#hope all is well !!! lovelove

[grandlinedreams]

Hii !!! If you haven't done it already , can you make a part 2 to https://www.tumblr.com/grandlinedreams/732931737043255296/hehe-hi-lovelov-luvvv-the-angst-u-write-could (sorry I can't create hyperlinks due to my pc crashing everytime I try !) ? I loved it so much that I neeedddd a 2nd part that's just as angstyyyyy. I love your angst so much !!

Hiya!! I absolutely can, but i also got asked to resolve it well so I hope I can do this justice for everyone who wanted a part two! First part [here]

[Heads up!: canon typical violence, hefty dose of angst, hurt/comfort]

It's been a week since you bargained your freedom for Law's, offered your services to barter for his safety ㅡ and you still don't regret it.

The ship you've been forced onto is a far cry from the comforts of the Polar Tang with battered wooden floors and a hull that you're surprised withstands the waves that crash against it.

The crew also is nothing like the one you're used to ㅡ not that you see much of them. You spend most of your time at a desk with varying maps spread out before you, pen in hand as you're demanded to make note of any and all locations to treasure or anything of interest regarding the One Piece.

"If I find out you're lying, or if any of this is a trap," your captor hisses, pressing the sharp edge of a blade to your throat, "don't think I won't slit your throat and throw you overboard for the sea kings."

You don't bat an eye, even as metal bites into your skin, the warm drip of blood that follows. "I don't doubt it."

Your captor ㅡ Hendle, or whatever he'd said his name was ㅡ glares at you, clearly unhappy that he hadn't gotten the reaction he wanted. "I'll have someone drop food off. Don't even think of looking for an escape."

And then he's gone, leaving you with only maps and the guttering glow of an oil lamp for company. You reach out with the clink of the ever present seaprism stone cuffs, trace a narrow line of ink towards a place you've circled, tapping it thoughtfully.

Though it's a long shot and requires a heap of hope, if you can somehow leave a clue or evidence behind, if Law is tracking you (which you have no doubts he is, Trafalgar Law is a lot of things but one to abandon crewmates is not one of them), he can find it.

You bite your lip. It's a stretch and it'll have to be something both subtle and obvious enough to be from you ㅡ but you can at least try.

ㅡ

Though you're also a pirate, helping these kinds of pirates makes you feel slimy as you watch yet another chest of glittering gold and jewels be pried from its hiding spot and hauled back towards the ship.

"You've got an eye for treasure," Hendle tells you, eyes you in a way that makes your skin crawl and your fingers twitch with the urge to ball into fists. "I could get used to having you as part of my crew."

Anger flares. "I'm already part of a crew," you tell him flatly. "And it isn't yours."

The fist that connects with your jaw is expected given that the other times you've spoken out it's been met with swift violence, but the ring on his finger catches on skin, splitting it open.

"They're not going to rescue you," he growls, fury clear in his tone. "The sooner you understand that, the better."

And then he stalks off, leaving you alone. He clearly thinks you'll follow and while the idea of bolting is tempting, you know you're not going to make it far.

Blood drips slowly down your cheek, and you bring your hands up with the rattle of chain that's become frustratingly familiar. Swiping a finger against your skin, you stare at the tacky red, debating.

You can't ask for a pen, have no way of leaving proof you were here that won't disappear otherwise or be overtly obvious ㅡ this will have to do.

ㅡ

And so it goes ㅡ with every island that you end up on, you find some way to leave proof of your presence and hope that it's enough to point the right way.

If Law is even looking for you. You want to believe that he is, but what if he isn't? Logic is cruel ㅡ that he's wasting more resources than necessary to come after you. That he should cut his losses and move on.

It's a cold knife thrust between your ribs and up into your heart, piercing with the ache and fear that this is your life now, days measured by how useful you are.

What happens when you stop being of use? After all, there's only so many places you know of, and only so long you can get away with lying about information pertaining to the One Piece. Hendle is bound to figure it out sooner rather than later.

You stare at your wrists, the rubbed raw quality where the stone has chafed, the slow sap of any and all energy you manage to find by sleeping. And even when you do sleep, it's far from well ㅡ worries and fears follow you into dreamland, torment you with what could happen.

And what would have happened if you'd never done any of this in the first place. You've lost count or how many dreams you've been wrenched out of with a gasp, cold sweat beading on your forehead as you tried to push away the images of Law being killed in front of you, of feeling helpless to save him.

This, you decide, is far better than that.

ㅡ

This is the last island you've been able to mark on the map. Hendle has said nothing to you about what he plans to do with you, but you can assume it's nothing good.

Which is why you keep your eyes trained on him and the men that follow him, waiting until their attention is elsewhere ㅡ and then you bolt.

You know you're unlikely to make it far, but it's worth the way you can hear shouting behind you as you run as fast as your legs can carry you.

The chain clinks as you gasp for air, acutely aware of the burn of your muscles and ache of your body ㅡ but you keep going. You have to. Whether Law rescues you or not, you can't stand the idea of being around those thugs for another minute.

You'd rather die.

Something sharp bites into the meat of your left shoulder, makes you stumble and nearly topple before you correct your balance and keep going. Warmth leaks down your arm, white-hot pain that you use to ground yourself.

You can't defend yourself, best bet being that of running into someone who will be kind enough to help ㅡ and if you can make it that far in the first place.

You want to go home. You want the warm metal walls of the Polar Tang and the hum of machinery, the dumb jokes and silly arguments ㅡ you want your family. You want ㅡ

"Room."

Law.

"Shambles."

Your feet aren't kicking up dirt and pebbles anymore, the brief jolt jostling your shoulder and making you hiss as your legs give out.

You don't fall, though ㅡ familiar hands catch you, familiar tattoos ㅡ Law. He's here, he's real ㅡ he came to rescue you.

"You made it," you say softly as he picks you up, mindful of the way your shoulder is still bleeding. "You're late, though."

"I know." Law's lips press to your temple, and he closes his eyes as you lean into the touch. "I'm sorry."

[under-lore]

What is the red soul trait ?

This post is a compilation of different small theories regarding the red soul trait, presenting some of the evidence both in favor of and against each of them to portray a rough picture of what options may be on the table.

Unlike the 6 other traits, the one of the red soul is left unclear in the ball game.

As they are the only two known humans in Undertale with this soul color, the red soul trait would likely be something that is associated both with Frisk and with Chara.

There are several hypothesises regarding the red soul trait of varying plausibility.

DETERMINATION

While it deserves a mention for being by far the most popular take, determination is actually far less plausible than all of the theories brought up in this post. A more detailed critic of this take can be found in a separate post here.

HOPE

Hope is an unpopular yet intriguing proposition.

Before killing himself in certain variations of the neutral ending, Asgore makes a comparison between Frisk and Chara by pointing out that the both of them have the same feeling of hope in their eyes. Making a clear association between both of the humans with red souls and the idea of hope.

The eyes are often portrayed as “The window to the soul” in media.

It is also noteworthy that Asgore, who did what he did in order for everyone to have hope, has a red trident. This is possibly a sort of symbolism.

Finally, a comparison can be made with Deltarune, in which the red soul seals the fountains and may be the one bringing hope. As is mentioned in this Gaster tweet :

Hope does suffer from a few issues though.

Most of its evidence feels a bit stretchy. In addition, hope cannot be tied back to the red soul via the ball game either, which is the main place where one would expect a hint at the red soul trait to be.

A combinaison of the 6 other traits

This take is quite straightforward.

As the other traits mainly came from beating the ball game, this theory suggests that the red soul trait actually is given by obtaining the red flag. Simply that its nature is different from that of the other soul colors and thus is presented differently as well.

It suggests that if the red flag is achieved by using the 6 other traits, then the red soul trait would therefore be a combinaison of those 6 other traits rather than a fully unique one.

While traces of several of those traits can indeed be tied to Frisk or Chara, this theory suffers from a lack of evidence.

As all other traits can be expressed by a single word quality, the red soul being be “just a bit of everything” feels quite strange.

In addition, Chara has a red soul and yet is clearly shown to be be an impatient person while Frisk is often portrayed as not being particularly brave. This does throw a couple wrenches in the idea of both of them having parts of patience or bravery traits respectively.

LOVE

Love finds its main argument from a phone call in Hotland with Papyrus and Undyne.

While this pair often says some very silly things on those phone conversations, this one is so specific that its difficult to brush it aside so easily. This could be a direct association of red souls specifically and love.

While there are multiple lines that may make it believable for Frisk, it is however a bit less fitting to imagine love being Chara’s soul trait. They simply lack the ties to it that Frisk has.

However, it is also possible that the word play between love and LOVE could apply here as well. The player’s actions would lead to the red-soul-kids-two-in-one-package to get either love or LOVE.

While love isn’t mentioned in the ball game, it does provide a possible reason as to why the narrator would be purposely avoiding mentioning the red soul trait. Chara might just be too embarrassed !

IPSEITY

(Some variations of this take exist under names like “individuality”, “character” or simply “being yourself”)

The ipseity theory comes from the fact that throughout Undertale, the narrator regularly emphasises on Frisk’s sense of selfhood. The things that make them themself and not anybody else. Mainly via the mirrors.

