobook.

You walked slowly, glancing into stores to get some sort of idea before stopping in front of a jewelry store. You hesitated knowing that Vernon never wanted you to spend so much money on him, but look at where you are. You decide to tell him it’s an anniversary gift instead of just giving it to him tonight so that way he wouldn’t get mad at you. Yeah, that’s a better plan.

As you enter the store, your eyes immediately go to the locked glass cases of beautiful jewelry. Maybe you should’ve thought this through because you had no idea what to get him. Looks like guessing is the best bet for you.

//

You made it home from work just before Vernon got home. Quickly, you went to your room and took the box out of the bag and placed it behind the photobook. You disposed of the bag, making sure that Vernon wouldn’t spot any evidence of the fact that you spent a lot of money on him.

You were now in the kitchen, looking to prepare something for dinner before the front door opened with your boyfriend coming in with bags in his hand. You smiled and quickly met him at the door, grabbing a few bags before kissing his cheek.

“You bought dinner? I was planning to make something for you.” He smiled warmly and led you to the dining room, placing the bags on the table. He quickly kissed your cheek before holding one of your hands.

“Ma Belle~” The teasing sound of his voice echoed in your ears as you smiled widely, shying away a bit before you felt the tips of his fingers move your head to face his again, “You don’t have to cook for me tonight. Let’s just relax and enjoy the food I bought, how does that sound?” You stared into his hypnotizing eyes, the warmth in your chest rising as you nodded your head with a smile.

“Okay! Let's get some plates!”

//

You woke up to an empty bed, confused as to why Vernon wasn’t next to you. Sitting up straight, you looked at your night stand, searching for the familiar post-it note or envelope. You thought that maybe it was something similar to the letter 5 days ago where you found it taped to the fridge.

You stretched out your arms, yawning in the process as you heard your phone buzz on the table. Unplugging it, you opened your messages and spotted a familiar name. Boo Seungkwan.

‘You home?’ You didn’t know why he was texting you at this time, he was usually asleep. And he knows that it’s your anniversary with Vernon today, so you were confused as to why he was asking if you were home.

‘No. I’m with Vernon.’ Obviously you lied to try and get out of any sort of event he may have planned just so you can eat a small breakfast and get ready for the day. You just have to find Vernon’s note.

‘Bullshit. I’m with Vernon right now.’ Your eyes widened, a scowl appearing on your face as you questioned why Vernon was with Seungkwan instead of you. ‘Why are you with Vernon? Where are you guys?’

On the other side of the phone, Seungkwan was panicking. He knew that you weren’t with Vernon because Vernon was with Joshua setting up everything for your anniversary.

He looked around the room, thinking of an answer to come up with before Chan walked in, “Seungkwan? What are you doing here? Aren’t you supposed to be distracting them for Vernon?” He tossed his phone to the younger, eyes filled with fear and uneasiness. Chan read the messages and laughed, “Vernon will kill you if you don’t pull this off. Good luck!” Seungkwan groaned as he decided to just show up at your home and keep you occupied.

You stared at the messages, expecting him to answer but received nothing. You sighed and just locked your phone, mind now set on looking for the letter. Every step you took to look into a room, your fingers were crossed in hopes that you would find any sort of evidence that Vernon has left for you. Plopping onto the couch, you thought that maybe he just forgot to write today, but it didn’t make sense since he wrote everyday for a whole year without forgetting. Even in previous letters, he would count down the days until it was your anniversary. It just didn’t make any sense.

You heard the doorbell ring, an ounce of hope in your heart as you thought that it could be Vernon. He has a key to the house. You sighed and got up from the couch as you went to the front door, unlocking it with a click and opening it.

Your eyes met Seungkwan’s and it immediately turned into a glare. “I thought you were with Vernon, hm?” He grinned sheepishly and scratched the back of his neck.

“I lied.”

“I can see that.” You stepped to the side, making way for him to enter your house. You watched him sit on the couch as you closed the door and locked it. “What are you doing here, Seungkwan?”

“Uhm— Did you eat breakfast?” You saw his hands wipe down against his jeans, a nervous habit he had that you picked up on throughout your years of friendship.

“No I didn’t. And you avoided my question—”

“You haven’t eaten?” He stood up abruptly, determined to keep you distracted until lunch time, “Come on, lets cook some breakfast for you!” He turned towards the kitchen with you following closely after him after rolling your eyes and just letting it slide, thinking that maybe Vernon put him up to this.

//

Seungkwan sighed in content after finishing up his food, his eyes moving to meet your hard ones. “Seungkwan,” His eyes went to look around the room, just as long as they weren’t at you, “Seungkwan, stop avoiding eye contact.” He looked back at you, his lips pursed and throat feeling dry. “I have so many questions, but I won’t even bother at this point.” You shook your head and took your plate and his, bringing it to the sink and began to wash them.

As you were washing, you heard your name fall from his lips, “I can wash them, you have to go get ready.” Your head shot up, eyes looking to the side but your head staying in place.

“Get ready how? Where are we going?”

Seungkwan got up from his seat and stood next to you, “Don’t play dumb. Do you want your letter or not?” Your eyes lit up, nodding as you turned off the water and quickly went into your room to wash up and get ready.

“Thank you Seungkwan!”

//

You sat in the car with the radio gently playing in the background. A comfortable silence fell upon you and Seungkwan, who was in the driver's seat. You remembered to bring your gift as you looked at the large bag sitting on the floor between your legs. You checked the time on your phone, seeing that it was almost lunch.

“Wow, if Vernon planned a lunch, I’m glad you ate most of the breakfast food.” You out the window, giggling with Seungkwan.

“That was the whole point of me eating all the food. I had to keep you busy for a few more hours.”

You sighed and nodded your head in understanding, turning your head to look at the side of his face, “Where are we headed to anyway?”

He glanced away from the road to look at you for a split second before lifting up his hand, his pointer finger placed on his lips as he made a ‘shh’ sound. “It’s a secret.”

“Well can you tell me if it’s far? I kind of want to take a nap.”

“Go for it, but don’t get mad when I wake you up.”

//

Your eyes fluttered, feeling the cool breeze against your skin as goosebumps rose. You opened your eyes, seeing your boyfriend standing next to you with the car door open. He flashed his gummy smile, holding his hand out for you to take, “Ma Belle~”

You looked down at the floor as you placed your hand in his, stepping out of the car with your bag and present in hand. “Where have you been Vernon Chwe?”

You smiled cheekily at him to which he shrugged with a teasing smile, “I’ve been doing things.”

You began to smile, looking at your interlocked fingers as he led you to a familiar area. You scanned the place, seeing the light of the sun reflect off the little lake that you knew all too well. Your hand tightened in his grasp causing him to stop walking and to turn to look at you, “What’s wrong?” You pouted, puppy eyes boring into his as he smiled softly.

“You took me here? I thought this place became private property and people weren’t allowed to be here.” He laughed softly and brought up his hand, placing his pointer finger against his lips.

“Shhh, we’re not.” Your eyes widened as you hit him with your bag and he laughed, “I’m kidding, I talked to the owner and they were fine with it, come on, let’s go.”

He brought you over to a picnic setup, the tall tree providing you shade that can cool your down from the scorching sun. You both sat down on the blanket, looking out to the lake with the mini table in between. You sighed in content, your eyes never leaving the shining lake, “Vernon this is incredible. I’m so happy you were able to get us in here.” You looked over at your boyfriend, a smirk on his face as he held up the missing letter.

“I know you’ve been wondering where the final letter was but I don’t know if I want to give it to you just yet.” You rolled your eyes, crossing your arms. “You have to eat with me first and then I’ll give you the letter, okay?” You smiled and nodded your head happily, the thought of what could possibly be in the letter consumes your mind.

//

You finished your food with a toss of your napkin to the plate, your eyes immediately going to Vernon who was laughing softly. “I know what you’re going to ask, but first let me open my gift, please?” He pouted in which you rolled your eyes in response.

“Fine.”

You handed over the bag, biting your lip out of a nervous habit, watching him take out the tissue paper and spotting the box and photobook. He took out the photobook, looking at you with an unsure expression before opening it. Raising his eyebrows, he found every note he has written to you, and next to it is a note you have written in response.