With the last remaining mirror interaction also being associated to the sense of identity, but this time to that of the second human with a red soul : Chara.

Chara also appears to have a strong feeling of individuality as they hate their own race, in addition to acting quite assertively in the genocide route. Making the option believable for both of the humans.

Ipseity can actually be tied back to the ball game too. After getting the red flag twice, we are told the following :

Which also appears to be describing a feeling of ipseity and tying it to the color “RED”.

The only significant criticism of ipseity would be Frisk being controlled in-world by the player. It could seem to be a bit odd to give them ipseity as a trait given that a significant portion of their actions were not truly from themself.

[firebugging]

MUTUAL APPRECIATION POST!!!!!

Hope everyone's year has been good so far, I've wanted to do this for a while, so here's my little ramble!!

I wanted to do as many people as possible but I am a COWARD and just went until I feel like I wrote too much, everything is utc :3

ALRIGHTTTTT, STARTING OFF WITH @eslover. I remember our first interaction the best tbh... (milgram tree, kotorb!!) you're the person that made really want to try and branch out to talk to other people within the milgramblr community (I still get a bit embarrassed though). You're super nice and I'm really grateful that we're mutuals! Truly the McMido acc ever !!

Next up, @tsuwmya! You were my first mutual here and I think you're super cool!! I really admire you, even if I don't interact with you a-lot, your ocgram is SOSO WELL DONE AND ALL THE CHARACTERS ARE SO CHEWYYY (it made me begin work on my own ocgram again actually). Your analysis posts are always such a pleasure to read and there is something about your art that makes me want to eat it like a sandwich /pos

@dearmahiru YOUUU. You're the person that made me like 0610 and MY GOD, DOOMED YURI!! They're one of my favourite ships now hehe. BUT ANYWAYS, ANOTHER PERSON WHO MAKES WONDERFULLY WRITTEN ANALYSIS POSTS, they're always such good reads and you can tell how well researched they are! In my head you're THE Mahiru mutual and I await the Kotoko final girl post!

LINA @linabirb. Uhmm... fun fact, when I initially got into Milgram, your edit blog was the first thing I really checked out in terms of fan work. I believe I was the anon that asked for heart shaped miko icons one time (I loved them btw. I ended up using them for one of my rentry pages WITH CREDIT OFC). You're really friendly and soso approachable 10/10 MUTUAL!!!

@narumimii YOU'RE LIKE A CELEBRITY 2 ME... so cool. I lovelove you edits and will probably spam like them later out of respect because photopea SUCKS and trying to understand it made me admire you for putting up with it's confusingness. Also... yurigram real I LOVE YOUR ART OK BYE

@rainbowghostcat @seariii @heynowisavedyouright and @roseofcards90 I WAS GONNA WRITE STUFF FOR YOU GUYS TOO BUT GOT EMBARRASSED AND DELETED IT I'M SO SORRY </3 BUTTT I THINK YOU'RE ALL SUPER COOL AND I AM SENDING YOU A MILGRAM CHIBI OF YOUR CHOICE...

@art-stuff-by-goose You're one of my irls and also not on milgramblr but you are my qp WIFE so I would like to thank your for putting up with me for all these years! I can be cringefail boyflop girlloser around you without worry and you also introduced SSOOSOOSO many cool games to me YOU WILL BE NUKED!! Overall you are very cool and I am gonna give you one of my silly dinosaurs :3

TO EVERYONE WHO ISN'T ON HERE!! Just know that even if we're not close, I really appreciate you! Everyone who I've interacted with here (no matter how much or how little) has really made my fandom experience so much more enjoyable, this is actually the first time I've really tried to interact with others in the community and it's been soso wonderful thus far. So thank you! I hope that you all have a wonderful 2024!! <3

Also uhmmm, I suck at interacting first so if you'd like to get closer, maybe send an ask? OK THAT'S ALL THIS WAS UHMMMMM VERY UHHHH THIS WAS A POST!!!!!!

[wwickedwasteland]

 A young woman was standing in the doorway, a woman of such breathtaking beauty that the room seemed to have become strangely airless...

ㅤೀ    - a quick look into current playlist :: please please please by sabrina carpenter ; killin’ me good by jihyo ; cosmic by red velvet ; tattoo by loreen ; arranca by becky g ; mi ex tenia razon by karol g ; soft spot by keshi ; the boy is mine by ariana grande ; illusion by dua lipa ; late night talking by harry styles ; forget about us by perrie edwards ; lovelove u by kenia os ; changes by lauv

ㅤೀ    - as described by others :: black & white ivory that when played creates beautiful music that transport you; heavy is the crown one wears when surnames mean everything so you run; looks of a pretty docile angel that hide mischievous dark thoughts; always dressed in designer; fake sunflowers in glittery vases, the ability to dazzle those around you & play the role perfectly; twilight is when you come alive, always feeling cold even when everyone around you feels warm; not bothering to take back change after a purchase; buying endless bottles of perfume you know you’ll never use.

STATS

NAME : zehra sahin

NICKNAME : goes by zee

AGE : thirty-one

GENDER IDENTITY : cis woman (she/her pronouns)

SEXUAL/ROMANTIC ORIENTATION : bisexual biromantic

SPOKEN LANGUAGES : english, turkish

OCCUPATION : heiress, owner of tiny suns

POSITIVE TRAITS : out-going, empathetic, charming

NEGATIVE TRAITS : vain, sardonic, cautious

FACECLAIM : hande ercel

PETS : a grey scottish fold cat named Dior

FAMILY : has a two year old son named hendrix with tba wc.

BIO ;; (neglect mention tw)

Zehra Sahin, the daughter and eldest child of the Sahin Family who own and run a successful public relations company in Los Angeles. they're known for how well they handle client's scandals and their cutthroat attitude towards the business while keeping their own family life very private. Zee was doted as a child and her mother loved to brag about how adorable she was to all her friends and the public, but behind closed doors was a different story. Sure she was born with a golden spoon in her mouth who got whatever she wanted (music lessons, toys, dance classes, etc.) except what she needed: her parents attention. Of course they went on to have to more children afterwards but nothing changed.

From a young age, it was the nanny and maids who watched, cared, and raised them. Both parents spending all their time to build the company to what it is now known today. But of course if there was a private society event happening where they needed to look like the picture perfect family or parent, Zehra and her siblings would appear there at their side with a big smile on their faces.

While yes, she did get to go to the best schools offered where she hoped to thrive in, it wasn’t the case. Many kids made fun of her, whether its because they saw her as a lonely kid who focused on having good grades or for having her nanny show up to school events instead of her own parents.

Things then changed. In the beginning of their teenage years, she had a drastic makeover, and soon, many were trying to be her friend. She became popular and loved the attention even though all she did was changer her appearance, an alternate version of herself that she realized many people adored.

During high school she discovered a passion for teaching and made it her goal to one day work with children. Though it would be tough, as her life had been planned since the moment she was born and after graduating both highschool and university with honors, and a degree in business and child education, her parents begin talk of marriage.

Fast forward to the present: Zee decided to leave her hometown of Los Angeles due to all the plans her parents had for her and she didn't want to follow in their footsteps (though she is scared that one day they'll come for her and take her back). Since moving to Austin over four years ago and using the money she had saved over many year, she opened up and now runs a childcare center that is her pride and joy. Zehra also has a two year old son named Hendrix with TBA and their relationship is interesting. Some say she's always looking over her shoulder and can be a little guard about her personal life but everyone says it's because she is still new to the area after arriving so abruptly.

TDLR ;; (smoking TW)

Personality wise, Zee is your typical rich it girl. she is always down to party or going out for drinks. she drinks too much coffee for her own good and orders too much take out despite her actually being a decent cook. loves to read all genres of books. Her job, cat, and son are the three loves of her life.

She can be a bit vain, maybe it comes with being born with a silver spoon or the fact that everything has somehow always been in her favor. She knows she is talented and isn't afraid to mention all the accolades she has had. Zehra can be very sarcastic and blunt. isn't one to sugar coat things ( if you're straight with her, she'll be the same with you ).

Ships came natural to her, whether being able to make friends real easy or jumping straight into a relationship with someone. with friends, she'll be loyal, the one to take care of you when sick, the one you should def call to bail you out of jail or if need a reference for a job. though the minute you cross her, its over between you both. with love, she loves the idea of love to a fault, maybe it comes from listening to too many love songs or reading too many romance books but she loves the chase. once the fire dies down, she'll either dip before it gets serious or does something dumb to mess it up. just know that once its over, she's on to the next person she finds.

she started reading romance books, taking notes on the characters who oozed confidence and started demonstrating it in her own life and actions. deep down, there’s still a level of insecurity there but as long as no one else is aware and therefore, can not use them against them, they’re happy to continue faking it till they no longer have to.

— CONNECTIONS;;  **wanted connection

**baby daddy/complicated relationship ( open to one ) ;; they met sometime after Zehra arrived in Austin. can go multiple ways: option A: met at a party, slept together, and nine months later their child was born or option B: had a relationship and ended up having a child together then broke up. Could be co-parenting the child together or not. maybe get along for the sake of the child or always butting heads when together. their could be feelings still between them or not. Open to many things when it comes to this connection.