He took a deep breath, flipping through all the pages, trying to be as slow as possible just to tease you, but no luck, “Vernon you can read it at home.” You whined next to him as he slightly glared at you,

“Hey, I just want to appreciate you.” Still, he listened and put the photobook back in the bag and then took out the box. He opened the top carefully and stared at the piece of jewelry laying inside.

He head lolled to look at you, another pout on his lips, “I told you not to buy me anything expensive.”

You giggled and nodded your head towards the bracelet, “Dig a little deeper Vernon,” He rolled his eyes at your remark of quoting the song before taking out the chain. He turned the small heart-shaped charm over and found your name next to the words ‘Your Evangeline’ engraved in it.

His grip on the chain loosened as he handed it to you, holding out his arm, “Put it on for me?” Quickly you wrapped it around his wrist and locked it in place, beaming with happiness. “I love this, I just— it’s beautiful.”

“Can I read the letter now?” He sighed in defeat as he failed to stall everything a little while longer.

“Way to ruin the sentimental mood.” He handed you the letter, watching you bounce in excitement as you prepared to rip it open.

“Wait! Read it up there, next to the lake. Pretend I’m not here, like how you would read any letter in the morning, okay?” You nodded standing up and scurried over to the lake, thinking about how weird it was that he asked you to read it at this spot. The thought left your mind the second your eyes scanned ‘Letter 365’. Your heart pounded in your ears as you ripped the flap open and pulled out the paper. You began to read:

Ma Belle,

Happy 7th year Anniversary! Can you believe it has been seven years we’ve been together? It feels so amazing. I’m sorry you had to read this through a letter, but I feel like writing it out conveyed my feelings better than when I just wing it. So, I hope you prepare yourself because this is going to be a ride full of cheese and cringe.

I remember our first date here. It was very cheesy and seemed too extravagant for a first date, but we have known each other for a few months before I asked you out, so I call it a success. Anyway, I’ll never forget the look on your face when you saw the little fairy lights light up just at the snap of my finger. You said it looked like fireflies and reminded you of Princess and the Frog. Anyway, getting back to the point, the point is, this little lake holds a place in my heart because it was all those months of me silently pining after you to finally be able to take you here, it made me realize that I love you. And I want to spend the rest of my life with you.

Oh! Which reminds me of our first here, when we danced to the soundtrack of the movie. It’s random, I know but I don’t think you remember that. You probably won’t remember me proposing to you either, would you? Turn around Ma Belle :)

You slowly turned around, the blanket and picnic table gone, all that’s left in front of you is Vernon down on one knee holding up a small box displaying a beautiful ring. The arm holding the letter drops, your free hand coming up to slightly cover your mouth now agape. From his shaky hands to his beaming smile, the love you had for the man in front of you intensified.

He cleared his throat and took a deep breath, “So, do you remember now?” The water in your eyes that have been threatening to spill finally let go as you nodded your head, “Ma Belle~” That damn grin on his face made your knees shake, “Will you be my Evangeline and marry me?” Your legs collapsed, your knees hitting the grass as you hugged Vernon tightly, whispering ‘Yes’ into his ear.

The amount of love you felt in your heart took over as you cried silently against him. He pulled away, laughing softly as he wiped your tears and brought your hand up, slipping the ring onto your ring finger. “Hansol Vernon Chwe, no wonder you wanted to open my gift first.”

He shrugged, looking into your eyes with that same teary smile before leaning in and placing a soft yet meaningful kiss on your lips. In that magical moment, you knew that this is all for you; he is all for you and you wouldn’t have it any other way.

[mammonspeanut]

Father's is coming up. Was wondering if you could make like the bro celebrating Father's Day to Lucifer since he's like that dad in the family.

Pls forgive me if this isn’t that good since I never celebrate father’s day due to personal reasons so I don’t really know what people do. But to anyone out there looking for a new mom or dad, I’m your new mom or day <3, Love you child I am so proud of you xoxox -Mom/Dad

This takes place a couple years after the fall so MC isn’t even on the radar.

Lucifer could have sworn that something had happened the second he woke up the house was quiet and peaceful. Turning around and checking the time he noticed that it was almost 11:15 am. Cursing himself for sleeping in he groggily got out of the bed. By the time he had dressed he figured out why he had slept so long because no-one was screaming or breaking anything. His mind running circles he began to overthink and worry.

“Oh god what if they killed themselves, Those idiots always forget that we ascend back to heaven,” Lucifer mumbled scrunching his eyebrows together before sprinting out of his room.

Checking all the rooms and their bedrooms as he walked towards the dining room the fear that something had happened to them only grew.

“Those idiots,” Lucifer hissed quickening his pace as he rushed down the hallway.

Almost arriving at the dining room Lucifer heard hushed whispers.

“Shh.. shhh.. He’s coming.”

“I’m going to beat him -.”

“- gimme that”

“Be quiet you idiots”

“I - kills all of you”

Only understanding fragments of the words spoken Lucifer felt rage bubble up in himself. Turning into his demon for he rounded the corner out of breath.

“HAPPY FATHER’S DAY!!! - Oi Beel stop eating that!”

Everyone shouted as Mammon tried to keep Beel from eating the brunch they had prepared.

“What are you doing? I am not your father,” Lucifer huffed secretly counting if all brothers were in the room.

“We know but still!”, Asmodeus chimed throwing confetti in the air.

“Well, you don’t have to be a father to be a dad. I mean remember seeing the humans celebrate it with their adoptive parents, single mother, grandparents, their partner of their parent hey even just some random guy that stood out as a father figure.”, Levi explained guiding Lucifer by the hand to the table as he winced from the pain of retracting his wings.

“Ya know, you did more for us than our father did. You took care of Satan who was literally not there one second and then the next he was fighting and falling along with us. You took care of Levi’s and Belphie’s wounds while comforting Beel as he was scared to lose another sibling. You took care of Asmo who was writhing in pain as he had his leg broken. Not to mention you helped all of us with our changes into demons. Damn and I gotta admit, Ya even helped me...and ya know it..”, Mammon said teary-eyed.

“But I am the reason all of you fell,” Lucifer whispered as he looked over the table decorated in the most beautiful flowers in Devildom. The room fell silent as Lucifer clutched the amulet around his neck. “It was all because of me..”, Lucifer whispered...

Mammon looked around among the brothers and then spoke up “Ya know I’m not good with words but I told you before and I’ll tell you again. I and our brothers do not regret a thing and for all I care you saved us and, well, and I wouldn’t change a thing and I’d fall with you over and over again!”

Lucifer looked into the faces of his younger siblings while they nodded teary-eyed, agreeing to the words Mammon had spoken. Feeling a tear roll down his cheek Lucifer smiled at them. “I’m glad I fell with you too.

After eating together it was time for presents that all of the brothers wanted to give Lucifer first.

“Ugh so whatever anyways cough up the presents ya losers,” Mammon choked rubbing the tears out of his eyes as his younger brothers chimed out surrounding Lucifer with their handmade crafts.

“Oi, this is for you,” Mammon said as he looked away from Lucifer trying not to cry.

Confused Lucifer looked up at Mammon shaking the little black box as he tried to hurry him to open it up. Slowly wrapping his slender fingers around it he inspected it before opening it up.

“I know how ya liked those things thought I’d get you a new pair,” Mammon mumbled wiping the new set of tears from his chin as Lucifer took one pair of red and one pair of Black gloves out. Slipping them on he noticed how well the felt, fitting like a second pair of skin.

“How?”, Lucifer asked.

“Well remember when I told ya I wrecked your gloves, well I took them so they could make some that fitted better than those old things.”

“Th-Thanks....”

“Oi Beel ya fatass! Stay away from the cake!”, Mammon called out rushing over to pull Beelzebub from the cake.

“Uhhh they are so pretty,” Satan gushed as Lucifer rubbed some leftover dough off of his face.

“I know right, so show me what you made with your brothers?” Lucifer cooed as he reached for his present while Belphegor had fallen asleep in his lap.

“Luucifer, shall I wake him up?”, Asmo chirped poking his younger brother in the face.

“Nah, let him sleep. Ohhh this looks so pretty did you both do this together?”, Lucifer asked holding up the Maccaroni pictures Satan and Asmodeus had made making them giggle.

“Hey Lucifer! Come over here!”, Levi called. Walking over with Satan on his hand while he carried Belphegor while Asmodeus followed slipping his small hands into Lucifer’s black gloves.