**ride or die ( open to one ) ;; the bestie, the platonic soulmate, the one she would do anything for, maybe they have pet names for each other, they're almost like family, etc. they are the best of friends and nothing can tear them apart (maybe?).

confidant ( open to one ) ;; don't know how it happened, maybe met at a party or in the library. they are the one person who knows how they really and can tell them anything and vice versa. they both keep each others dark secret. (maybe they have dirt on one another and that's why they don't spill anything.

crush ( open to one ) ;; someone that (despite her denying it), she’s been crushing on for a while. will they ever admit it, who knows. (could be one sided or mutual)

exes ( open to two ) ;; honestly, i just like exes. bonus points if there’s still tension or maybe still hook up but it doesn't mean anything beyond the physical or if they’re just really good friends now with no tension at all. i love options.

will they, wont they ( open to one ) ;; essentially a flirtationship. they flirt too much that others assume that they are dating or are going to at some point. maybe the idea has been on one of their mind but they are too good of friends to ever cross that line (?). or maybe its all a ruse and they're seeing how long they can take it.

one (or more) night stand / fling ( open to many ) ;; one night, she was maybe a little bit down and needed something to pick her up. this worked. or maybe they met up at the bar or a party and it just happened. whether it’s turned into a regular thing or was just one night can be determined later. maybe one catches feelings or not.

old friends ( open to a few ) ;; maybe they were friends in their younger years or met at university, but somehow, they fell apart. maybe she did something stupid and drove them away (could be fun for plotting purposes).

party buddies ( open to a few ) ;; she isn’t one to say no to a night of drinks and partying that leads to her regretting in the morning. just know she is ready for night 2 if they are prepared as long as she has a babysitter ready to go.

enemies ( open to one ) ;; however these enemies became known to each other can be determined later, but either way, they dislike / hate each other. maybe its clashing attitudes, old academic rivals, or they know she has a mask on.

unlikely pals ( open to one ) ;; she is always up late, either reading or doing something for work/family. maybe they meet up to talk, eat, or maybe no talking happens and they enjoy the company to not be alone while each does their own thing. when others see them together, they think its weird.

book connections ( open to a few ) ;; so she damn sure does love books. i’d love for her to have some close buds that that she can talk about books with. maybe they have a book club of sorts or just recommend titles to each other either way its just a bunch of book nerds.

honestly anything else you can think of, i’m down for!!

[teddybeartoji]

MICKEY I HOPE YOU HAVE THE SWEETEST OF DREAMS!!! but when you wake up i wanna know:

misho first date (where did you go? did you kiss her?)

mihime first time (was it planned? spur of the moment? whose place did you go to?)

mitoru favorite meal to share

moji sleep positions (do you cuddle? does one of you try to kick the other out of bed in your sleep?)

uhhhhhhhhh is that everyone? idk. i tried to remember everyone but i have swiss cheese brain 😔

AAAAAHHHH FALLOOONNN I LOVE YOU SM THESE ARE SO FUCKING SWEEET:((((((((((( THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOUU

MISHO FIRST DATE!!!!!!!!!!! ok so since we were friends already and we had.. kind of kissed already too lmao pls the relationship was very.. nobody-knew-whether-we're-friends-or-more yk? buuut when we finally got out of that weird little friendzone... we went on a fancy restaurant date!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! we both got all dolled up; she put on theeee prettiest dress i'd ever seen fuuckkk she looked absolutely gorgeous it was very hard to be Normal hhhhhhhhhhhhh we both ate well and had a few drink (we were eye-fucking the entire time btw) aand then we walked to her place and oh my god i was sooo nervous

even though there wasn't even anything to be nervous abt lmao again it's not like we hadn't already idk seen each other naked and kissed and held hands before but aaaaahhhh idk i really was nervous she makes me nervous. so she kissed me actually........... 🥴🥴🥴🥴

MIHIME FIRST TIME!!!!!!!!!!! ohhh my beautiful beautiful girl i love her so fucking much fallon my heart is exploding!!!!!!!!!!!! it wasn't planned, it just kind of happened!!!!!!! we were having a good old movie night aaaand well.. things just kind of escalated🙈🙈 it was super fucking sweet though<333333

MITORU FAVOURITE MEAL TO SHARE!!! really basic but ice cream!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! we both have a sweet tooth and we both lovelove ice cream so we always have pints of it in the freezer hehehe!!! and whenever we're just lazing around, watching a movie all tangled up with each other we just get the tub and eat straight from it with one shared spoon - one bit for me one bite for him:333333333

MIJI SLEEPING POSIITIONS!!!!!!!!!!!! FALLON FALLON FALLON I THINK ABT THIS SOO MUCHHH AAAAHHH HE REALLY IS MY TEDDY BEAR!!!!!!!!! SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO while i'm always talking abt human blankets.. i think (esp during the summer) i sleep on top of him. like right on top of him. his arms are always around my middle and honestly they're heavy enough to act as the weighted blanket lmao

this is literally us:3

but but but i do make him kinda sleep on top of me too though i really need that it's soooo fucking comforting!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! liike he's sleeping on his stomach and i just kinda burrow myself under him (it's very hard... bc he's so... big... and heavy)(gulp) and then kinda suffocate under him but ohhh my godd it feels sooooo nice!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[chaosxkids]

Walking through the picturesque streets of Cardinal Hill, you find kim "rose" jang-mi, the 30 year old vet at Familiar Paws originally from los angeles, ca. Living alongside them in such a small town, you know that they're out-going and sardonic, but what you might not know is that they are a witch, and that they’re hiding something… ― bae suzy, heterosexual, cis woman, and she/her.”

ㅤೀ    - a quick look into current playlist :: please please please by sabrina carpenter ; killin’ me good by jihyo ; hammer to the heart by teddy swims ; tattoo by loreen ; arranca by becky g ; mi ex tenia razon by karol g ; soft spot by keshi ; cosmic by red velvet ; illusion by dua lipa ; late night talking by harry styles ; forget about us by perrie edwards ; lovelove u by kenia os ; changes by lauv ; die for you by the weekend ft ariana grande.

ㅤೀ    - as described by others :: black & white ivory that when played creates beautiful music that transport you; heavy is the crown one wears when surnames mean everything so you run; looks of a pretty docile angel that hide mischievous dark thoughts; always dressed in designer; fake sunflowers in glittery vases, the ability to dazzle those around you & play the role perfectly; twilight is when you come alive, always feeling cold even when everyone around you feels warm; not bothering to take back change after a purchase; buying endless bottles of perfume you know you’ll never use.

STATS

NAME : kim jang-mi

NICKNAME : goes by rose

AGE : thirty

GENDER IDENTITY : cis woman (she/her pronouns)

SEXUAL/ROMANTIC ORIENTATION : heterosexual hetero romantic

SPOKEN LANGUAGES : english, korean, latin

OCCUPATION : heiress, vet at Familiar Paws

POSITIVE TRAITS : out-going, empathetic, intelligent

NEGATIVE TRAITS : vain, sardonic, cautious

FACECLAIM : bae suzy

PETS : a grey scottish fold cat named Dior

CONNECTIONS : are here

BIO ;; (neglect mention tw)

Kim Jang-Mi, the daughter and eldest child of the Kim Family who own and run a successful public relations company in Los Angeles. they're known for how well they handle client's scandals and their cutthroat attitude towards the business while keeping their own family life very private. Rose was doted as a child and her mother loved to brag about how adorable she was to all her friends and the public, but behind closed doors was a different story. Sure she was born with a golden spoon in her mouth who got whatever she wanted (music lessons, toys, dance classes, etc.) except what she needed: her parents attention. Of course they went on to have to more children afterwards but nothing changed.

From a young age, it was the nanny and maids who watched, cared, and raised them. Both parents spending all their time to build the company to what it is now known today. But of course if there was a private society event happening where they needed to look like the picture perfect family or parent, Rose and her siblings would appear there at their side with a big smile on their faces.

While yes, she did get to go to the best schools offered where she hoped to thrive in, it wasn’t the case. Many kids made fun of her, whether its because they saw her as a lonely kid who focused on having good grades or for having her nanny show up to school events instead of her own parents.

Things then changed. In the beginning of their teenage years, she had a drastic makeover, and soon, many were trying to be her friend. You see Rose became to show her magical abilities, something her mother was ecstatic about as the Kim family was part of a small circle of other wealthy Witch families. She became popular and loved the attention even though all she did was changer her appearance, an alternate version of herself that she realized many people adored.

During school she discovered a passion for helping animals and made it her goal to become a veterinarian. Though it would be tough, as her life had been planned since the moment she was born and after graduating both highschool and university with honors, and a degree in animal science, her parents begin talk of marriage.

Fast forward to the present: Rose decided to leave her hometown of Los Angeles due to [REDACTED] and moved to Cardinal Hill, WA. She now works as a Veterinarian at Familiar Paws for almost a year now. Some say she's always looking over her shoulder and can be a little guard about her personal life but everyone says it's because she is still new to the area after arriving so abruptly.