“I know we don’t have many things yet but I put our favorite memories together, all the videos and pictures!” Levi mumbled as he sat between  Lucifer’s legs. Beel joined quickly after grabbing a fist full of the cake before sitting next to Lucifer while Mammon stretched himself over the back of the couch and Asmodeus leaned his head onto Lucifer’s shoulder.

Pressing a button a video began to play;

Levi: Soooo here we are HI am I Levi and these are my brothers

Lucifer ; MAAAAMOOOOOON GET OUT OF THE TREE!!!

Satan: Do you think he will fall?

Asmodeus: I hope he doesn’t! If he does I hope he breaks his neck!

Satan: Asmo noo?

-The clip changes-

Satan handing Beel a fist full of dirt: Here some cake!

Beel eating dirt: Delic-

Lucifer comes by scooping up Beel only to shake him upside down so he’ll let the bugs and dirt fall.

-Next clip-

Asmodeus standing infront of the mirror singing with his arm in a cast while Lucifer humms and helps him fix his hair. Levi zooms in on Belphegor wrapped around Lucifers leg. Levi and Mamon begin to giggle quietly as the footage shakes. Suddenly something crashes and Asmodeus whips his head around catching the two brothers. 

Asmo begins to cry: LUUUUCIIIIIIIIFFEEEEERRRR!!

-The next clip plays-

Levi: Lu where is Belphie?

Mammon: WHOA I CAN SEE BELPHIE

Satan: WHERE IS HE???

Mammon : ON THE ROOF

Lucifer running towards the house:NOOOOOOOOO

Levi behind the camera: How did he get up there doesn’t he sleep all day?

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Today was Father’s day and as Lucifer put on his red gloves he smiled to himself. Leaving his room he calmly walked to the dining room peaking into all of his brother's messy bedrooms. Taking a deep breath he walked around the corner and entered the dining room.

HAPPY FATHER’S DAYYYY !!!  

Mammon; Oi Beel ya fatass!

[ihateyourmom]

omg i love ur new theme :D

hope u had a nice dayyyy <3 luv u

I only have pictures of kettles right now ✋😭😭!!!! but thank you <3<3 I hope your having a wonderful day too <<3🥰🥰🥰💞💞💞😘😘😘👩‍❤‍👩👩‍❤‍👩👩‍❤‍👩 luv u too <3

[letmebeyourgalathee]

all the colors cause I can’t pick just a few 🥺❤️ you’re amazing bb!! I hope you had a wonderful dayyyy <3

Aaaaaah it’s too much 🥺 I love you so much omg. HAVE AN INCREDIBLE DAY BABY LOVE 💓💓💓

< drowning you with a shower of kisses >

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ohemGee.. this is totellie NOT tracyy.. lalalalala jp muahaha.. so yeaah.. hrmm juszz wanna tell yaah a pinch of todaaaiii.. issh maaaaiii fun dayyyy!!! woop woop!!! hrmmm.. why? damnit iono.. hahahaa jp ;] well, hrmm.. lemme see wut happend todaaaaii bitchesssss well.. yeaaaah....basically well todaaaiii isss.......... a fun dayyyyy!!!! okaii there yaaah go.. ;] I don't want a lot for Christmas There is just one thing I need/ (and I) Don't care about presents/ Underneath the Christmas tree/ I don't need to hang my stocking/ There upon the fireplace/ Santa Claus won't make me happy/ With a toy on Christmas day/I just want you for my own/  More than you could ever know/ Make my wish come true/ All I want for Christmas is you.../  You baby/ x0x0 for yooh :: do not cut tha lerix cuszz issh purdyyyy!!! kaii cya later ;] muaah ;] hope to have more fun daaaays taah cumm!!! <3

2005-12-16 01:31:06 2005-12-16 06:31:06 open Private post 407536629 traciouswink Fri, 27 Jun 2008 00:35:16 -04:00

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2005-12-11 21:18:14 2005-12-12 02:18:14 open Private post 404893145 traciouswink Fri, 27 Jun 2008 00:34:59 -04:00

thingyees i want for Xmasz ;] aka :: tha wish list <333 a] new cellyee [done, from daddyee&&`mommyee ] b] d&&`b or coach purse [puh-weez? jp]  c] new digicam woop woop ;] d] new american eagle track jacket e] bear cuddler [this is for maii p.i., again, p.i. friends puahaha, i miss bear cuddler!!!] f] go to chinatown and jusz eat a bowl of BEEF WONTON!!! woop woop g] roadtrip to seattle, and meet maii sissie Dannii <3 h] anklet, a purdy one ;] i] a thousen` comments on maii mS before newyear j] a pink pen jusz because ;] K] tha aeropostale bear <3 l] that big Patrick Star stuffyee m] tha starbucks gift card ;] N] and to be with maii Chris on Xmasz...sigh... there you go puahaha... ;]

2005-12-10 23:39:59 2005-12-11 04:39:59 open Private post 404305659 traciouswink Fri, 27 Jun 2008 00:34:44 -04:00

hi hi.. well 3-day weekend woop woop! friday... melissa asked me to go to cp cuszz we be havin` a snowball fight and we be makin` snowmen yanna-mean? i told chris and he`s lykk.. okaii ill go.. but i remember that imma drop-off maii dad AiiRPORT... =[.. to cali, then pi!!! woop woop.. but mann.. i wnna go too.. nahhh, not really <3... right hunnii? <3 so yeaah.. i went to tha airport.. then went to cp.. omg it was fun! hee hee.. then.. chris and i went to.. STARBUCKS! lol.. then... we read sum books there.. ;] is cool hee hee.. oh yeaah.. thenn.. waaah waaah before sleepin`.. kaii thasz it.. saturday.. OK so basically i went to maii hunnii`s place.. and had a snowball fight with our ni-san niko.. hee hee.. then chill.. then..     cha-ching! hee hee.. we went to towne center.. ALL HAPPii.. hrmm.. lol <3 [[im not done.. im fuckin` tired!!!]] imma jusz type it tomaroe byee!

2005-12-05 02:36:47 2005-12-05 07:36:47 open Private post 400580117 traciouswink Fri, 27 Jun 2008 00:34:16 -04:00

>by chris: I scored a 67% on the "How Korean R U?" Quizie! What about you? 73% on the "How cool are you?" Quizie! What about you? I scored a 27% on the "How Starbucks Are You?" Quizie! What about you? I scored a 74% on the "Are you addicted to the computer?" Quizie! What about you? I scored a 24% on the "Addicted To AIM??" Quizie! What about you? I scored a 15% on the "how myspace are you?" Quizie! What about you? I scored a 33% on the "How Starbucks Are You?" Quizie! What about you? I scored a 23% on the "How iPod Are You?" Quizie! What about you? >i scored="" a="">26% on the "How white are you??!" Quizie! What about you?> I scored a 42% on the "how chinese are you" Quizie! What about you? I scored a 46% on the "ObsesSion??? Harry Potter..." Quizie! What about you? I scored a 53% on the "How Japanese Are You?" Quizie! What about you? I scored a 54% on the "hOw FiLiPiNo ArE yOu?" Quizie! What about you? by tracy : I scored a 35% on the "how chinese are you" Quizie! What about you? i scored="" a="">37% on the "How Vietnamese are you?" Quizie! What about you? >I scored a 100% on the "How cool are you?" Quizie! What about you? >I scored a 68% on the "How white are you??!" Quizie! What about you? I scored a 77% on the "Are you addicted to the computer?" Quizie! What about you? I scored a 53% on the "How Japanese Are You?" Quizie! What about you? I scored a 52% on the "Addicted To AIM??" Quizie! What about you? I scored a 75% on the "hOw FiLiPiNo ArE yOu?" Quizie! What about you? I scored a 69% on the "how myspace are you?" Quizie! What about you? I scored a 52% on the "How Korean R U?" Quizie! What about you?

2005-12-03 01:58:27 2005-12-03 06:58:27 open Private post 399267611 traciouswink Fri, 27 Jun 2008 00:32:56 -04:00

CHRiiS AND TRACY ARE PROUD PARENTS OF A PiiGGY, A HEDGEHOG AND A NiiNJA FETUS! YAYY FERR US!

adopt your own virtual pet!

I adopted a cute lil' ninja fetusfrom Fetusmart! Hooray fetus!

2005-12-03 01:03:16 2005-12-03 06:03:16 open Private post 399246177 traciouswink Fri, 27 Jun 2008 00:32:26 -04:00

kenti new way xien** so gyeaah.. uhh... saturdaii.. hrmm lets see.. my lover and i woke up at the same effin` time.. how coolsz that? lol.. KOOL........................... =] then we talked by our CELLiiEEE! ;] ;] ;] then.. ate lunch.. then.. computurr.. o0ohh.. i downloaded songs ferr my gangsta`-pod!!! woot woot.. thasz a lotta songs.. i swear.. SWEAR!!! l0l hrmm.. while dloadin`.. im talkin to maii friends.. and of course maii lover.. =] well thasz about it.. hahaha.. oh chyeaah.. me and chris talked that night.. as always.. <3 sunday<3 hrmm.. woke up a lil early then maii lover.. lol then cleand maii room! while talkin to hunnii and TAKIN` PICXSZZIES! HAHAHA.. so funnii.. not. so yeaah.. ate lunch agiin and maii dad and i went to south hill mall jusz because.. and yeaah shop shop shop! not. then computurr.. tAlked to maii lover and friends. hrmm.. laughed a lot.. *wink chris.. solved a problem ;].. did maii laundry T_T.. and eat eat eat!!! purdayy much it! see ya next week! x0x0 oh yeaah.. maii dad we be goin back to cali,   THEN.. all of tha fams we be goin to tha pi.. ... ... ... yeaah, bye! PURDAYY_NENE we love you tito genie <3

2005-11-28 00:45:48 2005-11-28 05:45:48 open Private post 396048877 traciouswink Fri, 27 Jun 2008 00:32:12 -04:00

chrisz survey!!!

TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The SurveyName:christopher [11/26/05]Birthday:jan.8 19xxBirthplace:seoul, koreaCurrent Location:lakewood with my babygirlEye Color:brownHair Color:not jet black with highlightsHeight:5`10``Right Handed or Left Handed:rightyYour Heritage:half korean, half whiteThe Shoes You Wore Today:nothing. Your Weakness:tracyYour Fears:losing tracyYour Perfect Pizza:whatever we orderGoal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:stay @ cp and stay with tracyYour Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:lolThoughts First Waking Up:1]what time is it 2]i wonder if tracy`s upYour Best Physical Feature:smile as told by tracyYour Bedtime:11pmYour Most Missed Memory:my papaPepsi or Coke:cokeMacDonalds or Burger King:phÖ thaiSingle or Group Dates:singleLipton Ice Tea or Nestea:nesteaChocolate or Vanilla:neitherCappuccino or Coffee:capDo you Smoke:noDo you Swear:pssh..yeahDo you Sing:yeahDo you Shower Daily:uh huhHave you Been in Love:i am right nowDo you want to go to College:yupDo you want to get Married:definitelyDo you belive in yourself:most of the timeDo you get Motion Sickness:noo0o0o0o0o0!Do you think you are Attractive:not really [tracy:heck yeah hunnii!]Are you a Health Freak:noDo you get along with your Parents:pssh..noDo you like Thunderstorms:who does?Do you play an Instrument:im korean, of course i do.In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:yesIn the past month have you Smoked:noIn the past month have you been on Drugs:nopeIn the past month have you gone on a Date:yesIn the past month have you gone to a Mall:aww..noIn the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:i dont like chocolate, they dont even come in boxes. wait, do they?In the past month have you eaten Sushi:yesIn the past month have you been on Stage:noooo.. stage frightIn the past month have you been Dumped:noIn the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:no. but i wish i did with someone*wink wink [tracy:ur wrong hunnii, who can skinny dip without sum1?]In the past month have you Stolen Anything:no. im a good boy...not[tracy:yeppp..not!]Ever been Drunk:noEver been called a Tease:i hope not [tracy:pssh....]Ever been Beaten up:by my brother. ass [tracy:jusz say yes..gosh!]Ever Shoplifted:when i was a kid [tracy:cusz u dunno ur rich? gosh....]How do you want to Die:painlesslyWhat do you want to be when you Grow Up:iono [tracy:pssh...]What country would you most like to Visit:philippines with tracy [tracy: =(]In a Boy/Girl..Favourite Eye Color:brownFavourite Hair Color:not jet blackShort or Long Hair:longHeight:5`4``Weight:doesnt matter to meBest Clothing Style:ionoNumber of Drugs I have taken:noneNumber of CDs I own:iono.. u can countNumber of Piercings:0Number of Tattoos:0Number of things in my Past I Regret:1, making my sweetheart cry [tracy:awwww...] CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!

2005-11-26 18:06:51 2005-11-26 23:06:51 open Private post 395128187 traciouswink Fri, 27 Jun 2008 00:31:56 -04:00

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Take the quiz: "Which Mean Girls Character Are you? (girlz)" Regina George Your the hottest girl in school. 2005-11-26 15:21:21 2005-11-26 20:21:21 open Private post 395049887 traciouswink Fri, 27 Jun 2008 00:31:41 -04:00

hihi.. hee hee.. w0w.. l0ng weekend ferr me huh? hee hee.. well let`s see, let`s see.. 0kaii, thursdaii.. hrmm.. i woke up earlier then maii l0ver chris! hahaha.. then.. we went t0 maii granniie`s h0use tah eat lunch yepp yepp, guys.. lunch.. cuszz issh thanksgivin`, duhhhr.. haha.. s0 yeaa.. then.. stayed here ferr lykk tha wh0le daii! freakiin` arrgh! then.. maii hunnii bunch decided t0 g0 here since he`s around maii `h0od.. then.. we partied!...n0t. we talked about funniie stuff.. haha.. yeaah.. im hypurr.. =] then i lent him maii track jackiit cusz his track jackiit was wet lykk hell.. im shweet lykk that <3 i ate chicken, 2 times! lol so yeaah.. then.. he left.. *s0b buh yeaah.. issh co0l th0u.. <3 then.. well stayed hurr.. g0sh.. [sike] then.. had a l0ng celly marath0n with maii hunnii.. issh c0ol 0b c0rsz.. =] -end FRYDAii <3 ii WOKE UP ii THiiNK EARLiiER THEN MAii LOVER.. WELL iiONO.. HRMM YEAAH.. THEN.. WE WENT TO TOWNEY.. ATE LUNCH!!! SPENT 140+ DOLLERS WOOT WOOT! [SiiKE] iiSH PROLLiiE TRUU ;] THEN YEAAH.. STAYED HURR.. THEN... MAii HUNNii CAME OVA AGiiN! HEE HEE~ WE ATE GRAPES CASHEWS AND DRANK COKE PLAYED TiiBiiDiiBiiDiiB SCORE WAS :: 13 TO 5 ii WON! THEN WE PLAYED YANKEE DOODLE! SCORE WAS :: 18 TO 3 HAHA! HUNNii U SUCK! JP! GOSH! LOVE YAH HUNNii <3 U MADE MAii DAii LYKK ALWAYS <3 AWWW.. SHWEET ii NOE, ii NOE.. OHH YEAHH.. DON`T HATE BITCHES! WE NOE WE`RE LUCKiiE! SO YEAHH.. THEN.. HE LEFT.. *SOB.. THEN.. WELL STAYED HERE.. THEN.. TALKED TO MAii FRiiENDS BY AiiM AND COMMENTS JUSZ LYKK EVERY FRiiGiiN` DAY! LOL OH YEAAH.. THENN.. ATE STEAK AND GARLiiC BREAD.. YUMMiiE! THEN ATE BiiL GAW GHii AND BUTTERED DiiNNER BREAD.. YUMMiiE TOO! HEE HEE.. THEN.. THASZ PURDii MUCH iiT! OKAii.. iiL JUSZ ADD THA NEXT 2 DAYS PROLLiiE SUNDAii OKAii! BYE BYE! SO HYPURR! PURDAYY_NENE