TDLR ;; (smoking TW)

The Rose that everyone knows and is just a character she is still playing for almost fifteen years and wonders if the real her is even present. Is afraid of one day waking up and forgetting how to play the role or saying something if she isn’t thinking or in control. Her two main loves are: her cat and potion making. she generally enjoys working as vet as it keeps her busy, sometimes too busy if being realistic that it takes up alot of her time though makes times for her friends.

Personality wise, Rose is your typical rich girl. she is always down to go out for drinks. she drinks too much coffee for her own good and loves to read all genres of books. has many books scattered around her room filled with things about potions, animals, and romance.

She can be vain, maybe it comes with being a rich spoiled kid or the fact that everything has somehow always been in her favor. She knows she is talented and isn’t afraid to mention all the accolades she has had. rose can be very sarcastic and blunt. isn’t one to sugar coat things ( if you’re straight with her, she’ll be the same with you ) and has develop a nasty habit of smoking (says she can quit at anytime).

Ships came natural to her, whether being able to make friends real easy or jumping straight into a relationship with someone. with friends, she’ll be loyal, the one to take care of you when sick, the one you should def call to bail you out of jail or tell it to you straight. though the minute you cross her, its over between you both and you should watch out. with love, she loves the idea of love to a fault, maybe it comes from listening to too many love songs but she loves the chase, the first few months when the fire of passion is high.

[apfrey]

25+ F looking for supernatural (the show), tvd, and asoiaf discord 1x1s !! some rough directions for both:

ASOIAF: would lovelove a complete au rewrite of jon/dany from the very first moment they meet onward and to generally fix all the broken things. can play either jon or dany (book versions in terms of personality) and would also prefer mumus to explore different dynamics/ships/charas as well

SPN: have all kinds of ideas depending on the seasons we base this on (prefer 1-8). can play ocs, jo harvelle, ruby, and ofc dean winchester himself (have 8 years of experience with him). would love destiel, sam/oc, dean/jo, and platonic dynamics as well.

TVD: mumu would also be great, most interested in domestic delena after the series (not without drama and shenanigans sometimes) focused on starting a family, kids, etc. also a fan of klaroline (a period setting au??? bridgerton au???) and hope/oc or hope/lizzie.

a bit about me: 10+ years of rp experience, love worldbuilding and playing multiple characters. have a usually chill full time job but i still won't post daily most likely (multiple times a week for sure). love flawed characters so don't worry about mary sues. can write smut but it's not a priority, literate, gay as hell, got a wiener dog, and i'm up at random times.

interested? please make sure you:

are at least 21 years old

are comfortable writing all kinds of genders, sexualities, ethnicities, races, etc.

can proactively dish out ideas

like this post or dm me to set something up !! <3

[bonesandthebees]

Random Glass reactions pt 2

I can’t believe wilbur started having an oil metaphor right after the new fnaf game came out. it’s all coming together /j

(Sam cut himself off when his eyes landed on the Pythia. He pressed his lips into a thin line, before looking back at Tommy. “Well, Techno said you were going to stop by. He didn’t say anything about the Pythia.”)

Do you have something to say Sam?? 🤨🤨

I think I know exactly why Tommy got the vine tattoo but i’m getting very tired and less articulate. It’s kinda late as i’m writing this and I spent the entire morning and afternoon at the beach, and then the evening roller skating. (I was able to practice a couple tricks on skates though! Even though I failed limbo on like round three, and now my hips are probably bruised from falling a few times)

I love how you write sam sm

Tbh and Wilbur

Wilbur (Bee’s version) is one of my favorite wilburs

And sandduo

Have I ever mentioned how much I love sandduo

I loooove sandduo like lovelove love sandduo

Yeah i think i’m getting more tired lmao

(He understood. He wasn’t one of them.)

Oh Wilbur :(

(before he slumped back against the base of Kristin’s statue and let out a deep sigh.)

Do I dare hope for chrysanthemum duo

(He jumped, having forgotten that Techno didn’t go with Phil and Tommy.)

I DID TOO 😭😭

(Techno chuckled. “Mugshots. Nice.”)

HELPSHSHS i love how you write twinsduo, they’re so silly,, funny uncle/older brother with his life together and his cringefail loser dumbass wet cat of a younger brother/nephew

(“That government never did anything to help me,” Wilbur said, his chest heating up as anger warmed his veins. “There was never enough food—not in the group home or on the street. No one ever gave a single shit about me until suddenly everyone gave a shit about me, and then I was dragged to the palace and made into a pretty decoration. A caged pet to show off, but never to listen to.” Bitter laughter bubbled up out of his throat. “So take a wild fucking guess how I feel about the government, Techno.”)

YEAHHHHHHHHH GO OFFFFF YOU DESERVE THAT RANT

(The government and the institution of Clara that was tied to it had hurt him. It wasn’t a question.)

/oh my god/,,,, we are so far into healing, i’m so proud of him, this and that rant is such a huge step forward in terms of progress

Yay he’s wilb no pythia rn :)))

I keep accidentally misspelling words because my brain’s getting more sluggish, and then it takes me like three different tries to get them right 😭

(How useless She had been in preventing any of this from happening.)

OH MY GOD

OH MY GOD

SHDHSJDJSJHXJS

(Maybe it was his fault, but he fucking tried. It didn’t mean anything in the end though. It should’ve meant something, but it didn’t.

“This isn’t fucking fair,” Wilbur muttered, digging his nails into his palm. - “I think-” His voice broke, and he winced. “I’m angry with Her.”)

Screaming crying fainting dying he’s so

(2/2)

- 🪐

i know nothing about the new fnaf game is stopped keeping up with it ages ago but I had a lot of fun with the oil metaphor lol

sam being so subtly passive aggressive like bro chill out

bruised hips ouch :( sounds like a fun day though!!

ty!! i love writing sam tbh I don't write him a ton but he's got such a fun character voice to play with

uncle with his life together and his cringefail nephew god that's so true

ngl I didn't even think about writing that rant I just went into a bit of a haze and typed it out and then I stared at it like "do I want him to say all that" and then I was like "yeah I do he's ready for it" anyway I think glass!wil possessed me for a bit when I was writing that bit

this chapter had so much progress towards the end he's truly gotten so far from where he used to be

[just-some-random-blogger]

part 2 for the lovie-cutie!! well its cute but just dont touch the yellow snow... 'DO YOU HAVE EGGPLANTS ❓❓❓❓❓❓❓' we do. 'im sure some of them are older than me' well im wearing my moms coat thats older than me. maybe your age HGJDJFG SORRY. sorry, catmom. oldie but goldie. im impressed by such a great collection. 'im hungry T_T' bon appetit ig TT 'i used to have a crush on my philosophy teacher' awwww. ive read a fic like this... idk if i ever had a crush but i absolutely had some strong feelings to my rus lang teachers and the math one bc of the mommy issues ig... sorry, im back to your story. no but its a kinda cute story. but the ending is ??!!!?!! hajffk if it makes sense. writing poetry abt smn sounds nice. i used to write some poems abt my first idk sympathy? too. it was a more dramatic story (not underestimating your feelings!). if youre glad these feelings went away, im glad for you. all experience is an experience to have and liking smn worth of being felt. 'ARE YOU TUMBLR' you never know.... ITS SUCH A CUTE STORY WITH THE BLUES CLUES TT its delightful that content that can stimulate childrens interest in science exist. 'and i remember learning that mars had 2 moons' deimos and phobos! deimos is pronounced just as daemon dont you see any like.... OMG i was going to talk abt the moons but!! targaryens are said to be more like gods but if an au with them as greek and roman gods? daemon as the god of war anD! aemond as the hades who marries persephone and cherishes her like nothing else. theres probably smth like this on tumblr but ive just thought abt it. so. these 2 moons was literally the only thing i remembered and ALWAYS said during my astronomy lessons. to the point my teacher was like 'oh katyas going to like this question' and i was like DEIMOS AND PHOBOS my babes TT SORRY i got carried away. 'they have two nights' AAAW these cute childrens assumptions on how the world works TT i lovelove them so much. theyre so cute and amusing TT but its a good logic! big baby brain! its good your brain didnt explode!! it wouldve been such a tragedy to loose THE genius brain! 'a post which was like you cant think of a color' oh this provoking shit! ig the fact that i can make out the constellations has smth with the tilt of Earth? my hometown is pretty very very close to the border of the North Pole so atmosphere there is thinner and basically? it means? sky is closer? smth like this. tbh the northern sky is the sight to see. both in winter and in the summer. bc in winter the constellations are visible and yk the polar night while in the summer its the polar day and the sky is so white-ish, the sun never sets down and the airs so fresh TT omg i miss it. also this cute dream abt stars TT its so touching that you wanted to see constellations that much. 'ok then ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ sandman fics it is' OK now YOURE provoking. ok maybe next message. 'i imaged her to be younger' me too but doesnt she deserve it? 'BAD INFLUENCE BUT ALSO BRILLIANT MIND' THANKS im trying my best. im glad you liked it! hope to see it one day in your blog. anything, actually. so good luck with your queue! im finally gonna sleep YEY. have a nice day/evening/night!! good luck! love you! take care <з

HEWWO

i watched an ep of doctor who with my mom T_T it was a mistake to pick a random ep i was very ? confused i was pretending i understood it and just watched til the end because i was tryna commit to it T_T HAHHAHAH

anyway heres a kitty for good luck

omg this reminds me of this stray that went up to our house and i pet him and he was so sweet and he laid in front of me and i was like i want to pet you but if i pet you im going to have to feed you and i have no food im so sorry so its a no for me 😩😞 it was a dark day for humanity

well its cute but just dont touch the yellow snow...