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(AnImE PiCs) brought to you by Quizilla ~Fan~ The fan is your weapon! Heh, don't laugh, this is can be weapon and not a decoration as it usually is you know! Though it is rather a defensive weapon, when used carefully, you can disarm an opponent and therefore, use their weapon instead! It's pretty and light to carry, and a great disguise, fooling others that you have no intention to harm them, when you really do! What's Your Perfect Anime Weapon? brought to you by Quizilla You are the Sweet Cat. You are one of the friendliest Cats around! You love to make new friends and to meet new people.You are also Outgoing and a Joyful Cat. You Hate to be ignored by others but......you talk alot so they usually ignore you. What Anime Cat Are You? //.:With CUTE Anime Pics:.// brought to you by Quizilla Your eye color should be pink. You're the classic girlnextdoor, a sweet, loving, daddy's girl. You can be shy when meeting new people and absolutely adore cute and cuddly animals and toys. 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The blue of the sky and the light of day beat into your soul and you drift into the world and around without harming anything or making any ripples in the fabric of humanity. Enjoy your peace, few have it, though few would want it at the cost. Where do you belong?(ANIME IMAGES) brought to you by Quizilla Waaah! You're so LOVABLE! Everybody likes you, because you're a great person to have around and it's always happy about everything ^^. congrats! and...can I hug you?? plz! ^///^ Yet another personality test ^-^ (nice anime pics!) NEW outcome!! brought to you by Quizilla You have an intense kiss! You and your partner connect when you kiss and you forget about the rest of the world. Hey, call me!!! ^_~ What anime kiss are you? brought to you by Quizilla You are a summer. You are a time bomb of fun.  You just wait for your moment to burst and let your hyperness shine.  You are very energetic and people know that you are hard to get mad because you are having too much fun to really care.  You are a social butterfly and you love to talk and meet new people.  You keep you hyper ways up we need some in this world! ^_^ What Season Best Fits You? (anime pics) brought to you by Quizilla   Like oh my gosh. You got a guy who's cute and sweet. He's so sweet that he'ld take you out for dinner or at a cafe just to buy what you want:) Even if it's just a candy stick. Yup it's love. You got a great guy waiting for you somewhere. You just gotta look harder;) Who's Perfect For You??? (Cute Anime Pics) brought to you by Quizilla Ok you are a romantic anime girl and you love and care for a lot of people.There is no evil in you soul or your heart.Though sometimes people don't feel the same way as you do you keep on trying to change their mind.You love to help people out and you are always happy.Keep on trying to make the whole world smile because you know smiles are contagious ^_^.Oh and if it seems like there is nobody who could love you as much as you could love them it doesn't matter the thing is that the only thing that matters is that he cares and loves you and it doesn't matter how much well maybe it does but don't set you standards to high cuz then you'll find nobody If You Were An Anime Character What Would You Look Like?(Girls Only) brought to you by Quizilla Natural Beauty! You impress with your narural charme and your simple beauty. You only want to be the person you are and be accepted as that. Go you! What kind of beauty are you? .._..contains Anime pictures.._.. brought to you by Quizilla You are a Princess, accustomed to only the best. Elegant and poised, you believe in High Standards, and like your standards to be met. You are gracious and kind, to those you find deserving; but woe betide anyone who does not meet your standards, you would dismiss them with a casual wave of your hand. Not only do you set high standards for others, you set them for yourself also, and sometimes find yourself struggling to meet them. Most of your life you have gained what you wanted, probably an only or youngest child, you put you first. However, saying that, you are not entirely self-centred,it's simply you've learnt to put yourself first. When moved, you are capable of empathy and kindness, and would willingly do your best to help others; but your life so far has taught you, that you must come first. You are also well learned.

At your best, you are kind, gracious, noble and focused; at your worst you are selfish, dismissive and stubborn. If you don't agree with something, you would nod your head graciously, and refuse to be swayed.

You are special, and everyone should know that. Are you a Princess, Enchantress, Faerie, Mermaid or Toad?  (with pictures!) brought to you by Quizilla Your Japanese name should be

'Mitsuko'

which means "child of light".

You're a very optimistic person and spread out your happiness! You're a real social butterfly; you love to be around people and can't stand staying home alone too long. You're really a bright, shining light! Which Japanese name fits you best? [females, 9 results +  absolutely stunning ANIME pictures!] brought to you by Quizilla You enjoy the hell out of life. Be happy, that's your motto. Good for you, just keep on brightening the world, one friend at a time. *Your inside self.* -G irls Only-..::Anime Pics::.. brought to you by Quizilla Your a sweety!You care a lot how others are and always ready to help! What kind of candy are you? brought to you by Quizilla You look best in a dark blue kimono with blue flowers on it. You are happy and content with your life you don't need anything all that you what you all ready have. Your True Kimono brought to you by Quizilla He dated Barbie and G.I. Joe, but are you sure, because he might date himself next! What sexual orientation is Ken of Barbie fame? brought to you by Quizilla You're an alcoholic cheerleader. So your favorite pastime is hanging out with mindless sorority boys?? Don't be so superficial. Once you get past the apperance, it's all about someone's personality. Don't sell yourself short and meet some REAL men ~ What kind of messed up barbie are you?~ the ORIGINAL version brought to you by Quizilla You are Hollywood, California!You like for people to notice you and to be in the spot-light! What State/Country r u? (with Pics!) brought to you by Quizilla Water--You're calm and collected. Nothing phases you really, except when someone messes with someone you care about, then you jump in with an attitude that could scare their hair white. You're great to be around and pretty smart when you want to be, or you can be pretty dumb when you wanna.Your Song: "Do or Die" By Papa RoachYour Color: Dark Blue, a dark color with depth to it and can hold mysteriuos things.  What Element Fits You Best? (7 results)(animepics)(girls only) brought to you by Quizilla You are a light angel.  You are a very happy individual.  You show people the way to enlightenment.  Your enemies are angels of darkness and clouds. What type of elemental angel are you?  (anime pictures) brought to you by Quizilla Theres Nothing Hidden Behind Your Smile when you smile you mean ityou don't try to fake your feelings ylou let the world know very clearly if you pissed off, or feeling the slightlest bit sad. What's Hidden Behind Your Smile? brought to you by Quizilla

2005-11-20 17:57:52 2005-11-20 22:57:52 open Private post 391178525 traciouswink Fri, 27 Jun 2008 00:30:18 -04:00

omg!!! this is so fetch!!!

2005-11-20 17:24:24 2005-11-20 22:24:24 open Private post 391159225 traciouswink Fri, 27 Jun 2008 00:29:58 -04:00

hi hi.. hee hee.. im bored.. gossh.. my weekend is almost over so.. here i am.. once agiin.. writin` nonsense.. lol.. truu truu thou.. well yeaah.. my weekend wusz emotional.. well.. kinda.. buh yeaah.. =[ im okaii now.. i guess... it`s jusz that.. fuck.. never mind hehehe.. jusz ask me if yooh lykk.. lol.. okaii.. let`s start fridayy night.. hrmm.. so chris and i wer talkin` on aim.. and im lykk.. man im bored.. he`s lykk.. gyeaah me too.. then.. i asked him [randomly].. do you wnna go to tha movies.. hehehe.. and he`s lykk sure.. at first really wer jusz jokin` buh iono wut happend lol.. and then i asked my dad if i can go to tha movies.. and he's lykk.. wut time.. and im lykk.. right now.. and he's lykk.. dang.. and then lykk.. he said okaii.. and then i went to towne center on time.. chris arrived @ lykk.. an hour and a half later. sike.. hahaha.. well yeaah.. then lykk.. tha tickets are sold out.. dang! haha.. im not surprised.. haha.. buh yeaah.. wer lykk.. so wer dyoou wnna go..? iono.. okaii lets jusz walk.. so we walked. dang chillyy.. buh issh okaii.. and lykk.. while wer walkin` we takin` picxzzies! hahaha.. yeaah cool huh.. sike.. uhh.. gyeaag.. we went to.. uhh.. i forgot tha name buh issh a pet store sumn.. issh either petco or.. pet... yeaah.. i forgot.. lalala.. =] so.. yeaah... we went there and look for uhh.. chrisz pet i think.. iono.. lol.. then we went to riteaid.. cuszz he wansta buy a drink.. yeaah.. then.. we took picxszzies agiin.. lol.. hrmm.. then we left.. we went to target lol.. omg we love target now! lol.. jp.. and yeaah.. hrmm.. so we walked and took piczsiisz agiin.. then.. we went to tha loew`s and did nuffin.. lol.. then we went to barnes and well.. chilld and.. talkd i guess.. haha.. then.. we went to.. argh.. iono.. i forgot hahaha.. then.. yeaah.. i left. then yeaah.. end.. oh yeaah.. we talked [celly marathon].. okaii so saturday.. nuffin happnd.. hrmm.. jusz stayed home.. chris came ova.. we chiill`d.. yeaah thasz purdy much it.. then yeaah.. sunday.. boring day.. huhuhuhu.. okaii baii baii.. end.. lykk.. end!!! PURDAYY_NENE

2005-11-20 16:18:40 2005-11-20 21:18:40 open Private post 391122638 traciouswink Fri, 27 Jun 2008 00:29:42 -04:00 2005-11-20 02:35:49 2005-11-20 07:35:49 open Private post 390798148 traciouswink Fri, 27 Jun 2008 00:29:26 -04:00 hi hee hee.. so cool huh.. wer so cute together!!! lykk goshness! 2005-11-19 16:56:54 2005-11-19 21:56:54 open Private post 390510266 traciouswink Fri, 27 Jun 2008 00:23:23 -04:00

wow.. this is new.. i think i`m fallin` ferr animes agiin.. lol.. no! haha.. jp.. well.. look at my lover yuna..

isnt she purday? omg.. she is my fave.. lykk supah fave anime character.. hee hee.. i remember one time.. o0oh.. nvm hahaha! well.. yeaah.. i think imma be readin` sum mangas agiin.. well.. iono why... buh oh well.. at least im not gonna be sad and bored that much huh.. okaii thasz it.. buhbyee <3 PURDAYY_NENE

2005-11-19 03:04:43 2005-11-19 08:04:43 open Private post 390186172 traciouswink Fri, 27 Jun 2008 00:23:09 -04:00 animes are so cool! You are a Sexy Girlfriend! You love your boy, not only in youre also the type that is willing to give him a little something! Be careful though, you dont want to go too far on the first date! ^_~Quote: Love is everything it's cracked up to beIt really is worth fighting for, being brave for, risking everything for. Erica Jong What Kind of GIRLFRIEND are YOU? (with pics) brought to you by Quizilla 2005-11-18 21:32:15 2005-11-19 02:32:15 open Private post 390028257 traciouswink Fri, 27 Jun 2008 00:22:48 -04:00

What Is Your Best Sexual Skill?Name: Age: Sex: MaleFemaleSexuality: StraightGayBisexualFlirting Skill Level - 54%

Kissing Skill Level - 61%

Cudding Skill Level - 80%

Sex Skill Level - 92%

Why They Love You You have a way with words.Why They Hate You You talk too much.This cool quiz by lady_wintermoon - Taken 2949961 Times.

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You scored as Prep/Jock/Cheerleader.

Prep/Jock/Cheerleader

81%

Ghetto gangsta

38%

Geek

31%

Stoner

25%

Punk/Rebel

19%

Drama nerd

13%

Goth

6%

Loner

0%

What..s Your High School Stereotype? created with QuizFarm.com

You scored as Popular Bitch.

Popular Bitch

100%

Preppy Girl

81%

Nerdy Girl

50%

Hippy

38%

Athletic Tomboy

25%

Slut

19%

Loser

0%

Goth

0%

What type of girl are you?!! created with QuizFarm.com

You scored as Hot. Haha!  u are so hotttttttttt!

Hot

87%

Prep

80%

Geek/Nerd

46%

Emo Kid

33%

"Ghetto"

33%

Punk

27%

Loner

13%

Jock

0%

Goth

0%

Stoner

0%

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2005-11-17 22:28:00 2005-11-18 03:28:00 open Private post 389497376 traciouswink Fri, 27 Jun 2008 00:19:13 -04:00

Fucking Long Survey... Trust Me You'll Like It!~The Basics~Whats Your Real Name::christopher smith, oops. tracy ignacio Your Middle Name::secret! we're not that close Birthdate::june 22 Birthplace::pi Current Location::lakewood, wa Zodiac::cancurr Eye Color::brown Hair Color::not-jet black Heritage::filapina and part azn by injection lol jp Age::one`five Height::5`four Currently Living With::my dad and a fat lady who loves to fart loud xinfinitee What Time Is It::6:16pm ~School~What School Do You Attend::clover park high school Mascot::uhh.. warrior [chris told me] School Colors::green and yellow, so cool! soff`murr power! Grade::1oth Hottest Teacher::as-if.. Uglyist Teacher::as-if.. Favorite Subject::treble choir! and health && fitness! Least Favorite Subject::personal finance Hottest Guy/Girl In School::chris smith/ tracy ignacio Favorite Teacher::mr. ninnis [cusz of track] Least Favorite Teacher::ms. jensen [ i dont noe her buh i hate her cusz chris hates her] If You Could Have Any Teacher Fired, Who Would it Be::ms. wekell, bcuszz chris and i hates her more then tha world hates her.. College You Wanna Go To::i still dunno.. ~The Future~Do You Wanna Get Married::ob corsz.. At What Age Do You Hope To Get Married At?:hrmm.. iono.. How Many Kids::iono! gosh! What Type of Wedding would it be?:o0oh beach! Where would it be?:iono! What do you wanna be when you grow up?:a rich bitch! Where would you want to live?:anywhere in tacoma Where would the honeymoon be?:chrisz apartment, korea If you parents didnt like the person would you still marry them?:of course ~Favorties~Color::pink Food::azn foods Chocolate::i love chocolate. so basically i will eat a worldfull of chocolates and still dunno wutz tha best chocolate ever.. Drink::bubba tea! and frap! Magazine::teenvogue Chanel::63 Sent::adidas for women Perfume::i forgot tha name! *sob Colonge::endless love Website::myspace! Person::chris smith Time in your life::hold on imma think of sumn! Grade::1oth Number::sixx Screen Name::iissh sumwhurr here in muh xanga jusz look ferr it Pick Up Line::ahaha.. as if i got one.. Song (at the moment)::miss you [krn] Movie (at the moment)::well.. nuffin buh i really wnna watch hp4.. Song (of all time)::burn Movie (of all time)::so close Way of Communication::celly Item::tf? lappitappi Store::american eagle, aeropostale and pacsun Piece of Clothing::track jackets Shirt::roxy shirts Pants::capris Shoes::flipflops please Band::pcd Boy Band::i dont have any, sorrii Type of Music::rnb, slow jams, hiphop, rap, rock, techno, aznpop.. Day of the week::saturday Country::usa Language::hangul! haha.. issh cute! Car::chrisz rx7 SUV::my armada baby! Word::smashing! Place to Make out::his place Place to hang out::towne center! lol Street Name::PIMPTASTIC TRACY DAZZLE State::wa Fairy Tale::sleepin` beauty Love Story::my love story Love Quote::uh.. yeaaah.. Ice Cream Flavor::strawberry Model::me! Veggie::i dont eat veggie that much.. Fruit::strawberries! Swear Word::eff! Question::are yooh freakin` serious?! hahaha so funnie! ~Have You Evers~Fallen For Your Best Friend::yeaah.. i think.. not sure!!! Lied to your parents::yeaah.. Made out with some one::yeaah.. Sung at a karioke bar::yeaah.. Danced on top of the table::yeaah.. Drank Alcholol::yeaah.. Watched Languna Beach::yeaah.. Watched The Notebook::yeaah.. Loved someone::yeaah.. Black mailed someone::yeaah.. Skipped Class::nope Licked something::yeaah.. Gone AIM::yeaah.. Watched Porn::yeaah.. i did! Kissed Someone that was just a friend::yeaah.. Been Rejected::nope Been In Love::yeaah.. Cheated on someone::nope Been cheated on::nope Used::nope Used someone::nope Fallen for someone you just met::yeaah Done something you regret::yeaah.. Do You:Forgive easily::nope Forget easily::nope Trust easily::nope Love easily::prolly Color Your Hair::yeaah Shave::yeaah Drink Soda::yeaah Kiss on the 1st date::yeaah kiss random people::nope say "I love You" to much::prolly, iono.. say whats on your mind::yeaah, all tha time like to smell good::yeaah of course.. lykk who doesnt.. imma stab yooh! take a shower daily::yeaah want something/someone you can have::yeaah ~This Or That~Coke or Pepsi::pepsi McDonalds or Burger King::taco balls, oops.. bells KFC or Wendys::taco bell Subway or Quiznos::subway Cadillac or Mersadces::marcedess - correct spelling!!! hahaha.. VH1 or MTV::mtv Vanilla or Chocolate::chocolate The Oc or Laguna Beach::laguna beach Paper or Plastic::paper Computers or Phones::phones Jay-Z or Nas::jay-z Ja-Rule or 50 Cent::ja rule 50 Cent or The Game::5o cent Addidas or Nike::adidAs Baby Phat or Roxy::omg.. roxy! Rocawear or Element::element Rap or Rock::rock Jay-Z or Linkin Park::jay z Love or Lust::love Truth or Lies::truth! duhh.. Yankees or Red Soxs::iono! Red Soxs or White Soxs::iono! Abercrombie or Hollister::american eagle Carpet or Hardwood::carpet Walf or Run::run Sunset or Sunrise::sunset Cancun or Cabo::cabo!!!! Laugh or Cry::laugh Silver or Gold::silver White or Black::white School or Crack::school ~Friends~Best Friends::all my un niies! Funniest::lucy Loudiest::darrielle One you can trust most::yejin! one you went out with::pssh.. Preppiest::yejin Emo::frances Ghetto::iono! Punk::phoebe Model Type::can`t think Longest::iono Shortest::iono Hottest::iono ~In a Guy or Girl~Hair Color::black with brown highlights Eye Color::brown Height::5`ten Weight::he dont noe Age::16 Style of Clothing::preppy! hahaha Personality::so nice.so cool.so fetch.so true.so you! Best Physical Quality::eyes hee hee.. and tha guns i pinched earlier! Worst Quality::nuffin.. cusz he's perfect... oh yeaah eat breakfast please! All Most the end!!!What time is it now?:7pm How long did it take you to take the survey?:iono.. do tha math bitch.. Was it Worth it?:i guess.. The EndTake this survey | Find more surveys You've been totally Bzoink*d