STOOOOOOOOOOPPPPPPPPPPPP TT_________TTTTTTTT YUCK

'DO YOU HAVE EGGPLANTS ❓❓❓❓❓❓❓' we do.

very good

'im sure some of them are older than me' well im wearing my moms coat thats older than me. maybe your age HGJDJFG SORRY. sorry, catmom. oldie but goldie. im impressed by such a great collection.

im not offended by that at all i wear my moms clothes that are older than all of us sibs so ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ you dont have to apologize for it. i dont think ill ever be offended by being called old at least i hope not. ill always be old to someone and young to others

'im hungry T_T' bon appetit ig TT

im hungry again but i cant eat cos im going to sleep and i cant sleep with a full stomach it hurts when i do T_T or ok not hurt its just uncomfy

'i used to have a crush on my philosophy teacher' awwww. ive read a fic like this... idk if i ever had a crush but i absolutely had some strong feelings to my rus lang teachers and the math one bc of the mommy issues ig... sorry, im back to your story.

HAHAHHAHAHAHAH MOMMY ISSUES

im glad you find my cringe cute HAHAHAH 🤢🤢🤢

no but its a kinda cute story. but the ending is ??!!!?!! hajffk if it makes sense.

HAHAHHHHAHHAHAHAHHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAH WHAT DID YOU EXPECT THAT ID DATE HIM HEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO T_T

writing poetry abt smn sounds nice. i used to write some poems abt my first idk sympathy? too. it was a more dramatic story (not underestimating your feelings!).

lol HAHAHAH im not offended by things like that MY GOSH DO YOU THINK IM PETTY i am BUT NOT THAT PETTY

if youre glad these feelings went away, im glad for you. all experience is an experience to have and liking smn worth of being felt.

im so glad 😩💅😬🤢

'ARE YOU TUMBLR' you never know....

ITS SUCH A CUTE STORY WITH THE BLUES CLUES TT its delightful that content that can stimulate childrens interest in science exist.

YES I LOVE THAT VIDEO GAME SO MUCH IF I HAD IT I WOULD PLAY IT YOU KNOW WHAT LET ME TRY AND FIND IT TO AT LEAST SHOW YOU IF I CANT PLAY IT

omg i think this is it im going to cry

i dont remember it being like this entirely but i think this is it. HELP PLUTO MY PLUTO T_T im going to cry

'and i remember learning that mars had 2 moons' deimos and phobos! deimos is pronounced just as daemon dont you see any like.... OMG i was going to talk abt the moons but!!

HAHHAHAH i have no idea what the mars moons are called but if you say so i trust you i might remember this this time around because i dont have a kid brain anymore just a large kid brain HAHAHH

targaryens are said to be more like gods but if an au with them as greek and roman gods? daemon as the god of war anD! aemond as the hades who marries persephone and cherishes her like nothing else.

LET ME STOP YOU RIGHT THERE THIS IN AND OF ITSELF IS ALREADY SUCH A GREAT STORY IDEA PLS THATS SO GOOD NAUR I HAVE TO WRITE THIS DOWN

theres probably smth like this on tumblr but ive just thought abt it. so.

ur such a bad influence who cares if theres smth like this you nor i have not written it so thats all that matters

these 2 moons was literally the only thing i remembered and ALWAYS said during my astronomy lessons. to the point my teacher was like 'oh katyas going to like this question' and i was like DEIMOS AND PHOBOS my babes TT SORRY i got carried away.

HAHHAHA THATS FINE <3 its so fun that we have a shared interest with space!!! LOVE THAT FOR US. go off my deimos and phobos queen she like me for real reciting and stuff HAHAAH

'they have two nights' AAAW these cute childrens assumptions on how the world works TT i lovelove them so much. theyre so cute and amusing TT but its a good logic! big baby brain! its good your brain didnt explode!! it wouldve been such a tragedy to loose THE genius brain!

T_T IM GLAD YOU THINK MY SUFFERING WAS CUTE you have no idea how frustrating this was for me i was like so if a day is 24 so half of that would be day half would be night but then i was like then that means they have ... 1 night.... and just really short days T_T HLAKHLKASHFLSAFLSAFASF im glad i didnt lose my brains either

'a post which was like you cant think of a color' oh this provoking shit!

it was i cried like literally literally bawling cried

ig the fact that i can make out the constellations has smth with the tilt of Earth? my hometown is pretty very very close to the border of the North Pole so atmosphere there is thinner and basically? it means? sky is closer? smth like this. tbh the northern sky is the sight to see. both in winter and in the summer. bc in winter the constellations are visible and yk the polar night while in the summer its the polar day and the sky is so white-ish, the sun never sets down and the airs so fresh TT omg i miss it.

i think it has to do with light polution as well. i live in the city so the lights are never off, never fully. also damN IS THE SKY CLOSER WTF THERE ???? damn. i mean i can see the stars here i just ??? idk which is which

also this cute dream abt stars TT its so touching that you wanted to see constellations that much.

[kicks can] im such a fucking nerd dude HAHHAHHHA

'ok then ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ sandman fics it is' OK now YOURE provoking. ok maybe next message.

lol ok HAHAHAHA

'i imaged her to be younger' me too but doesnt she deserve it?

but it isnt about deserve its about tradition. rhaenys deserved to be heir but nah

'BAD INFLUENCE BUT ALSO BRILLIANT MIND' THANKS im trying my best. im glad you liked it! hope to see it one day in your blog. anything, actually. so good luck with your queue!

HAHAHHAHHAHHAHAHAH i hope to see it to T_T i always like your ideas! and yes my queue T_T my loooong queue

im finally gonna sleep YEY. have a nice day/evening/night!! good luck! love you! take care <з

same my back hers as per usual

im luv you so much my dear

xxx

[ssongsboo]

ok ur valid for that🙂‍↕️ i really hope they only continue to rise in popularity!!

i’m gonna need to hear more about sub!youmin pretty please before i can fully understand the vision… i too also need daddy kunho to take care of me like he gives soft dom sugar daddy vibes like maybe he’d want to spoil you?? also if u want to talk about hate sex with xayden… i’m also interested… cuz idk if we’re on the same page but i think he’s a biter

also would u mind if i just dmed u? if that’s too much, no pressure!! i can keep just popping into ur inbox to bother u as long as it’s not bothering you too much🫣

idk youmin just feels like such an obedient and eager sub i cant even explain it its purely vibes w him 😭😭 but i couldnt agree more w kunho thats exactly how i see him as well!! and yES defdef think the same abt xayden hehe

and youre not bothering me at all bubi i love seeing you in my inbox 🫶🫶 n def dont hesitate to dm me i would lovelove to talk some more!!

[813ths]

mz alice. you magnificent b.

i know I've already read this some time last year. bitch only did this now lmfaooo. i know i felt all kinds of feelings that time. i definitely know i sobbed like a little bitch.. and i could still remember how i just sat in a corner silently, reflecting... rethinking my life choices. lol but seriously i admire you so much for stepping out of your usual genres and tropes (...and your usual comfort zone(?)) for awhile and tried something like this. which is, well, very unusual (i don't mean this in a bad way or anything, i just don't really know how to articulate it better I'm so sorry), way far from the ones we all get used to and boy did you ace it. you are so fucking amazing at this. you exceeded my expectations. i honestly avoided this for quite some time for the sole reason that i know it's going to break my heart into a million tiny pieces and then get stomped on a million more times. it is inevitable though. it's mark lee. YOU wrote it. it truly IS something else. and i love you so much for writing this pls let me give you a big big smooch and a hug.

ok. the first dance. the (sexual OFC) tension which made me sit on edge every. damn. time. despite their knowledge about each other already (or rather suspicions)... doesn't erase the fact that it's so heartbreaking and depressing when mark told her about his real name... and the inevitable happened. all fell apart. (just drive in the knife why don't u! >:'((((( ) of course when a bad guy like jaemin here have a character development it wouldn't end so well. i am still debating which makes me sad until NOW: the two's fate or jaemin's. idk idk it always changes but goddddd i really wished there was something else for jaemin something good or hopeful at least :((( but hey that one's still acceptable and very fitting. i just couldn't cope well lmaooo tell u a secret since i read this so late i totally scrolled thru your blog just to look for some asks that might have the answers i was hoping for and im okay i still managed to find it. :''))))) love lovelove the endingggg thank you so so so much for going this way. or else i wouldn't have survived the pain NSHDJEUDHSJSHSH i have some favorite lines here but ig the last one truly is undefeated. again. ilysm thank you so fucking much for writing this. what a hell of a ride. i cried. i smiled. my heart broke. then warmed up. it's a cycle.

meant to break

❝ why don’t you try going against us? see who ends up with lead pumped through their skull. ❞

PAIRING ▸ lee minhyung x fem!reader (ft. na jaemin)

GENRES ▸ smut, angst, fluff, historical, 1920s au, flapper au, mafia au, detective au

WARNINGS ▸ profanity, violence, mentions of character death, unprotected sex (wrap before u tap), lots of teasing, praise kink, lowkey dumbification, fingering

SUMMARY ▸ when the mafia’s members task you to distract a detective that’s hot on their trail, you have no choice to accept. there’s no place for love when you’re simply a trap for lee minhyung to walk into, but you still want to immerse yourself into everything he is.