2005-11-17 22:00:36 2005-11-18 03:00:36 open Private post 389478502 traciouswink Fri, 27 Jun 2008 00:18:51 -04:00

You've Got Guys Lined Up Around the Block

While your little black book isn't as thick as Paris Hilton's... You get the most dates of any girl you know It's your whole five star package that attracts men - Your looks, your charm, and your ability tie a cherry with your tongue.

Are You Attractive? Take This Quiz Find the Love of Your Life (and More Love Quizzes) at Your New Romance.

You Are a Total Girlie GirlYou love looking good, and wooing men with your womanly ways. You're so feminine, men are in awe of you ... which is a very good thing.

How Girlie Are You?

o0o0ohh sexciiii!!!

Your Vibe is Super SexyYou feel 100% sexy at almost any moment And this inner sexiness really does boost your appeal You're confident, playful, and outgoing You know what you have to offer - and you're proud of it!

How Sexy Is Your Vibe?

o0o0ohh.. tha heck!

Men See You As PlayfulMen want a challenge and you are the perfect playmate You know how to push men's buttons and attract a wide range of guys You enjoy living and loving - it's one of your most attractive qualities Men are often consumed with desire for you, and you love that!

How Do Men See You?

oohh.. chris look at this T_T

You are a Great GirlfriendWhen it comes to your guy, you're very thoughtful But you also haven't stopped thinking of yourself You're the perfect blend of independent and caring You're a total catch - make sure your guy knows it too!

Are You a Good Girlfriend?

Your Kissing Purity Score: 37% PureYou're not one to kiss and tell... But word is, you kiss pretty well.

Kissing Purity Test

2005-11-17 19:36:47 2005-11-18 00:36:47 open Private post 389372164 traciouswink Fri, 27 Jun 2008 00:18:37 -04:00

one.you.love with.somebody.else nuffin.you.can.do.about.it u.had.tha.chance u.turn.away gotta.take.it thou.it's.heartbreakin`

2005-11-15 19:53:36 2005-11-16 00:53:36 open Private post 388120657 traciouswink Fri, 27 Jun 2008 00:18:20 -04:00

dang.. long weekend.. it suxx lykk BIG TIME! wut happend? nuffin! waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! im so bored, lykk GYEAH... hrmm.. friday :: i jusz went to tha mall with unnie lucy <3 and David..<33 well.. issh fun lykk... haha, yeaah.. well.. wut did we do? hrmm.. lemme see.. okaii so first, i was late lykk.. cuszz lucy told me to be there lykk at 2:30pm i think and lykk.. im lykk okaii.. imma be there.. then.. lyk.. wutt happend is.. IONO! i wuszz late! 1 hour.. arrived there @ lykk 3:30 sumn.. sucka... hahahahaha.. well yeaah.. then, im lykk.. i told lucy if imma be late and lykk im still not there @ 3:20 ill give her an ice cream or whatever.. so yeah.. i gave her an ice cream, hee hee.. <3 so yeaah.. first i went to old navy to lykk.. fetch her.. and lykk.. yeah.. then called David to lykk.. check onhim.. if where is he @ tha mall.. and lykk.. he said.. he's sumwehurr.. i think he said he's eating.. or yeahh.. then im lykk.. OKAII/.. see you at AMERICAN EAGLE.. and he's lykk.. okaii.. so lucy and I went there.. to check on sum cute stuff.. and lykk.. yeaah.. im jammin btw.. i brought my ipod.. haha, cool cool.. then.. well wer checkin` on sum stuff and lykk.. i found this cute track JACKET.. woot woot.. i bought it.. lucy bought nuffin from aeo.. David came btw.. so yeaah.. we went outside.. and lykk.. lucy said we should go to uhh.... wet seal.. yeaah.. wet seal so we went there.. and lykk.. we went there.. buhh.. i wnna check those pink track JACKETS @ pac sun so i told her that imma go to PAC SUN.. and she's lykk.. okaii and im lykk.. cool.. hahahahhaa.. so yeaah.. then i brought david with me.. hee hee and lyk.. we went there. and omg.. i bought that jacket.. issh so cute! hahaha.. so yeaah.. so went to.. CLAIRE'S cusz we cant find lucy there.. (tried callin her, buhh.. no answer) so yeaah.. we found.. a cute stuffed patrick star! woot woot! nd omg CARE BEARS!   WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA! hee hee.. so yeaah.. well.. we didnt bought nething.. cuszz.z. iono.. well.. okaii so we went to wet seal agiin and yeaah we found her.. and lykk.. David kept laffin on them shoes.. hahaha.. iono why.. buhh., they look funny thou,, hahaha.. so yeaaah.. we sat.. then.. lyyk... iono.. we jusz.. uhh.. waited for lucy *wink hahahaha.. so... yeaaah.. we went to.. baskin i think.. oh no wiat.. we went to aeropostale first.. oo0o0ohh.. GOD.. i saw this cute track jacket.. and omg.. i bought it! uh huh.. hahaha! so yeaaah.. lucy bought nuffin and David bought sumn earlier.. so... yeaah,, then.. we went to baskin robbins to buy lucy's ice cream and i bought a smoothie too! my fave.. lykk ultimate fave! strawberry citrus.. hee hee.. and lykk.. yeaah.. then we went sumwhur.. cuszz David wansta buy a buy 1 take 1 drink.. oo0o0hh.. so yeaah.. he gave me tha other one.. uhh.. i think i picked.. citrus sumn.. and he got tha strawberry sumn.. my fave too! so yeaah.. and then lykk.. yeaah.. lucy left... and i jusz waited ferr my dad.. to pick me up.. o0o0hh.. they went to tha mall btw.. hahaha.. and lykk.. they shopped ferr sumn.. pssh.. dont care.. o0o0hh i ferrgot.. chris went sumwhurr too, thasz why.. sorri bout that hunn.. saturday :: hrmm.. wut happend.. is.. iono.. well jusz stayed here i guess.. and lykk.. chris asked me if.. lykk.. imm go to his place.. buh i said i cant... wer both bored! puhaaaa.. sucka.. well.. jusz download sum songs ferr muh ipod.. woot woot. issh cool.. issh cool.. so yeaaah.. thasz about it.. o0o0hh.. yeaah.. did a long celly marathon.. with chris.. sunday :: no idea.. well.. imma do sum werkk.. so yeaaah.. i guess imma go now.. puhaaa! PURDAYY_NENE