PLAYLIST ▸ young and beautiful by lana del rey • am i blue? by billie holiday

WORD COUNT ▸ 10,019 words

AUTHOR’S NOTE ▸ wowowww me writing a historical au??? unheard of! but shoutout to my historical au queen @jenoentry for hyping me up to write this <3 i hope you guys like it !! 

NEW ORLEANS WASN’T THE SAME WITHOUT THE JAZZ MUSIC RESOUNDING THROUGH THE FRENCH QUARTER.

“Doyoung,” you complained to the owner of the jazz club, “I was supposed to be the closing act! Why’d you close early?”

Being a flapper wasn’t easy work, but you enjoyed your job all the same. You were a natural at it; all you needed to do was bat your lashes to get all the wealthy men to empty their wallets. Qian Kun, the bartender, pointed out that you had a unique charm that drew people in, so it was expected that all eyes were on you during your performances. Of course, you put in your full effort; it was the least you could do to repay the owner.

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[autistic-partisan]

welcome! this is a silly little editing blog that makes icons, pride flag edits and stimboards! please check the blog description for request status.

fictive, kin and selfship friendly!

sideblog for stim gifs: @nanmo-wakaran

to-do list,

a stimboard for each d4dj character masterlist.

gif used in the header

more info (byf, how and what you can request, mod info) under the cut

REQUEST SOURCES:

- primarily enstars and d4dj.

- here's my anilist so you can see what else i might be familiar with (although it is not maintained super well).

- i accept oc stimboard requests!

will not do: live action sources (might make an exception sometimes), irl people, ships that are generally categorized as ‘proship’.

i will not use fanart for stimboards, unless it is made by the requester or the requester can show me proof of the artist's permission to repost. picrews that allow reposts are ok (preferred, even)! please make sure to give me a link to the picrew you used, so i can credit it in the board.

ABOUT THE MOD:

you can call me del (🌒), i’m 21↑, any pronouns, autistic and autigender, queer, singlet; a cathearted robotkin with a sweet tooth. i lovelove love!!! stimboards! i love sweets and chocolate and cakes and desserts! i love plants and trees and grasses and flowers and leaves! i also happen to be incredibly socially awkward, please do not mind that.

DNI/BYF:

if you are lgbtphobic, ableist, or a bigot in general, you won’t like it here and also i will probably just block you.

i do not vibe with exclusionists! i think “contradictory” labels and pronouns are totally cool. stop building these divides, don’t be a cop!

also please note i have a strong preference for it/its pronouns for myself and will also use it for certain characters sometimes!

GENERAL REQUEST INFO:

- multiple requests are ok, but please send them in separate asks!

- let me know if you want your requested post to say no kin tags or no f/o tags, anything like that.

- for stimboards, let me know if there is a specific type of stim to avoid. i will also in general try to tag common triggers for all stimboards.

- if i made your request but you would like me to change something, don’t hesitate to tell me.

- when requesting something for a character make sure it is clear who you mean by using their full name and/or specifying the source media.

- the pride flags can be lgbt related or disability pride flags. if it is something that has multiple iterations, please specify by describing it or sending a link. i will need a link for more "niche" pride flags as well.

MAIN REQUEST TYPES:

- pride flag bordered icons: send me a character, what flag you want me to use, and what shape you want the icons to be. you can specify what cards to include if you want. you can ask for matching icons of characters with the same flag.

- colorpicked flags (gacha games only): send me a character or a specific card / other piece of official art, and the flag you want me to make. normally i will also include bordered icons made with the edited flag in the post, so feel free to specify what shape to use.

- stimboards: send me a character or characters. you can specify: card(s), themes, colors, stim types. if i don’t know the character(s) well i will need these specifics. i also accept stimboard requests for any general theme, as well as otherkin, oc or pride flag stimboards.

thank you for reading! i hope i managed to include everything important in this post. in case you have any further questions, feel free to send me an ask!

the tags i will be using can be found on this post.

[confusedthinker-noeul]

The art of .........

People say I am funny, but I make lame jokes around you, hoping you would notice. Forget being cool, I would rather have you smile at me than you not knowing me at all. May be you, just like in a rom-com, will remember the short girl with cropped hair from the party who was a little weird.

Next time, I run into you "accidentally", I will pretend not to know you. You will walk away, may be a little surprised, but not caring anyway. The very next time, I will smile at you widely as if I have known you for ages and you confused will get away with a shy smile. Then on a random day, I will start following you on Instagram( PS: not at all planned), and you will follow me back just because you have seen me , then we will go back and forth liking each other's stories, and slowly , very slowly slide into each other's DM's.

We will talk for days, on and off , tell about things you like about things and end up with a 'you are so different from all others I have met' phase, where we each pretend to be flattered, may be a little so, but still knowing you would have said that to a dozen people because people would obviously be different. We will play this push and pull game, weighing down pro's and con's , and finally falling out of whatever feelings we had initially, with me- finding excuses on how we don't gel well with the each other.

We will still talk on days, may be with a little of something left in our hearts, may be just in yours or mine and decide to stay where we are now and not go any further, silently.

See..Our story would neither have a happy or sad ending, ha ...may be not even an ending. But it is safe, knowing there would be no broken hearts or may be there is.

(to be continued)

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[seidenbros]

hey, been enjoying your fics a lot! could i please request lambert x reader + the prompt: “if there’s nothing going on there, you don’t mind if i ask her out, do you?" - thank you!

I was so excited when I got this request, because I just love Lambert, and I had this in my head immediately, but it took a bit to write it down (me getting distracted easily at the moment). But I loveloved writing this, so thank YOU for requesting it, and I hope you like it <3 (and I'm sorry, I thought this would be short, but apparently my brain doesn't want to comply to short fics)

(I’m always happy to receive requests, so if you want to, send some in. If you need inspiration, here are some prompt lists )

Pairing: Lambert x Reader

Warnings: ehhh fluff? a little angst maybe and grumpy Lambert

Word Count: 4264

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“You have to take care of her, promise me!”

There were not a lot of people in the world, that would be able to get that kind of promise out of Lambert, but your father had managed to do so on his dying bed. It was ridiculous, you were an adult and perfectly able to take care of yourself, but apparently neither your father nor Lambert had believed that. Maybe, if everything had gone on normally, you would have been able to live on your own, to take care of yourself, but after your father's death, your home had been ransacked while you had been in town to get a few things with Lambert to prepare your father's burial. Everything was gone except for the money you had on yourself, and what your father had hidden. He'd told you, where he'd stashed it, along with your mother's necklace and her wedding ring, which you were supposed to get once you got married. Now these things belonged to you way before you had a different ring on your finger. Losing your father had been hard, losing your home as well, but in the end, the choice whether you were going to stay here, or leave the town, had been made – especially since Lambert wouldn't leave you here all by yourself. After all, he'd made a promise to your father, and he hadn't done that lightly.

For the past five years, Lambert had been a welcome guest in your house, after saving your father from a Kikimore. You'd taken care of his injuries, had even listened to him bicker and curse all the time, but in the end he'd thanked you. Your father had told him that he could always stay with you when he was in the area, when he needed a place to stay, and he'd taken you up on that. After all, he wasn't well perceived everywhere he went, so having a place to stay instead of sleeping just outside of town or begging for a room in an inn, was nice for a change. You'd found him staying with you and your Dad longer than he'd planned to every time. Your father had been great company, and they'd exchanged a lot of stories. It had been great for your father to listen to new stories every year when Lambert came around, but you'd listened in on them as well, enjoyed hearing about life outside of your little town.

You two had gotten along well after that. Of course, you'd been teasing each other, had made snide remarks, but each of you had known how to take it. He'd called you a pain in the ass, while you'd said that he was a baby whenever you had to take care of his injuries – which was pretty much every time he'd shown up at your door. He could have taken care of that himself, but you hadn't allowed him to, because after all, you enjoyed taking care of him. Not that you would say that out loud, knowing full well, that nothing would ever come of that, but you did, which was another reason for you to agree to come along with him. Not that Lambert would have let anything else happen – since he had his promise to fulfil – but you didn't even want to stay here. Going with him wasn't exactly the safest way to spend your days, but you felt safer with him around than you would ever feel in an empty house that had already been ransacked once.

Weeks had passed, you'd travelled from one town to the next, and you really enjoyed this. So far you hadn't seen much of the world, so seeing different places, meeting new people was rather exciting for you. You'd always been a good-natured, happy person, who didn't need a lot to be happy. A ray of sunshine, your father used to call you, because there was hardly a day when you didn't smile. In fact, the first day Lambert hadn't seen you smile, had been the day your father had died. Even through his illness, you'd always put a smile on for him, reassuring him that you were okay. It had earned you the nickname Sunshine with Lambert, he actually used it more than he used your real name, and you'd really grown accustomed to it, especially since it was a nice nickname. Sure, he'd told you that he couldn't take that much happiness all the time, rolling his eyes, but you'd seen that tiny smile on his lips that had followed the words when he'd turned away from you.

Throughout the weeks you'd been away from your original home now, you'd gotten to know Lambert even better, which had only made you fall for him harder. There had been a kind of crush ever since you'd first met him, but that had grown ever since. When he hadn't been around, you'd tried to forget about him, knowing that nothing would ever come of that, but the moment he'd stood in front of your door again, your heart had betrayed you. Last year, when he'd visited you, something had happened, though. Your father had gone to bed early, while you and Lambert had stayed up a little longer, drinking, talking, laughing, and at one point when the alcohol had taken away your inhibitions, you'd leaned over to press your lips to his, to do what you'd been wanting to do all this time, but hadn't been brave enough to act on. At first, Lambert had set there unmoving, but just when you were about to pull back, you'd felt his hands on your cheek, keeping you in place, savouring the kiss. When you finally broke it, you'd needed a moment to stop your head from spinning.

“You should go to bed, Sunshine,” Lambert had said, and while you'd wanted to protest, he'd been right. Especially when you'd started wobbling a little once you'd stood up. He'd wrapped an arm around you to walk you to your room, making sure you wouldn't stumble or walk right against the doorframe. He could have taken advantage of that situation, of you, but he'd only made sure you wouldn't hurt yourself.

When you'd tried to talk to him about it the next day, he'd simply waved it off, telling you to forget about it. In all honesty, it had hurt your feelings, because you'd wanted to do this, had wanted to kiss him, but had never had the courage. But his behaviour had only made you realise that you were right about thinking that nothing would ever happen.

The only problem now was, that spending more time with him opened your heart up to him even more. It wasn't good, it wasn't clever, but when it came to matters of the heart, the brain sometimes short circuited. It was only good that you kept yourself in check, not making too much out of the way he laughed about something you said, how he complimented your cooking or even told you that it was nice to have you around. Dear heart, stay calm, you always told yourself, but it never really did. It was only a good thing that Lambert didn't notice it – or maybe didn't want to notice as to not embarrass you. You couldn't be sure, but you didn't want to ask him about it as well. Keeping quiet about it was the best way in your opinion.

“Lambert?” you heard a voice behind you as you were talking to the inn-keeper at your next stop. Both of you turned around, and Lambert's face immediately lit up. In a few long strides, he'd crossed the room to hug the white-haired man tight, after which both men started to laugh.

“What are you doing here?” Lambert asked, holding him at arm's length to see if anything was different, but he still pretty much looked the same as he'd done the last time they'd seen each other back home, at Kaer Morhen.

“Same as you probably,” the other man answered, before his eyes landed on you, after you'd walked up to them. You'd secured your rooms for the night before your curiosity had drawn you over to them. Lambert followed his gaze, looking at you.

“Ah yes, this is Geralt, my brother, and this is Y/N. I promised her father to look after her.” Lambert's words made Geralt raise a questioning eyebrow, since this was definitely not something he would have expected from Lambert, but his expression quickly smoothed over and he smiled at you.

“It's nice to meet you, after hearing so much about you,” Geralt said, earning him a scowl from his brother.

“Oh, I wonder, just what he might have told you. Probably that I tortured him while trying to take care of his injuries.” You half-joked, beaming up at Geralt, because Lambert had mentioned him as well, had told you a lot about his family.

“That as well, but he's also told me about what a beautiful smile you have and how that rubs off on everyone, hence your nickname.” Geralt's own smile widened, but his words also made your cheeks turn pink. You'd never expected Lambert to talk about you to anyone.

“SO,” Lambert interrupted immediately, not liking where this conversation was going. “Where is your bard?”

“Bard?” you asked, looking from one man to the other.

“Yeah, Geralt has this bard following him around, singing songs about him.”

“His name is Jaskier, and you know that.”

“Ohhhh I know him! Well, to be precise I've seen him perform and heard his songs. He's wonderful!”

“Finally someone who acknowledges my talent!” You turned around to see the man you've just been talking about walking right towards you, a big smile on his lips, as he took your hand to raise it to his lips and press a kiss to the back of your hand. “You must be Lambert's Sunshine then.”

“He told you that as well, huh?” You cast a glance at Lambert, who seemed a little... embarrassed? You'd never seen him like that, but you couldn't help but smile.

“Yeah, we can talk later, we should probably get some rest, get settled. We'll see you later!” His words were rushed as he walked past Geralt and ushered you towards the stairs, because he knew that you always freshened up before dinner, no matter whether you were staying at an inn or set up your camp along the way.

You met the other two later on in the tavern – there wasn't that much more to do around the town, so most people went there anyway. It was a great evening, lots of stories that you got to hear about Lambert that you hadn't known before, stories you could tell from the times he'd spent at your home, and Jaskier and Geralt were hanging on your every word, since there were things they hadn't known about Lambert. Like the time he'd brought a couple of ducklings home to you, because he couldn't leave them alone without their mother out there. They'd found a home on the pond just around the corner from your house.

When you got up to get the next round, you could feel their eyes following you, but didn't turn around. It wasn't like anything was going to happen to you in here.

“So... you and Y/N-” Jaskier started, but Lambert cut him off immediately.

“What?”

“Judging by the way you look at each other, I'd say she's captured your heart and you have hers, so correct me if I'm wrong-”

“You're wrong.” Lambert interrupted him again immediately. It was a topic, he didn't want to talk about, because there was nothing, absolutely nothing going on between you and him. And he hadn't been thinking about that kiss from last year again and again. Only Geralt knew about this, because Lambert had confided in him one night, which was why he was nudging the other Witcher's foot with his own, so that he wouldn't dare open his mouth. “Witchers don't fall in love, and you know that.”

Jaskier chuckled to himself, because yes, he knew that, in theory, but he'd been around Witchers long enough to know, that they did have emotions, lots of them, but were good at bottling them up.

“Well, if there's nothing going on there, you don't mind if I ask her out, do you?” Jaskier had been watching you, but was now returning his gaze to Lambert, but couldn't make out what the look on his face meant. His first thought was, that he should run for his life, because Lambert would try to kill him any moment, but nothing happened. “I mean... she'd stunning, and that smile... you weren't lying.” Yes he wanted to tease the Witcher a little, see if this would finally make him admit what Geralt and Jaskier both assumed, but he didn't.

“Knock yourself out.” He tried to sound indifferent, but failed miserably, especially when he saw you walking back towards the table. It made him want to grab your hand and lead you away, so that Jaskier wouldn't be able to ask you out, but... he did nothing.

So, you found yourself spending the next afternoon with Jaskier, because of course you'd said yes, especially after seeing that sour expression on Lambert's face. You couldn't quite pinpoint what it was, but that look happened after Jaskier had asked you out, and since it had been so long that you'd experienced anything close to a date, you'd been happy that he'd asked.

It was nice for a change to spend some time with someone else than Lambert, especially someone so talkative. Listening to Jaskier's stories, made you smile and share some of your own stories. He'd gotten some food for you to take with you, so you could have a little picnic a bit outside of town, surrounded by flowers. It was beautiful and just the right thing for a sunny afternoon, something that helped you get your mind off things. At least you thought so until Jaskier spoke up.

“You love him, don't you?”

His straightforwardness shouldn't surprise you, but it did, because you hadn't expected him to breech this topic here and now. Wasn't this supposed to be a date?

“How do you-”

“I've seen the way you look at him with that longing in your eyes. The way you want to touch him, but can't. The way your heart just yearns for him, wants to tell him what you've been holding in for so long.”

“Always the poet, eh?” you tried to joke, but he could see the sadness in your eyes. It would be easier for you if you didn't love Lambert, much easier, but you had no control over your heart, had lost that the moment you'd met him apparently.

“Can't help it!” Jaskier shrugged his shoulders, smiling at you. “You know, he looks at you the same way, and the way he's talked about you... He just doesn't want to admit it.”

“That can't be true.” You shook your head, stretching your legs out in front of you, eyes fixed on the horizon, trying to keep your racing heart in check, that was doing cartwheels at the possibility of Lambert having any sort of romantic feelings for you. “I kissed him... last year,” you eventually said, licking your lips. “We were drinking and talking way into the night, and I just did it. I leaned in and kissed him, and I know it was foolish, but then he kissed me back. Only to tell me the next day to forget about what had happened.” Which had hurt you, and it should have made you turn away from him altogether, but you hadn't done that. Instead, you'd only fallen further down the rabbit hole that were your feelings for Lambert.