2005-11-13 17:36:55 2005-11-13 22:36:55 open Private post 386712514 traciouswink Fri, 27 Jun 2008 00:18:05 -04:00

4:27 PM 11/4/05gosh.. bored.. got 2 hours left before muh flight to oakland.. so bored.. lykk gwoah.. pssh.. chris is not calling.. i called him lykk a while ago buh... dang.. oh well.. my dad is walking.. me dont care really.. hrmm.. i thought they got connection here.. buh dang.. no connections! lotsa lappietappie around buh.. dang.. no connections! puhaa.. so yeah.. so bored.. lykk.. omg yeah! cant think of nething to do.. i hope they got connection in oakland cusz omg.. imma be dead! or at least tha place is lykk around a starbucks thingy so yeah.. lalala.. so bored.. so bored... dang i repeated that lykk.. 20 times already.. puhaa.. jusz playien.. so yeah igtg.. imma read sumffin aite. byeeeee.. <312:55 PM 11/5/2005hihi.. well yeah so bored.. jusz chillin` hurr @ joseph's room.. dang.. lotsa awards!!! puhaa.. =]  so,, yeah.. hrmm.. i called chris lykk a while ago, buh i guess he's sleeping or whatever.. haha.. well, jusz called muh mom and lykk.. i told her i sent sum greens.. 100.. haha.. yeah im sweet lykk that.. hrmm.. she said she'll be goin to s.o.p. [tv show] later.. pssh.. jellie jellie.. haha... buh yeah.. hrmm.. im plannin to buy an i-pod mini.. o0ohh.. chris is callin! so hold up haha.. =]2:07 PM 11/5/2005so yeah.. so bored!!! lykk blah blah blah.. im lookin ferr a song that'll suit what im feelin right now puhaa.. <3 i miss chris lykk so much now.. lykk i still got a day and a half before i giit to see him aggin.. oops.. wrong.. lykk 2 days still huhuhu.. i miss u chris! lykk so much!!! lykk xbijiliion!!! huhuhu.. so yeah.. iono what to do.. my dad went sumwhere.. and iono where to go.. well im a lil bit hungry buh i can survive hahaha.. buh i want to go to tha mall lykk waaaa.. i wnna go to tha mall now... !!! cusz i wnna buy my i-pod haha.. so yeah.. im bored.. 8:59 PM 11/5/2005sigh.. i miss chris lykk so much now.. agiin.. well.. wut happend is.. we went to my lolo [granpa] teddy's house.. and lykk chill there for a bit.. then my celly died before we went to pump it up.. its lykk a cool  place for KIDS.. puhaa.. puhaa! for kids..! so yeah.. well i miss chris when i wusz there.. i cant go ne where.. my celly is dead.. so yeah.. jusz played puhaa! and lykk we're all filapinos there.. how cool is that? haha.. so yeah.. i saw this girl and her brother.. and omg i couldnt believe my eyes.. they are filapino and korean..! huaaat? haha.. yeah they are filapino and korean.. lykk gwhoa.. chris and i want to lyyk see this cross-breed for years.. puhaaa.. and muh tym came.. last night.. hahaa.. poor chris.. 12:05 PM 11/6/2005hi hi.. jusz woke up haha.. well yeah im hungry.. and lykk.. iono what to do.. they asked me if i want rice or palabok to eat for breakfast.. or .. lunch.. buh im lykk.. uhh.. palabok.. and they're lykk.. oh u dont want rice no more cusz yer a citizen now huh.. what tha heck is that.. puhaaaaaaaaa!puhaa.. so yeah.. so bored.. blah blah blah.. chris is church-ing right now.. i think he's playin tha piano.. puhaa.. thasz a good laugh on tuesday.. or later... puhaa! puhaa.. so yeah.. it's our first month anniversarayy and lykk.. last night.. we didnt sleep until 12mn.. hrmm.. yeah.. so.. we talked about random, buh cool stuff.. puhaa! issh so cool cusz we never talked lykk that.. for lykk.. ever! so yeah.. gtg.. 12:35 PM 11/6/2005hihi.. so yeah. i jusz ate.. palabok!!! woohoo.. and meat sumfn.. i think it's called pochero or cochero.. or whatever.. why do filapinos hafta name their viands hard.. haha.. buh wer kool lyk that hahaa.. so yeah.. i ate eggpie for dessert.. hrmm.. dont eat that thou buh.. oh well.. no rice. drink sprite. so yeah.. gtg... eat chocolate puhaa! 1:27 PM 11/6/2005so bored.. i think we be goin to tha mall later.. with auntie claire and auntie pam.. dang they're lykk a year older than me puhaa.. jp.. 3:00 PM 11/6/2005hi hi.. jusz got from tha restroom haha.. i took a bath sillii! so yeah.. imma call chris so hold up aite.. <34:03 PM 11/6/2005jus ate bibinka.. o0oh it's so cute.. issh so small haha! well yeah i guess u dunno wut a bibnka is.. iono howta make one so me cant tell you wut bibinka is made of..hungrayy.. jpjp.. jusz sitting here waiting for muh dad.. dang i think we'll be goin sumwhere @6pm.. i think we're eating sumwhere.. or wutever.. haha.. lalalalalalala.. im bored...5:26 PM 11/6/2005bored.. hee hee.. well be goin to tha dinner thingy now.. so yeah.. u noe wut, i jusz counted my money.. now... and omg.. issh $430!!! omg.. well yeah.. issh sapous ta be $550 buh i gave muh mom sum greens remember, lol, cusz issh her bdaii! woot woot.. =] so yeah.. im sweet lykk that.. well yeah tomaroe.. imma be goin home.. im plannin to buy an i-pod nano btw.. cusz yeah.. got lotsa money.. [basically cusz i went here..] lol.. aite gtg.. =]10:51 PM 11/6/2005hihi.. jusz got back from tha living room.. watched sumn while talking to muh chris hunnii.. hihi.. and omg u noe wut.. my uncle reggie gave me a hundred bucks.. hoohaa! w/c means i got lykk 500+ bucks now! woot woot.. yay.. hahaha.. so yeah.. imma go now.. cusz i need to go to bed cusz we be goin to tha hospital [for uncle gennie] then to tha airport tomaroe.. aite bye bye.. =]5:32 PM 11/7/2005hihi.. so yeah.. im now in tha plane.. dang gots nuaffin tah do so yeah.. jusz updating muh blog rara! so yeah.. playin a good, mushy song.. i bought chris and niko a stuffed beanie bear.. o0ohh i bought one too ferr myself.. yeah it's a pink bear, how cool is that, hee hee.. so yeah.. my mom called me earlier.. and she's lykk blah blah blah.. haha.. dang my mom is so cool.. hee hee.. aite laterz.. =]9:22 PM 11/7/2005well... jusz checked my myspace and yeah.. jusz wnna wrap this up.. =] aite buhbye <3

2005-11-08 00:24:00 2005-11-08 05:24:00 open Private post 383079028 traciouswink Fri, 27 Jun 2008 00:17:51 -04:00

hi hi.. well im jusz bored. and still dont wnna do tha thing i hafta do.. haha i need to pack my bag cusz imma be goin to oakland tomaroe.. yepp yepp.. sigh* well yeah i miss chris lykk gwhoa.. well honestly.. jusz talk to him by our celly lykk 5 or 10 mins ago.. haha.. so0o0o.. hold up, imma play sumfn.. okaii so sum filapino song is playien.. o0oh, so mushy <3 jagiya........ sigh* so sleepy.. buh still hafta do tha packien.. suxx..... well hrmm.. wutsz new, wutsz new.. well.. yeah im a myspace whore now.. puhaa! im LiL MiSZ [myspace whore] puhaa! dang.. i wnna go sumwhurr.. buh time check :: 10.42pm puhaa! wut tha heck am i thinkien.. oh well, my dad is acting so ghetto now.. along with her "wifey".. pssh.. i dont really care, hoo haa.. <3 this s.o.n.g. is so mushy.. lykk, omg gyeah! <3 sigh* i miss chris.. huhuhu.. well i guess imma go now jusz wnna update muh xanga aite guys.. take care dont miss me that much aite=] love yah bunchieesz <3 x0x0 muaaah~ PURDAYY_NENE

2005-11-04 01:48:17 2005-11-04 06:48:17 open Private post 380470905