“Sounds just like him...” Jaskier rolled his eyes. He'd gotten to know Lamber throughout the years, knew that he did everything to not get attached to anyone, but even Jaskier had managed to warm up to him. “He looked ready to strangle me to death when I asked him if it was okay to ask you out yesterday, and that's just the reason why I did that, why we're here. Maybe now, he'll realise that you'll find someone else if he doesn't make a move. I mean... you're absolutely breathtaking, Y/N. Your smile lights up the whole room. He'd be a fool if he didn't come clean about his feelings now and let someone else snatch you away.”

“You really think so?”

“Of course!” Jaskier reached out his hand to cover yours with his, give it a little squeeze. “I've never been wrong about something like this. Let's see how he reacts when we get back.”

The two of you had stayed out there enjoying the sun and conversations about all kinds of things, so it was already getting dark when you returned, arms linked, and you were laughing about something Jaskier had just said, when the two Witchers came into view. They were taking care of their horses, but really, Lambert had stayed outside to see you as soon as you got back, and make sure that he didn't have to start searching for you, because who knew where that skirt-chasing bard had taken you. Seeing you return with him, looking absolutely happy, made his gut churn. Of course, he wanted you to be happy, just not... like that. Not with Jaskier, because that would surely break your heart one day.

“Did you enjoy your afternoon?” Geralt asked, looking up from Roach.

“The best,” you answered genuinely, squeezing Jaskier's arm, beaming up at him, before you looked at the two Witchers again. “We enjoyed the sun, the flowers and talked a lot.”

“Right,” Lambert said, nodding his head, looking at you only for a moment, before he looked at Jaskier, then Geralt. “Enjoy your evening together then, I'll head to bed. Been a long day.” Which was technically true, but he just couldn't stand looking at you clinging to the bard all smiles and happiness. It was too much. If the bard made you happy, fine, but then you could keep travelling with these two and he'd return to walking his path alone. He didn't want to stand in the way of your happiness.

“Has he been like that all day?” Jaskier asked the Witcher that was still standing in front of you.

“You have no idea,” Geralt answered shaking his head. “He'd been grumpy all day, muttering to himself, and when I asked, it was always nothing. I've seen him in a foul mood before, but this is different. And he's always wondered when you two would come back.”

“So, my plan worked, then.” The grin on Jaskier's face was triumphant when he looked at you. “See? I told you?”

“Told her what?” Geralt's confusion shows on his face, making Jaskier laugh.

“That Lambert would be pissed about us going out, which is just why I did it. To make that idiot realise that he can either own up to his feelings or lose her to someone else.”

“Yeah, I still think he needs a little push in the right direction, but there's no denying it. He told me about the kiss, you know?” Geralt's eyes were on you know, smiling encouragingly at you. He'd never heard his brother talk about anyone this way that he'd met throughout the years, but you... you had been a recurring topic.

“I'll go make sure he's okay,” you said with a smile, not wanting to tell them that they were right, that their words had encouraged you to take another step towards Lambert. They were right, it would either work out, or you would have to part ways, because your heart wouldn't be able to take this anymore.

“Who is it?” You heard Lambert's voice from inside his room, when you knocked, and he didn't sound the least bit happy to be disturbed.

“It's me, can I come in?” You heard him shuffle around inside before the door opened. He could have sent you away, but he didn't, and so you stepped inside, closing the door behind you, heart already beating faster in your chest, because this was important right now. “I think we need to talk.”

“I already know what's coming,” he huffed, crossing his arms over his chest, not really looking at you, but always just past you. “It's fine. If you want to go with them, I'm not stopping you. He makes you happy, so... That's all your father ever wanted for you.”

“What are you talking about?” Genuinely confused, you looked at him, because this was definitely not what you were here to talk about.

“Come on! The way you two were just clinging to each other? The way you smiled at him? If he makes you happy, go! Be happy with him. I'm completely fine on my own.” At least that was what he was telling himself, because he didn't want to think about losing you.

“I'm not here to talk about that, Lambert.” You swallowed hard as you stepped up to him, put your hand on his forearm, gently squeezing it. Your free hand landed on his chest, slowly working it's way up to his shoulder.

“What is it then?” he asked, voice low and quiet, eyes darting now between you lips and your eyes, but he doesn't budge, still keeps his arms firmly crossed, though you can feel the muscles bunch beneath your touch.

“This...” you whisper before you rise to the balls of your feet to connect your lips to his. And just like the first time, he stays still at first, but then he groans deep in is throat before opening his arms to wrap them around you, pull you close and kiss you back. You can feel his tongue against the seam of your lips, urging you to open them and you comply. It feels so good to be this close to him, to be kissing him again, especially like this. While your first kiss a year ago had been all sweet and innocent, this was something entirely different. It made your heart race and heat pool deep within you. You knew that feeling, but hadn't felt that in a while. His big hands roamed your back, one hand clasping down on your bottom, the other running up your back again to tangle in your hair.

“Lambert...” you whisper as soon as your lips part, because you need to draw air into your lungs.

“Tell me, you don't want that bard.” His words are more a plea than anything else, because he needs to hear you say it, needs to know that you want this, that you want him and not somebody else. You'd never seen him so insecure before, and it nearly tore your heart apart.

“I never wanted Jaskier, it was just nice to get out and not stay here while you were out hunting with Geralt.” You couldn't help but chuckle, brushing your nose against his, your fingertips grazing his cheek before landing on his chest again just above his heart. You could feel the warmth of his body seep into yours, and you didn't want to let go of that, of him any time soon. “But it got us here, didn't it? I didn't know it at first, but that was Jaskier's plan all along.”

“What?” Lambert looked at you, dumbfounded for a moment, but then he laughed. “Damn that bard.” he leaned his head against your shoulder for a short moment, but then he raised it again, pressing kisses to the spot where your neck connects to your shoulder, sending shivers down you spine.

“I think we should thank him.” Your words came out a little breathlessly because of what he was doing. You fingernails grazed across his chest up along his neck to the back of his head, tangled in his hair, gently scratching his scalp, which made him sigh, before he sucked on your sensitive skin. “I mean... he got us here.” Eyes closed because of the sensations he sent through your whole body, your words barely made it out of your mouth, because it was getting increasingly harder to concentrate.

“Mhm... do that later,” he mumbled against your skin. “Once we're finished... and I'm planning on taking my time with you. We've got a lot to catch up on.” Giving your bottom a squeeze, he pulled you even closer, making you aware of what you were doing to him. “Sorry for taking so long to accept my feelings.” You knew that it wasn't easy for him to say this, so his words were all the more meaningful to you. Putting both your hands on his cheeks you guided him up to look at you again.

“We're here now, that's all that matters.” With that you kissed him again, showing him just how much it meant to you, how much HE meant to you. And he did the same for you. After all, Witchers could apparently fall in love, they just needed the right person by their side.

[princehoneytea]

I know u don't really draw the bug ocs anymore but I felt like I should say ur design for centipede left a permanent imprint on my brain and is a big inspo for my own personal aesthetic lol I lovelove ur art in general as well tho, plz keep making things they're all wonderful

that means a lot to me, thank you!! T_T<3

hivemind isn't dead, don't worry! it's going to be rebooted, though I can't estimate when rn. i've been slowly redesigning the characters for simplicity and general appeal (tho centipede looks almost exactly the same lol), and i've been working with a friend to solidify the setting, as well as the pacing and story... there are a few hundred pages thumbnailed LOL but they're all under revision at the moment.

i'm hoping i can team up with a webcomic service rather than totally self-publish, but again nothing is set in stone. i really want to make sure i do it right...!

[threetangerines]

HEHE YES HELLO I MADE IT!!! i’ve been camping here ever since this blog started so i noticed all the things that happened so far (all the different kinds of hours - loving it) lovelove loveee this lil community you started with 3tan, ryen! it’s so fun here oh mygosh 😭 i actually had typed out something to send here (nothing much! it’s just abt how i appreciate you and this lil world you created and a lot of other mushy stuff 😅) just know that your writings you shared with us is a huge constant that i need rn with all the crazy changes that i’m facing irl. just knowing that this blog is here for me to browse through is just a huge relief if that makes sense? it’s just so fun and nice to be here i never want to leave <333 my class ended a few hours earlier so i have more time to rest and scroll thru here eheh 😭 i hope you’re doing well ryen! many many forehead kisses bc that’s what you deserve for everything - 🪐✨

BABYYYY oh my goodness all the mayhem and madness and chaos that's already popped up on this blog. i think it's absolutely hilarious and i can't wait for even more fun times to come along LOLOL the community is so fucking fun!

you're so sweet, though. i love all your thoughts that you type out and i'm sure i also love the thoughts you decide to keep to yourself<3 if this is what you need as a relief, i will keep providing as much as i possibly can (while resting, ofc!) i think this blog will continue to be the safe space within the safe space so.. have fun with it :'))

y'all are gonna destroy me with the forehead kisses fr lol you think this is a GAME?